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my-thoughts-and-junk · 1 year

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When I first started this blog my worst nightmare scenario was getting callout posts made about me and everyone hating me but like it's been years and I haven't seen shit!!! And I know I've said some dumbass shit on here

#random thoughts #like the closest ive gotten is vague posts and people correcting me in the notes/reblogs of my own posts #which to the second group of people i appreciate you ever so much smoocharoo from me to you #i will adjust my behavior accordingly #but also??? i kind of want the drama being called out would have #partially because my ideal life would be having a person who is always my superior correcting me all the time #so i never do anything wrong again #which like. unhealthy but go off #but also i just want the DRAMA. the BLOODSHED #like i used to make so many misandrist posts!!! i don't give a shit about anti drama!!! I HAVE A CANNIBALISM TAG #WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT FROM ME #like actually i could not give less of a shit because i have like. school and a job don't bother me with internet drama #but also when im online im DEDICATED. and that's the mood im in rn #im trying to think up more stuff about my personality that's problematic #i mean we could just do a thomas sanders and have me make a post about asexual acceptance and have everyone kill me on the spot #but like im asexual that doesn't really work #it'd be so funny if there is a call out post or like a youtube video about me that im just blissfully unaware of #cuz like. i never check my ask box #no one ever sends me stuff why would i check it #back to problematic shit i once got in like a very public argument with a trump supporter on here and i kept responding with cow facts #ummmmm the only close friendship i had on here ended with the other person going offline and i haven't seen her since #and for a while i blamed myself for it #and she asked me to delete our correspondence so i did so if she or like anyone else faked messages between us to make me look bad #i wouldn't be able to defend myself #plus i probably said some bad shit i was like fourteen and in the midst of remembering some shit that happened when i was young #honestly like most of my life pre-16 is a blur #probably forgetting a lot of bad stuff i did

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