#just likes wearing those pins bcs they make him feel AND LOOK cute <33 and very pretty boy yes

[astrxealis]

i didn't add my ocs in my bias list so just excuse me, i want to make heart eyes at them for a bit >.<

this is merle (a picrew of him hehe) !! this is a pretty accurate depiction of him but w yet fluffier hair - inspirations for him include enstars ritsu (initial idea), p5 akiren, mysme 707 (fluffy hair & a bit of personality) ...

i was shocked when i saw tot marius and vtuber shoto bcs they reminded me of him quite a lot ? esp in looks and personality - shoto is really similar in looks especially, and marius starts w the letter m too so yeah >< but i've had this guy ever since. a long time ago! the merle you see b4 you was only ever actually properly actualised ?? in latter half of 2020 !! but i've had the initial oc/idea ever since i was a kid

his fave gbf character is belial LMAO and he likes genshin scaramouche, fe3h yuri is also his fave !! he likes the ascians in ffxiv a lot too, and the garleans ... his fave expac is actually shb, and 2nd is enw and hw tied ! but he also likes stb and arr >< OH and he's definitely a huge fan of drakenier (it's his fave video game series) - definitely also a fan of the witcher

dude is scorpio sagittarius cusp atm, but i might just make him a leo or a virgo ... idk man TvT but those vibes fit !! he goes by he/they/xe pronouns and is nonbinary or agender, and is pantomantic !! asexual too !! and also somewhere on the aromantic spectrum !! i'm not sure abt those last 2 yet tho aaa

he loves cats and video games <3 initially he wld have had red eyes, but it didnt rlly match w what i was thinking of ... he has purple eyes !! idk what particular shade but yes !! but they also have little red specks <3

his family situation is complicated but he does have a half-brother >.> who he is awkward w now but was rlly close w as kids (unknowing of their relationship tho), and that person would be regulus !!

merle uh. he's quite cunning of a guy, chill, but also definitely energetic and mischievous ? a big tease! but more quiet in actuality than he lets on >< a bit of a tsundere bcs he isn't very good at handling emotions, and he's quite the secretive guy

his full name actually is merle arcanus! i might prolly change it to smth else idk, but ion think so anymore bcs its been almost 2 years and i am just Attached widhwkfnkw ^^

uh ... currently, he's around 17 or 18 years old most likely? it's just what feels right to me ! in other words, still a minor but definitely soon an adult hehe

he's one of my favorite ocs and i love him a lot !! idm ppl who like him too tho IRHWIFN in fact that might make me vv happy ... merle doesnt seem like the guy to bake but he actually likes baking! he also likes music (def a fan of mcr tbh) - he plays the guitar most likely!

[transbcyfriend]

heh. punk. answer the mlm asks... all of em. :sunglasses:

damn that’s pretty gay of u huh :///

answers are under the cut!

1.) Do you like resting your head in a boys lap, or on his shoulder?

answered here! 

2.) Sweaters or hoodies?

both are good! hoodies are fun tho bc Pockets

3.) Netflix or clubbing on a Friday night?

i’ve never been clubbing so idk if i’d like it, so ig until i know if i do, netflix njfskjfgd

4.) Denim or leather jackets?

both are also good! i like denim tho bc they’re easier to put patches and pins on, but leather Sexy so nfshfsddj

5.) What’s your favorite thing about boys?

WHEN THEY’RE TENDER.....ALSO WHEN THEY’RE EMBARRASSED. if a boy wraps his arms around my arm and walks around with me, or if he starts getting stammery and blushy when i pull his chair out for him or give him flowers or something, my heart gushes

6.) How do you like your tea?

i like it hot! with or without honey/sugar, doesn’t matter to me, both are good.

7.) How do you like your coffee?

answered here!

