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[defcravings]

idol secrets  jb Got7 - Part III

w/c : 4.1k

pairing : jb x reader 

genre : fluff, suggestive 

synopsis : life has to go back to normal for y/n, breakup or not. when jb sees y/n getting attention from another male idol it touches a nerve. he's desperate to talk to her, will she listen or has he ruined it for good?

the next few days were insufferable. the demand to go back to normal life while your world is in a state of limbo is something you couldn’t fathom. you hadn’t heard from jb in days but the life of an idol waits for no one. you had rehearsals all morning, meetings in the afternoon, evening rehearsals. recordings the next day, guest appearances on radio shows to talk about your recent win. all of which had to be done with a smile. and for the first time in a long time, you had no reason to smile. how could you? initially all you were doing was checking your phone, his activity on instagram, the boys instagrams. radio silence. nothing. like he’d just disappeared from social media. leaving you to make your own scenarios with no confirmation. was he doing the same? checking your instagram 40 times a day, reading old texts? probably not. 

day 5 and no message from jb. the compulsive need to check your phone was lessening, possibly from the new album you were recording being all consuming, or maybe you had just got tired of the disappointment. the girls tried to keep you distracted partly because the job demanded it but mostly because they hated seeing you like this. they’d show you funny tiktoks, tweets from Roses, anything to make you smile. you didn't want to let them down, it wasn’t their fault that your love life was turning to shit before your very eyes. they worked so hard to make this dream come true, they deserve this success more than anyone. so you'd put on a face for them. for as long as you had to. 

‘what’s the schedule for tomorrow?’ Ara said as she wiped off her makeup. the dorm was the only safe haven, the walls of the room harboured all of the groups secrets. you'd all talk about your families, your dreams, crushes, fears. you trusted the girls with your life and visa versa. ‘we have rehearsals tomorrow at 8am, then meeting with wardrobe for our dance practice video, then Weekly Idol dance battle again’ fuck. ‘I thought we weren’t going to that?’ Mina questioned. my thoughts exactly! ‘they changed the time so we could record for album, our manager sent the email about it last week..’ Ara replied, looking between you and Mina. ‘and that ladies and gentlemen, is why I should be checking my phone..’ you thought. you stayed staring at your hands nervously gripping each other. ‘you’re going to have to face him at some point y/n’ Ara said looking at you, her eyes soft and worried. you nodded sheepishly, knowing it was true. ‘we will all be there.. we have your back’ Mina said rubbing her hand on your back. ‘just pretend he's not there, he doesn’t deserve your attention after he did that’ she continued. you wanted to agree, he didn’t deserve your attention.. but all you wanted was for him to give you his attention. ‘we’d never leave you to eat noodles on your own..’ Ara said placing her hand on your knee, causing everyone to laugh. you knew this would be so much harder if you didn't have your friends with you. 

the hours between going to sleep and waking up are never long enough but when you have a day like this today, it really didn’t feel long enough. you did what you had to do, you practiced the routines for your new album, you went to the wardrobe fitting. granted that was always your favourite thing to do even when you didn’t feel up to it. they'd picked out some outfits for your dance practice filming as well as something for Weekly Idol consisting of baggy jeans, strapless black top and arm warmers. very you. there was a bustle in the dressing room from the members and staff, all excited to see you all in your outfits. you fished your phone out of your bag while everyone was still getting ready, you opened Instagram to see Jackson had uploaded a story. you hesitantly pressed to view it, as expected it was a video of bambam dancing- you smiled, you missed hanging out with them. your eyes narrowed, in the back you could see him. it was jb standing with a girl. could be completely innocent you thought. but the big smile plastered on his face said otherwise. you didn’t recognise her, she didn’t look like staff, or from a group that was on the show.. your mind was running wild. was this the real reason he broke it off? or is she giving him the free relationship he wanted? the one you couldn’t? 6 months for what? your mood switched, the feeling of dread turned to drive. you were going to weekly idol, and you were going to show him that you didn’t care. he didn’t care to message you, you didn’t care to be in the same room as him. no more crying over this man. 

you all arrived on set, a lot of the groups were already there. as per contracts you weren’t allowed to mingle with other groups prior to filming so you were lead to your designated green room. the girls had all seen the instagram story and had the same reaction; who was she? what’s going on? all of which you'd already tried to answer yourself but couldn’t. ‘girls whatever we think, we act professional. agreed?’ Mina said casting a stern look between all of us. ‘is a slap professional?’ Ara laughed. ‘no I agree, I don’t care what he's doing. we do this for Roses. yes?’ you chime in, almost believing your own words. before anyone could say another word a man clutching a clip board in one hand a coffee in the other entered the room. ‘right ladies we are ready for you’ he said using his clipboard to motion us out the room. with one last look in the mirror we all headed out in single file in true ‘one of us has been betrayed fashion.’

