#like this didn't even happen to ME and i'm stil disgusted

[animecat33]

The last customer of the night deadass asked my manager if she was interested in a threesome between him and HIS SISTER

Bitch what the fuck??? IN PUBLIC?? IN A RESTAURANT???

[thelittleliars]

Love Forever? | Pt. 4

Natasha Romanoff x fem!Reader Yelena Belova x fem!Reader (Platonic)

Warnings: a bit of fluff, sadness, SPOILER: (death)

Words: 2.7K

AN: I'm pretty sure that Part 5 will be the finale. I don't have plans to continue this any longer. Enjoy this messy chapter :) Next time I post will be for P.S. I Want You .

Part 1 , Part 5

"I can feel you starring detka." Natasha blushed, she wasn't sure if it was because she got caught or because you called her detka. "Sorry." She apologized shyly. You turned your head to her, as you opened your eyes you saw her green ones looking at you softly. "Why are you sorry?" 

Her eyes gazed around your face for a few seconds before completely adverting them from you. "We're not anything anymore. I don't have the right to stare at you." It hurt her deeply for loosing you. One some days she still feels like love is only for children but her sister did a great job to show that it wasn't true, Yelena showed her daily how much more powerful we all are with love. You smiled sadly at the shorter woman. "Considering I'm dying you have every right to stare at me." 

"And I have every right to throw up if you guys continue this shit in front of me." Yelena groaned but didn't open her eyes. "Good morning to you too. The offer of starring at me also stands for you." The blonde sister snorted. "Yeah no thanks. I'd rather give up eating mac & cheese instead of starring at your ugly face." Your heart bloomed with warmth at her teasing. You were going to miss this. Natasha sensed the sudden sadness in you but honestly didn't know how to cheer you up. It wasn't easy for any of them. "What is still left on your bucket list?" You thought about it for a while and came up with nothing. Then you remembered having s list on your phone. "Let me unlock my phone. I have a list on there." You sat up, then pushed your body over Natasha's and stretched your arm to the edge of the air mattress where you phone laid. The red head couldn't breathe at the closeness of your body. Even though you were only hovering over her, it drove her insane. She could only function properly after you plopped back into your previous position.

"Alright let's see." You muttered to yourself. Yelena who was suddenly wide awake looked at your phone curiously. "Number 1: find your soulmate." Her fingers touched your phone screen and deleted that point. "Won't happened now that you stopped yourself and leave yourself to death." Natasha cleared her throat, she doesn't understand how her sister can be so chill about your deaths. Yelena only seemed so chill, she had to joke or constantly bring up your death to cope with it. "Number 2: Reread a book." You said out loud which instantly followed by a boring from Yelena. "Number 3: Have se-" You stopped yourself from saying more. It said have sex on the quinjet. Both of the women next to you had read it though. Natasha's face was a red as her hair, she knew you had that fantasy but you guys never could made that one true since somewhat always came in between. The thought of having sex with you brought up a longing feeling inside of her chest. You guys always made love in the softest way possible which felt like you were high on clouds. "Disgusting.. and I actually thought you two did that already but anyways. Number 4: learn how to throw a knife in a cool way." Yelena tried to move on from the awkward situation that quickly turned into excitement for her. "Oh my god Y/N! I can totally teach you cool moves. I'm a master with knives." 

You nodded and smiled at Yelena. The excitement on her face was erasing away all the sad thoughts in your mind. "Number 5: go on a blind date. Nope, not gonna happen. I'm done with that shit. Number 6: ride a Zip Line, Number 7: learn how to do a backflip, Number 8: make a candle, Number 9: Take Natasha on a ferris wheel ride and kiss her on the top." The list was totally not updated, thanks to that you had to deal with the awkwardness and embarrassment. "We still could do that. I-I mean just without the kiss." Natasha suggested while having rosy cheeks. "Sorry to butt in again." Yelena started. "But y'all should do number 9 exactly like it's written out. Y/N, you know I don't like romance shit but you always told me you absolutely adore those kinda things. Fuck the past and the divorce.. You're dying so why not just do them? At least you'd get one last kiss out of it." You didn't know what to say so you just told her you'd think about it and continued with the list. Number 10 was to hug a giant sequoia tree, Number 11 visit Finland and Number 12 was to see the Eiffel Tower. Afterwards you all brainstormed for things to put on your bucket list, you even asked Alexei and Melina. He suggested to get a tattoo. You loved the idea and immediately knew what you wanted to get. A red hour glass in a circle with a black widow spider hanging down from it. You got that tattoo on your upper left arm and a tiny tattoo of Natasha's & Yelena's initials on your right wrist. Why you did Nat's initials is a mystery to you, it was such an impulsive decision that by the time you realized what you agreed to, it was already on your skin. 