8.) Favorite fall color?

don’t have one bc all we got out here in the desert is brown! i don’t see jack shit but dirt all day! but from what i’ve seen in pictures n shit, i like orangey/reddish/yellow tones, when the leaves change

9.) Can you drive?

yea!! it’s scary in downtown cities, but otherwise, it’s alright. apparently i drive like a grandpa, but like whatever, i’d rather be safe than totaled njfsdjf

10.) Do you have a crush?

yeeeaaaaa ,, 💙

11.) What’s your favorite sport?

don’t really have one! not too big on sportsball. i hear hockey’s pretty good, but i’ve never seen a game and i’m not Too Interested in the first place, so. shrug

12.) Are you a pastel, neon, or neutral color mlm?

answered here!

13.) Do you wear makeup?

rarely, but yes! every once in a while if i’m feelin a little spichey. otherwise no -- if people call me she it makes me wanna McDie, so. y’know

14.) Do you like boys taller or shorter than you?

i like em shorter, but like. i’m fuckin Short to the point i have to climb up my own damb counters to reach a fucking cup, so i can’t really afford to have a preference. tall is good though! i don’t mind it uwu

15.) Do you prefer hand kisses, or nose kisses?

BOTH GOOD BUT. CONSIDER. FOREHEAD KISSES

16.) What’s your favorite cologne smell?

musky ,,,,, Foresty Good

17.) Ideal date?

wandering neat little hole-in-the-wall places, a picnic, going through an art museum, shit like that! jus cutesy stuff

18.) What’s more romantic: cabin getaway, or tropical vacation?

CABIIIIIIN

19.) What’s your favorite mlm movie?

haven’t rlly seen any! i wanna see some tho, but i’ll have to poke around for some good ones

20.) Do you believe in love at first sight?

nah -- i mean maybe durin a first meeting, but at sight? hm. skeptical

21.) Have you ever been in love?

mmmmmhm, 💙

22.) Do you like sitting in a boys lap, or do you prefer when a boy sits in yours?

i Prefer to have them sit in mine

23.) Metal or cloth bracelets?

cloth! it’s friggin hot out here, metal burns

24.) What’s one of your favorite memories of being in love?

mm,,,, don’t really have a specific favorite memory, jus. a feelin, more like. the tight chest feelin, the butterflies in your stomach feelin, the feelin of like it’s hard to breathe but like, In A Good Way? tastey

25.) Do you tilt your head to the left or right when you kiss?

i just go the opposite of wherever they go! unless they Purely let me lead, then i mean. to the left ig? the left i think

26.) Would you like to take his last name when you marry?

mmmm it depends. as much as i don’t like my family, my last name means a lot to me, so like. Hm. dunno

27.) Do you want kids?

YES. ABSOLUTELY 100% YES. i wanna be a good dad some day, whenever i’m ready n feel like i’m equipped enough to take care of em. 

28.) Do you interlock fingers when you hold hands?

some people don’t interlock fingers when they hold hands???? that’s a thing???

29.) What’s a compliment you’d love to receive from a boy?

from a lover? anything reassuring, especially if it involves me bein brainweird. makes me feel safe and comforted knowing that my pd isn’t gonna make ‘em leave me. from a stranger? idk, something about me being Masculine, that’d get me

30.) What’s better, waking up to him in the morning, or falling asleep next to him at night?

falling asleep next to at night, hands down

31.) Any turn offs?

mmm......definitely being inconsiderate, lack of open communication, or trying to force me to do anything major (i.e. pressure me to move in with him and not allow me to voice concerns if i have any, pressure me to look a certain way or act a certain way, just. controlling behavior like that, i don’t fuck with that shit)

32.) What makes you blush?

soft and tender shit ,,,, if you rub your thumb over the side of my hand while you hold my hand, or if you like. bring me a cup of coffee along with your own if i haven’t woken up yet, or just. like, little gestures ig, those make me soft

33.) Coffee shop or dog park date?

