#kanami shimizu

[mukuberry]

Anyway here's my ocgrams badly explained because im finally somewhat satisfied with them

Abused kid who kills his newborn siblings so they don't get abused

Woman who has sadistic desires fears that one day she won't be able to control them, leaves her husband to protect him and he kills himself over it

Boy who is so convinced he's secretly a terrible person kills the first person who offers him unconditional kindness

Woman who thinks she's a medium but actually has DID and keeps introjecting dead people

Boy with no future wants to live so badly that he kills someone who looks like him and takes their identity

Schizophrenic girl who just wants to be left alone to her hallucinations, accidentally kills the person trying to drag her back to reality

Man realises he has spent his entire life controlled by his boyfriend and decides to flip the situation and convince his bf into doing a double suicide

Woman who is so convinced there is kindness and good in the world that she will literally kidnap people to show them how nice she is

Warden who is kind of a dick but just wants to have fun with everyone, slowly realising he's definitely in over his head

Jackalope who acts like she doesn't care about anyone but actually cares very deeply

[boundlss]

here is actually a helpful guide for you. heres all my muses in order of how easy it is for me to write them

easiest --- i can write these muses anytime no matter what kind of mood i'm in, so i'm happy to write or plot with them at any time: shirogane kei, louis james moriarty, roland fortis, all of love, niccolo carpediem, tsukishima kei, daishou suguru, bokuto koutarou, cahir aep ceallach, shang qinghua, legolas, kaito, no. 44, mark twain, yemevon, luminous, tempest, cyran azerrad kapral.

neutral --- i have to be in a particular mood to write these muses, but they come easily to me still even though i might need a good bit to get into the swing of things: minagawa kanami, yuri briar, abe no hirari, kumo baren, momochi ako, belkia, oikawa tooru, kozume kenma, terushima yuuji, iwaizumi hajime, futakuchi kenji, haiba lev, shimizu kiyoko, isengrim faoiltiarna, dandelion, vernon roche, remus lupin, peregrin took, samwise gamgee, boromir, eomer, kili, bilbo baggins, kamishiro rui, parsifal brenndraugr, orion clemens, henry clemens, benjamin clemens, pleasant clemens, pamela clemens, margaret clemens, feliks aasmae, zoruk, eliarin

hardest --- i have to be in a very specific mood and mindset to write these muses. it strikes very rarely so replies with them take the longest: elrond, ouma kokichi, camille renaudin

if a muse is not on here it is bcus i literally have not written them enough to know where they fit

[dreams-and-drawings]

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Biographical Information

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Rōmaji Name: Shimizu Kanami

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Personal Description

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Birthday: November 8th

Age: 16 - 17

Gender: Female

Height: 160 cm

Weight: 47 kg

Hair color: pale blue

Eye color: purple

Bloodtype: AB

Quirk: Hallucination

[ Once you’re within 10 ft of Kanami, or if you make eye contact with her from a further distance, you’re susceptible to her quirk’s affect. Hallucination allows Kanami to craft an incredibly vivid scene based on her memory, and transmit it to those around her. The more experience she has with a subject, the more realistic the scene may appear. She can control what the scene is, who sees it, etc… Kanami can use the skill on many people, but it requires immense focus… After using her quirk for too long Kanami will suffer from migraines, dizziness, and the occasional nosebleed.

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Source (?)

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Commissioned from:

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[sakiaii]

[lesbiankiliel]

I was bored and then I found this

a ranking game of all currently active Hello! Project member, some Morning Musume OG, Berryz and C-ute OG (though missing Momo and Maimai), PINK CRES., Bitter&Sweet, Up Up Girls etc

so I just had to do it, and here are the results (after top15 I’ll put a readmore)

1. Niigaki Risa (Morning Musume. OG) 2. Sugaya Risako (Berryz Koubou OG) 3. Murota Mizuki (ANGERME) 4. Sudou Maasa (Berryz Koubou OG) 5. Nakanishi Kana (ANGERME) 6. Yajima Maimi (C-ute) 7. Ishida Ayumi (Morning Musume.) 8. Satou Ayano (Up Up Girls) 9. Kaga Kaede (Morning Musume.) 10. Matsuura Aya (soloist) 11. Iida Kaori (Morning Musume. OG) 12. Aikawa Maho (ANGERME, on hiatus) 13. Yokoyama Reina (Morning Musume.) 14. Kamikokuryou Moe (ANGERME) 15. Nonaka Miki (Morning Musume.)

