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[ichoiheedong]

I Met You In The Winter[BTS J.J.K] pt.1

GENRE : SMUT/ FLUFF/ ANGST/ LANGUAGE/ CHEATING /FORCED MARRIAGE

bts members Jeon jungkook x y/N 

                     summary : " He cheated on me , she cheated on you" you said looking at his eager eyes and continued " you need to help me to deal with it!! "

do not copy my work or post it anywhere without my permission also i don’t allow translation i work hard on this and it’s unfair because i recently find out some of my work posted in Youtube without any credits and it’s a crime !!  

part one : innocent potato 

it was cold tonight , and for a girl who used to be her mother's spoiled child you missed being engulfed into someone's hug, patting your hair or just sweetly talking to you , you like when some one makes love to your ear but you have to be real you were here alone ,a popular tv show was on on your TV that was the only beaming thing around you as you crawled into your sofa having a green tea and scrolling up into facebook messaging your friend, a sudden argue made you look up for the tenth time to your boyfriend profile

where the heck was he ? you just wondered , he didn't reply to your texts or called you back and you felt upset as he did ,you both have been together since you made it to Seoul ; a year passed and things instead of being great they were all crushing down ,every thing in your relation with Jin was chaotic now he wasn't here like usual anymore , he didn't stay for nights since a month now ,his scent changed , his hair color his fashion taste every thing about him seemed like strange to you and you being alone tonight in this cold weather was included into this long list

he changed and you were sure something made him change but no one would believe you not your mother who adored him; of course! he was the sweetest creature ever someone who knows how to spend hours in kitchen cooking without getting bored how would you expect that your mother will be by your side; even your best friend Lilly she was always calming you saying that he was stressed because of his father's company and you should be grateful to have him as a boyfriend

it wasn't your fault though ,you didn't try to seduce him it was an innocent serendipity when both met at first he was sweetly naturally attracted to you and you like him he was freaking handsome and rich he was talented and has his own stylish look also he was tall and his shoulder were wide something you craved right now to be engulfed in but Jin wasn't the young man you met a year ago and helped you to get back your purse when you lost it in the lotte world

it wasn't only hard to think about it but also to prove it ,

every time your eyes looked up to the wall watch ,you couldn't believe that jin isn't going to come tonight, he promised you this morning before he ran out of here he would be here tonight to cuddle with you as you were on period but look at him only gods knows were is he

giving up on this, you stood up on adjusting your sweatpants and over sized shirt heading to the kitchen ,chocolate was the best option to calm you down you grabbed a chips bag and some chocolates and came back to turn off your tv it was turned on since hours without any attention so you decided to go to bed at least it was comfy

you grabbed the curtains and closed them so the day lights will not disrupt your sleep in your free morning then you took off your sweatpants and slides into your pajama shorts and went to bed grabbing your laptop wasn't off you noticed that it was on hibernate and as realization hits you it was Jin again you don't know why but he really liked to do some works in the early morning so he used your laptop to finis some works or send some mails and as last night he passed out next to you of course he will be the one using it

you sighed and decided to reconnect to your Facebook and twitter accounts again before putting a film to help you fall asleep in this boring night

you hit the tab waiting for the Facebook page to pop out and you frowned as you see your account already opened , it's been a while since you really log in using your PC you were always on your iPhone you looked again scrolling down seing your boyfriend face on the little profil picture

"oh god it was his account not yours ,something you got the gold card now , jin hated so much that some one try to peek to his list message or to his private group chat with his friends and it was funny tonight to see this , for so long you watched him replying at their silly texts and it was funny to read that when he was laying with you in the bed but he refused to let you do that and you really didn't care, he has his rights to have private conversation with his friends but now you were bored and reading some funny crazy men stuff will be perfect just perfect !

you opened the chat box ,and your eyes danced through the names , until your sight fell into a chat, it popped out firstly and it seemed like you didn't notice it before

'Oh Seyna' was the girl's name you didn't want why you became nervous as you clicked you never in your life thought that will be an end to you and Jin relation and for sure not this way

"okay baby see you tonight then <3 "

your heart dropped and your hand were shaking as you scrolled down the texts , they were sweetly talking but briefly too but Jin had you as a girlfriend why would he call an other woman baby girl and kitten !!

you gulped hitting her profile and got the chock of your life she had some private picture were jin was there with a bunch of other friends in a bar she was sitting in his lap

why you never see this before it's been months since the picture had been aploaded in her facebook !!

you panicked taking out your phone and search for her name looking up in all the popping list but she wasn't there , you were blocked it hits you

he was cheating ..

cold sweat run into your body and your breath hitched , you felt like you want to cry but you held it ,this is not the prove you want any way !

your fingers brushed your hair nervously almost severing it as you tried to calm down

you were now sat on your knees as your laptop was in front of you, as you went back to the chat and started reading you wanted to see if they will meet or where they meet usually and it felt like life was on your side as your eyes dropped to an hotel address with a room number

your feet felt like freezing when you jumped out off bed ,damn it you were already bleeding and your hormone rage made it worse as you tried to think and think

nothing came up with your trouble ,you just fell down collapsing on the floor and cried hard ..

-

who's there ?? Lilly shouted before she reach her apartment door , it can't be her boyfriend right !! it's like 1 am she peeked on the door secret crystal hole and she panicked

" oh my god y/N what the heck did happen ??Lilly was shocked as you rushed in her apartment throwing your self on the coach crying

"y/N please tell me what's going on "

you cried harder and as soon as Lilly started to cry too you stopped sniffling trying to say something but you couldn't gather your words

"he's cheating on me Lilly you finally let out panting hard like you've got the biggest rock tossing you down

"crap ! is this why you're here for i thought someone's die or something and why would Jin cheat on you y/N he adores you "

"he doesn't not any more , not when i caught him finally "

the girl sitting beside you jumped off the couch " what do you mean finally??

" because you don't know any thing you didn't want to believe me ,no one does you sobbed , it's been a while since he changed and i didn't say any thing because no one will actually believe me ,you all love him and it's hard to believe that he is fucking someone right now!! you cried more eyes blood shot as you hugged your head

"oh my god , Lilly tried to approach you "tell me let's work out this together ho did you know

"he forgot his Facebook actif on my laptop and i got some pictures and texts i even know the hotel address

"oh crap ! what the heck is this please tell me you're lying and i'm having a bad dream

you were angry , your coat was soaked as you walked out the taxi on to get into Lilly's building block

" you need to find the truth she said and you looked up"

"every thing is clear now i will just confront him "

"how ?

"i want to go see him i want to kick his face so he would become the ugliest creature ever

"c'mon let's go see him then let's just find out if you're right or not

it hurts you hearing this why it seemed this hard to believe you why it felt bad to put Jin in this kind of situation when he was just a cheater

"Lilly got you into her car and drove off to the hotel you told her about and it turned out that she knows it well of course she would know this kind of places she was rich and she was always invited to events and she knows every place down town here

you let the mission of finding Jin's and the girl room to her as she was the person who was thinking right now , you were done every cell on your brain was destroyed and you stopped half way

"hey! are you okay Lilly hissed as she checked you "we're almost here look that's the room "

"i can't assume this i will not bear that no no you backed up wanting to run to your place hide into your sheets and stay there until you calm down and tomorrow sun sneaks on the room but you realized it was hard your curtains were closed and your room is gonna stay dim just like your coming days , pain was there digging into your body and you whimpered there is no more shiny days jin cheated on you and you're here to see this with your own eyes

"do you want me to go first "Lilly said as she kept dragging your lifeless body to the door "

"c'mon knock !"she said and you looked terrified

"i'm not ready , what if it's not true , what if it's true Lilly i'm done i can't work out any thing

"let's just cut this crap forever she furiously knocked the door ignoring the door bell and as soon as someone's behind the door was angrily shouting your heart dropped

it was his voice you will never got it wrong fuck!

jin walked to check the door he was furious and annoyed , it's not a cheap motel so people could easily break in and annoy him damn it

and as soon as his head popped out; it was few seconds that feels like a century a whole world crushed in front of you in this room full of sex smell and betray , you pushed the door open you didn't even know from where you get the energy to do as you broke into the place with your best friend behind !!

[ichoiheedong]

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 do not copy my work or post it anywhere without my permission also i don’t allow translation i work hard on this and it’s unfair because i recently find out some of my work posted in Youtube without any credits and it’s a crime !!  

this is all what i wrote about our BTS and there is a lot of future stories coming 

feel free to send me your opinions and reactions but please don’t hurt i’m not doing all this to get hurt 

warning all of this has mature content “smut” 

there will be some parts without editing and grammar mistake i apologize about this i will  try to edit sorry i’m busy with life 

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jjk^^

i met you in the winter  one     two  three   four   five-six   seven   eight-nine   ten  eleven   twelve  end

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[ichoiheedong]

RIDE ME  [BTS JUNGKOOK]pt.10

bts member : jungkook x reader

Genre: angst /smut

rated mature :  but not in all the chapters

summary : if you want to and if you don’t want to, things are bound to happen and you broke the rules and run away only to find your self in a lion’s Den , jungkook a man who has every thing; power wealth and fame all together to burn your heart and existence if you moved away, in a land full of horses what could happen between both of you ,two young persons who meant to share the same dream  !

one | two | three | four |five | six | seven | eight | nine 

the weather was cold outside when you stepped out , jungkook was wearing his cloves as he walked next to you  both took your suit case and headed to the car 

he didn’t said that much not even told you where he was heading and you weren’t going to ask any way it felt awkward how cold his gazes were as like as last night was a dream and as you recognized the road you started to feel it was 

a dream !

Your body was still aching and you were still feeling awkward but you couldn't tell if it was really true! all you thought about this morning when he told you to get ready that he was planning to go somewhere with you well isn't this what all newly weds do !! but the car was rolling the road heading back to the ranch and you didn't dare to say any thing You couldn't ask him why how and what was going on you were just resting on your seat inhaling his scent mixed with the air until the car stopped 

“ you’re finally here again y/N he suddenly let out and you looked to your side 

“yeah i’m here 

“isn’t this what you wanted i’m happy i kept my word and starring today no one could take you away from here 

you grinned sweetly thanking him when one of the worker was coming towards you 

“welcome Sir , welcome Mrs congratulation 

“thank you so much , how was things going here “

“every thing as usual sir every thing is on point 

“great tell every one we have a meeting this afternoon 

“sure have a nice day day 

jungkook ended his conversation and you both made your way to the inside 

you stopped to take off your coat as you reached the hall way 

“welcome Mrs Jeon “ Elsa said and your lips parted slightly it was awkward days ago your name was y/N a normal worker here just some one who enjoyed life with this people but now the huge gap was making you uncomfortable and you didn’t like it 

“sir every thing is ready as you ordered i hope you will like it “

“ i do like every thing grandma and Mrs Haeyon do in here so of course i will really like it , c’mon y/N we need to rest 

you nodded and followed him to where he headed and your eyes got wider when you saw he passed the second floor 

“it’s our new place , normally this floor was where i will stay after i get married i don’t know all the details because jimin’s mother did every thing ,this is your home too make your self comfortable too he said before opening the room and you stepped in right before he did 

jungkook entered and closed the door 

the room was breath taking it was just like the old manor designed in such a great way  so wide and full of furniture but it was placed in a great way 

you were always fond of white and simple furniture and decoration but this place feels like it was made for a queen 

it was too much but not for jungkook as you remembered his room was as wide as this and very well decorated 

you were looking around searching for your new closet or the dressing section , you wanted to change into some fluffy cardigan and sleep 

jungkook was ready to go out when you quit the dressing he was wearing his black pants and a leather jacket  

“where are you going “?? you asked stepping towards him 

“i have many works to do i spent many day doing nothing in Seoul so i need to see how things going on here 

“oh you let out  , and what about me ?? you looked up meeting his eyes to be honested you didn’t look at him properly after last night so it felt shy to do now 

“what about you he repeated ? 

