#jjannie….channjie…..

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not me actually full on sobbing at 1am… you’ve done it again 😭

this chapter was so beautiful, and so heart wrenching. i know things are supposed to get worse before they get better, but holy shit i wasn’t expecting it to hurt so much 💔🔨 like i started crying the second chan asked “are you mad?” and did not stop.

i’m glad reader finally got a chance to speak to iseul, one of the notes i made while reading was that i didn’t like her so i’m glad to see there was some opening up on that front.

and bestie changbin 😭💔🔨 inviting reader to go bowling, asking about the situation with minho, the return of the cinnamoroll pencil 🥰 god i love changbin 😪

speaking of minho, the fact that chan knew on a surface level that something was going on… he’s so chan for that. god i love him, i want to see him get better for himself. both in the story and irl. he’s so amazing and talented and beautiful and smart and funny 😭😭 i can go on about how much i love him.

you’ve just once again written something so incredible and amazing. the way you write the characters is so believable, and the stories you tell are always so interesting. thank you for working so hard on this 💖 -🐾

sobbing…..oh no ㅠㅠㅠ i’m very sorry for the torment these lovesick fools have caused haha i know this part was a bit rough to get through so i hope it was still enjoyable in some ways! but it’s exactly as u said, it’s always darkest before the dawn!! things can only go up from here~

the fact that u got emotional before that scene even fully spiraled out of control really touches my heart for some reason, it’s like you could sense exactly where things were going ㅠ it was a challenge to write for many reasons, but most of all having to depict channie so hurt n confused abt what he did wrong…he can’t even understand why neglecting himself would ever be a problem

i 100% understand why you don’t like iseul LOL she’s definitely meant to be abrasive and self absorbed…she has a lot of maturing to do, but the reader also needs to grow! though their friendship needs work im happy u found that snippet to be a step in the right direction <3 and our bestie binnie!!! where would we be without him and without CINNAMOROLL…the true stars of the show

i’m also happy you found that to be a channie detail…he really is so smart and emotionally intelligent and perceptive of every little thing even if he doesn’t always let it show, it’s incredible. both in the story and irl…now ur gonna get me emotional 😞 he’s such a beautiful shining light in this world it’s easy to worry that w how much he brightens things for others that he might be left in the darkness. but knowing how dear skz are to him i hope that the boys n all his other loved ones can provide that same light for him!

thank you so much for your sweet words, you’ve really uplifted me so much throughout this series it means the world to me! i appreciate you not only taking the time to read everything, but to also share ur thoughts on each part, it’s truly so kind and thoughtful of you ♡ i hope the (real) final part will wrap things up to your liking!!