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crazykuroneko · 1 year

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listening to this podcast done by TV show enthusiasts, whose knowledge of IWTV comes from the movie and the book they watched/read probably a century ago, so they already know OG Louis is a plantation owner and Claudia will die, then the hosts said something like, "Watching the last three episodes of IWTV was hard, but the last scene gave me hope. I could handle another season of this, I could handle Lestat coming back, because I have seen Louis is in a better place now, he's happy with someone who is (healthily, heavily implied) loves him, and understands him"

And i'm just sitting here just thinking, "well, it's obvious they forget why Claudia died then"

#moi.txt #i wish a LOT of good luck for people who are expecting s2 about a clear cut bad vs good #people who are rooting for daniel because they believe he's the morally right one #and the audience stand-in #people who expect season 2 will be a happy ending comeback story of a survivor #like i'm SO sorry but #wellllll #but fr we as fandom do notice every details in the show #but a lot of these casual viewers are too focus on lestat being the antagonist #a lot of nuances that they'll lead to more disaster in the future #just flow over their heads #*will #they're completely seduced by the narrative #iwtv #comparing thoughts inside and outside the fandom is interesting

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alfheimr · 11 months

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asfrith and luka; on the everfalling path.

#of silver spring #asfrith #luka #oc #this is my second attempt at incorporating blender into my work flow.. !!#i used the 'stylized fantasy tree generator' by rc12 to make the base tree and then i modeled everything else (very basic lmao)#and then painted over most of it.#when i do this years art process zine i'll talk about it more :-)#this has been in my head for just about a year now.

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zeravmeta · 8 months

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an underrated aspect of one piece's storytelling is how luffy has zero internal monologue as a protagonist (which is actually pretty unique) so a lot of the time it forces the writing/narrative to judge him by his actions first and foremost and thus any words he Does say are all the more important and this is partly why i rec the manga over the anime (not that the anime is bad per se bc animation is pretty with colors and sounds even though the op anime itself is notoriously badly paced in some areas) because it just inherently conveys this concept better and more than anything it shows how economic of a writer oda actually is despite being a 25+ years long running manga with 1000k+ chapters because if oda had like at least 5% more flowery language in him he would then spontaneously transmogrifying into nasu and would drop so many fateisms and massive monologue/speeches for each and every one of one piece's themes, leaving one piece an unfinished magnum opus because its next projected end date would be 2100 ad

#one piece is genuinely so unrecognized for how well it flows. nothing is without purpose #and oda does this with literally no monologues. instead characters just drop the sickest short speeches every other page #anyways if luffy met archer he'd think the man was cool as shit but the moment archer tries to give him any sort of self depreciation-#luffy would just call him an idiot with the most dopey ass head empty face imaginable. theres no worth in dying over pride or causes #its only worth dying for your own personal dreams!

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neroniiii · 7 days

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#do you guys freaking see what i am talking about wiht this #so like as for notes... Nao's apron is my most favorite design element i've done for anyone ever #also don't mind her height next to the others her hair is doing alot of the heavy lifting #in terms of heads she's just a little below shin while he's wearing his boots #i can come up with more harmonious dynamic poses... i just need time...#and lastly please do not heed any mind to how shapely hiyori's legs are here it is not my fault #i just remembered moot talking about how people who use ''the body of a dancer'' to describe toned muscles has never actually seen one #and like. caught so that took priority over looking at the wiki for The Country lore. but i was already working under the premise #that hiyori's uniform would signal something Off about where exactly he was raised. and at least Shin's doing it better so you knooooww #i'm still a little conflicted about reko's pants though like they look cool om their own they just don't complete the outfit in a compellin #way... so i'll try to figure it all out...#my gorgeous af art #... maybe i should take off the vest.... maybe that's what's keeping the flow from being 100% right #anyway signign off

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buildarocketboys · 2 months

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Man nothing like talking to other writers to make you feel like you're not a proper writer

