#kieran screams into the void

[petrerpkr]

This Dialog omg this seem very romantic coded to me

[feargender]

she/her as in “she’s dead… wrapped in plastic.”

ID: a meme of Antoni Porowski edited to read “dead girls that haunt the narrative is something that can actually be so gender”. End ID

[grimalkenkid]

Was anyone going to tell me that writing mutual pining into a fanfic is fun, or was I just supposed to realize that myself when I started writing Juliana and Kieran talking about the Pokemon they traded each other while ignoring just how much the other is obviously yearning for them?

[proudtobealuthor]

Apparently Katie’s mom has red hair???? And we know Katie is naturally blonde…so…some kids are born with red hair and then their hair turns blonde. BABY RED-HEADED KATIE???

[mymistakewriting]

general update! I have a lot of things to ramble about for 911 & Lone Star, and that will be my plans for after I'm off work!

Content will include:

The differences between behavior for Buck and Eddie when it comes to sensory input (paired with why they're such good balances)

Trauma aftermath for a few characters (these posts will come with their applicable trigger warnings listed before the content, please tread carefully)

Relationship breakdowns bc I have Opinions.

Anything else is undecided but I'm always open to more topics.

[dipplinduo]

S&SD

Yk, Pecharunt in Sweet & Sour Dipplins keeps reminding me of the song "There I am, There I am again" with all its cryptic moves.

Especially these lines "I am the rot, the ache beneath your skin. I am the angel sent down from above. I am the cancer running deep in your blood". It makes headcanon that it has some sort of God complex, and it thinks that Kieran is just its future vessel.

Idk if this makes much sense. This thought has been plaguing me for a week, and I can't take it out of my mind, so I decided to just scream a little into the void.

omg anon never got a song rec about any of the S&S D pokemon, let alone PEACHY??????

[tealmaskmybeloved]

PART 3 BABYYYYYYYYY!!!!:

Part 3: The End of the beginning.

In a purple void filled with chains, Kieran woke up, but he realised he could not move. The chains are now fully immobilizing him, Dokutaro showed up and asked:

"Now...what was it your ancestor told me all those years ago?

...

Ah yes... 'It ends, NOW!' " That was the last thing Kieran heard before his vision was plunged into darkness.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Florian and Juliana (yes, I decided it's both of them, and they are twins) and the rest were stunned and in horror by what they've seen. Kieran's clothes, hair and eyes all began to change. To a sickly black, purple and pink colouration. 2 chains shot out of his back that look eerily similar to the Lousy Three's chains, but the thing that was worse, was Kieran's constant screams of agony. Carmine wanting to help, immediately rushed over: "Kiki, hang on I'm coming!" But before that happens, the screams stop but 'Kieran's' hand scratched Carmine, leaving a gash in her. 'Kieran' soon eerily voiced out: "Kieran's NOT HERE." The voice was nothing of Kieran's, rather something else. 'Kieran' stood up, revealing his full appearance (1st stage design), before sounding out: "Hm...definitely better than the last one, oh well it doesn't matter," With a malicious grin, "The Metamorphosis...HAS BEGUN!"

Everyone was shocked by what they have seen, The twins were in shock and horror, Penny was undeniably in horror as well, saying that 'this is another movie trope thing'. Arevn immediately recoiled. Even Nemona's attitude shifted to one of seriousness and horror. Crispin grimaced as he lifted his pan in defense, Amarys's stone cold expression shifted to one of pain and horror, Lacey was couldn't even move a muscle from fear and Drayton...well, his laid back demeanor has changed to one of seriousness, horror and regret. But Carmine was the worst, she was practically hyperventilating, her beloved younger brother, the one who looked up to her the most, is now nothing more but a monster.

'Kieran' taunted the entire the group after seeing their expressions, "Aww~ all of you look a little scared. Well don't be. I'm not gonna kill you all...YET. I'm gonna have some fun playing with you midgets before I end your little lives..." Of course, everyone had the same thought: Kieran, no...this thing is gonna kill them?! In a fit of rage, Carmine yelled out, "WHO ARE YOU?! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH KIKI?!"

