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Can I request something with Gavi being barely even home resulting to reader feeling lonely and empty? A fluffy ending please! Gracias a todos!

You're Losing Me (Gavi)

Summary: You and Gavi's relationship is slowly falling apart - and neither of you know how to save it.

Warnings: Angst. Toxic behavior. 

A/N: This request literally revived me so thank you. I’m so excited to write angst hopefully you like it! Also thank you guys for 1k notes on Surprise, here’s my gift to you. Please send requests!

Word count: 6.8k+

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It was the fourth Tuesday in a row that you ate alone in your apartment. The fourth time Gavi had skipped out on your plans last minute, sending a quick half-hearted text about one event or the other.

The first time it was because Coach had asked Gavi to stay after practice, keen on teaching him the perfect one-touch shot. Then it was a missed dinner because Jordi Alba had invited him out with some other players, and he just couldn’t say no, because he was finally starting to feel like a part of the family - like the older players had finally started to respect him.

Of course you hadn’t minded the first few times, he had been apologetic enough, promising you that he would be there next time, but each next time took on the next week, and soon the prospect of next time didn’t hold as much meaning anymore. You were accustomed to reading those words by now, and you rarely took time to read over the dwindling text messages anymore, eyes only scanning for those two words, the ones that had become a staple in your relationship.

Next time.

Next time you would cook dinner for him and he would be there to eat it. Next time he would tell you he loved you in person, rather than getting an impassive ‘sorry cariño’. The thought of next time, which once seemed like a lifeline to you, had become a dull reminder of the boy who was just on the other side of the city, only a measly train ride separating you both. Yet the distance seemed much greater.

But now the football season was drawing to a close, and instead of being excited at the notion of having more time to spend together, you felt uneasy and on edge, almost as if you were waiting for the other shoe to drop, something to come up, making the distance between the two of you that much more tangible.  

You felt your phone buzz next to you and your eyes unintentionally went to the clock.

9:45 pm.

The texts were getting later and later each time.

You already knew what awaited you, but you couldn’t help but scan the message regardless.

“Can’t come tonight, only have a few days till the season ends and the guys wanna make the most of it. Be there next time. Noche.”

There it was again, that unexplainable feeling in your chest, like your heart was always one step ahead of your brain, preparing for the loss of something that hadn’t yet left. Your mind was an incomprehensible mess, a jumble of contrasting thoughts and memories, forcing you to overthink situations and undervalue your emotions.  

You lifted your head watching your roommate land with a thump on the couch beside you, “He canceled again, didn’t he?”

You opened your mouth, an excuse on the tip of your tongue.

She held up her hand, “Don’t try to defend him. He knows it isn’t fair.”

You avoided her gaze, “You don’t get it. He’s really in demand and-”

“It doesn’t matter that he’s famous or a professional athlete, that doesn’t discredit his actions, or put the blame on anyone but him.”

She continued, “Look Gavi’s a good guy, I like him,” you stared at her, “I do! But he’s stupid if he doesn’t realize that he’s losing you. I know you, and while you might make excuses for him now, I know that sooner or later you’re going to notice that he hasn’t been treating you like you deserve, and you’ll be smart enough to leave.”

You felt the impact of her words full force, like a sledgehammer beating into your body. All the signs were there, right in front of your face, and you had been turning a blind eye, not wanting to admit what your heart already knew.

You knew it. The distance you had felt hadn’t been in vain – every day you could feel the connection between the two of you chip away, so small, you wouldn’t think to notice it till you stood back and looked at the bigger picture.

As a result of both your busy schedules, you both had come up with the idea of having Tuesday night, the most boring day of the week as agreed on, reserved for just the two of you. On Tuesday you didn’t have classes that ran well past dinner time or have to pick up late-night shifts at the restaurant, and he didn’t have evening practice. It was perfect. Tuesday was yours.

Except it had been four weeks since you’d had a proper conversation with Gavi, and you couldn’t help but see the difference in your relationship when you first got together, both eager and determined to spend as much time together as possible, to now, where even if you attended his games, you two still managed to get away without speaking.

You shook your head, “I-I need to take a walk.”

She reached over placing a hand on your shoulder, “Y/n. I’m sorry-”

You shook it off, standing up, “No it’s ok, it’s not your fault. I just need to clear my head.”

You felt the cool night breeze hit you as you walked the streets of Barcelona. It was unusually quiet in this part of town, the lights from the main strip didn’t reach this far out, and for a moment the quiet reminded you of your hometown.

If you closed your eyes, it was almost like you were fifteen again, back in your childhood bedroom, before the ideas of pretty boys with big brown eyes and the weight of managing both university and a job plagued all your thoughts.

You reached a lookout point, the top of the hill dropping to show you the expansive city below. You stared out, the buildings looked so small up here, barely more than a glowing dot in the dark, the cars a blur of soft yellow. You wondered which tiny dot Gavi was in. You wondered if he had checked his phone, seeing that you hadn’t texted him back like you usually did. You wondered if he even cared.

You shook your head trying to get rid of the unwanted thoughts.

Your relationship with Gavi was good. He made you laugh like nobody else, whispering secrets in each other’s ears like schoolchildren, making forts out of old sheets in his childhood bedroom when you met his family for the first time. You remembered his sweet smile, the way his eyes would crinkle unintentionally when he couldn’t hold back his excitement or happiness. You remembered confiding in him about school, how you were so stressed because you couldn’t manage eighteen credits while simultaneously holding a job that required you to be on your feet for hours at a time. You could still feel the soft caress of his hand, as he squeezed yours, providing you comfort, cracking a badly executed joke here and there just to get you to smile while listing a hundred reasons why if anyone could do it, it would be you.

So, if he made you feel all those things, why did his absence make you feel so tiny, so insignificant?

Your finger hovered over the call button, and you hit it hesitantly.

You just wanted to hear his voice.

That would be enough.

It rang seven times before the line went dead.

It took you a moment to realize you hadn’t put your phone up to your ear, waiting with bated breath for the timer on the screen to start, indicating he had picked up, but it never did.

You stuffed your phone back into your pocket, the same unsteady feeling in your heart strumming.

Once.

Twice. 

Then it was gone.

You came home to a quiet apartment and your roommate already asleep.

You shuffled into your room silently, you would give it one more week you decided. Next time would be the last.

The next week came, and while it was the first week Gavi had off from training, he had already planned to go to Ibiza to attend a music festival with his hometown friends. He had invited you, but it was more of an afterthought, and you couldn’t find it in yourself to go because of rushed ‘you can come if you want’ and a barely there apology so you left it.

You got an ‘I’ll miss you’ text from him and for a moment it made you smile, filling you with warmth. However, an ‘I miss you’ only did so much, and other than his sweet messages, there was really no intent behind his words.

Now it had been two days since Gavi had gotten back from his Ibiza trip, and you couldn’t hide the surprise on your face when you glanced over and saw a Facetime call from Gavi.

When was the last time the two of you had Facetimed? Maybe two months ago? It was much easier to send a text, the times both of you were free were few and far between.

You answered the call, pushing your textbook to the side. The dark grey interior of Gavi’s car greeted you.

“Hello?” You asked.

“Hey, Y/n long time no talk.” Gavi joked, but you felt your stomach flip at the truth behind his words.

“I can’t see you.” You said.

“Oh shit, did I accidentally Facetime? My bad I told Siri to call and she must have Facetimed instead. Let me call you.”

You went to speak but heard the three beeps indicating the call had been cut.

You heard the phone ring again and bit back a sigh. You just wanted to see his face.

You answered on the second ring.

“Hey sorry about that. I wanted to call and tell you that I’m back from Ibiza.”

“Yeah, I know.” You admitted, “I remembered.”

There was a beat of silence.

“Well, anyways I wanted to ask you to come with me to the Spanish football gala tomorrow.”

“Tomorrow?”

You heard some shuffling and suddenly Gavi’s voice was much clearer and closer to the phone. You assumed he took it off speaker.

“Can you not come?”

You hesitated, “Uhm I’m not sure. It’s so last minute and I’m already scheduled at the restaurant tomorrow.”

“Can’t you just take off?” He persisted.

You felt your brow furrow, “I’m already on the schedule, I can’t just decide to take off the day before, I need to find someone to replace me.”

“Ok, tell whoever that I’ll sign a jersey for them if they do.”

You suddenly felt angry. Why did he think that you could only get a day off work if he helped you out? Were you not capable of handling your own situations? You hated feeling like this, like you weren’t even your own person, just a shadow of who you were with.

“No that’s fine. I’ll just take off like you said, simple.” You couldn’t help but let the bitterness seep into your voice.

He went to say something, probably sensing the shift in your mood, but you cut him off, “I have to go. Bye Gavi.”

You hung up before he could respond.

Finding someone to replace your shift was easier said than done, but after some back and forth, and a promise to Marcus to cover his next two shifts, you were free.

Free to prance around in a hall filled with people you barely knew, with a boy who you thought about more in your memories than you saw in real life.

The night of the gala arrived, and you were decked out, wearing the earrings Gavi had gifted you for your one-year anniversary paired with a necklace you had received after graduating high school.

Gavi had originally said he would pick you up but had sent a quick text earlier in the morning explaining that the team was getting ready together at a hotel, and to just meet him at the venue.

Your roommate had agreed to drive you and you gave her a grateful smile as you got in the car.

“Ana thank you for taking me.”

She brushed the comment off playfully, “No problem. Gotta step up when Gavi steps down.”

You let out a short laugh, “My hero.”

You got to the venue a couple of minutes before you had planned to meet Gavi and nervously walked around, staying out of the path of cameras.

You found someone to take you to a tent where some Barca staff were waiting for the players to start the program.

You walked in, a surprised look taking over your face once you noticed Pedri and a few other players in the corner.

You weren’t aware that some of the players from the hotel had arrived yet.

Pedri noticed your entrance and came over to say hello.

You gave him a quick hug, making casual small talk.

Just ask him, a voice in the back of your head urged.

Finally, you bit the bullet, attempting to sound as casual as possible, “How did you guys get here so early? I thought everyone was leaving the hotel at 6.”

“Ehh, it wasn’t that important, so I skipped it. Half the guys didn’t go anyway, and the other half just went to play FIFA. Besides I beat them every time, so it gets a little boring after a while.”

You tried to laugh at his joke, but could only manage a watery smile, mind running a mile a minute.

So Gavi hadn’t actually needed to go but chose to.

Leaving you alone.

Again.

It wasn’t a big deal by itself. But it was the fact that this was just another item you could add to your ever-growing list of things Gavi cared about more than you. You wondered briefly if you had been wrong, and if he had missed some other event to be there with you, only to remind yourself that you hadn’t seen him in a month, so no, he hadn’t.

You were still grappling with your emotions when Gavi arrived, unsure whether to confront him or just let this be another thing you swept under the rug.

Your reunion, if you could even call it that, was lackluster at best. He had walked in with some of his teammates, immediately going to greet the rest of his team, completely ignoring you standing on the right side of the room with Pedri.

It was only once he asked where Pedri was that someone pointed the two of you out.

You felt your body deflate; he hadn’t even asked for you.

Were you overthinking things again? Maybe he had just forgotten in the excitement of seeing his whole team for the first time after the season ended?

Gavi made his way over to the two of you, reaching out to Pedri first. You watched as they exchanged a hug before Gavi’s eyes floated over to yours.

“Hey.” His voice was casual, like he was greeting a mailman, or thanking the cashier.

“Hi.”

You closed the space, attempting to hug him, but he grabbed your shoulders stopping you, looking down.

You followed his gaze.

“I don’t want to wrinkle the dress.”

You felt your heart thud against your chest, and while you knew he only had good intentions, the rejection still stung.

You stepped out of his embrace, watching his hands drop to his sides, “Okay.”

The carpet went by in a blur, you posed with Gavi for a few photos before moving to the side and letting him enjoy the spotlight, he had worked hard for it. You took a couple of photos with some of the other teammate's girlfriends and wives before you headed inside.

Once inside, there was still some time left before the actual dinner portion of the gala started. The gala was held for all Spanish football clubs as a celebration of their hard work during the season. It was also a great event to network, giving players the ability to talk with different coaches and directors they otherwise might not have gotten the chance to, allowing for discussions of thinly veiled preseason transfers to commence without the fear of unwanted ears listening in.

You found Gavi in the crowd quickly, linking your arm with his. He looked over at you, a smile taking over his features once he noticed you.

“Glad you found me.”

You noticed with great relief that his eyes still crinkled in the corners when he looked at you,

“I always do.”

The next however many minutes spent till dinner service started comprised of Gavi talking with various different players and directors as you stood like a shiny accessory off his arm, too insignificant to be acknowledged in conversation.

The call for dinner provided you solace from the repetitive conversations and mundane questions. You took a seat next to Gavi and were confused to find both Joao Felix and Antoine Griezmann seated at your table.

You leaned into Gavi, “I thought the clubs sat together?”

“Me too. I think they’re doing alphabetical tonight though.” He whispered.

“Which one’s your least favorite?” You looked up shocked at Gavi’s question, watching a boyish grin take over his features as he tried to hide his laugh, interlacing your fingers on your lap.