“when can i go back to my work , i have to get ready for the competition 

jungkook chuckled smugly “ there is no work for you with workers  right now Mrs jeon “he deadly said and left 

you gulped as he left you astonished , the way he said Mrs Jeon  , gosh !! you almost forget that but why can’t you go back to your work you frowned hands clinched hard and your face was heating 

you sat on the edge of your new king sized bed ,still didn’t know what to do is he trying to make you one of his puppet or just a nice vase in this pretty place the house wife or something like that did he forget why did you do all this for !!

you couldn’t really wait until he came back , it was late in the afternoon and he still didn’t show up 

you changed to your coat and ran out skipping the stairs 

“hey Elsa did you see jungkook ?? “

“oh yeah he is in the side office right now 

“oh thank you “

welcome Mrs” 

you stopped looking at her

“my name is y/N you said smiling and ran out the door 

you didn’t even think twice when you reached the back yard it was calm but you were in hurry to think that there is no body there and you broke into the office panting 

your eyes dropped on jungkook sitting in his big seat and all the workers where there if you got it right it was a meeting and you just broke into the place like a fool 

“i’m so sorry , i didn’t know you’re working here”

“what’s going on with you ? why are you in hurry” jungkook let out leaving his seat towards you he tried to look cool and act cool but you could see how serious he was 

“ i .. i was  i just wanted to ask you about something , i will come back later 

you said and rushed out 

hurrying again to the mansion, all of them were there gathering expect you , you weren’t really important any more

you cried hard as you hugged you pillow soaking it with your hot tears until you drifted to sleep , you slept for so long because your eyes were tired and when you woke up jungkook was sitting next to you he was supporting his chin with his palm waiting for you to wake up

“did you slept well he whispered and you closed your eyes again his soft  whisper seemed like haven and you slightly sighed before opening your eyes again

“ why didn’t you tell me about the meeting am i not allowed to be there any more ?

“ you’re my wife park y/N don’t you really understand that! do you think it’s good for me as the master here to send you to work again with all the workers in here every body got a position 

you sat up brushing your hair “but that’s what i’m here for jungkook , you know how much i like doing that you know how fond i am of this job 

“i know i’m not depriving you of riding any horse , you can do what ever you want here but as my wife i don’t really want to discuss this again, you wanted to be here and i afford this but this what it costed “he ended up as he pressed on your shoulder 

you wanted to cry or to pinch the wall or hit him but you couldn’t move , he was gently touching you and you melt not knowing how to react should you let out the tears  or just wait him to go out and blow your eyes out 

that’s it , every thing in this life has a price and you thought you will be the happiest girl ever , jungkook was yours , you were living here doing what you wanted but it wasn’t like that the sweet pink dream you had was just a hallucination the kisses you shared with him felt like it was nothing as he talked as he looked at you and that made you scared 

jungkook  was so sweet when he came to Seoul but now he just returned to be that cold jerk again you actually didn’t care if he did because finally you’re back again but what ached your heart and chocked you you were back a different person some one every one here will bow when he saw her , and every one he will just not talk to her as usual 

thoughts kept disrupting your night as you were lonely ,you didn’t know where could jungkook be as he left to see some one after he spoke to you 

it was late and cold outside you couldn’t understand how could he bear all this pressure alone jimin was still in Seoul with his family 

you couldn’t sleep rolling in your big bed last night memories were that last thing you wanted to remember but you couldn’t wipe them it was the first time you shared intimacy with some one and shared a bed with him so even you felt hurt all you wanted now to know where jungkook was and your heart raced hearing him walking around it was his scent 

jungkook shrugged off his leather jacket and headed to change he tried to be calm as he saw your little frame into the bed sheets 

you could feel all his moves and hear him but you tried to stay as calm as you could when you felt him laying down on the bed next to you 

few minutes passed as jungkook was here next to you he was breathing regularly and you couldn’t stop your self , you turned gently to your left side 

“why are you so late ? “ you hissed as you looked to his face it was dark but you could feel he was finally looking at you 

“you’re awake ? i’m sorry did i awake you 

“no , 

“ i had many papers to check and i didn’t feel the time “

“but it’s cold and you need to rest why are you killing your self 

you heard him chuckling as he slipped his hand under your waist so he could place you closer you immediately rested on his chest 

“i’m fine let’s just sleep tomorrow is a long day “he said as he gently rubbed on your back 

-

jimin and his mother came finally leaving his grandmother there she wanted to spend some days with her siblings in Seoul every thing was normal expect your life you were always alone as you didn’t know what to do you went so many times for few rounds around the ranch but working with the men and jimin in the yard was really fun and you missed that 

-

Ermeland was the first person you saw this morning as you stepped out the door she was coming out the black car which means she came back again 

you saw her obvious smirk as she stepped towards you  

“aww i didn’t think i will see you here honestly i thought jungkook will choose you over his files and took you to a honey moon 

your lips parted she was making fun of you 

“ of course he will take her ,don’t bother your self and mind your own business “ it was jimin’s voice he showed up in the right time to save you 

“oh good morning jimin “ she said sweetly “

“you have a lot of work Ermeland go ahead 

she stormed in as she closed the main door and you immediately threw your self in jimin’s hand 

“don’t cry i know jungkook shouldn’t be this ignoring but he is so pressed this period of the year 

“ no problem “

“c’mon y/N let’s go to the stable it’s not snowy today we can go outside 

“yeah i want that so bad , i missed being around 

“yeah i see this you’re fond of coaching and it’s hard for you to do nothing do you want me to go talk with jungkook , i really don’t know why he is doing this to you he really trust all the workers and they all respect you 

“he said i’m his wife and i can’t be one of them “

“ well he isn’t that wrong y/N but i’m sure there is a way to solve this let’s just have a nice Christmas celebration this days and we will solve this later

jungkook life was going on normally and as usual his assistant was always around ,you couldn’t say any thing about that you wanted to trust him but seeing her giggling or hearing her voice from afar killed you she was trying to tease you every time and you couldn’t do any thing or ask about any thing 

you sighed , finally deciding to go out and see the mare ,every body was having his holiday so the atmosphere was calm 

“hey Bel you said smiling 

“oh hi Mrs how are you

“fine where is Elisabeth i want to check it 

“go on we just feed them , sure lisa is sleeping now 

you chuckled and continued your way to the inside when your phone buzzed and it turned to be your dad 

you talked about many things and he asked you to come over to celebrate the eve with him , you know he was alone so you really wanted to say yes but you couldn’t knowing that jungkook could refuse so you headed to the office to talk to  him 

“ i already told you to stop “

“but why baby? i know you just married her for your mother sake so why not we’re great together 

“stop Ermy it’s not the right time please 

you couldn’t believe what you were hearing your hand froze on the door knob and you wanted to throw up but you backed up 

“y/N ah why are you out  jimin was standing next to you 

“huh , oh yeah i was thinking about some thing you said trying to act normally 

“oh i’m going to see jungkook too c’mon 

jimin pressed the know b and came in and you followed him ,but this time she was sitting in her seat not on his lap and thanks god she didn’t because jimin was there too 

“hey guys , 

“y/N is every thing ok? jungkook asked as he looked up to your pale face

“yeah i just wanted to ask you if i could go to Seoul in the Christmas eve my dad will be alone 

jungkook frowned , why shall you go there? just ask him to come we will be happy to have him around 

“yeah great y/N jungkook is right 

“ i don’t know i will ask him then you said and hurried up to the outside not even gave that bitch a look 

and for your good luck your dad accepted the invitation and he said he will came tomorrow 

you hung up after calling him pressing on your phone Ermeland was right every one was right jungkook didn’t get married he just bought in new puppet ...

[ichoiheedong]

RIDE ME  [ BTS JUNGKOOK ]pt.9

bts member : jungkook x reader

Genre: angst /smut

rated mature :  but not in all the chapters

summary : if you want to and if you don’t want to, things are bound to happen and you broke the rules and run away only to find your self in a lion’s Den , jungkook a man who has every thing; power wealth and fame all together to burn your heart and existence if you moved away, in a land full of horses what could happen between both of you ,two young persons who meant to share the same dream  !

one | two | three | four |five | six | seven | eight 

“ can’t wait to see how stunning you will look in this dress love “JJK 

you pressed on the card as you rolled on your side , you are nervous tomorrow you will be  jungkook’s wife every one was in Seoul even jungkook , your heart was racing every time you think of him and of tomorrow, how  will he be?  will he like the dress just like he said ??

when the morning came finally you couldn’t open your eyes as you were sleeping deeply you couldn’t wake up as you spent your night thinking of your wedding until the maid came in 

you thought you were dreaming but every thing was real you were already familiar with parties and this kind of places but you never think you will gather with jungkook in this hall to celebrate  your wedding 

-

“you look really beautiful i have to admit that “ the feminine familiar voice made you turn to face the pretty face of Mirang standing in the door as she came in and closed it , she was wearing a red dress a very flashing red and her blond hair was styled to the right side as you could see her diamond earring shinning 

you honestly forgot about her it was magical how really things turned quickly since the party night she was jungkook’s date and all of sudden you’re going to be in his all future parties but is he going to continue working with her even you already know what’s going on between them 

you frowned as you looked straight to her you felt lost you felt like you really skipped a big question to ask to jungkook before getting married so you just lifted your gown’s ends and ran out your waiting room 

-

falsh back to the party night 

Daniel was already burning inside he obviously could feel how your look was intense when jungkook came to save you he felt how much you would melt under his touch but never under his, he never stop doing things you like just to have your attention but he never got it you were always so far from him even he was holding your waist he was always wiling to feel your skin and see you melt under his touch but you never did just as  cold as ice 

he was thinking when he saw a pretty girl coming from the opposite side and for his luck he recognized her

“it’s a nice chance to see you here “

“oh Hi Daniel 

“you’re heading back “she asked

“not before having some drinks , will you join me 

“why not she said after all Ermeland quit the party pissed off already jungkook left her alone even she tried hard to catch his attention 

she almost showered with her perfume but he never give her an attention he was talking to guests or looking at you and she could see that jungkook was looking at you the whole time 

“so how is life ? she asked as Daniel asked the bartender to pour them an other shot as they talked 

“i’m doing a huge new business and i recently bought the ranch of the jeons neighbor 

“oh interesting you’re really working hard ? so i just wanted to ask about the girl who is always with you in parties and official occasions ?

“oh you mean y/N ? 

so she is y/N” Ermeland said as she let the alcohol burn her throat  she was right since the beginning 

“i think your boss is interested in her Daniel said bitterly 

“and i’m interested in him she said giggling and he giggled too 

“i will be happy if you just take him away from my way 

“so you could get y/N for all your self 

“and you will get jungkook for your self too 

Ermeland giggled more “it looks like a great deal but can we start this later she said as she pressed in his thigh the alcohol was already making her mind blowing and she didn’t more anything more getting fucked now to forget how humiliated jungkook was making her feeling it was all too much and Daniel was tonight the one who would fix this she could obviously see they in his sparkled eyes 

end

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fortunately jungkook’s reception room was near yours so no one saw you when you pushed the door opened 

you saw the long frame of the young man standing in front of the big mirror you recognized him he was fixing his tie and you know he already saw your reflection 

“don’t they said normally i have to see the bride in the alter not before or something like that because it brings bad luck  “he said before turning to face you 

he ignored his heart beats when he saw how your eyes were sad he wnted to hug you  

“i want to know some thing first ? you let out trying to calm your breath 

“what is it y/N 

“i .. i know you’re fucking Ermeland you said trying to read his reaction and i just want to know if you’re  going to continue this after the marriage 

“ will we be a real couple if we get married ? 

your lips parted as your cheeks flashed red you were feeling something strong towards him no one would deny this but you couldn’t tell he was jungkook after all 

“ you don’t love me you whispered sighing it was a mistake to come here he was helping you by this marriage and you were demanding to much 

“can we discuss this after the ceremony he said suddenly standing close to you and of course you didn’t know how he could get this close to you without you feeling that 

you wanted to cry but you just bite your inner cheek 

“i’m going to my room  you let out feeling the lump in your throat and you quickly turned trying to walk quickly when he stopped you 

“you look pretty” he whispered in your ear his breath was hitching and you didn’t want him to drop his lips on yours no no ! not now when you were going to kiss him already few minutes later 

“ i need to get out now “you said and ran out the room and for your good luck no one was in the hall until you reached your room 

“oh my god y/N where are you me and jimin were here but we didn’t find you 

“ i just got out of the room i’m nervous 

“ooo of course you’ll be it’s your wedding day Saran giggled but we don’t want any one specially kook to see you now just came in they will call for you any time soon 

“yeah , help me to adjust my veil please 

Suran helped you to fix the see-threw white material on your head and hair when some one called for you 

every one was in the ceremony room your dad was holding your hand and you felt how nervous he was he never be honestly but you tried to hold your self 

you were feeling how proud he was of you because you didn’t do something crazy he was thankful for your choice and you could guess all this 

it was a fact 

you were nervous every time you stepped more towards your soon to be husband 

is it right to do it , is it the right time to get married ? how life will be with him 

you were deeply thinking when you felt the soft touch , you didn’t feel how your feet stopped and when did jungkook uncovered your face until you felt his peck on your forehead 

you were next to him right now and you’re gonna read the vows or whatever things that will make you his 

you gulped nervously as you felt your self about to faint 

Mrs Park y/N , y/N y/N the saint was calling your name 

“huh “

“ again miss Park, will you accept jeon jungkook as your husband ?

