#jhope came home

[justasopearchive]

April 1, 2019

Remember that one time when SOPE played an April fool’s joke on us and broke up on Vlive and changed the BTS Twitter profile…?

and then literally did break up and never did another live despite Namjin telling us they would?

Me too 🥺

[glosshobi]

jack in the box hobi complete 🥰🥰🥰

[seoul-bros]

Missing the maknaes

ARMY has been pretty spoilt for almost continuous content over the years and now I guess we need to learn to have a little patience. Looking forward to them popping up on the timeline again whenever that will be.

Post Date: 28/06/2022

Ask and you shall receive Mimi is back on Weverse. Yippee!

[vintagenahbi]

When You’re Hurt

Ot7x Reader- BTS Reactions Pt.1

JHope, Suga, Jungkook

Summary: How each member reacts when you have been harmed or injured.

Warnings 🚨: Mentions of harm, accidents, and assault

Authors note: I won’t be writing for a while (a week or so). I am starting my new blog dedicated to poetry and positivity. I will keep this one as a random blog with an emphasis on my writing. Enjoy :)

JHope

I was in a rush this morning trying to make sure I wasn’t late for work again. I grabbed my tote bag and ran out the door. I clicked for the elevator to come up but it was taking forever. I glanced over to see the empty stairway. In a split decision I took the stairs. I ran down the first flight with no problems, it was the second that was a mistake. My tote got caught between my legs and I tripped flying down each step until I made it to the bottom.

I was in shock of what had happened. My body was completely sore. My work pants were torn up to my thigh. I had a cut on the palm of my hand and my cheek felt numb. I managed to prop myself up and limp back up the stairs.

I got back to my apartment and limped over to the couch. I shuffled through my pocket and grabbed my phone. The screen was shattered but I had to text my boss. I knew he wouldn’t believe me, but it didn’t hurt to try to save my job.

My body was in so much pain. I sat on the couch trying to figure out how I was going to get up and how I was going to explain this to Hobi. I managed to gain the strength to get up. I slowly walked into the bathroom. I turned on the light and was surprised to see my reflection in the mirror. I had a cut above my eyebrow, bruises on my arm, and a little bit of blood on my shirt.

I heard the front door open and panicked. Hobi wasn’t supposed to be home for another hour. I got undressed quickly and hopped in the shower. Once I got out, I grabbed one of Hobi’s sweat sets and headed back into the living room. Hobi was laying on the couch scrolling through his phone.

“Hey you.” I said trying not to sound or look suspicious. Hobi was surprised to see me.

“Aren’t you supposed to be at work?”

“I had an accident so I called out.”

He sat up from the couch and grabbed my shattered phone shaking it in the air. I got caught. Not to mention me standing up was not making me feel any better.

“I fell down the stairs.” I sat down next to him. I lifted my sleeve and showed him my bruises. He was freighted by how badly the fall was. It had gotten worse and the bruises were becoming more visible.

“We should go to the hospital to make sure you’re okay. This doesn’t look good Y/N.” He lifted my legs so I could lay down.

“Hobi I swear I am okay. I am a little sore is all.” I tried to sit up and winced in pain. Hobi hated that I was in pain like this. He got up and got me an ice pack. He placed it on my legs to help soothe the swelling.

The entire day Hobi watched over me. He made sure I was okay and ate. He tended to all my needs with gentleness.

When night time rolled around I was starting to feel a lot better. Hobi tucked me into bed and gave me a kiss on my forehead. I could tell something was still bothering him though. He got in on his side and sat in silence for a second.

“Why did you try to hide that you fell? Were you afraid I would judge you or something?” Hobi looked at me concerned.

“It was embarrassing, plus it was my last warning I had and this is how I might lose my job. I was ashamed.” Hobi snuggled next to me, letting me be the little spoon.

“I want you to be safe. Plus your boss is a jerk, so maybe this is a good thing.” I turned over to face him. His eyes darted up at my red cheeks and cut on my eyebrow. He kissed me. “Regardless, I will always be here for you especially in times of need.”

Suga

I woke up completely disoriented. I heard loud sirens make their way near me. I pushed the airbag down so I could see better. I crawled out the car and to the side of the road. My body went numb and I blacked out.

When I finally came to, I was in the hospital. Yoongi was holding my hand as if he had been waiting for a long time impatiently. Once he noticed I was up, he got up from his seat and started crying. He hugged me tightly but stopped once I winced in pain.

“I’m so glad you woke up.” Tears flowed down his cheeks. A painful image I couldn’t stand to see because seeing him cry made me cry. He let me go and sat back down.

“What happened Yoongi?” I was terrified. I looked around and could see I was in the hospital. My body was sore and my boyfriend was crying. I knew whatever happened must have been bad.

“You got into a car accident. The car flipped and when they found you, you were passed out on the side of the road. I thought I lost you.” I grabbed his hand in a poor attempt to comfort him. I couldn’t put my emotions into words. I couldn’t remember what happened and it was becoming too much.

Everyday Yoongi came to the hospital with some kind of gift. He made sure I kept my head on straight while my memory on the accident came back. He showered me with love and reminded me how beautiful I am. Since the accident, my face was banged up to the point that it was hard to look in the mirror. Yoongi made sure to uplift me when I couldn’t do it myself.

A week later, I was discharged from the hospital. Yoongi took a temporary leave of absence from tour to take care of me. He made sure I got into a routine. When I couldn’t sleep, he was up late with me. He drove me everywhere until I got comfortable with the idea of being back behind the wheel.

Yoongi was fixing us dinner when he finally opened up. He put the bowl in front on me and sat down. I still had some bruising but it had gotten a lot better. Yoongi stared at me for a second before he mustered up the courage to speak.

“I could’ve lost you Y/N. I can’t live a life without you. I love you and seeing you like that broke me.” Tears started to form in his eyes.

“Yoongi.” Was all I could say at first. I couldn’t see him hurt more from my suffering. “I am always going to be here. Yoongi you are my home and I will always fight for that.” He kissed my hand. I grabbed my napkin and dried my tears. I smiled at him and started eating dinner. I was so glad that after everything Yoongi was the one by my side.

Jung Kook

Jungkook and I were in the middle on an intense argument. We had never gotten to the point of yelling at each other or me feeling like I needed to get away from him.

“Y/N stop acting this way. I’m tired of you getting upset over little things.” I looked at him appalled.

“This wasn’t little to me. I asked you to be there for a reason. We had this planned in advance. It was important to me.” Jungkook stood there with nothing left to say. I grabbed my phone and hurriedly walked out of the apartment. I ran out the building with Jungkook following behind.

It was raining outside but I didn’t care. My clothes were drenched and I could hear Jungkook yelling for me in the back. Luckily, there weren’t that many people on the street. We were not causing too much of a scene.

I stopped to cross the street. Jungkook caught up to me and grabbed my arm. I ripped my arm away from him. I looked both ways and crossed the street not saying a word to him. Suddenly, I heard my name. I looked and was blinded by headlights.

I landed on the ground. My body was completely numb. Jungkook swooped me up in his arms and held me. He kept yelling for someone to get help. I looked at him and started to cry from the pain. Jungkook wiped my tears away. I was trying my hardest not to panic but for all I knew this could be the end.

“I’m gonna get help okay?” Jungkook was about to leave but I pleaded for him to stay with me. I didn’t want to have to be left alone. I could feel my body getting weaker. Jungkook held me tightly in his arms. He shuffled trying to keep his composure. “Y/N, please stay awake.” He gently tapped my face, but I was too tired.

When I came to I was in the ambulance. Jungkook was holding my hand. I pulled it on my stomach so he would know I was okay. Once he noticed, I could see relief fill his body. He knew I was going to be okay and I knew he was never going to abandon me.

[aajjks]

Dark Knight feeling, Die or Kill (m)

A collaboration based on fictional iconic superhero characters, with the bts members; with a twist of obsession and desire, you won’t be able to escape, no matter how much you try, who’s going to save you from them? hint: no one.

written by: @justanotherstarlightmonger

member: seokjin

character: silver surfer

synopsis: Kim Seokjin, the silver surfer, finds his heart of titanium swaying for the first time in millennia, for Reed Richard's prodigy apprentice, who unfortunately calls the planet his master wants to devour, home. Caught between a life long oath to an intergalactic planet devouring fog and the all encompassing obsession the surfer developed with OC, Seokjin will fight tooth and nail to have it all.

release date: [TBD]

written by: @bighitfics

member: yoongi/suga

character: captain america

synopsis. “You’ve been asleep captain yoongi, for almost 22 years” yet I wasn’t surprised by the revelation not one bit just disappointed and perhaps a tad bit disheartened.

The only thing that came into my mind at the moment was her.

My Y/n.

The one thing in my life that kept me going.

The one stability that I had.

The girl who believed in me when the world stranded me.

The girl I’d fight hell just to hold in my arms.

I close my eyes and all I could hear was her sweet voice sobbing and begging me to return back.

Then the crash happened and the rest is history.

The defeat and acceptance of never seeing her again for the sake of others still fresh in my memory.

Where’s she now? Still living in illsan? Does she know that I’m here….that I’ve been found? Would she be waiting like she promised?

“You’re gonna be okay?” the guy asked while I looked around the city that had so sense of familiarity still trying to find some sort of relevance to ease my mind but it was utterly useless because everything was foreign as though I’ve been transported to a different planet.

“Yeah I just…I had a date.” I answer him.

release date: [TBD]

written by: @bahbah-bee

member: hoseok/jhope

character: Batman/Bruce Wayne.

synopsis. Billionaires don’t develop attachments. Superheroes don’t make deals with villains. This was something ingrained in Mr. Hoseok through experience. Gotham didn’t need to know the truth about Batman, and in return all the dealings of the underworld were taken care of. It didn’t matter if people got hurt, as long as justice was served. At least, that was until he met you.

release date: [TBD]

written by: @ratherbefangirling

member: namjoon/RM.

character: black widow

synopsis. Namjoon was stolen from his birth parents by the agency. Since then he's learned many different things, lived many different lives, felt many different things. Black Monster. The best of the best. That's what everyone knows him as. Is it too much to ask that someone knows his name. Is it too much for the extraordinary to ask for the ordinary. It might be, but black monster always gets his way no matter what.

release date: [TBD]

written by: @pynkgothicka

member: jimin

character: scarlet witch

synopsis. Jimin has kept up your fantasy-esque life up for all you can remember. So why is that idyllic life showing cracks all of a sudden?

release date: [TBD]

written by: @bebejungkook

member: taehyung/V

character: Angel (x-men)

synopsis. To everyone in the city, Kim Taehyung is a mutant and the heir to the Kim fortune, helping keep the city safe and secure. But to you, he is your guardian Angel, saving you from harm and gifting you with wisdom. You go to him for guidance and comfort, how could he say no to his sweet and innocent little dove? His heart beats for you only and he would do anything to protect and keep you safe, after all he is your guardian angel.

release date: [TBD]

wrïtten by: @aajjks

mëmbër: jungkook

chàracter: Spïder-Mân

synöpsïs. He wöuldn’t lêt you cräwl äwäy from him, you bëlongêd to him.

fïc téäsër: xx

rëlëäsë dätë: [TBD]

[mrs-monaghan]

He wanted to stay at Jimin's house like he used to before all this.

I've been hearing it from lot of Jkkrs. But are you sure 😭 he was living with JM. Yes we have few similar car moments but other than that ? There is no info

Why would there be in4? Do you know what being in the closet means? You sound stupid

Okay, it has been a very eventful day. But I'll tackle one Jikook ask for the road coz I got 1AM on my end.

Anon, Jikookers have something called common sense. Thats how we came to the conclusion that Jikook were living together and even though it might just be occasionally rn for their safety, I will be using present tense.

When members first moved out, Jimin was the only one who purchased a dilapidated house and anyone could tell he sure as hell wasn't living there. So all 6 others were accounted for except him. So where was he living? Then him and JK were sharing cars all the time. For years. Not "a few moments". And when Hopekook became neighbours, we saw Jhope, Jimin and JK share cars a few times. Again, super sus. Why was it always Jikook at the crime scene?

