#leech.txt

[freshmeatz]

played maple hospital today w friends

@directorphobos cameo in 2nd gif

[godhex]

emergency commission time

.... and other things if you so desire. more info (tos and such) in my carrd.

if you wish to order something, please do so through my kofi here. no slot limits bc i can't afford to decline anything lmao.

current goal is 2,500$ by the 30th. we're starting at 0.

long and skinny of what's happening under the cut.

gonna be real with you guys, i'm burnt the hell out and really wanted this year to be dedicated to furthering my learning as well as recovering from said burnout. unfortunately because i wasn't born a nepo baby, i'm not allowed that kind of freedom, lol. never ending stress for this idiote!!

anyways, disability fucked us over and refuses to pay up the 2k it owes us in backpay after mom's spinal fusion surgery earlier this year. since the money we got from my grandma's inheritance is (wisely) wrapped up in a CD, we cannot access it. for the past three weeks, we've been under the assumption that the 2k pending transaction was going to drop any day now. unfortunately, they've told us to go fuck ourselves today.

so here we are. rent's due by the 1st of july. the dogs are eating cat food. we'll need groceries and gas money at some point, but the rent is far more important.

[busterbeaver]

Like, I'm sorry, but you can't demand that two closely entwined communities separate while saying laying claim to terms that are 1. incredibly generic (subsystem) or 2. intended to be shared to begin with with.

[confessions-from-the-bloglands]

Introduction/Rules And How To Submit/Tagging System:

Introduction/Rules And How To Submit/Tagging System:

Introduction:

Hi I'm Leech and I'm the idiot running this place! I interact from @glutenfreeviolence and I use They/It. I'm just your resident goober running this in my spare time so the blog might not always be active due to that! I have a life outside of this blog so there's that plus the inbox will close if I feel I have too many confessions!

Rules:

Laying the rules out here before anyone forgets:

No NSFW confessions, laying it out now. This will likely change in the future but for now? No NSFW confessions please! (If this changes, I will give a tag to be blacklisted if anyone isn't comfortable with NSFW)

No hate towards anyone in the replies/reblogs or in confessions, you have beef? Discuss it between yourselves like adults, not on some guy's confession blog at 3am, okay?

On this, we don't accept homophobia, racism etc, use your common sense and think, would you say it to… Your beloved grandmother? No? Then don't say it here mate.

Nothing relating to Rhack or Rhackothy or Jackothy, this is a personal one as both ships make me wildly uncomfortable and I'd rather not deal with that.

How To Submit:

When submitting your confession, please submit a screenshot with it! Emphasis on screenshot, I am not accepting fanart along with the confession. The reason I ask for a screenshot from the game/of a character alongside the ask is so it makes my job easier honestly, I can search for/take screenshots but it smooths the process out and helps me get these out quicker. You can also do the confession on anon and attach a link instead, that is also accepted!

Tagging System:

I will be tagging by game, character etc, the general confession tag is Confessions.txt and anything outside of confessions will be tagged as Leech.txt (such as announcing that the inbox is closed)

Please enjoy!

[busterbeaver]

We've been endogenic for almost 15 years, and we do have subsystems, and that term was in use then. We're not saying that they function the same way that they do in traumagenic systems, but please respect the terminology that has been in place for well over a decade.

Btw, I can't believe I have to say this;

ENDOGENIC SUBSYSTEMS AREN'T A THING

Endos, real or not, DO NOT FUNCTION LIKE CDD SYSTEMS. STOP TREATING THEM LIKE THEY DO.

-Toby

[3rdbetrayal]

historians be like “ok so theres no proof they were transgender, BUT they did dress as a gender unlike their own, as well as use differently gendered pronouns, and also wanted to alter their genitals to be the set that they do not have”

[godhex]

i was requested to share violence.

'the feral strain' - invocation array . so much of their stuff is boppin', lyrics are clear cut.

