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#like i Still remember. how i consider that i Was a girl at onr point. my ex flat out was like 'uhm you mean BEFORE you came out right :))))'
shoezuki · 5 years
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So this is the second time im writin this shit out but. I been thinkin a shou n ritsu bein nonbinary A Lot so im gonna write it again but uh
Heres some nonbinary shou n ritsu hcs cuz why not
Shou his Whole Damn Life was Very defiant of any like. Gender based expectations and the 'girls do this guys do that' bullshit
Didnt have any support from his parents. Didnt know the Vocabulary for how he was feelin, his identity
You Know touichirou wouldnt know Any trans terms and identities fuck that cishet
Shou always Knew he wasnt a boy. More in a sense of 'im just shou' and leavin it at that most his childhood. He had other things to worry about
Wasny until after the world domination arc that shou Really had the mental space and time to consider himself more
Hes never been Uncomfortable being seen as a boy, per se. More because He knows who he is, hes sure of himself, thats what matters
He doesnt fuck w labels. Doesnt give a shit what pronouns r used for him. Just refers to himself as Nonbinary cuz he doesnt Feel like hed need to fit himself into a more specific label, that his gender or how he Feels bout it changes
At some point just got used to doing 'boy' things cuz thats what touichirou expected of him and like. Was Very Adamant on shou 'acting like a boy'
One day shou is just hanging out post wd arc, and he is just like 'wait a fucking second'
Queue shou having a pink phase. Hair pink. Nails always painted. All kinds of sparkly hair clips. Makeup and skirts. He starts messin round w what he wants to wear and how he wants to present himself and expression
Doesnt consider himself to be Masculine or Feminine. He doesnt fuck w that. What he wears and does is just Things he Likes. Him wearin skirts isnt Girly. Or him wearin scuffed up sneakers isnt Boyish. Its Him
As i said before. Pronouns are Whatever. But serizawa has had to calm shou doen Many times if someone specifically refers to him as a 'boy' or a 'girl'. He is willing to get into scraps for that without a doubt
Serizawa and later Ritsu are the Only ones to really Know hes nonbinary
Moreso he just doesnt care or ser a point in like. Explicitly Coming Out to ppl. He things its unnecessary. So if its not brought up casually, he says nothing bout it
OH and shou didnt come out to ritsu until like. Two months into them dating
And it was like. A Realization one day. That ritsu Probably thinks he's dating a boy. Esp since ritsu is gay. And that Bothers Him
Ofc hes not gonna like. Let it Show that it bothers him
So the whole Coming Out thing was nasically like. They were having one of their Videogame Nights. Its late as all hell. Ritsu is gettin his ass kicked half asleep beside a rabid shou.
Hou just blurts out like 'oh by the way im not a boy im nonbinary so like. Yeah'
Shou voice: oh cool thats out and done cool
Ritsu voice: wait a second hold on hold on HIM TOO????
And like. Ritsu fuckin Freezes. Absolutely shocked. Pauses the game and looks at shou like "oh my god im not a boy either"
Queue a lot of screaming, loud yellin, things flying round the room, ritsu's parents losin their shit, the works
For ritsu being nb and Realizin hes nb was really different
He knew from the get go he wasnt a girl. As soon as he could he rejected 'girly' things and bein labeled as a girl
His family, as Soon As he said 'im not a girl', they were like 'oh okay son :)' and supported him
But like. Even tho ritsu was definitely more comfortable w masculinity n being seen as and called a Boy it still didnt 100% feel right
But again. Motherfuckers dont talk bout nonbinary genders (assholes....) so he didnt have the Words to say how he was feelin. Plus trying to argue that No he Wasnt a boy completely would get his parents confused
It seemed to him it was Either youre a Boy or a Girl so he chose boy.
Even when he looked into it himself, never really Vocalized his identity. Wouldnt even refer to himself as nonbinary in privacy. Didnt come out to his parents or brother
Ritsu is a demiboy, altho im not 100% sure on what identity and amd considerin maybe he'd be bigender? Hmmmm
He Did put a lot of thought into it. More so like 'im going to do this and wear that and express myself like this when i move out' kind of thinking
Like. He put A Lot of thought into his gender
Doesnt mind being seen as a boy. Its more comfy. He goes by he/him and they/them.
When shou came out to him it was the Wildest thing for them. Ritsu never knew anyone else to be nonbinary. Shou technically knew minegishi but he couldnt hold a convo w them without staring at their lack of eyebrows and gettin weirded out by it
'So if youre gay And nonbinary does that mean you only like other nonbinary people? Or like. Is that how you found me ritsu? You were drawn in by my wicked good looks and nonbinary vibes?' Ritsu, who has spent nights awake wondering just this 'i like boys and nonbinary ppl dipshit'
They really help each other open up about their genders. Like shou becomes more vocal about Not Being A Boy, even if its just w jokes. And ritsu feels so much more at ease. Somethin about havin the fact that Hes Nonbinary exist somewhere else outside of Just his mind is warm feeling
Gender Talks between them contain a lot of 'oh my god ME TOO' and 'oh wow same???'
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