#jessemr

[jesse-m-r]

“I did, I think I wanted to trust you, so I had no choice but to do so. I had to believe I could trust you. If I didn't I would be too frightened. I knew you could have it in you to treat me with gratitude and to see me as an equal. The humanity is not dead in you. I could feel it, even if you did not show it or if you insisted that it did not exist. I think you tried hard to scare me. I was scared!” Laughing she turned to him, “You were definitely frightening,” giggling she recalled the night . “But I had to fight through the fear to get close to you. It worked didn’t it? It wasn't for nothing, you did get to see another side to a human, to a person, as you haven't let yorself discover for a while...for decades, am I wrong?.... I don't know what you have gained, I am probably simlar to you, in that I am not content with my life, as are others. Maybe that's what drew me to you. What I had to lose, it wasn't as great as what I think I have gained, with this new life. Maybe we are different. You did not choose to be this way, you were apalled at Marius, he was a monster...”

“I think the reasons me and David were so interested in you and Marius is that there was something undiscovered and profound for us. We are historians with a love for human development, and this isn't always in the right direction. Having studied different cultures and periods in time, we are rarely satisfied with the types of people society produces. Not on an individual level, but the movement towards different mindsets. For us, to observe you, was not simply an escapist fantasy, it’s something like a connection with the decades of accumulated social growth which still carries the remanants of the past. I do not believe in my studies of Egypt, that there is a simple purpose for the pyramids. It is something more. I believed that history tells us more than we could ever divulge about it ourselves. Through our own lenses people usually taint their own understanding.”

“My discipline shows me that it shouldn't be believed that our current civilisations are at their best. Having the family background of ancient vampires, this branch of my family I was always connected to, I grew to realise I wanted to be fully a part of that. And I asked to walk with you, in your world with your experiences. It wasn’t a superficial longing. People take their traditions to the next generation, short years lend to passing on of traditions, for vampires, there’s more room for development. Your higher senses and ability to delve into historical knowledge you’ve gathered along the way.”

Jesse contemplated many things; Humans, their blood holds no power, no ambition. Short years and easy prey are all they have to offer…and a beating heart…

Not enough time to absorb knowledge, experience. Not general experience, but a higher sense of existence? Did Lestat sense an ancient vampire family in her blood? In addition did he sense her own personality traits, her uniqueness to other humans , making her differnt to the emptyness of most others. Are the ancient vampires in possession of special skills, more evolved than humans in a way? Strength coming from a diferent sense of being, and sensitivity for the spiritual. They are more in touch with life in that way, than humans? The ones who are empty and have blood which is powerless and lacklustre. Does Lestat think people are emptier that ever before, losing further touch with spiritual, natural intuition and unable to pick up the spiritual frequencies? Perhaps due to their social structures and understandings they have built up. What do ancient vampires know about the world and humanity? Mysteries that people are unable to solve, do vampires know them? Are they at least more easily able to sense and find the truth?

When you have learned something, it doesn't require such effort anymore. It becomes natural. It is absorbed into the multitude of abilities already present, second nature lacks a challenge however. The diffulies and barriers stumbled upon within the discipline of archaeology, anthropology and history are there because of established views. How can an adolescent pursue higher learning when they have learned nothing at all? Humans too young in their existence to unpick the muddled ideas the short amount of time has produced. I think vampires are able to learn through the ages.

“I was drawn to your life and my relatives'.They have something else in possession. Not the glamour of or the idea of immortality, but being able to have the potential to transcend something bigger. I have always dreamed to find the secrets historians can only speculate. Learning and unlearning is both of both importance. I longed for this because I felt it was right to, it could mean a different perspective on life for me and I felt you were a part of this world. Even if it all, all that I assumed could be was wrong, I knew I had the chance to experience something unusual and I wanted to live alongside you more than anything.”

Ooc: If you ever return and read this I’ll be here.

Reunion || Jesse&Lestat

[theoriginalbloodcountess]

jesse-m-r liked your photo

You are admiring my photographs. Do inform as to why you are intrigued by a few? What is your name?

[bloodanddye]

Emily watched the young woman curiously from the shadows. She seemed young... But somehow also quite old. The sort that you might call an 'old soul'. Emily couldn't help but laugh at the idea. Weren't most of them?

"Who are you?" she called out quietly.

[crossroadxblues-archive-blog]

@jesse-m-r

[No worries, just making sure :D]

[theoriginalcount]

Jesse-m-r started following you

He glanced over his shoulder with a smile. "It is awfully cold out here."

[jadedhidingfromtheday-blog]

ooc; Jesse, your response is beautiful and lengthy. I do not have the capacity to write a response worthy of your writing right now as it is late, and I am tired. Do not think I am ignoring you, or that you have been forgotten <3 

[imyourlastbreath]

✉

put a ✉ in my ask and i will turn my iPod on shuffle and tell you our song.

This Love You Breath - Eyes Set To Kill

Blackoout memories of you Ill take Slowly I shall take I will Ill slice you open Ill steal back my love Revenge is running through my body (this love you breathe) So fast racing against my heartbeat (this love you breathe) Escaping letting my tention free (this love you breathe) Sent of your blood smells so sweet Your lungs will swell till you choking on your fear Your lungs they'll swell till your choking Trade me my love for this heart I pray upon Trade me my heart for this heart I pray upon Revenge Blackout memories of you Ill take all life from you Ill slice you open so you feel the pain from you Ill slice you open and steal back my love from you Steal back my love This Love you breathe

[jesse-m-r]

Reunion - Sub Plot || Jesse&Lestat

''Lestat...You never did tell me that much about Akasha.''