"Ah ah ah, temper temper! You don't want to have another incident like earlier right...Carmine?" Carmine stood back, in shock of whatever this thing is, knows her name and the fact that it would end her with no hesitation. "But also, *laughing tauntingly* *points at her* You're gonna have to pay for what that traitor a man you call your ancestor did to me, all those years ago..." This piqued everyone's interest. Carmine's ancestor had beef with whatever's possessing Kieran? But what happened? However, they didn't have time to think before 'Kieran' continued as he turned around and pointed at the twins, "You two, on the other hand...I've heard stories about the both of you, you two accomplished many things and defeated lots of creatures, some like myself! Defeating the AI professor and shutting down the Time Machine, Defeating and Capturing the Treasures of Ruin, Showed the true folktale in Kitakami, Capturing and Defeating The Hidden Treasure of Area Zero and going to the Crystal Pool to...initiate events!" The twins were shocked, how did this thing know their accomplishments? How?! Some of them were even kept a secret! Everyone's interest were also piqued at the mention before 'Kieran' continued: "I must say, I am beyond impressed! So, how's it we make a deal? If you're able to catch me before the entrance, than I'll end all this madness and free Kieran, fail, then you will perish by MY hand. How's about it?" Florain and Juliana thought for a while with the others, eventually they agreed. "Very well! Let the game begin!" And so, 'Kieran' sped off, noticeably being much quicker than an ordinary human would be able to.

Wasting no time, the twins released their Paradox Cyclizars and the others rode on as well, they quickly closed in the distance however, several pokemon knocked them off-balance, they all had purple eyes and a toxic chain added to them, the same ones as those lousy three. The Paldea Gang and Carmine all volunteered to leave so that they could handle the pokemon. The rest reluctantly agreed, and moved on. Through the hallways, it was too cramped for Koraidon and Miraidon so they all had to run on foot. Suddenly, many students were battling other students and staff members for no reason, When Lacey asked Cyrano, he said that all these students came from the hospital wing and that they suddenly had purple eyes and battled anyone they saw, they even tried to claw other students and faculty members, like zombies. After noting it, the rest moved on, being quicker to avoid the zombies, just as they reached the entrance, a horde of students from the league club blocked their way, Drayton immediately took charge and in a hurry, told the elite 4 to handle the trainers while telling the twins to catch 'Kieran', the twins hurried off, before Drayton joined the fight, muttering to himself, "Come on Kieran, please come back to us...Florian, Juliana, I'm trusting you to end this. The twins eventually reached the entrance of BB academy, where Kieran was already there, just standing there, menacingly. The twins rushed to catch him, before the chains from Kieran's neck unshackled and wrapped around the twins, 'Kieran' casually opened a pokeball, but it was purple and had a chain symbol, and released a...bird pokemon? It looked like Kieran's Shiftry, but a bird? It was huge and had a chain around its neck, the twins struggled to breathe before hearing what 'Kieran' said, "Pity, I thought you'd be quicker, oh well, you still lost the game, which means, YOU'LL DIE!!!" Before the chains fully consumed the twins, a flash of light was in the chains, before they unravelled, revealing nothing left, Floria and Juliana, were gone. 'Kieran', feeling satisfied, hopped onto Shiftry and thought to himself: '2 down, 18 more to go...'

Aftermath:

Eventaully the toxins wore off, and the rest were ok, however, Florian and Juliana were missing. No where to be found. And so begins:

Pokemon Scarlet and Violet: The Worthless Treasure.

Part 1: The Magenta Fragments

Finally answering this (SO sorry for this being late, I was super busy and tired as all hell)

Okay so here's my thoughts (Apologies if some doesn't make sense and sorry if there's any spelling errors, I am incredibly tired as of writing this)

1. Dokutaro being the evil manioukative bastard as usual and I love him for that

2. I like how Carmine was willing to throw hands with Dokutaro to get Kieran back, which, understandable. If my sibling was possessed by an evil Pokémon, I'd fight tooth and nail to get them back.

3. Aight well the students at BB Academy are zombies, surely this can't go wrong!

4. And Florian and Juliana are gone. Either Dokutaro has plans to add them to his hivemimd or they're dead. I'm gonna assume the former.

Also tf does Dokutaro mean with '18 more to go'?! How many potential threats are there?!