as we enter the main studio you see that most of the other groups have already been brought through and were waiting. the desperation to look round the room and find him was overwhelming, but you kept your eye line straight ahead, following the lead. you all took your seats, you sat on the end. the chatter in the room made it much more bearable this time. everyone seems a lot less nervous. you feel a gentle tap on the shoulder, you look over to see Hyunjin of Stay Kids smiling back at you. it catches the rest of Ro5es attention along with Stray Kids and you greet each other with a smile and bow amongst some low chatter and pleasantries. ‘we wanted to catch you all after the MNET awards, you were amazing’ Bangchan says on the behalf of the group. ‘oh thank you, it was a crazy night, we crashed straight away’ Ara laughed, the rest of us just nodding along. your eyes revert back to Hyunjin who's eyes hadn’t left yours. immediately looking back to bangchan who was still making conversation with the rest of the girls ‘wait you’re still living in the dorm?’ Felix interrupts. no idea how this came up? ‘yeah but we are looking for apartments but no luck so far’ Mina continues. ‘well hyunjin is wanting to move out of his, you should check it out, its not far from YG’ Bangchan says motioning to Hyuinjin to looked like he had only just tuned into the conversation. ‘right, yeah I am. come by anytime’ he said sharing his gaze between the girls until he stops on you. this look lasted not long, but enough time for you to notice in you peripheral a figure looking over at you. your eyes re focus on the figure. jb. how long had he been looking at you? when did he even get here? was he there the whole time? his face looked serious, more serious than you'd ever seen. even when he was breaking up with you. and that's saying something..

your thoughts were interrupted by the host clapping to get everyones attention. the once chattering voices turned into a low lull and then silence, all focus being pulled to the same point. the introductions and plan for the show might as well have not been said, you couldn’t focus.. you hadn’t seen jb in a week, hadn’t heard from him since you broke up. could you even say you broke up, were you ever together really? ‘not now’ you thought to yourself. snapping back your focus as the hosts do their introductions to the cameras and one by one the groups around us do their signature intros garnering a clap from the spectators and groups alike. working their way round the room until it was our turn, you stand up in unison and smile and wave at the camera tunefully saying our intro. you sheepishly take your seat and cast a low look over to where the tension resides. over to jb, who's eyes were sharp and serious. even when doing the got7 intro, his demeanour never changed. you wanted the ground to swallow you whole, this was painful. was he going to look furious the whole time? at what? ‘I should be the angry one’ you thought to yourself. 

the games commenced, one by one a song by another group present started playing- a member from each of the remaining groups scrambling to the centre of the room to complete the dance (hysterically) to gain points. The room would erupt into laughter every time, especially when the boy groups would put on their best performance of the girls’ songs. no matter how funny you thought it was, you couldn't help but cast a look over to jb every now and again, never meeting his eye line. he was avoiding you. obviously too. which was only frustrating you more and more. 

‘okay! good job everyone, I don't think we’ve ever had a group execute ‘POP’ quite like that, well done Felix’ the host laughed, being echoed by the rest of Stray Kids. ‘RO5ES, you guys are working on your first album, can you show us anything you've been working on?’ the host queried, looking between you all as you smiled. ‘we’ve just recorded our dance practice for one of our songs, we’d love to show you that!’ Ara beamed, clasping her hands together. ‘OH!! yes yes yes, come on!’ the other host corralled. one by one you all began to stand up and take your formations, this was the first time you'd performed it in front of anyone who wasn’t staff or you manager. and in front of other professionals seemed like the worst possible audience to perform in front of. while you desperately tried to rationalise your thoughts the music began to play, the intro slowly building up until it was time. the energy of the song was stronger than your debut single, it made you all feel powerful. Mina started off the song, her vocals crisp and clean coupled with her hard hitting dancing. the song felt like mere seconds before it was your turn to begin the chorus. you hitched your breath, a million thoughts running through your mind all in a second. ‘is he watching? what's he thinking? why wouldn't he look at me?’ but there was no time to conclude an answer, you began to sing the chorus as the girls gathered round you in formation waiting for the dance break. if you were going to perform any song today, thank god it was this one. you needed some strength here. 

a roar of applause and cheers from the surrounding groups filled the room as you finished in your positions. you made your looks at the camera before returning to your clear exhaustion. you all thanked everyone and took your seats. ‘wow wow! amazing!’ one host said, his mouth agape. ‘yes amazing, what did you all think?’ he said turning our attention to the groups behind us. ‘I mean it was incredible, you all work so well together!’ Bangchan began, followed by Felix ‘we loved it, couldn't stop watching’ he said nudging Hyunjin who looked like someone had just been brought back from the dead before his very eyes. snapping back to, he laughed ‘yes very good’ causing the room to erupt with laughing at his bland statement contradicting the look on his face seconds ago. ‘got7 you've been doing this for a long time, have you ever seen a performance like that?’ the second host questioned. they all looked at each other for a second, deciding who was going to speak. finally after what felt like hours of deliberation, Jackson spoke up. ‘yeah we loved it, especially this bit’ he said as he leapt out his chair and threw his arm over jb’s shoulder and rolled his body down to his feet causing a loud laugh from the rest of the boys. but all you could look at was jb, his face cold looking and sharp. his eyes move over to you, your body goes cold. how does he have that effect with only his eyes. Jackson returns to his seat as the room mellows down again. you're still looking at him, his gaze has returned to the camera then down at his feet. you can't work out what he's thinking, he doesn’t give much away as it is.. but now you really have no idea. 