''Not that you should have, but I sense there was quite some intimacy between you two.''

''Really, very passionate.''

I ''am quite jealous.''

''I still can't shake that feeling, the jealousy. You will say it will pass, and it will I'm sure. I am not too worried though, I'm more...''

''..curious and restless.''

''I don't want you to tell me about her, about the experience, that is yours and hers. But could you share that with me too?''

A coy but cheeky smile spreads across her face.

''I'm wanting your touch, Lestat. Craving your intimacy.''

Her words fade into a hush toned whisper. She was getting more restless by the second, thinking not that he was passionate with Akasha the Queen, but that he was capable of being so riled up and fiery. 

''Could you spare a few nights doing nothing at all? I want to see how playful you get.''

With that she turned around and rushed across the sky to the woods, not far from one of Lestat's mansions. He would have to find her first, however he planned to proceed.

[theoriginalbloodcountess]

jesse-m-r started following you

jesse-m-r started following you

Good evening, I am The Countess and you are?

[crossroadxblues-archive-blog]

Alright, replied to everyone except Nicole. I'll try to work on that tomorrow before work.

Anyway, some of you still owe me some replies, some I may have not seen? Just let me know if we're still RPing or if I accidentally skipped anyone. One of you would have probably already replied to a thread by the time I post this (RJ).

[jesse-m-r]

devil-s-minion started following you

Examining the architectural images and the scenery surrounding the historic buildings shown to her, she was absorbed. The owner of this material seemed to hint at supernatural beings through their images. Who was this? Not many were interested, or even believed in these creatures. But Jesse did, in her own human life. Apart from her fellow Talamascans there were not many like her.

[jesse-m-r]

Too Much Time||Trent&Jesse

Perched on the back of a park bench Jesse remained still. Having been here for a few hours now, not a person had passed by in the night. Not at all in a melancholy state as could be assumed from sitting alone in the cold. Rain lashing down on the unpaved earth of the park grounds, it was soothing for Jesse. The hours did not drag and for her they seemed like minutes. The cold not biting but somewhat refreshing and invigorating. She was nothing less than content. Excited even, to explore the world around her with new eyes. Enjoying the solitude of the surroundings, the tapping of the rain and the movement of the branches in unison encouraged her senses to be receptive like never before. Just by being motionless in the unfolding night she was discovering herself. She heard more than silence. More than drenching coldness. The grounds around seemed to breathe with energy. 

Amongst the collaboration of the evening's sounds, the footsteps of a passer by seemed a contrast to the organic ambience. Waiting and listening for the footsteps to become clearer, she would be curious to know who was out at this time.

ooc: This starter can be renamed to a thread title for Trent&Jesse if you are fine with it. Let me know if you want to plot something else. :) 

[jesse-m-r]

freya-the-lady-of-love started following you

''Hello, can I help you?'' asking in her usual polite and enthusiastic manner.

[jesse-m-r]

old-girl-remembered started following you...

There was something, someone, lurking in the air. The smell of them. A mortal's scent hit her senses. Not many times yet has she experienced the lure of blood. ''Who is there?'' Jesse questioned.

[jesse-m-r]

||Rosalyn&Jesse

Around 10:30pm, it was the time to begin the evening's exploration. Night had set in fully by this point and Jesse could not wait to go out into the streets. She wanted to see with the help of her new senses. She was ecstatic at the thought of immersing herself within the buzz of the the town, simultaneously hidden and in plain sight. No one would know her true nature, but she could simply, be. Indulging her sharpened senses while in the company of the unsuspecting public brought out an intrigue in her. What could she discover tonight about herself? 

Walking through quiet lit streets, she was not satisfied with the surroundings. She headed down town where any amount of potential encounters could take place. Smiling at the thought, she walked alone, pacing herself in order to take in all the sounds and sights. Listening through the darkness, the white noise of the next street she turned into was not filtered, but overwhelmed her comprehension. People were passing by rapidly. All involved in their own reality. Carrying on through the stream of people she could not separate conversations from groups or individuals. Words, whispers and chatter seemed to roll into a single wave of clutter in her head. She moved on, quickening her pace in an attempt to calm the sounds of the street.

The sounds did subside, although Jesse had no previous control over it. People were still in proximity, but there was something else that caught her attention and cancelled out the bustle of the pedestrians. By a corner cafe, a familiar scent arose. More than familiar. She immediately recalled the last time she was with Lesat. She realised he could be near, but what were the chances he was here too? Looking through the windows of The Lotus Cafe, Jesse stepped in through the curtained entrance. Not one customer in sight. Only a dark haired girl attending the bar. The scent could not have come from anywhere else but the girl. She reeked of him. 

Taking a seat nearest to the counter Jesse observed the girl and waited.

[jesse-m-r]

ask-melissaspringfield started following you

''Hello miss.'' Jesse observed the upbeat young lady. ''Where are you headed?''