#ive watched too many ted talks tonight

[chocosvt]

hello hello! how has your day been? have you been eating well? i literally just realized that you followed me a couple of days ago and i feel so honoured it's unreal :') thank you so much!! also, how do you approach ppl on tumblr like mutuals and stuff that you want to talk and just become friends with?? i've tried rlly hard but usually they either stop talking to me or the conversation dies out and everyone has their own little groups of friends and i'm still a lonely been ): any tips?

HI JEN!! i was actually surprised i hadn’t followed you before u’re like the sweetest bowl of honeycomb cereal ever!! pfffftttt have i been eating well;;; since i got home i’ve eaten pasta and pudding cups like i kinda want an apple but i’m a bab and can’t eat it without cutting it into lil slices but u see i’m hella lazy and don’t wanna go through the effort.

AH YES THE SOCIALIZATION TACTICS OF TUMBLR. okay as per usual inserting a read more bc whenever i give advice i practically write an essay so YEAH HAVE FUN.

it’s not easy for everyone to so abruptly approach people and start a conversation, like i’m pretty positive we’ve all had thoughts of, “oh my gosh what if they think i’m annoying or being clingy or they feel like talking to me is a burden” blah blah blah bc i’ve certainly felt that way before. i use to be super shy too so that wasn’t helping! and when you see people already formed into their lil social groups u’re like yikes i guess i am alone yet again. however (in the words of seulgi) sometimes u jus gotta be bold and dive roit in!! you could always start conversations by addressing any of their creations you like, maybe they have funny tags or nice aesthetics or you have a lot of stuff in common such as biases or humor.

to be frank, you’re not gonna click with everyone and that’s okay!! the community is so vast and you’re bound to find people to befriend. when i think about it, i’ve either initiated conversation by simply being my !!! scatterbrained, jittery self and somersaulting into peoples’ inboxes yellin to them about stuff they post that i really appreciate, and i’ve done the same thing to people i randomly come across who suffer just as much as me lol. the becoming friends stage can be awkward so i tend to usually skip it. as for conversations dying, i get that too. i talk a fuckin lot and ramble and run my trap into the next millennium and luckily i’ve found ppl who know how to keep the energy in those types of convos which is a blessing bc they can be difficult to maintain. it may take a lil bit of venturing and stretching from your comfort zone but the best advice i can give you from this is JUST SWERVE FROM THE AWKWARDNESS OF ASKING FOR FRIENDSHIP AND LET UR INTENTIONS FREE. you’ll know fairly quickly if you click or not!!

and as always my lil bouncing off the walls self is always here nice n cozy to keep you company my honeycomb. i believe in u!!

[amajikibby]

a few ideas that run through my head about random mha/bnha. if i could write i would, but i don’t proofread or use commas :) they’re shit but i can’t get them out of my head

based off “10 Seconds” Jasmine Sullivan. i feel like this song would fit dabi the most but honestly you could use anyone.

“You broke my heart with all your lies, you really should look for an exit, cause you running out of time”

-hours. it had been hours since he had lasted called, you were fed up. for the longest time you had your suspensions that dabi wasnt telling the truth about where he would go in the middle of the night. where he went after the missions the lov gave him. he came home smelling like perfume. a smell you couldn’t get out of your nose, like it was stuck on you and him. you pushed yourself to believe some girl was drunk and all over him but this was the last time you made yourself think that..

“gave you my all and look what you did to us, cussing and looking for something to hit you with”

- you grabbed your keys thinking of where the dark haired villain could be. you almost convinced yourself to go back to bed, but that wouldn’t work tonight. you went to a few different spots, the hideout, his apartment, and even u.a., your last option was the only bar he never got noticed at. you walked in and looked around. there you saw him half drunk, with the girl you could only assume was the reason as to why he smelled like terrible perfume. you broke a beer bottle, smashed some glasses . spewing out every name in the book you could call him. before you got to hold the bottle to him, you were being taken out. “fuck you touya” you spat, he knew you lost you right then and there

“Lost Ones” - Jasmine Sullivan

-bakugo knew he was an ass to almost everyone, the only thing on his mind was being a pro hero and beating “shitty deku” at everything he could. it irked your last nerve for him to come home and give you a half assed kiss and go into his office to do more hero work. not a “hey baby, how are you?” he didn’t eat anything you cooked. you even stopped making a plate for him, he didn’t even seem to notice. it was a routine. hero work, home, more hero work, sleep. it seemed like you didn’t fit into his schedule anymore.