Anyway, let's look at a few moments in no particular order.

Exhibit a) Spotted outside JK's apartment multiple times.

Exhibit b) Namkook on that one live and RM talked about the cafe infront of their house.

Why is he using our and why is JK nodding in agreement? Last I checked Minimoni are the ones who live in 9/1 not JK.

Moving on

Exhibit c) JK says he will make pizza while looking straight at Jimin which is what prompted Jimin to think he was talking about their home.

Tweet

But then JK clarified that no, he meant at work.

Exhibit d)

When they go home, JK will let Jimin rest. Right. Not sus at all.

Exhibit e) I feel like this sentence went over people's heads.

Jimin doesn't wake up and go look for Jungkook. He wakes up and the first thing he sees, is JK. Thats literally everything right there. Honestly. But sure, I got more.

Exhibit f) My memory is hazy on the context. But RM asked JK why he had watched something. I don't remember what. But JK replied that he watched it because he was at home with him. Him in this case being Jimin.

Exhibit g) Jimin was project manager for BE. So as they were winding up RM told everyone to send their shit to Jimin once they were done.

This part conveniently doesn't get translated but Karmy were kind enough to let us know, when JK taps Jimin's thigh he says; I'll just show it to you.

To recap, anon. Jimin will be at home so everyone else needs to send him their work but JK doesn't need to because he can just show it to him. Because he will already be there with him.

Exhibit h) A favourite of mine. So basically their favorite chef comes over for this episode and brings with him 7 knives including for Suga in absentia. So just so we understand, 7 members, 7 knives.

Basically, members are trying to one up each other and JK is like "we got 2 knives so we win" 👀 Are y'all getting that? Every member left with 1 knife each, but the Park Jeons are way ahead of them because they have 2 knives. Why is JK counting Jimin's knife??

(Side bar: Jimin's face is everything. He knows bae is slipping but he can't do anything without calling attention to it 😂😂)

Exhibit i) Last one since I'm out of image space. This one came from our president. Jimin tells us he hangs about at home naked and Jhope added that JK is usually in charge of music. Jimin's face was e👏🏾very👏🏾thing!👏🏾

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There you have it. Jikook live together. Jikook boyfriends. Jikook real.

[sour-ggrapess]

20 MINS

IDOL!HOSEOK x FEM!READER

I met that girl right up at my show

Left her man in the crowd on the floor

Out of town never saw her before

Told her, "Baby, we don't got that long"

A/N; was making a yoongi grammy fic but uzi is a lyrical god so here I am

summary; your boyfriend came to lalaplooza for kid laroi and you came for jhope but you got jhope and his d!ck.

warnings; very rough s3x (doggy style), unprotected s3x, cheating, mentions and slight dr#g usage.

You and your boyfriend stood up front at the lalapalooza stage, you were waiting for jhope to come back on stage with a new outfit but your dickhead ass boyfriend waited for it to be over. "HE LOOKED SO FINE!!!" you cheered out to your bestfriend that was on facetime with you until a security guard tapped your shoulder telling you to follow him backstage. Just leaving your boyfriend looking confused and lonely and bored.

"Left her man in the crowd on the floor."

"jhope would like to speak to you ma'am" a staff said as jhope walked over to greet you with a mischievous smile on his sexy ass face. "I hear the way you scream for me. Can I make you scream even louder?" he asked as he cupped your chin making you almost faint. "y-yea," you approved as he took your hand and led you to his changing room.

"So I told that girl that I'm gonna slaughter it."

Hoseoks lips slammed into yours as soon as he closed the room door. His tongue down your throat and hands ripping your lime green slit top off of you and exposing your boobs to him with full access. His soft lips you never thought you would feel in your life moved down to your neck as he played with your hard nipple. "You came here dressed all slutty like this for me, hmm?" he questioned you while already knowing the answer. "Ye-yes da-hoseok." You moaned out with a high pitch.

"Baby, we don't got that long"

Hoseok groaned out in your ear as he turned you around now making your face lean against the door. His hands sliding your thong down and lifting your very short skirt you could see your lower ass cheeks in. He slid his baggy black jeans and black tommy hilfigure boxers down and instantly stuck his long hard dick in you making a scream escape your lips. Fast and hard thrust into you making you scream with each time he hit your stomach. "Dose that little bitch you was with fuck this tight pussy like this?" Hoseok growled against your ear as he pulled your head back to his chest to fuck into you deeper.

"Only twenty minutes before the show."

His long dick slamming into to your wet dripping cunt even harder than before due to the euphoria he was experiencing from the amphetamines he took before the show to hype him up but it got him really horny too. "m'gonna cum daddy!" You yelp out as he grasps your hips and turns you into his little fuck toy. "Cum on daddys dick baby, we still have 5 minutes left," Hoseok snickers causing you to squirt on his cock with every thrust and scream.

"I got your girl and you already know"

Skin slapping, the sound of him mixing up your guts, and your loud moans. You have seen the fan fiction but he was the best dick you ever felt and most likely the best you ever will feel. "i-i cant wait to tell the members about you. Do you think they might fly you out just to taste you?" He moans as he slows down and gets more deeper. His cock twitches as he spreads your legs and nuts all in your walls. His deep thrust dont stop causing you to erupt cum all over his balls.

"I understand that is your girlfriend, bro But you know I gotta keep her close."

He hands you your pantys and a sweater as he walks out the door. "I dont want you back with that fucking lame, that pussy is mine and your coming home with me and jimin."

© KOOK-NET 2023 — ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

[peachjagiya]

''JK devouring Tae with his eyes and jkkrs be like "wow the sexual tension between JK and JM here." ''

Perfect example of people choosing to believe their own perception of people's actions over the things people actually say.

The fact that people watched this Live with subtitles and came out thinking " yes taekook is real" really baffles me. Some of you really come on here and prove everyday that the only experience of relationships you have are from movies, novels and fanfic because trust me, couples in real life don't act like that at all.

Cuz wdym "jk devouring tae with his eyes"???? The sexual tension was so hot with taekook that it was Jimin's door JK was going to knock at 1am? Jk just couldn't keep his eyes off Tae and that is why he visited Jimin's hotel room 3 times a day? Tae and JK are just so used to being with each other and that is why Tae went to jimin's room and thought it was Jk's because it was Jk who opened the door and greeted him?

if Jk was devouring Tae with his eyes i guess JK and MIngyu finished their 2 minutes live fast so they could go tear the clothes off each other's backs cuz damn!!!! did u see the way JK was staring at mingyu while licking his lips? Plus that was the same night Tae came into the country from one of his paris trips and Jk sure has a funny way of showing his attraction for tae because we only see in his eyes how he wants to "devour" tae but we are seeing him with Mingyu the day his boyfriend gets back into town from a trip or we are hearing that he is knocking on Jimin's door at 1:50am to get in a there doing nothing for about 4 hours at a time.

We only see how "attracted"Jk is to tae when he constantly calls him handsome but when the staff hide cameras in the boys hotel rooms without telling them to catch a candid reaction, we see tae getting into his hotel room alone and see Jk and JM getting into Jk's room together and panicking at the door when they notice cameras.

Jk is so attracted to Tae and is so down to devour him that when he shares a room with him, he chooses to go spend every night in jimin and jhope's room (according to Jimin and jhope) to the point that he becomes an unofficial member of the room and they even form their unit name 3J.

Jk is so ready to "devour" tae that he is seen "hiding" in a dark corner at Jhope's JITB party with Jimin, with his hand over Jimin's while his boyfriend is on the dance floor.

Y'all always screaming "sexual tension" or "jk is devouring tae with his eyes' but every two business days we see or hear of Jk spending most of his nights with other people. Even in chapter two where taekook were "free" they still couldn't take their time to physically release that "sexual tension". they go snowboarding and have a good chance to stay back just the two of them and release the tension but one of them chooses to go back home with friends, they attend a musical and have the chance to keep each other warm that night or keep each other company, yet Jk goes home to start a Live and fall asleep on Live. They attend a premiere and even have drinks after and naturally, you would think after such a fun night out with friends and some alcohol in their system, they would want to, you know....release some of that pent up tension but we have Jk going back to his apartment and starting a Live all alone while Tae is passed out drunk in his apartment. He couldn't even stay back to take care of his drunk boyfriend or cuddle him to sleep. he choose to seek company from millions of fans on the internet.

On couple holidays or birthdays when you would expect that they will spend time together giving each other "gifts", you hear " did V come?' "V hyung didn't come", or " even though we are all in the same group, during all our days off i only saw Jimin hyung and Hobi Hyung" or you hear that JK was with Jimin at 4am on his birthday. Even in chapter two after all the hangouts your ship couldn't even make time to be together on one of the days when u would expect couples to be together. We had Jk going Live for about 5 hours all alone on white day even though his "boyfriend" was in the same damn country.

He is so wanting to "devour" tae that he wakes up in the morning at 8 am, starts a live and when his bandmate comments, he starts inviting himself to his house and asking said bandmate to let him come over for a live and a shower later. one would think that because of the obvious "attraction" between Jk and Tae, they are the ones we would have "caught" getting into a hotel room together, or "hiding" in dark corners at parties with hands touching, at parties, or hearing that tae's door was the one that Jk went to knock at 1am, or we should have atleast heard that when Tae and Jk finally got to be roomies, Jk would sleep in their room everynight, but nooooooo, my guy was still going to sleep in Jimin and jhope's room even though his was literally roomies with his boyfriend.

At the very least, we should have atleast heard that Tae was the one he was drinking late at night with and ended up with a bruise on an erogenous part of his body but noooooo, it wasn't.

Seems like this "attraction" is only alive in theory because Jk has a very funny way of showing it.

Continue believing the voices in your heads and your own perception of things instead of using your tiny brains to think. You hear that Jk literally is almost always in another member's room at ungodly hours, instead of snuggling with his boyfriend and u are talking about Jk wanting to devour someone who has told us more than once that at some ungodly hour of the night, Jk was hogging Jimin all to himself and not letting Jimin go to him.

Talking about "looking at the bigger picture" but there is evidence of your ship spending birthdays and couple holidays with everyone but each other. Talking about "it is everything we have noticed about them over the years" but it is Jk knocking obsessively visiting another member's hotel room and his so called boyfriend not even knowing his room.

According to you people Tae is annoyed or jealous about Jk talking with his friends or about jimin pinching Jk's thigh but the same Jk sat there and was ok with Jimin telling him and everyone else how his "boyfriend' was basically obsessed with his room and comes there more often than mangers and even comes at 1:50am. i can imagine tae fast asleep and Jk sneaking out to go knock Jimin's door at 1am to get in there doing "nothing". The fact that taekookers know how walk forward and not backwards really amazes me because you lot really are the most delusional bunch of shippers the world has ever known.

Shut it down, TKKrs. I've never heard any of these arguments before. Compelling!

Converting to a Jikook account in three, two, one...

[elusivecagedmockingbird]

Now That We Don't Talk

[seokjin x reader, slight hoseok x reader] [1.3k+ lovers to strangers, angst, suggestive content] A/N: Loosely based on 1989 vault tracks: Is It Over Now? and Now That We Don't Talk. I might write another drabble loosely based on a song for Hoseok x Reader. I'm thinking of picking up the story from the end of this one. As always, all stories I write and share here are an attempt to get back into creative writing; I truly appreciate everyone who finds my writing and shows their love. Please be kind!

Not In The Same Way (prequel) | Be My Mistake (jhope x reader) | Not Warriors

You part the crowd like the Red Sea Did you get anxious though On the way home? I guess I'll never, ever know Now that we don't talk

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You don't mean to stare, but you can't help it.

From where you stand, you see Seokjin walk the red carpet, and on cue, camera flashes light up, and other artists and attendees are ushered quickly to clear the booth.

The runway is illuminated, both from the flashes and Seokjin's presence.