‘AND CUT! okay thank you everyone, good job today!’ he director shouts. you look back at the girls, they’re already looking at you. ‘ignore him, what's his problem?’ Ara retorts. she's mad. as are you. ‘yeah ignore him. but should we take a look at Hyunjin’s apartment? please! I can't live in that tiny dorm any longer. my clothes need their own room!’ Mina pleaded, pulling you all over to where Stray Kids are still sat. the boys attention turns to you all awkwardly stood in front of them. ‘um, would you mind us looking at your apartment?’ Mina begins. hyunjin looks like his desperately trying to find his words. ‘um yeah! yeah let me get your numbers and we can sort something out!’ he said pulling his phone out his back pocked. you all do the same, opening up your contacts and typing in his number. before you could type his number in he pulls your phone out your hand and into his. you look behind you, the girls are all facing away whispering about their schedule and when this is going to happen. the same with the boys, no one seems to be watching. he finishes typing and swings the phone back to face you, looking down at you with a low stare. your eyes dart between his left and right, trying to never let them settle. ‘I'll text you’ he said releasing the phone back into your hand. ‘yeah okay just let us know..’ you said nervously. ‘no. ill text you.’ he said, emphasising the you. oh. you take a step back, garnering the girls attention. ‘thank you, see you later’ Mina said, initiating a bow from us and them. hyunjin didn't bow, his eyes were locked on yours. 

as you turn around you begin to relax. shit that was tense. the girls are walking ahead of you, clearly excited that they firstly; might have found an apartment. secondly; that they just got hyunjin from Stray Kids number. they're excitement turning them into little school girls. you looked down at your phone as you followed them a few steps behind. your contacts were already open. the forefront page ‘hyunjin x’ so that's what he was doing.. before you could even lock your phone you we spun in the opposite direction and pushed into a closing door. your eyes not knowing where you were, desperately trying to relocate. the grip on your arm loosened allowing you to relax a little, you lifted your head up to see a very stern jb looking back at you. your heart sank, he was  so close. immediately you were taken back to that day at the restaurant. you hadn’t seen that look anywhere else. and with that look came upset and heartache. what did he want? 

‘you enjoying yourself?’ he questioned, his eyes so intimidating it would make a grown man question himself. his tone didn’t have the same positivity as the words he was saying.. it was a loaded question. ‘what do you mean?’ you replied, very quietly. like that fear had made that the loudest you could speak. his gaze narrowed, like he was shocked at what you said. you braced yourself, not knowing what he was going to say or do. ‘we broke up a week ago and you're getting someone else’s number in front of me. do you think that's funny?’ he said, his voice getting slightly louder. you furrowed your brow in confusion, you knew that wasn’t what was happening, so how could he think that? ‘we are going to view his apartment! he's moving. jb are you serious?!’ you reply, getting equally as frustrated. ‘you think im stupid? he was staring at you all day, you think he wants you to come and view his apartment? are you that stupid?’ he retorted. that hurt.. he’d never insulted you before. your anger disbursed into hurt, plastering a look of disappointment onto your face. ‘thanks jb. are you done now?’ you said mustering up everything inside of you to stay calm. he took a step back running his hands through his hair before placing his hands in his pockets. ‘what are you doing..?’ he questions, his tone calmer. ‘im working jb, im trying to work without this being a problem but you're making it really fucking hard when youre staring at me all the time, dragging me into room to shout at me for stuff I haven’t even done!’ you say starting to get angry again. ‘y/n you're acting like this has been easy for me. I hate seeing you. I hate seeing you and knowing that even afterwards I can't see you’ he says, eyes starting to get tearful. ‘you ended it with me! what do you expect me to do! Im not begging for you back when you ended it!’ you begin to raise your voice. jb’s attention turns to the door.. footsteps. ‘shit’ he whispers. you hear them too. they're getting closer. 

jb strides towards you, grabbing your arm with one hand and clasping his other over your mouth as he drags your over to the other side of the room. quickly pulling open a cupboard door and backing your stunned body into it and closing it behind you. your once illuminated faces now engulfed in darkness, only the light of the room coming through the crack in the door. he's looking through the gap, eyes intensely locked on what's going on outside. you should have been scared. you too should have been looking out there. but your eyes were locked on the silhouette of his face, the tip of his nose gaining most of the light, just enough hitting the colour of his eyes and the outline of his lips. his breathing didn’t seem phased, meanwhile yours felt low and laboured. granted his hand was still over your mouth but the fact that you were now in a very tightly confined space with jb was probably the main factor. the footsteps had reached a stop. his eyes flicked back to you, like he was trying to figure out if you were thinking the same thing as him. if it was ‘oh fuck’ then yes, yes you were. the handle of the office door began to turn downwards followed by the door opening fully. once again... oh fuck. ‘did I leave the lights on?’ you heard a familiar voice say. it was the director from earlier. without a second thought he flicked them off and closed the door. earning a sigh of relief from both you and jb. he released his hand from your mouth and let in trail down your shoulder a touch. you couldn’t tell if that was intentional or if the lack of space was just really doing you a favour. 