[id0what1want]

I just wanna throw in my two cents rq

I don't post here often, so I apologize for literally all of my inexperience. SO DIPPLINSHIPPING, AMIRITE? I love all the creativity under the tag, though I really hate to say it; Juliana is either cloyingly sweet or kind of bland IN MY OPINION. I'm not gonna throw shade at anyone cuz everyone is just having an awesome time and people need a blank slate to project on, I get that. Me personally, I have a lot of thoughts and no void to scream them in- UNTIL NOW!! I'm going to introduce my take on Juliana, whose name is Cereza, and I'm going to just dump out my thoughts about her whenever I feel like it. To quote my awesome amazing encouraging friends: "Do whatever you want forever" SO HERE GOES NOTHING!! Cereza's name is a latin name meaning cherry, in my canon Cereza has family from Paldea, explaining her latin name. I also wanted to uphold the trend of food names in paldea (ex. Arven meaning peppermint and Kieran's name in every other language meaning blackcurrant, etc.) She moved to Paldea from Galar with her Rookidee, Charon, and has never really made friends. Part of this is due to her being seen as somewhat creepy, due to factors such as

a general lack of fear considering literally anything

her social ineptitude, but less in the sense that she is antisocial, more in the sense that she's incredibly social just bad at it (a social moth so to speak)

her appearance, specifically her smile is known to be off-putting, especially when she smiles with teeth. Her canines snaggle forward a bit and she smiles very wide, a lot like Acerola but a bit creepier

A bunch of other stuff that becomes clear as the story goes on

She really hopes that Paldea will be better, but she's not really counting on it. Cereza would rather focus on battling alongside her Pokemon and she really hyperfixates on it, and I mean the true definition of hyperfixate. She has a very deep love for all her Pokemon I will one day ramble about, but that's not today. Anyway I feel like I'm screaming into the void with this one, do I even put this under Dipplinshipping?? People normally hate ocxcanon but the mc is literally whoever you want them to be so idk. ✨Do whatever you want forever✨

~ Cytoplasm

[zhoras-bitch]

I'm on chapter 11 of The Cursed Heart and it is painful to read so here is my live reaction (i.e. me screaming into the void):

Do we have to go to the Sun Palace, this doesn't seem like the smartest course of action, maybe we could at least consider going back to the Moon Palace and talking to Longclaw or something— oh, guess not. Well, the plot needs to happen, I guess, so ugh, fine. Just don't go blabbering about all of your and Kieran's secrets to the Sun Court— oh, you did just that. Well, at least you have Kieran's moon charm, it can protect you from magic until Kieran comes and saves your dumb ass, just don't tell Radiance that you can take it off— oh god DAMMIT!

[ticklemycucumber]

15 questions 🥒💬

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1. Are you named after anyone? nah, not as far as I know.

2. When was the last time you cried? this past Tuesday or Wednesday? my absolute clown-shoes life lately—

3. Do you have kids? not yet! I hope to have a few, someday. 😌

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? eh, on and off, depending on who I'm speaking with. more like a lot of expletives heh.

5. What sports do you/have you played? I'm currently into weight-lifting and themed 5Ks. 👍 but I have participated in field hockey, cross-country, track-and-field, tennis, kayaking/canoeing, & marching band (playing like, 4 pieces of memorized music; while contorting your body, and b l a z i n g around a whole football field; wearing a 10+ lb. thick uniform, inclement weather or not— 💀).

6. What’s the first thing you notice about other people? in-person? their smile, and if it reaches their eyes. 🙏 online? how they treat others, especially considering how nasty interweb climates can get.

7. Eye color? blue.

8. Scary movies or happy endings? no contest: horror is my favorite genre, for any medium. 🔪 I do appreciate a feel-good ending though!

