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#staring at me and they kept saying wow the foundation is nice and i couldnt even see it and i felt so ugly widjw because they just took all
winking · 7 years
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i’m exhausted
#my entire body hurts cause ive been sleeping rlly bad like everything hurts#dont read this because this ended up being me venting#my back hurts my arms.... and i got my cartilage pierced and it hurts so bad i didnt think it would :( and my head hurts and i woke up at 9#even tho i couldnt sleep last night and i feel terribke aidjwj one of the ladys at macys wanted to try a foundation on me n i was like ahah#no#and then she was like how old r u is that ur mom JWJDJW and i was like im 18..... and she was like wow u look like ur 14 and j wanna die not#because i look young but because they took all of my makeup off and it was a demon so all of the workers were there like 5 people were just#staring at me and they kept saying wow the foundation is nice and i couldnt even see it and i felt so ugly widjw because they just took all#of my makeup like pls u guys just forced me here .... and then thry had to take a picture of me ..... n i was like.... i just follower and#the girl sent it to me and i hate she was so pretty i am so ugly im looking at the pic n i wanna cry i cant believe i go around looking this#hideous no wonder no one likes me n i dont blame them j wouldnt like me either!!!#my friend is so pretty she looked rlly pretty today i widh i was as skinny as her.......#i am :(#im tored of being so uhly but theres nothing i can do abt it because its my facial features widjw i hav a huge nose from any direction#my eyes r uneven and pretty much everything is like lopsided... i hav a huge face :( n makes me look like a baby n i wanna die! and while#getting my ears pierced the lady was telling me the earing i chose wouldnt look good wjjdw because my ears r like... not even eiether wkdjwj#like they look rlly different and i had never noticed this n i was likehaha ur right ill kust hoose another one#n she was like no i mean im just telling u u csn stick w the flowers n i was like ahha no.... ill get another one n ya im crying now :(((((#everything abt me is so wrong and ugly and im tired i wish i had a different face a different body i wish i ddint hav a ohysical appearance#how am j gonna survive this semester espacially after knowing i g***** *****....... i will look in the mirror once n decide not to go to#class like its that bad i remember one time my driend asked me why i didnt come and i told her cause i looked ugly that day n she was like#lmao no one cares i come looking bummy everyday but i cant... i hav to do my makeuo look nice hav nice clean hair feel nice or ekse i cant#leave my dorm .... :((
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classy-ika-blog · 8 years
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[bts imagine] lucky day
i just wanted to bring a happy thought
like food for thought or smth
you were bored and stuff so you were surfin the web
you were all cozy in bed and your coffee was beside you
aNd everything was a good morning so you were like
“this is nice !!”
anyways, you were on tumblr and you accidentally clicked on an ad
“goddamnit ads smh”
but you saw bts’s picture so you clicked
you were a simple woman. you saw bts, you click
you almost tipped over your coffee bc it said bts is having a concert !!
in your country !!
wOW !!
you had to do some research and bighit confirmed it
all you have to do is scavenge for m(ahni)oney
but you were broke ( aRENT WE ALL?? )
thankfully your friends are blessings from god and bought tickets for your squad so you can all meet bts together
and annoy them together
and get kicked out by the staff..
together
anyways, the concert on a saturday and all of you were free
so you were like, “heck yea uhuh im meeting my babs”
you were so excite
you could explode
when you would go to school, you would have this big smile on your face and feel all giddy and happy that you would just close your eyes and cry
after doing all your homework, you went to sleep at 5 pm
bc you hoped to dream about your bias
but your mind was like “nOpe” and you saw a black void for a straight 8 hours
but you didnt care !!
you woke up at 2 am bc 8 hours of sleep and stuff
you decided not to waste time and pick out your outfit
you gotta look good when u meet ur babs y’now
you took like 3 hours picking an outfit which was a simple blue sweater and black tights
you also prepped your bag which included your sketchbook and small things you made to give bts incase you met them
you were literally so excite
you could cry right here and right now
you also stuffed a big ass makeup kit so you could mess with your friends’ faces
and make them pretty cuz ur squad has to be the most fab
you were all prepped up and ready but your makeup kit was so big you had to hand-carry it
but you didnt care !!
you skipped to the concert area where a bunch of fans were waiting for it to start and you were supposed to meet your friends there but you couldnt see them from the sea of screaming children
you say children but then they’re actually taller than you rip
struggles
suddenly your arm gets grabbed and you get dragged away by korean man wearing a mask
you were shook
why ???
how ???
wH Y ??
the guy then leads you backstage and scolds you
“why aren’t you backstage already? you should be getting the boys ready before the show starts !!”