the silence continued. this time in complete darkness. ‘so.. should we get out?’ you whisper. you can feel him in front of you, his tall frame over you making your knees feel like they could buckle at any given moment. ‘we could.. or’ he finally said, trailing of his words as you felt the air between you two close. his hands once again returning to your face, cupping it delicately. his lips met yours as you both took and euphoric breath in. your arms trail up his front to reach his neck and clasp them behind his head. your bodies and mouths so in sync with each other moving in perfect time. letting him take the lead was usually how it went, but this kiss felt different. it was still filled with anger and betrayal. progressively getting more and more heated, within an instant he lifted you up; wrapping your legs around him, gripping onto the door for stability. he had one hand wrapped around your waist and the other under your legs. dangerous territory. how did you go from arguing to this? and if every argument was going to end like this, you'd never say sorry. the fury and passion of the kiss turned to a tender more meaningful moment. slow and careful. he began to lower you down, finding your feet on the ground again, adjusting your connection to the new height. gently he pulls away, you didn’t want it to be over. if it was over there was a risk of going back to how this were. him ignoring you. you being broken and putting on a face. ‘that was close..’ he uttered between breaths. you'd forgotten that someone almost found you two. you wondered if he was referring to that or if something else was too close. because if so.. you felt the same. ‘oh yeah.. too close’ you said, delicately adjusting your top. ‘that too..’ he whispered, laughing slightly. great minds think alike. 

you chucked back, knowing full well what he was thinking about. silence fell on your little cupboard of safety. seconds felt like an age. you slowly pushed the cupboard door open, letting in what little light was in the room into the small space. you stepped out into the cooler air- it had got hot in there. you sat down on one of the tables that centred the room. jb limply took his seat on the table opposite. you just stared at each other, like you'd already exchanged all your words. ‘I should get back; the girls will be wondering where I've got to’ you said in a whisper, as though you were still in the cupboard. ‘I told the boys to keep them busy..’ he said with an obnoxious smirk on his face. he knows all too well what he's doing. 

‘so.. will you see me tomorrow?’ he continued, like he was dying to ask this question all along. you hesitated for a moment. ‘to talk about what?’ you questioned, softly. ‘I don't care if its a secret or public, I can't be without you..’ he says looking long into your eyes. earning a small smile from you, reflecting on his face. you push yourself off the table and lazily walk over to him, arms swinging down by your sides; playfully avoiding eye contact. you stop a few feet away from him, teasing the distance. he lets out a humorous puff of air from his nose, looking at you like you're taunting him. he reaches out and grabs your waist with both of his hands and pulls you into the space between his legs quicker than you can even think. the space between you is resemblant of the cupboard, even in this big space you feel the air is tight. ‘don't mess with me’ he said, low and sultry. ‘id never’ you respond, closing the distance between your lips for a few seconds. never touching. a his eyes begin to close, preparing to ease himself into the kiss; you quickly pull out his light grip of your hips and open the door; closing it behind you. jb opens his eyes quickly, seeing you on the other side of the door. his arms still stuck in the position he was holding you in but now a funny betrayed look plastered on his face. you'd never felt so smug, leaving him sat there. you raise your hand and give him a little wave before turning heels and walking back to the dressing room.

you’ll see him tomorrow. 

////

im back! sorry its been so long, life has been so busy this year. wasn’t really in the headspace to write for a long time, but I really enjoyed writing this. hope you all enjoyed too!

lmk if there's anything else you'd like me to write in-between parts <3

love u x

[kpop-bbg]

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M: Contenido Maduro/Delicado ¦ E: Contenido Explícito ¦ C: Completada

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NCT

Fanfics de NCT como grupo completo, o sub unidades.

WAKE UP [NCT x WAYV] |M|C|

(“Si nos asesinan dentro del juego, ya no podremos despertar...”

Donde los chicos de despiertan dentro de un juego.)

MALL [NCT127] |M|C|

(“Siempre quise jugar al escondite en un centro comercial...” Dónde los chicos tienen que salir de un centro comercial, o morir en el intento)

THE FREAK SHOW [NCT '00LINE] |M|E|C|

(En donde cuatro chicos borran con éxito su estadía en un hospital psiquiátrico pero desarrollan una sed aun más grande de sangre)

CIRCUS [MarkHyuck] [C]

(“¿Nombre? Mi nombre es Mounstruo inútil...”)

SAVE NCT DREAM [C]

(“Nos dejo... Estamos jodidos, ¿cierto?”)

SAVE NCT |Secuela| [C]

(“El cielo esta igual que la última vez...”)

NCT127

[Mark & Haechan están en el apartado de NCTDREAM]

SWALLOW [JaeHyun] [E] [C]

(“Por una noche puedes hacerme lo que siempre has querido, solo por una noche...”)

CHÉRIE [TaeYong] [C]

(“Chèrie, sabes que yo siempre estaré para protegerte...”)

GUARDIAN [YuTa] [C]

(“Soy tu guardian, daría mi vida una y otra vez para asegurarme qué nadie te ponga una mano encima, ¿entiendes?”)

DADDY [TaeYong] [C]

(“Gracias por permitirme ser su padre...”)

TOY [JaeHyun] [C]

(“Estoy aquí para ser tu juguete...”)

NOTES TO THE HEART [TaeIl] [C]

(“La gente dice que el dinero mueve el mundo, pero para otros, lo hace otra cosa...”)

NCTDREAM

LOWKEY [Mark] [E] [C]

(“Todo estará bien si lo mantenemos en secreto...”)

THRONE [JeNo] [C]

(“¿Quien necesita amor cuando tiene poder?”)

FIREFLIES [HaeChan] [C]

(“Tienes novio... Entonces terminalo por mi...”)

OBSESSION [JeNo] [M] [E] [C]

(“¿Te estoy lastimando? Lo siento bebé, pero, ¿qué puedo hacer? Te amo demasiado...”)