One of the sisters suggested to go out and eat dinner. The restaurant choice was easy, all three of you wanted some italian pasta. While you waited for the food, plans were made for the upcoming days. The next day, the first real adventure of your bucket list was going strong. You flew to the mountainous desert of Ras Al Khaimah which is located in the United Arab Emirates. Why there? Because there was the longest zip line in the world. Yelena accompanied you on this trip, Natasha sadly had to go back to New York to figure some things out with Tony Stark. 

Three minutes. It took three minutes to race or fly down the zip line and it was full of adrenaline. The happiness and excitement you felt was like nothing else you'd ever experienced before. You even shred some tears towards the end since you won't get to experience a lot things before your death would knock on your door for your final breath. Your sister in law also had the time of her life. She wanted to go another round as badly as you wanted too. Hours flew by fast and before you knew it, both of you were back in Yelena's apartment in New York. The next morning Yelena took you to one of her favorite spots on a secret Avengers property to show off some knife skills. She taught you basic tricks before you felt more confident for harder ones. During breaks you two ran around, hugged and climbed trees before Natasha joined in the last afternoon. Her heart melted at the sight of you and her sister having fun and being so close. She adored how patient Yelena was with you when she taught you the most difficult and coolest trick she could do. You didn't notice the red head until she complimented your new skills you had just learned. You were embarrassed though since all you did in the last 10 minutes was failing what Yelena tried to teach you. "No really, you're doing amazing Y/N. I'm proud of you, both of you." The sudden need to touch her came out of nowhere but you tried hard to distance yourself emotionally from her. You still had to get in touch with yourself and the past decades you'd lived through. Your heart and mind were a chaotic mess, in some universes there was a version of Natasha and you honestly fell in love with those versions but it never worked out. Your heart was full of love for them but the heartbreak of it all was too painful to let yet another woman come close. 

"Sit." Was all Natasha said when you stumbled into Yelena's kitchen. Another new day, another new adventure. She turned back to the stove, from the smell you guessed she was cooking pancakes. You never thought of getting another pancake from her, those heavenly made pancakes were one of the highlights in your marriage. Natasha couldn't cook well but the one thing she could cook beyond fucking great were pancakes. The moment she served you pancakes with a glass of water, you swore there was someone ghost who punched you in your gut. You couldn't breath anymore, all air gone. Her eyes so soft as if she was a puppy, her skin glowing like a goddess and her wearing what seemed like one of your old t-shirts was more than you could take. "T-t-thank you." You started at her for a while longer before finally digging into your stack of pancakes. Natasha didn't say a word of your starring since she loved the attention, she tried to soak in every moment she still has left with you. "You're welcome. By the way Yelena had to go. Kate had a problem with something so you have to deal with me today, if that's alright?" You nodded. Though the divorce still left a bitter taste in your mouth, you enjoyed spending time with your ex-wife. This was nothing compared to the messy divorce in another universe you had. 

After light conversation that you had over breakfast, Natasha suggested visiting the Ferris Wheel in Chicago. You agreed and immediately went off flying in a quinjet that Natasha borrowed from the Avengers. On that two hour flight the weird sensation you felt when you came back on earth 4-1-1 made itself present again, but this time it got stronger. You feared that your time was running out faster than you had hoped. "Are you alright?" Natasha asked you with concern laced in her voice. "Yeah, just anxious I guess." It was only the half truth though, you didn't want her to know that your time was getting shorter faster. "Anxious about what could go wrong in that Ferris Wheel?" You nodded your head. "That and everything else that could go wrong." 

"Do I need to call Yelena for her to help you through it?" Natasha never knew your anxiety were this bad. While you were together it was only the start until it developed into this huge lump that followed you everywhere. "No I'm alright for now." And everything was alright until the second you both sat in the cabin of the Ferris Wheel. The pit of your stomach suddenly felt hollow. You felt how your planet sucked the energy out of you slowly. Tuuli said you had at least two weeks left but with how things were looking now, you weren't so sure of it anymore. Your surrounding became more clear again once the cabin stopped, it was almost completely on top. "Y/N, are you sure you're alright?" Her green eyes shined so bright that you desired to be drowned by them. You were so mesmerized by her that you didn't notice how close you leaned in. She closed the distance between you two with a short but very soft and passionate kiss. It was amazing, one of the best kisses you'd ever had. Natasha knew how fatal that kiss was, she couldn't let you leave alone. She was addicted to you and it was going to break her once you died. Awkwardness hung in the air after the kiss but neither of you seemed to mind it much. 

The ride seemed short. Maybe because it was short. You were battling between going for another ride or running away as fast as possible. A decision couldn't be made in time since your own time came in between it all. As you wanted to stand up you collapsed to the ground, constantly falling in and out of consciousness. When you did wake up, it was as if the gravity crushed your body. Everything hurt to the bone. Opening your eyes were the hardest part but worth it since you saw all the Avengers plus the Black Widow family. A weak smile was on your lips. "Hi."