16. Abe Natsumi (Morning Musume. OG) 17. Iikubo Haruna (Morning Musume.) 18. Sasaki Rikako (ANGERME) 19. Tokunaga Chinami (Berryz Koubou OG) 20. Takeuchi Akari (ANGERME) 21. Mitsui Aika (Morning Musume. OG) 22. Nakajima Saki (C-ute OG) 23. Yoshizawa Hitomi (Morning Musume. OG) 24. Wada Ayaka (ANGERME) 25. Shimizu Saki (Berryz Koubou OG) 26. Katsuta Rina (ANGERME) 27. Sengoku Minami (Up Up Girls) 28. Furukawa Konatsu (Up Up Girls) 29. Sekine Azusa (Up Up Girls) 30. Saho Akari (Up Up Girls) 31. Kasahara Momona (ANGERME) 32. Nakazawa Yuko (Morning Musume. OG) 33. Wada Sakurako (Kobushi Factory) 34. Fujimoto Miki (Morning Musume. OG) 35. Fukuda Kanon (ANGERME OG) 36. Yasuda Kei (Morning Musume. OG) 37. Suzuki Airi (C-ute OG) 38. Makino Maria (Morning Musume.) 39. Ishikawa Rika (Morning Musume. OG) 40. Ikuta Erina (Morning Musume.) 41. Takahashi Ai (Morning Musume. OG) 42. Natsuyaki Miyabi (Berryz Koubou OG, PINK CRES.) 43. Mori Saki (Up Up Girls) 44. Funaki Musubu (ANGERME) 45. Arai Manami (Up Up Girls) 46. Kishimoto Yumeno (Tsubaki Factory) 47. Kumai Yurina (Berryz Koubou OG) 48. Morito Chisaki (Morning Musume., Country Girls) 49. Kawamura Ayano (ANGERME) 50. Doi Rena (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 51. Fukumura Mizuki (Morning Musume.) 52. Ozeki Mai (Country Girls) 53. Hamaura Ayano (Kobushi Factory) 54. Satoda Mai (Country Musume. OG) 55. Kudou Haruka (Morning Musume.) 56. Hirose Ayaka (Kobushi Factory) 57. Inaba Manaka (Country Girls OG) 58. Miyazawa Marin (LoVendoR) 59. Tasaki Asahi (Bitter&Sweet) 60. Okada Marina (LoVendoR) 61. Oda Sakura (Morning Musume.) 62. Ogata Haruna (Morning Musume.) 63. Matsunaga Riai (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 64. Okai Chisato (C-ute OG) 65. Mano Erina (soloist) 66. Inoue Rei (Kobushi Factory) 67. Ogata Risa (Tsubaki Factory) 68. Tanimoto Ami (Tsubaki Factory) 69. Tsuji Nozomi (Morning Musume. OG) 70. Haga Akane (Morning Musume.) 71. Tanaka Reina (Morning Musume. OG, LoVendoR) 72. Danbara Ruru (Juice=Juice, Country Girls) 73. Nomura Minami (Kobushi Factory) 74. Yamada Ichigo (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 75. Ichioka Reina (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 76. Yaguchi Mari (Morning Musume. OG) 77. Kodama Sakiko (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 78. Sayashi Riho (Morning Musume. OG) 79. Kikkawa Yuu (soloist) 80. Miyoshi Erika (v-u-den OG) 81. Hasegawa Moemi (Bitter&Sweet) 82. Niinuma Kisora (Tsubaki Factory) 83. Onoda Saori (Tsubaki Factory) 84. Ono Mizuho (Tsubaki Factory) 85. Horie Kizuki (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 86. Takase Kurumi (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 87. Taguchi Natsumi (Kobushi Factory) 88. Yamagishi Riko (Tsubaki Factory) 89. Noguchi Kurumi (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 90. Nakayama Natsume (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 91. Asakura Kiki (Tsubaki Factory) 92. Yanagawa Nanami (Juice=Juice, Country Girls) 93. Kawano Minori (Hello Pro Kenshuusei Hokkaido) 94. Yamaki Risa (Country Girls) 95. Kitagawa Ryo (Hello Pro Kenshuusei Hokkaido) 96. Inoue Hikaru (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 97. Kanatsu Mizuki (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 98. Kiyono Momohime (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 99. Nihei Yuuka (PINK CRES.) 100. Kobayashi Hikaru (PINK CRES.) 101. Satou Hikari (Hello Pro Kenshuusei Hokkaido) 102. Kanazawa Tomoko (Juice=Juice) 103. Miyazaki Yuka (Juice=Juice) 104. Ishiguro Kanami (Hello Pro Kenshuusei Hokkaido) 105. Okada Robin Shouko (Ciao Bella Cinquetti) 106. Eguchi Saya (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 107. Yamazaki Mei (Hello Pro Kenshuusei Hokkaido) 108. Maeda Kokoro (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 109. Hashisako Rin (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 110. Goto Yuki (Ciao Bella Cinquetti) 111. Okamura Minami (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 112. Hibi Marina (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 113. Uemura Akari (Juice=Juice) 114. Nishida Shiori (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 115. Yagi Saki (Lovelys) 116. Yamazaki Yuhane (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 117. Shimakura Rika (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 118. Hashimoto Aina (Ciao Bella Cinquetti) 119. Akiyama Mao (Tsubaki Factory) 120. Morozuka Kanami (Ciao Bella Cinquetti) 121. Kudou Yume (Hello Pro Kenshuusei Hokkaido) 122. Miyazaki Rio (Lovelys) 123. Oota Haruka (Hello Pro Kenshuusei Hokkaido) 124. Miyamoto Karin (Juice=Juice) 125. Michishige Sayumi (Morning Musume. OG) 126. Satou Masaki (Morning Musume.) 127. Takagi Sayuki (Juice=Juice) 128. Yonemura Kirara (Hello Pro Kenshuusei) 129. Ono Kotomi (Hello Pro Kenshuusei)