He always had that glow around him, and it didn't matter if he was walking the carpet or simply entering a room—he seemed to effortlessly carry that aura wherever he went.

Seokjin poses like it's second nature to him, giving the photographers quality shots that would publish well in magazines and tabloids, you’re sure.

You wonder how nervous he really is.

You know for a fact that events like these are never his thing. During one of your nightly rendezvous, he admitted that all the bravado he exudes in the spotlight was actually a front to shadow his anxiety.

Oh, the celebrity life.

He knows what he signed up for, but that doesn't mean he always enjoys the tenfolds of attention, particularly when he's the lone receiver. It overwhelms him, and that feeling is followed by unwanted anxiety and the urge to hide.

When your eyes meet on the carpet, you're surprised how you can still get a good read of how he truly feels behind his facade. You can tell he's anxious as hell, and it's taking everything in you not to rush towards him, hold his hand, and walk the carpet together. Not that you ever had the chance to do so when you were still together. But at least back then, he had you waiting behind doors, ready to warm his shaky, cold hands with yours, shift his focus, and lull his raging nerves before you had to go to your tables in separate ways.

You can't do that now. Or ever. Those are distant memories now, the gap bigger than where you and he stand.

Feeling like you've glued your feet too long where you stood, you turn away and head straight to your table, no detours to dressing rooms. No Seokjin to wait on closed doors. -

There's an after-party. Like always. And as you enter the venue, you immediately find Seokjin sharing casual conversations with almost everyone. Without trying, he will always be the main character in every event. And without meaning to, he always will be the life of the party.

You steal this time to study him. He grew his hair long, you note. And though you sense that the confidence he carries to approach people is a front, you can't help but be bitter that he chooses to talk to anyone but you. He doesn't even meet your eyes nor look your way.

But you can't blame him. You suppose you're no longer the comfort and familiarity he seeks at the end of parties like these. With a sigh as heavy as your heart feels, you excuse yourself through the crowd as you make your way to the open bar. You might as well have your own fun before the night ends.

On the other side of the room, the crowd parts for Seokjin wherever he walks.

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"I didn't think I'd see you here.”

You turn to follow the voice and chuckle at the man who greeted you.

“Well, I was invited,” you retort with a shrug.

Hoseok hums. “I invited you to my parties before and yet you never came. What makes this one so special?” At the last word, Hoseok raises his brows as he briefly glances to the side of the room. Where Seokjin stood, you assume.

“Just… making appearances. I have an upcoming show.” You internally wince at your half-truth reply. If it were a different person, they wouldn’t be able to tell you’re lying. But you were talking to a dear friend. You just hope Hoseok doesn’t call you out.

Hoseok was Seokjin’s friend. Before all the fame and faux friends came. You trio met during a variety show, Law of the Jungle. You initially hit it off first with Hoseok, coming from the same hometown. But as you mingled with everyone, Seokjin’s jokes won you over. You were over the moon when after filming, he approached you with a stuttered invite to go out for a coffee.

That moment was so long ago. And yet everytime you remember it, it feels like you got to relive the moment with how strong your emotions kick in.

“Ah, you’re just here to make an appearance, huh?” Hoseok pulls you out of your reverie. You nod with a tight-lipped smile. “Well, you’re here now. So, how about a drink?” He signals for the bartender and briefly acknowledges him before he returns his attention to you.

“You’ve read my mind.” You grin back at him.

You and Hoseok managed to down one glass of cocktail after another and another and another until you needed to be guided as you stepped down from the stool.

“Let me take you home,” Hoseok offers. You stare at him for a moment, cogs in your brain working.

You always had a soft spot for Hoseok, but it always remained platonic. But tonight, for the first time, he also seems to have you weak in the knees for him.

Your eyes fall on the mole on his lips and you gulp on air before nodding.

Hoseok's hand remains rested at your hip as you both walk away.

A few tables away, you miss the pair of eyes fixed on your leaving figure. Seokjin's grip on the glass tightens, and he could lie to himself and say that the burn on his throat is from the whiskey he downed in one shot, but he already knows the real reason just walked out of the bar.

He hasn't healed from you walking away, albeit figuratively, and seeing you physically walk out with someone who isn't him just prods his bleeding wound.

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Kim Seokjin and Im Yoon Ah Looks Cozy at After Party

Im Yoon Ah Spotted Leaving Kim Seokjin's Home

You feel your headache worsen with each headline you read, and with every photo of them together that pops into your feed, you feel your gut churn.

At this point, you should be numb to these headlines. Seokjin has been a regular scoop for the tabloids lately, and while you try to rationalize that he was a free man and any person with 20/20 vision wouldn't turn away from his attention, it still stings when you're greeted with these types of headlines.

You tried to soothe yourself with the fact that the tabloids could stretch things out. You've had your fair share of taken-out-of-context stories published, too.

The first time you saw his name mentioned with another girl's name in a headline, you went out to a bar with one of your exes and, out of spite, you invited the one guy Seokjin always felt jealous over, to party and go home with you.

You regretted it the morning after. You wanted to explain yourself to Seokjin. But held back since you've already made a fool of yourself.

Still, all those nights partying and hooking up with guys, you wondered if seeing your name alongside male celebrities in headlines had the same effect on Seokjin as it did on you.

You grip your phone tighter, and you feel your throat closing in. It shouldn't hurt this much anymore.

The pang in your heart grows at the thought that he parades himself with these women with no care in the world if they get photographed. Yet, when he was with you, he made sure you left at different times and drove to his home in different cars to avoid paparazzis. You're pulled from your pity party when someone knocks on your bathroom door, "Everything okay in there?"

Switching your phone off, you open the door to a shirtless Hoseok. "I'm fine. I'm just feeling a bit hungover," you sell your excuse with a lopsided smile. Hoseok hums, "I read somewhere that you can fuck away a headache, want me to try?" he wiggles his brows at you suggestively, and for the first time this morning, perhaps even in a while, you laugh. It's not a quip you would usually find funny, lame dad jokes were more of your taste, hence Jin. But willing your heart to heal, you let him brighten your mood.

Hooking your arms around his shoulder, you try to be seductive as you answer, "I don't think that’s true, but I’m ready to be proven wrong."

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[bangtaninborderland]

JHS: Twisted Feelings

Summary: After working at an award show for 2 years everything had become normal, idols were no longer exciting to see, performances became dull and every day blended together, that was until an unexpected man asked for your help.

Genre: idol!jhope x fem!reader, angst, fluff, strangers to lovers, ongoing series

Warning: none for this chapter!

A/N: I i in no way own bts and this is purely a story of fiction! Please as always share your thoughts and leave a like if you enjoy! Thank you for reading my work and I hope you all have a beautiful day! I will take stabled and request/questions for this couple! If you'd like to be tagged as new chapters come out please let me know!

Ch.02 <. Series Masterlist > Ch.04

Stepping back into your parents house allowed you to fall back into the comfort you had longed for throughout the past few weeks.

“Eomma?” “Appa?” You call out, as you slide your shoes off.

You hear a door open “Through here.” the sweet sound of your parents voices guide you through the house until you find them both preparing food in the kitchen.

You braced yourself for the way your mothers arms squeeze around you. “Why has it been so long?” She asks, her voice melancholy.

“Work.” You respond dejectedly. The sadness of the reality seeping further into your mind.

“I have something for you!” You watch in bewilderment as your Eomma rushes off, her short frame gone from the room faster than you had entered.

A sound alarms to of your dads location’s, he furrows his brows, clearly lost deep in his own thoughts as he peels his way through the mountain of carrots he had assembled. You decide to join him, slipping behind him to grab another vegetable peeler from the utensil drawer.

“You don’t have to help.” He grunts, a weak laugh forcibly passed to lighten the air.

You sigh, taking a carrot. You wasn’t overly shocked at the way he had responded to you coming home, it had been a while but in all honesty it wasn’t your fault. Work was demanding wether you liked it or not.

Your mouth owns and closes as you ponder what to say, unsure if anything would be enough to get him back to his usual self. “I should have co-“

“I’m not mad at you.” He replies immediately, interjecting whatever apology you was going to give.

“I missed you. Your Eomma misses you, we know you’re out there living your life but you don’t call as much anymore. You don’t visit as much anymore, we just worry.” He drops the shaved vegetable into the bowl of water. His head shaking.

“Oh Appa I missed you too, work really did get hectic. It’s actually why I come home, I need advice.” You nudge his shoulder, earning yourself both a sharp gaze and a heavy laugh.

“I’ll make some coffee go sit down, I didn’t want you to come home to peel vegetables.” He instructs you, removing the peeler from your hand.

You smile at him, following his clear directions. In times like these it really hit you just how lucky you was, although they pushed you hard they only ever wanted what’s best for you. Regardless wether they think it’s good themselves. They trusted you to make your own choices and that’s more than you could have asked for.

You jump as your mother placed a box on the table next to you, too far in thought to have heard her coming. “What’s got you jumping like a fish out of water?” She chimes, teeth poking out of a teasing grin.

“You sneaking up on me.” You giggle as she pinches your cheek.

“I’ll be louder next time then” She huffs rolling her eyes. “Now this came a few days ago. Your old school said they had found boxes of your books and asked if we wanted them.”

Your dad looks at you almost apologetically. “I told her that you’d probably be embarrassed.”

“Oh shush you go and finish making us a coffee.” Your mothers glare left no room for questioning. You laugh at the way your dad obeys her, tuning around almost instantaneously. “You’d think she was my Eomma.” He rolls his eyes to you.

“Open it.” She nudges the box closer to you.

There had to have been at least 10 notebooks, you could recognise the coverings, each one different for a reason. The grey leather book sparked your memories, this was one you had thought you’d lost and eventually accepted it was gone. Your innermost thoughts scrawled across the pages from cover to cover, reminding you of who you were, who you had hoped to be.

“Wow” you sigh in bewilderment. “I never thought I’d see any of this again.”

“Just as luck had it they said they had cleared out the old building and found these in an old locker, you really should be more careful.” Your mother worries aimlessly but even so you nodded at her, accepting of any advice she provided.

As he sets down the three steaming cups, your dad reminds you of your earlier confession. “So what’s going on.”

You didn’t know the best way to talk to them about it, was you honest and tell them that one of the most influential individuals in South Korea - in the world - was asking you to work for him or should you play it down, allow them to at least think rationally. “We will be dead by the time you tell us.” Your mother jokes, giving you no time to come up with a side story leaving you with only the truth.

“My contract ends soon, we had a rarity and it led to me meeting with some idols that wanted to make sure I had translated their speech in the way they wanted. It was a pleasant meeting and eventually he came back and asked that I teach him English and possibly translate for their group.” You divulge the details, blanking any names.

“And this individual is?”

And there it was.

“Jung Hoseok, JHope of BTS?” You whispered the words, afraid they would seem like a lie.

“Oh my.” Your fathers eyebrows raised, almost high enough you was sure he wouldn’t be able to relax his face again. “That’s.. quite amazing…”

“I could always renew my contract at the company but if I accepted the job I would have more time to write. I just don’t know if I’m qualified enough to actually teach anyone English or to translate, this could mean I’d have to travel, work different hours, move further away. It wouldn’t be right to be leaving when I barely have enough time to see you both as it is.” The truth of the situation is harsh, their frowns unable to hide their disappointment.

You watch tentatively at them, their eyes talking to one another having a conversation only they couldn’t understand. “You have to take it.”

“But what about you? I can’t just move, I’ll have even less time with you.” You protest, maybe more than you should have.

“Are you scared of accepting this job?”

You stare blankly at him, his eyes scouring your face for an answer. “I don’t want to fail at something so big” you admit earnestly. Your own fears getting the best of you.

“Wether you take this job or not you’ll always be in a position where things may not go the way you want them to, that doesn’t mean you’ve failed but that life has had a different path for you than the one you have taken. This is an opportunity you will regret turning down.”

One thing you always loved about your parents was their inane ability to be honest, regardless of the circumstances. They never sugarcoated anything which as a child could lead to your feelings being hurt but now it was just a trait that you admired.

