also how in the fuck are we already halfway through Only Friends like people are already theorizing about the finale and meanwhile I'm still stuck on episode 2 [4/4], 09:55--
Hi this is just your daily reminder that as a writer, I can write what I want to.
All this hardcore smut you guys want? Awesome! I’m getting to it. Eventually. But please Lord let me write other things too.
Idk how you aren’t bored of that yet like I seriously was afraid I was beginning to get repetitive with it I mean there’s only so much two people can do and I mean. It felt repetitive constantly writing it.
I’m known as a smut writer. I know that. And I still am ( Lord you don’t wanna see the filth that is my notes app. The stuff I write in there? God damn 💀) but smut doesn’t always have to be you getting body slammed! It can be soft. It can not be in a fic at all.
I’m also v much enjoying exploring Tess a little more and I know you guys probably don’t give af about that but I do. I think a lot of you forget fanfic writers are still writers. I wanna write stuff that makes people feel things and think. I wanna take this lil fictional gal and go routing around inside her head and pad out her thought’s and build her character.
And I know some of you ( I’m honestly leaning towards it being the Twitter lot that come over here for word porn and then don’t even know how to hit reblog and support their writers) don’t care for that. You want you smut and that’s it. And I have plenty of that on my blog. And I will have more of that honestly I will I have so many requests I’m working on ( Sub Tess anyone? Enemies to lovers anyone?👀)
Just let me explore my characters a little please. Let me write these slightly longer things and and invoke feelings other than ‘ I’m horny’. Let me spread my wings and see what I can do.
I love you all very much but some of you are just coming across a little rude just lately in the way you ask for things, one of you straight up asked when I’ll stop being boring and go back to the rough stuff. Like? If a writer writing things is boring to you then I don’t even know what to tell you pal. Just be kind.
ya’ll how do you get rid of the wrestling bug fr 😭😭 like ive loved wrestling since i was 11 but why i got the urge to start training when i am the most antisocial stage fright person ever 😭😭 someone save me fr