This would look a lot different if it had included my long-time faves Kamei Eri, Junjun, Linlin, and Ogawa Makoto, tbh

[mukuberry]

Haven't been able to get my ocgrammer out of my head so im putting her here for u to dissect. Kanami. She has the world's worst saviour complex. She loves everyone in milgram. Everyone in milgram thinks she's annoying. She's having a manic episode. She's calculating and exploits everyone's weaknesses. She's unaware of her own strength. She loves cats and long walks on the beach. She wants to kill Kotoko if she's forgiven. She's a disaster lesbian. She's one bad day from a full psychotic break. She thinks any murder is always forgivable no matter what. She's socially inept. She's afraid of the dark. She has kidnapped multiple children

[mukuberry]

mmmmmmmn the more i think of my ocgrams. the more i kinda want to make my victims the prisoners instead... mnnnn i like taisei and kanami tho... but the current victims would be more fun in a milgram setting i think .. but the victims are alot less morally grey, especially taisei's victim... but they're more fun n silly.. i dont even have their names yet........ mnnnn

[mukuberry]

3 and 11 for both of your ocs if it's not too much trouble~ if you're feeling lazy pick whoever you want to answer for :3

TY :3 3 has been answered here! Ask game!

11 - What reoccurring themes present themselves throughout their music videos

I'm assuming this means specifically symbolism! If not sorry ^^; I haven't actually thought much for Kanami's symbolism... so sorry girl you deserve the world ♡♡♡

As for Taisei, his biggest reoccurring theme is art! He wanted to be an art teacher before... everything happened. It's specifically used as a metaphor for manipulation, 'painting' reality to look different for someone else.