“I-“ You swallow and clear your throat. “I guess I’ll take it, I can’t run from it and the awards company is starting to feel too repetitive. The pay is better so I could send more money home too and maybe you and appa could take a holiday.” You explain to your mother, who surprisingly was sitting with a smile of pride.

Your father, on the other hand, stands up. Triumphantly throwing his hands in the air and attempting a cheer that was definitely unnecessary but still special. “That’s my girl.”

Your mother shakes her head, clearly embarrassed by your dad. “Aish- no wonder why the girl doesn’t come home you’re embarrassing her.” You can’t help but laugh at the way they bicker, it was as if they were teenagers, flirting in the playground.

You stayed with them for the remainder of the evening, you had helped cook dinner and then sat watching a movie however as usual you had fell into a habit of watching your parents, the way they laugh with one another, the love they share stronger than any you had witnessed but someday hoped to experience.

You had always considered yourself lucky, Unlike your friends parents yours had never intervened within your love life, never pushing you to think about marriage or interrogate you on when they would have grandchildren and even though they had always let you make your own decisions regarding that you had always envied the way they loved each other, hoping one day you too could be in love with someone so deeply.

The rest of the day passed by much faster than you would have liked and before you knew it you was back home, sleep overcoming you.

If it wasn’t for the blinding sunlight you swear you could have slept for the entire day, however you had a job offer to accept so with a groan you dragged yourself out of the warmth of your sheets grabbing your phone and the contract you had been given.

Your call was answered much faster than you would have expected.

“Hello?” His voice didn’t sound the same.

For a moment you contemplated hanging up, changing your mind, but your parents words had been written into your mind.

“Hello, is this Kim Jaesang? I’m calling about the job. We had a meeting yesterday.” You explain, your voice quavering.

“This isn’t Jaesang-ssi but you can definitely talk to me about the job.” Your jaw nearly fell to the floor as you recognised the man on the other end of the line.

Your voice comes out louder than you intend, purely because of the surpise. “HOSOEK-SSI?!”

He chuckled lightly. “The one and only, so you calling does that mean you’re taking the job?”

“I guess that’s the plan.” You sigh, skimming the contract once again. “I thought this was your managers number?”

“Mine was listed too, you must have called the wrong one.” His voice was melodic, you could see why they were so successful. “I could have a car pick you up, Jaesang-nim would just do it anyway.”

“Oh-“ was this really the best choice?

“Is something wrong?” His pitch rises as he questions you.

You brush his concern off. Settling with a simple response. “Well I wasn’t really planning on coming to any meetings I just wanted to talk about some things.”

“I promise we will roll out the red carpet. It would be good for you to meet everyone.” He was right, if you was going to accept you should probably meet the people you’d be working for.

“If I accept I do not want any red carpet at all.” You protest immediately, your voice leaving no room for negotiation. “What time will the car be here?”

“Okay okay.” He agrees through a series of laughs. “If you send me your address it will be around 30 minuets, is that enough time for you to be ready?”

“Sure. It’s not like I’m an idol.” You murmur, hoping he would get the joke, you quickly send him your address. Double checking just to make sure it was correct. “I sent it.”

“I got it And by the way we don’t all take hours to get ready some of us are naturally beautiful.” You rolled your eyes, thankful there was a phone between you.

“So much confidence.”

“See you soon.” The call ends abruptly but you don’t waste time in questioning it.

You was normally fast at getting dressed, there was never really enough time in the day to roll yourself up the way others did, besides you could work just as well without makeup as you could with it. You scour your wardrobe for something appropriate, you could wear a dress outfit but you was only going there to have a discussion. If you was going to take a job it would be because you were yourself, not some half assed version.

You grabbed a pair of cargo pants and the Nike Dunks you had regrettably splurged on after your last pay-check. You paired them with a green shirt that stood out more than it probably should. Your had had always fell into place, allowing you to save enough time to finish your coffee and apply some moisturiser and suncream.

You preferred looking natural but you wasn’t a heathen. Skin protection was important.

You grab your tote bag and carefully place the contract inside. Making sure nothing could damage it. Being yourself was one thing but turning up unprepared and an unorganised mess was another.

Your phone rings and you curse yourself as you hit your leg on the table in your attempt to answer it.

“Hello?” You sounded out of breath, rushing from one room to another was not the best of ideas.

“Outside.” The call was short. Ending the same way it had earlier.

You groan out loud, allowing a last look in the mirror before leaving your apartment. You knew later tonight you’d regret not leaving it cleaner but that was future yous issue. Present you had a job to manage.

It wasn’t hard to spot the car intended for you, especially when the window rolled down allowing you to see just who would be the one to drive you.

“Is this even allowed?” You ask, securing your seat belt.

Hoseok watches you, even if you pay it no attention it was always easy to know when someone was staring.

“Do I look bad or something?” You questing, looking up at him, brushing your hair back to allow you to see him clearer.

He shakes his head, turning his attention back to the car. “Of course not. All ready?”

“Sure.” You murmur, accepting your fate.

You watched the way he reversed out of the car park, he was a skilled driver. “I was on the way to work, don’t think I was creeping around or something.” He looks at you, only for a second, but long enough for you to feel the same comfort you had when Jaesang had left you both alone in your last meeting.

“It’s okay, I’m used to people just waiting outside of my apartment to drive me to work.” You quirk back.

His face looks horrified, before he realises you wasn’t serious. “Don’t do that!”

You can’t help but giggle at the way he was so scared. “Oh this is going to be fun.”

“I’ll fire you if you do that again.” He dramatically waves his hand at you.

“Wow I didn’t know you was my boss, I guess I’ll just get out and walk home now because there’s no way I won’t do that again.” You pretend to go to take your seatbelt off, earning a gasp from Hoseok.

He narrows his eyes at you. “You wouldn’t, this is a moving vehicle.”

“Oh I bet this job I would.” You copy his expression.

You manage to stare at each other for a second before both of your expressions soften, his eyes holding a sparkle you hadn’t seen before.

After a few moments the laughter calms down. “No but seriously you won’t get into trouble for picking me up right? I could have just taken a taxi.”

“It’s okay, me and the members take each other all the time.”

“I’m not a member.” You explain, confused.

“Well when you take the job you will be.” He was right, you would be staff but even so that’s still most likely not allowed. “I wanted you to have this job.” He pauses to take a breath. “I asked them to offer it to you, I think I could learn a lot from you and I’ve always wanted to be able to communicate with ARMY more.”

“You really care about them don’t you?” You ask, your fingers fidgeting with the rings you had decided to throw on last minute.

There’s no hesitation in his voice. “ARMY made us who we are, I owe them everything.”

“I promise I’ll try my best okay? I don’t know what kind of a teacher I’ll be but I’ll definitely try to be one that can help you.” You was earnest.

“I’m sure you’ll do great. You studied English didn’t you?” He asks, his fingers dancing across the wheel.

You nod. “Yeah, my parents thought it would be a great addition to my extensive skill set.”

“They were right.” He smiles at you, baring his white teeth.

“What about your other members?” You couldn’t lie, it had been on your mind. They were a big factor in this.

He cocks his head sideways, watching the lights change. “I talked to them about you, they read the information I did and agreed that you seem nice enough to translate for us. They wanted to meet you.”

“Wow, I wonder how many women would literally slaughter me to have this chance.” You voice your thoughts, one that he too knew to be true.

“Unfortunately any slaughtering will have to wait for your next “to work trip” because we are here.” You watch as he pulls into a parking lot, into a particular space. One reserved for JHope of BTS.

You could see similar ones for the other members, Jungkooks had a bike that attracted your attention, you had always wanted to ride one but never had the courage. Although you wasn’t too discreet as he noticed the way you had looked at it. “Scary isn’t it?”

You agree with him. “Still cool though.”

“Yeah, he is going to love you.” He laughs holding the door open to you.

As you step in it’s much bigger than you would have though, it’s true what people say about the outside looking smaller than the inside. “This is huge, how don’t you get lost?” You whisper, the security guard and receptionist both silent, making your voice seem ten times louder than it was.

He presses a finger to his lips, as if he is sharing his darkest secret with you. “Don’t tell anyone but I still do. One time I got scared so I went on live and took army to the bathroom with me.”

“You didn’t!” You couldn’t hide your shock, no way.

“The members teased me for weeks, in my defence it was late and dark.” He held his hands up.

“Hoseok-ssi! Sorry to keep you waiting, can I just have your access card?” The receptionist gives you a look that doesn’t seem too forgiving but you ignore it.

He hands over the key card, not giving her much of a response. It takes her a few moments to type In whatever details she needs, however you’d notice that every few seconds her gaze would turn soft for Hosoek and then harsh again for you.

“All done.” She smiles, brushing her hair from her shoulder.

Could she be any more obvious.

“Sorry about her.” He whispers, tapping his card against the keypad. “They are all like that.”

He smiled at you, once again signalling for you to walk ahead. “Does it bother you?” You ask him as you wait by the next door, unable to enter it yourself.

“It did for a while, it happened suddenly, one day people were looking at me like I was a nobody and now people left and right will do anything to try and get my attention. It’s as if they don’t see me, just what I have done.” He hands you one of the visitor badges sitting around the foyer.

You slip it around your neck, making sure it’s secured as to not fall. “I’m sorry you have to experience that. I guess I never thought of it all in that way.”

It was weird seeing things from his perspective, you had never much taken an interest in the way an idol would live, only dealing with them within the boundaries of your work. Or previous work.

“Don’t be sorry, I get to help people. That enough for me. Let’s go meet everyone?” He points towards the group of people waiting on the other side of the door.

Six men, all of which taller than you. You recognise Namjoon and he does you, sending you a quick wave and a dimpled smile.

“I guess.” You smile, once again watching as he opens the door.

The faces turn to you, their own conversations die down as their attention shifts. “This is the woman I was telling you about.”

You introduce yourself, bowing to them as they do you, you try to smile not wanting to be too reserved.

They all followed suit, using their own names instead of stage names. “I’m Jimin,”

One of the shorter of the men steps forward, offering you his hand which you shake lightly, “That is Taehyung, Jungkook, Yoongi Hyung, and that is SeokJin Hyung.” He points each member out, all to whom offer their introductions in their own way.

You watch as Jungkook steps forward, “it’s nice to meet you.” The shy smile of the maknae you had seen previously on screen no longer there. His tattoos were uncovered, the white shirt sleeve providing them with no protection.

“It’s nice to meet you too. I see your bike outside!” You blurt out as you remember the black Harley.

His face brightens up even more so as you mention it. “You ride?!” He asks excitedly, practically jumping with joy.

“I wish I could I’ve always been too afraid but I still think they are so cool!” You nod enthusiastically.

“If you ever want to ride I’d be happy to teach you!” He practically shouts the invite into your ear but you accept it, thankful that you had received such a welcome reception.

“I’d love that. Just let me build my courage first.” You laugh, flashing him a small thumbs up. You turn to face the older man who had began silently watching the conversation between yourself and the maknae.

“I’m Yoongi.” He is much more quiet, introverted than the others.

You wonder how they have been together so long, each of them seeming to different to get along in the way they would need too. You could see Hoseok, Jungkook and Jimin talking in the corner, the way Taehyung was dancing let you know they were discussing work, Namjoon had gone to find their main manager Sejin, whilst Yoongi and Jin had stayed by to accompany you.

“So you’re going to be a translator for us?” Jin asks, breaking off the chocolate breadsticks he had pulled from inside his pocket.

You rub your palms together, a little overwhelmed. “Well that’s the plan, along with teaching Hoseok-Ssi English.”

“I can understand it but not talk it well.” Yoongi steps closer to you, a furrow in his brows. “My accent makes it hard”

“Try.” You suggest.

He shuffles from one foot to another nervously. Jin pauses his snacking, clearly interested.

“I like basketball, I am a rapper,” his voice is no more than a mumble, his English sounding much softer than that of his Korean.