BOTH? BOTH? BOTH. BOTH IS GOOD

34.) Big spoon or little spoon?

little spoon, actually! i like to be Enveloped, makes me feel cozy. but, if the other person prefers little spoon, then i don’t mind being big spoon uwu

35.) What first catches your eye?

personality! given, i do like a shy and sweet one, but as long as they seem interesting and considerate, it’s not uncommon for me to gain interest

36.) Would you enjoy it if he bought you flowers?

PLEASE.

37.) Do you think matching couple outfits are cute or cheesy?

kinda cheesy, but i definitely don’t mind it. i might laugh a little about it at first, but will i complain or try and convince you out of it? nah

38.) Have you ever asked a boy out?

10 days ago exact so, yea fairly recently

39.) Which is cuter, him being confident, or shy?

SHY.......SHY AND SWEET TYPES. HOT.

40.) What’s one of your fave love songs?

like real people do and work song by hozier make me fuckin yearn. those two slap my knuts

[knightofameris]

i appreciate art, and qualities that i value are a good sense of humor, loyalty, acceptance, and compassion. thank you so much!!(last pt) ily , sorry if that was a lott <33 🍡

hii, i would like to request a matchup for marvel and haikyuu(which i am a hugee stan for bothh). i’m a female with dark shortish/medium hair, i have dark brown eyes, i’m pretty short (5’1 😻), and i also wear glasses(not all the time tho bc i feel scary LMAO). i love adventures, action/fantasy genres, and i also have a hugee sweet tooth. i admittedly still really like stuffies, i’m a pisces, and i love making other people happy. i despise feeling weak,— (pt 1 oops) <33 🍡 —and i also may be a toned down version of myself at first, but once i get comfortable with a person i could be ~a lot~. i struggle with confidence, and i also care really deeply. i’m an open minded + hearted person with a large imagination. a hobby of mine is baking, i also really like reading, watching movies/shows, and spending time with the people i ✨care abt✨.— (pt 2 i’m sorry LOL) 🍡

match ups are closed! check match up statuses on my pinned post because they’ll change! (in the mean time, my 500 event is open for self ships in Haikyuu!)

your haikyuu one shall be answered in another part!

I have to match you up with Steve Rogers! asdlfjasdjf I really liked how he looked in this scene in AOU.

Why I think you guys work well!

UGH i think you guys just work well with each other? IT’s strange, because I feel like you guys are similar and people are always like “opposites attract!” and yeah that works but for some reason it’s hard for me to write that sorta thing sometimes. LIKE SERIOUSLY Steve became Captain America because he wanted to do something and was tired of being so weak that he wasn’t able to. I think it’s also a cute idea that if you like baking and he likes to draw, y’all would have those type of bonding moments together?? Like you’re both doing your own things but in the presence of each other. Also, okay, despite the fact that yeah Steve became a fugitive WHATEVER, he’s definitely still loyal? He’s loyal to his morals and his close friends. I MEAN THERE WAS BUCKY. and Steve really tried keeping his ties with Tony, it just didn’t work out akfhdkhfsdhf. And Steve can be funny too AHAHA and he’s a progressive guy so he’s definitely like accepting and omg he’s just so sweet 🥺🥺 seriously 

How you guys get together!

I REALLY LIKE THE IDEA THAT STEVE DOES A LOT OF THOSE ADULT CLASSES OR GROUPS TO GET A HANDLE ON MODERN SOCIETY

especially during the ~winter soldier years and prior since i’m assuming he probably took some time to fit in right after the first Avengers movie lol

so maybe he wants to try out modern baking!! 

at first everyone’s like o shit tho it’s steve rogers

captain america??

damn

i think everyone would be intimidated by him

and maybe this was something you decided to do by yourself?

so you didn’t know anyone

and because of that when the baking instructor said hey lets do this with partners!!

it was literally left to you and steve at the end

but that’s how you got to know him behind the mask!