[mukuberry]

if youre still doing the oc ask game, 7 and 12? :3

I am, thank yoiiuiuu :DDDD ask game is here! 12 has been answered here!

7 - If they hadn't been put in milgram, would they have continued killing?

For Taisei, his murder was definitely a one-time thing! More specifically, he'd never allow himself to be in the same position as he was when his murder took place again. He's swore to never allow himself to be so vulnerable with another like he was with his victim.

For Kanami, potentially? She definitely doesn't like killing and will definitely try to avoid doing it, but her murder was done to protect another, so if she was put in a similar situation she'd probably kill again. Her first and only murder was an accident, but she'd definitely have murderous intent if she had to deal with the same situation a second time.

17 - Free question! In trial one, do they expect to be forgiven?

Hehe a fun one >:3 ty for the custom question :D

Taisei is a very unsure 'no'. Both real and imagined rejection from others has made him develop severe trust issues, and he currently doesn't believe that anyone would be able to understand him or want to help him. He's also extremely aware that what he did was very fucked up. That being said, he does think he was right commit his murder, and that if people were to look past their prejudice, they'd think so too. He wants to be forgiven, but he knows better than to get his hopes up.

Kanami 100% thinks she'll be forgiven! She believes everyone is inherently good, even if they hurt (or kill) others, so if she just explains to Es why her murder was okay and why voting her guilty is pointless, then they'll definitely understand and forgive her! This question was specifically for trial one, but even if she's voted guilty, she'll assume it was a misunderstanding or that something went wrong with the machine, so she'll definitely be forgiven in trial two!

[mukuberry]

what do kanami and taisei (? i always forget his name) look like? (scheming)

scheming.... so scary D: ! I don't have any art of them yet orz ive been meaning to draw them but I've lost all art motivation suddenly TT so i shall badly describe them ☆

Kanami is 5'6, skinny n pale. She has wide, light green eyes and dirty blonde hair thats cut into wispy bangs and tied up into a weird bun that I'm not sure how to describe... this was the closest picture to it i could find but its not perfect TT

Taisei (u got the name right :3) is 5'10, and skinnier and paler than Kanami, and he's got eyebags so he kinda look a lil sick all the time... his hair is an almost black dark purple and is very messy n fluffy which falls to his shoulders. His eyes are a light brown and he has thin frame rectangular glasses

I don't have any of the prison uniforms planned out 😅 when i eventually draw em I'll send them to u!! Whenever that is;;

[mukuberry]

hihiiiii for the ocgram ask game, 9 and 15 ? for both taisei and kanami :D

hiiiiiiii :D ask game here!

9 - How would their prisoner outfit change depending on their verdict?

Taisei's uniform would become extremely restrictive if voted guilty! He has a lot of anxiety around being trapped, and his uniform restraints would reflect this. Alternatively, if he's forgiven, his uniform would loosen up greatly!

Kanami's would almost be an inverse. Her uniform would stay mostly the same if forgiven, but would get very baggy and loose if guiltied, similar to Amane's, reflecting how out of control and lost she feels. If guiltied twice, she'd stop caring about her appearance and not tie up her hair anymore (it's usually in a kinda braided bun)

15 - What would their birthday art look like? What type of cake would they have? Is there any hints of their murder in it?

I have limited cake knowledge :x I'll need to think about this one more ^^; however I do know the flowers they'd have! Kanami has ambrosia, and Taisei has burdock

[mukuberry]

3, 8, 14, 16 for the milgram oc questions hehe

TYYYY 3 has been answered here! Ask game!

8 - What do the voices of the outside world tell them?

Doesn't this depend on the reason behind their judgement? It's kinda hard to accurately guess why someone would vote them either way. For Taisei, if someone forgave him, I'd assume it's because they sympathise with him for being a victim of abuse for so long. But if they guiltied him, I'd assume it's because he still very purposely drove someone to suicide, which is extremely fucked up no matter what. For Kanami, if she was forgiven I'd assume the main reason was because her murder itself is genuinely very forgivable, defending a child from getting attacked by a grown woman. She didn't even intend to kill them;; so I imagine Kanami would feel extremely affirmed and accepted for her crime. If she wasn't forgiven, I'd assume it's because of reasons outside of her murder.