9. Any special talents? I-I can pick up rhythm-based games rather quickly (DDR, Beat Saber, Taiko Drum Master, etc.), I suppose. 😅 and I love to sing! just not in public anymore really. *shudders, as the crippling stage-fright lies dormant*

10. Where were you born? on the east coast of the US of A.

11. What are your hobbies? gaming, cooking/baking, watching/studying horror films, reading, [light] writing, [light] arting. looking to pick up hiking and piano! 🫡

12. Do you have any pets? I dooo~ my little prince of darkness, the sweetest void, Kieran. 🥺 (after the character from the Scream TV show, lol)

13. How tall are you? 5' 3"

14. Favorite subject in school? English/literature.

15. Dream job? the chance to be involved with a horror movie (or game) production, be it advertising, SFX, costume or set design, editing, writing, whatever— yis. 🎃

[petrerpkr]

This line, tho lmao

[astaerie]

do YOU want to hear about my hrsg notes? well u don’t get a choice. here

when florian and kieran DO get together, its as partners in a QPR! florian is an alloromantic pansexual whereas kieran is arospec (and maybe leaning towards aroflux for a specific identity. its too confusing so he just sits as an unlabeled aro guy)

they both experience romantic attraction towards each other but florian is more comfortable with it (also cuz he’s allo so. they know what romantic attraction feels like right?) kieran’s… well. its a mix of heavy platonic attachment and a lil bit of romantic attraction. he’s still very into florian obvs but he’s not entirely sure if its strictly romantic or platonic. eventually he gives up trying to figure it out and goes. i like florian. a lot. and i want to be their partner for life. that’s it

i’ve been debating on whether or not florian should also be arospec when i think about his feelings… nvm i lied. florian is really whipped, they just dont expect anything back! he’s a bit of a weird case (ig) where they definitely do have romantic feelings for kieran but they were also like. content being his friend until the end of days. they care and cherish kieran so so much but theyre also fine with loving him from the sidelines. florian has literally never considered that kieran might also like them back in a similar way (until his friends confront them and are like hey. you guys are being really gay this whole trip. like how is it obvious to everyone except us that you both like each other. what.)

i have more thoughts (sooo many) so. if u wanna hear more then pls send in an ask! or something. idk i’m like 90% sure im screaming into the void at this point

[grimalkenkid]

Some silly, shipping brainrot based on things I did in-game under the cut that does involve some spoilers and leaks for The Indigo Disk DLC:

So, apparently, once you get the ability to trade with Kieran, he offers an Applin for trade. Now, according to that one NPC quest in Sword/Shield, there's a folk belief in Galar that giving an Applin to one's romantic interest is both a confession and good luck for that relationship if the recipient chooses to accept. Why is this folktale important? Because I subscribe to the headcanon that Juliana grew up in Galar and only recently moved to Paldea with her mother. So, she would be more acquainted with the association between Applin and love confessions.

When Kieran offers an Applin for trade, Juliana is freaking out internally because "Does he know that folktale?" While hanging out, she mentioned she was from Galar, so did he get the idea from that? Or does he just like Applin a lot? She ends up spiraling in the League Club Room after Kieran leaves, babbling to Lacey and Crispin about how she's worried she's overthinking things or if Kieran really did just confess his love for her? After all, he left pretty fast after the trade concluded, right? Embarrassment, maybe? It's not like Juliana would turn him down.

While Crispin thinks Kieran would've (or should've) just said something if that's what he meant, Lacey suggests asking him if Juliana's that stressed about it. However, from where he's chillaxing at the table, Drayton offhandedly jokes, "Oh! Now I get why you chose an Applin to trade for my Duraladon! Good to know."

Juliana is about to combust from embarrassment, as she's now realizing she may have subconsciously chosen Applin for him due to the old folktale. Drayton is covering up his disappointment behind a smile and his usual, lazy demeanor, while Lacey huffs at him not to joke about stuff like that (He wasn't).

And Crispin is going off to the Terrarium to scream into the void because "Why won't anyone in this goddamn club just talk to each other?!"

[sparrow-orion-writes]

3. "feather-light kisses, begging them to wake up" (I'm cursing myself by suggesting this, but)

Okay, hear me out: imagine for a second Mal recovers the bodies. Imagine Alroy. Please and thank you for breaking my heart XD

~ M <3

Okay well, here's not much left of Kieran's body in canon because of the uhhh...vines, but let's pretend for a moment.