#(everyone is being very nice and it's interesting to hear about everyone's process)#it's just like. i don't really HAVE a process or think about flow or plot or character development #i just spit what's in my head down on the page and then usually read it over and make minor changes #and post #and like. it seems to work for me but also i feel like i don't know shit about like. the craft of being a writer or whatever #and like. i don't really want to? like i want to write well and improve but like #reading writing advice and stuff makes me want to scream (think that's a pda thing)#and I know there are certain things I *could* do to improve but im lazy and want instant gratification #i know if i take the time to slow down and spend more time editing in depth or whatever #i just WON'T. and then will never finish or post anything #anyway this is one of those things that feels like it's an autistic (possibly adhd) thing for me #but also other autistic/ADHD writers DON'T struggle so much with this stuff or actively enjoy it or w/e #and i know i know if you've met one autistic person you've met one autistic person #but it's just another thing that makes me feel like im failing at being a person #not just a neurotypical person but an autistic person as well..just failing at being a person #anyway this is fucking stupid and obvious validation bait or whatever so feel free to ignore #i just needed to vent #i should just not talk to people ever bc somehow it always makes me feel worse about myself #I'll shut up now

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askamnesiamoonjumper · 5 months

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me after editing the aau prologue for the bajillionth time

#First chapter I changed the opening bc I always thought it felt off/abrupt and wanted to have it be prince pov from the start #I wanna get in his head more ok sue me #Beyond that tho it was just some wording edits #Specifically with the internal dialogue moments I helped them flow more/feel more like thoughts #Also mj gets a bit more of their usual edge/pessimism bc the prologue they always felt a bit too “ówò sad poor smol bean” or whatever #That’s it tho chapter 4 I didn’t change bc it’s peak #Did add some teases to later things tho like snatch senses mjs soul at the end of his chap but doesn’t realize it #Or like I added the Not Now running thing in the earlier chapters bc it was more of a chapter 4 thing so I wanted 2 set it up more so boom #I think that’s all the notable edits ig like I said just description additions the only actual new thing is the opener for chap 1 👍#Also also I got to include a hc that I have that I neglected to do before but I hc a!prince used plural internal dialogue #Because lol we love dramatic irony in this house #Grace post #this reminds me tho one of these days I should look through heart strings chapter one to look for editing things #Bc I think I did that recently but I don’t remember it much tho #Mostly just when the Hat stuff starts that was the parts I never directly rewrote I just edited them so they feel out of place in my brain #Also I’d wanna edit her dialogue bc it *was* in character (after rereading her diary’s to confirm) but I wanna have her be a bit more snark #Hat is Hard bc i Need the balance of cute little kid and also smug little shit (affectionate) like she is a pain to write man cries #This is just me rambling lol ignore it I just wanted to spam aau thoughts #In other news I made shapes redesigns but I’m on the fence on posting them bc idk if I wanna spoil or not hhhhhhhhh #Nowadays I’m more chill w spoiling things than I used to be #But there are a handful of things I’ve kept shut about (ex being princes name or mjs species stuff etc)#So I’m not sure if this thing with shapes i should keep secret or just post bc I used to spoil it but idk now #Shrugs #maybe I’ll do a poll later I dunno #Ok yapping over byeeeeee

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incense-and-iron · 10 months

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I feel like more people need to be more aware or wary of when posts will use women and girl and lady randomly through it but then slap "male" into the post and continue to only use male. Like... how the fuck does that not set off alarms in peoples minds? How does that not read as TERF bullshit? Bioessentialist? Even just exclusionary period???? I genuienly don't understand and seeing so many more posts like that cropping up all over the place is unsettling and extremely worrying.

#okay to rb. clowns will be fucking blocked on sight #im so sick if this shit #im posting this publicly now bc i JUST went past a fucking post with a flow chart that used 'girl' all over it #but then had 'male' only used on it #like yall really cant be fucking serious????? are you fr????? please get ur heads out of your asses in so tired #idk what to tag this tbh

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downtherabbitholewithlucy · 1 year

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✨SAM WEARING HIS CAP TO THE BACK✨

(Sam's Beanies/old post)