STRAWBERRIES & CIGARETTES [ChenLe] [E] [C]

(“Recuerdo la primer vez que nos vimos, me dijiste que encendiera tu cigarrillo...”)

VACANCY [JiSung] [C]

(“Enamorarse es una tarea difícil, cariño, mucho más si te enamoras de mi...”)

EXAMINATE [RenJun] [C]

(“No se supone que debas enamorarte de mi, vivimos en mundos diferentes...”)

DÉJÁ VU [HaeChan] [C]

(“No me mires mucho, cariño, podrías enamorarte de mi...”)

BY THE ROAD [Mark] [C]

(“... Quedatela, cuando la veas Recuerda al chico que te salvo la vida...”)

SON IN LAW [HaeChan] [C]

(“¿Cuando vas a presentarme al yerno perfecto?”)

WAYV

SUCKY [Ten] [C]

(“Lucharia incluso contra mi podría sangre para salvarlos...”)

HONOR [WinWin] [C]

(“Servir es un honor, uno que tú nunca llegaras a tener...”)

SERIES

Libros de Series x Crossovers

THE PHOENIX SERIES

“Deja que el fuego se convierta en cenizas y haz que el fénix dentro de ti se eleve...”

Libros ordenados del primero al último.

DARK STREETS [HaeChan] [C]

ASHES [JeNo] [C]

THE RULES [JaeMin] [C]

SIDELINE [RenJun] [C]

PHOENIX [TaeYong] |Crossover| [C]

SUNGTARO X LUCAS

RESONANCE [SungChan] [C]

(“Tienes un deber y es ahí donde debería estar tu prioridad, no en una chica, no en un amor...”)

BLOOD MOON [LuCas] [C]

(“Solo era una regla: 'No te acerques a los hombres lobo'. Una regla que ella rompió...”)

KDRAMA ZONE

(Estas fanfics, todas, son de mi autoria.)

WEAK HERO [Yeon Sieun de Weak Hero Class 1] [C]

(“Hay muchas palabras para describirte, pero débil no es una de ellas...”)

SUN&MOON [Ahn Sooho de Weak Hero Class 1] [C]

(“El sol soltó dos lágrimas a escondidas, y yo las encontré en tus ojos, cariño...”)

REVENGE [Seok Jaebom de Revenge Of Others]

(“No me arrepiento, y si pudiera volver al tiempo, lo haría una y otra vez...”)

LOVE AGAIN [Han Seojun de True Beauty]

(“Me amaste una vez, y estoy agradecido de que me amas de nuevo...”)

WATERMELON [Ha YiChan de Twinkling Watermelon

MAFIA GAME [Go Gyunjoon de Night Has Come]

(“Yo siempre estoy en primer lugar, no me importa salvarlos a ustedes, me importa salvarme a mi misma...”)

(“Puedes cambiar los hechos y las maneras, pero el destino es algo que no puedes tocar...”)

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Última Actualización:20.01.2024

[mondstein]

i think the worst thing about being a mark stan is the fact that there are other mark stans and you know 90% of them are absolutely unbearable 😔

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[official-shot]

dating history

Yeong

Xxx (date) — talk about vibes together

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Minji

Park Jimin (2014 - 2016) — breakdown

Lee Taeyong (2017 - 2019) — two creative chaotics

Lim Jaebom (since 2019) — breakdown

Rae

Kim Hongjoong (since 2021) — fangirling together

Jasmine

Winwin (2016 - 2017) — finish each other's sentences

Jeon Wonwoo (2018 - 2020) — nerds together

Jeong Jaehyun (2020 - 2021) — breakdown

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03.2021

[limjaebeombrasil]

15.05.22 - GOT7 EP [GOT7] CONCEPT PHOTO #1 - JAY B 

GOT7'S HOUSE [UNDER CONSTRUCTION]

[jaeyunavenue]

Mix Up;

Childhood friends to lovers, 18+, oral, reader (fem) rides jake, sex in a car

“y/n! wake up” your best friend haewon says shaking you awake “class is over” she says packing up her stuff “how do you fall asleep during class?” Jake says behind you screeching his chair as he stands up, you roll your eyes at his comment “i stayed up writing an essay all night! im tired!” you say stuffing you bag with your things walking out the classroom “maybe you shouldn’t hold everything for last minute” Jake says cheekily “piss off” you say playfully pushing him out your way, “see you later” he said ruffling your hair running to his friends

“you like him don’t you” Haewon says wiggling her eyebrows at you, “shut up i do not” she was right though you secretly liked jake since you guys were little. Your moms were close before you guys were even born so you automatically became friends coming out the womb, you almost always had the same classes with him and hung out almost everyday at each others house. Up until the 7th grade, his little girl friend at the time didn’t like you guys being so close so out of respect you decided to back off but their relationship only lasted like a month, you guys remained friends as if nothing ever really happened.

You sat outside under a tree with Haewon waiting for your next class while you guys ate your lunch “hey y/n!” jaebom said smiling “hey” you replied just wanting to eat your sandwich, jaebom is one of your classmates part of this group project you have “i was wondering if you wanted to meet later to work on our project” “oh yeah sure! what about the rest” you asked “they said they’ll try to make it too” he said unsure “i’ll meet you at the school cafe around 6?” he added as you agreed. “fyi jake was staring him down” Haewon said pointing with her head towards jakes direction, haewon watched jake following Jaebom with his eyes “you’re delusional” you say stealing a fry from her lunch “im serious y/n! but whatever” she says continuing to eat.

