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finniestoncrane · 4 months

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i don’t really feel like sharing stuff just now so i’m gonna take a probably teensy little break from posting fics!!

i went on and fuckin on about my pornstar cooper but it’s whatever and i hate to be a fuckin bitch about it but i’ve been crying like a baby for two hours (rejection sensitivity haha) and oof it feels vulnerable and i’d rather not feel like that

#I AM SO DISAPPOINTED I WAS DOING SO WELL #i was feeling pretty proud of my stuff!! and my smut #and i never want to put another fuckin thing out there and it’s such a stupid reaction to have but oof hurts #wish i could not be a whiny baby about it BUT ALAS #I ain’t sleeping tonight I can FEEL IT and I have to go to WORK TOMORROW #at least I don’t need to sweat trying to finish fics aheeeeeem #have i just been shit the whole time?#because i dont do well on ao3 and that's apparently the great fuckin decider #just shit but a people pleaser who'll churn things out #i am so fuckin distraught #finnie shouts into the void

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