and i like to think that steve would like some more not so super hero friends

i think that’s one of the reasons why he reached out to Sam even if he didn’t know his past

so he probably asks for your number towards the end of the entire class after like a few weeks to like “hang out or be friends” 

and okay it definitely is shocking

but you got to know him

and he’s a good guy

fun to talk to

has a lot of stories to tell considering he’s from a different time and a SUPERHERO

and you figured out he’s more than that too

so I like to think that’s how you guys became friends

and i just realized a lot of my ships consist of how everyone meets and then how it gets together omg i’m so sorry LOL

BUT YEAH. 

it probably follows the friends to lovers trope sorta thing

i actually think steve would pursue you actively

but would probably wait till he knows for sure you return his feelings

and stuff like that 

natasha’s definitely done a background check (to his distaste but eh) 

and yknow for the ~drama~ 

people find out you’re close with Captain America

and they definitely try to use you against him 

and after he saves you

he tries to distance himself

cus he doesn’t wnat you to get hurt yknow?

but you hunt him down and you’re like hey! i have a choice in this friendship relationship too!!! 

am i gonna go a little fanon here and maybe have sam or nat throw in a remark cus they happen to be there lol

maybe

but i do know they at the very least would give him that look and maybe nat teases him pointing towards you and sam is like mouthing for him to stop being an idiot

and

YEAH AHAHA

thats how i see it going anyway ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

[dear-chaton]

1-100 bb

BAbe lol why it’s fine but oh dear lord who’s ready to another long af ask?

Bc I just answered some of these I will link to the first part here^^

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? More milk than cereal bc I don’t care if it get soggy

4: how do you take your coffee/tea? Lots of cream, milk and sugar.

6: do you keep plants? Nope

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? Writing I guess? I didn’t pick up drawing or painting till late last year

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? Always, singing to myself as I fill this out right now haha

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? Side but curled up nearly in fetal position bc I’m lanky as hell

12: what’s your favorite planet? Mercury?

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? Either really pastel or grungey

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! In space metal sticks together ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

16: what’s your favorite pasta dish? Lasagna

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. I like to point out friends spelling mistakes on discord and pin them so that everyone sees bc I’m slightly dyslexic so it’s funny when I do catch mistakes

20: what’s your favorite eye color? I love green and blue eyes

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. There’s many of those lol

22: are you a morning person? Nope

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? No, I don’t like to have one single person that knows every single little thing about me, I have multiple people that know many things that I trust to them but often those things rarely overlap

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? No where?

26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? It’s a tie between my pug shoes or my cat shoes bc they have memory foam soles since I work on my feet all day I wanna have some comfort on my off days

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? Just plain regular bubblegum

28: sunrise or sunset? Sunset

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?  Oh yeah plenty of times

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. It was after a friends party last year and we just sat in her living room comparing the average guys dick size for some reason 😂

33: what’s your fave pastry? Croissants

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? It’s a really big bunny rabbit, I don’t think I ever named it to be fair and yeah I keep it on my bed nearly all the time and it’s something I use to comfort me if I’m sad and wipe away the tears if I cry :’)

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? Yes lol but I more so collect them than use them

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? Either skillet or Pentatonix

38: tell us about your pet peeves! Hate when people cut me off when I’m saying something, I barely talk so when I do I’m a little miffed if I don’t quite get to finish my train of thought, I also hate when people chew loudly in a quiet setting like please no save me

39: what color do you wear the most? A navy blue or a jade green

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? I guess the most important to me is my purity ring and I’ve had that thing since I was 13 so nearly 8 years I’ve been wearing it and yeah

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! It’s kind of quiet and quaint but it’s fabulous to have study groups there and sit there for hours I feel bad for the people that deal with us but it’s so nice

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? Being in the back of my boyfriends car, cuddling him

45: do you trust your instincts a lot? Ha nope

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. What’s the favourite movie for cats to watch? The Sound of Mewsic (you can pry cat puns out of my cold dead hands)

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? Heights and yes still hate it

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? I love cds and the last one I bought I can’t actually remember it’s kind of been a while^^

50: what’s an odd thing you collect? Bears from each state

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? Misbehaving by Pentatonix or The Only Exception by Paramore

