#justin: I mean not to make it the zhartook show but I think if mel also has a breakdown that could be really good for him and his issues | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

blujayonthewing · 2 years

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what is it about 'pathetic in a nightgown' that demands also being soaking wet

I thought about doing a companion sketch to the zhartook painting of mel having just been attacked in the middle of the night by her best friend and I instinctively pictured her standing in the rain when her campaign setting literally cannot rain

#she was on fire which is as opposite of soaking wet as you can possibly be #anyway zhartook setting her on fire isn't even the worst thing emotionally that's happened to her tbqh #just coincidentally happens to line up with me thinking a lot about how much she's been through and her mental/ emotional state #me: ... oh my god I think she's lonely. I think I've also been underexploring how vulnerable she must feel a lot of the time #with not just how physically small she is but how she could fall asleep at any time with no warning and has to rely on others for safety #her one really close friend whom she has also most relied on to keep her safe: [literally explodes from his own unaddressed traumas]#me: ooohohoo JUICY #talking about the session afterwards: I feel like mel's building towards a break as well but I don't wanna steal zhartook's thunder #justin: I mean not to make it the zhartook show but I think if mel also has a breakdown that could be really good for him and his issues #[rubbing my little raccoon hands together]#anyway this has all been a tangent but stressed and hurt in the middle of the night just feels like rain is supposed to be a part of it lol #about me #my art #my OCs #melliwyk

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