You clap cheerfully, as if he had just won an award. “You sounded great. Just a little practice and you’ll be able to translate yourself.”

“I better not then, it would be a shame if I took your job.” He shakes his head, his cheeks a lighter shade of pink.

“Yah! Have some decorum!” Jin fusses, huffing as he turns away.

You can’t help but laugh alongside yoongi who too had began smiling from the older man’s joke. “Is he always like this?”

“He is but he is my only Hyung so I tolerate him.” He purses his lips together, nodding in content.

You don’t have a chance to have a one to one talk with anyone else as Namjoon returns, following by Sejin. You bowed to him politely, greeting Namjoon briefly before he and the other members left for rehearsal.

“So you’re here to accept the job?” Sejin points to the contract you had pulled from your bag.

“Yes I am.”

“Let’s go to my office and have a talk.”

You silently agreed. Following him as he weaved through the building, going down numerous corridors, his key bleeping through every one. You was almost sure you would never figure out how to get out of the building. Maybe you should just ask if you could live here instead.

You laugh quietly at your own inner thoughts as he leads you into a large room, a desk separating your seat and his. It was much like one you would see in a principal’s office. A plush red rug underneath the cream couch in the corner, filing cabinets across the right wall. Shelves holding pictures, awards and other memorabilia on the shelf behind him.

“Let’s get started, shall we?” He leads forward, selecting a black pen and clicking it twice before placing it gently on the desk next to him.

“Let’s.” You nod, flipping over the first page of the contract.

[linos-luna]

All I need ❣️☁️

SoftDom!Jhope x Latina!Reader

Warnings: 18+, smut, dirty talk, body worship, light possessiveness, some fluff, praise

Synopsis: Hoseok worships you like a goddess. To him, you are the most perfect woman in the world, your tanned skin, curvy body, and beautiful dark hair. You’re also very kind and loving. You’re everything he wants in a woman.

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It’s been a while since you’ve had an actual date night with your boyfriend. He was always so busy(being a part of the biggest boy group in the world will do that) but now they were on a break. Well Hoseok wasn’t entirely on break. He was busy with his album and performances. But now he was back and had no plans for the next week. So he promised he’d take you out. A date night that you deserved.

Hoseok couldn’t wait to spend time with you. He was dressed in a nice button up shirt and jeans, fancy shoes and expensive watch. With him he also had a gift and a rose. Cliché yes, but you deserve it.

“I’m ready!” You came out of the bedroom wearing a black off the shoulder shirt and skirt along with some heeled boots. You wore a necklace that he gave you a while back and hair down.

Hoseok simply admired you. The outfit brought out all your best features.

“Ah jagiya. You look amazing!” Hoseok said with a big smile as he took your hand. “Okay let’s go!”

…

At dinner you both talked about what’s been going on lately and how everything is going.

“And you’ve been practicing your Korean?”

“Uhm… yes. And what about your Spanish?” You replied with a chuckle.

“Ahh… poquito(a little)“ he said nervously. You both laughed it off and finished eating.

Afterwards you both walked around town then got some drinks. He gave you your gift, which was a pretty set of earrings. While walking around, your boyfriend rested his hands on your hips and would give you pecks on the cheek at random. He loved spending time with you. As you made your way to the car Hoseok stopped for a moment.

“What?” You asked confused.

“Nothing. Just admiring you.” He said coming close and giving a kiss on the lips.

“Ah Hobi, you’re so corny!” You say with a laugh.

“No I’m serious, baby. You’re so beautiful…” he said, his voice drifting off as his hands ran down your sides.

You loved when Hoseok complimented you. It gave you a confidence boost, one that you didn’t have here in Korea, standards were different and you knew you didn’t fit them but Hoseok didn’t care, he loved you the way you were. It was a comforting feeling.

“No… you’re lying.” You say with a nervous laugh.

“No. I’ll show you when we get home.”

“Show me what?” You asked tilting your head.

“How beautiful of a goddess you are…” Hoseok said this as his hand started slipping down your thigh. “How much I love you…”

You blushed at the feeling, both because you’re in public and because how nice it felt to feel his warm touch.

…

You hurried home and were only able take off your shoes before your boyfriend took you from behind and grabbed your waist, starting to kiss up the side of your neck.

“Ah y/n, stop teasing me and let’s go already” he said almost whining.

“We just got here” you blushed as he led you to the bedroom. As soon as you got there you started kissing his lips softly, but Hoseok was impatient. He suddenly pushed you to the bed and kissed you sloppily, adding tongue while he reached to grope your breasts.

“Hobi…” you said between muffled kisses. “Let me take off my shirt for you silly!”

You broke off the kiss for a moment, taking off your shirt and he helped slide your skirt down underneath he noticed your lacy purple lingerie, had you planned this? Whether you did or not it didn’t matter because it made him hard just looking at you. He also took off his shirt and pants, leaving him in his boxers.

“Naughty girl… did you plan this…?” Hoseok said with a smirk, slowly tracing his fingers down your body, moving from your lacy bra to your thighs.

“Maybe… I just wanted to look pretty for you.” You replied, getting wet at the feeling of his hand at your thigh.

Your boyfriend was satisfied with that and started kissing at your thighs. He loved your thighs, so soft and pump, it was his favorite part of your body(besides your face of course).

“So so beautiful…” he said, now making his way to your panties, tapping lightly with his fingers. “My gorgeous (*ethnicity*)… a goddess among us …”

“Hobi…” You whined, shaking your hips a little. “touch me…”

He had only kissed your thighs and tapped you through your panties but you were already so aroused and wet, and your boyfriend was amazed at your boldness.

“Baby is that a way to ask? Don’t be a brat now.” He said with a slightly stern tone, pulling away.

“Please… I’m sorry hobi! Please! Please! Please!”

He loved the sound of you begging, loved that you needed him. He then went back to your thighs, starting to pull your panties down, relishing in how your wetness stuck to it. He started circling your clit with his finger.

“Now baby… you know the rules right?”

You were having a hard time focusing, trying to control your moans. “Y-yes… n-no cumming without permission…”

Hoseok smiled in approval and slowly inserted his finger while lowering your bra with the other hand, kissing and sucking at the soft skin.

You moaned loudly, eyes rolling back as he inserted another finger.

“Does my girl like that? Does she like her pussy filled with my fingers?” He said now thrusting his fingers in and out.

“Y-yes sir” you say, almost whispering.

He was glad to hear and continued sucking on your breasts, now sucking at one of your nipples. It was all too much and you were whining.

“Hobi… hobi! I gotta-… I wanna cum!” You say, now bucking your hips. “Please!”

“No no baby, not yet” he said slowly pulling his fingers out. Before you could whine about the loss of touch he put them to your mouth. “Suck.”

And you did. Making sure to suck his fingers clean.

Hoseok then discarded his boxers and rubbed his tip to your cunt, causing you to whine and buck your hips. “What do you say, baby?”

“Please Hoseok I need you! I need your cock! I need it please!” You begging, tears coming out.

“Of course sweet girl… anything for you” he said with a smirk, now inserting his cock. It was a tight fit, but he loved it. It caused him to groan and get lost in pleasure. He looked down at your beautiful form.

You were laying on your back with arms to the sides of your head, your beautiful body on display with your lacy bra pushed down and wet nipples. Your eyes were glassy and lips red and puffy from biting them, and your hair was spread all over, a bit disheveled.

He moved your hair from your face and started thrusting, his arms on each side of your head as he kissed your neck and now your lips, catching your moans. If it wasn’t for that, you’d be moaning pretty loud.

He thrusted faster and rose up a little to put his hand to your throat.

“Who’s making you feel this way?! Who’s fucking you good?!” He grunted, squeezing lightly at your neck.

You were so lost in the pleasure that you didn’t even register what he was saying until you felt a harsh slap to your thigh.

“Answer me!” He snapped

“Y-you! It’s you Hoseok!!” You say, panting as you’d now starting to reach your high.

“No one else right?! Your mine right?!”

“No one else.” You moaned gripping the sheets. “I’m yours! I’m yours!” You said this, sounding like you’re on the verge of crying.

Hoseok continued thrusting, making the bed creak. “Mine. Mine… your all mine.” He panted. “You’re all I need…”

“Hobi! I wanna- I wanna- please Hobi! I wanna cum! Please sir please!”you suddenly started begging as you felt you high about to hit at any moment now.

“Cum baby, you’ve been good.”

With his permission, you came and with a loud moan of his name. Soon after, causing him to cum as well.

He stayed over you, panting heavily. “What a good girl… you’re such a good girl…”

You laid there, breathing heavily, eyes trying to stay open as you were now exhausted. “Hobi…”

“Shhh… it’s okay baby…” he interrupted. “I’ll take care of you”

He got up and put on some boxers then went to the bathroom, coming back with a warm wet rag. Your eyes had fluttered closed and you were in and out of sleep.

Hoseok hummed as her gently cleaned up around your thighs, trying not to disturb you. He then used the other side to clean some spit from your face. He left again to grab a makeup wipe and gently cleaned your makeup off. After putting on some new panties, he looked at you again.

He couldn’t help himself and started kissing up your stomach, rubbing your sides gently. He kissed your breasts a few times again then grabbed one of his shirts for you, putting it on without waking you. Hoseok also lifted you a bit to tuck you under the covers.

After getting settled, your boyfriend laid next to you and gently rubbed your check. “I love you, y/n”

“Love you Hobi…” you murmured in your sleep. It melted his heart and he soon fell asleep with you.

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(This should probably go without saying but I’m implying the reader to be indigenous, mestiza, or afrolatina…)

[jikookuntold]

Where is your red line when you would admit that jikook is not dating ? Now when you see that Jimin is free, Jungkook is alone too, inviting whoever will come to his home to not be lonely and Jimin is nowhere to be seen. How do you feel now?

Nowhere.

Never.

And I feel great, Thank you. Lol

But don't go anywhere, I'm not done yet. I have questions too. My question is why you are so bothered by me believing in Jikook dating? I know many people out there believing in the most crazy stupid things, and I can't give a shit about it. Why can't you be the same? Or is it because you wake up every morning and monitor all the activities of Jimin and JK to see if you can find an evidence that is slightly not aligned with the idea of them dating? And then you come to your fake tmblr accout with 2 following and spam the blogs who turned off anonymous asks? This is a very obsessive and pathetic behavior if you ask me. Anyways I'm going to ignore you for the rest of this post because this is not about you, and your ask was just an excuse for me to write my thoughts.

Based on VHopeKook live last night, JK decided to invite members to "his place" to talk and have dinner together, and only Jhope and Taehyung accepted his invitation. So, Jimin not being there means that Jikook is not a thing? Okay, let's imagine if Jimin was one of members who responded JK's invitation. Wouldn't they repeat the same thing, saying that this proves they don't live together? The same people said that Jikook haven't seen each other in months, and it was only a matter of time to be proven wrong.

The story these people are trying to make is some type of a mutual pining. We see Jikook talking about each other, watching each others' videos and lives, JK invites jimin for food, Jimin invites JK for dance practice, JK invites Jimin to do boxing, Jimin wants JK to make him noodles and JK wants to watch his performance at music shows. They should take Yoongi's advice for that ARMY and just date. Lol

It's funny how people were getting hit tweets by making fun of JK building a mansion in Itaewon saying he doesn't need a mansion when his house has no decoration and he uses secondhand furniture. These people completely ignore the possibility of Brunnen actually not being his (only) place to live, since we already know JK is a very neat and perfectionist person. Apparently making fun of JK is more acceptable than that.

Wherever JK lives, he simply can not play loud music there, he can't do karaoke at 4am and not having neighbours on his door complaining. There is only one place that has no other residents and it is Brunnen building because it's all rented by Hybe entertainment, and as we can see JK uses that place for doing his special lives (which always include midnight loud music and karaoke) and other activities. Yes, he has clothes, kitchenware, a pethouse and other personal things in that place, and we can tell he has spent many nights there. But don't forget that JK is a millionaire, he can afford many things. He can afford things in double, he can buy more than one pethouse, and he can have more than one place to stay. It's not that hard to understand.