You shoved into him lightly, “They’re sitting right there!”

He leaned in closer, nose softly grazing your ear as he spoke, “Yeah but between me and you, I think Joao could have had a better season in Chelsea.”

You shook your head in disbelief, fighting back the smile that was threatening to spill out. Your eyes caught his and for a second it seemed like you had been transported back in time, back to when these types of moments were the standard not the exception, back when it felt like you were on each other sides, back when laughter was the antidote instead of tense silences filled with awkward hello’s.

His eyebrow lifted ask if to ask if you agreed with him, and a small murmur of agreement from you was all he needed before he opened his mouth, ready to hammer his point home, but his attention switched last second.

It was like you could visibly see the shift in his demeanor. First, it was his eyes glancing past yours, seeing the midfielder approaching. Then it was the subtle grip on your hand loosening, his fingers slipping through the gaps. Next, it was the complete shift in body, his posture straightening as he leaned his body away from yours, position shifting to face Pedri who had sat in the spot next to him.

To his credit, Pedri acknowledged the both of you but it was clear Gavi paid no mind to you, not evening sparing you a glance as he became immersed in a conversation with Pedri.

You tried to pretend it didn’t affect you and while you could lie to everyone else, you couldn’t lie to yourself. You had built up this evening up so much in your head, telling yourself that tonight would be the shifting point in your relationship and that everything would go back to the way it once was, but it was shaping up to be another Tuesday you had become all too familiar with.

Why did it feel like you were always competing for his attention?

Your mind was reeling, all the small actions Gavi did that you kept pushing aside, were floating back to the surface, each little remark or dismissal a little tug on your heartstrings till you were sure that if you stayed at the table a for a moment longer you wouldn’t be able to stop the onslaught of tears quickly approaching.

You stood from the table abruptly, catching a few people’s attention, but you gave them a polite smile, or at least you hoped it had been polite, you couldn’t focus on anything but the stinging in your eyes and the sinking feeling in your stomach.

You swiftly walked towards the restroom, glancing over your shoulder to see if anyone had noticed but your eyes fell on Gavi’s form. He hadn’t even bothered turning around.

Of course, he hadn’t. 

Somehow that hurt more than anything else.

You were immensely grateful for the single-use restroom as you locked yourself in, shaky hands coming to steady yourself on the sink.

Don’t cry. Don’t cry.

You were internally screaming at yourself, begging yourself to keep yourself together but the feeling was too overwhelming and before you could stop you felt the first tears slip down. Your shoulders shook as you forced yourself to be silent, embarrassed about someone walking by and overhearing you pitying yourself.

One hand covered your mouth as you muffled your sobs, while the other dug into the stupid marble sink until the skin was pink and indented. The pain acted as a distraction from the unbearable pressure in your chest, and you instinctively pushed your hand harder into the sink.

Your fingers felt numb as you slowly removed them, closing your eyes to steady yourself. It was obvious that you weren’t in the best mental state, but you couldn’t exactly sit in the bathroom for the next hour to sort it out. You had to clean yourself up and go back to pretending.

Yes, pretending, you realized, was exactly what you had been doing. This whole night you had been pretending, pretending everything was okay, pretending that your relationship was fine when in truth you couldn’t even remember what Gavi’s laugh sounded like.

When had it become all pretend?

Was there anything left here? Were your best years behind you both?

These unanswered questions haunted you as you calmed yourself down, wrapping around you like a blanket, one that provided you no comfort but rather a feeling of suffocation.

Finally, your eyes had dried, and the redness had faded significantly. You had gotten your breathing under control, and you felt a little lighter having stopped denying what had been plaguing your mind for weeks now.

You took one final glance in the mirror, smoothing out your dress as you exited the restroom.

You walked slowly back to the table. You had decided that if you could just get through tonight, go home, and cry and think some more, then by tomorrow morning you would be able to talk to Gavi and decide what to do.

But that plan had flown out the window when you arrived back at the table to a confused Gavi.

It seemed he had finally noticed your absence.

“Where did you go? They served dinner 15 minutes ago.”

“I had to use the restroom.”

“For 15 minutes?”

“There was a queue.” You lied.

He seemed to accept your answer and you chose to focus on your food rather than him.

You were halfway through your meal when you noticed Gavi giving you a double take from the corner of your eye.

“Your eyes are red.” He spoke in a hushed voice.

“I don’t know why.”

“Are you sure?” His attention was beginning to slip again, eyes darting back between you and Pedri.

“Yes, I’m fine.” You heard your voice waver on the last syllable, a tick you had when you were lying, and Gavi immediately picked up on it, facing you fully.

“What’s wrong?”

You shook your head not wanting to get into everything here.

“I’m ok.”

“You’re not.”

“Gavi.” You warned.

“What happened? Did someone say something?”

“No. Just drop it please.” Your voice had gone soft, tired of defending yourself.

“Y/n just tell me, I’ll help.” He urged.

You stayed quiet.

“What’s wrong?” He asked again, adamant to get an answer.

You felt yourself grow annoyed, why couldn’t he just let it go? Why was he suddenly interested in how you felt? You were just trying to protect what little left the two of you had and he seemed intent on destroying it.

“It’s you.”

He looked taken aback, eyes pooling with hurt and confusion, his body slightly deflating, “W-what?”

The moment was interrupted when the announcer took over the stage, beginning the presentation for the night, highlighting a few key players and matches.

You looked away first, turning to face the stage, clapping along, acting as though you couldn’t feel Gavi’s gaze burning into your back as he desperately tried to get your attention.

Once the presentation was over you were quick to excuse yourself, using the pretense of going to get a drink as a getaway.

You held your breath as you walked, praying Gavi wouldn’t follow you, and while he got up immediately once he noticed, he was quickly interrupted by another player coming to congratulate him, allowing you to slip away while he watched helplessly.

You let out a huff, leaning against the bar trying to slow your heartbeat.

“Long day?”

You looked over to see Joao standing next to you, watching as the bartender poured his drink.

“Something like that.”

He nodded, “Me too. Been a long couple of days actually.”

You smiled, “Actually, it’s been a long couple of weeks.”

He turned his head to look at you, “I take it back. It’s actually been a long couple of months.”

You raised your hand in mock surrender, “Ok I can’t beat that.”

He grinned, “Yeah not many people can.”

Your expression matched his own, and you gave your order to the bartender before turning to face him again, “So how’s the season been?”

“Shit. Honestly, I’m not even sure why I’m here I played for Chelsea this season not Athletico.”

You couldn’t help but laugh at his abruptness.

“Yeah, I saw your first game. A red card first match is pretty brutal.”

His grin only widened, “Oh keeping tabs are we?”

You gave him a playful glare, “Of course gotta know how Barca’s competition is doing.”

“Oh, so you’re a Barca girl?”

“Since the day I was born.” You revealed proudly.

And it was true, even before you had met Gavi, you had loved Barcelona. Growing up in a family of football lovers, your family had declared FC Barcelona as their home club, and you had witnessed so many legends play for Barcelona and so many underdogs find their true passion at the club.

“Can I tell you a secret?” he asked, and you gave him a nod of encouragement, pretending to zip your lips shut making him smile, “Ok well it’s always been my dream to play for Barcelona. Messi was always an idol to me.” He confessed.

Your mouth dropped open in shock before you abruptly shut it, your eyes almost widening comically as you spoke excitedly, “What oh my gosh. I’m in shock. Messi? But you play with Ronaldo!” You gasped.

He laughed at your facial expression, as he whispered, “I know! That’s why it’s a secret.”

You nodded along with his words, sending him a duh expression, “Of course, I won’t say anything I promise.”

“Promise what?”

Gavi had appeared by your side, a firm hand set on your waist, as he gently tugged you back into his body.

You peeked up at Gavi to see he was already looking down at you, jaw set. You gulped.

“Nothing much, just talking about the season.” You replied.

You saw Gavi’s eyes flicker between the two of you before he brought you closer, “Can we please talk?”

You bit your lip unsure but nodded.

He slipped his hand into yours as he led you to a quieter area. You waved goodbye to Joao as Gavi pulled you through the crowd, and he held his drink up in response.

He was a nice guy. You hoped next season would be better for him than the last.

He guided you to a standing table and propped your hands on the table as he played with the ring on your index finger.

“This a really pretty ring, is it new?” He asked eyes focused on your fingers.

“No, I got it last month.”

“I haven’t seen you wear it.”

“I’ve worn it every day since I got it.”

“Oh.”

You gently removed your hand from his, knowing that talking circles about something so small was going to get you nowhere.

“What do you want Gavi?” You asked quietly.

His voice came out gravelly, “I want to know how I let it get to the point where you feel more comfortable calling me Gavi rather than Pablo.”

His words when straight to your heart, and you could feel his pain almost as much as you could feel your own.

“I-I don’t know.”

You heard his breath falter, “I miss you calling me Pablo. Hell – I even miss you calling me Pablito. I’d take anything over whatever this is.” He gestured pointing between the two of you.

“Ok then let’s talk about it. Let’s talk about where it went wrong.”

His eyes lifted at your words, “Why are you speaking in the past tense?”

You remained silent.

“Amor please, why are you speaking in past tense?” You could hear the panic building in his voice.

“I think we don’t spend enough time together.”

“Ok we can fix that. No problem.” He agreed, desperate to save what was slowly unraveling.

“But do you want to? Fix it I mean?”

“Of course, I do. Please just tell me what to do and I’ll do it.” His voice was almost near begging, and you knew without a doubt that you were in a similar state.

You couldn’t believe that this was happening here, in front of all these people, but it wasn’t fair to either of you to hold it any longer. You had to have this conversation sooner or later and it seemed like tonight was the time for it.

“Sometimes I feel like you don’t have time for me.” You finally admitted what you had been feeling for the last month.

He shook his head rapidly, “I do! But I mean we both have such busy schedules, you have even less time than I do with school.” he argued, “You also have work so that cuts down on the time we have too, but I’m not complaining.”

You were trembling with anger as you spoke, but you kept your voice low, “Yes, because I have to work a job to be able to afford college. I hate the hours probably more than you do, but I do it because I have to. I don’t have an option. I want to go to school? I have to fund it. But you? You didn’t have to go out with the guys after practice or stay around Ansu’s to play FIFA, but you did. That was a choice you made.”

He opened his mouth to retaliate but you weren’t done, “And I’m not even mad about that. I’m mad that for the last month, you’ve put me below every other person in your life, treated me like I’m dispensable, someone who you only consider when you need something. I feel cheap. Like something you only want when it’s convenient to you.”

“That’s not true. You’re my girlfriend!” His voice shook as he spoke, and you realized he was probably just as scared as you were.

“Then why do I feel like I’m not?” Your voice came out soft, barely above a whisper, but it felt like delivering the final blow to an already sinking battleship.

You felt his eyes on you, eyes glazing over as hundreds of unushered words filled the space between you, but the moment was cut short, and you had to remind yourself that you were in public as Xavi approached the two of you.

You gave Xavi a quick hug before he congratulated Gavi on a great season.

Gavi only nodded, murmuring short responses, eyes glancing at you every few seconds like he was scared you would disappear from his life if he wasn’t watching.  

He left after a moment, and then the two of you were alone again.

“I’m sorry Y/n, I had no idea that’s why you were working. I would’ve given you the money if you just said something-“

“I don’t want your money Gavi! It’s yours, not mine.” You said exasperated.

“C’mon Y/n you know I have enough to provide for the both of us. You don’t have to work-“

“I don’t want that! In fact, right now I don’t even want to be in this relationship!”

The boy physically shrunk back at your words, your admission sending him into silence as he processed your words.

Finally, he spoke, head shaking in denial, not wanting to admit what was right in front of him, “I-I don’t understand.”

You wanted to yell at him to notice all the signs you’d been sending him, beg him to understand the things you couldn’t say but had always been lurking in the shadows, easy enough to make out if you just paid attention. You wanted to scream that it wasn’t fair, it wasn’t fair that Gavi got to pursue his passion while you were being told to give up yours. Your head was filled with millions of things you wanted to say to him, thousands of little moments you wanted to share with him, you wanted to confide in him about how scared you were, how you had never felt like this in your life, how the thought of him slowly falling out of love with you was ripping your insides apart, making you sick to your stomach. There were so many things but not one left your mouth.

“I know you don’t.” Your voice sounded tired, even to your own ears, and you wondered if this was it. If this is where the two of you parted ways.

“I-I’m just going to go home.”

“I’ll grab our coats.”

You placed your hand gently on his, giving him a sad smile, “It’s ok. I think I’ll go alone.”

Neither of you could deny what it meant.

He ducked his head so you couldn’t see his red eyes. There was a moment of silence, and you could tell he was fighting with himself, trying to figure out what to do to stop the inevitable, until he slowly nodded,

“Ok.”

He had just sealed your relationship closed, something you were grateful for because you knew you couldn’t have done it yourself.

He didn’t lift his head as you walked away, and you didn’t blame him.

You grabbed your coat quickly, bidding goodbye to a few people as you made your way out of the hall.