Alroy's trembling hands cupped Kieran's pale, lifeless cheeks. "Please," his voice lost on the silence, his stomach an empty void as all want and desire drained from him, body slumped over his lover "...please, Kier," voice hoarse with the tears that swam through his vision he presses his forehead to Kieran's. He wishes for fairytales to come true, in all the things he'd seen and experienced in this horrible place, he wishes the magic of true love's kiss had been as real as Kieran's ability to make plants grow. He presses his lips to his, willing something, someone, to change this. His hitched breaths form sobs and his tears soak his lover, begging for a single breath to come from his lungs. That can't be it. This can't be it. Not now, not after everything they'd done together. He can't be alone, right? The sound that comes from him rests somewhere between a wail and a prayer to some unforgiving god - don't do this, please, don't take him away from me - as he cradles Kieran's body in his arms like a child holding a doll. Mallory kneels beside him, his eyes vacant and hollow as he stares at Kieran's body. The best of us, he said, maybe the only one of them that deserved to live. God, if Alroy didn't believe that. It should've been him. Anyone but Kieran. What the hell does he do now? How does he live? Mallory's gentle hands untangle him from the corpse of his husband and Alroy grips the elder man's shirt as a fit of sobs - gagging, heaving, almost screaming in agony - overcome him. Mallory doesn't flinch, even at the threat of being vomited on, and simply breathes with Alroy. His own pain was quiet, not quite finished processing that his friend was gone. And he'd never come back.

[colorsofmyseason]

WIP word guessing game: smile, scream, sun, hand

Okay, that's a lot XD so here it goes...

Smile

“S-sure,” Leandro mumbles, opening the door wider so Ben could get in. He is aware that it's normal behavior for couples, but his ex never did that, so he never expects such a thing, much less from a fake boyfriend. All the same, he feels grateful for the English center-back, which may have compelled him to say, “Do you want something to drink before we leave? I still need to pack up my stuff, but I guess we have some time for tea.” Ben’s smile is blindingly charming. “I’d love to.” (Leo x Ben, fake dating au, supernatural au)

Martin Odegaard. The captain and star midfielder of the team. Nice, a little shy, with a smile brighter than a thousand suns. Pretty too. And while Leandro definitely isn't the type to quickly fall for someone, especially after everything that has happened in his life, he knows he won't mind having someone like Martin beside him. (Martin x Leo, supernatural au)

With a deep sigh, Matt finally pulls Fairfield's reins, causing the horse to whine. "Alright then," the goalie says in a resigned tone. "But I will make you ride her one day, just you wait." "I know," Rob replies, a smile on his face. "I'm looking forward to that." (Rob x Matt, supernatural au)

He himself has no idea why he does that. Maybe he subconsciously wants to warm Leandro up, or maybe he feels lonely and wants to be with the older man, despite his current resting state. Either way, Martin feels really comfortable there, and soon he drifts off to sleep. Perhaps the coffin isn't that creepy after all… And that's the sight that greets Kieran a few hours later, a vampire and a cat snuggling together inside Leandro's coffin, identical soft smiles on their sleeping faces. (Kieran x Martin x Leo, supernatural au)

Hearing Sun’s cry of pain and feeling his power returning to him after Void’s own death, Moon broke out of his prison and rushed to aid his brother. Unfortunately it’s a bit too late, for Sun had succumbed to his injuries, but not before he saw Moon returning, as safe as sound as one could possibly be after being locked in the darkness for goodness knows how long. He died smiling, telling the younger he loved him with his last breath. (Aaron & Bernd, supernatural au)

His childhood’s nothing but a fuzzy mess in his mind. Whether it’s because he has naturally bad memory or his brain’s so badly damaged by his conditioning, he has no idea. But every time he tries to recall his past, he can’t remember one single kind word, one gentle touch, or even one sweet smile, nothing but screams and yells and spanking and whipping, the last of which still left a few marks on him. And those remained until he grew up and started making his way in the world. (Pablo Mari x Bernd, supernatural au. Pablo had an unrequited love towards Bernd in this one)

He wanted to tell Gabi how glad he was to have the Brazilian joining Arsenal, how they could be a great team and so forth. But Bukayo suspected that many people would’ve told him that already, besides Gabi wouldn’t understand most of his words properly anyway. So he just settled with a wide, warm smile, the biggest he’d ever given to anyone as they shook hands. And as Gabi responded with a shy, tentative, yet genuine smile, Bukayo thought he’d never seen something so cute in his life. (Sakanelli, supernatural au)

