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mushroom-through-the-stargate · 8 months

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enough with the "this completely ambiguous text means you secretly hate me" anxiety posts. where's my "everything is happening all at once and I'm gonna cry about it" anxiety. where's my "a stranger looked at me so now I have to prepare for an Interaction and what if they think i look scared of them and that sets them off when actually I'm just scared of being outside in general" anxiety. where's my "did I do something wrong or are they upset about something unrelated to me" anxiety. where's my "oh God I can't ask them to repeat for a fourth time but what they said isn't sticking in my brain should I just nod and smile and hope for the best" anxiety.

#there are so many things to be anxious about #if someones mad at you or they hate you thats their problem to bring to you #i dont have the emotional energy to go to court just to prove to your self-fulfilling prophecy brain that i dont hate you #i will just take a step back until you go to therapy like an adult (not that kids shouldnt get therapy)#in the few and far between times i do get 'they secretly hate me' intrusive thoughts #i tell myself thats a pretty mean thing to say about my friend #theyre not a secret agent or an undercover cop they dont have the emotional energy to pretend to be besties with someone they hate #ive seen how they interact with carla from accounting trust me brain they dont secretly hate me

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