As you walked down the hallway towards the main doors you realized you didn’t have a ride back. Your roommate had dropped you off and you assumed Gavi would drop you back. Well, that wasn’t happening now. Train it was. One glance out the window told you it was raining, downpouring to be exact.

How fitting. At least the weather matched your mood.

You stepped outside, immediately becoming drenched, but somehow you found comfort in it, at least this way no one could see you cry.

You were about halfway down the steps when you heard the door slam open, yelling coming from behind you.

You spun around, surprised to see Gavi stepping into the rain, “Please stay. Please.”

You stood frozen, unsure of what to say.

You were sure he wouldn’t follow you. But he had.

He kept taking steps closer to you, closing the distance, till you were only two steps apart, “Stay.”

His eyes searched your own, looking for something, maybe a sign that there was hope, something you weren’t sure you could provide.

“Just let me go. We can talk about this tomorrow.”

He shook his head, breath unsteady, “No I can’t. I can’t. I feel like if I let you go now, I’ll never see you again.”

You bit your cheek looking away, he was right. After tonight you had no intention of talking to him again.

His shoulders drooped at your silence, and he sat down on the steps of the building, harsh rain pounding down on him, matting his hair and drenching his extremely expensive suit, but he didn’t seem to care, “I hate fighting with you.”

You glanced down at his figure, watching him sit in the rain with his head in his hands, utterly defenseless.

“But I hate even more that it’s my fault, and that I couldn’t see what I was doing until I felt what you did, just for a second, and it hurt like hell.”

“I should have been there for you. I should have made time for you. I knew what I was doing wasn’t right but then I kept thinking it’s fine I’ll make it up to her next time, but next time never happened because I never showed up. I guess I was just so focused on making sure my teammates all liked me, and they had just stopped treating me like a kid, finally inviting me places - and I’m not using that as an excuse because I know it’s a shit one, it’s on me. Nobody forced me to do anything, I just wanted to feel included, and I put everyone else’s feelings above yours when yours was the one that was the most important to me.”

He finally lifted his head, and he was close enough that you could see the tears streaming down his face as he looked intently at you, almost like he was trying to memorize you, “If you want to walk away you can, you should - I’ll understand. I just wanted to apologize, really apologize, and own up to everything I did. I love you, and I promise you I won’t take anyone for granted the way I did with you.”

Your expression mirrored his own, and the tears were falling freely at his confession now that it was just the two of you. All the things you had wanted him to realize he had. All the things you wished he had said, he finally did.

But was it too late?

“Thank you, Pablo.”

He let out a short laugh through his tears, “No, thank you.”

You gave him a soft smile before you put distance between the two of you, letting the rain mask the sound of you leaving.

The lights from the venue grew dimmer as you continued walking, and you spared one last glance over your shoulder before it disappeared from view, seeing Gavi’s tiny figure rooted in place, watching you leave.

Your steps faltered.

How could you leave this relationship, this boy, when every single warning sign was going off in your brain, telling you to turn around and fight, to not give up? He had understood, he had understood exactly what you had felt, and had owned up to his mistakes, what else could he have done? He couldn’t go back and make it better, but he could change the way he treated you, but how would you acknowledge the change if you didn’t stick around?

It didn’t feel right walking away.

You thought you would feel content, feel like the pressure was lifting from your shoulders, but the dropping feeling in your stomach was multiplying, and your heart was constricting painfully at the thought of never seeing him, never laughing with him, never kissing him again, at the idea of falling in love with someone that wasn’t him.

You never ran faster in your life.

Let him be there. Please let him be there.

You didn’t know how you could explain yourself if you had to walk back into the event sopping wet, eyes puffy, and nose runny.

You couldn’t stop the wide smile that stretched across your face as he realized he was right where you left him.

You sat next to him and he didn’t notice until you spoke.

“Pablo.”

His head shot upon hearing your voice, and his face lifted for a second before falling again, “Di-Did you forget something?”

You nodded.

“Ok I can get it for you, what is it?” He cleared his throat, trying to make his voice clear.

You shifted closer to him, bodies pressed against each other, “I forgot that I love you. I love you and I want to work this out. I’m happy that you took responsibility and I believe you. I believe that you won’t do it again. But I should apologize too – I also wasn’t fair to you, and I did things that I shouldn’t have just to get back at you for making me feel so small.”

“I’m sorr-”

You cut him off, “Let’s stop apologizing.”

He nodded, eyes looking at you with nothing but love and admiration,

“Ok but we’ll have to work on our communication.” He said, and you hummed in agreement.

You touched your forehead with his, staring at each other with baited breaths until he finally closed the distance and kissed you. After a month of not seeing each other, you were finally kissing, pouring all your emotions, all your love, all your pain into the kiss, making a promise to be there for each other, and it felt like coming home.

alternate ending

[lucy90712]

Wearing his clothes- headcannon

Gavi:

- You are always wearing his jerseys 

- It doesn't matter if you are going to the game in person or just watching from home he always wants you wearing his jersey with his name on the back 

- His absolute favourite thing is seeing you watching from the stands and knowing that you have his name written on the back of your shirt it gives him extra motivation to play well just for you and it's even better when you wear one that he's actually worn in a game not just a spare one he gave you 

- This all started when you flew out to watch the supercopa final and because it was a last minute trip you didn't pack much so Gavi gave you the jersey he wore in the semi finals to wear to the game and of course it was one of his best performances so now he wants you wearing his jersey every minute of every game to give him good luck 

- He likes to see you wearing his clothes in general because it shows others that you are taken and when he's with you everyone gets to see that you are his and no one else can have you 

- You wearing his clothes helps with his protective and jealous nature as he feels like he's marking his territory when you are wearing his clothes you can easily shut down any advances from anyone else without question 

"What are you wearing to the game?" He asked 

"One of your jerseys just not sure which one" you reply 

"Let me pick one" he says

"This one the first one I ever gave you we need the extra luck tonight and knowing you’re wearing that will definitely spur me on" he says 

"Well if you want extra luck how about I wear one of your hoodies over the top it's going to be cold out" you say 

"You sure know the way to my heart" he smiles 

Pedri:

- You started wearing his clothes mostly to sleep in 

- It began when he was away for a while for the World Cup and you were feeling lonely so you stole one of his shirts to wear to bed as it made you feel closer to him even though he was so far away 

- You did it for a few nights until Pedri noticed while you were on FaceTime one night, to start with you get a bit shy about it but when he says he thinks it's cute you find getting caught less embarrassing 

- From then on you wear one of his shirts to bed every night and when he's home he will often pick one for you to wear so when you come out the shower you are greeted with one of his shirts laying on the bed for you ready to wear 

- When he knows he's going to be away for a few days he will pick a few shirts out for you and spray them with his cologne so that when you come to pick one they all smell like him as he knows you secretly love them more when they smell like him

- For a while you never wore his clothes out because there is far too many things you'd never want to be seen wearing but after some refining of his wardrobe to make his style a bit better you feel ok wearing his clothes out 

"Why are you getting rid of that I like that hoodie" he moans 

"Because it's ugly I can't steal this off you and leave the house or even look in a mirror so it's got to go" you reply 

"So the criteria is if you can wear it out" he questions

"You've got it now help me out" you say 

"But these are my clothes why can't I keep the things I like" he continues to complain 

"Because you're sense of style is atrocious and that's ok because I'm here to fix it trust me your followers will be thanking me especially for getting rid of all your skinny jeans" you laugh 

"Fine but I'm only letting you do this because I love you too much to stop you" he says 

Jude: 

- Jude loves when you wear his clothes 

- He loves it so much that when he goes shopping sometimes he buys things that he knows you will like even if they aren't necessarily something he really likes because he knows you'll look cute 

- There's just something about seeing you happily wear his clothes out and around the house which melts his heart the way you always have a big smile on your face when he sees you too makes it even better 

- Knowing that even though you two aren't fully public with your relationship but that you still wear his hoodies out to meet friends makes him feel all warm inside 

- His jackets are something you steal quite often as you like the look of wearing a nice outfit with one of his jackets which is very oversized on you and Jude has to admit it does look good on you if he could post a picture of you every time you steal one of his jackets then he would

- Jude often thinks that his clothes look better on you than they do on him maybe it's the way you style them or it's just because he thinks you look so cute in his clothes but either way there are some clothes he has surrendered to your possession as you objectively look better in them 

"I'm ready to go" you say running down the stairs 

"Oh wow you look amazing" Jude says 

"Thank you sorry I stole your jacket it just looked good with this outfit" you explain

"Honestly you can keep it it looks so much better on you than it ever does on me" he laughs while being deadly serious 

"Jude you can't keep giving me your clothes I don't need all of these" you say 

"Well I can't wear them again knowing they look better on you so you keep them plus I like seeing you in my clothes" he says 

Joao:

- For a while you didn't wear any of Joao's clothes because you didn't want to just steal them without asking and you were too nervous to ask him in case he thought you were weird for asking 

- You only started wearing his clothes when you went out to the beach one day he forgot to bring a coverup so he gave you his shirt to wear from then on you were brave enough to ask and after a while you just started wearing his clothes when you felt like it 

- The things you steal from him the most are accessories like sunglasses and hats which started because sometimes you forget to bring those things but now you don't even pretend to forget you just steal them from him 

- You don't even own a hat that's why you always steal his and he doesn't mind because he has quite the collection so he always has another one he can wear, sometimes it bothers him a bit when you make them smaller to fit your head and don't change it back as then they don't fit him but you don't do that often 

- His favourite part of you wearing his hats is that you often let him choose which one goes with your outfit he enjoys that because he likes getting you to try a few and see which ones look best and when you agree with his choice he feels validated as he always likes your sense of style 

- One thing he always does is bring an extra hoodie whenever you go anywhere together so that he can give it to you when you inevitably get cold he learnt the hard way to bring a second one as one time he didn't and then he was the one who was freezing cold 

"Here love I don't want you to get cold" he says handing you one of his hoodies 

"You are always so prepared aren't you" you laugh 

"Well when my girlfriend cares more about her outfit than bringing a jacket I have to be" he jokes 

"I don't care more about my outfit you always tell me I'll be fine and that it won't be that cold and then it always is" you argue 

"Ok maybe I do that sometimes but it makes me look like a good boyfriend if I give you one of my hoodies plus you always look good in them" he admits 

"Well if I look cute I can live with you lying to me" you say 

Hector: 

- Whenever he can't find one of his shirts or hoodies he always knows exactly where they are and he's yet to be wrong as he'll always find them at your place 

- To begin with it annoys him that you take his clothes without asking as he wants to wear them but when he realises you do it because you miss him and that you always wash and return them he doesn't mind quite so much 

- Once he realised that you do it because you miss him he tries to make sure he spends more time with you and when he can't he will purposely leave you with one of his hoodies so that you can wear it when you are missing him which he has noticed makes you so much happier 

- Over time his wardrobe becomes yours but it doesn't bother him like it used to as you don't steal his clothes all the time and you always return them the only time you keep his clothes is when he gives them to you 

- He always thinks you look good in his clothes but he loves it the most when you wear one of his shirts or hoodies with shorts while you walk around his place and he likes it even more when you don't have any makeup on as he thinks you are just so naturally beautiful even when you aren't trying 

- There is no way on earth he would ever take any of his clothes back from you even if he wanted to wear them because he knows it would break your heart and he can't have you thinking he doesn't like you stealing his stuff because secretly he loves it 

"Babe have you seen my blue hoodie?" He asks before turning round to see you wearing it 

"I'm sorry I should've asked before putting it on I can take it off if you want it" you say kind of embarrassed 

"No it's ok you look so gorgeous in it it makes your eyes pop" he says 

"Are you sure?" You ask 

"Yeah I'd rather look at you in it than wear it myself anyways" he says 

"Plus what kind of boyfriend would I be if I take my hoodie from you especially when you look so cozy" he laughs 

Marc:

- He absolutely loves when you wear his clothes to the point that he just gives them to you 

- It first started when you were sick and your family were out of town so he took on the role of taking care of you, he noticed that even though you were under a blanket you were still getting cold so he got you in one of his hoodies and some of his sweatpants which helped keep you warm 

- Now he always drops off some of his clothes whenever you aren't feeling your best even if you aren't sick and he just thinks you need a pick me up he will bring you some of his clothes so you can be cozy as that's always makes you feel better 

- Of course his clothes are all way too big for you but that only makes him love having you wear them more and you love how oversized everything is on you as its perfect for lounging around or cold days 

- For some reason he just loves how small you look wearing his clothes it just reminds him that you are a delicate being and that he wants to protect you at all costs, he's protective a lot of the time but if anyone tries to do anything to you while you are all cozy in his clothes it's over for them as it brings out a whole new level of protectiveness from him 

- He also likes to match with you there are some items he has two of so he can match with you or other times he will wear something similar so you two can sort of match 

"Wait babe you should wear my hoodie instead it will look good and we can be matching" he says 

"What's with you and us matching" you say 

"I just like being able to go places matching with my beautiful girlfriend because then people know your mine and they don't try to steal you from me" he explains 

"Well in that case I'll happily wear your hoodie especially if it makes you happy" you say 

"It very much makes me happy" he smiles as you put the hoodie on 

[iaeriy]

trouble ; (joão félix x reader)

summary: your boyfriend invites you to the personal gym but things get carried away.

requested? yesss

warnings- smut, spanish speaking, oral sex, m recieving!, dirty talking, just sex..

note; i’ve been writing this for A MONTH NOW. all because of school and shit, i’ll be working on the pt2 to sleep well. enjoy this joão fic for now!💌

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“what is your small head thinking baby?” joão said smacking your head playfully as you stopped dozing off, you shook your head and looked at him. “huh? oh nada..” you said looking up at him as you were sititng down on the small personal gym floor, he chuckled and kissed your cheek, you blushed and smiled at him “love you sweaty boy~” you said as he smiled and went back to his workout, little did you know you were thinking about his tanned bulky thighs, it always drove you crazy whenever he pulled his shorts to his inner thighs, you looked at him move up and down on the bar as you blushed heavily. you kept staring at him and his thighs, you hummed as you rubbed your thighs, biting on your lip as you kept looking at him.

your eyes focusing on his thighs and his veiny arms hold onto the bench as you swallowed thickly before he got off and walked over to you again, “de que piensas amor? this is the 2nd time i caught you looking at me.” he says cupping your cheek as you looked at his thighs, your mouth watering for some reason as you looked up batting your eyelashes innocently. “mmmh..just..” you smiled innocently before poking and rubbing his thighs, “these..” you said as he looked down at you smirking, before he held you as you wrapped your legs around his waist giggling, “que hacessss!” you said giggling as he cupped your cheeks, you looked at him as he placed his lips on yours, kissing you deeply. holding his jaw you kissed back as he chuckled in the kiss slapping your ass, a desperate moan mewling out of your lips in between the kiss.

