#khonjinhousekin

[fictionkinfessions]

Even years after all of the drama went down and i cut ties with the source + community, im still kin and im still horribly, massively canon divergent. I struggle a lot with it, cuz its not the kind of divergence i usually have - no, its gotta be something serious and hard to cope with this time. Canon me is a transwoman, and her name is Shelby, but my canon was that i was a transman, and my name was her deadname. Yeah. I know. I feel that even if the source creator hadnt been a dick abt it and hadnt been so stupidly evasive and misleading for literally years, i still wouldve fallen into this unpleasant space. Im spiritualkin, its... not exactly something i can control, and only in the very beginning of remembering things can i force myself to leave it alone. This, this is just... terrible. I rarely talk abt it, and successfully have kept my mind off it, but every once in awhile i remember it. From the looks of it, though, all the drama and badness pushed away the very few other khonjin house/supermental kin that were around. I know that theres still stuff going on, but... i dont think i even want to try to watch the source again. But i cant drop this kintype. I just cant. Guess ill always be a bit of a bad guy, huh? Im running away from it, but will never stop picking at it.

Guess what made me think abt all this crap again? A stupid meme that was listing all the "bad" kintypes untrustworthy people have. Somehow, it only had two of my kintypes, but it certainly threw me back that such an obscure-ish kintype like pent was listed. I want to laugh but im also sad at remembering. - Jack Pent

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if there’s any gino fratelli kins reading this. what the hell gino!!!!!!! all i wanted was some pizza!!! i know the law i know my rights you can’t deny a man his pizza like this - khonjin

[fashionablekintypes]

Khonjin who loves cute and soft things please?

shirt - $9

pants - $29.99

hoodie - $19.99

~mod tord

[calling-all-fickin-blog]

hi hello pent from khonjin house here. my canon feels like its a bit off from the shows. i remember that shelby was my younger sister (2 years younger) and boI DO I MISS SMACK SO MUCH. I found my shelby already, but if youre out there smack, i wanna say im so sorry for everything ive done and that me and shelby both miss you!!!

[fictionkinfessions]

I'm never touching khonjin house again but that doesn't mean ive moved on. - a canon divergent jack pent

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currently wishing i knew anyone else who kins khonjin house :/ - khonjin

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Will I ever drop this kintype? No. Do I wish the kin community came back? Yes. Will they come back? Hell no, because the source creators an asshole who drives most good people away :-( - a canon divergent jack pent from khonjin house/supermental who honestly just misses knowing others were out there

[fashionablekintypes]

Hi can I get a pajama loving Khonjin?

pj set - $14.90

sweatshirt pjs - $ 24.99

sweatpants - $7

~mod tord

[fictionkinfessions]

Me? Still unwilling to fully leave these memories behind me in 2020, even though i amputated myself from the source material and fandom and refuse to watch any of it ever again because of the pain it caused me in 2017? Nooo, you must be thinking of some other fool. (No. Youre right, you're absolutely right, and it continues to wreck me how canon divergent i was/am.) - jack pent from khonjin house

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Shelby, Shelby, Shelby. Have i gotta lotta shit to say to you. 1st of all: ty for using me. 2nd ty for being kind to me. 3rd i wish youd say sorry for making me love you. & 4th! 4th... I miss you more than I can ever say. You died & it felt like you ran away. It felt like you abandoned me when you promised so much. it felt like you lied to me. It hurts to think abt, so I dont. Wherever you are, I hope that youre happy. I hope youre happier than you were with me draggin you down. - a tired Pent

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Im Pent, and lemme tell you: fuck sources. I was a tired angry trans guy, who was the most egotistical, narcissistic a-hole who probably ever lived. Smack was my fairweather friend who constantly told me to shut the fuck up and do what he wanted, Shelby was my lying girlfriend, and Khonjin and the rest were my little hidey hole away from Shelbys death and Smacks coldness. Lemme just say: your life was how it was. Be who you are! Dont let anybody tell you who you should be or shouldve been!

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Tfw your source creator has always been a huge asshole, but people are seriously defending him. C'mon guys, idk if he's done the shit some people have accused him of, but what he has done is just as bad and is actually very close to the claims - a very tired Pent

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God I wish people would uhm... respect my canon gender.... the game developer who made my character has said on multiple occasions that I’m a trans girl who prefers he/him pronouns because I’m very closeted about my identity. It would be cool if people could stop calling me a boy... or worse, a trans boy bc they hate trans girls that damn much. Thanks. - from your local pent kinnie

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Me, aggressively shoving all my money at the Khonjin Patreon and Supermental Kickstarter, crying over my love of all of my sourcemates: - Khonjin

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ay its me, khonjin, from khonjin house and everyone from my source??? love ya!!!!!

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hi i'm pent from khonjin house/supermental and i'm a canon trans lesbian who uses he/him pronouns so stop erasing my identity mayhaps.