"I thought we had more time left." Yelena said, tears streaming down her face. "Me too. But I'm grateful to have known you all. Thanks for everything." It got harder to talk, every word you said physically hurt you. Everybody saw in how much pain you were in so they all started to say their goodbye's to you. When they all left, only Yelena and Natasha were left, you knew the both of them would not leave your side until your final breath. You sighed loudly. "I didn't even get to see Finland." 

"I can't believe that you traveled and lived in multiple universes but not once have you been to Finland." It was weird but you thought there was a reason for you never being there. "I was in Norway a couple of times. I swear you and Natasha have to visit that country."

Bringing up Norway brought back memories for Natasha. She never got to tell you about her time in Norway hiding from the authorities but it made her smile. You wanted them to visit Norway kinda felt like a full circle for her. "We should! Sestra, do you still have that trailer there?" Yelena turned her attention to you. "Not sure if you know but after the civil war she decided to hide in Norway. Fucking brilliant." It was now official, every Natasha you knew had been to Norway for one or another reason. Somehow you longed for a trip with this Natasha and Yelena. Seeing dears and norther lights, eating fish and driving through the fjords. But it could not happen anymore, not even in your afterlife if that even existed. So instead of listening to them talking about planing a trip there, you imagined a life with your soulmate in Finland. You wished for a woman to be your one and only. Sexuality was not much of a thing on your home planet, you still considered yourself a lesbian. In your early days of searching, you tried dating men, it never worked out and though you never had a previous memory until recently, you only exclusively dated and married women. Now with the search being over and having every single memory, the pressure of needing to be open for anyone to be your soulmate was gone. And that pressure kept you in a box, you were free to be yourself and with that you knew for sure that you weren't attracted to men. 

You only notice that your breath became uneven when breathing suddenly became harder and exhausting. Your time was coming to an end. "E-each.. s-side. Cud-cuddling." How talking got so hard so fast was was crazy to you. Anxiety and fear was roaring through you, many possible lives flashed in front of you. Things you could have done, things you regretted, thing that made you happy.. all of them played in your head while the sister duo made themselves comfortable next to you. Once they hugged you close, there was a peaceful atmosphere around you, it brought you a calmness that you needed before passing away.

"I'm sorry." Natasha suddenly whispered in your ear softly. "I wasn't careful enough on that mission and look where it got us. I'm sorry  for how I acted before and after my injury. I should have demanded a divorce and I shouldn't have continued flirting to get things. That was literally cheating and I am so sorry for it. I didn't treat you like you deserved to be treated." Tears slowly started to stream down her face. "I'd do so many things differently if I had another chance. Just know that I don't regret the time I had with you." You tried to squeeze her hand with the little energy you had left. It took you over a minute to get out a I Love You. The words left your lips so quiet that nobody could hear it if they were pressed closely to your body. Those three little words were meant for them both. You loved them both, just in different ways. 

A comfortable warmth spread through your body seconds before you exhaled a final breath. The last thing you felt was Natasha kissing your temple. 

Tags: @iamthescarlettwitch , @dark-hunter16 , @marvel-fan-2021 , @myfturn , @natsxwife , @wandanats-goodgirl , @supaheroine , @00alycia , @xxsekhmet , @franfrolix , @lonewalker17 , @newawakening9 , @marvelwomen-simp , @automaticwizardnerd , @wifeofnatasharomanoff , @tigerlillyruiz , @lifeontop , @blackwidow-3

[jakeysbuttsheeks]

Godfather v1

Warnings: profanity, age gap , mature themes, crying , mentions of: overdose , drug use , substance use , death of parent , orphaning , other shit

Pairings: Jake x fem reader

"Y|n! where's Jake?" Josh yells as you walk into the party for Greta's new single release. The music was blasting and you could feel it thumping in your chest .

"he's coming. He's parking the car" you make up an excuse.

"do you want a drink?" Josh smirks, he seemed pretty wasted already.

"you know I'm not even 18 yet right?" You smile at him widely.

"I was doing coke when I was 13, nobody cares" Josh tosses his hand up and you laugh .

"yeah sure" you say , laughing at his exaggeration.

"and anyway you'll be 18 in a month. So you're basically 18 now" he says , dragging you away to the bar.

Jake had stil been giving you the cold shoulder. Not a cold shoulder as such, but he only spoke to you unless he needed to and barely looked your way. You hoped he would ease up and forgive you but it didn't seem like it was happening any time soon .

Speak of the devil. Jakes walks in . Even though he literally drove you here , he insisted on you going in first . Like he had some important business to do before coming in.

Josh notices you look Jake's way when he walks in . Josh has this thing for recognising weird tensions immediately.

"did you and Jake fight or something?" Josh asks as the bartender slides you your drink .

"no" you say taking a sip

"I got my tongue pierced and smoked when he told me not to" you explain and Josh snaps his head at you in shock .

"a tongue piercing!?" He gasps and you nod in guilt before sticking out your tongue to show him .