“so needy for me you had to make me stop my workout for you..hmm?” he said as you nodded your head before you kissed him again as his hands slide inside your red spaghetti strap top, finding your breasts as he squeezed them into his palm. you moaned desperately into the kiss again, opening your legs a bit more as he chuckled before placing himself in between you. grabbing your hips as he began to grind you against his hard-clothed crotch, you leaned your head back against the wall before he placed his lips on your neck, kissing around it as he began to suck around your soft skin. his big hands covering your hips as he moved you up and down against his clothed cock. you chewed down on your skin as he looked up at you, “come onn. you weren’t as shy a few minutes ago, let me hear your gorgeous sounds needy girl.” he said lifting your shirt up as you gasped at the cold air before he smacked your breast as you yelped at the sting.

“you’re..teasing..” you whispered out as he chuckled biting onto your skin, you grunted as you whined out. your panties becoming more wetter as he continued to move you against his crotch. “deal with it needy girl..” he whispered into your ear as you whined before you felt his fingers rub your clitoral area through your thin pair of leggings as you mewled out a moan. “joão..”you said as he smacked your breast again, you whimpered as he put you down. “strip out of your clothes.” he said as you looked at him swallowing nervously, he sat down on the bench as you nodded your head slowly before pulling your strap fully over your head tossing it on the floor as you pulled the waistband from your leggings down to your ankles, kicking them off before he looked down at your black lace thong that was now exposing. “such small little thong barely covering your ass..who are you wearing it for? hmm?” he said before he stood up, your eyes looking at his tanned thighs, you began to pool in your panties as he grabbed your jaw making you look up at him, “up here. quit looking down there.” he said smacking your ass cheek as he pushed you down to your knees.

you giggled as you stuck your tongue out before pulling his shorts down, as you looked at his crotch that was hard and tight as you ran your tongue against his clothed crotch, as he shuddered at the wetness forming on his boxers before you pulled them off as his cock sprung out, as you swallowed nervously before grabbing his dick with your fingers, holding it beneath as you began to plant wet kiss around his length, before your lips found the tip as you began to swirl your tongue around his tip, as he was already licking pre-cum, the tip already red. you continued licking the tip as you began to suck on the head, your tongue licking half his base as he groaned at the sudden wetness. you continued your tongue movements before wrapping your mouth around him as you took what you can into your mouth, your hand stroking what you couldn’t fit as you began to bob your head up and down slowly, looking up at him with your dark eyes as you bat your eyelashes down innocently.

“oh my g-god..” he groaned out, leaning his head back as you lifted his shirt up to his torso running your acrylics running through his abs as you stroked the rest of his length, matching it to your movement with bobbing your head up and down as he looked down at you, making eye contact with you as he held your cheek watching you suck him. “this what you wanted?” he said chuckling as you moaned around him holding onto his thighs, “such dirty little girl..” he groaned out, picking up your saliva from your chin as you swirled your tongue around the base before, bobbing your head a bit quicker. he arched his back a bit as you kept slobbering and sucking around him before he held your hair making a loose ponytail as you held onto his thighs before his fingertips pressed down slowly on your neck as you moaned around him, causing vibrations to send on him as he groaned loudly before he tugged on your hair tightly before you pushed your head deeply as your nose brushed through his trimmed pubic bone as he groaned loudly again, looking down at you, your eyes sparkling as tears began to form through the inner corners.

you swirled your tongue around before he tugged on your hair, pulling you back up as spit slid down your chin, a string of saliva pulling away as you coughed a bit before he picked up your spit hanging by your chin with his fingers, placing them in your mouth as you sucked on his fingers while looking up at him. “we’re not done.” he said as you frowned before he pulled you up grabbing your hand as he walked you infront of the mirror, pushing you down on your knees. your face meeting with his erection, you looked up smirking, “watch yourself in the mirror for me as you suck my dick..you can do that for me right mi vída?” he said as you nodded your head before you wrapped your lips around his cock, taking him all in your once again as you began to bob your head slowly looking up at him, you swirled your tongue around as he looked down chuckling. “look in the mirror.” he said as you frowned before looking at your reflection in the mirror as you kept bobbing your head, your hands stroked what you couldn’t take as he held your cheek the entire time.

“so many things your beautiful mouth can do..” he murmured as you giggled before bobbing your head quicker, as he held onto the back of your head attempting to push your head deeper. your gags and grunts echoing through the small gym as you gripped onto his thighs, still looking at your reflection before he started thrusting into your mouth. he smacked your hands off his thighs as he placed them behind your ass, his length hitting the back of your throat as you gagged loudly before he held onto your hair, thrusting your mouth yet again, tears forming down your face as your saliva dripped down your chin, pushing your head deeply as your nose hit his pubic bone once again. you gagged loudly again as you moaned around him feeling his dick hit the back of your throat, “enjoying yourself aren’t you?” he whispered as you looked at him, as he gripped on your hair tightly, groaning loudly than his usual groans before his warm seed shot up in your throat as you gagged again, pulling your mouth away.

you sticked your tongue out giggling as you swallowed his cum down your throat as he chuckled before you stood up giggling as he kissed you, tasting himself in your mouth. you placed your hands on the hem of his shirt lifting it off his head tossing it ontop of your clothes, his hands squeezing your breasts as you whimpered in between the kiss, he pulled your thong down smacking your ass harshly as you yelped before pulling away from the kiss. “who told you to stop?”he said grabbing your jaw as you swallowed nervously as he pushed you down, now being on your fours as you giggled shaking your ass, “no oneeee..” you said giggling before earning another harsh smack to your ass, a whiny moan escaping from your lips as he placed himself behind you before pushing himself inside of you as you gasped out, moaning at the sudden harsh thrust.

“so fucking tight.” he whispered in your ear smacking your ass as he continued thrusting into you, you grunted at each thrust before you gripped onto your own palms as his hand slid over yours, both your hands intertwining, as you blushed heavily before he pulled out, grabbing onto your hips before slamming himself into you as you screamed out before he covered your mouth, “cállate.” he said as you whimpered into his hand as he began to pound into you, before he lifted your chin up making you look at yourself in the mirror. “tell you what..” he said kissing your neck, as you leaned your head against his shoulder “..if you look at yourself the entire time..you’re getting fucked..” you moaned at his words as he began sucking on your skin leaving his love marks, “i’ll remove my hand off your mouth, got it?” he said squeezing your breast as a muffled ‘mhm’ left your mouth, you looked in the mirror as he smirked at you pounding quickly into you, hitting all types of spots that made you grunt and whine. every thrust making you shake and moan, your ass smacking against his pelvis before he thrusted quicker into you finding your g-spot.

you moaned loudly into his hand but due to his hand, your moan turned out muffled. you continued to moan uncontrollably as you jolted forward in each thrust, you looked at him through the mirror. his flustered pink cheeks, his hair half sweaty, his hands gripping your shoulder and his other gand gripping your hip tighter than your shoulder. “c-can’t hold..m-much..longer..” you huffed out as he thrusted quicker into you than his usual thrusts, you moaned uncontrollably into his hand, whining in between. as he grabbed both of your arms pinning them back. as he gripped onto them your chest hitting the cold floor as you whined out before he began to pound deeply into you. you looked up at the mirror as he chuckled at your reaction slapping your ass, leaving a mark. you continued moaning uncontrollably into his hand trying not to close your eyes.

he moved his hand away from your mouth as your moans became louder and clear, mewling his name in between every moan. “am hitting every little.. inch of your body hermosa..” he said as you nodded your head, his free hand moving down to your clit as he smacked it. you shuddered as you moaned in pain before he rubbed on your clit gently, you screamed out a bit as the pleasure was too much for you, your eyes rolling back to your head. “mi amor..where do you feel me..” he said still rubbing your clit as you leaned your head back against his shoulder, “m-my tummy..” you stuttered as he chuckled continuing his quicker thrusts. you felt your peak near as your whole body felt hot, you were sweating from the intense sex. his necklace tickling your back at each thrust as you felt him twitch inside of you.

“fuck.. mi amor.. just a few more, hold on..” he said whispering in your ear, groaning at every quick thrust he kept doing, “i-i cant..hold..on.. i-i’m all..tingly..” you said as he continued to thrusting before he rubbed faster on your clit, sending you to a frenzy as you screamed out in pleasure feeling the butterflies in your stomach, his thrusts began to get sloppy as he turned you around, you were now on your heels as your hands were placed down on the ground, before he got back to thrusting into you. you were moaning louder than usual as he rubbed on your clit quicker you screamed out before your juices squirted out all over his chest & torso you gripped onto his arm, digging your nails. moaning out his name. his seed shooting up inside of you as you arched your back, his warmness filling you up as you panted heavily from the session. “you’re so cute after and before being fucked..” he said cupping your cheeks as he kissed your lips, you kissed back giggling as he held you placing you on the bench.

“that was worth my workout time.” he said pecking your neck before he helped you get back into your clothes as he got into his. “my legs are numb..” you murmured as he got down a bit, “get on my back, i’ll take you to bed.” he said as you got on his back. he made his way to the master bedroom putting you down on the bed, pulling your leggings off since you always slept with panties and a shirt. he kissed your forehead as you smiled.

“love you, little brat.”

[i9messi]

hii! i haven't seen alot of people write for João Felix so i wanted to request a João Felix x Reader where reader does a prank on Felix by calling him another guy's name and maybe in the end they cuddle and Felix is lying is head on Reader's chest! It's currently 12AM for me and i was craving some Joao Felix 😭! Take care of yourself, love you!<3

Wrong name — João Félix

Word count — 742

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"What did you say?"

You looked at your boyfriend, noticing that the expression on his face changed completely. He had been smiling moments before, but now he seemed confused and intrigued by the name that had come from your lips.

The thing is, you had asked him to hand you the TV remote, but you had used another name to call him. That had left him static in his place, with a frown on his beautiful face.

"Sorry, João."

"You said Nico. Who is Nico?"

"No one, I just- I got confused."

You were playing a prank on him to find out what his reaction was, you just wanted to know how he was going to react to hearing you call him by another name, and you were watching him right now. He didn’t like it at all.

"How can you get my name wrong? I’m your boyfriend."

"Sorry babe." You tried to act innocent and of course, João didn’t even believe you.

"Who’s Nico?"

"João, I just got confused for a second."

"Fine."

João got up from the coach, in a complete silence that made you realize that you had ruined everything. You didn’t think he’d take it so badly, maybe you expected him to ask a few questions, but not that he seemed offended. You also got up from the coach where you were sitting and tried to hold his hand. Your boyfriend kept walking.

"Babe, don’t get mad, it was just a mistake."

"I’m not mad."

João was so serious, it was obvious that he was angry about your supposed mistake. Hell, you didn’t expect him to be angry. Your boyfriend kept walking and you looked at his back.

"Then, why are you leaving?"

"You better go talk to Nico, whoever that guy is."

João went to the room you shared, closing the door behind him. You thought his anger would go away quickly and he would surely realize that his jealousy was silly, but he didn't return. João didn’t used to be a jealous boyfriend, he usually knew that you were in love with him and you were his. That’s why you decided to play that prank too, thinking he wouldn’t be mad at you.

As you already felt bad about what had happened, you went in search of him. João was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling. His eyes joined for a moment, until he turned his attention back to the ceiling.

"C'mon babe, we should talk." You walked by his side.

"Won’t you get confused with my name this time?"

"João... it was a prank. I wanted to see how you would react if I called you by another name. I didn’t think you would get angry."