“i .. i do cheers saved you honestly you didn’t even pay attention to the saint or what he said you felt embarassed 

“great then you may kiss the bride 

hell !! you were avoiding any contact but you will feel his soft lips again 

jungkook slightly picked your lips as you rested your hand on his chest you needed support and you were thankful he circled your waist j

for your good luck people around were coming towards you to congrats you so you didn’t look at him he just kept smiling slightly for his guests 

you couldn’t deny it inside of you your heart was dancing you were happy he became yours now 

all your friends were around families and even people you didn’t met before all came to celebrate with you 

“jungkook y/N the dinner is ready let’s go and sit jimin said and you were dragged by jungkook to your table 

it was a big one in the center for the newly weds and the family 

your parents were there along with  jungkook’s parents and you too took your seat when jimin ,suran and his mother came along 

“ long time no see Haeyon” you heard your mother said  and all eyes were on her 

you could see how quiet jimin’s mother was , she was beautiful wearing a black dress and her black hair was shinning even her skin no one would really think that she is in her late forties she just grinned slightly to your mom nodding only god what both was thinking about 

she never talked too much , she never showed feelings expect when she looked to her son no one in this earth will not be able to guess that she is him mom just by the look in her eyes he was lucky to have a woman like her as a mom 

“y/N would you like something else ,you didn’t eat any thing don’t you like sea food ? 

the dishes was great and it looks so fancy jungkook really worked hard in the wedding preparation you had to say this 

“no it’s fine i’m going to eat thank you  “ you let out and started to eat trying to forget trying to not think just have fun just enjoy this company mixed with jungkook scent

the ceremony was continuing smoothly and you were walking here and there to greet your guests when you felt jungkook pressing his torso to your back 

“c’mon let’s dance he whispered and you followed his lead to the dance floor you know many eyes were on you specially Ermeland’s honestly you forgot about her again until you saw her in the corner she was giggling with some of your friends maybe she knew them

jungkook pulled you closer to him as you both swayed gently you weren’t hearing the music or any one else cheers it was only your heart beat that filled your ears and you bit your lips you were in love with him you were madly in love with him so you couldn’t deny it even if you did your body was acting differently 

“ y/N stop biting your lip please jungkook whispered and you looked up innocently  to meet his eyes

“ you don’t know how much i want to kiss you right now jungkook let out as he hissed near your ear you felt your self getting wet 

is he going to do this oh god no !! 

“i’m tired can we just stop you tried to change the topic you were ready to jump out of the balcony honestly 

“y/N ah my dear “ your mother in low let out as she came closer 

“this is for your you the family ring she said and opened a little green box to show you the ring 

your eyes widened 

“my mother in low gave it me and i will do the same tonight for you please give it to your daughter in law in the future and be a good wife for my son 

“oh my god thank you 

jungkook help your wife to wear her ring she asked her son as she saw how astonished you were 

jungkook placed the ring on your finger and gently kissed your hand 

“great , me and y/N parents are leaving now as the guests are leaving too we have to take care of things tomorrow 

“alright i’m going to drive my self mom any way please ask jimin to stay here tonight too 

“yes he and his family aren’t heading back to the ranch tonight just take care of your bride now 

they were talking about you and you were just looking at them jungook placed the far coat around your frame and asked for his car you didn’t even know where were you going until you were finally in the car 

“ where are we going ?”

“ to my place , or you prefer a hotel 

“no i don’t i prefer to be alone 

“fine , we’re gonna be alone 

the ride was silent and your body was aching specially your feet you hated heels for god sake and being a coach was a bless you only needed boots to wear

jungkook owned an apartment in one of the down city area ,the place was calm and he quickly parked and helped you to came in it was really cold but the rush in your body was enough to help you feel warm 

the place was amazing ans styled it was wide and the furniture was soft it was all white and some details were in black simple and classy

you were looking around when jungkook came from one f the rooms 

“why are you standing there don’t you really want to make your self comfortable he said coming towards you and you just nodded taking off the heels 

you liked the feeling when your feet touched the cold floor

“all your things are in the room you can go there he said and you nodded again leaving to change and loosen your hair 

you took off the hair brooch and tried to unzip the dress and of course it was impossible because it was full of buttons  

you stood there in front of thee mirror trying to find a solution when jungkook came in 

“you need my help there ? 

“actually yeah i can’t unzip this you said as he came closer immediately placing his hands on your back he slowly teasingly opened the buttons series then the invisible zipper and you felt the dress about to drop thanks god your hands quickly held the material 

“how many time today did i say you look pretty?” he let out still placing his hands on your back you were shivering but you gathered all your courage and turned to face him 

“you didn’t answer my question  

“about ? 

“ jungkook we both know you don’t love me , i know you could have desire and you want me like any man but i can’t be yours when you’re fucking someone else 

he frowned you could know from his jawline how bad he was holding his anger 

“ no one owns me i’m the leader of my decisions we get married now why would i need some one else when i’m dying to kiss you since hours now 

your heart flattered , 

“are we . gonna be a real couple? you whispered begging him to hear you because you weren’t ready to repeat when his lips dropped on yours in a kiss as his hands gripped your wrists causing your dress to fall down to your feet  you firstly was feeling dizzy ,the kiss was making you hot and you didn’t feel that you were standing on your black lingerie in his hands 

jungkook lips were rubbing yours he kissed your chin going down to your neck and collarbone and you were feeling nervous even more 

“you’re so gorgeous he hissed looking into your eyes his gaze pierced to your soul and you melted again 

jungkook found his way to your lips again and he wrapped you close to him 

“c’mon jump he said asking you to jump as he lifted you up so he could walk towards the bed placing you there 

his fingers gently trailed a long way along your frame and in it way back it rested on your core 

you gasped feeling his palm there as he gently rubbed on your lace panties 

“jungkook “ you moaned biting on your lower lip 

“relax  let me take care of you “ 

you nodded feeling your body relaxed immediately as he kissed you again he placed his pepper kisses all along your frame and your breath hitched when you felt his kisses on your lower part in your panties edge 

in a blink of an eye your panties was dragged down 

“please you hissed feeling his touch as he placed kisses on your inner thigh 

as he licked his way up to your clit you moaned again and groaned feeling his finger on your entrance 

it was too much for you as you were a moaning mess every time he pressed on your clit 

“omg it feels so good 

“ you weren’t seeing his face but for sure he was smirking but what you were feeling now was making your thoughts file so fragile 

“i’m close you managed to say “

“cum to me let me taste you he said and you felt your walls clinched 

jungkook locked your lips again and you tagged on his shirt to take it off his tongue dominated yours and you were really in need you felt empty as his finger left you 

you wanted to feel him but you couldn’t deny how nervous you were  

“ i want you so bad i really can’t wait to be inside of you 

“jungkook it’s my .. i didn’t

you could see how chocked he looked when you tried to tell him 

he was quiet just standing slightly to drug his pants off 

you could see his previous bulge standing proudly 

“let me fix this he said and placed his self on top of you kissing you softly before adjusting his self on your entrance 

you groaned at first but he gently pushed in 

“god you’re so fucking tight , relax it’s gonna be ok baby girl 

he said and moved gently before he thrust into you 

that was the first time it was the first love and the first man 

-

you opened your eyes the next day feeling different it was like a truck hit your bones and crushed them but remembering what happened it felt like a dream 

you weren’t the only one who was awake actually as jungkook stepped in the room he was shirtless 

“morning love “

“morning “ you let out 

“get ready we’re leaving now

“where? you asked surprised as you didn’t know you were going to any where with him 

[ichoiheedong]

RIDE ME  [ BTS JUNGKOOK ]pt.2

bts member : jungkook x reader

Genre: angst /smut

rated mature :  but not in all the chapters

summary : if you want to and if you don’t want to, things are bound to happen and you broke the rules and run away only to find your self in a lion’s Den , jungkook a man who has every thing; power wealth and fame all together to burn your heart and existence if you moved away, in a land full of horses what could happen between both of you ,two young persons who meant to share the same dream  !

one | two | three | four

the way he welcomed you was smooth that you didn’t believe what he said an hour later he was firmly refusing you working in here 

wait you yelled following him as he walked in the hall way 

“ i already told you i don’t want to be your assistant “you let out panting

“no , i was talking to jimin and he told me you helped grandma and there was no need for him to tell me what happened because i saw how you did with my own eyes with Black so meet me in my office later to fix every thing or you want us to meet somewhere else as you didn’t like it smell” he said smirking and you immediately remembered what you said when you rushed out his office 

trying to hide your emotions behind a poker face you nodded you couldn’t think to refuse this it was your chance ,the thing you wanted since you were a kid and you couldn’t let this jerk end it  , you couldn’t refuse

 all what you dreamt of is important to you as you wanted to have your own equestrian club and show your family that you are happy doing that 

“yes sir “you simply said and he nodded 

“great he let out and stormed in the hall way but you couldn’t lift your eyes as his back and shoulders caught your attention , he was not only handsome but he got a god body 

y/N “ some one called for your name and you turned to meet the young man ,he was jimin 

“oh hey! “

“what’s going on did you fix every thing with jungkook or not yet , did he offer you a job 

you didn’t know what to reply him even you were now in the golden horse ranch you were scared ,and you didn’t know how to feel exactly , being happy as you finally did it and be a part from here or being angry about what happened earlier 

sighing you looked up to the man and smiled “he said he wants to meet me later to fix every thing 

“great it will be great having you around us to coach and take care of the horses 

“well that’s what i wanted already “

“hhhh but when i first saw you i thought your his new assistant because generally we’re all men in here in charge of the horses and it’s great that jungkook gave you this chance

you nodded , jimin was right any one would meet you he will think the same ,your extremely soft hands and thin body your pretty brown hair and shinny eyes , it’s all indicating that you’re rich or never worked before and it was all right but you weren’t ready to reveal this and this is what you finally decided when some one called for you to meet the master 

the hall way was familiar now as you walked towards his door and knocked 

gulping nervously you stepped in and closed the door 

“sit down please” 

you sat in the chair hands resting on your thighs as you waited him to talk 

“so ,what’s your full name ? he said still looking at same papers 

“park y/N you answered , you didn’t have to lie about your name as you were living so far from Seoul 

and why do you want to work here ? 