“try not to love no one, i know that that's too much to ask i know I'm a selfish bitch, but i want you to know ive been working on it”

-you left, you couldn’t handle the way you were being treated. you knew you still loved him but you didn’t even feel like you were apart if his life. you felt like a background character in his life. you got your own apartment, and you two never really talked unless you were at the apartment to drop some of his things. you still made dinner for two people, you just ended up calling kiri over to take it to him on most days. seeing him brought too many memories back, some that you’ll never get to have again. you ran into eachother at the supermarket, he still bought your favorite things. you two had lunch. he apologized, he almost poured his heart out, he said he loved you, but all you could do was smile sadly. “i’ll never stop loving you, but your words mean nothing to me. you’ve made me feel like i was nothing... and until you stop being selfish.. we can’t be together” you gathered your things and kissed his cheek and walked out. you got to your car and stood at the drivers side for a few moments collecting your thoughts before you got in your car.. has he changed?

random stuff

-being the girlfriend of a pro-hero who barely slept was not the easiest job. you could never get shinsou to sleep. the both of you being night owls you would get sleepy maybe an hour or two before him. the only way you were falling asleep after him was if you had work to do. you tried to do everything in your power to get the lavender hair colored boy to sleep before you, nothing seemed to be working. “toshi.. don’t you think you need to sleep” he looked up from his desk in the corner of your shared bedroom and turned to you, with half lidded eyes. ‘yes he’s getting tired’ you thought to yourself. “no kitten, i don’t. but i think you do” and with that, he turned around to face his paperwork again... this boy and his sleep schedule are going to be the death of you.

-shiggy doesn’t like to admit it but he stares at you, but not in a creepy way like he did when you first came to the lov. he stares at you to get to know you. he really likes to watch you cook, it’s rare to see it because you aren’t at the hideout. he likes to tease you, making you think you read the wrong thing, sometimes he like just sit there to taste whatever you make. “don’t touch the bottom of the pan. it’s hot” you spoke before quickly running to your room in your apartment to get your phone. you heard him yell, you already knew what happened. you walked in the room and looked at him. “i told you not to touch it. do you not understand what the hell hot means?” you walked over to him and grabbed his hand. he flinched back. “i-it doesn’t hurt.” he managed to get out behind a painful half smile. “doesn’t hurt my ass, pull away from me again and see what happens” you rolled your eyes and grabbed his hand and tended to his wound”

thank you for coming to my random ass ted talk.. you can critique my writing :) or use it as an idea i highly doubt the latter will happen

[shhh-no-ones-home]

back to you bill s preston esquire x reader

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what up this is being posted on my birthday so heres my birthday present for you all lovelies lol

request from @ringa-starr

"Based on the song lips of an angel by hinder."

the other girl isnt one of the princesses, we just gonna kinda pretend they arent part of this, cause it would be like a groupie from the other band they are touring with.

i know its not exctly what you asked for but hope you like it anyways and thanks again for requesting, sorry they always take so long. if you end up not liking it i, as always, am glad to rewrite it in a different direction.

Song: lips of an angel by hinder

tag list: @cynic-spirit +++++++++

i sat on my bed and twirled the phone cord around my finger. i laughed quietly again.

"of course not bill, he doesnt know ive been talking to you. just like whoever that girl that has been calling your name for the past half hour doesnt know your talking to me."

"why are we playing these games again babe, we both want each other, why are we kidding ourselves?"

bills voice rang through my ears. he was right. wed been talking to each other since before he left for his bands first official tour.

"bill i love my boyfriend, if you cant say that about whoever that girl is i dont know what to tell you."

i laughed again as he sighed into the receiver.

"look, all im saying is we should give each other a fighting chance. break up with your boyfriend by the time i get home and we can go have a nice date together. just the two of us."

i unwound the cord from my finger, watching the color come back to the now red imprints.

"ill think about it bill, but im not making any promises."

i looked down at the floor, holding the phone a little looser, knowing the conversation would be ending soon. it was almost show time after all.

"you dont have to, i just want you to know that i love you, you dont have to feel the same but ill be waiting for you till i get home. and i promise we wont have this same conversation every night."

i smiled to myself.

"dont lie to yourself bill, weve had this conversation the last three nights."

he laughed and my smile got wider. oh who was i kidding? i really did love him back.