So let me give you a scenario; JK is leaving for LA (in a few hours the time I'm writing this post), he needed to pack some stuff, and since some of his clothes were in Brunnen, he stopped by to do the laundry and finish his packing. Since he was alone he invited the member in their group chat. Jhope came by because he loves to spend more time with members right before his enlistment, and Tae also came because he was alone. Jimin didn't come because he was tired or unavailable. VHopeKook had a great time together and shared some minutes of it with us, then VHope left, and JK kept getting ready for his business travel. And again, none of this had nothing to do with Jikook being a couple and living together.

[seokjinsonlyone]

THE PREGNANCY HEADCANONS AHHHH I LOVED THEM!! They were soo good babes like you really know how to write for the boys 😭 also loved the jk kink slip in lol 🤭

But since we’re on the topic of pregnancy I’m gonna write out how many kids I think BTS would have cause that came into my head while reading lol

Seokjin: 3. Now for Jin his first would be a girl period. Jin gives such dad girl vibes idc idc but with Jin I see him having one boy that would end up being the middle child you know?? And I think he’d try for one more and end up with another girl because like I said Jin radiates girl dad vibes ✨

Yoongi: 3. NOW I WANT TO CLEAR SOMETHING UP, there was an interview back in the day where the boys talked about how many kids they wanted and everybody said Yoongi said he only wanted one but that was a mistranslation he said he wanted at least “one boy”. So in my imagination Yoongi ends up being a girl dad and has two girls first 🤭 and then he tries for one more and ends up with a boy ✨

Hoseok: 2 to 3. Now with Jhope I see him as a boy dad idk why but I feel his first would be a boy. And since he has a sister he would want his son to have a sibling and then the next baby would be a boy. Now I say two to three cause in my head I imagine Jhope wanting at least both a girl and a boy so when he ends up with just two boys I think his decision on another baby would be up-to the mother of his boys. If he did have another his youngest would obviously be a girl 🤭

Namjoon: 3. A boy and a girl as his first in that order is what I picture Namjoon with. And I know you’re asking so why the 3? Well i’m glad you asked because the answer is… ✨an oops baby✨ his last baby would be an oops baby 🤭 i am taking no counter arguments to this because it would happen to him and I’d bet my left toe on it 😭 so with Namjoon his oops baby would be a boy, idk why I see him having only one daughter but thats what i came up with lol

Jimin: 4. Jimin is one out of two of the members who is having a bit of a bigger family, to me in my head. For him I see him having and even number of both boys and girls but he has two girls first and two boys last. Now idk why but I can absolutely see Jimin having twins 🥺 specifically twin girls 🤭

Taehyung: 5. Now… we all knew this was the answer for this man lmfaoo but truly he’s gonna have the biggest family out of all the members. I see him having more girls than boys but his first child would be a boy and his last would be a girl; so overall three girls and two boys ✨

Jungkook: 3. SOMETHING ABOUT JK RADIATES TWIN ENERGY. Like his partners first pregnancy is gonna be twins like boy and girl twins 🥺. And he’s gonna think he’s done and doesn’t want anymore but before his twins hit school age he’s gonna realize he misses the baby phase and is gonna want one more, and its gonna be a girl 🤭

Ok im done, and I just want to preface that this is all delusion in my head that came up as I was reading the pregnancy headcanons, I simply just wrote this for fun and nothing more lol ❤️ I’d love to hear y’alls thoughts tho

WHEW CHILE YOU GOT ME SHAKING SHIVERING AND QUIVERING LIKE THEM IS SOME BIG NUMBERS LIKE DESPITE WHATEVER BANGTAN CHILD KICK I BEEN ON THE PAST COUPLE MONTHS ION WANT NONE OF THEM THINGS

my womb started caving in on itself good lord like you started off with my man and then 3 kids and i saw my life flash before my eyes good god anyway this is 100% a topic worth exploring and imma divide them up into 3 sections that you were touching on

girl dad

seokjin: i almost said seokjin would be a boy dad but nah he's def girl dad like i can 100% see you coming home from work or the gym or something and you walk past your daughter room and seokjin in there with 2 ponytails complete with the bows like when he dressed up as the squid game doll at that one ptd concert he'd have that hair and a tutu on playing some kind of princess damsel in distress rescue game and you'd walk past the room make eye contact with him and he's just got this 'i actually need you to save me from this' look on his face and all you do is pull out your phone snap a pic and keep going so you can start on dinner i think he'd definitely have 2 kids the first one gon need someone to play with and it simply can't be both of y'all forever so he'd probably have a boy and a girl

yoongi: yoongi is a girl dad through and through i don't make the rules it just is what it is like it don't matter how many kids he end up with they're all gonna be girls but you know what for some reason i'm feeling like he's either gonna have 1 or like 4 like either the one is gonna be enough and your tubes getting tied or like you're just gonna keep popping em out like tostino's pizza rolls

jimin: you know what i really can see jimin ending up with 4 kids and i would give em to him too 😩🤞i think i can see him with 3 girls and a boy and i just have this image of all of them clinging and hanging off of him like newborn cats and idk why he would be a girl dad but he just would like he's so silly and goofy the girls would just absolutely love him and that's fine bc my son would be all up under me 😒

boy dad

joonie: why i feel like all of joon chilren gon be "oops" babies on that kanye west "how you start a family the condom slipped up" type beat kslksksld and for some reason 3 really does feel right for him not for me but for him and i think there'd be a bit of an age gap too like i can see him having one little boy and he's gonna be so freaking cute like i got this picture in my head of joonie and the baby matching like he would get him little gray joggers and he'd have on a white onesie and cute tiny white nike airforce's to match joon and they'd be at the store and the baby would be holding on to his finger walking beside him and they'd have on the same fit and when y'all take the baby on an outing he'd put him on a little sweater vest and one of them newsboy hats oh my heart yeah <\3 anyway the age gap like y'all would have the first little boy and then 8-10 years of nothing and then y'all would end up having 2 back to back a girl then another boy

jk: tbh i just have this really strong image of jk roughhousing wit his son like throwing the kid around like a paper airplane and the kid would love it too be giggling and laughing don't even know his life is in peril he'd put him in lil track suits be real cute wit it and he would look just like him too big ole nose even bigger eyes would look somewhere between a blobfish and an anime character super adorable would take the kid to the park every weekend as long as the weather wasn't too inclement and play on the slides and swings and soccer with him like they'd just be so freaking active it's crazy you'd be tired enough for all 3 of y'all tho but anyway i feel like once the kid was old enough to go to school and jk couldn't pester him all day he'd pester you until you agreed to another one and i think it'd be a lil girl and he'd be the exact opposite with her 💀 all sweet and gentle acting like she could break at any second and would love dressing her up in fluffy glittery dresses and putting bows all over her but then she'd end up being just as rowdy as your first kid and he'd just about have a heart attack bc of it he'd still try to coax another one out of you once your daughter started school tho and that's when you'd have to ask him to go back to the park and find his mind bc you think he lost it

boffum

tae: now whew chile i know you said you can see him wit 5 kids but lemme tell you rn he ain't gettin em outta me he must gon have 2-3 baby mamas or sumn bc i do not have child rearing hips or god bless the woman that's gon produce his litter bc it ain't gon be me but frfr i can see him only having 1 like he seem like he would think he want a school bus full of kids but then gets the first one and is like "😀 let's never do this again" LOL and it really wouldn't matter whether it was a boy or girl i just know for sure that tae gon have that kid wit more hobbies than a little bit and it would drive you insane like one day the kid's a painter then they wanna play piano then guitar then violin then they're gonna wanna be a fashion designer and ask for a sewing machine then a pro golfer a pro gamer a fencer and tae gon be right there beside the kid taking the lessons with them like you not gonna be able to get either of them to settle down

hobi: i can see hobi with either one or two kids like i feel like he'd plan to have 2 kids but then he'd want to wait for the right time to have the second one but then the right time never really comes or y'all will discuss it every now and again and you'll have the one and both be like ehhh idk it's a lot of work should we do it again naahhh but maybe 👁️ and then just never have another OR you'd have twins OR you'd have the two kids separately but they'd be like minimum five years apart bc you just want to make sure your they got the best of y'all EITHER WAY it really doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl or whatever combination bc hobi just gonna turn the child into a mini version of him decked out in designer always crazy patterns always layered up carrying lil acorn bags and a nice hat kids gonna love taking a pic for sure like it'll be a lil ball of personality for sure but also very disciplined like why hobi seem like he'd be kinda strict with it like the way he pushes himself he would definitely push his kids too not too much they would never feel too pressured or like they weren't good enough but he'd always make sure they'd be doing their best

a/n: i clearly got carried away here 🤠 also i really don't know why i would have 4 kids wit jimin and not the rest of em like i cannot explain logically the difference but the feeling is just there

[kanmom51]

BTS Bonds

My top 5 favorite BTS duos

Vmin, Jikook and Taekook - how they doing nowdays as of May 2023

VMIN

Vmin so cute

Jimin loves Tae

Vmin are close but not romantically involved

Comparison between vmin and Jikook

This is not ‘a moment’

House of BTS on 23 October 2019 - Tae dragging JK away from JM’s car

Tae & Jimin

Vmin Butter album opening

Best friends with little to no boundaries

Let’s talk about Tae’s birthday

Jimin’s relationship with Tae

JM’s live and Tae’s comments

Vmin

AMA’s 2021 behind BTB

JM with V at his Music Bank recording

JIHOPE

JM and Hobi at Lolla

JM supporting his Hobi hyung

JM -  Hobi’s bright light

Hobi’s blessings for JM

JM Weverse 21 Jan 2023 18:41 KST

JM and Hobi enjoying Paris

JM Weverse post 23.1.23 17:58 KST

Love JM and Hobi’s bond

Jihope on the street

Hobi’s IG story 17 March 2023

JM and Hobi dance challenge up too

JM on Music Bank

Jimin W-live 4 April 2023

Hobi birthday live

JM IG story 8 April 2023

Jihope 17 April 2023

J-hope & Jimin's Challenge Video Shoot Sketch BTB

JINKOOK

Jinkook so precious

AMA 2021 Link 7 - Jinkook

Jinkook sibling dynamics (find the differences)

This one is hilarious

Memories 2021 Jinkook

Perilla leaf saga continues

JayKay

YOONMIN

JM Weverse 3.3.2023 10:11 pm

JM’s Weverse post for Suga’s birthday

JM like crazy dance challenge up

JM on Music Bank

Suchwita JM - Yoongi’s bluntness

JINMIN

He’s so frigging cute

Why is this person so adorable?

Nope

No suspicions on my side

Jinmin

Jin/JM interaction at SBS pre-recording

TAEKOOK

Tae asserting dominance with JK

Tae’s “get out of your imagination”

Taekook talk

Taekook talk again

TMA 2021 TKK being bro’s

Dream premiere together

Tae IG 14 May 2023

VHOPE

Vhope on the street

Museum date

HOPEKOOK

Hopekook - lol

Soundcheck Hopekook

Soundcheck - Hopekook

JK reacted to Hobi’s IG

NAMKOOK

Cuteness

What I think is a cute Namkook moment

TAEJIN

Tae looking after Jin

Chemistry

MINIMONI

JM on Weverse

RM looking out for JM at the airport

SOPE

Sope on the street

2 Seok

Jin Weverse 17 April 2023

3J

3J’s BTB 3 October 2021

3J’s BTB Jikook pure happiness

The 3J’s

Hobi the protector

JK’s “love you Jhope” oopsy

Those three

3J's part 1

3J's part 2

3 J’s

JK's Wlive 12 Feb 2023 the comments

JINMINKOOK

Bangtan Bomb 17 September 2021 JinJikook

Some JinJikook love

Jinjikook at their finest

JM and JK starring in Jin’s IG post 12 July 2022

JINMINHOPE

JM and Hobi visit Jin

1 April 2023

JINHOPEKOOK

Jin’s IG post 9 October 2022

YOONMINKOOK

Jikook came home for Suga’s birthday

VMINKOOK

JK reacting to Vmin

Vminkook are great friends

Vmin, Taekook and Jikook - the difference in dynamics

Tae policing or trolling Jikook

Jimin jealous. Or is he?