João looked at you silently, beginning to understand that there was no one else in your life. João was your boyfriend and you loved him with all your heart, just like he loved you. Before you met him you didn’t used to believe in soulmates, until him. Now you were sure he was the man you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. He was significant to you.

"But-why? It wasn’t even funnier."

"I know, I’m really sorry now. Please, babe..."

You sat up beside him in bed, joining your hands in a grip. Your voice was a much lower volume from where you laid. João stroked your hand, pleased to solve that misunderstanding.

"Could you forgive me? There is no Nico, it was just a prank. I love you and I could never mistake your name."

"It’s fine, pretty."

One way or another, João ended up lying on your chest, his ear stuck to your heart. You caressed her hair, which was completely disheveled. His arms gently came around you, securing your place. You could stay like this all day, unwilling to do anything but show your love.

His kisses trailed down your chin, leaving love bites on your neck. You felt his hot, sloppy wet kisses all over your body, especially in your lips. You had to gasp for air, but João still leaned in, eyes closed, lips parted, absolutely wanting more.

"I love you. I know I say it a lot, but I truly mean it." your boyfriend said to you, while your gazes met. "Did you love me?"

"I love you so much, and I never want to hurt you, João."

You had the best boyfriend ever.

[kierantierney3]

Masterlist

I created a new masterlist so you may need to bare with me for a bit with it.

Ruben Loftus Cheek

Alejandro Garnacho

Kieran Tierney

Ben Pavard

Pedri

Gavi

Ruben Dias

Ben Chilwell

Martin Ødegaard

Jadon Sancho

Kai Havertz

Gabriel Martinelli

Jude Bellingham

Joao Felix

Trent Alexander Arnold

Virgil Van Dijk

Mason Mount

[sp4ceqtown]

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Late Night Snuggles - João Félix

You lay there on your side of the bed, facing the wall, while Joao Felix peacefully snoozes beside you. You try to regulate your breathing and empty your mind, but your thoughts are racing, and your anxiety levels are high.

You toss and turn, hoping for a comfortable position, but nothing works. You tried counting sheep, and even listening to soothing music, but nothing seems to help.

The anxiety of having to wake up early for school tomorrow is overwhelming, and all you can do is toss and turn.

As the clock strikes 3:45 AM, you let out a deep, frustrated sigh. You glance over at Joao, envy brewing in your chest as he sleeps soundly. You close your eyes, wishing you could do the same.

But just as you start to drift off, you feel a shift on the bed beside you. You peek open your eyes to see Joao looking up at you, a small smile on his face.

"Can't sleep?" he asks softly, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear.

You nod, feeling silly for being such an insomniac. "Yeah, I don't know why. I just keep thinking about school tomorrow."

Joao leans in closer, wrapping his arms around you from behind. He rests his chin on your shoulder, his warmth and scent enveloping you. "Don't worry about it now. Just focus on resting."

You snuggle into his embrace, feeling safe and loved. As his steady breathing lulls you closer to sleep, you're grateful for his presence in your life. He always knows just how to comfort you when you need it the most.

With Joao's arms around you, you finally feel your body relax. Your breathing steadies and your thoughts start to drift away. You close your eyes, feeling soothed and content.

As you drift off to sleep, you know that no matter what tomorrow brings, you'll face it with Joao by your side.

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Author's Note :

expressing my feelings for school tomorrow through this little blurb, it's 12AM for me, not planning on sleeping tonight... この男は私に慰めをもたらします！彼を1秒間見たら、私の一日はすぐに良くなります。Requests are open!<3

- Megi.

!! Translation (i guess now everytime i can't express my feelings for someone in English, I'll use Japanese) : This man brings me comfort! One second look at him and my day instantly gets better.

[i4bellingham]

BREAKFAST IN BED: joão felix x reader

CONTENT: implied previous sexual intercourse, nothing to explicit, kissing, marking, making out (?), mentions of hickeys, innuendos :P + not proofread (online translated) portuguese so translations might be wrong

NOTE: i feel like shit right now because i literally went about my day without eating anything ☹️ and i was wondering why i felt nauseous and with a head-splitting headache like i’m so stupid

João has a secret.

Well, not really a secret secret but not a lot of people know of it either.

He’s got freckles dusting the wide expanse of his broad shoulders, usually being covered by his tan when he was back home in Portugal or when he spent his break bathing in the Spanish summer. But in the cold London weather and the lack of sun to bathe his skin, his freckles were more prominentㅡ beautifully prominent than ever.

With his head laid on your bare chest, fluffy hair in a mess and shoulders so broad they nearly covered you, you have the perfect spot to see the small brown dots littering all across his shoulders up to his mid waist.

You reach a finger, touching his warm skin underneath the pad of your index before slowly connecting João’s freckles like how you would trace the stars up in the night sky.

Your boyfriend was still sleeping soundless above you, releasing a soft breath of relief here and there when your finger touched the spot on his nape.

You ran your finger from his back freckles to running them through his hair, softly massaging his scalp as he slowly opens his eyes, adjusting from the light that greeted him from his sleep.

“Good morning.” He smiles, reaching down to kiss the skin of your throat.

You rub your palm over his back, prompting him to lay down on you as he enjoys himself of the soft waking moment with you, just like he always does.

“Já é hora do almoço, meu amor.” You tell him. It’s already lunch time, my love.

He lets out a groan, adjusting his head back on his pillows before it's you who he pulls towards him, laying a hand across your stomach as he curls beside you.

“Está com fome?” He pulls the duvet over his chest, draping it over his figure to protect himself from the cold. Are you hungry?

You nod. “A little bit.”

“Should we eat out or just cook? Mas ainda não quero deixar a cama.” He groans and pats his cheeks. “E ainda não recebi os meus beijos matinais.” But I still don’t want to leave the bed though. And I still haven't received my morning kisses.

You jokingly roll his eyes at that, watching his smile widen when you lean down to kiss him on the cheek.

“Just one?” He pouts.

You roll yourself over above him, caging him beneath your rather smaller frame before leaning down to kiss his lips.

João grabs your waist, letting the white sheet fall off your shoulders before disconnecting your lips from each other as he started trailing kisses down your throat, occasionally nipping at your skin and marking the spot that he wasn't able to last night. He connects your forehead together, watching you through lidded eyes as he observes your marked-up skin, purples and reds dotting your chest, throat and neck like his perfect little canvas.

“You know what? My appetite just change, I think I want breakfast in bed right now...”

[myfanfictions]

Masterlist

“Pool Party with the Barca Boys” - series (contains smut)

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

[ala2ilas-s]

Mason mount 🍒

With a bit of Joao Felix in it

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“Soo umm..”

“Yes he’ll be there.” Sophie didn’t even let me finish already knowing what I was gonna ask or rather who I was gonna ask about but my ego refused to take the hit.

“What you don’t even know who I was gonna talk about..” I tried to play it off but the way I stuttered and my cheeks heated up wasn’t helping my case. At all.

“Girl.. please.” She rolled her eyes and I just scoffed leaning back against my chair.

“Soap” Kai’s voice came from the front door followed by quick footsteps.

“Kitchen” Sophia replied with a small smile on her face and I held back from teasing how smitten she was.

“Hello ladies” came in Kai a few seconds later his face lighting up when he saw her.

“I brought a guest with me” he said giving Soap a quick kiss on her cheek before smirking at me.

Oh I do not like this.

“Who?” I asked him carefully already having a few guesses but not liking either.

“Oh you know just your favourite boy” he said not even trying to hide his smirk and shrugging innocently but that didn’t stop me from jumping on my feet “Oh hell you didn’t I’m literally in pyjamas I’m not ready to see hi— HI MASON” just as I was about to flee the kitchen a certain chocolate haired boy walked in.

Brown eyes immediately found mine and the way they sparkled caused butterflies to go crazy in my stomach and I quite literally walked backwards to where I was seating a minute ago melting into Sophia’s side extremely embarrassed, excited also trying to hide my pjs behind the table.

Soap patted my back shaking her head while she looked at Kai with amused eyes muttering something in German.

“H-hi” Mason mumbled in a shy voice his cheeks flushed.

How can he be this pretty?

“You forgot this in the car” Mason cleared his throat breaking eye contact with me to look at Kai. It was just then that I realised he had flowers in his hands.

“Oh yes sorry these are for you love” kai said giving Sophia the flowers and I was admiring the way they were looking at each other that I missed the blue roses in Mason’s hand.

“And um I got this for you” Mason said in a shy voice.

“Really?” That was not the best thing I could reply with which was probably why I could hear Kai and Sophia giggling behind me but I was too busy admiring the amused smile that crawled on mason’s face to care.

“Yeah I remember you said blue roses were your favourite the last time we watched corpse bride together and we saw these outside the flower shop. I couldn’t help my self.” He said scratching the back of his neck.

My heart did a backflip.

Also I don’t think I’ve seen him this red before.

I didn’t waste another second to jump in his arms hugging him tightly and he held me just as tight “thank you mase.” I mumbled and felt him nod gently squeezing my side.

“They have glitters on them.” He blurted out causing me to giggle and I finally got to have a good look at the flowers which indeed had cute glitters.

“They’re perfect. I love them Mason. Thank you again.” I gave him a big smile and with a slight skip in my steps I looked for a vase.

“How have you been Mase?” Sophia asked and Mason pulled out a chair across from us to seat but kai was quick to seat down on the chair Mason had just pulled leaving him with no choice but to seat next to me.

“Thanks mate” Kai said and I shook my head at him.

Real smooth.

With a confused frown on his face, Mason sat down. I could feel how close he was and the empty cup in my hand wasn’t helping much to hide my red cheeks anymore.

Conversion flew easily between the four of us and eventually my legs ended up on soap’s laps while she was leaned against Kai and mase’s chair was pulled much closer to me than the start of the afternoon his arm at the back of my chair.

Every time that I looked at him I’d find his eyes already on me neither of us able to hide our smiles.

“Well gentlemen as lovely as it’s been chatting with you we need to get ready for tonight.” Sophia said taking my hand.

“Oh it’s time for the best part of going out. Getting ready” soap sang dragging me up the stairs.

“Thats the best part? What about getting shit faced?” I said smirking.

“Okay maybe second best.”

I lost the count somewhere between fifth and ninth shots.

At least I achieved one of the goals of the night.

Getting shit faced.

Everything went to shit the moment I saw Joao at Chris’s house where we were having our weekly get togethers.

I was laid back on my little blanket just a few feet away from the lake I had found a while back enjoying the peace. This place has been my secret spot.. well until a ball rolled next to my foot followed by a boy apologising. He froze up when he noticed it’s me. I’ve seen him around a couple of times since we’ve moved here but never had the chance to introduce myself properly.

“Hi.” I said feeling shy under his eyes and he mumbled back a quiet hi waving awkwardly which caused me to smile. He was cute.

He grabbed his ball and opened to his mouth to say something but seemed to decide against it mumbling an even quieter see you around. In a moment of panic I blurted out “do you wanna join me for a bit?” Cursing myself for being so awkward.

His eyes sparked and I saw his real smile for the first time as he settled next to me with a good distance between us.

“Would you like a lollipop?” I giggled showing him my backpack full of lollipops and a beautiful laugh escaped his lips.

“They’re all cherry.”

A year later and I was holding back tears as Joao’s hands were cupping my cheeks looking at me with glossy eyes.

“I’m so proud of you amor.” He said kissing my forehead lingering a minute longer.

“Go live the life you’ve always dreamed of okay?” He whispered and I whipped a tear that managed to escaped his eye. Not trusting my own voice I just nodded trying to memorise every detail in his beautiful face.

“I love you.” I choked out and he smiled sadly at me hugging me tightly for the last time.

“te amo” he said kissing my neck.

It’s been years since I last saw Joao. Years since I left Portugal after living there for almost two years. while I held every memories close to my heart I had long moved on from Joao yet it came as a shock to see him at one of my closest friend’s house.

So I chose the not-exactly-smart-but-easy way of dealing with having my first love and the boy I really liked in the same room and got drunk.

Sophia knew the whole story which was a real help cause I could not deal with this on my own.

“Do you still have feelings for him?” Soap said taking a sip from her drink and I shook my head.

“It’s just weird seeing him and Mason together it’s like seeing my past and future at the same time. What I could have had and what I can have if I just find the courage to tell Mason how I feel” I drowned my drink rubbing my temples.

“Tell him.” Soap slurred filling up the cup in my hand. “There you go. Here’s the courage. Cheers.” She said proud of herself and I couldn’t help but giggle with her.

Our laughter seemed to gained some attention towards us.

“Please don’t throw up on my carpet.”

“Woah where did you come from?” Soap said looking at Christian who was in return looking at us like a disapproving father.

“To our lovely host.” I said lifting my cup and Chris’s eyes widened before he took the cups away from our hands.

“He’ey I was gonna drink to you mate.” I pouted and I’m pretty sure soap cursed at him in German but my drunk mind couldn’t focus on both of them. I could still tell that Christian was struggling to keep up his responsible facade tho, barely holding in his laughter. Glad we could be of entertainment.

“And I thank you for it.. mase.” My ears perked when Christian called out for him.