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? That despicable me meme bc I love those movies okay

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? My friend Stirling who just had to put his dog down :(

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? Screeched and lunged for my phone I guess erm

56: what are some things you find endearing in people? Just the small things you don’t think of when you think of a particular person like someone will bring a blanket to our group between breaks and we’ll all huddle underneath it or someone will push two couches together so people can cuddle and/or spoon and be cute like stop being so freaking cute sometimes okay,

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? It’s interesting I’ll say that

58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? I am bc I’m the oldest of my friends and therefore the only one who’s roughly allowed to drink but no seriously my role on two discord servers is a toss up between Wine Aunt or Wine Goddess like I don’t make this shit up

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? Have never really liked poetry so uh

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? Orange juice

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? On my bookshelf there’s all my favorites out on display but the rest are kind just shoved into boxes

64: what color is the sky where you are right now? It’s dark out bc it’s nearly midnight 

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? My best friend even though I haven’t been the greatest friend and not talked with her in a while >.

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? Soft with white and light blue flowers I guess?

68: what’s winter like where you live? Hot and humid most of the year with a week or two of what the fuck Florida

69: what are your favorite board games? Checkers

70: have you ever used a ouija board? Nope

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? Most definitely

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. Always ready to fight

75: tell us about your pets! I had a puppy that I had to give away over the summer, she wasn’t really a puppy she was a little on the older side but I really loved her and miss her a lot

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? Studying but my classes are pretty easy

77: pink or yellow lemonade? Neither

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I don’t mind them but since my nephew likes them I tolerate them

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? One wall is just a hot pink bc that was the color of my sheets at some point but I’m gonna paint it to a pastel mint hopefully soon

81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. Like an iceberg, so cold it pierced my soul (idk either man)

82: are/were you good in school? Pffffffft that’s hilarious

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? I wanna get one tattoo is it’s simply ❝&❞ and on my left inner wrist

85: do you read comics? what are your faves? No not really, haha

86: do you like concept albums? which ones? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ idk

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? Homeward Bound bc that is my shit okay

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. I don’t like cities so um yeah

91: where do you plan on traveling this year? Er maybe to the city to go to a con but otherwise not planning to travel much

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? Drowns it with cheese, after taking a lactaid pill of course

93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? It’s almost always with a headband of sorts

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? My friend Mags

95: what are your plans for this weekend? Going on a date and going boating with my family

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? I always procrastinate them lol my computer must hate me

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? It was 6? Years ago and I didn’t have the right shoes and slipped on some mud and fell

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. I have a YouTube playlist for that shit lol there’s like 100 songs i listen to on repeat

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? Future bc hell if I’m about to relive my past again no thanks fam I’m good

Really Fucking Cute Questions

[survivor-switzerland]

EPISODE 8: I ASKED LIKE FOUR DUMB QUESTIONS - JEV

Rip Queen Renee

Renee if you're reading I'm deeply sorry for not being able to do anything or just me being a sissy on making a move. I really did want us to work together but I couldn't do much because I didn't have the numbers or the balls to save you.

Okay... Now it's time to get my shit together...

Sidenote: I've been addicted in sending gifs since we lost that challenge so whatever...

Anyway here's some refreshing tea. So yeah before the vote I was talking to Nick and I brought up the possible advantages that the remaining OG Matterhorn have and he said to me that he thinks Abel has it since he was quick to pin the idol on Daisy. Nick then said that if Daisy did have an idol then she would have used it to save her allies, BUT wait here's the most interesting part. After like hours I back read my convo with Nick because I was bored and I noticed that he removed the message where he specifically said Abel's name. That's alarming and I promise I am not making this shit up! I know he dropped Abel's name.

Also some other news I think this vote strengthened my bond with Brett maybe?? Idk if he was just telling me all this stuff to not let my emotions overturn my vote since he was telling me about how I'm his favorite takeaway from this season, how I'm so like his boi Keegan and how I'm so calm when playing the game.

