#like we havent talked in yeeeears

[kuuchuuburanko]

been feeling a bit nostalgic tonight. I miss the people i used to know online but time spread us far apart and all over the place. wherever they are i hope they're doing well

[fystarlust]

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2. what would you name your future kids?~ idk but i like the names Lily & Blue
3. do you miss anyone?~ yes, quite a lot
4. what are you looking forward to?~ seeing my pups 🐶
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?~ usually yes, but it depends on how low my mood is
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?~ generally yes, but some are harder than others
7. what was your life like last year?~ March last year was pretty damn bad
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?~ yes lol
9. who did you last see in person?
~ my girlfriend10. are you good at hiding your feelings?~ when i want them to be hidden yes
11. are you listening to music right now?~ nope
12. what is something you want right now?~ sunshine
13. how do you feel right now?~ kind of down but okay
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?~ a couple weeks ago
15. personality description~ intense, can be bitter & kinda shitty & mean but i do mean well n im trying. v sensitive, v observant. needy af. idk really 
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?~ yes ive kept my mouth shut multiple times
17. opinion on insecurities.~ im guessing this means insecurities in general ? i think we need insecurities, as much as ppl hate having them i think without it we'd be pretty stuck up n not nice
18. do you miss how things were a year ago?~ some aspects of it, but generally no 
19. have you ever been to New York?~ no, part of me would like to go but it seems pretty busy and full on/intense, so im not sure if it would be for me
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?~ Something by Girl's Day, underrated af
21. age and birthday?~ 19 years, 1 month, 1 day
22. description of crush.~ understanding af, patient, kind, always means well, a true angel who always tries her best
23. fear(s)~ spiders~ being stabbed~ the dark~ my mind (deep ik)~ vomiting~ being alone
24. height~ 158.5cm or 5ft2.5
25. role model~ Seán McLoughlin
26. idol(s)~ none
27. things i hatelooool pretty much everything~ people~ alcohol n drugs~ people on alcohol n drugs~ brushing my teeth (the worst thing in daily routine)~ winter~ coca cola~ being bitten by rodents~ poopicking~ liars~ not being able to sleep~ being cold~ my mind (deep again ik)~ talking to strangers~ talking on the phone~ being in situations that cause me anxiety~ anxiety attacks~ anxiety in general~ ordering food at restaurants~ ill stop now we'll be here forever 
28. i’ll love you if…~ eh i probably wont lol
29. favourite film(s)~ Harry Potter, Tangled, Pirates of the Caribbean, Lights Out, Shaun of the Dead, Hot Fuzz, Bridesmaids 
30. favourite tv show(s)
~ The Walking Dead 🙏🏻31. 3 random facts~ i have a scar on my right ear and no one can remember how or when i got it~ i was a vegetarian for a year but had to stop bc it was v bad for my health, but i do want to start again and possibly be vegan~ i've held an alligator before 🐊
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?~ what friends
33. something you want to learn~ i'd love to learn a new language
34. most embarrassing moment~ probably peeing myself in secondary school in the middle of a classroom (no one noticed bc im sneaky af)
35. favourite subject~ in college it was probably Zoo
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?~ be happy~ rescue lots of animals~ love what i do
37. favourite actor/actress~ Johnny Depp
38. favourite comedian(s)~ Lee Evans
39. favourite sport(s)~ Horse Riding
40. favourite memory~ i cant think of one rn
41. relationship status~ in a relationship
42. favourite book(s)~ i havent read enough to have a favourite yet
43. favourite song ever~ Adventure of a Lifetime - Coldplay ~ Cry Baby - The Neighbourhood 
44. age you get mistaken for~ anything from like 16+ lol
45. how you found out about your idol~ none
46. what my last text message says~ 'sorry ill transfer it now'
47. turn ons~ when ppl care about my feelings 
48. turn offs~ when ppl dont care about my feelings
49. where i want to be right now~ Greece, anywhere on holiday tbh
50. favourite picture of your idol~ i dont have one
51. starsign~ pisces
52. something i’m talented at~ overthinking 😜
53. 5 things that make me happy~ my girlfriend~ ellie~ my pups~ my horse~ sunshine
54. something thats worrying me at the moment~ nothing rly
55. tumblr friends~ none lol
56. favourite food(s)~ chinese, mcdonalds, candy floss, spaghetti bolognese, pretty much all savoury snack foods 
57. favourite animal(s)~ elephants, otters, pandas, dogs, all of them 😭
58. description of my best friend~ a literal meme~ love her a lot~ been best friends for yeeeears~ xbox dates~ makes me laugh super hard~ i look forward to our chats everyday~ wish her all the happiness in the world
59. why i joined tumblr~ saw my girlfriend on it n thought it looked cool lmao