#like gods damnit why cant i just enjoy these harmless romantic things now
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Ugggghhhh...
#fucking hell that c*nt really did a number on my brain...#been 2 fucking years but im still dealing with the trauma#and im so afraid to open my heart up again that just going for a romance option in a game is making me feel all sorts of pain#like gods damnit why cant i just enjoy these harmless romantic things now#without the memories of that parasitic waste of time rearing its ugly head???#just fuck why did i trust her.... i mean i know exactly why.#and how she manipulated me into letting her do whatever she wanted to me...#but that still doesnt make the pain im feeling right now any better#i just want to be free from her and from my mistake of letting her in my life#i know itll happen someday so im going to keep holding on till then#and continue existing out of stubborn spite to not let her be the death of me#if anyone is reading all this just know i am ok and in therapy for all this#i just needed to vent and didnt know how to make a read more on mobile 😅
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