'a wolf in jesus skin' - polkadot cadaver . 2007 version is my personal fave if you can find it anywhere, but the linked one fucks too.

'safe skin' - patricia taxxon . kinda vague but i can see it :]

'sleep and dream' - battle of mice . what the dog doin.

'the wolf' - fever ray . kinda obvious choice, softest one out of all of these. still a fave.

'human' - anavae . chorus is just Like That.

'eat flesh' - health . pretty much everything with health could go here honestly. violence bangers left and right.

my head is empty, this is all i got.

do you have any good werewolf songs? everything i find is so sanitized and it's like. no i want Feral and Blood please

HHRGGGG its actually really fucking hard to find werewolf songs that are feral for some reason??? Shoutout to when Ice Nine Kills, band notoriously known for writing biting crushing kill murder blood songs, put out a song based on american werewolf in paris and turned it into a soft ballad 😔

Anyways here's the recs I can give you:

'Werewolf' by motionless in white is pretty swag, however it also inexplicably suffers the 'this song is significantly softer compared to the rest of the album its in'

'Werewolves of armernia' by powerwolf is. Literally a werewolf song. Its pretty swag too?? This band in general has good gothic/blasphemy creature songs

'Beast of Gevaudan' by powerwolf as well I'd consider a werewolf song

'Berserkir' by brothers of metal is. Not really a werewolf song but its about a Man Who Is A Beast and it offhand mentions a wolf and also its a VERY biting crushing kill song

'Monster' by starset. Not a werewolf song but by god does that song slap and its about being a monster i guess. I guess I could also recommend 'Carnivore' by them as well if you like this one

'The devil inside' by like a storm, legally about demons thematically but the overlap is there about something being in you and wanting to get out and being ostracized about it

'Losing control' by villain of the story has the same vibe for me and also it fucking slaps

'Don't care' by sullivan king is a bit of a reach but it could be construed as vague werewolf vibes (guy who is dangerous and giving into transforming etc etc) but in a lil more obtuse way than the previous few

'Wolves' by Sam tinnesz + silverberg might interest you? Personally his singing grates on my brain so I don't listen to him but I know a lot of people do and he's kinda like... The mainstream villain song guy or something from what I hear

[freshmeatz]

need everyone to know that my kinito design is a giant pile of nerves cos hes quirky like dat he's got NOTHIN under that goddamned coat you open it up? its ALL SPAGHETTI but whenever he wears something he will LOOK ROUND BECAUSE HE IS TO ME

[confessions-from-the-bloglands]

Disclaimer: I can just not respond to certain confessions, this is my blog and it is my choice.

[godhex]

im gonna do it guys this is gonna be it this is gonna be the year i get my shit together!!!!!!

[busterbeaver]

That's what I'm saying. We're not "taking terms" from anyone. The terms have been there for years--believe it or not, the communities used to be much less divided than they are today.

Additionally, "subsystem" is an incredibly common word and convergent evolution is a thing.

Btw, I can't believe I have to say this;

ENDOGENIC SUBSYSTEMS AREN'T A THING

Endos, real or not, DO NOT FUNCTION LIKE CDD SYSTEMS. STOP TREATING THEM LIKE THEY DO.

-Toby

[freshmeatz]

[godhex]

hey hi i hate being the guy asking for help all the time but the agony is never-ending and my head is killing me. short and sweet.

we need money for the light bill this week. i do not have enough on account of it being triple what it usually is since we are frozen inside and i'm having to use the stovetop constantly to melt ice for the pets and humans here. plus this house is old and sucks and has zero insulation. ergo: light bill is high.

i really don't want to open commissions back up but i once again do not have a choice. girl fucking help me i'm going to snap.

commissions carrd + gen. info

[godhex]

i think whoever invented money as a concept needs to be thrownn into a fire. btw.

[godhex]

gotta love how getting older + being less online has taught me that like half the shit people say online is just not true. absolutely fascinating stuff.

[godhex]

HORRIBLE NEWS

art has to be drawn first to exist