Scream

The screams died down at once as if someone just flipped a switch. Pablo stood up straight in front of his superior, tall and obedient, his face showed no signs of any agony that was torturing him earlier. In fact, it’s now completely blank, as if any conscience and feeling he’d ever possessed had been wiped out, leaving an emotionless, mindless puppet at his place. “Ready to comply, sir,” Pablo said. (Pablo Mari, supernatural au. I had a whole lore planned for him don't judge me)

He had yet to state the rule when a burst of light energy suddenly came out of nowhere, knocking him down and sending him crashing to a nearby pillar. Pablo screamed as the light claimed his vision and his Chain of Judgement disintegrated in his hands. He desperately tried to cage himself in chains to protect himself, but the energy’s so massive he could feel the cage shattering around him, exposing him all over, blind and wounded. (Pablo Mari x Bernd, supernatural au. I nearly forget how much I loved him back then)

One swing and it was enough to leave Gabi screaming in pain as he lost the grip from the metal bars. He fell on all fours. Even more pain. The impact ran through the long wound on his arm, a fair few inches of flesh exposed to open air. One more scream, and Gabi forced the blood to clot on his wounds. It didn’t stop the pain but at least he wouldn't bleed to death. (Sakanelli, supernatural au. This part isn't my own writing actually, I give credits to @coffeebreakcreations for this one)

Sun

If Leandro tenses up for one-nth second at that remark, he hopes no one notices. They’re walking to the pitch together, Ben’s arm thrown carelessly around Leandro’s shoulder while the latter’s adjusting the restriction bracelet on his wrist (with a special amulet on it to prevent him from getting burned by the sun) and trying his best to act casual.  (Leo x Ben, fake dating au, supernatural au)

He looked at Gabi, face bright and fresh under the afternoon sun despite the sweat gathering on his forehead, an innocent look inside his dark eyes. The two of them had bonded over those long days of “injuries” and rehabs, and Pablo couldn’t deny that he’d grown a platonic affection over his younger teammate. Gabi also confided a lot to him, telling him every single one of his concerns, be it about football, London, or a not-so-small crush towards a certain teammate, but it couldn’t be said that Pablo had done the same towards him. Partly because he felt that he’s older and therefore couldn’t burden Gabi with his problems, also because Gabi’s too young and pure to know about what Pablo did in his spare time. (Pablo & Gabi, supernatural au)

So he just sucks it up (pun intended), does all his feeding at home or any empty room he can find in the training ground, wears his restriction bracelet with a special amulet on it to prevent him from getting burned to death under the sun, and he thinks he's done a pretty good job passing off as a human that he's not even sure how many of his teammates even knows that he's not. (Kieran x Martin x Leo, supernatural au)

“I drink blood and avoid excessive sun exposure. Oh, and I can probably lift a small car in one go. Aside from that, I’m not that much different from normal humans, Manu. I thought you knew that.” (Neuller, supernatural au)

Hand

He froze for a second and ended up taking a wild shot, and the ball, instead of reaching Gabi, rocketed high to the sky before landed on the other end of the pitch, almost hitting an unplaying Mesut. As his teammates groaned and voiced their displeasure about their “bad luck”, he just stood there, his face inside his palms, cursing himself for losing his concentration there. A gloved hand touched his shoulder, and he turned around to find Gabi. “You okay??” the young Brazilian asked in Portuguese, voice and expression full of concern. (Pablo & Gabi, supernatural au)

"Matty, we absolutely cannot use your pegasus to go to training," Rob sighs. "This is forbidden here and you know that." Matt scowls as he caresses the mane of the said pegasus – aptly named Fairfield – while the creature whinnies and sniffs Matt's hand. "This is much faster and easier than catching an Uber, you know. And this is 100% free." (Rob x Matt, supernatural au)

But the blow never comes. As Leandro slowly unscrews his eyes, he sees that Ben has placed himself between Leandro and Neal. His posture rigid and defensive, his hand grabbing Neal’s raised arm, while their other teammates gather around, seemingly ready to hold any of them back in case a fight breaks out. (Leo x Ben, fake dating au, supernatural au)