"Jesus- fuck! It's through your tongue!?" Josh squints .

"yeah. It hurts actually. It's not healed" you say , wishing you hadn't gone out that night with Ethan .

"y|n! Hey!" Axel yells as he comes up to you . You turn his way and smiled at him as he approached you .

"you look amazing I'm glad you came" Axel says , leaning close to your ear so you could hear him speak . Josh gives you a look before leaving you two alone.

You wished he stayed . Axel was all over you , trying his hardest to strike you with his charm. He was charming, it's just- you had your eyes on Jake that was across the room . He seemed to have forgotten your existence.

"and then he told me not to go but I went anyway-" Axel rambled on but you couldn't care less about what he was saying. Your eyes darted around the room when you lost sight of Jake .

You thought Jake probably went out to have a smoke or something. But actually he was dragged away by Josh to have a private conversation.

"what is actually going on between you and y|n" Josh asks as he leans on the wall , playing with his drink .

"what'd you mean?" Jake asked , trying his best not to rat himself out .

"what do I me-? I mean the way you look at her everytime you get a chance ? And she has her on you too . And I know that look in your eyes Jake" Josh blatantly points out as Jake stares at him in guilt, his cheeks growing pink.

"fuck" Jake turns to pace down the area , running his fingers through his hair in frustration. Josh waits for Jake to say something.

"it is that obvious I'm falling madly in love with her?" Jake stops and asks Josh. But Josh doesn't seem to be shocked.

"what the fuck is wrong with me? I've basically brought her up her whole life! I feel like a fucking pedophile Josh!" Jake lets it out as he paces around.

"but I'm not-! I don't like children-! I just- I like her?" Jake rambles , frustrated with himself.

"she's not a child anymore Jake" Josh calmly states , taking a sip of his drink , still leaning on the wall.

"that's not the point- why are you not disgusted with me?!" Jake yells at his twin.

"well" Josh leans off the wall.

"how does she feel about you?" Josh continues.

"i- I don't know- I'm pretty sure she thinks I hate her right now. She probably things of me as her father figure or something" Jake sighs.

"but I don't know- sometimes there's these moments like-" Jake thinks over.

"I don't know- I'm fucking losing my mind!" Jake runs his fingers through his hair again .

"and I can't even tell her anything because she'll think I'm a creep. I can't do that. I can't do this shit-" Jake starts pacing around again.

"calm down" Josh presses in annoyance.

"I've seen how she looks at you. You'll figure it out" Josh pats his shoulder before walking back inside.

You perked up when you saw Josh come back .You waited for Jake but he didn't come.

"gimme a sec. I gotta run to the restroom" you interrupt Axel before you walked to the restroom area to find Jake nowhere there . You wondered lf he'd gone off with some girl or something.

Probably taking a smoke , you told yourself. You headed out to find him nowhere there.

You sigh and walk around, it was quiet and it was nice to be away from Axel.

You take out a cigarette and light it. There was something about night time and the moon that gave you the urge to smoke . It was probably a trait you picked up from your father .

Jake had come back and when he saw you weren't around he went looking for you .

He walked out of the place , the smell of tobacco hitting him as he turned to see you with a cigarette between your fingers and smoke fuming out of your nostrils. It hit something in him. He'd never felt more angry.

"y|n!" You jump when you hear Jake yell . Your stomach felt like the turned inside-out.

He paced up to you and grabbed the cigarette out of your hand and threw it on trb floor before stepping on it .

"don't I give you enough freedom already!? Why do you have to smoke when I specifically tell you not to!? " Jake practically screams at you . You were taken back with his volume and tone.

You'd never seen him so angry before.

"it's just a cig-" you try to talk but he's screaming.

"it starts with all this shit!" Jake points to the cigarette on the floor .

"and then you're out doing every drug on the planet and it'll be too late for me to stop you!" Jake yells as tears swell in your eyes . You chest hurts and your legs felt wabbly.

"give me the pack and the lighter" Jake holds his hand out for you hand it to him . You quiet slip your hand in your pocket and hand him what he asked for.

He walks away immediately , going back inside with angry steps , leaving you there on the verge of breakdown.

Josh burst out of the door as soon as Jake went in, walking up to you and hugging you as you fall into him and you sob.

"he's going through alot right now" Josh tried to soothe.

"he hates me!" You whine as you squeeze Josh .

"aw no honey. I think it's quite the opposite" Josh comforts , petting your back .

You left with Jake not soon after . You managed to pull yourself together before getting into the car as Jake drove home . Not a word was said , you couldn't even have the courage to look at him and neither did he look at you .

You went straight up to your room as soon as Jake parked. You couldn't hold back your tears anymore , you needed to cry.

You changed and got into bed and sobbed into your pillow , trying your heardest not to make a sound but you'd never cried so hard before. Seeing that side of Jake , seeing him so angry and having him yell at you made you sick to the stomach. You definitely weren't touching a cigarette after this.