14 - Do you have any lyrics planned for their song?

I don't :x I've got like... no musical knowledge 😅 that being said, I have picked preexisting songs (outside of Deco songs) that they'd sing for each trial >:3

For Taisei: X X X X X X X

For Kanami: X X X X X X X

16 - Do you have any minigram plots planned for them?

Nothing overly specific ^^; Fuuta and Mappi have a timeline convo where Fuuta tells her that she should act more her age since she's the oldest girl in milgram, but Kanami is older than Mahiru (by one year), so that conversation would end up happening between Fuuta and Kanami instead. Taisei and Shidou both wonder if they've died and went to the afterlife in the first trial, so I think it'd be fun to make a minigram exploring them talking about it ^^

[mukuberry]

hii!! for the milgram oc ask game, 8 and 12 sound interesting :)

Hiiiiii ^^ 8 has been answered here!

Ask game here!

12 - What is their relationship like with the other prisoners?

Taisei pretty much ignores everyone trial 1, choosing to stay in his room almost all day... so he's not super close with anyone ^^; he does smoke however, so he's at least a little friendly with the rest of the smoker's group. He's pretty cynical and cold for trial 1 (and longer if guilty), so the occasional conversation he does have isn't very friendly... if forgiven, he opens up a lot! He starts acting more casually, kinda like an older brother type character. He doesn't interact much with the guilty prisoners, and he avoids Muu and Haruka as much as possible, regardless of theirs or his verdicts. He's concerned for Amane, but doesn't seem to know how to approach her outside of helping her with her studying

Kanami is super friendly with everyone! To the point it's kinda overwhelming and a little annoying... she is best with Mahiru, as they're both close in age and have pretty similar personalities. She calms down a little in trial 2 when forgiven, and focuses pretty much all of her time and attention on uplifting the guiltied prisoners, with varying results. When guiltied, she still tries to help the other guiltied prisoners, but she doesn't really do much good as her mind is super disorganised and distracted.

The relationship they have with each other depends heavily on their judgments. If both forgiven, they're on friendly terms, but again Kanami is too focused on the guilty prisoners to further that relationship. If both are guilty, Kanami's failed attempts to help Taisei end up really annoying him, so he makes sure to avoid her when possible. If Taisei is forgiven but Kanami isn't, they basically have no relationship whatsoever. If Kanami is forgiven but Taisei isn't, they get extremely close with each other ^^ not like Haruka-Muu level, but Kanami becomes one of the only things Taisei relies on, with Kanami is very happy about.

[mukuberry]

Ooh, 3, 10, and 11 for both your ocs if you want!

TYY 3 and 11 are here! Ask game here!

10 - What is their image colour?

Taisei has the nice purple of #9548BC

And Kanami has the light green of #8CFF8C

They're mostly based around Plutchik's wheel of emotions :3

[mukuberry]

heyo!! for the milgram oc question ask game, uhh 3 and 13!

Hi!! You didn't specify which oc so i get to talk about both 😈😈😈😈 ask game here!

3 - What is their reasoning behind their killing(s)?

For Taisei, it was a mix of a desire to be free and revenge 😌 he wanted to get out of a very abusive relationship, but breaking up normally didn't work, and even if it did, he was completely isolated in the world and wouldn't be able to support himself. Plus, the idea of his victim being able to walk freely without consequence didn't seem fair to him at all

For Kanami, it was in defence of another! She didn't even mean to kill her victim, she just swung her weapon a little too hard;; oops!

13 - If they could turn back time, would they still kill?

For both, yes 😌 though it depends on their judgements and the judgements of others, for trial 1 and most 'outcomes', the answer is a very hard yes. Kanami thinks she's done absolutely nothing wrong, and Taisei knows what he did was fucked up, but still thinks it was the only way.

[sakiaii]