“i heard a lot about this place as a lot of competition is done here, and also the difference about the horses here and other ranch so i wanted to start from this place 

“ well jimin will show you every thing and all the places, he will guide you and help you until you get used to every thing 

“alright “

“but there is something you need to know i’m your only master here you ask every thing from me, as all the others do and also after 10 o’clock you’re not allowed to be out of the ranch 

he said looking at you finally and you were keeping your calm features 

“the maid will show you your room , you will start after tomorrow , the next day just you can fix your things , you may go now 

“thank you “you firmly said and walked out asking for some oxygen his presence suffocated you and you didn’t really like this it was like fire and you did enjoy it 

the manor was freaking big and had three floors and you got informed you were only allowed to be on the first one as the second floor was for the master and his family 

and like jimin said there wasn’t any girl working outside the manor but you,but you could see there were three maids and a lot of workers  and befriending them wasn’t hard as you were used to this in your dad’s mansion before 

your room was medium sized but comfortable you were happy you got your own shower , you didn’t really bring a lot of clothes but for few days it was enough until you could get new things later ,you arranged the few products and shoes you brought and the books you were reading on the desk and decided to go out to discover the place and every where 

it was afternoon and the weather was cloudy but hot so you just put on a dark shirt and a pair of jeans with black boots and you tied your hair up into a nice ponytail and went out 

generally the ranch was composed from a big stable and a big training floor and that’s what really caught your attention , there was a lot of things and options here even like cameras , you didn’t know that there is a lot of horses in there and they actually all looked great 

“oh hey! you let out as your eyes caught the black horse from yesterday he was alone on his place and he looked so calm 

“are you alright now? you said patting his head and smiling, Bel said you could ride a horse to go in a tour around to see the place so you just suddenly wanted that 

“do you want to be my friend?” you said asking the horse who was moving his head gently feeling your touch , let’s go in a ride to get to know each other alright 

it wasn’t a big deal for you to find all the equipment and as it was the after noon the stable was quiet it seemed like the workers were resting or eating as you didn’t see anything to tell him you were leaving 

you shrugged and perfectly grabbed the chain around the horse and get on his back   

“let’s go you said rubbing his neck and he obeyed you 

you found out that nothing in this life could be compared to nature ,the land was perfectly green with a soft yellowish touch and the weather was cool you could understand if the horses are raised in this place and around it , you didn’t feel time as you rode nicely around the place and when you reached a river you stopped knowing you did really went that far but before even you turned to go back to the ranch you caught a black jeep crazily speeding towards you and the driver stopped immediately as he saw you 

you held your breath when you saw the coming men they were Bel and jungkook and he didn’t look that much happy to see you there 

you nervously got off the horse as he was killing the distance 

“Bel go back to the ranch i will bring Black and follow you “he deadly said as he looked directly in your eyes 

you were nervous as he stopped few steps towards you “who the fuck allowed you to take my horse out of the stable 

your lips parted as he talked that harshly to you , 

“i didn’t know it’s a big deal to go out with one of the horses s..

my horse! he cut you ,you clearly noticed the sparks in his eyes 

“i’m so sorry i didn’t know it’s yours 

“he is a rebel horse he doesn’t obey any one and what if you lost control about it ?and you got into a trouble hmm! tell me how the heck will we know your place as you went out without telling any one !! he yelled more and you couldn’t speak it seemed like cat ate your tongue and you were frozen there getting scolded by this man 

“ nothing could happen i know how to control the horse i ride perfectly so don’t worry about this please “

“ shut up he said and stepped towards the horse as he snatched the chain from your hands  and of course you couldn’t say any thing but the horse did and it seemed like he didn’t like the way jungkook behaved so he suddenly started whinnying and hit the ground with his front heels and it got worse when he touched his crest 

“jungkook grip on the chain was strong and he looked professional even Black was calming down but not that much he still feel agitated and it was obvious 

“please take off your hand you said and he looked at you 

“why? “

“you’re angry and the horse is directly reflecting your feelings ,so please try to calm down you let out and quickly rubbed the horse crest and front patting his skin gently you were grinning and whispering to calm him down and he did 

jungkook anger fainted as he saw how soft you were treating the animal 

“c’mon  “ he said as he climbed on top of Black and stretched his hand for you 

you looked like a dumb firstly and then just accepted his help to get on the back of the horse in front of him , 

nervously you tried to stay still and focus with the nice nature as the sun began to go down and hide but his scent was crazily affecting you and you felt your arms are going numb ,you were tired and every time your back hit his torso you got goosebumps  but for your good luck jungkook was calm and he only rode the horse back home 

jimin was in the outside when you finally reached the ranch 

“hey y/N where did you go alone ? “he said and suddenly regretted that as he noticed how uneasy his question made you 

jungkook was right behind you when jimin stepped on to talk to you 

“don’t do this again is this clear “ he coldly averted you again and go towards the stable along with black 

“i can’t believe this “jimin said chuckling “c’mon dinner is ready i asked grandma to prepare every thing so you will join us tonight 

“but “

no excuses we didn’t really talk about the rules and i want to make things clear for you but while eating 

“fine you said as you followed him and it was the first time you went upstairs to the second floor ,  as he told you his room was there and for your surprise the floor was really big the way it was separated and as you followed jimin in the way he took you noticed that it looked like him and jungkook weren’t next each other 

“hey sweetie the old woman said and you greeted her 

“kookie told me you are going to work here and i’m rally happy i will be able to see you please come to see me in your free time 

“sure hhh i will “

“c’mon let’s have dinner jiminie your mother prepared your favorite meat “

well, calling jimin jiminie sounded cute and fluffy but kookie !!! oh hell no 

he can’t be kookie no no that heartless jerk 

 “c’mon y/N let’s sit my mom will join us in seconds 

“yeah thank you jimin 

you took a seat next to him on their table and as you took the glass of water you heard the heels cracking on the floor ,it must be his mom 

you turned to meet the woman standing to greet her when all of sudden the juice jar slipped from her hands hitting the floor she was looking at you with her shocked eyes but you really didn’t noticed that you were the reason as you hurried to check her 

“i’m so sorry oh god 

“mom are you ok 

“yeah yeah jimin i just felt dizzy 

“we should call the doctor 

“oh no it’s just the fatigue dear don’t even worry 

“are you sure 

“yeah , let me greet the guest first she said and nervously turned to meet you 

“welcome on the manor y/N my mom is talking about you the hall day 

you smiled hugely and greeted her back and finally all of you started to eat 

“tell me “ jimin said as you both sat on the sofa “why did you take Black out today it was a huge mistake 

“but why is it forbidden to touch it ?

“ i don’t want to say this but yeah something like that ;as you see it’s a young horse his mom gave birth to it and died and jungkook really was in love with that mare the way he cried when it went away so he is really  so protective when it comes to Black , it’s spoiled and rebel and jungkook hates it when someone annoyed it but i don’t think he was worried about that today because he know you are able to control the horse perfectly

your eyes widened “oh so why he followed me, he was so angry and in seconds i thought he’s gonna hit me 

“hell no don’t get nervous around him he is so kind and he cares about all our needs but he is just somehow so closed about showing that you will get used to that and i think he did because he was worried about you being alone at night is dangerous here and actually a lot of times a thief tried to attack the ranch and as jungkook is the owner and the only responsible he feel that protecting us is his mission 

jimin kept talking and you weren’t listening all you were thinking about was how jungkook looked angry earlier it was just because he was worried 

you faintly grinned and continued talking about jimin he was such a sweetheart and he gave you a lot of instructions he even told you that you are allowed to come upstairs to see him and actually you liked that some how you wanted to see the other part of the second floor

“so jimin since when do you work here ? 

“i don’t i’m just helping jungkook i’m an engineer and i don’t stay here a lot but every time i come i’m always here to help jungkook and i grew up together my mom is the manor house keeper she worked here since thirteen year i think and she raised jungkook and i together so we’re like brothers 

“so he is alone he doesn’t have family you asked ?”

“he does but not here , in this ranch he only have us 

you nodded ,maybe because he was lonely he was that much tough who knows what and how that man thinks any way 

you left the floor late at night because you and jimin spent the night talking and giggling it was great making a friend like him he was like a brother life didn’t gave to you 

-

the next day you were ready to work , your clothes and your long black boots made the maids looked at you weirdly when you were going to have breakfast 

“excuse me miss one of them came towards you 

“yeah 

“aren’t you the new assistant, the master hired for work

“oh no it’s not me ,actually i’m in charge of coaching i will work outside not with the master

“oh it’s the first time a woman took this job here ,great , i hope you will get a long with the boys there they are so flirty and you are so damn pretty

you chuckled sipping the coffee 

“thank you ,

“yeah we all thought you are the new assistant but you know you’re lucky you’re not you look so cute and innocent to do  that 

“why ? does this job need something special ? why is every one talking about it 

“listen every girl came in here to work leave with a broken heart she said half whispering 

“and why you asked totally focusing with her 

“they all want the same thing ;the master ;and when he found out that the thing became more than sex he kicks them out it’s like magic he is young and so handsome and every girl here fell for him maybe because that kind of work made her always beside him so she would develop feelings but there are so many who did that because of his fortune 

you didn’t believe what you were hearing but nothing seemed wrong you saw that with your own eyes the first day here 

“well i hope you could have a nice residence here with us and if you really want to keep your work don’t approach the master and his word 

-

don’t approach the master ,this words really still ringing on your rings and as you made it into the stable you tried to forget that but you got surprised by jungkook in the stable 

he was wearing a tight black pants with brown boots and a leather jacket and he looked breathtaking , you tried to go on the other way so he didn’t catch you but he already did and your eyes locked so you were forced to say good morning 

he simply said it back and continued brushing his horse skin as you ran towards the circle where Bel was preparing the horses 

“hey y/N 

“morning “

“welcome , i’m going on a tour to check the workers outside the farm would you like to join me 

“sure “

“you can choose any horse you want 

“oh really 

“yeah expect black of course 

you giggled and run towards the stable again to pick a horse , and as you walked a white mare caught your attention 

“her name is Elisabeth it’s from England

“oh really oh hi lisa you look beautiful would mind taking me in a ride outside you said patting it skin 

“let me help you 

“oh thank you , what’s your name ? you asked him 

“call me jin he said winking and you giggled 

“i’m y/N 

yeah i know , we all know your name 

“see you later jin you said and started galloping in a moderating pace making jin cheering 

“you look like a goddess i think Elisabeth was waiting for you girl 

you chuckled hearing this as you turned to talk to him but you found your self got stabbing by the glare from the other side where jungkook was on top of his horse  he wasn’t doing anything except glaring on your direction 

you avoided his gaze and rushed towards Bel 

“are you ready Bel said 

“yeah sure let’s go “

“wait a sudden order made the man next to you turned 

“oh morning sir ,are you going some where ? 

“yeah i’m going with you guys .. he said and you felt that this day will be every thing but good 

[ichoiheedong]

RIDE ME  [ BTS JUNGKOOK ]pt.7

bts member : jungkook x reader

Genre: angst /smut

rated mature :  but not in all the chapters

summary : if you want to and if you don’t want to, things are bound to happen and you broke the rules and run away only to find your self in a lion’s Den , jungkook a man who has every thing; power wealth and fame all together to burn your heart and existence if you moved away, in a land full of horses what could happen between both of you ,two young persons who meant to share the same dream  !

one | two | three | four |five | six 

Jungkook hand rest on the door knob for a while before he came in You weren't sitting when he left you a while before

Now you stood up you weren't feeling the pain throbbing in your ankle you were just looking at him as he made it inside the bathroom Jungkook was calm and he looked sad you obviously saw that in his eyes "I'm so sorry you had to hear this " he let out "So .. you are a ..doctor you mumbled you didn't believe what you were hearing earlier " mmm" And you're gonna get married next month? You asked bravely all of sudden feeling the ache from your leg ran up to your heart immediately, your body was shivering and you didn't know if you could bare the coming answer But jungkook didn't say anything he just stepped towards you and your heart flattered maybe it will be the last time he will be this close to you You closed your eyes inhaling his scent and quickly you felt his breath on your face and that's when you felt he was really close

"I'm so sick of this" jungkook let out as he rested his front on your shoulder he was taller than you and you felt how really weak he was and how not when you already know more than you should

30 min ago *

"I will get married next month jungkook let out and you weren't believing what you really were hearing You couldn't see his mom but from her sharped tone and high pitched voice when she was speaking she couldn't be a nice person Jungkook in the other hand was calmly responding her

"Great.. i know you will never try to reject my orders because you know soon or later it will be for your own good

" didn't you feel tired from chasing after me?! i did what you want already and became a doctor i'm even taking care of the company from my place here

" it's not enough ! She spat your father has a lot of business and you need to be free to take care of it i don't understand how your father let you come here he's the one to blame "Mom jungkook yelled in frustration my dad is dead so stop and you have to know that i have responsibilities here and i'm not ready to leave my ranch and my own dreams to fulfill yours "You know what i can do to ruin this place so please don't challenge me Jungkook was really angry he couldn't say any thing as he felt really upset

" think well about all this and we will meet soon for sure to arrange every thing she said and you heard her heel sounds going out the room ..

