#like i thought i might snap and bite somebodys jugular in public for a while there. being straight wasnt going 2 improve that

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anyone else get a little sad sometimes hearing about queer experiences you didnt have because they werent even on your radar bc of other problems

like man. i already considered many alarming thoughts to be separate from my Self as a survival tactic by 5th grade. the gay thoughts were not catching up to me and I knew it. being closeted never felt all that weird because I'd already been keeping it a secret for years that I truly honestly thought demons from hell were going to kill me sometimes. the effects of childhood ocd are bizarre