“It’s raining later! don’t forget your umbrella in your locker!” Haewon yells walking the opposite direction from the cafe as you wave goodbye, You went to go get your umbrella but immediately stopped in your tracks seeing jake and one your female classmates hugging in front of your locker. Feeling a pang in your chest you quickly walked away heading towards the cafe, after greeting your group members you sat down to begin working on your project. After an hour the rest went home leaving you alone with Jaebom.

“It’s raining later! don’t forget your umbrella in your locker!” Haewon yells walking the opposite direction from the cafe as you wave goodbye, You went to go get your umbrella but immediately stopped in your tracks seeing jake and one your female classmates hugging in front of your locker. Feeling a pang in your chest you quickly walked away heading towards the cafe, after greeting your group members you sat down to begin working on your project. After an hour the rest went home leaving you alone with Jaebom.

“It’s raining later! don’t forget your umbrella in your locker!” Haewon yells walking the opposite direction from the cafe as you wave goodbye, You went to go get your umbrella but immediately stopped in your tracks seeing jake and one your female classmates hugging in front of your locker. Feeling a pang in your chest you quickly walked away heading towards the cafe, after greeting your group members you sat down to begin working on your project. After an hour the rest went home leaving you alone with Jaebom.

“It’s raining later! don’t forget your umbrella in your locker!” Haewon yells walking the opposite direction from the cafe as you wave goodbye, You went to go get your umbrella but immediately stopped in your tracks seeing jake and one your female classmates hugging in front of your locker. Feeling a pang in your chest you quickly walked away heading towards the cafe, after greeting your group members you sat down to begin working on your project. After an hour the rest went home leaving you alone with Jaebom.

Jake was waiting for y/n by her locker waiting for her to show up “jake!” his classmate yells in the hall “whats up chaein?” “i have to make up a quiz right now and i just need help with this question” She said quickly showing him the paper “oh its simple” Jake replied writing down the formula to help chaein solve the problem “you’re a life saver!” she said giving him a thankful hug “no worries! good luck” jake smiled back as she said thanks and ran to her class. He waited a couple for minutes before his friends started asking him where he was, he sighed looking around the halls before he left to meet up with his friends sunghoon and jay to play basketball for a while. “Lets call it a day” Jay said noticing the dark clouds coming in, agreeing they all made their way home. Jake had left his car parked right across the cafe from the campus where he noticed you sitting across some guy smiling and laughing towards him, “isn’t that y/n?” Sunghoon asked tilting his head, Jake stood there feeling jealous take over him “come on jake” Jay said tapping his back signaling him to walk again.

“I better get going before it rains” You say packing your things “right! it looks like its gonna pour heavy” jaebom adds “i’ll see you” he says as you wave back, you start walking quickly back home wanting to beat the rain but you were too late though, five minutes later it started pouring. You mentally yelled in your head as you sped walked the streets, you forgot to grab your umbrella after seeing jake and chaein. You cursed to yourself feeling jealous again, a car you recognized slowly pulled up next to you hoking lightly “y/n ! get in” Jake says with the window down, you couldn’t really stay mad at him so you hopped in the passenger seat quickly.

You both didn’t say a word too jealous and annoyed with each other to even speak, as you move the wet hairs from your face looking at the mirror until jake broke the silence “Your little boyfriend couldn’t give you a ride home?” Jake said with annoyance “boyfriend?? hes not my boyfriend” you answer back “i was working on a group project, everyone else left early leaving us to do the work, not that i need to explain that to you” you say annoyed furrowing your eyebrows “oh” he clears his throat as you both went silent again “i would’ve had my umbrella if you weren’t hugging up some girl in front of my locker… i didn’t want to ruin your moment” you say sarcastically “what are you talking— OOH” he says loudly “chaerin just needed help with a quiz” “so you guys hugged?” you asked confused “well she hugged me, she was grateful for my smart brain” jake said teasing you as you glared at him rolling your eyes. “is y/n jealous?” Jake asks playfully gasping “no” “yes you are, you’re doing that thing with your knees facing them the opposite direction from me when you’re annoyed ” he says pointing to your knees facing the car door “im not” you insist as he sighs and pulls over “im not dropping you off home until you tell me whats bothering you then” He says putting the car in park, you pull your lips together not wanting to tell him “y/n tell me what’s bothering you” Jake whines reaching for your thigh to shake it making you feel a spark looking at him “i can’t” you say afraid “i can’t because i cant lose you as a friend” you say frustrated while jake looked at you with hope in his eyes. He decided to shoot his shot first “i like you y/n” Jake replied rather quickly “what?” you say breathing heavier looking into his eyes “i like you” he said louder as a smile creeped your face “you better not be joking right now jake” you say afraid to confess, he unlocks his seatbelt leaning towards you reaching for your face with one hand pulling you closer, planting a soft kiss in your lips “i like you y/n” he says once more.