"y|n?" You heard Jake call behind your door . You held your breath to keep quiet , hoping he'll think you're asleep and go away.

But your door clicked open , your body froze still , trying your hardest not go move , tears still spilling out of your eyes. Your back was facing the door as you lay on your side .

But not moving was hard when you felt the mattress sink with Jake's weight as he lay next to you , wrapping his arm around you and looking over your shoulder. He's seen you now , face puffy and covered in tears.

You spun on your other side , facing him and burying your face into his chest , letting out a sob as he hugged you tightly.

"please don't be mad at me Jake I can't stand it-!" You sob into his chest.

"it was just a cigarette- I'm sorry" you cry and Jake shushes you , you notice his body is slightly tense.

"no I shouldn't have yelled at you like that. I just- I couldn't stop your dad when I had the chance and I lost him. And I can't afford to lose you too" he speaks meekly.

"Jake I'm not going to become like dad" you break away from his chest to face him , he cups your cheeks and wipes your tears away with him thumb.

"I know- but I don't want to risk it" Jake says. You couldn't blame him. Sometimes you forget that it wasn't just you that lost someone. Jake lost his best friend and he has to pretend to be fine for you. It must be hard on him too.

"you remind of him sometimes" he says , caressing your face.

"I'm not going to do that to myself. I promise" you say , trying your hardest to reassure him.

"good" he pets your head , his eyes going from your hair to all over your face. Fixing at your lips.

He wanted to kiss you . He wanted to kiss you so badly and tell you he never meant to make you cry so hard.

Instead he leans in and pecks your forehead, pulling you back into his chest , wrapping his arms around you and holding you close.

You could smell his shampoo on his hair , you could smell his cologne and his bodywash on his skin. He was warm and his heart was thumping in his chest , he held you securely. It felt like he was showing more than he could tell. Jake was never one to speak what he felt . He was better showing.

You felt him place another kiss on the top of your head. He was apologizing.

You hold him tighter and rub his back to show him you understand him and that you weren't going to hold it against him for yelling at you .

You didn't realise when you'd fallen asleep untill you woke up , lying on Jake's chest as he lay on his back with his arm around you . Your legs were tangled with his.

You moved your arm that was wrapped around Jake , realising your hand was under his tshirt, resting on his bare chest .

He shuffled lightly and you look up to see his eyes half open , the corners of his mouth turning up in a small smile.

"sorry. It's a habit" You sheepish smile back at him as you slip your hand out from under his tshirt and sit up. You had this thing of hugging your pillow and slipping your hand under the cover.

"s'okay" Jake smiles as he sits up with you . There it was again the urge to kiss you. And you wished he kissed you too .

"okay what do you want for breakfast? How's that piercing doing?" Jake asks as he hops out of bed and stretches.

"it hurts but it's okay" you smile as you watch him head for the door .

"soup?" He asks and you nod before he left to head downstairs.

(shit post lol)

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[beverlyonvinyl]

wasteland, baby! - JJ Maybank

summary; after a jealousy-fueled fight with your Kook ex-boyfriend, Rafe Cameron, the hot-tempered JJ has a long awaited meeting with you on the dock.

warnings; swearing, underage alcohol/drug consumption, plenty of angst, fluff.

word count; 1.5k

song; wasteland, baby! by hoizer

[ gif via pinterest ]

wasteland, baby / i’m in love / i’m in love with you.

The Boneyard was crowded with all walks of life tonight. Slimy Tourons looking for a girl to hook up with before they left town, rich Kooks getting drunk off of just a few beers, and the almighty rulers of the Outer Banks, the Pogues. Party animals by nature and fighters by chance, whether a nosy Kook got in their business or a Touron took something too far, a Pogue was always up to throw punches.

One of the Pogues stuck out, a particular blond-haired boy that was consistently sporting some kind of gnarly bruise or cut. The infamous JJ Maybank was always getting into of trouble, typically for a good cause. He's a ticking time bomb, and he can't keep his hands to himself.

The sandy-haired troublemaker was currently surrounded by a small arena of people, unbeknown to his circle of close friends that were sipping on bitter alcohol on the opposite side of the moonlit beach.

"JJ has been gone for like, twenty minutes," a girl with caramel skin and the most annoyed expression on her face pointed out to her other friends. "He probably found a girl."

The boy across from her looked behind him, he was a bit more sober than his reckless buddies.

"Kie... are they screaming his name?" He asked, still gawking at the large swarm of people behind him.

Another girl chimed into the conversation. "I bet someone is—"

"Is he in a fight?" Kie set her solo cup down on the ground and stood up. "What is his deal?"

The ringleader of the Pogues, and the boy who had thrown this party in the first place, came striding over to his other three friends with a freshly filled cup in his hand.

"John B.," the other boy stuttered. "JJ is beating the shit out of someone..."