-

you wrapped his waist still don't know how you did but you know he needed that and you felt his back muscles relaxed under your touch as you pressed your arms on his back

he's going to get married soon and you will face his woman every day later she will be around him every where he wants her to be ;she will share his bed and shower and his over sized shirts, maybe his perfume too she will be every where she will look stunning because she will be the master's wife

you were crying and you didn't want jungkook to hear your sniffle so you pressed your lips against each other which caused you to tremble and he gently lift his head his eyes were a red shot from anger as he looked at you trying to guess what's going on

" i .. my leg hurt so much i'm so sorry you said like a whisper and he suddenly was on his knees in front of you checking your ankle

"it must hurt a lot but it's not serious you will be alright after few days he said as he asked you to sit on the tub edge again, he was going to make a bandage when his mother came and ruin every thing and fortunately she didn't know you're there

jungkook finished the bandage and you stood up

"no stay there you don't have to press "

" i will just go to my room "

"aren't you going back to the party jungkook said and you suddenly remembered that you both disappeared from the party , you even forgot why you were here in the first place and jungkook wasn't even thinking of this but suddenly you remembered jimin

did Suran came or jimin was alone now you didn't even have your purse now

and it will be a trouble to go back there now but you were done any way

jungkook will get married and your dad will take you back by force and it's over

you sighed as you brushed your hair behind your ear jungkook was checking his phone

"Bel ask the security to close all the entrance of the ranch and please check all the identity of any coming person he ordered and you know he was trying to find the man who you father hired to take you back but you couldn't tell him if he knew jungkook him self will send you to him

" i 'm sorry about earlier that shouldn't happen in my place normally we controlled every place and that man didn't look like some one weird thanks god i got you before something happened to you

"i'm really fine but please you have to go there again sir you have guests who will stay here and for sure they arrived so please go now i will be alright

jungkook sighed as his hand left your shoulder

let me take you to your room then

he said and without waiting for your answer he lift you up you dress waved up to show more of your thighs and you quickly caught the ends to cover your self

jungkook placed you on your bed and you thanked him with a soft grin he was still looking hurt but he couldn't show all his feeling now or let it out it wasn't the right time

-

jimin in the other hand was talking to some guests when he noticed you weren't around he left the place after looking around the , he checked all the hall and you weren't there

jimin called you and you didn't pick up , he was out now and he didn't have an other choice than going to the manor to check you

it was cold and he hurried in the opposite place but his feet froze as his eyes met the coming girl eyes he is dreaming for sure or it was the champagne effect on him

"evening she let out , Suran was wrapped into a black coat and a pretty circled hat but jimin could see her hair falling on her shoulder

"what are you doing here? "

"i'm here to join the party she said quietly "

"ok then go in he said and was about to pass by her continuing his way but she quickly grabbed his arm

" i want also to talk to you

"there is nothing to talk about Suran you just can go in and then leave "

her hands were on the cloves but jimin know how soft her grip was

" come in with me or i will go where ever you were going she said and he chuckled smugly glaring at her as he left

"don't dare" he said and left but he already know how stubborn she was jimin was walking towards the place and she was walking after him not close enough but he know she was following him his heart was racing he missed her but she didn't deserve any thing again

jimin made it to the second floor and Suran didn't stop it was six stairs that separated them when he suddenly stopped

"aren't you tired from chasing me

"i want us to talk i'm not tired she yelled and jimin tried his best not to laugh she was just like she was

" we don't have anything to talk about after you let some one else touch you ,

" i swear i didn't jimin she said running the left stairs so they now stood up on the same one

"you didn't he scoffed

" i was drunk and i swear i ..

"stop i don't want to hear more he yelled and made it to his room but even she was about to cry she followed him

jimin wasn't going to let her in but she sneaked between his hands quickly and pushed her self inside his room too

both panting from running and walking the stairs

" how are you feeling now she started as she took off her hat "

" non of your business "

"jimin please baby let me explain

"don't babe me i saw every thing

"no !! she yelled as her eyes was burning

jimin eyes softened he didn't want to see her crying

" it's ok if you don't want me any more or if you had an other girl friend but let me explain, some one tricked me i was drunk jimin and you know how i became when i got drunk i swear i didn't fuck him all what i remembered some one asking me to go to my room to meet you, and then i felt some one kissing me i thought he was you but it wasn't your touch or scent it was your breath or your heart beats she said as a tear dropped and that's when i felt how i got tricked i will never do it and fuck any one else i can't even if my mind was drunk my body will never react that's it she said i just wanted to say this i hope you will do better later she added as she nodded

jimin was silent he didn't even told her if he believed her and that was an other stab in her heart

Suran turned on her heels to open the door when jimin gripped her waist lifting her up he pushed her to the door the girl immediately wrapped his neck letting her hat fell down as jimin pressed his lips against her in a kiss

it was soft and she felt that he finally accepted her again

jimin ran his hands to unbutton her coat looked taken by her beauty in her pretty black dress before attacking her neck

-

you changed into a pair of jeans and a loose tank top but you couldn't sleep it was really early to sleep and also you were worried your father's men now for sure they are telling jungkook who you re and of course he will came soon to tell you to leave his place you were a liar after all

you felt suffocated every time an hour passed and it was really the end when you spot the guests leaving towards their car one by one

you didn't even know how much they will rest here but you were sure you will never have the chance to participate in tomorrow's competition for sure jungkook, know it all

you couldn't bear more you wanted to go out and talk to him you walked slowly to grab your cardigan and left you spent ten minutes to exit the manor because of your leg and you walked outside

the security was around and you spot Bell around

"hey Bell "

"oh y/N you left early

yeah i hurt my ankle so i left you said and he let out an O

tell me did you see the master ?

yes he is talking with a client in his office i think about tomorrow

"oh you said and thanked him

you let the place in avail so all you needed now is going upstairs again to talk to him

you were in the way when a familiar face appeared you gulped and stopped you couldn't move

"hey baby "the man let out walking towards you

"what are you doing here Daniel !!

"jeon jungkook invited me , you see sweetheart if you just stopped running away i'm sure you were going to be my date tonight but sadly i'm here alone

you couldn't believe they knew each other

"i never thought you were interested in horses

"i don't baby all i have is the ranch next door and i think i have a coming business with the owner here

Daniel was a smart business man maybe the smarter you ever met he was handsome but he wasn't your type you were forced many times to follow him to many parties because of your dad's orders

but you never think he would know jungkook and it was an other trouble for this fucking night you suddenly felt dizzy and about to fell but his strong hands caught you

"i'm ok please go away

"you need to come with me he said still wrapping you

you felt tired and really exhausted from what happened tonight it was too much for you already

you wanted to cry and it happened Daniel grip was hurting as he didn't want to let you and you were too weak he suddenly flipped you so your back pressed to his torso he was taking away your hair , his breath burned your ear even it was cold from cold

"listen babe you're coming with me uncle will be happy if i will bring you back

"you're not taking her any way " the familiar voice felt like heaven and you felt Daniel grip loosened so he could turn to see the coming one

jungkook saw you struggling from his window up there he couldn't blame men to try to get you you were stunning and it was something worrying him because he wasn't different he wanted you as well but not this way

"oh Mr jeon long time no see really

"Dan leave the girl alone "

oh can't i even touch my fiancé !! he said giggling

and you wanted to die already fuck!

"and if so she looked so uncomfortable under your touch

" she will get used don't really worry any way i'm happy she was here all the time i really felt worried before now we will leave excuse us Mr jeon

"i'm not going any where with you you yelled and tried to walk away and jungkook immediately stepped towards you his eyes were soft and you felt he was a savior

"she said she's not leaving so good night Daniel hope we will meet soon

"it's not her choice actually ,c'mon y/N let's go

"don't you fucking get it go away i'm not going anywhere this is my place you said and suddenly chills ran down your spine soon this place will be hell for your emotions but you couldn't help it

"didn't you get it she is not leaving no one could force some one living here to leave expect me ,and i want her here so leave peacefully before i could cause you some trouble jungkook said as Bel was coming closer

"sir is every thing alright

yeah Bel make sure this sir reach his car safely jungkook said and gripped your hand he was walking slowly so you could walk too but as long as you both reached the stairs he lifted you up

you got familiar with this so you just rested your head on his chest

daniel was in his black car when he reached the gate he didn't really believe he was seeing Ermeland again ,the girl was walking around when he asked the driver to stop

she noticed that and stepped towards the black Mercedes

"it's a nice chance to see you here "

"oh hi Daniel

they weren't friends but they got to know and see each other often in parties

"you're heading back " she asked

"not before having some drinks ,will you join me

she chuckled and nodded why not !!

-

jungkook closed your room as you stood there guilt was obvious on your face

"so did i deserve an explanation he said softly "

"i'm so sorry sir but i .. i don't know how

"y/N it's ok he said and came closer

thank you you saved me twice tonight and i'm so grateful but please can i explain this tomorrow please you begged weakly your eyes were burning and it felt like tonight you will cry a river but not when jungkook soft hands wiped your cheeks

" it was a bad night for both of us already "

" it was all my fault you mumbled i just brought troubles since i came here i think i need to leave i'm so sorry

jungkook chuckled pressed his fingers on your jaw line lifting your head up the angle was great for a kiss and he leaned in to catch your lips

it was feverish and needy but soft you didn't have a real sex before it was always a make out you didn't fell for any Man you always loved horses more than men but when it comes to jungkook you were ready to let him do whatever he wanted and he took the hint when you dropped your cardigan into the floor

he quickly stepped closer and lift you to the bed without breaking the kiss

jungkook was passionately kissing you he placed his pepper kiss every where on your neck before pressing his lips more letting a moan skipped your lips

you were nervous and at the same time you wanted him as you felt how much he wanted you jungkook hands pressed gently on your breast he was so careful with every touch as he wanted to read your reaction

" i want you so bad y/N he let out whispering in your ear and you felt your core aching, jungkook was kissing you again but he was slowing down you felt his body clinched as his lips left yours both panting hard you looked up looking at his poker face his eyes were sad it looked like he regretted this and felt your heart fell when he lift his torso up and sat on the edge of the bed brushing his hair

jungkook didn't want you to be one of them you weren't one of them, but you already will think the same it was what you told him the first time, you came here and your idea was clear he was sure you heard many stories about him and his love making but you were different and he wanted you to feel that but how

he sighed

you couldn't move as you laid down on the bed still feeling your skin burning from the kisses jungkook placed on your neck and jaw line jungkook was still sitting there silent

"y/N i'm sorry i didn't mean to use you this way he said looking to the window

you were quiet even your breath was quiet as tears burned your temples and soaked your pillow

"don't leave your room and don't stay alone he said and left the room

he closed the door and you let out the tears as you softly cried but at least he still wanted you here ...

-

next day was really important you were putting on your clothes and your new jacket ready to go out the ranch today is what all people will talk about and you were one of the coach so you wanted to look good

your ankle was hurting but you tried to forget it taking some pain killers and wearing your boots

jungkook said don't leave your room but you couldn't do that you were willing to show people how great the horses were and how every thing in this place worked well and so organized

jungkook wasn't feeling well this morning he was the one to show weakness but he was sick for hurting you and all he was doing now was going to your room but he didn't find you

"shit he said as he closed the door and came down stairs he couldn't go to search around as he needed to go greet his guests in the dinning room

the yard was really full when you stepped in Bel Ken Jin and jimin was there every thing was arranged and you saw Black and Elisabeth in the yard too

Black being out means jungkook will be here too and you didn't know about this

"morning you said as jimin saw you

"hey my guardian angel jimin said chuckling and you giggled

"where is she ? you said and he turned to wave for his girlfriend so she came towards you she was so pretty and her hair was really amazing totally the one for jimin

"i'm happy i finally met you you let out hugging her friendly and she grinned

"thank you so much i'm not going to forget how much you helped us to get back together

"please just take care of jimin and it's the way you can thank me with

"sure jimin is always in my heart she said kissing his cheek

you grinned and left them towards Bel

"y/N how is your leg now are you able to ride

"yeah don't worry if something happened i will give you a hint

"alright "

you were next to Elisabeth when you saw jungkook coming finally he was with two men and he stopped to look at you before taking his seat with them

the show was normally short

and Bel started first while you and the others were getting ready and as Ken told you you were the last one

jungkook was talking all the time you sometimes secretly stared at him and he looked some how nervous maybe what his mother said was annoying him but the guests were really taken by he horses you could know this it's not the first time you really intervened in this kind of shows so you had a good idea about this you were looking here and there when your eyes locked with the man sitting not that much far from jungkook

he saw you and you were sure he could see how wide your eyes are from his spot it was him .. your father

you gulped feeling dizzy Ken stepped in the yard which means you were next but you couldn't do any thing you were feeling rigid and scared it was really the end

you dropped on the floor but fortunately no one noticed that expect Jin and jungkook because he honestly didn't stop checking you he saw you and the old man sharing looks and he started to get many things

but when you dropped he left his chair and walked towards the place you were waiting in

" i'm sorry you said shaking when jungkook arrived i don't want to go in the yard i can't please

you were pale and jungkook just pressed your shoulders

"fine i will take your place but please calm down it's just ten minutes and every thing will end

every thing will end you hear him and gulped he was right you will leave this place in ten minutes for sure

you will say good bye to jungkook forever this day

this conclusion made you feeling worse as you rested your head on the chair

jungkook was the one to step in now and he was amazing you weakly looked at him admiring him in his black pants and jacket just like every one did he honestly deserved to be the master

when every thing ended and people were talking and walking around you waited for jungkook to come to you and he did

he grinned when he saw you but you felt the worse you even wanted to cry all you wanted was participating and do your work but you were a looser maybe your dad came in the right time and maybe you aren't the one for this job

c'mon y/N let's go around we need to talk he said and you weakly stood up

jungkook turned to talk to Bel when the know man was walking towards you your hand gripped jungkook jacket and he felt that looking at you he felt how much you were shivering

"aren't you going to greet me y/N"

"the man said and you backed up

"how how did you know i'm here did Daniel told you

"no i told him you're here he said smugly he never changed

"sir is every thing alright jungkook said and Mr Park looked at him eyeing him deeply

"you're the owner ?