"youre right, so i guess i dont make any promises either. but its almost showtime, so ill talk to you tomorrow. i miss you y/n."

i frowned a little, winding the cord around my finger again.

"i miss you too bill, ill talk to you tomorrow."

"bye."

he said.

"bye."

i said back, waiting for the line to go dead. it was a couple seconds before it actually clicked off and i sighed. i dropped the phone back onto the base and jumped when my boyfriend knocked on my bedroom door.

"hey babe, you ready for the movie?"

i nodded as i stood up, slinging my purse onto my shoulder.

"yep, all ready to go."

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i jolted awake to my alarm going off. it was the last day of the wyld stallyns tour and bill had asked me to come to the show. i wasnt sure at first but i guess id sort of made up my mind when i ended things with my boyfriend. i really did love bill back and it took missing him and talking to him on the phone every night for two months to actually realize that. i rubbed my hands over my face before throwing my blankets off of me and walking slowly to the bathroom.  it was late morning but i needed to shower and get ready for tonight. it was an all day affair after all.

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i got out of the cab and walked quickly to the back door of the venue. bill had mailed me a backstage pass and a letter of instructions for the venue. it was simple, just flash my pass to the door man and head to their dressing room. when i got into the venue i looked around with wide eyes. there were many dressing rooms and even the man at the door couldnt point me in the right direction. i sighed before taking off down the hallway, trying to look into each room and read the papers taped to each door. none of them said wyld stallyns or bills name though. i rubbed my arm nervously, then i heard giggling. i followed the sound and stood in the doorway of the room, in it was bill and ted laughing along with a tall blonde girl that was only half dressed. i knocked on the door frame and bill looked up at me with wide eyes before smiling just as big.

"you made it!"

he called as he stood and walked quickly to me, wrapping me in a hug.

"of course i made it, i wouldnt miss it for the world."

he let me go and took my hand in his, pulling me into the room.

"y/n this is..."

he stared at the girl for a second and she rolled her eyes.

"angel, im with the head band. im dating the bass player."

i nodded and shook her hand.

"its nice to meet you, i think."

then ted smiled widely at me, opening his arms to give me a hug."

"its good to see you again dude!"

i laughed at him.

"its good to see you again too ted."

i turned and watched angel leave before sitting on the small couch next to bill.

"are you guys ready for your last show? how have things been so far?"

they both nodded excitedly.

"things have been great, we open every night and the crowds have been loving us."

bill was practically beaming with pride.

"yeah, its been most excellent."

i looked up at ted in time to see them both do the guitar thing, making me laugh.

"Well I'm glad you two have been having fun."

Ted went to say something when someone else came and knocked on the door.

"Dude we gotta re-check your guitar. One of the strings snapped."

Ted made the most disappointed face I'd ever seen before running out of the room.

"Aw man, that's the third one this week. It feels like we've been going through strings like drinking water."

Bill shook his head and shifted in his seat. I frowned looking down at my watch.

"I hope he gets that fixed in time, the shows getting ready to start."

Bill stood up and started pacing around the room.

"It'll be alright babe, he's pretty good at it by now."

He winked at me and we both laughed. I rubbed my hands on my jeans nervously.

"Hey Bill."

He stopped and put his hands on his hips.

"Yeah?"

I bit the inside of my cheek.

"I broke up with my boyfriend."

His eyes for wide. He was shocked at first but then a smile slowly crept to his face.

"Really?"

He asked in disbelief.

"Yeah, I didn't wanna tell you but I called it quits a while ago. I've been thinking more and more and I really do like you and I really do wanna take you up on that date offer. If it still stands that is."

He nodded quickly, coming back and sitting next to me in the couch.

"Of course it does babe, I've been waiting to go on a date with you for what feels like forever."

I smiled widely at him before kissing his cheek.

"Then I guess it's a good thing this is the last show of the tour."

I winked at him and he blushed, taking my hand in his and squeezing it. He had a goofy grin on his face.

"Yeah, I guess so."

He leaned a little forward.

"Y/n I feel like I've been waiting forever. Can I finally kiss you?"

I nodded slowly, leaning into him.

"Yeah bill, or course you can."

His gaze flashed to my lips for a second before he pushed forward and kissed me gently. When he pulled away he rested his forehead against mine and we both smiled like idiots at each other.

"I love you y/n."

I kissed him again, quickly.

"I love you too bill."