#Okay let me paint a picture for ya'll... [dreamy harp instrumental plays]#this version of Sam comes to pick you up for a chill beach date in his jeep (I've just always envisioned him owning a Jeep)#he greets you with a long hug. he loves clinging onto you with his hugs as he kisses your head & lets you know how much he's missed you #the ride over is spent with the 2 of you teasing each other about random shit & listening to the radio as the breeze flows through the jeep #ya'll settle into a good spot at the beach laying a large towel in the sand #he's fucking mesmerized by how you look in your swimwear. He definitely looks hot as hell in his swim trunks that hang low on his hips.#ya'll spend hours laying out on the beach towel and take random dips in the water every now and then #at sunset ya'll walk hand in hand on the boardwalk and he buys you the greasiest burger that you've been craving and a thick milkshake.#by nightfall ya'll just makeout in his jeep and it's pure bliss #god that damn ballcap on him just makes me simp so hard for BoyfriendSam™#Sam Rivers #Limp Bizkit #nu-metal #SAM. I. AM.#Sammy Boy #Bass Boss #Bass Master #Catch me simpin' for Samuel on Sam Rivers Sunday #down the rabbit hole

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stonesandswords · 5 days

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#i desperately want to quit my one job so bad #and i know i could *just* squeeze by for a bit on just my other job #but i don’t want that extra stress of finances on top of everything else #i’ve been at this job for years #and i used to love it so much #and it’s a career stepping stone for me #but i feel like i had to push so hard to get them to take me seriously but they still don’t #the communication is horrible and it’s impossible to get things down because they rely on the chaotic vibe #like i’ve had to find things happening at the business through social media and regulars instead of face to face by a coworker #there’s a constant state of telephone happening and no hierarchy or flow of who’s supposed to do what #well there is …. but no one respects it and decides to try walk all over me instead #i’m at a constant loss of what to do; i don’t like butting heads with people or having to call people on their shit #but it’s either shut up and be disrespected or speak up for myself and have people dislike me to the point of disrespect #i just don’t know what to do #i used to love it but the joy has been slowly draining #and i really don’t want to screw myself in the long term re: my career #sigh the search for a replacement job has been so fucking hard #some days i just wish something would fall into my lap

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akkivee · 9 months

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BUSTER BROS AND BAD ASS TEMPLE🎶

DARE NI MO GENSOKUSASENAI TEMPO🎶

#vee queued to fill the void #RAINBOW SUKERU MIZUHIMATSU NO MUKOU🎶#NOW WOO WOO (WOO WOO) 🎶 SOU MOTTO WOO WOO (WOO WOO)🎶#I LOVE WAKING UP WITH BANGERS STUCK IN MY HEAD LMAO #like yesterday my brain kept flipping back and forth between we go with the flow and an idol lol #but those songs have a similar chord progression even my untrained ears could pick up on so the brain just got stuck in a loop lmao #so far the top three songs i keep coming back to are those two and relieve lmao #do not underestimate how bad i will simp for an angry man who was very much wronged and in the right #and let them know by making it everyone’s problem LOL kaibyakumon kikoku daisuki #pictured above is actually the way i have a mental breakdown over hypmic music btw LMAO

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markhrtz · 2 months

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long ass day and now im mad as hell about barbarian

#˖˵˵˵˵˵˵ଘ( ꈍᴗꈍ)⋆ talkin #why was justin long there he did not need to be there like that ruined the whole flow to me #bill being the 'nice guy' was even better for the role as the man in that situation but for some reason they had to beat us over the head #with justin long's character?#rapist gets humbled by even worse rapist like?#sorry that was just misguided as hell to me and messed up the rest of the movie like 😭

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byanyan · 8 months

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byan disappears for two days but instead of emerging strung out and skittish like usual, their hands and arms are covered in paint and ink stains and they're a little distant but hungry as hell

#byan occasionally hiding away to work on a piece of art from beginning to finish to limit outside distractions #bc they have something in their head that they desperately need to get out #and if they lose focus at any point they'll never come back to finish it #it's probably no surprise to hear that these pieces are usually tied to their trauma #they get it in their head that if they get the vivid imagery out onto paper they'll be able to stop thinking about it (they won't)#but if they take a break at any point or get distracted and stop... coming back later is hard #oftentimes they end up destroying the unfinished piece when that happens bc now that they've had some distance #they don't want to relive the event again just to finish it #it's a coping mechanism they don't use often - at least not on this level #their sketchbooks are full of pieces like this but those are smaller and less elaborate - ones they finish in hours rather than days #sometimes certain pieces call for being bigger and more detailed... it just depends on how it looks in their mind #just smth that's been in my head for a couple days now that I've been mulling over idk #I think sometimes there's a little substance abuse that goes on at the same time too...#but not to the same level as the abuse when they disappear specifically to fuck themself up #it's more to like. make things flow and make it a little easier to sit in that memory for a prolonged period of time #so overall still not the most healthy coping mechanism :/ but it's not their WORST so. there's that.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.#drug use cw

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dutybcrne · 7 months

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Kaeya is rather touch averse, cringing away from casual contact people give him under the guise of being distracted or idle movement. He's used to it, the Ragnvindrs and Adenlinde got him used to frequent affectionate physical contact, but it can still be entirely Uncomfortable if he's touched by someone outside those he is close to or someone he's otherwise Allowed to touch him.