JK ignoring Tae

Pranking Tae during PTD

It’s always those three

170110 [BANGTAN BOMB] Message to A.R.M.Y as 'Blood, Sweat & Tears' last day

Maknae line levels of core strength

JK-Tae and JK-JM - The two lives and the differences between them

Tae the agent of chaos

A little more about Tae the agent of chaos

Well lookie here

VMINHOPEKOOK

7 October Tae IG story - finally we get to see Jikook together

Vminhope telling how V, Hobi, JM & JK spend spare time together

Happy new year

Hobi, JM, JK & Tae at Harry Styles concert:

Link 1; Link 2; Link 3; Link 4; Link 5; Link 6; Link 7 with Lizzo; Link 8 Hobi’s posting; Link 9 Jay Kay;  Link 10;

[back2bluesidex]

Not a Dream

Summary: She thinks she is not good enough for him. She thinks she has nothing to offer. But she doesn't know she is all he wants. But why?

Pairing: idol!Hoseok x Staff!Reader

Genre: Angst, Fluff, a very very little bit of smut, Hoseok is a bit obsessed.

Wordcount: 4.8k

a/n: This is my very first ff and I do not know anything. Forgive me for the mistakes and tell me how to be better.

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"what?" I exclaimed for the second time in 2 minutes, obviously because whatever I was hearing wasn't making sense at all. "But what's the need for me there?" I asked the manager again clearly not understanding why I was being escorted to the party that wasn't my place to be.

Jhope, Jung Hoseok, was throwing his grand glam party for his second solo album "Jack out of the box''s release and it was huge to say the least. Almost the entire Kpop industry was there. The top floor of the hybe building was then holding more wealth than some of the small countries. As expected, staff not having any direct connection with the album production weren't allowed to go even near the top floor today. I was certainly one of the uninvited ones. That was at least what I knew until Hoseok's manager came to escort me to the party. 

"Why is she being invited there when we're not even allowed to step near the floor? Just because she's an army?" Sooah, one of my teammates almost cried with pure jealousy laced in her voice. Well, it's not that I don't know the answer. I do, just don't wanna admit cause it all feels like a dream. There were some sort of things going on between hobi and Me. No, we weren't in a relationship. It was somewhat complicated. 

I was in the army and all of the seven adored me because of that. They never had a dedicated army among their staff ever before. After having me they literally started to treat me as if I represent the entire fandom. It's quite understandable because they were always so curious to know why the armys are more interested in their thighs than their faces (just joking). 

However, for me it was quite different. Getting to know them was a blessing. I got to know that they were even better personally but they live a very different life. I realized quickly that my love for Jung Hoseok was better to be cherished as a normal Fan-idol thing because my intensity would only make my heart break. And it did, it broke more and more every time I realized I am not perfect for Hoseok, I can never be. Obviously, he was the global star, BTS's Jung Hoseok and I was Y/N, a normal and very very ordinary girl with nothing to rock people off of their socks. 

But apparently Hoseok thought differently. Ever since I got drunk after a late night emergency meeting and blabbered the shit out to him about loving him so fucking much, he decided I am the one for him. God knows why. Whenever I try to tell him that he and I can't work, he seems to get more and more determined. This has been going on for some months. I have tried to tell him that this job is my dream and it's precious. I can't get fired and if I do, there's no way I'm getting another job in this kpop industry because by then I'll be known as the staff that "seduces the idols". I love him but I have to live, I have parents to support. 

But it seems like he is adamant to make things work between him and me. As much as it flutters my heart, it scares me as well. What if the higher ups catch it all? What if they rule me out of my dream project of Weverse magazine? What if they ask me to quit? What if I end up returning home! No no! Not a chance. I have to stay professional. Only if I wasn't a hybe staff, I would gladly accept his offer and would be already deciding upon our children's names. But no. I can't. Moreover, one thing I have understood, this glam life, fame, and attention aren't for me. It's all too complicated for me. I am better with my simple life. Now that I am done seeing Bangtan up close, and telling Hobi how much I love him, I can look forward and find a man to love and to be loved and settle down. 

However, Jung Hoseok won't let me. 

He had a different plan all along. He had a different plan when he dragged me into the empty copy room after seeing me giggling with one of male colleagues at the company cafeteria. He slammed me on the wall, whispered "You're mine" in my ears and pressed his lips on mine with such passion. Kinda possessive right? The only thing that his action did was make me fall for him even more. Making my strong-girl-pretense harder than ever. 

Only if my higher ups knew that I have been locking my lips with one of their biggest assets behind their backs then I'm sure, I was nowhere to be found in the company or maybe in the country, who knows. 

Back to the present, I still can't believe Hobi really wants me to be there in the party, when he clearly knows that I can't socialize, not even with people of my stature, and guests of his party were everything beyond my league. 

"It is his order Y/N and you know he can be really stubborn at times" his manager said. Well, who knows it better than me at this point. I knew there was no benefit of revolting to the manager. I need to call the mastermind. Excusing myself from them I went away to call Hobi. He received the third ring. "Hey, when are you coming? Why aren't you here yet? It has been almost 10 minutes since manager hyung left." Hoseok was very excited, I didn't even know why!" I started to put down my words carefully. "Hobi, you know I am not a great fan of parties and more specifically a party like yours. I am just a very big misfit there. I am sorry but I don't think I should..." "You're coming Y/N, if you don't want manager hyung to escort you then I myself will go and I am serious about it." His voice was demanding, authoritative even. I knew he was capable of leaving the party to take me with him and that would cause unnecessary drama, so I had to give in. 

I stepped into the party and it was a world itself. A world that knows nothing other than Gucci, Prada, Louis Vuitton, Chanel, Balenciaga and I couldn't feel more self-conscious in my $20 zip up hoodie and a pair of loose fit ripped jeans. At this point I was sure, people would not hesitate to think that I am in charge of cleaning services. I spotted the man immediately. He is called sunshine for nothing. So glamorous and beautiful with the aura that he wears, everyone buzzed around him like bees buzz around the most aromatic flowers. I felt so small there that I wanted to run away. And I decided that I would after meeting him, telling him that I kept his request, oh well, his order. 

My reverie was broken with a honey dripping voice that I can recognise even in my unconscious mind. "Hey, Y/N" Jin said, walking up to me and my smile reached my eyes. "Oppa!" I was about to jump on him. "Why do you look like you wanna run away?" He asked. "Because that's exactly what I wanna do, Oppa. You know that I am nothing but a misfit here. I really did not want to be here but Hobi won't listen to anything." He smiled, and I melted. "Y/N you know that you're special to him and on his special day he just wants to keep his special person by his side. But I understand your point too. Why don't you talk to him? Tell him how you're feeling here?" Jin completed. I sighed, "I want to talk to him but he is busy, which is natural." 

"What's the tea?" The man of the night was now standing just behind me, "what are you two talking about without me?" "We were just talking about you Hoba." Jin said, "Now I'll leave the two of you alone and meet some people. Enjoy the night Y/N" with that he left with a wink. And within an instant, I felt myself being dragged by my arm to a room, which seemed to be the storage for the drinks and food for the night. 

And here I am again, pressed against another wall, the man towering over me looking at me as if he will devour me then and there. "I know Jin hyung is your bias wrecker or whatever you say. But you should remember that I am the main character. I am your main character." His tone was kinda sultry but I wasn't the one to show that he intimated me easily, so I threw my counter attack. Teasing him a bit I said, "So you're now jealous of your hyung? That's a shame". I didn't expect him to agree but he did and said, "oh, hell I am. And you know what? I should mark you as mine. Everyone should know you belong to me or at least belong to someone already. What do you say baby?" I didn't get what he was saying, "what do yo---" and I was cut off since my lips were attacked by his ever waiting one. I obviously didn't waste my time in kissing him back but in the midway I felt my arms being pinned over my head as he attacked my neck in the purpose of sucking a bruise. I understood his assignment now. As if I wasn't already ashamed of showing up here wearing E-mark Sunday market clothes that he had to increase it more by giving me hickies. "Hobi please no!" I protested but it was of no use. He kept on sucking my sweet spot while I wiggled as much as I could. His lips left my skin once he was satisfied enough. He pulled his head up and looked deep into my eyes, while I did the same. His low voice ringed, "now you're marked and anyone that approaches you here should be shown that. Understood?" I gulped and before I could reply anything his phone vibrated signaling that he was gone for a bit too longer than he should. 

We both left the storage room one by one interval by interval to dodge suspicion. Once I was out, he was nowhere to be seen. More like, he was at his own place, dancing and mingling with some of the goddess looking ladies. I couldn't help feeling a bitter feeling inside of me. And I stood there alone, like the low-class introvert that I was, watching others like I'm watching a TV, close to my eyes but far from touch. The more I watched him that night, the more I realized, he and I are from two different worlds, and these worlds can't collide. They should remain at their places for the peace of the universe. 

I was deep in my thoughts and my eyes were almost glassy with the impact, when another known voice approached me. "Y/N!! Did not expect to see you here! What's up?``said Lee Sung hoon, one of the graphics designers, hybe always works with. We have worked with him during some of our Weverse magazine projects. He is also in the team that worked for Hobi's album this time, so even if he didn't expect to meet me there, I expected. And now I was embarrassed by his question. I parted my lips to reply but didn't know what to say, "I -uh". He cut me off, "oh well, it's dumb of me to ask you the question, since we all know you're close with the boys. So, I am sure you're here as part of the guest list." "Well, yeah, kinda" I replied. It was both fortunate and unfortunate that I found him there. Fortune because I stopped feeling way too out of place and lonely. Unfortunate because I then had to reply to all of his flirtatious remarks that he has been throwing to me since the day we met. 

We were talking about something which gradually landed in Hoseok. Sung Hoon said, "He is the life of the party. Isn't he? I mean, Man look at him, all the ladies are going crazy even the older ones too. " I smiled and nodded. "You too have a crush on him, I know," he added. "Is it news? The entire company knows he is the reason why I am still single." I replied. Sung hoon was quick this time, "yeah, I know I know but don't you think you're wasting your time and your youth?". I questioned him, "What do you mean?" He continued, "Look at him Y/N, he is the Jung Hoseok! The richest member of the biggest boy band of this world. One of the major shareholders of the company itself. There are female idols dying to get into his pants. No, I am not saying that he is out of your league but at the same time I am saying it, you will only get yourself hurt. He is like a dream to people like us. They can only be polite to us but they can never love us back. That's the reality." All of it hit me hard and he continued, "I have seen you looking at him as If he has star casted in his body. So I am worried for you. As a senior in this industry, I would suggest you refrain yourself from falling for an idol. They will entertain your idea but they won't return your feelings. They will just use you as a thrill, the thrill of having the forbidden fruit but nothing more." Was it all I was to hobi? A forbidden fruit? 

Thinking about it then I realized that Hoseok has never said that he liked me or he felt anything for me. His weird affection suddenly started and then I found him saying I belong to him and nothing else. Never did he say that he liked me but he claimed my lips with every chance he got. Now that I could think about it, all the clouds seemed to be in a silver lining. To him I was just a thrill, which was just a purpose of free entertainment. He could never love to be back or at least like me cause I don't reach upto his standard. Finally it felt like I understood the deal and I couldn't take it anymore. I was just staring at the ground, desperately blinking my tears away. I couldn't hear a word sung hoon said. I finally pulled my head up and  looked at sung hoon. "I will leave now Mr. Lee, it's getting late and I may miss the bus. Enjoy the party." Saying that I turned my heels to walk away but he called me back, "Y/N wait! Let me drive you home. It's pretty late anyway." "No, no! The buses are still available I can manage." I smiled at him but he looked at me being determined. "Have you even eaten anything yet? I don't think you did. Let's get outta here. I am quite bored as well. Let's grab dinner at the snack bar and then I'll drive you home. What do you say?" He offered. I wanted to be alone but at the same time I didn't want loneliness to devour me. So I accepted his offer and left the party with him. 