His drunk and tired features expressed enough that he was done dealing with JJ's outbursts. Honest to god, everyone was tired of it. Picking him up from police stations, icing his bruises, making sure he didn't break something, he was acting out more than he ever had previously.

"Go deal with it," John B. gestured to the girl that wasn't Kie. "He'll listen to you."

Y/N raised her eyebrows at her best friend, contemplating if what he was saying was the truth, or just bullshit to get out of meddling with JJ's antics.

"I'm not getting between him and whoever he's kicking in the ass," she took down a gulp of her beer. "He's dangerous when he's angry."

"You make him less angry," John B. countered. "Now go fix it and I'll get the rest of these assholes off our beach."

Y/N headed for the crowd of onlookers, kicking up the sand with her worn, green Vans. She could hear another voice barking back at JJ, and unfortunately she recognized it.

She pushed her way through some brainless Tourons in cheap shark tooth necklaces, shoving them to the side and ordering them to scram. This was between her, JJ, and the guy that had got beaten to a pulp.

"Fucking Rafe," she sneered, watching JJ throw another punch to her ex-boyfriend's bloody face. "What did you do this time?"

JJ turned his head, his cerulean eyes piercing into hers. Rafe took this precious moment to breathe, for JJ's very violent assault had offered him little time for that.

"Everyone out!" Y/N yelled at the last few nosy people that surrounded them. She watched Rafe catch his last breath before he took another blow to his jaw. "Stop it, J."

"What?" He pushed Rafe's limp body to the side and looked at the frustrated girl standing above him.

She disregarded JJ's questioning look and crouched down next to her quivering, former lover. He was still very much alive, lord be damned if Rafe Cameron ever lose his life to a weed-smoking, beer-slugging, couch-surfing Pogue like JJ, but he had stil been pummeled horribly.

"Tell me what you did to make him hurt you," she muttered in Rafe's ear.

Rafe chuckled at her. Once his beaming girlfriend that thrived in country clubs and sundresses, she traded her perfect Kook life for a life full of treasure hunting and disappointing her parents.

If only he hadn't started with the cocaine.

"Just told Kelce some stories of how good you were in bed," he smirked at her with dark eyes.

JJ came stomping back towards them, open lighter in his tight grip. "You're fucking disgusting..."

Y/N narrowed her eyes at him. "Wait for me on the dock."

He let out a huff of aggression, not feeling free of the anger he had towards Rafe. His heavy boots hit the frail wooden planks of the Chateau's dock, and he couldn't help but let his thoughts drift to maybe, just maybe, Y/N wanted her dickhead of an ex-boyfriend back. Maybe they were out in the Boneyard reminiscing of old times when they would go to the country club and sneak kisses when their parents weren't watching. Maybe she wanted to help Rafe get clean so they could be together again.

JJ looked out at the calm water, such a contrast to the storm he was feeling in his chest. When he felt that strike of hurt, that pain and fury within him, he took it out on the nearest thing that crossed him.

"I'm sorry about that," a small voice hummed from behind him.

He turned around to see Y/N's figure framed by the blue moonlight.

"I should be the one that's sorry," he mumbled.

She sat beside him on the splintering dock. "J, I would've cut his face up with a beer bottle if I heard what he said."

He laughed at her a little. "So what'd you say to him?"

"That I'd cut off his dick if he talked about me like that again."

JJ looked at her in pure admiration. He knew when he first met her that she was locked up in the gates of the Kook lifestyle. Rafe always made him jealous, whether he spotted them holding hands while he was busing tables or sharing a drink while he was at a party with his friends. It dampened his mood and he wasn't afraid to show it... until she became a Pogue herself.

It would be an instant crime to make a move now. Pogues don't mess with other Pogues.

"I've always liked you, Y/N," he observed the way her eyes sparkled, even though it was dark.

She backed away from him every so slightly.

"No! Wait— not like that," he put his paw-like hand on her shoulder, cold rings creating a vibrant contrast against her hot skin. "As friends."

"Oh," she glanced down at the water. Endless nothingness.

There was a string of tension between the two rebellious teens that just couldn't be cut. Every time he saw her it made him dizzy, and getting drunk or high in her presence seemed to be a risk. If he let out even a whisper of how he felt, she'd hear him.

Y/N took his chin in her delicate hand, bringing his face towards hers in a moment they had both long awaited. His golden strands of hair fell in his entranced face. The ice had melted from his doe-eyes and the curve was back in his lips, formulating the smile that she chased after.

"I've always liked you too, JJ," she ghosted her lips over his. "Not as a friend."

He tried to stutter something out, tripping over his own tongue, but he was cut off by her plush lips on his own. The pungent liquor that she had been downing in the wake of her boredom met the smokiness that laced his breath. His warm hands found her waist, wrapping her in an embrace that he didn't want her to get out of. Maybe he would wake up in a cold sweat on John B.'s couch, this whole ordeal just a result of attempted manifestation, but he just wanted to indulge in her soft skin and sweet nothings. Even if they were a figment of his imagination.

