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[adhdtsukasa]

prosekai au where everything is absolutely the same except niigo, instead of being a music circle, is a fanfiction writing-ish group. kanade is a writer, mafuyu is her beta reader, ena makes fancomics based on kanade's fanworks and mizuki makes trailers for upcoming fics. and basically that's it. niigo lore but everything revolves around them being wattpad ao3 users

[nogenderbee]

Hi I'm back!! Anyways, for the song fic event! Hated By Life Itself by Kanzaki Iori, Kanade or/and Toya

No lines and angst or fluff ( also, it can be platonic too)

No picture for today and I kinda got sick today

Have a nice day!

Of course, sweetie! It kinda turned out a comfort? Hopefully! But I kinda enjoyed writing it so I hope you enjoy this one as much as I did <3

Oh and Also I did only Kanade in the end since I figured out that Toya would be a bit similar...

Kanade - Hated By Itself

Song: translation I used

“Don’t say you want to die

Live on without giving up!”

Kanade definitely saw in what state you were in and she honestly couldn't be more happy when you told her about your true feelings since she knew better how she may help you. Now, she really with Mafuyu and most importantly you in mind. She was doing her best to save you and as the time passed, she started seeing how you're slowly becoming better.

We are hated by life itself.

But when it was going so well, disaster only happened... you had a bad day because of someone... she was listening to you venting, she really didn't mind hearing what was on your heart but she did had enough of that person who made you feel so bad. It literally hurt her to see how worse it suddenly got. It felt like life just hated you and also herself since you just got better and now it's ruined...

Pushing values and ego, as always, so very simply we broadcast songs about

wanting to kill somebody else over radio waves.

But it feels a bit selfish to care about her work getting ruined... she knew it's mostly caring about you but the thought just was in her mind. But if saving you meant having big ego, she was more then ready to face it.

She was so mad when you told her about this person, your voices just seemed in so much despair... she didn't knew who it was but she hoped that karma would get them. She truly hoped that he'll see how real despair feels like. She knows that she's composer who's goal is to save everyone but she does not wish to help someone who makes life of others worse.

Killing, struggling, laughing, shouldering it all

Of course, she didn't let her thought wander just around this person. Instead she focused on making you feel better. If you came to her irl or live close enough, she would make sure to give you as much comfort as you could need. She'll grab a blanket, put on some music, offer you some noodles or order some other food for you, anything that would make you more comfortable and hopefully happier.

"I'm here for you, YN. Please tell me everything, I'd like to know how you feel so I can help you."

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