#like they look rlly different and i had never noticed this n i was likehaha ur right ill kust hoose another one
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#my entire body hurts cause ive been sleeping rlly bad like everything hurts#dont read this because this ended up being me venting#my back hurts my arms.... and i got my cartilage pierced and it hurts so bad i didnt think it would :( and my head hurts and i woke up at 9#even tho i couldnt sleep last night and i feel terribke aidjwj one of the ladys at macys wanted to try a foundation on me n i was like ahah#no#and then she was like how old r u is that ur mom JWJDJW and i was like im 18..... and she was like wow u look like ur 14 and j wanna die not#because i look young but because they took all of my makeup off and it was a demon so all of the workers were there like 5 people were just#staring at me and they kept saying wow the foundation is nice and i couldnt even see it and i felt so ugly widjw because they just took all#of my makeup like pls u guys just forced me here .... and then thry had to take a picture of me ..... n i was like.... i just follower and#the girl sent it to me and i hate she was so pretty i am so ugly im looking at the pic n i wanna cry i cant believe i go around looking this#hideous no wonder no one likes me n i dont blame them j wouldnt like me either!!!#my friend is so pretty she looked rlly pretty today i widh i was as skinny as her.......#i am :(#im tored of being so uhly but theres nothing i can do abt it because its my facial features widjw i hav a huge nose from any direction#my eyes r uneven and pretty much everything is like lopsided... i hav a huge face :( n makes me look like a baby n i wanna die! and while#getting my ears pierced the lady was telling me the earing i chose wouldnt look good wjjdw because my ears r like... not even eiether wkdjwj#like they look rlly different and i had never noticed this n i was likehaha ur right ill kust hoose another one#n she was like no i mean im just telling u u csn stick w the flowers n i was like ahha no.... ill get another one n ya im crying now :(((((#everything abt me is so wrong and ugly and im tired i wish i had a different face a different body i wish i ddint hav a ohysical appearance#how am j gonna survive this semester espacially after knowing i g***** *****....... i will look in the mirror once n decide not to go to#class like its that bad i remember one time my driend asked me why i didnt come and i told her cause i looked ugly that day n she was like#lmao no one cares i come looking bummy everyday but i cant... i hav to do my makeuo look nice hav nice clean hair feel nice or ekse i cant#leave my dorm .... :((
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