“Ah why don’t we give these two some room.” Sophia suddenly chipped in dragging Christian away and giving me not so subtle thumbs up.

“You having a good time love?” I heard his smooth voice and for a moment forgot about everything else, with my eyes closed I leaned my head against his chest and hummed contently.

“Do you want some fresh air?” He said softly brushing my hair.

“Yes please.” I mumbled in his chest.

Just as we were about to step into the garden my eyes caught Joao’s and I came to halt. I couldn’t read what he was feeling not anymore but the soft smile he gave me eased me a bit.

“You okay love?” Mason’s voice snapped me out of my haze and after about twenty minutes of seating on Christian’s pool seats making fun of his ridiculous Snow White dwarfs figures with Mason I sobered up a bit.

“Do you want me to get you a bottle of water?” He asked softly and I nodded mumbling a quiet please.

“You look well.”

“London’s been treating me well” I smiled at Joao standing a few feet away.

“I’m glad.” He said looking at the seat next to me, asking for permission silently to which I nodded.

“So what you doing here?” I asked him seating up straight to look at him.

“I live here now.” He said and I gasped. Blame it on the alcohol that I couldn’t mask my reactions.

He laughed shaking his head “no way Joao! How you liking it?” I asked crossing my legs my attention fully on him.

“Actually I love it. I can see why you’ve always wanted to live here.” He gave me a smile and I couldn’t tell if it was my imaginations but I swear I saw sadness behind his eyes.

“You look different.” I blurted out my eyes widening “I mean in a good way.” I quickly added.

“you too” He said softly looking away “in a good way.”

“I’m sorry we lost contact.” I whispered after a few minutes of silent and I heard him sighing.

“Me too, cherry.” He said and the old nickname made my throat close up slightly.

“I haven’t known him for long but I have a feeling he’s not bad.” He said and I looked up at him confused my eyes following his to where Mason was standing two bottle of water in his hands as he handed one to soap.

“Yeah he is not bad.” I said smiling.

“I’m happy for you and um I’ll be more than happy if you let me be a part of your life again.”he said.

The background scenery was giving me deja vu to the first time I met him even the pool seats had the same red and white stripes as the blanket I had that night at the lake.. but we were different people nothing about us was the same.

It was a fresh start.

I got up and hugged him. “Of course Joao. Of course.”

“Am I interrupting?” Mason asked in a small voice and I slowly let go of Joao.

“No mate.” Joao replied turning back to me. “I’ll see you around cherry.” And I nodded.

Mason slowly walked up to me with a cute confused frown on his face and I couldn’t stop myself from caressing the frown which caused him to relax immediately. My eyes traced every feature in his beautiful face. Butterflies going crazy in my stomach as he brought my palm to his lips and placed the softest kiss in the centre all while looking at me with so much adoration in his eyes.

That was enough courage for me.

“There’s something I’ve been meaning tell to you mase.”

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[amoosarte]

𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐄 𝜗𝜚 𝐉𝐎𝐀𝐎 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐗

━━━ in which joao is obsessed, he's crazy over the kind sweet girl everyone likes, even boys, that's what drives him crazy, so when they get together he does everything in his power to make those boys to stop but oh was he wrong.

Joao would admit he was obsessed with her, he wanted her. If you were to stare at him the whole day you would just see him looking at her.

Dahlia, a girl that was on everyone's good side, a girl who was sweet and gladly gave you help. He was lovesick for her, only wanting her to touch him, love him, only him.

Over the time he talked to her, he was smooth with it, acting like a kind boy just to draw her in, and she was falling for it, slowly and slowly.

He felt bad but he loved every ounce of attention she gave him, and he would do anything to keep it. He lured her out to the point she was comfortable to speak about her relationship with him.

"oh joao, I just don't know what to do!" Dahlia sobbed into his arms, making him stroke her hair smoothly. "Dahlia you should just break up with him, he's obviously doesn't treat you right." He pointed out.

"You're right, I should huh..but I love him too much." She sniffled, pulling away from his comforting arms. "I'll see you later j." She smiled at him, walking away from the cheerful boy.

It was scary how his bright smile turn into a frown that showed a lot of emotions. He had many things to do..

Joao waited and waited, he wanted to see the scene unravel itself. He smiled because he knew what was going to happen. A boy breaking the heart of his love, just for her to end up back into his arms.

"He broke up with me.." Dahlia wiped the tears off his cheeks, making him wiped them off for her when new ones came. "What did I told you?" Joao said.

"You were right, he didn't treat me right." She looked up to him, making him smile. He smiled so purely like he wasn't the cause of their break up.

He made sure of it.

It all went back to normal, her paying attention to him. That's what got him in this situation, him staring at her from afar talking to a guy, a guy he knew. He sighed knowing what he had to do. get rid of him of course.

"you should stay away from joao.." He said grabbing her hand, it making her uncomfortable. "why?" She said, making him scoff. "are you that dumb? everyone knows he's obsessed over you, likes to have you near him at all coast." He rolled his eyes.

It made her blush, it was a new feeling? she saw him get up and look at something, making him stiff up. "We will talk later.." He left her alone and walked away, making her look over and see a pair of familiar eyes.

"Man, I told you didn't I?" Joao looked sickly at he guy, making him flinch. "Man, fuck off, she isn't something you can control!" He stood up to him, that was the wrong move since it ended with a knife in his stomach.

"That's up to me to decide." Joao was quick to cover his mouth, stabbing him skillfully, trying to get rid of him.

"Joao?" A sweet voice called out to him, making his eyes widen. "Dahlia, hey.." It was a mistake talking out, because her honey eyes recognized him. It all clicked in her head, all of they guys she interacts once, were gone because of him.

She was hesitant but walked away quickly, she didn't want to interact with him yet. "Dahlia wait, look i-" Joao was quick to throw out excuses, but it was rather too late, her eyes saw everything. "Joao not right now.."

Dahlia pushed him away slightly, it was something small to tumble down his whole world. The girl he loved to a sick point walked away from him, but he wasn't going to let her got that easy.

Dahlia knew he was coming to find her, she knew everything, because she, herself was just like him. She planned the whole thing out, she was just trying to lure him out.

A knock was heard at her front door, she quickly but slowly went downstairs, looking through the peephole. Only to see a worry and anxious boy on the other side. She put her mask on, getting ready for her part.

"Joao.." She said, her voice becoming trembling, tiny maybe. "Dahlia, can we talk?" He said looking at her, she was hesitant, he knew but he knew she would let him in.

"joao what's wrong?" She patted his back, making the boy melt in her embrace. "I don't feel alright..Can I stay here?" He muttered, inhaling her perfume like it was a drug. "yes you are free to stay.." She kissed his cheek.

"Go freshen up in the restroom upstairs, i'll make you dinner?mmh?" Dahlia looked at him, making him smiled. So he did what he was told, after a solid 20 minutes, he was done.

He tumbled around the upstairs space, finding her room. Joao couldn't help but look inside, he wasn't expecting this.

Photos of him plastered above her desk, him way before he meet her, him with his family, everything. "Oh Joao.." Her sweet voice sent a chill up him.

Looking behind to see her looking at him. "You didn't think you were the only one that could do the stalking, right?"

✉⋆ ˚｡ mentions ⋆୨୧˚ : @d6za1 !!

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[leilakisakabiri]

Spanish Boy (Gavi)

Summary: You and Gavi attend a Chelsea game and he think’s you’re a little too into the game, or more specifically number 11.

Warning(s): None

A/N: Please send in requests if you have any! Guys I wanted to make this angsty but it just ended up being fluff like usual. Oh well. 

Word Count: [1735]

Masterlist

“Ahh I’m so excited I can’t believe I finally get to see them play.”

Gavi grinned in the seat beside you, bumping your shoulder. 

“I’m glad you get to see them, but to be honest they’re shit this season.” 

You gasped offended, “Ok Gavi not everyone has to win La Liga to be considered good.” 

“They don’t even play in that league!” He argued. 

You rolled your eyes, “Whatever, UEFA, basically the same thing, just different clubs.” 

He narrowed his eyes at you, “You sure you’re a Chelsea fan, or are you just going to see who I think you wanna see?” 

The two of you were currently driving to the Chelsea game happening in London. You had surprised Gavi with tickets last week and while at first he was just as excited as you, his excitement had quickly turned to annoyance once he realized just exactly why you were so intent on going to the game. 

He was sure you didn’t even care about Chelsea, more interested in supporting the player with the number 11 stitched on his jersey. 

He had walked in on you and your friend talking about said player just a few days ago.

Your friend had been saying how you were so lucky, and how hot he was, and you had just been giggling along. 

Gavi had backed out slowly from the kitchen once he heard your conversation, not wanting to intrude, and honestly a little hurt. 

Since then, his excitement had diminished immensely and now he was hating himself for scheduling a private tour of the stadium before the game started. 

“We’re here.” You said excitedly, looking out the window to see the large stadium come into view. 

Although you had traveled quite a bit to support Gavi at his games, the sheer size of some of the stadiums still took your breath away. You couldn’t believe that something that big was made for people. 

The driver took you to the underground entrance to give you some privacy from the fans that had already started congregating at the stadium entrance, counting down the minutes till the gates opened. 

“Ok we have two hours before the game starts. Let’s go get the tour.” Gavi said once the two of you had gotten out of the car, walking towards the entrance. 

You pulled his hand as he walked forward, stopping him, “Thank you Gavi. Really. This means a lot.” You said sincerely. 

The boy smiled at you, “No problem.” 

Once you walked into the building you were even more awestruck, the fangirl side of you taking over. 

You had grown up in a football household, meaning that every Saturday morning your TV would be playing various matches happening around the country. 

You had seen this stadium so many times on the TV when you were little, but now standing inside it, the Chelease logo apparent in everything, it was so surreal. 

You were pulled out of your thoughts when you heard Gavi greet someone, “Enzo how have you been?” 

You had to physically stop your mouth from dropping open. 

Enzo Fernandez was standing in front of you, and apparently Gavi knew him. 

You finally found your voice, “You guys know each other?” 

Enzo nodded, “Yah we met each other back at the World Cup.” 

Gavi nodded affirmatively.  

“Anyways let me show you guys around real quick.” Enzo spoke, gesturing for the two of you to follow him. 

“Ok, but don’t you have to get ready?” You asked him. 

He shrugged his shoulders, giving you a grin, “Eh, 20 minutes won’t hurt anyone.” 

You laughed at his answer, wishing you could take pictures of everything as he showed the two of you around. 

You finally got to the tunnels, and he pointed to just around the corner, “Over there is the locker rooms. I would show you, but the guys will probably be here soon.” 

“Oh, don’t worry about. No problem at all. We should probably get out there anyway.” You reassured him, waiting as Gavi said goodbye. 

You had just turned around you when you felt a body collide with yours. Hands reached out to grab you, stopping your fall. You looked up once the world stopped spinning, coming face to face with a very apologetic player. 

“Eu sinto muito linda.” He spoke, reaching up to pull off his headphones, eyes focused on you. (I’m so sorry beautiful)

“Sem problemas.” You said softly, still trying to gather your bearings. (No problem)

You saw his eyes light up, “You speak Portuguese?”

You were about to respond when you heard someone clear their throat behind you. 

You mentally hit yourself. 

You looked over your shoulder to see Gavi come to stand beside you. 

“Joao.” Gavi spoke, his voice coming out harsher than needed. 

“Gavi.” Joao replied, voice taking on a similar tone. 

You looked between the boys. It was no surprise that they weren’t exactly friends. Joao used to play for Atletico Madrid, one of Barca’s biggest rivals. The two had problems on the field long before you, and whatever stand off they where having now. 

“Well enjoy the game.” Joao finally said, moving past you. 

You gave Gavi a look telling him to play nice as well. 

His lips remained in a firm line but he let out a small, “Thanks.” 

You had just started walking again when you heard Joao call out, “What’s your name?” 

You turned back, puzzled if he was talking to you, but by the way he was making direct eye contact with you, you guessed he was, “Y/n?” You said, but it came out more as a question. 

He nodded, a smile playing on his lips, “I’ll remember that.” 

You felt Gavi stiffen next to you but he didn’t say anything. You could see the veins on his arm jut out as he balled his hand into a fist. 

You were both silent as you walked to your seats. 

Finally, you couldn’t take it anymore. You tried to break the silence with a lame joke, “So that was kinda intense back there huh?” 

You saw Gavi give you a glare before he turned back, focusing his attention on the field. 

“Oh c’mon now you’re ignoring me?” You asked. 

He didn’t answer. 

“The games not even going on. You’re literally staring at grass.” You huffed, trying to get him to break. 

He hummed in response, but still no words. 

“Did I do something?” 

Again nothing.

“Ok so I did do something?” You questioned. 

Silence. 

“Ok I’m taking your silence as a yes.” You continued. 

Nothing. 

“Bro I really feel like this is one sided.” You muttered. 

“Did you just call me bro?” Gavi questioned finally breaking his silence. 

You let out a cheer, lifting your arms in the air, “Hooray, he’s finally talking to me, and it only took me calling him bro to respond. How sweet is he?” 