" jeon jungkook " he said as he shook his hand

" so Mr jeon can i talk to my daughter ?

jungkook didn't get surprised he already expect that

"sure but please let's talk on my house as you see your daughter isn't feeling well

jungkook said and walked you to the living room

Mr Park didn't at first want to come in but he had to this place was full of memories and he already forced his self to forget

you jungkook and him were sitting in the the living room

" i'm here to thank you for taking care of my daughter i was worried about her chasing things are hard to get but now i'm sure she is ready to start her good life

"yeah sure a good life is waiting for her here jungkook said and mr Park chuckled

"no i meant in Seoul

" i know what you meant sir but i already told you what y/N is feeling and what she wants i'm sorry but i can't let you take care her jungkook sharply added when suddenly Jimin and Haeyon stepped in

Mr Park face changed as his features softened but every one could obviously see the chock into jimin's mother's face she even lost control of her balance but jimin reached for her

"mom are you alright ?

"sure sorry , but jungkook we came because you called for us is every thing alright

"yeah please sit down aunt

you didn't understand any thing appeared in your dad's face as he was looking to the woman in chock

jimin was nonchalantly coming to sit next to you

"sweetheart why are you looking pale? " he asked as he sat down

you didn't answer as you looked at your dad trying to get what's going on

"y/N it's time i let you playing for so long c'mon let's end this now he ordered standing up

"wait please! jungkook said and gripped your hand taking you out to the balcony

"what's going on sir where are you taking y/N?

"home

"home? why who are you ?

"i'm her father Mr Park said looking to the young man with concern as jimin raised his brows the man was wearing a fortune so it only meant one thing and jimin just stood up going out waiting for you and kook to come again

-

" i know you will never forgive me but please please don't let him take me home i love it here and i want to stay

"calm down no one will force you to do what you hate okay so please calm down y/N " jungkook said and you nodded

"i will never forget this favor even i don't desrve this for mying to you

"well about that i will punish you later but now i need you to be ready and agree for all what i said even if you don't want that

"yeah i will you said

great c'mon then

meanwhile*

"long time no see Hae yon Mr Park said and she nodded she was still under the chock

"i asked you to pretend that i'm not existed even you saw me after fifty years so why did you say this

"i never forget about you and i want to apologize

"not again please i have things to do excuse me

"she said and stood up he r legs were weak and she didn't know if they will be able to let her reach the door but she was strong

"where are you going aunt jungkook said as he stepped in

" i will come back later kookie

"no please stay i have something to say

" well i have to leave now y/N c'mon Daniel is done waiting for you

" no one asked him to do i'm not his

"he will marry you soon or sooner and you already know this he spat back and you shivered

"sorry for this sir but y/N has a contract here and i will not let her out before it ends

"how much shall i pay ? he said and jungkook smirked while you yelled he never treated you like a human it was always like this

"y/N can't live this place and she will stay to leave here this is her new home "

"can i know what's going on why all this care i know she is just a worker here

"because i'm going to marry her jungkook said and you felt your heart dropped !!

[ichoiheedong]

RIDE ME  [ BTS JUNGKOOK ]pt.4

bts member : jungkook x reader

Genre: angst /smut

rated mature :  but not in all the chapters

summary : if you want to and if you don’t want to, things are bound to happen and you broke the rules and run away only to find your self in a lion’s Den , jungkook a man who has every thing; power wealth and fame all together to burn your heart and existence if you moved away, in a land full of horses what could happen between both of you ,two young persons who meant to share the same dream  !

part  one | two | three | four

it’s been two weeks now and you were doing well ..

you almost discovered all the places around the ranch and your favorite was near the river it was so beautiful and quiet and you went there few times alone 

today was a little colder than the other days  so you were wearing a jacket 

Bel and jin were busy preparing the horses for tomorrow as they said they will start the activities tomorrow morning in the other training yard and you were done for today it was afternoon and you went to go for a ride actually it was all what you really enjoyed and loved and Elisabeth was the best friend to go with 

so you decided to go spend some time in your look point as usual trying to relax even it was really hard since that night 

it was hard seeing jungkook and pretended you didn’t see him he was always around in the stable and every time you look at his face you caught your self starring at his lips and you cursed your self for that countless time 

lying is the worse thing in this situation and you just wished you didn’t for once you wanted to go back in time and tell him that you remembered that and ask him why ,you were dying to know his reaction and what will he say to you as he was the one initiating the kiss 

you sighed but the sudden rain drop cut your thoughts and you looked up the sky was grey ;like really grey and you gulped nervously , you needed at least thirty minutes galloping to go back and in this freaking weather the mare would easily got hurt or fell down and it might kill you 

the following rain really cut your thoughts even more ,you panicked and you didn’t know what to even do Elisabeth for sure will get scared and could easily run away and of course jungkook will cook you alive if something happened to one of his precious horses 

you turned around looking for any shelter or something and for your good luck you saw one under an old tree 

hurrying to catch Elisabeth chain you guided it to that place at least the rain wouldn’t reach it but still the thunders and the storm could affect her 

you were really scared too and you even didn’t notice how soaked you became , your hair and jacket and even your shirt 

you were soaking and shivering, and it seemed like you will stay like this for a while , who would be the insane to go out in this storm to search for a strange girl like you you were sure no one would even notice that you were out that time and it was really a reason to make you cry 

you didn’t want the mare to get hurt or to disobey you so you don’t have to face that cold jerk more 

it was really cold and you didn’t know what to do expect your legs were shaking so you fell down sitting on the ground the mare was quiet fortunately but not when a  light was coming closer it was raining heavily but you could hear the sound of the engine getting closer

for sure someone noticed your absent and came to search for you

you wanted to cry because you thought you would freeze here and they will find your dead body days later the engine went off and it means the car is close to you

“park y/N some one shouted and you felt your body shivered more

the voice ..

jungkook could see the mare and he prayed you would be somewhere close to it he tried his best to walk even the storm was so far to be ended and finally he saw you under the tree

without hesitation he hurried towards you

you looked up at him holding the big black umbrella ,you looked up trying to hold tears, you were scared already and you know he would be fucking angry now your mind was over thinking how will you find an excuse but you already didn’t do any thing it wasn’t your fault

“thanks god i find you” he said and your eyes widened come on stand up

he offered you his hand and you gripped it for dear life trying to stand on your feet but it seemed hard for you were shivering

the rain was still falling down and it was dark ,jungkook felt how much affected you were and he took the hint

“hold the umbrella he said and you frowned but when he quickly lift you up bridal style you got it

your heart raced as your cheek touched the fabric of his shirt for the few seconds he walked to the truck

jungkook gently placed you on the seat and quickly turned to bring the mare and fortunately he was driving on of the trucks so Elisabeth was safe

the truck was warm and you felt better even the feeling of being rapped into wet clothes wasn’t so comfortable to you

you heard the truck door got closed and jungkook was suddenly on the seat next to you and the chills came again specially noticing how warm his gaze was when normally he would glare at you

“you’re cold ?he asked in concern and you nodded biting your lip

“i’m fine thank you for saving me you mumbled

“take it off he said tagging on your jacket and your eyes got wider but you did like he asked and let him take the jacket off

“shit even your shirt is soaking girl !

“it’s ok

“but you would easily catch cold c’mon take it off

you felt your hands running to grip the shirt neckband in order to protect your self and he chuckled

you saw him looking back and he took something from the back seat and it was a little blanket  he left it making a veil so you could took off your shirt and you quickly unbuttoned it then you took the blanket and rapped it protectively around your torso

“better ?“

“yeah thank you so much and i’m sorry you mumbled again and he slightly grinned

“thank your god i noticed Elisabeth empty spot so i guessed you were some where

“i didn’t know it will be rainy

“living in a ranch is not easy ,you need to adjust with every thing specially the nature you need to learn how to know about weather and to check the weather cast every day specially now the winter is soon

he was talking quietly and you were listening to him his voice was like an angelic melody and the way it touched your heart strings was strong the way you worried he would hear your heartbeat too

“i will learn this and i’m sorry for Elisabeth i know you were worried about her , i didn’t mean it and do all this troubles sir

“it’s not your fault it’s ok now

you thought you were dreaming , this man was the one who clearly showed you hate since he knew you and now he’s saying it’s ok

your head was heavy and you felt dizzy all of sudden and more than that you felt your body skidding towards jungkook and hit his shoulder and that’s when you panicked more

you quickly adjust your self and day your head on the leather seat as the storm was continuing

the softness of jungkook hand was what you needed when he touched your arms bringing you closer you thought it was a dream but all you wanted now is a warm hug to shelter you from the storm so maybe your dizziness could faint soon

you pressed your head on the crook of his neck as he wrapped your body with his hands

“just sleep and we will go back when the storm ends” he whispered and you let out a fainted whimper ,your hot breath on his neck and how little you felt pressing to his body all this made him chuckle and he couldn’t take back the want to place pepper kisses gently on your temple he know you were deeply sleeping but it was ok ..it was really ok

you opened your eyes finally when you felt someone was gently trying to wake you up and it was jungkook

you opened you eyes and looked around you were still in the truck but not in danger any more the lights of the ranch was filling your sight and some one opened your door

“are you alright ! it was Bel

“ yeah i’m fine you tried to said but your throat hurts and it sounds like your voice was husky

“she is fine but call the doctor any way jungkook ordered him and gently lift you up again walking to the inside while Bel took the mare to her place to check her

jungkook walked to your room and the maid helped you to change quickly and she brought the hair dryer to help you dry your wet bangs

“i will bring you a hot drink so you could feel better

“thank you you weakly said and rolled on the bed hugging the pillow the pain on your throat and head was aching like a bitch and you hated that

“y/N

you barely opened your eyes and it was jungkook

c’mon wake up the doctor will be here few minutes later

“but i’m ok i will sleep and then i’m gonna ok

“Elsa brought this to you so drink it she is great at making tea

you took the cup and nodded is he trying to be nice to you now and then he will fire you or what?

you felt worried , actually this place was the best for you and you got used to it and how freaking adorable people are here you even got used to jungkook gold gaze and his stares his scolds and his presence so he can’t do it right

the lamp on your throat was making drinking harder and you wished he got out now so you could cry your eyes out alone, but jungkook seemed enjoying looking at your pale face your long honey hair and you felt hot under his gaze

the doctor came in to cut your thoughts and jungkook greeted him 

he was a man in his fourteens and he was good looking 

“he’s the family doctor so relax he will take care of you “jungkook said and backed up to wait outside 

the doctor said that you got an influenza and which means you had to stick on the bed for few days but not when you were a normal girl now someone who left every thing chasing fogs and finally got an opportunity to work in the golden ranch 

it was hard to wake up but you did and kicked the blanket ,normally you started your work at 8:30 am but when you woke up it was 9 am already you whined and tried to fight dizziness and stand up 

for your surprise you found medicines already placed next to your bed and you even saw fresh flowers on the vase 

for sure Elsa was the one who placed it there and you wanted to thank her 

you heavily walked to your shower and took a hot shower but you felt that he made your state worse than it was because all you wanted was sleep again 

but you have to work and don’t show weakness 

going to the kitchen to drink some milk you saw Elsa on the hall way 

“goodness!! why are you out of bed y/N and all dressed up too oh you need to rest

“i’m fine and thank you for the flower 

“flower ? she said cocking an eye brow up 

i don’t really know about it 

“but i thought it was you who brought the medicines and flowers 

“oh hold on i think it’s the master i saw him last night he was coming with the medicines and maybe he brought the flower from the glass shelter too 

“oh really did he 

“don’t worry about it he looks so strict but inside he is so warm and he is a gentleman we all admit this 

Elsa tried to make you feel that what jungkook did was totally normal and he would do it for any one here but your heart couldn’t stop racing 

why did he do it !!