"You're so beautiful," he murmured against her mouth. "Closer."

She whined at JJ's words, propping herself in his lap and kissing him harder. He had been waiting so long for this to happen, and now that he was getting it, he couldn't believe it was real. It was better than he had imagined it late at night when his heart and body ached for her. This was a new kind of euphoria.

If the world was ending, he would have no idea.

“Why didn’t we do this ages ago?” Y/N breathed against him as she left little pecks along his jaw.

JJ melted like a burning candle into her touch, praying that the flame in her that had ignited for him would forever stay lit.

“The Pogue rules,” he answered.

She cupped the side of his flushed face with her hand. She had never seen him so malleable for as long as she’d known him.

“I’d break all the rules for you,” she hummed. “I’m in love with you, that’s it.”

[sugarfluffandallthatgoodstuff]

Hawks x Shy!Orphan!Child!reader~ pinky promise? part 1

THIS FIC IS STRICTLY PLATONIC AND WHOLESOME

Age:5

(No One's POV)

It was only 3 days until the Saint Main Orphanage opened its doors to pro hero visitors so the children could have at least some semblance of the happiness that most other children got without being organized.  The staff at the orphanage was not how orphanages are portrayed in the movies and books, they usually were nicer but at the same time, there were so many kids that they couldn't always keep good tabs on everyone.

You sadly were one of these forgotten few.

And it did NOT pan out in your favor

Your POV

3 more days until I'm left alone. 3 more days until I'm left alone. 3 more days until I'm left alone. 3 more days until I'm left alone. 3 more days until-

"well well well look who it is"

well crap

here we go again...

" you're so ugly why do the caretakers even let you come out when adoption days come? no one will ever want you. I bet your parents didn't want you either and are up in heaven glad they are dead."

what on earth did I expect from Izumi Katsowara all she ever does is bully me anyway...

Anya Korishova chimed in next

"Yeah, they should just throw you into the alleyway behind the kitchen and let the rats raise you. you're such a freak no wonder you have no friends."

"I wouldn't be surprised if you never got adopted and get ignored when the pro heroes come in a few days."

*sigh*

"look Izumi I-"

"I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY YOU GROSS LOSER. EVERYONE LOVES ME AND NOT YOU! WATCH I'M GOING TO GET ADOPTED BY ONE OF THE PROS JUST YOU WAIT!"

"f-fine just c-can y-you p-please l-l-leave m-me a-alone?"

"ugh whatever loser"

that went...well...

too well...

and it would soon be apparent as to why

~time skip 3 days~

"Alright kids line up to go out to the playground!"

great now I was going to be seen by other people and get called out again for being a disgrace to society

or so I thought

"Alrighty children please give a warm welcome to Hawks and say hi!"

the entire lot of us went nuts

except me of course because I was scared my quirk would activate and hurt someone

then, of course, one of the caretakers had to call me of all people to go help with gathering snacks for everyone. didn't she realize I was a perpetual mess up? apparently, she didn't which lead to this masterpiece of a disaster happening

~time skip 15 minutes~

I came back with the big bin of snack baggies (which the bin was a lot bigger than me for some reason)

and then this nonsense happened

~TRIP~

THUNK

next thing I knew was I was on the ground, bin on top of me,

and who was responsible for this you might ask?

Izumi Katsowara

"wow, what a worthless little klutz huh Anya?"

"yeah should be more careful loser!"

I stood up and brushed off the dirt and felt like I was going to cry from being humiliated publicly once again

at least they aren't targeting anyone else, right?

HA WRONG

"wow look at that little worthless quirkless loser! hahaha"

of course, Izumi and Anya would pick on a poor paralyzed quirkless girl

but I didn't realize they would be THAT STUPID as to bully a disabled quirkless girl IN FRONT OF THE NUMBER 2 PRO HERO and expect to get away with it

at that point, I snapped

I was what some would call an "early bloomer" meaning my quirk manifested at a very early age. (I was 2 when my quirk manifested.) so I had a little bit better control over it than other kids my age.

I was not going to stand for this shit

I without thinking screamed at the top of my lungs

"WOW, ARE YOU REALLY THAT MEAN AS TO BULLY A DISABLED TODDLER AND THINK IT'S FUNNY?!?! WOW, THAT'S A NEW LOW EVEN FOR DISGUSTING SØPPEL LIKE YOU AND ANYA!"