He glared at you again not appreciating your sarcasm, “You know why I’m mad.” 

“But I don’t. So if you could just tell me.” You dragged out, leaning your head on his shoulder. 

He turned to look at you and suddenly your faces were centimeters apart. You couldn’t focus on what he was saying too consumed memorizing the pattern of the freckles that were scattered across his nose, so light that if you weren’t standing close enough you would miss them. 

“Are you even listening to me?” He asked getting frustrated again. 

You chastised yourself, you really needed to start paying more attention. 

“Sorry I got distracted.” 

“Oh let me guess. Did Joao just walk onto the field?” He asked bitterly. 

Now you were confused. 

“Wait what? Joao? Why would I care about him?” 

He looked at you with the blankest stare, “So you’re going to sit here and tell me you weren’t flirting with him in the hallway?” 

“Flirting? What no way! We just bumped into each other!” You defended. 

“Right. Well in that case let me just go bump into Rosalia.” He muttered. 

“Gavi!” You smacked him on his arm, fighting back a laugh. 

That was the thing about you and Gavi, you could never stay serious for long. Even when something was bothering the other person, yes you would talk about it, but a few jokes would still be made, giving your relationship the air of lightness and security that you loved. Your relationship made you want to fly with Gavi, not drag him down with your baggage. 

“I’m sorry if it looked like that, but honestly, I only like you.” You said, placing a comforting hand on his shoulder.

“Someone tell that to Joao.” He joked.

You grinned at him, “I will. After the match if you want.”

He grabbed your wrists, trapping you beside him, leaning in, “You. You stay away from him.”

You were centimeters away from him again and this time you couldn’t help it. You leaned in closing the distance between you.

You kissed him sweetly, pouring all the emotions you felt for him, all the love, all the things you wanted to say to him but were too shy to. 

Your hands traveled from his shoulders up to his annoyingly soft hair, one hand getting tangled in his locks, while the other went around his neck, bringing him closer to you.

Damn you really needed to steal his hair care routine. Shit was so soft. 

He bit on your lower lip playfully and you felt a shiver run through you.

You both pulled away after a bit, out of breath. Chests heaving as you looked at each other with glazed over eyes and lazy smiles.

“Hope no one saw that.” You whispered not willing to move away. 

“Hope Joao saw it.” He whispered back, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

You both didn’t say much after that, watching as the match started.

The game ended up going well with Chelsea winning 2-0.

You both cheered once the final whistle blew, happy that the team you had come to support had won.

The team came over to the fans’ side of the stadium, celebrating their win.

You cheered along with everyone, “Hey Siri play London Boy.” You joked.

Gavi heard you, giving you the dirtiest glare.

“Kidding!” You laughed.

“He’s not even British! He’s Portuguese!” Gavi exclaimed.

You wrapped your arms around him, “It doesn’t even matter, cause I love my Spanish boy more.”

You felt Gavi cringe beside you, “Yah that doesn’t sound as good.”

[lucy90712]

Christmas headcannon

Gavi: 

 - It is the first Christmas that you are actually spending together you started dating just before Christmas a few years ago so you didn't spend it together that year and last year you both decided to spend Christmas with your own families

- Pablo is so excited to actually spend Christmas with you as he knows how much you love the holidays and he wants to experience it with you

- When it gets to the first of December he gets the decorations down pretty much at midnight as he can't wait to decorate his whole house with you

- Together you brought some new decorations and coupled with old ornaments you both have the house is fully decorated by the end of the day every inch is covered in lights or a decoration of some form and you both love it 

- When it gets closer to Christmas you two spend a day wrapping all of the presents you've brought of course you do each others presents separately but for the rest you work together with him holding the paper in place while you stick it down with tape 

- You both make a great team and everything gets done so much quicker than it would if you did it alone they also looked better too

- On Christmas Day Pablo's family come round as he wanted to host for the first time and you were happy help him he also didn't want to make you travel on your first Christmas together and overwhelm you

- The two of you went food shopping together and got everything you needed and maybe a few extra things that you managed to convince Pablo were necessary even though they definitely weren't but he just can't say no to you 

- In the morning Pablo wakes you up early with a cup of hot chocolate and a kiss which was enough to convince you to get out of bed and start on prepping dinner

- You started prepping the food while Pablo set out all of the presents as you didn't trust him in the kitchen because of past incidents from when you've left him alone 

- When his family arrive you make everyone a drink and offer them some of the extra things you bought before it's time to open presents 

- You made sure to get each of his family something just from you but you didn't expect them to do the same but they did which really makes you feel like part of the family 

- Pablo really spoils you he gets you so many gifts most of which were unnecessary but he does it because he loves you so much and he wants you to have the best of everything as he thinks you deserve it for putting up with him 

- After everyone opens presents you have to get on with making dinner which Pablo helps you with and also his mum as she's done this plenty of times so knows all the tips and tricks to make things taste the best 

- It was a great bonding experience too as although you've met Pablo's parents countless times you don't often get to spend much time with them so to do something together with his mum is actually really nice as the two of you get along really well 

- Your first Christmas together was amazing everything went smoothly and everyone had a great time just enjoying the festive spirit 

Pedri: 

- Pedri takes you back to Tenerife for the holidays which was different for you as it's not freezing there over winter but you actually really enjoy the warmer weather coupled with the festive spirit 

- You spend the bit of time you have there leading up to Christmas doing as many of the things that Pedri likes to do while home as possible you visited some of his favourite places and saw all of his friends that still live there who were all so lovely to you 

- On Christmas Eve you go and see his parents to do Christmas with them as Pedri wanted to spend Christmas Day just with you

- When you arrive you go and help his mum with the cooking which she has covered but being a guest you wanted to help plus you wanted to learn from her as she's such a great cook 

- She teaches you all sorts of things and she even gives you the recipe for some things so you can make them for you and Pedri when back home which you are so excited to do as sometimes Pedri misses home and on those days you can cook him something to remind him of home

- While dinner is cooking everyone opens presents which was really fun as Pedri's family like to get each other joke gifts as well as regular gifts which made the whole experience so much better especially fer's gifts for Pedri they really made you laugh 

- On Christmas Day the both of you decide to sleep in or more like stay in bed as you both woke up early but stayed under the covers cuddling which is always your favourite way to start the morning 

- Eventually Pedri gets out of bed telling you to stay and when he comes back after a few minutes he has breakfast for the both of you and a mug of hot chocolate which you very happily take and eat sat in bed which you almost never do 

- When you eventually get up neither of you bother to change as you go downstairs and get straight under a cozy blanket on the sofa where you plan to spend the rest of the day 

- While sat on the sofa you both open the gifts you got each other as you saved them to do it on your own and not with Pedri's family which turned out to be a tactical choice as the last gift he gave you was a beautiful ring which he used to propose to you 

- His proposal was everything you could've hoped for he said all of the right things and he did it when it was just the two of you which you'd said is how you would prefer it a long time ago but you thought he wouldn't remember 

- During the afternoon to give you two something to do you decided to bake some Christmas cookies using a recipe your grandma taught you which was a lot of fun as you had Christmas music blaring while you both worked making the dough 

- While the cookies were in the oven Pedri didn't let go of you he constantly had his arms around your waist giving you soft kisses and telling you how much he loved you which only made you fall in love with him even more 

- Once the cookies were ready you both had one fresh out the oven which is always when they are at their best and of course they were good but Pedri was convinced they were the best cookies he'd ever had which made you really happy to hear as you knew you'd done your grandma proud 

Joao: 

- You and Joao had just had your first child at the end of November so this Christmas was a special one for you as its your little ones first and your first as a family of 3 so you want to go all out as even though the baby won't remember you two will 

- When December rolls around you have to get the decorations up as you want the house to be all Christmassy and you got new ornaments for the baby which of course you can't wait to put on the tree 

- As you had just had a baby you couldn't do much as you were still in some pain and you needed to be looking after the baby so Joao had to do most a lot of it like he had to put up the tree and do most of the decorating but you did some of the things that you could do without moving too much and together you put the new special baubles you had brought for your baby on the tree 

- On Christmas Day neither of you wanted to do too much as it's a lot of hassle to take a newborn anywhere and you also didn't want too many people round at once as Joao thought it would be too much for you having to help host while taking care of the baby 

- Instead of going anywhere you had close family come and visit so his family came round first  then once they left your family came round so that there wasn't too many people there at once

- They all brought food for the two of you so that you didn't have to cook either which was much appreciated and you all exchanged gifts and of course your little one was very much spoiled but that was to be expected as your child was the first grandchild for either of your parents 

- Once they had all left Joao made sure to treat you as you had given him the best gift already and he wanted to make sure you felt appreciated so he gave you some of the sweetest gifts some things were things for you to enjoy away from the baby like a massage and others were things like a little book for you to record all of your babies firsts which nearly made you cry thinking about all of those moments

- In the afternoon you both decided it would be good to get out for a walk which you had started doing most evenings to help settle the baby Joao pushed the stroller with one hand and held yours with the other as you slowly walked around your neighbourhood enjoying the peace as most people were all inside enjoying Christmas 

- Along the walk Joao tells you how thankful he is for everything you've done for him and now your baby and he tells how much he loves you which brings tears to your eyes as you are still very hormonal and everything he said was just so sweet that you could help but let a few tears slide down your face 

- After you get back you put the baby down for the night which means you and Joao get some alone time and for once you aren't tired to the point that you both just want to go straight to bed

- With the bit of time you have together you both decide to watch a Christmas film as you haven't watched many this year in the end you fall asleep halfway through and only wake up when you hear the baby crying but it was nice to have some time together to relax

Jude: 

- With La liga having a longer Christmas break than some other leagues you two decide to use your time to actually go home for a little while as you are both living together in Spain your families are still in England 

- Jude actually surprises you with the trip back home one day he comes home from training saying he's got an early present for you and in the box he gives you is a plane ticket back home and after you are done thanking him he explains how long you are going for and everything else

- Thats not the end of the surprises though as when you get back to England you stay with Jude's family but he then tells you that for Christmas he has invited your family too so everyone will be together for a few days over the holidays 

- Your families get on really well so when everyone is together it's chaotic but it's so much fun and you absolutely love it as you always miss your family so to be able to see them and spend time with Jude's parents and Jobe is the best present you could've asked for 

- Over the few days everyone is together before Christmas you all do so many fun things like going to a Christmas market, going ice skating and having a baking contest which you and Jude were useless at but you had fun nonetheless 

- On Christmas Day Jude wakes you up early like you are kids again and the two of you sneak downstairs to start making breakfast for everyone as it's something you two agreed you'd do without anyone knowing 

-While you are working on making an awful lot of pancakes Jude makes you a cup of tea which is a special gingerbread flavoured one especially for Christmas which you absolutely love he then makes some coffee for everyone else while helping you with the pancakes 

- After breakfast is made Jude drags you round the house to wake everyone up and get them to come down which Jobe makes fun of him for calling him a child but he's just so happy that he doesn't even care which you think is so cute 

- Once everyone has eaten you all start playing games together you start off with things like uno but then you move on to games where you have to work together like Pictionary which you and Jude are really good at as you two are always on the same wavelength 

- The whole day was so much fun but eventually it starts to get dark outside and as dinner is cooking everyone opens their presents which brings about a lot of laughs as there is a lot of joke presents 

- your favourite was a spray bottle from Jobe who prefaced the gift by saying you can use it to spray Jude when he's annoying  like some people do their cats he didn't seem to like the idea but you couldn't wait to try it out 

- After dinner Jude tells you to wrap up warm as you are going out on a walk so you steal one of his hoodies to wear under your coat and he gives you a beanie to wear which messes up your hair but he fixes it like the good boyfriend he is 

- It's dark and cold outside but it's so quiet that it makes the walk really enjoyable plus it was nice to get away from all the chaos and spend a few minutes together although by the time you got back you were ready to get back into the festivities 

Ruben: 

- With the heavy fixture load you aren't able to go and visit your family let alone go and see Ruben's in Portugal so you are forced to have Christmas be just the two of you although neither of you are too bothered about that in fact you are kind of looking forward to it 

- Since you worked out that you couldn't go home you had secretly been planning all sorts of things to make Christmas just like it would be if Ruben was at home because you knew he would miss home on Christmas Day even if he didn't admit to it 

- Little did you know Ruben was doing the same for you he text your mum as the two of them get along really well and asked what your favourite Christmas traditions were and he planned to do them all for you as he felt bad taking you away from your family on Christmas 

- Because you two were both planning surprises for each other your Christmas end up as a complete mishmash of different traditions which no one in their right mind would usually put together but it's actually a lot of fun 

- It was kind of like a trial run of what Christmas will be like when you two have a family of your own which isn't something either of you and thought about too much but it was actually really nice to talk about how you would do Christmas when you have kids 

- Ruben is really good at giving gifts so he got you some things he knew you wanted as well as some really thoughtful gifts which you would've never thought about if he didn't get them for you 

- As Ruben is so good at gift giving sometimes you struggle to stay on par with him and often you feel bad for not being as good at buying for him but this Christmas you nailed it you happened to find the perfect gifts for him which he absolutely loved 