-

you walked to the training yard as you knew today there was some activities and you needed to be there to help the guys as you were a coach 

you saw them standing there Bel Ken and Jungkook too was there in his white pants along with a grey matching long jacket and he really they were all focusing with the horse that was galloping all around the yard 

“good morning you weakly let out and i’m sorry for being late 

you were nodding so you didn’t see the stare jungkook shot you with when he turned and saw you standing there on front of his face 

“y/N what are you doing here you are sick Bel let out and you shook your head 

“i’m fine and i’m here to work you said and suddenly your sight blurred but you held your composure 

“Bel continue the process jungkook said and came towards you he gripped your arm dragging you out of the yard 

“follow me to the office he said and actually he didn’t wait your answer he dragged you there and closed the door 

“what are you doing here !?? he said raising his voice and you panicked “

“i’m here to coach and i’m sorry for coming late but i need to do my work or what else could i do here isn’t this why you let me stay for 

“ and which kind of work you could make when you are losing energy every time you let out a word out of your little mouth huh !! 

he was right you were swaying and you didn’t really noticed that at first 

“but if i don’t work i could lose my work and i ..

jungkook cut your speech as he rapped his hands around your waist and you felt thankful as he protected you from falling down 

“do you think i’m going to fire you because you’re sick ? he said near your ear am i that bad ? 

“ i didn.. mean that 

“the doctor told me how much sick you are and you needs to rest to gain back your health completely so don’t make things worse we’re not going to stop the activities if one of the coach is absent so don’t worry some one will take your place until you’re back is it clear

you nodded still breathing his scent and it really calmed your senses and you felt better , you didn’t want to break the hug or to let him 

it was crazy but you enjoyed his hug and the skin ship with his seemed the best thing that happened to you with a man until now 

you stood there in his lap and it was the last thing you felt before passing out 

-

you opened your eyes and as there is no sun shine outside you guessed it was the evening already ; gosh!! you slept all this much you blinked few times but you could feel how much better you felt but you were hungry and how not when you didn’t eat anything 

someone knocked on your door and it was Elsa she smiled at you 

“finally you woke up i checked you three times and you were deeply sleeping after the master brought you here 

the memory hit you as the last thing you were doing was hugging him what the heck is your mind trying to make you do , already all the maids told you how much could he hurt your feeling but you just enjoyed every thing he did to you and actually he was really gentle 

“ i’m going to bring food it ready wait me 

she stormed out quickly letting you deep in thoughts 

what the fuck is going on with you !

-

jimin hurried to your room when Bel told him what happened to you, the way he hugged you really felt how much worried he was about you 

“i’m fine jimin really you said chuckling and he squeezed your cheek “grandma said you’re ok but Bel told me what happened gosh! how didn’t you check the weather we’re in fall and it’s always cloudy and rainy in this area 

“ i’m sorry you pouted and he giggled 

“okay fine i can’t say more to this cutie pie he said squeezing your other cheek giggling, 

jungkook closed the door gently and headed back to his floor he shouldn’t be there to check you , no need when jimin is finally here

-

you spent the few coming days in the manor in your room or sometimes with jimin’s grandma she was so adorable and she was always making you delicious cookies but what you didn’t really understand was how freaking uneasy jimin’s mother was when you’re around 

she was so pretty and for sure her husband loved her so much but you didn’t know where is he now jimin never mention him  and it seemed like she was sad about something as you caught her always looking out the manor too 

but what really was messing that jungkook wasn’t around you didn’t see him even you tried so many time to wait in the corridor to meet him but he never show up 

you were sitting in your room checking your SNS and checking your pictures when you were  with your teacher he was the one who really made you fond of horses since you were a kid and you missed him but you couldn’t contact any one now in fear that your dad will find you and that idea panicked you 

you can’t do it and go back to where he was preparing your dream funeral  

you sighed closing your pc and fell on the sheets looking at the ceiling when jimin came in 

“hey pretty c’mon let’s have dinner “

“oh but i will eat later 

“no you’re eating with us today i’m going to leave late at night for a week to Seoul and i want you to be around me 

“fine you smiled and jumped next to him after checking your hair 

you were walking in the hallway next to jimin both giggling as he tried to catch you when jungkook was stepping towards the dinning room too 

the atmosphere went awkward and it felt lie a cheater when nothing literally happened

“hey sir you greeted him and he nodded and entered the dinnig room and yeah it was happening jungkook was here eating with them 

“i barely convinced him to come eat with us “jimin whispered and you gulped some water 

jimin’s mother was talking to jungkook about some things they needed to fix in the manor and you and jimin were enjoying eating while talking randomly 

“ i will miss you next week “he let out and suddenly jungkook coughed 

“omg kookie are you alright ? 

“yeah grandma i’m fine thank you for dinner i need to go to my office 

he left and you sighed heavily for a reason jungkook was really sad and upset and you wanted to know what’s going on with him at the same time you were scared to step this step into his world then not be able to go out of it 

-

jimin wasn’t that numb to not notice what’s going on and after you went to your room he headed to talk with jungkook 

“hey man ! 

“hyung hi 

“why are you still awake go rest jungkook 

“i need to finish some work , by the way are you leaving now ,

“yeah and i will stay for a week you know my girlfriend brother is getting married and i will assist with her 

“great please congrats them 

“ i will , so tell me what’s going on with you 

jungkook frowned as he stpooed writing to look at jimin 

“what 

“you know , being awkward towards y/N do you like her !

jungkook looked away “ why would why she is not my type and you know that 

“no i don’t because you never be with a real one before  what is your style any way?

“ i don’t have time for that and you know this jimin so let’s not bring this up again 

“fine but if i’m right and you ‘re feeling something don’t hurt the girl jungkook back up before doing it or you will face me 

jungkook raised his head jimin looked serious and it didn’t need so much to know that he liked her a lot which ached jungkook’s heart more  

“have a safe trip  

“come to hug me bro“

-

next day you  woke up and were ready for work you helped Bel to prepare every thing you were exciting every time you were doing this and it felt right 

“oh y/N i almost forgot jimin told me that he wanted you to take this file to the master 

you frowned and followed him to the side office 

“but why me ? didn’t jimin leave lastnight 

“yeah he called me and said he forgot and told me to ask you for this favor 

“sure 

you took the file and headed to the manor 

you stopped in the hallway in front of the mirror your skin was bright no more pale and your hair was sty led into a ponytail so normal to meet him 

you sighed and continued your way you were going to put the file and go out no to impress him 

it was your first time you took the left side where jungkook lived his room and office were in that side and it was your first time checking his section 

you nervously knocked and when his voice came out you wanted to run but then you gathered all your courage and came in  

“good morning you said and jungkook seemed so surprised to see you in that place

“em jimin asked me to bring this to you 

jungkook left his brow smirking as he got what was jimin doing and stood up you saw him leaving his leather chair and came towards you 

“thank you i will check it “

“sure “you put the file on  his desk  and turned to leave when he gripped your hand 

your body shivered as he touched you 

“wait “

yes sir 

“are you going for a round today

“yeah i will , i missed Elisabeth so much but i will just be around 

“can i join you jungkook let out and your lips parted you didn’t know what to say as you nodded 

your heart did the act and didn’t stop bumping he was flattering as jungkook put on his jacket and left his office with you you both made it to the stable and took the horses out and started the ride 

galloping in a moderate speed you both rode perfectly around the ranch jungkook was explaining something about the rules other neighbors were using there but all you could here is your heart beating filling your ears 

you were enjoying every minute with him as he was next to you but the ride ended and you both were in the way home 

“thank you for every thing sir you let out and he looked at you and for the first time he smiled widely you felt your heart dropped and you were about to faint he was so handsome to be true and it ached your heart that he doesn’t show his smile more often even it was so charming 

you smiled back and jumped off the mare and he did too 

both walking together towards the stable when Bel was calling 

“sir “

“is every thing alright jungkook shouted 

“yes yes it’s just your new assistant arrived just now!” Bel said and you felt your heart shattered ......

new assistant !!!

[ichoiheedong]

forget the revenge and love me (M) jungkook pt.6

BTS member jungkook x reader

all BTS members will appear

genre : fluff/ angst/ smut /mature

summery: ‘she’s the reason why he’s gone’ jungkook said staring at the old frame

who’s this psycho !! i don’t know who kept sending this texts : you will suffer ,you are nothing, you will cry a lot, be ready for your next life, hell is waiting and more….

it was him.. jungkook the one who hurt you so far but marrying him is what drove you insane,. is he going to stop revenging on you ?is he even planning to tell you why?

as much you felt pain as much you felt love; what if he felt the same is he going to stop his revenge ??

masterlist

part1

part 2

part 3

part 4

part5

**chapter six**

illness and love

“Morning hyung, how are you? i really missed you “jungkook whispered near his brother’s grave tell me any thing i need to know you’re happy there because here i’m not, hyung i’m dying you used to be every thing why you did it and left me full of regrets and angers!! does love hurt this way? is y/N important than me? he sobbed  speaking of her i’m confused hyung i think you could know why, but i really want to know will you forgive her if you were still here with us? frankly i will never do it if i was you, don’t worry hung she is miserable now her life is boring and she is a fake wife is this enough or shall i do more jungkook was talking with his brother never know this feeling he was sorry and confused he hated his revenge day by day for many reasons what he knew about y/N was that she was strong stubborn sex goddess, these were the most that he remembered about you but what drove him crazy you were fragile so kind caring and you didn’t stop shivering every single time he kissed you how the fuck could you be a sex goddess then! he wanted to know who tough you how to act this amazing way!

time flied and it’s already one month marriage now your mother  in law wanted you and jungkook to come live with her as her husband was little bit sick jungkook said it’s better to stay in his parents mansion and you didn’t protest maybe it will be more fine for you as you were always alone .jungkook said he will take you after college so you were standing near the college in a place no one could notice you or who could came for you; it was really getting colder you hugged your chest and tightened your coat when you noticed jungkook’s car stopped you got in the car heading to your new residence  “how was your day you broke the silence”you already know he quit the college after lunch time with that girl called princess “ “why it’s not important for you anyway? “he sarcastically said “yeah sure, but i just wanted to tell you to be careful flirting around with other girls while you are already married “ “jealous ! jungkook said frowning “ “me !! why should i i just don’t want to be asked about this “ “don’t worry i’m careful enough “ “so she is your girl friend you said but he was driving too smoothly to focus with you jungkook’s room was amazing he said that you couldn’t touch any thing of his stuffs whatever the purpose was and you shrugged you already don’t need to touch any thing but as you were with your parents both will share the room you slept on the couch that night after a long conversation with Mirae she kept asking and asking about everything but when you woke up you find your self in the comfy bed it’s true jungkook was heartless but he is not a devil at least till now.

 your mother in law was sweet and she was happy that you were around her both of you decided to cook dishes and she suggested you to bring jungkook lunch to the  office because he will not be able to come early“so what about to cook my son favorite dishes”yes what is it mom tell me to pull out the ingredients “

“y/N  don’t you know your husband favorite dishes ?!”she asked surprisingly and you bit your lip harshly till it bleeds “i .. he didn’t tell me about it “