"ooh, what's the little retard going to do cwy about it wike a wittwe baaaabyyyyy?"

that was it for me

I started to sing

"I don't do this for the riches I'm infected, my condition Is I'm always in my head These words are my religion I'm obsessed, it's by decision I'ma do this 'til I'm dead-ead Set me on fire Set me on, set me on fire (whoa, whoa-oh) I'm still alive I'm still ali- I'm still alive (whoa) Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life Higher, faster, everlasting Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life Higher, faster, never-crashing Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life Stronger (Stronger, stronger, stronger, stronger) Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life Stronger (Stronger, stronger, stronger, stronger) Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life~"

and with every word my voice got louder and scarier

I could feel my blood turning to venom, my veins starting to blacken and screamed

"LEAVE HER ALONE YOU NASTY LITTLE WASTE OF OXYGEN BEFORE I PUT YOU IN HER SHOES PERMANENTLY"

I wasn't kidding about that either

then someone else chimed in

"you know it's not right to bully people right Izumi?"

it was Hawks

and he was right behind me too

"you know I actually had come here to adopt one of you guys but looks like my options narrow every time I see someone like you bully people for no reason"

"b-b-but Sh-she d-deserved it! just look at her!"

"your behavior is awful what is your problem?"

"Izumi and Anya I'm going to need both of you to come with me to go see the headcaretaker for your actions"

she then grabbed both of them by the wrists and dragged them off to the headcaretaker's office.

"Hey, are you ok kid?"

I honestly thought he was talking to the littler girl in the wheelchair

haha I was wrong

"hey, can you hear me?"

"a-a-are y-y-you t-t-talking t-to m-m-me?"

"yes, you silly goose. what's your name kid?"

"Y-Y-Y/N K-Kronsen

"I like you. you're very kind and brave you know that?"

"n-no b-because I can't stand up for myself but o-only f-for o-others a-and I-I'm n-not th-that s-s-smart."

"how old are you Y/N?"

I held up 5 fingers

"wow you're very mature for your age kiddo"

I was already really embarrassed for my behavior earlier and I blushed even harder but with my 5-foot long hair covering my face no one would have really known that.

"th-thank you s-s-sir"

"Aww, there's no need to be embarrassed it's ok."

"a-are y-you s-sure I don't look all that good"

the reason I always kept my hair down was to hide the massive scar going through my left eye from the top left of my hair line to my left nostril and it was thick too

"I won't judge"

"p-p-p-promise?"

"I pinky promise"

he held out his pinky to show me he was serious

so for the first time in a long time I moved my hair out of my face and I made eye contact with him my E/C eyes wide in fear/sadness

I was completely surprised as to what happened next

he almost glomped me but he just resorted to kneeling down to my height and gives me the biggest hug I ever got in my life

"Hey, can you stay right here I swear I will be right back."

"o-ok"

HAWKS POV

as I unwrapped my arms from Y/N's very small and thin frame I realized I wanted to adopt her.

I then got an idea

"Hey, can you stay right here I swear I will be right back."

"o-ok"

I stand up and walk up to one of the caretakers and ask her

"ok so I know I'm supposed to be here to you know hang out with the kids to raise spirits but I've really taken a liking to one of them"

"Oh do you know their name and what they look like by any chance?"

"yes she's small, 5-foot long H/C hair, and her name is Y/N if I remember correctly"

"Oh yes you can absolutely adopt her if you would like there are just a few papers you would need to sign and a few more granted she's from another country"

"sounds good"

Your POV

I just kind of stood there for a little bit wondering what was happening I almost walked away but stopped that train of thought when I heard over the PA:

" Can Y/N Kronsen please come to the caretakers' building? I repeat:  Can Y/N Kronsen please come to the caretakers' building?"

so off I went

~time skiiiiip to the caretakers' bulding~

"I-I-I don't u-u-understand did I do something wrong?"

"hello there Y/N we have great news for you!"

"what happened? did Izumi and Anya apologize to the quirkless girl?"

"Well yes but this is concerning you and your living situation"

"I-I'm not f-following"

"Y/N you're being adopted congratulations!"

"somebody wanted to adopt me of all people? am I dreaming or is this reality? but more importantly who out of their right mind would want me?"

"I do"

I turn to look towards the voice and it's... HAWKS?

"from the moment I first saw you defend that poor toddler I knew there was something special about you but I couldn't exactly put my finger on what it was. until I finally talked to you and then I realized you are the kind of kid I was looking for. A kind, strong, sweet person who wasn't given a fair opportunity in life so far."

I swear my jaw hit the floor

"helloooo~ are you in there?"

I snapped back out of my daze

and looked up him and it was obvious that I was trying to suppress a smile and keep my emotions at bay so as not to hurt anyone on accident with my quirk.

"I-I-I-I'm s-s-s-sorry a-a-ab-bout that"

"It's ok. hey can I ask you for something?"

"u-u-um s-s-sure?"

"can you please smile for me?"

"I-I'm w-worried if I-I do t-then m-my q-quirk will activate a-and h-hurt someone"

"It'll be ok just let your emotions out little one."

all of a sudden I started shaking with newfound joy and beamed brighter than the sun and practically glomped him squealing:

"THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!"

I started crying tears of joy burying myself deeper into his embrace

"you're very welcome my babybird. now lets get you home."

TO BE CONTINUED