Leandro is lying there, perfectly still and silent. His eyes are closed, his lips pale, his hands folded neatly on his chest. And as Martin rather fearfully sticks out a paw to touch his hand, he shudders at the coldness of the skin, the complete lack of any signs of life underneath it. (Kieran x Martin x Leo, supernatural au)

The TV remote Theo is holding in his hand instantly slips and hits the floor. Cursing internally, he ducks to pick it up, not bothering to look around for the source of that voice. Of course it has to awaken, whenever he's thinking about Lucas and his enviable achievements. Of course it has to appear whenever Theo feels like he's at the lowest point in his life. (Lucas & Theo Hernandez, supernatural au)

The Spanish midfielder mutters something under his breath that might be some curse words in Catalan but at that time Bernd can't care less about that. Nevertheless, Busquets finally lifts his hand and starts walking around Bernd, muttering spells under his breath. He takes quite a time doing that. When he finally stops and drops his hand, a sigh escaping his lips, he says, "Well, there is good news and bad news." (Steno, supernatural au, bodyswap au)

He wanted to tell Gabi how glad he was to have the Brazilian joining Arsenal, how they could be a great team and so forth. But Bukayo suspected that many people would’ve told him that already, besides Gabi wouldn’t understand most of his words properly anyway. So he just settled with a wide, warm smile, the biggest he’d ever given to anyone as they shook hands. (Sakanelli, supernatural au)

Gabi was sitting on his bed with knees brought to his face. He was still pale, but at least not chalk-white, and though he’s wearing a hospital gown that covered most of his body, the scars littering his hands and lower legs from the bullets he received back then were still painfully visible, and Bukayo couldn’t help wincing at that. He couldn’t imagine how Gabi had been able to pull that act off, and despite his ability to repel the bullets, it must’ve still hurt like hell, but then again Gabi had been in a perfect trance when it happened. (Sakanelli, supernatural au)

Sooo yeah I guess that's all? There might be many more still but I have no energy to rummage through my whole computer lol. Hope you enjoy it and thanks for asking :)

fanfiction wip guessing game - ask away!

[feargender]

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Got my septum pierced today everyone say congrats on the new gender

(They/them or fae/faer)

Plus the full t shirt (by @sweatermuppet)

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125 notes - Posted March 19, 2022

#3

Lgbtq communities online really fucking popped off by reinventing gender essentialism when they started aggressively categorizing transness and what it means to be a “man” or a “woman”. Now in order to follow people you have to click the link in their bio to a google quiz that tells you whether or not you count as not-man enough to be in their wlw/nblw only space.

170 notes - Posted January 6, 2022

#2

Help an autistic disabled transmasc move

Basically what it says on the tin. My name is Kieran and I’m moving to another state this summer. I just landed a second part-time job but the pay is pretty low and I really need more money than what I have to successfully make this move. In all honestly I’m much too disabled to be working 2 jobs, but here I am, and I’m still not sure it’ll be enough, as I can’t get good hours.

I currently need to at least double the amount of money that I have. This will insure that I have enough for a deposit, the first month’s rent, some furniture, and other living expenses while I find a job in my new location.

If you could throw anything my way, I’d be incredible grateful. I’ll add links in a reblog.

186 notes - Posted April 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

honestly nothing will make me distrust you faster than being anti self-dx. aside from the fact that it’s incredibly belittling and disregards how medical bigotry and neglect would prevent you from receiving a diagnosis, it also ignores the fact that diagnosis is a form of violence.

you think doctors, especially psychiatrists, diagnose patients to better help that patient and to treat them? they diagnose patients to punish them for the crime of being disabled/neurodivergent/etc. a diagnosis isn’t neutral, you don’t leave the doctor’s office the same as when you entered it. you leave with limited access to employment and housing, with a higher likelihood of being a victim of police brutality, and a much higher likelihood of experiencing medical neglect and malpractice in the future.

even if someone could get a professional diagnosis, they’re not required to do so, because to do so could be a much worse detriment than is worth any accommodations they might receive.

354 notes - Posted August 1, 2022

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