Me? Being calm in this game? Does he even know how I have been this last day?! I was like this.

Now that we got this challenge, we ABSOLUTELY MUST WIN THIS CHALLENGE!!

I have a feeling I'm channeling Brittany for this challenge cause I have no clue about survivor players. I have barely watched any full seasons!!!! Oops !!! Google to the rescue!!!!

EPISODE 8

I went out on Day 19 of Tumblr Survivor: Myanmar. It is now Day 20 and I have officially surpassed my previous self in length of stay--just not quite in placement yet. What can I say? Trevor was super hard for double tribal councils. I still have to survive 3 more tribal councils to beat my placement.

I am now a part of two alliance chats--one of my choosing and one that I sort of got roped into. My first alliance is with Ashley Sarah, Ian, and the kidnapped Tyler who may or may not survive the next vote if we win. Then there's an alliance I've been thrown into with Dom (whom I adore), Nick, and Benjamin. If we lose this upcoming immunity challenge, I am going to be a fat cat desperately trying to squeeze through a fence. It's not going to be cute and I stand to lose the most.

The immunity challenge was Guess Who: Survivor Edition. I am very familiar with this challenge because in my last Survivor game (the Facebook main), I went out on a final 4 tiebreaker on this challenge. My opponent and I tied for the best average in the ORG's history, but since we had tied, it came down to time--mole style, and I was slower by a few minutes. Oh well. At least I won Player of the Season. Anyway, I volunteered to take the lead in this challenge. I did this for two reasons:

1. I'm easily the most methodical person (NOTE: not the smartest, but the most methodical) on this tribe of teenagers and Ashley Sarah.

2. I can't trust these goobers to play this smart and I don't want to go to tribal council.

Nick, Dom, and Benjamin were also available to do the challenge with me, but I made absolutely certain that I was in the driver's seat--it was a risk in terms of people perhaps perceiving me to be bossy or think I'm smarter than others, but when weighing that with the possibility of going to tribal council, I erred on the side of keeping everyone safe instead of just myself. We'll see if it was the right decision long-term.

Our team had great luck in the initial wearing down of the roughly 400 options. In the end, we nearly always floundered at picking the right person in the last 2-3 options. We were the worst. And I was fearful because if Monte Rosa had some good luck juju, we would be going to tribal council with me leading the march as the captain of the challenge. Yikes. Fortunately, we won by 3 questions, defeating Monte Rosa!

I'm definitely worried for Tyler's well-being. I don't see them voting out Logan because Logan collaborated with a lot of those goobers in the demise of Trent, Daisy, and Lily, so I can't see why they wouldn't continue to work with him. Hopefully they see Maximilian as an unfriendly, antisocial booger and send them to the curb, but that would just be wishful thinking, wouldn't it?

I'm so mad at myself, I asked like four dumb questions during the challenge and we pretty much lost because of that. Now I'm worried that I'm going to be in hot water with the rest of the tribe because they might blame the loss on me. 2/3 of the people who helped me with the challenge I am aligned with or have previously been aligned with so hopefully they don't blame me and I'll survive this vote. Wish me luck :(

So... Me, Luke and Zack are talking about the vote and we are all in agreement that we want to take out Max or Logan this round. Personally I feel like the smartest move would be to take out Logan as I worry he has quite strong social connections with a lot of people in the game, while Max is just kind of there and blends in with everyone, so not much of a threat to us right now.

I'm going to keep both options in mind for now, but if this round goes the way I want it to then Logan will be the one getting snuffed.

So I wake up at around 6AM to see that my tribe had already done the challenge lol and we ended up winning!! Woo amazing!!

So hopefully Tyler remains alive on the other tribe and a merge comes in after this round. I don't know what's gonna happen at Monte Rosa's tribal so I'm praying Tyler survives. I'm worried since the information I got from Renee (I MISS YOU!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!) is that Abel and Zack are close. Abel and Luke have been together from the beginning and they could very well include Jev because he's OG Matterhonr and Logan could stick with Luke. Hopefully Tyler uses his connection with Zack to survive. Ideally I'd like another OG Matterhorn to go but I don't see that happening.