- As its just the two of you you decide to cook dinner together which you usually don't do as you have such different schedules but it was actually really enjoyable and not as stressful as you thought 

- While you are cooking you keep tasting everything you make as you go along, it started when Ruben came over to you to feed you a bit of carrot and from them on you kept approaching each other with food to try

- Usually Ruben is very strict with his diet and his routine but as its Christmas he allows you to make dessert especially when you tell him it's a family recipe he can't so no but you still expect him not to really eat it but he devours all that you give him as what you've made is so delicious 

- After dinner neither of you want to clean up and because it's Christmas you both agree that the dishes and cleaning the kitchen can wait until the morning 

- Instead of cleaning you both sit down in the living room with Christmas films on in the background which really are just background noise as you spend the evening talking and playing games 

- Ruben is usually extremely competitive but when it comes to playing board games with you he really tones it down and he doesn't mind if you win as it makes you feel good when you beat him as he seems to be good at everything 

- By the time the end of the day comes around you are falling asleep on Ruben on the sofa so he carries you upstairs to bed so you can snuggle until he has to get up and go to training as he has a game on the 27th

Dominik: 

- With the way the fixtures fall in the premier league Dominik doesn't get much time off over Christmas but the two of you manage to find a bit of time to take a quick trip back to Hungary to see his family 

- When you wake up on Christmas Day you are still kind of tired after spending Christmas Eve travelling but as soon as Dominik opens the curtains you are wide awake as you see that the ground is covered in snow 

- You'd never experienced a white Christmas before you'd seen snow but never on Christmas Day so you are really excited about getting to experience a white Christmas like in all the Christmas movies 

- Dominik finds it funny how excited you are but he still agrees to go out in the snow with you to have some fun because even though you aren't kids anymore that doesn't mean you can have fun in the snow 

- He has to give you some of his old winter clothes as he knows how freezing cold it will be and he doesn't want you to get sick from getting too cold so you look a bit ridiculous but it doesn't bother you at all 

- Once you get outside straight away you both make a snowman which you put a lot of pride into so it turns out really good and you manage to find the perfect sticks for the arms and little stones for the eyes and mouth 

- You have to make snow angels too especially when Dominik admitted he'd never done it you pushed him straight into the snow and you made snow angels right next to each other his was so much bigger than yours though which made you both laugh 

- No day in the snow is complete without a snowball fight so while Dominik wasn't paying attention you gathered some snow and threw it at his back and of course he had to retaliate so you two ended up completely covered in snow and very cold by the time you called a truce but it was so worth it 

- Once back inside you two have to sit by the fire to warm yourselves up and Dominik makes some hot chocolate for the both of you to warm you up even quicker 

- By this point his family are finally awake and you get to recount what you have done and why you are both sat as close to the fire as possible still with bits of snow in your hair they seem to think you two are weird for playing in the snow but you couldn't care less 

- You helped his mum with the cooking when it was time and while you are cooking she tells you how grateful she is that you and Dominik are together as she's never seen him so happy which really makes you blush but it was also nice to hear 

- After dinner everyone opens their presents and Dominik gets you the most beautiful necklace which he had engraved with the date that you started dating which you thought was really sweet of him 

- When the night starts drawing in Dominik takes you upstairs so the two of you can cuddle in bed just enjoying being together as you know that you won't see much of each other over the next few weeks between training and all the games so you want to make the most of some alone time together 

[iaeriy]

joao fluff where him and the reader spend a rainy day indoors!!

there’s no place like home ౨ৎ (joão félix x reader)

warnings; fluff

summary; what anon said!🩰

note; i just finished this in english class & so so sorry if this was small! i’ve been stressed OUTTTT but i uploaded againnn so that’s good! this is my first fluff fic..so sorry if it’s small, i wanted to also say thank you for the support & love, i love y’all sm. y’all make my day! 🎀

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“you can’t go play it’s raining & it’s all muddy..” you murmured still sleepy after your nap you took 30 minutes ago, you looked down watching the small brown dog scratch against the door with both his paws. you felt a pair of big arms wrap around your waist before you rested your head against your boyfriends chest, giggling. “my hoodie is like a dress on you, so tiny of you.” joão said before picking you up as you squealed, your chest over his shoulder whilst your legs and butt were sticking out. “joão! am not wearing any shorts!” you said wiggling your legs around, softly spanking your butt before he put you down on the couch, you stood up on the mattress as you smacked his head playfully. “stop it. that’s no fun at all.” you said frowning before getting off as you bent down to hold floki. you held him in your arms before walking back to the couch as you plopped yourself down, sitting down criss cross putting him in the middle befofe he circled himself around, as he laid down his head resting on your thigh. “guess you found someone better than me.” he said frowning as you giggled shaking your head, “come here..” you said as he sat down next to you, you giggled before turning on the tv finding some random tv show. you watched floki jump off your lap running back to the glass doors that led to the outside, you frowned before laying your head on joãos thigh.

“que pasó?” (what’s wrong?) he said you sighed gently, “sleepy..”you murmured before he chuckled patting your head, “you’re so cute..” he said as he placed his hand on yours, comparing his hand to yours as you smiled before you started dozing off, the lightning in the house making you fall asleep. he looked down at you before grabbing a blanket as he covered your lower body, he sneaked his hand inside his hoodie you were wearing as he rubbed your back, admiring your face features, meanwhile the small brown dog had stopped whimpering to go use the potty. you were asleep, your hair covering some of your face as joão moved some of it out of the way wanting to admire you, he chuckled before he shuffled around trying his best not to wake you up as he ended up falling asleep as well.

you were yet still asleep on joãos lap, before flokis barking woke you up. you sat up as joao’s body fell on the couch, you giggled as he groaned loudly before you got up walking over to floki. “let me guess..potty time..” you said to him earning a bark from him as you giggled, taking off your hoodie due to your body being all hot, you were wearing a creamy white ruffled shirt and your shorts, you looked down watching floki scratch the door again as you opened the glass door before you watched him run out as you stepped outside as soon as it began to sprinkle once againnn..you giggled before floki flopped himself on the floor infront of you, you kneeled down petting him before a pair of arms picked you up, you screamed as you turned around and looked up at joão. “oh you’re awake..how’d you sleep hermoso..” you said cupping his cheeks, as he chuckled. “pretty well, you woke me up tho.” he said as you giggled before he leaned in kissing you, you kissed back before it started pouring harder. you giggled still kissing him as rain began getting on you, your shirt becoming soaked before joão yanked you back inside the house.

“you’re all wet..” he said as you giggled before he picked you up bridal style, “am not that wet! you’re lying..” you said as you started shivering, small goosebumps forming on your skin. “come on.. let’s go get you in the shower.” he said as you frowned before he went upstairs turning the water on, you sat on the bed rolling your eyes. “is this necessaryyyyy..” you said as he chuckled nodding his head, “am supposed to take care of you & if you catch a cold of course it’s going to be on me.” he said as you began to play with the little bow fabric on your shirt before you stood up, wrapping your arms around his waist, you rested your head against his back before he turned around carrying you. “get in the shower,i’ll get in once you’re in there.”you nodded your head before you got in the shower, the water hitting on your body and hair, your hair getting wet before you got pulled into joãos chest, you shrieked before turning around. “quit scaring me!” you said as he giggled before scrubbing your head gently, you frowned as he chuckled at your face reaction.

“such a grumpy baby. you’re all finished.” he said before you opened your eyes, getting on your tippy toes kissing his cheek.“thank you baby..” you said before he kissed your forehead, “go change, i’ll come in bed and we can cuddle.” you nodded your head kissing his cheekk. before getting out wrapping the towel around your body, exiting out the bathroom, you changed into one of his shirts & panties, you sat down on the bed before you got under the blanket. you heard flokis little collar jingling around as he jumped on the bed laying in your arms, you giggled before you heard the shower turn off, the door opening before you faked your sleep. floki starting to bark at you before you shuffled around acting as if you were asleep, your back faced floki, joão walked to your side kissing your cheek, “you’re awake y/n..” he said as you giggled before pulling him in as he towered above you, kissing your face.

he chuckled before laying down next to you, he wrapped his arm around you as you rested your head on his chest. you played with his fingers, comparing your hand to his. “tiny.” he said as you smiled before you started dozzing off again to the sounds of the water droplets hitting against the roof and window. the curtains were closed but the blinds open, the room already getting dark enough as the dark orange shade lighting began to make u sleepy. you fell asleep on his chest as he looked down at you, squishing your cheek before he kissed your cheek.

“sleep well hermosa, love you so much..”

[i9messi]

Joao Felix comforting the reader on her period, I know some people are uncomfortable with this topic so don't feel pressured to write about it. PS love your writings!

(thank you for requesting!)

Sweet company — João Félix

Word count — 752

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It wasn’t a good day, your period had come and you hated it. You didn’t want to move around your house, so you lay down on the couch in the living room, trying to spend your time and forget for a moment what was happening to your body. Your stomach was hungrier than usual and you felt certain stabbing pains in the lower part of your belly.

You heard sounds, someone opening your house door. You quickly saw that your boyfriend came from training, with a smile on his face that vanished when your eyes met. You felt bad and João noticed right away.

"What happened?"

"I don’t feel very well today, João." you explained the rest of the situation and he didn’t hesitate to come to you and lie down on the couch next to you.

"I’m here now, carinho." you rest your head on his chest, hearing the soft thrum of his heartbeat. It was a warm embrace that brought only peace. "Not that I think cuddling will fix everything, but I’m sure it can’t make things worse, you know?"

You smiled at him, as he stroked your back. Your boyfriend left kisses across your face, paying special attention to your lips.

"I’m never more at peace than I am in your arms." you admitted.

"I’m glad I helped with something, I just want you to feel better and I hate myself because I can’t."

"You are doing a lot, actually. I could stay in your arms all day."

"You should, we should. There’s nothing else I’d rather do than spend the whole day hugging you."

João wasn’t just your boyfriend, he was also your friend and confidant. You had all your trust in him and he'd never let you down. Every time you felt bad he was there to try to help you, you had the kind of relationship in which both of you tried to lean on each other. He firmly fulfilled his promise and you lay on the couch, hugged, for a long time. You talked about a lot of different topics, totally serious topics about your future plans, to even stupid and silly topics.

"Please don’t ask me if I’d still love you if you turned into a zombie." he joked and you raised an eyebrow.

"You’d still love me if I turned into a zombie?"

"Of course. But you know, I’d have to be careful because you’re not gonna want to kiss me, you’re gonna want to bite me. Maybe I should let you bite me, so I can also become a zombie and we’ll be two zombies in love against the humans."

You looked at your boyfriend and left a kiss on his lips. "How’d I get so lucky to have you?"

"I’m the lucky one here, you’re my girlfriend." João rubbed his nose against you, and he softly smiled at you. "How about I make us something to eat and we go watch a movie marathon?"

João got up and you told him you were going to help him, but before you could move, he told you to stay in the coach.

"No, stay there. Don’t you even think of lifting a finger today. I’ll take care of everything, querida."

Your body was still aching, so you let him quietly cook. You covered yourself with the blanket you had brought, and while your dedicated boyfriend was doing something so you could eat while watching the movie, you looked for what you could watch. João came back a while later, with a bowl of popcorn and lots of chocolates and sweets. They were too many.

"Should we watch Barbie movies?" You proposed and he nodded.

While you were watching the movie, you wrapped yourself around his torso. An intimate moment where time slowed down. His hold was strong and reassuring. His mouth came to your face and he left a kiss on the tip of your nose, another on your forehead and one on each cheek.

"Babe, you should watch the movie."

"You’re so pretty... I could look at you for hours."

"João, stop being cute."

You were so in love with him, your heart was beating for him.

"Eu te amo"

"I love you too, João."

You let him keep seeing you, still hugging his body and hearing his heart beating. Once you moved to go to the bathroom and when you did, he asked you if you were okay. You spent the whole afternoon lying down, with João telling you he loved you.

[kierantierney3]

Joao Félix

Summary: Showing off your long distance relationship via instagram

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^Don’t lie to the people^

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TikTok Trend - João Félix

You had heard about the latest TikTok trend that was taking the internet by storm - "Putting a towel on the bed to see your boyfriend's reaction." You couldn't resist trying it out on your boyfriend, João Félix.

As you put the towel on the bed, João looked at you with a smirk on his face, clearly expecting something more. But you just smiled and said that you were just folding the towel.

João's disappointment was evident as he had been hoping for something more exciting. However, you couldn't help but laugh at his reaction.

"I'm sorry to disappoint you, João," you said, still chuckling. "But sometimes a towel is just a towel."

João shook his head, clearly still disappointed, but he couldn't help but smile at your playful teasing.

"Next time, maybe you'll surprise me," he said with a wink.

You couldn't wait to see what other TikTok trends you could try out on João, but for now, you were content with just teasing him with a simple towel.

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Author's Note :

to be honest, i don't even know if this is a TikTok Trend 😭, i just saw it on my YouTube Shorts.. i wanna try it with different players but João was the first one that i wanted to write for! I hope you enjoy it<3 If you wanna see other players with this 'TikTok Trend', send me requests with the football player you want!<3

- Megi.