Hoseok's side: 

The man was very busy today, after all it's his listening party and he had high profile guests to attend. But his heart was with that one person. His heart left his body in the store room. One song played after another to let the guests hear those exclusively. But all he was waiting for was that one song. The one that he wrote for her and added to the album at the very last minute. It was the night when she let out her drunken confession, he found himself looking at the stars from his balcony. The lyrics came into his mind when he thought of her face, her lips, her eyes, which held so much love for him. The love he never found in anyone else ever before. And finally today he was going to play The song. He planned it all. He planned to be in front of her when the song would play, he planned to look deep into her eyes and tell all the things he couldn't. He will do it tonight. Just two more songs before the party ends, before that one song played, he had to find her. 

Hoseok looked for her but there wasn't any sign of her. He was clearly stressed and angry when he couldn't find her. He proceeded towards the exit and enquired the guard, "Have you seen Y/N? Did she leave?" The guard replied in positive and his anger now reached to the peak. "Did she leave alone?" He enquired again. "No sir, Mr. Lee was with her. They left 8 minutes ago approximately." Okay! So she left with the guy who just finds the opportunity of getting her in the bed? He was so mad, so mad! He would punish her well this time. Without thinking much he exited the party. He went out of the back entrance as fast as he could, he wanted to catch her on the way and pull her back to the party. He went to the parking area but he saw sung hoon's car still parked, knowing it was his car from the name plate attached to the car for emergency contact purposes. He rushed out of the parking lot and got in the street and he could already see his beloved giggling with sung hoon sitting in the coffee shop just across the street through the glass walls. He wanted to punish her, he promised himself he would punish her but right now he needed to be at the party. He returned and asked the dj to skip the last song, he said it should be kept as a surprise track. 

They say acceptance is the key to happiness. But to me it was the key to the dam of my tears, they kept on flowing. It was past 1 am and I kept on crying since I arrived at home. No, I didn't expect him to make me his girlfriend or anything then why did it hurt so bad? Why did the idea of Hobi just playing with my feelings tear my heart like a paper? I stared at the patterns that my mood lamp drew at my ceiling and my silent tears made their way to my pillow. It was about 10 past 1 when the doorbell rang, making me startled. There was no way I could have a visitor this late at night. Then who could it be? I was so afraid. What if it's a robber or a sick rapist? A lot of people know that I live alone! What if it's a stalker? Another round of impatient boor bells rang. I gained some courage to finally open up the door. Turning on the lights of the drawing room I held the door knob of my 1bhk apartment. My senses left me making me dumb enough not to take a look through the peeping hole. A grasp left my lips upon opening the door, seeing Hoseok standing there with dark eyes. 

"Hobi? What are you doing here at this hour?" I asked him in confusion. Well truth to be told, I knew why he was here probably but I was confused why didn't he call me first to know why I left the party. To be honest, it hurt me more when I didn't receive a single call from him which led me towards strengthening the ground of my assumptions. "Why? Did you expect someone else at this hour?" His voice was low but he almost growled and I knew he was super mad at me. "No, I mean, come in '' I asked him to enter my embarrassing home. 

Within what feels like a fraction of a second, I felt myself yet again being pinned at the nearest wall. Did this man have some fetish for pinning me? I thought to myself. His eyes were dark and those were measuring me from up to down as if I was naked, when the truth is I was clad in my comfy shorts and an oversized shirt with no bra on. 

His grip on my wrists tightened when he further pushed me to the wall and said, "how dare you leave the party? Without informing me? That too with another man?" He hissed. "So what would I do when I feel like a misfit at your glam party? That was not my place to be in Hoseok! Why don't you understand? You have seen me at parties before! I am the one who always stays in the corner! Even in the company parties where I know most of the people, I stay aside and you know it all very well. So you should understand how out of place I would feel in a party full of celebrities! I was so fucking embarrassed with the way I looked today among all of them! I can not even name the brands they were wearing! Their shoes were worth more than my entire apartment! Yet I was there! Just because you forced Me. Just because you wanted to make a fool out of me. I was fucking embarrassed and anxious Hoseok! Why the hell did you want me there? Why?" I burst out being unable to contain it anymore. My tears rolled down my cheeks and Hoseok's eyes softened. He let my hands free and wiped my tears away with his thumb. He gently said, "do you really think I would force you to the party just because... Just because.. I wanted to make you look like a fool? I wouldn't do that Y/N. I wouldn't even think of doing anything like this even in my wildest dreams. There was a reason, baby. There was a reason why I needed you there." And I was still angry with everything. I burst out again, "and need me for what?? For what exactly Jung Hoseok? To show me how different your and my worlds are? To show me that I can't even love you? To show me that I am nothing but a cheap thrill to you? To make me believe that I can never be the one for you?". "Shut the fuck up!" His eyes were ablaze. He was clearly infuriated at this point. He held my shoulders and pushed me to the wall again. "You don't get to say anything! You just don't get to put your words in my mouth! I fucking wrote a damn song for you to tell you how I feel for you and forced you to the party so that I could let the World know that you're mine and I'm yours. To let all the guests of the party know that they are only listeners but the girl right beside me was the muse. But what did you do? You left! You left with that nutjob who desperately wants you in his bed! And when I went to look for you, I found you giggling with him!! Tell me is that fair? Tell me is it fair that you choose to stay away even when you love me? Tell me is it fair that I had to chase you when you could easily run into my arms? Tell me Y/N is it fair that you choose to stay oblivious when I..." His voice shook a bit but he continued anyway "when I am desperate for you? When I am in fucking love with you?" My eyes widen with the sudden confession. Was it really not a dream? The man of my dreams was in love with me? Is it even possible?

Before I could say something Hoseok continued, "but now, I have had enough. Enough of this push and pull game of yours. You never reciprocate to me properly but you also never hesitate to kiss me back when I kiss you! What do you want Y/N? Stop giving me mixed signals! Stop being so afraid! Tonight either let me claim you completely or push me away. If you decide to push me away I promise I will never disturb you again." With that he left my hands and just stood in front of me. I wanted to push him away so badly but just the thought of him stopping "disturbing me" knocked me off my breath. He was right. I was being a coward, I was being afraid of the future and I declined to enjoy the present. That's it. Yeah! Carpe diem! Let's live in the present. Hoseok loves me. The man of my dreams loves me. I needed to claim him. And I pressed my lips on his. He didn't even take a second to kiss me back. But he pulled back immediately and said, "So should I take this as an answer?" I looked deep into his eyes and said, "Claim me, Jung Hoseok." "Are you sure? Cause once I claim you, there's no going back." He breathed out. I pressed my lips on his as the response and he devoured me without wasting a second. 

And that night he claimed all of me. He claimed me by sealing his lips with mine. He claimed me by touching me everywhere he could. He claimed me by painting bruises all over my body. He claimed me by stuffing me with his fingers and his dick. He claimed me my fucking me raw and shooting his cum in me. He claimed me by naming my v-card in his name. I was sore the next morning and the pain shot through me, the moment I opened my eyes. I actually didn't expect him to stay over. I thought he would leave early when the streets would still be deserted. But there he was laying beside me, looking at me with his sleepy eyes. oh! Was I really waking up beside the man of my dreams? It isn't a dream right? It couldn't be, I was still sore with his claim all over me. "You didn't leave? I thought you would leave." I said. He smiled at me and replied, "I didn't come here to leave Y/N. And I am not leaving till the album releases. I need you to listen to the song, with me beside you." I smiled at his response, I was still in a daze. It was All hard for me to believe. "Can I ask you something?" I asked, staring into his dark brown orbs. "Sure, go ahead."  He replied. "Why do you love me, Hoseok? I don't have anything to be loved by a man like you." I finally let out my biggest question ever. He smiled at me, pulling me closer with his one arm draped around my waist. "I love you because you love Jung Hoseok more than you love Jhope. Jhope is loved by millions but Jung Hoseok still craves to be loved. The love that I found in your eyes for the first time when we were introduced. But I didn't think much of it until you decided to confess after being drunk that night. Your love is precious to me Y/N and I don't know if I can find a love like yours if I let you go. And this is what made me adamant to make you mine. And when you didn't reciprocate just because you thought you're not good enough for me, it made me angry. And I burst out seeing you with someone else. Now, remember you are mine and I am yours. So don't you dare ignore me. I'll teach you tough lessons if you do." He completed it. I giggled, shoving my head in his bare chest and we stayed like this until it was time to listen to his song. The song that was written solely for me, oh what a feeling to be a muse. Sitting on my couch being wrapped around in his arms, we kissed and listened to, "Not a dream" 

"Oh I am standing before you

It's not a dream

I am reaching out for you 

It's not a dream

Don't be so afraid

A love like this is hard to find

Tell me you love me too 

Cause you are all there in my mind."  

[mrs-monaghan]

Do you have a video for the bv4 instance that you guys mentioned where jk had to collect himself?

Hello my dear. Mizgator our queen of analysis talks about it here starting from the 14:12 minute mark. She explains the sexual tension though but doesn't bring up the footsie. So it will be my pleasure 😁😁😁

First of all. Here is JK shamelessly turning on his man. Before we continue there's a few things you have to understand. BTS were on break and Jimin went to Paris and Hawaii while JK stayed in SK. (Yes they saw eo for a few hours for JK's surprise bday but I'm sure it wasn't enough. No way) So they didn't see eo much. And BV 4 started like as soon as Jimin landed. Like he came home the day before and then the next day they were shooting BV4 ep 1. So my guess is, Jikook had not...... well. They had not. Alright? Not for a while anyway. So a simple footsie like that, would have driven anyone crazy. Especially if your sex life is usually off the chain. Which by some of the things we have accidentally witnessed, I think its safe to say Jikook know how to have fun.

JK said yes. He enjoyed having his hands tied during ON 😏😏

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Now I'm not saying these motherfuckers are kinky, but that's exactly what I'm saying 🙈

Okay. So anon this is the sequence. JK's toes are proper digging into his boyfriend's leg. And Jimin can pretend he is not paying attention because he's busy talking, but that man can feel every, single, press of what JK is doing

If you watch the video I linked above JK was proper pressing in on Jimin's leg. There is no way to ignore that.

Then suddenly Jhope asks Jimin;

And that's when JK gets up to leave. He was like; babe, you're on your own 🤣 And Jimin answers while looking at JK who is leaving;

Jhope for some reason keeps probing. 😂😂Note RM has his eyes on JK. This man knows Jikook and knows them very well. He was sus of JK and that's why he's watching him.

Lets keep in mind that indeed this room was actually very hot. SOPE switched seats because it was too hot. So keep in mind that this room is HOT. Okay? It's important.

So after getting the 3rd degree from Hobi as to why he was hot or if he was embarassed, Jimin gives the game away by looking at the Jimcock. Now this, is what let me know the dude was in hornyland.

What are u looking at Jimin? 🧐 what did JK do to you? 🤭🤭 So anyway, the culprit comes back with a whole ass coat on. Remember how we said the room was hot? Yeah.... why does JK have a coat on??

So anon like u mentioned, here is where Jikookers think JK went to the bathroom or outside to cool off/collect himself because he was hard. But I, think JK went to grab this coat so he could cover the Jungkonda. He didn't leave for long and when he came back he worked real hard to keep that place covered. So mans was still h.a.r.d

Moving on swiftly, Jimin pulls a Suga, and refuses to look up during the group toast.

Gee, I wonder why 🤔

So I know Jikook were sharing a room. Now while I believe they cuddled and then went back to their respective beds in the morning for shooting, I dont believe that's where the love making took place. I believe it was in the RV outside. No one was was using it and everyone was inside and they could be as loud as they wanted get all the privacy they needed. It had been a while. Privacy was required 😉

Damn. See why I said this blog aint for underage peeps? Anyway. Jikook is real.