Ciao!

[5/14/17, 11:42:04 PM] Abel: you’re a taurus

[5/14/17, 11:42:11 PM] Abel: i’m a leo

[5/14/17, 11:42:13 PM] Daisy (Bahamas Host): yeah!

[5/14/17, 11:42:15 PM] Daisy (Bahamas Host): oh cool!

[5/14/17, 11:42:33 PM] Abel: no not cool tf our signs hate each other!

AND WE DID HATE EACH OTHER

So after the first swap I was the king. I had my whole tribe eating out of the palm of my hands. They were sheep being led to slaughter. I was running the show I knew that much. And then suddenly everything changes. I picked Zack and allowed for his clique of home of sexuals to be on my tribe because I figured it would be safe. And while I do feel safe I'm not necessarily happy with this tribe. I'm back to being Zack and Jev's bitch and now they have Tyler so unless Luke has a change of heart it looks like Logan and Max are fucked. Max seems nice but idk much about them. Logan on the other hand is a gem and I feel so bad that he's in such a sticky situation. I honestly am not scared of Logan and his friends at the merge? Like I think I've built enough relationships in enough places that regardless of what happens at the merge that I'll be going pretty deep.

Whew that was close!!!! Thank the lord Brett and nick know their survivor players and guessing tips!!! Mvps!!!!

TRASH. ZACK AND JEV ARE TRASH. SO OUR IMMUNITY STREAK OF 1 HAS COME TO AN END BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO MESS AROUND DURING THE IMMUNITY CHALLENGE LIKE THE FUCKFACES THEY ARE AND NOW WE'RE GOING TO TRIBAL BC THEY WANTED TO THROW THE CHALLENGE AND KILL LOGAN

Okay so... apparently Luke and Zack have decided that the vote is going to be Logan tonight... without really consulting me?? Like I'm down to do it but I wish we were talking more about it rather than Zack just being like "Jev you do this, Luke you do this and such and such will do this" Like... does he not realise it could possibly go wrong?

The whole plan is for Me/Luke/Tyler/Abel to vote Logan while Zack throws a vote at Max just to be safe, but if Logan pulls out an idol then it could be a tie between Max and one of us if he's on to it at all. I'm just so STRESSED because I don't want this to bite any of the three of us in the ass.

At this point in the game, I know I've been super fortunate to have TC #8 be my first! And to be very honest you would think I would be upset that we lost but I'm really not.

From the start, Logan has always been nice to me to my face. But what he doesn't know is I know what's gone on before this game started. I know that he has a friend who I've once played with almost a year ago in another side org and he hates my guts. Logan wanted to vote me out the first second he got once we ended up together on original Monte Rosa. So I've just been WAITING for this moment to strike back before he's able to give me. The soul reason I even chose Logan over Ben in the tribe swap was because I wanted to vote him off the first second we lost an immunity just to retaliate. It's sad that I have to base this vote off of something that happened before this game started, but I have to protect myself at all costs. Not to mention he's in the same friend group as Dom and Nick! Which is just a nightmare waiting to happen if the 3 of them get back together. So I'm ready to get this tribal over with in all honesty because there's a new force to be reckoned with in Switzerland.

Hey so i just wanted to make a quick confessional. Nothing has happened for us but if we don't merge or swap after this, ian is probably going to be the one going. but i hope we merge wooo

This round has been by far the messiest to date, I've heard things about the possibilities of idols, ties and even rock draws and I don't think I've ever felt more paranoid in a game ever. I've ended up putting down Logan's name and I feel sO BAD ABOUT IT because now he's telling me how he really wants to survive this round because he got 13th in his original season and now I'm going to feel awful if he leaves.

Btw Logan, jsyk this really wasn't my idea and if you leave I am so so sorry that this is how it turned out for you. You deserved better.