#hc; kaeya #//Mentioned before; but am Elaborating on other aspects since Aven get brain juices flowing for this #//Unlike Aven; he's FAR more tolerable of people who touch him unprompted. & more willing to indulge for himself outside his comfort people #//Unless he himself had actively given the indication he doesn't want it; in that case THEN he's likely to anger & retaliate #//But yeah; his response is usually Discomfort & trying to get away from it one way or another. Can tolerate it to appear friendly; sure #//But would rather not want people to touch him so easily. Is decently okay with brief touches tho; like shoulder pats or the like #//Will actively lean into it & encourage further touching ONLY as a means to an end; adjusting any wandering hands only when going too far #//Esp if he can use that like a carrot on a string–if they concede to what he wants; they can touch him more. Maybe MORE than just that too #//He won't initiate any touch unless he deems it Absolutely Necessary; WILL internally scream if they Immediately reciprocate the contact #//Uses it as a 'reward' sometimes; a little pinch of the cheek; a hug; getting right into their space; if he sees they'll react favorably #//Maybe more if they have connection enough; like Huffman or one of his longer-running liaisons. Is p ok w/ sleeping w/ them as reward #//Sometimes he forgets some people don't like that he does this; like Rosie. Tries the tactic to get a favor then Remembers #//Absolutely apologizes; feels mortified when she scrutinizes him for it. Esp since she'd be one of few ppl who KNOWS just how Averse he is #to it in the first place. Him slipping up like that in front of HER is smth he'd STRESS over. She could hold over his head for all he knows #//How can he even joke abt it? Worse if she asks abt his way of doing things or indicate she doesnt Like that he uses himself as bait #//Has absolutely accidentally tried to seduce/bait sb like that who he absolutely should Not have. Like Jean. Ended up playing it off like #a joke between friends; but damn near had a panic attack from the guilt the moment he was safely in his office. bc Jean is SPECIAL to him #could he treat her like THAT? How could he almost let her SEE that side of him? His casual charm and facade are ONE thing #//But him actively doing something like THAT; esp for Jean of all people; is COMPLETELY off-limits; no matter his feelings #//Actually; especially BC he harbors feelings for her. Ppl like Lisa on the other hand; he is VERY comfortable doing this with/to #//She GETS the flirty habit & dishes it back without losing image of him in the way someone he regards at Jean's level possibly could #//And as far as Lisa knows; it's Only a playful habit; not a means to an end. The ones who prolly Know might be certain folks in the church #//But that's just bc he gets frequent checkups after every lil Rendezvous of his. Which is why he's got dirt on Every Single Person There #//Except Barbara; but he absolutely makes SURE she's not the one he's dealing with whenever he goes. Wants to spare her his messes #//Damn; veered a little but it's alright. 'A little'; HA. Nah; my tags are but the cluttered corkboard of my thoughts jhdbfjdf #//Diluc; Addie & Jean are the people he most Fears finding out abt his methods. Doesnt wanna THINK abt how they'd feel/regard him after tha #//Knows for SURE it'd be painful if the way they treat him changes even a SLIGHT. ESP Addie; he can bear the other two; but Addie???#//Nah; he'd be fucken DEVASTATED. That's the ONE person he knows hold true unwavering unconditional love for him; no matter what #//To do anything to damage that? He'd be so fucken GUTTED. He expects everyone to get fed up with/disdain him at some point. But not HER #//Keeps this shit on the down low by always having dirt on the people he gets Involved with; if not using keeping it up as an incentive

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unsettlingcreature · 1 year

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Slowly reconfiguring my altar space but I'm gently adding Halloween decorations as September passes and October approaches, I'm personally obsessed with the little ghost lights. Anyway I don't have a dedicated sideblog for this stuff anymore so I'm just slapping it on main :)