“you have mistaketh thee, i am not thou staff”
“don’t play jokes on me kid, the show is literally starting”
“AND WE NEED ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET”
you didnt know what happened but you were now a makeup artist?
you should’ve stuffed that makeup kit in your bag bc you got into this mess and its hELLA awkward
you were gonna touch f AcES
nOT JUST ANY FACES !!
and you thought to yourself to be hella careful
one slip up and you might die
dun dun dun
a girl that looks a few years older than you takes your makeup kit and lays them out on the table
“so you’re the new mua?��
“uhuh”
“are you okay with this job? it seems sudden for you”
“uhuh”
“so ill tell you which members will you do your magic on, okay?”
“uhuh”
“why are you saying “uhuh” ?”
“ok ill stop”
she gives you a list and you suddenly tensed up
these people were your bias, bias wrecker and personal favorite
lucky you, lucky you
you hesitantly grabbed your makeup brush and you started shaking when your bias goes to sit on the chair infront of your mirror
you spaced out
‘how did this happen’
‘this all happened very quickly’
‘im scared’
he looks at you questioningly and waves his hand infront of your face
you merely shook your head and bow while apologizing
“sorryispacedoutillgetonwithyourface”
he chuckled while he watched you grab the makeup brush and dab it on the powder then onto his face
he would laugh loudly while you would do a dab while dabbing the makeup brush 
secretly you were a lit grandma who dabs 
you went ahead and took the eyeliner and started doing his eyes
you thought to yourself while smiling,
‘this happening may be a dream or a blessing from god but i am vv happy and i hope i would meet them again so- waIT OMG I ALMOST DREW ON HIS FACE WITH POWDER IM DEAD SUE ME”
you finished up while adding a thin layer of foundation and went on to doing his lips
you started blushing and you felt giddy so you stopped putting the lipgloss midway to smile brightly and clap your hands
everyone looked at you weirdly
you noticed the stares and went on to working on his lips
“you’re cute you know that?”
“erm, you sure?”
“yeah im sure”
“i think you need glasses, pal”
you stopped moving and he stopped moving
he started chuckling and you started giggling
he tried to stop himself from laughing but you were losing it
you almost drew on your face with the lipgloss 
the other makeup artist was already done doing the other six members but you were just stuck with doing one
oh well
the show was starting and you were excited and you wished them luck before they each went on stage
then you remembered your friends so you became sanic and packed up your makeup kit with full speed and stuffed it in your bag
you rushed to where the other fans are and met up with your friends
they were worried sick
and you were smiling from ear to ear
anyways the show started and everyone started cheering and screaming and crying
you saw your bias on stage and you were like, “oh no i messed up his lips fans are going to kill me im scared”
you were just staring at your bias
and a million ways of being killed by other ARMYs were rushing through your head
but your bias also caught eye contact
he was just shocked but he had to pretend to be okay
he kept his cool
uhuh
they preformed for awhile and it was that part of the concert where they were saying their thank-yous and messages
you were screaming and holding your hand up for shitsandgiggles bc you wanted to act normal and stuff
but then your bias grabs your hand and pulls you upstage
you were like !!!
and you made this weird face that everyone seemed to laugh at
everyone was just quiet and shocked 
your friends are lit grandmas and helped by playing a remix of the little einsteins theme song 
suddenly ARMYs started doing the nae-nae while singing that song and laughing with each other
you were also dancing and motioning for BTS to copy their fans’ dancing
everyone was dancing 
and i mean everyone, even the staff
everyone was having a good time and your bias suddenly spoke,
“hey-”
“WE’RE GOIN ON A TRIP”
“i never really-”
“TO OUR FAVORITE ROCKETSHIP”
“so whats your-”
“GOING THROUGH THE SKY”
“WHAT’S YOUR NAME”
“LITTLE EINSTEINS”
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