“tell me sweetheart why both of you are so cold i know my son he will never notice how cold he is but try to hold him closer to you he’s your husband don’t be shy win him, anyway i will tell you every thing about him so you could surprise him i’m sure he will appreciate your  effort to know him and by time he will change ..sorry sweetheart you are hurt but what to do after his brother death he become heartless   they supposed to be like twins even junghoon was older than jungkook” you listened carefully to her she told you a lot of things what jungkook like to eat his allergy that you already know about his childhood memories his high school music group his date of birth and many other things you kept smiling after having this sweet conversation with her finally the lunch box was ready you looked proudly to what you prepared you hoped that jerk will accept it as your mother in law walked with you to the door you greeted her and turned to open the door with your free hand “y/N fighting i’m expecting a grandchild don’t disappoint me please”

  “ you ran to outside it was a relief she didn’t see your blushed cheeks “a child with jungkook oh the idea is dangerous to think about, you didn’t even dare you got in your car and drove off, your father in law’s secretary was gentle and she told you that jungkook is in the office you slightly knocked as you didn’t want to annoy him but your eyes get chocked when you saw a girl hugging him a back hug “sorry i.. oh holly shit you murmured “y/N stop there” jungkook demanded coming toward you gripping your arm you were shivering “i’m sorry i didn’t know i’m sor.. you didn’t continue your phrase as you felt his lips pressed on yours in a kiss his hands held you closer wrapping your thin frame he pulled that quick kiss and kissed your forehead deeply

“it’s my answer “ he said with his husky voice you got that he was talking to the other women standing there watching him with anger she left immediately 

“why why you did like that! you hurt her feeling !“

“aren’t you jealous to see her around me she is trying to take me” he said smirking”

“i’m not but please don’t use me to hurt any one next time” you said trying to freed your self but he stood hugging your waist 

“any way i came to give you the lunch box mom said you are not able to came home today i hope you like it let me  jungkook i need to go “

when you tried to pull your body out of his arms his head dropped on your shoulder he didn’t say any thing stop struggling brat i’m not going to let you go stay to have lunch with me  who said it’s not  poisoned “

it was the first time both of you ate together he seemed liking what he chew but he was pale you noticed how his top body leaned weakly on the couch 

 after lunch you came back home and got a nape but you didn’t feel the time till it was 9 pm jungkook wasn’t there his desk was empty and the shower is closed is he still working?, “ don’t worry about him y/N you said getting up of the bed when the door opened jungkook was walking with heavy steps he stared at you with his cold eyes he wasn’t well, you were sure this time he threw his self on the couch and started to open his shirt 

“are you ok ?you asked him “

“don’t show me that face go away y/N he said and fainted you panicked and shouted for help 

an hour later “why the fuck this fever doesn’t want to go down shit “you cursed changing the towel for the n time jungkook slept soundly he seemed so tired and sick you touched his head and patted his dark hair your fingers run down to his jawline no one made you  feel like this if love means pain so you are already testing it you were sure you fell for him even he was a jerk even he hated you even teased you your heart raced for him but this one sided love will never see the sun that’s what made you pity your self you gave up and put your head on jungkook’s chest with his hand on yours but you passed out in that position jungkook was awake and he saw you sleeping in his lap gripping his hand with an other towel in the other hand he grinned at how silly you were and wrapped his hand around you and fell sleep again 

“hyung don’t go hyung come back hyung you heard jungkook sniffled in his sleep frowning and sweating 

“i’m here “

“don’t go “

“i never let you go babe “ you whispered near his ear to calm him when he opened his eyes and blinked you panicked and try to run away before he noticed that you were the one taking care of him but he held your arm 

“where “ 

“give you medicine “

“no i know you’re tired you almost broke your spine when you ran that way fool

i’m not going to eat you come and sleep his grip guided you to his side on the bed you laid down and gazed the ceiling 

“thank you “

“huh it’s nothing “

“i mean it i was sick and you took care of me even you know what i’m able to do 

“you’re my.. ah”

“say it he ordered 

“you’re welcome you changed your world 

“you wanted to said i’m your husband right 

“sorry jungkook “

“do you want me to be your husband he said smirking even he was pale he could make your stomach flattered , 

you are already 

“oh really so can we do what husband and wife do” he said jumping on top of you your eyes went bigger while your hands tried to push him “are you ready”

“please jungkook get off me i..i’m not he didn’t listen and start implanting kisses on your jawline you struggled and try to push him when he kissed your lips roughly but you gave up when he kissed your neck even your hands arched back and touched the bed you really have a fragile spot”

“please jungkook don’t do this please “

he stopped and get off you, you caught your breath and hide your face in your pillow facing him with your back few minutes later you turned as you thought he was sleeping but his eyes connected yours and you blamed your self to turn 

“come here he ordered and you bit your lips before come closer to him he held you and closed his eyes “sorry” he whispered and passed out again 

jungkook friend visited you and jungkook you decided to have a barbecue party in the garden so you invited Mirae to come over and your father dropped taehyung he kept crying wanting to see both you and his new daddy 

“yoongi hyung when  will you get married “jimin joked with his hyung 

“when you will get jams “ all of them laugh even jungkook laughed hugely his smile killed you it was so damn familiar but he stopped immediately when your eyes connected he returned to wear that poker face 

“daddy, V hyung didn’t want to play with me “ taeate gave jungkook help me eyes and i chuckled of his cuteness “

“v hyung is flirting around come here gonna play with you “

“yay daddy loves me and i love him too mommy did you here that “

“yes sweetheart but don’t be a brat ok “

“daddy i want to stay here tonight i want to go to kindergarten with you “

“taehyung! you shouted and you felt fear in the boy’s eyes “

jungkook glared at you his eyes blamed you “i can take him don’t shout “

“i’m sorry but my friends always came with  mom and dad i want that too “

“tae i was always there with you you defended your self trying not to cry thinking about your sister 

“we will take you tomorrow ok now go play with your iron man til the dinner is ready “

 “where is his father ?jungkook asked and you stared directly in his eyes 

“america “you said and left him 

all of you were sitting around in the garden laughing when your mother in law came with a beautiful girl she was non other than jungkook friend you felt a pain in your heart and mirae already noticed you even she was really melting with taehyung 

“good evening sorry for disrupting you guys “she said sweetly 

“she is park haneul i think you already know her come to join us “ mom said 

“ah thank you Mrs Jeon i’m here for some work and i need to see jungkook for a while if he doesn’t matter of course”

“oh just stay to have dinner than you can work i think your father put a huge responsibility in you

she took a sit in front of jungkook while you were by his side 

after dinner he just took the files and said he will check it tomorrow so she was about to leave 

“thank you for dinner Mrs Jeon she said with her sweet and kind way you felt sad and you excused your self to go upstairs after all she is his friend why you are feeling jealous he doesn’t love you but you really wanted to taste his love 

“why you didn’t call me this files can wait “jungkook asked the girl walking with him to the big gate “

“i wanted to see your home and parents and your wife “

“so you did and you already saw how satisfy i am “

“i will win you finally she winked and left “

“haneul he stopped her “i love my wife she is the one for me so don’t put high bet you will lose he smirked and entered again towards his hyungs jungkook didn’t saw you around them 

“where is y/N he asked Mirae 

“she said she want to rest well i need to go now thank you guys it was sweet and funny hanging out with you 

“let me ride you home taehyung suggested “

ok i will accept as i didn’t bring my car thank you oppa she smiled back at him who was really happy to do this for her 

jungkook asked hosoak to watch out for taetae and he went upstairs to check you 

the bedroom was empty, so he guessed you were in the bathroom he knocked the door and you panicked as your eyes still wet and puffy 

“get out y/N “...or i will come in 

as you know he was able to do it you wiped as much as you can your face and came out you tried to avoid him”why are you shouting i was about to dry my hair

“why you look like you were crying did you cry he asked holding your shoulders

“no i didn’t i have an allergy that’s all, any way what do you want? did you finish with your girlfriend ?

“girlfriend !! jealous?? “

“no why should i? i told you i’m not and i don’t care” you said stepping back as he was stepping towards you eager to do something your back hit the door “jungkook go out please .. your friends are waiting 

“no i will stay here til you tell me why you were crying are you falling for me “

you panicked as he came closer “i don’t love you why should i love someone who hates me ? 

“logical but we are married already why you don’t try to do it “

“why you don’t try too you shot back “

“no thank you i’m not one of your toys he glared with bitter tone you are beautiful and sexy is this what you use to seduce men how much men did you know in you life tell me or shall i know my self 

“me? men ? are you insane go away jungkook i feel sick of you and your false ideas i didn’t know any one stop insulting me as i’m a slut you pushed his chest and went out to check taehyung 

that night the three of you as usual used the same bed it was really normal for tae that’s why you did it even you didn’t want to face that heartless jerk 

“mommy good night he kissed your cheek cutely and go closer to jungkook to pick his cheek as well 

the next day you and jungkook took taehyung to his kindergarten he was jumping here and there 

“i will show my friends my hero today and i will show them my photo with you daddy he said grinning to jungkook who seemed happy to see the little boy happy too 

“be careful you will hurt your feet be a good boy i will take you out after school ok “

“oh daddy really ?? *

“emm i promise 

the little boy pinky promised with his daddy “will mommy join us too “

“yeah she will don’t worry be a good boy now go to your teacher 

in the car 

why did you promise him? you had a lot of work after college what if ..

“i promised him because i have a free time this afternoon we will come together after your class** 

you finished your morning class and you were walking in the corridor that linked the library with the building you study in when haneul showed up blocking your way “

“excuse me but you were about to make me kiss the floor you said angrily 

“i know jungkook oppa doesn’t love you she said ,only you could hear her “go away from him before i will snatch it from you

“do it if you can you replied smirking 

she seemed annoyed   “i’m not going to lose you took him from me when i was the one who kept liking him for a years now and i will take him back you will see what i’m able to do

“i said do it if you can “

“don”t try my nerve slut she cursed “

“go away please i’m not in the mood to argue with you i have work 

you left her annoyed and fucking angry and decided to wait your husband in the library 

the park where jungkook took you was amazing taehyung was happy you felt a little upset you were always taking him out but going with jungkook was more exciting for him that’s what you were sure about 

mommy let’s take photos daddy too

we took selfies i forced my self to smile but my head was thinking of what haneul said what if she can win jungkook in the end

jungkook took you after playing for pizza he was busy with tae to focus with you 

in the way home,

“thank you for making the little boy happy today you said to him who was silent as usual 

“ i needed to go out too so don’t thank me however i think you didn’t like it you were worry all the time 

“ no i’m not you lied nodding your head 

jungkook “

“emm 

can we take a break 

he frowned “a break?

“ i mean can we try to stop hurting each other for two days you managed to say finally 

“do you mean we will act to be a real husband and wife ?

“can we please, you whispered and blamed yourself biting your lips as you asked for that but you were really exhausted of every thing his coldness your lies that you’re ok you fake smile in front of your mom and mother in law their train of question about a possibility to give them a child every thing hurt you to death and you wanted some real peace you wanted to try to do something maybe he will change his idea and tell you why he hated you before 

“ you are fool are you ready to be my real wife ? he said 

“oh i didn’t mean that way

“i told you you were a fool brat who doesn’t know how to think he smirked and you bit your lips more “forget it i’m sorry 

“it’s ok i can give you a truce but i’m not sure if i’ml not going to do something he said and stopped the car you already at home jungkook stepped out and went to take the sleepy boy in his arms

 your mom thanked you and she invited you but you didn’t entered as it was late and you have to go back 

you greeted your parents in law and closed the room jungkook was reading a book he was sexy and hot with his wet hair you fought your pervert mind and went to take your shower than you headed to the bed

“do you want me to turn off the light “he asked you 

“it’s ok keep reading i’m ok good night”you said and hug your pillow

“no i want to sleep too he said and came near  to your side and laid his tall frame you didn’t dare to face him so you were about to turn to the other side but his strong arms stopped you he pulled you gently to his lap “you said you wanna be my wife? let’s start with this he threw the pillow away andheld your body tightly and kissed your lips gently before you could recognize the situation the heart beat was crazy you begged god that he will not going to hear it as you were so close to each other you felt happy though and slept safely you loved him was the truth ....

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