#witchblr #taking a break was so good for me because now im getting back into the flow of it? im realising how my beliefs and shit have shifted #still going to gently worm my back into witchcraft like. im not gonna do any blots or anything for a good while #and figure out ONCE MORE what actually works with my practice #like do i WANT divination to be part of my craft? or do i just feel like i have to #like when was the last time i touched my tarot or my runes or my oracle deck or my pendulum? even before my break?#and when it comes to deitywork. is that something i can commit to? has my time with Loki come to a close? lots of questions to ask.#and also do i really want to keep a grimoire/bos? because im too much of a perfectionist for it #and the stuff i do regularly are in my head. if I'm doing something different then I'm going to use other books as research points #idk theres a lot to think about. maybe I'll just ponder the wizard and stop sweating the details lmao #you'd think i had this shit figured out after over a decade but fuckin nooooppppeeeee #anyway witchcraft is always a journey and there's always more to learn and experience #its easy to say that shit but harder to accept it #ALSO LOKI LIVES IN MY BEDROOM I AINT EVER GONNA HIDE HIM AWAY #i cherish all the time spent with a deity and appreciate them for being there during that part of my life #just like with hecate before its ok if my time with loki is over. it is what it is. its not sad its something to look fondly on

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poisonouspastels · 6 months

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on episode god knows what of me putting the main 4 players in situations: i think they would explode if put in a capitalist society long term

#they think there is benefits to some things like prepackaged food and premade clothes but then you get like #money. corporate greed. car centric infrastructure. paying to live in your own fucking home #they would explode #incidentally i think Groda's era of society did actually have a curency system in the form of gold coins #and i think in explaining that to the main 4 they just cannot wrap their heads around it #on that same note its the other way around where the players explain to her the concept of fair trade #and she cannot fully fathom the idea of the indeterminate value of an item or service changing from person to person #unstoppable force vs immovable object but instead #its the idea of an objective amount of worth in something through arbitrary means vs the ever flowing change in the idea of 'worth'#''What do you MEAN an amount of gold just determines how much made up power people have over others??''

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orcelito · 6 months

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Having lost my cat, my uncle, my great grandmother, my grandma's best friend (& one of the people who helped raise me), AND my dad all within the span of 9 months,

I have little sympathy for people who use deaths as an excuse to be an asshole. I get it, it sucks. Get the fuck over it. Your grief is not an excuse to treat others like shit. What the fuck.

#speculation nation #this isnt anything personal. im just reacting to a post that kind of pissed me off.#to be fair i was never close with my great grandmother so im not particularly broken up about that one #but it's still yet another death in the family within such a short period of time.#my cat is on this list bc he was the first one and it majorly fucked me up. so yeah it deserves to be here.#the others. well. my grandma's best friend makes me sad but at least she was getting up in years #my uncle and dad though. especially my dad. yea those have fucked me up the most.#im never gonna be the same after experiencing all of this in such short succession.#it sucks in a major way. and things are still continuously tumultuous.#but you dont see me lording it over people and using it as an excuse to be an asshole.#maybe i make people uncomfortable with how casually i mention it. but like whatever. it's simply my truth.#that's still just like. me just talking about what ive been up to. that kind of thing.#idk acting like someone needs to be treated with the most tender of touches after experiencing a major death #to the point where you cant even tell them when theyre being a manipulative little asshole?#i dont fucking think so!#yeah okay all grief hits different but ive pulled myself up by the bootstraps and kept my head on straight #even after i experienced death after death after death after death after Fucking Death #whats your excuse? youre Sad? we all fucking are. thats just life.#it's horrible and awful and it sucks that we have to live with this but you CANT let that affect how you treat other people!!!!!#and here i am making my own post venting about it instead of replying to the aita post that sparked this #bc the person the post was about just made me so angry to hear about.#but i am... a reasonable adult who separates themselves from situations before reacting in anger...#and so im making a tumblr post to get the emotions out instead of getting emotional at random strangers lol #anyways i actually had a pretty good day today. but in the way of grief. the smallest things can trigger moods sometimes.#but i am letting the emotions flow... here they are... i have expressed them... and i shall now release them... amen...#negative/#i guess lol. i sure did rant enough for it.

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