it’s this time where you slam you lips back onto his like a magnet, breaking the kiss a bit as you make your way to the drivers seat sitting in top of him pulling him in for another kiss. Jake is getting rougher as you slowly start grinding your hips on top of his growing bulge causing him to grunt sending you butterflies in your stomach making you go harder throwing your head back while he kisses your neck with his plump lips finding your sensitive spot and sucking on it causing you to let a moan slip out “fuck baby you don’t know how long i’ve been wanting to hear you moan” jake whispered “you’ve been thinking about me like that?” you smirked giggling as jake smiled with his eyes closed embarrassed he admitted that “jake” you say with your hands on his chest “mmh?” he says opening them “i want to ride you” you say firmly as he searches your eyes “you’re driving me crazy” He says kissing you again pulling his pants down to his knees, while you removed yours, you finally saw his cock all red and sore waiting to explode any minute. Something came over you wanting to hold it so you did reaching out for it wrapping your hands around his pretty cock, “fuck” Jake hissed throwing his head back you pumped it a couple of times before finally putting your lips on it kissing his tip making him moan, he thrusted his hip for cock to enter your pretty mouth. He was fucking your mouth throwing his head back in satisfaction biting his lips sinking into his seat, swirling your tongue on his cock drove him over the edge he loved it, and you loved hearing his pretty moans but that caused him to cum into your mouth making you smile swallowing his juices and cleaning him up with your tongue once more.

listen to die for you by the weekend (for a better experience)

He slid on the condom he pulled out from his wallet and you sat on him once more with your knees on each of his sides, he placed his cock right at your entrance “take your time baby” he says reassuring you giving you another kiss. You stared into his eyes as you slowly took him all in sinking until you finally touched his thighs with your ass, you both let out a breathy moan pulling each other in for a deeper kiss, both your tongues were fighting against each other until you bit down on his bottom lip slowly letting it go hearing a pop. Jake wrapped an arm around you resting it underneath your shirt, you slid up and came back down picking up a pace moaning you throw your head back “just like that” he whines as you ride him thrusting back and forth “you’re doing so good baby” jake says throwing his head back against the seat loving the noises he’s hearing in his car over the music that was currently playing. You rocked your hips taking off your top to reveal yourself “take my bra off jake” you say as his hand reaches for the clasp making your bra drop between you two, Jake couldn’t take his eyes off you, you were sure you even felt his cock slightly twitch in you “this is what you’ve been hiding from me? Fuck you’re so hot” he says putting his hand behind your head bringing you in for another heated kiss, separating from the kiss you start to pick up your pace once more feeling the heat in your stomach as he reaches to play with your breast rubbing your nipples “jake” you pant as he bites his lip hearing you moan his name once more “open your eyes” he says softly, fluttering your eyes open you look at what he’s staring at. He loved watching you take him all in you started moving your hips in circular motions making jake grunt panting, you too were getting so overstimulated you started to lose your pace. Jake noticed taking control pounding into you making you a moaning mess hitting your Gspot as you dug your nails on his shoulders, while he held you up with his arm for support, panting you try to warn jake but fail going over the edge and coming all over his cock with him joining you right after. Breathing heavily you rest on his chest while jake catches his breath leaning back on the seat, his long black hair was on his sweaty forehead covering his eyes, you face up looking at him moving the strands from his pretty face “i love you jake” you say as he flutters his eyes open picking up his head up to look at you giving you the prettiest smile “i love you baby” he replied kissing your forehead tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.

“i hope nobody saw us” you say recalling you guys were parked in front of someones house on a lonely street, “i have tinted windows, i doubt they saw” Jake answers “really?” you say smirking “mmhhmm” Jake adds clueless, “round 2?” you say as a smile creeped on his face letting out a soft giggle, you kissed him “you’re on top now” you say quickly crawling to the backseat accidentally hitting the wheel making the car honk and jake giggled at you following you.

[astroyongie]

Interesting that sakura seems to be attracted to men who’s charts show they are more “relationship” types like kihyun or baekhyun. I thought she would be attracted to types like jaehyun,jaebom,changkyun,I.N etc you know the no attachment types

I did too at first instance! but then its just chart based too ^^

[itzynabi]

deserve it

summary: in which eve is in need of encouragement

set: late april 2022

word count: 1.3k

warnings: mention of food and some cute little swear words

an: nalia have my heart 😩. words in bold are english. mediocre writing from a mediocre writer 💅. send asks or messages to be added to the taglist. feedback and reblogs are much appreciated 💘

eve’s masterlist

Preparing for a solo debut was a lot of fun. But way more stressful. Eve had to do everything on her own — recording songs, shooting the music video and attending dance practices. Let's not even get started on music show performances. And the crazy thing was, Eve had only recorded two of the songs so far. Just thinking about everything she had to do made her want to flee the country and never return.

So there she was. On the floor of the dance practice room after fooling around with choreography ideas with one of the dance trainers, thinking about what she had planned for the next day.

“Nabi, don’t forget to do cool down stretches,” the trainer, Jongseob, instructed her, picking up his things. Eve raised her hand and did an ‘okay’ sign, letting it fall to the ground soon after. He shouted out a goodbye over his shoulder and exited the room, leaving her alone.

Eve exhaled deeply. “Go over it one more time, and then go home,” she told herself. She stood up and went to the speaker. Turning it on, she danced to glassy again, coming up with her own choreography at the parts they hadn’t come up with anything yet. She was so busy dancing that she didn't notice Lia walking into the room. When the song ended, Lia started clapping, alerting Eve of her presence.

“Yah, don’t scare me like that,” Eve scolded, holding her hand over her heart.

Lia raised her hands in mock surrender. “Sorry. I forgot you’re jumpy.”

Eve skipped over to Lia, engulfing her in a hug. “What are you doing here?”

“I came to visit you,” Lia answered after Eve pulled away. “And bring you food,” she shook her hand, bringing Eve’s attention to a plastic bag in her hands.

“Wah, thank you!”

Lia and Eve went to the bench in the back of the room, putting the plastic on the seat and sitting on the floor against the benches, facing each other.

“What did you bring for me?” Eve asked, clapping her hands excitedly as Lia took the food out.

“Bibim nengmyun,” Lia answered, opening one of the containers with a flourish.

Eve groaned. “Just what I needed.”

Lia handed Eve her container and opened her own one. They both took bites of their food, groaning in pleasure.

“You… are heaven sent,” Eve told Lia, who smiled in response.

The two girls finished eating their food in silence, turning around so they were sitting side by side against the bench.

“What did you do today?” Lia asked, reaching for the water bottles in the plastic bottles.

Eve accepted the bottle Lia gave her and twisted it open, taking a sip. “We just fooled around with choreography. Trying to come up with something. We’re obviously also using the demo’s we got sent, but we’re also changing some of the choreo to better fit the song.”

Lia nodded. “Have you practised with the dancers yet?”

“No,” Eve said with a shake of her head. “Trainer Jaebom said we’ll all practice once the choreography is done. No point in learning the dance together when there is no dance, right?”

“Did you record a song?”

“Um, I finished glassy yesterday, so it’s all up to the producers to come up with a finished product. And I did only last week, I think.”

Lia looked at Eve intently. “It must be hard. Doing this by yourself.”

“It is,” Eve confirmed. “But it is what it is. I’m just trying to prepare for my debut safely and healthily. And then we’ll start preparing for our comeback.”

“Don’t overwork yourself,” Lia instructed. “We need you in good health.”

“Okay,” Eve said, nudging Lia’s shoulder with hers. “What did you do?”

“Yeji and I went to a spa,” Lia said. “We got massages and my body feels like jelly,” she finished with a laugh. “The members were wondering if you’d want to go on a walk tomorrow? Just around the neighbourhood, get some fresh air and spend some time together?”

Eve furrowed her eyebrows. “I would seriously love to, but I’m supposed to get the first demo for the choreography tomorrow and then I’ll have to review it — say what I like and don’t like — and then learn and practise it and–” Eve cut herself off with a sigh. “I’m sorry.”

Lia shook her head. “It’s fi–”

“It’s not fine!” Eve shouted, causing Lia to flinch at the sudden loudness. “Sorry,” she whispered. “You guys keep asking me to do things and I keep saying no all the time and it’s just… so fucking frustrating to not be able to do things with you.”

Lia nodded, putting her hand on Eve’s knee and squeezing. “We understand why you say no, though. We just want to help you relax when possible.”

Eve smiled at her and looked at her hands. “Should I just say I don’t want to do it? That I don’t want to debut? Then I’ll get to spend time with you guys and it’ll give me more time to focus when we start preparing for our comeback.”

“Unnie, that’s crazy,” Lia said, shaking her head.

Eve continued speaking, seemingly not hearing her, “I mean, it makes sense. And why is my debut so close to the comeback anyway? That doesn’t matter. I ‘ll just tell PD-nim that I don’t want to debut anymore. It’s not like I deserve it anyway and since we’re sti–”

Lia interrupted her, “What do you mean you don’t deserve it?”

Eve looked up at Lia. “Hm?”

“You–you just said that you don’t deserve to debut. What do you mean by that?”

“Oh. Just that, out of all the members, I don’t think I should be the first to debut,” Eve explained. “I always thought that if we were to have solo debuts, Yeji or Ryujin would debut first. They’re arguably the most popular members–”

“So are you!”

“–and they just have the aura of people that would be great soloists — like Chungha sunbaenim — so it makes sense that they would debut. Me however–” she sighed and rolled her eyes– “it just doesn’t make sense. And so early in my career? I guess the public wasn’t lying when they said JYP treats me like a princess–”

“Unnie!” Lia sharply interrupted, cutting Eve off. “First of all, you’re an idiot.” Eve opened her mouth to protest but Lia raised her hand to silence her. “You work so hard! Doing so many things for us - half of them you don’t even want to do! But you do it for us. For our team. And now, you have an opportunity to do something that showcases you and your talents. You can’t give it up. Or I will fight you,” she threatened. “And PD-nim shows favouritism to more than one member, let’s be honest. He didn’t give you this opportunity because you’re the apple of his eye or some dumb shit like that. He gave it to you because he trusts that you’ll do good. You’re our team's ace, you’re literally good at everything.” Lia rolled her eyes playfully.

“As for not having enough time to spend with the members… we can work something out. But don’t you ever, for a second, think that you don’t deserve this. You deserve this and more.”

Eve gulped. “If I didn’t have the emotional capacity of a table, I’d be in tears by now,” she joked, leaning forward to hug Lia. Lia wrapped her arms around Eve, tightening and squeezing. “Thank you, Jisu,” Eve whispered.

“You’re welcome, Nabi unnie. We’re supporting you every step of the way.”

Whilst Eve didn’t feel any less stressed, she did feel a weight get lifted off her chest. What Lia said to her were words she didn’t know she needed to hear, but was thankful that she did. All she needed to do now was keep pushing forwards until her debut. She deserved to, afterall.

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