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hairydykecunt · 5 months

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i think it’s very silly asking to borrow money from me after i lent a lot already and have been mentioning how little money i have 👍 like super silly 👍 can you think for once 👍👍 can you please 👍👍👍👍 and then basically be like nvm i’m good i borrowed the money from someone else 👍👍👍 and lowkey you were definitely supposed to be invited to hang out but we’re lowkey ignoring u bc we hate you 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

#kitty talks #im just. so. whats goong on #like what isgoong on #i am so confused as to why i havent been texted or invited for anything im so fucking confused #like what do they think im up to right mow. like is there a reason theyre avoiding me #even tho i’ve tokd them all wrek id love yo hang oyt and to be invited and that i was exctied???? now im just??! being left behind????#hes not even staying in town for long?????? like until sunday??????????? and yet??????? no one fucking?????? is saying anuthing to me?????#and i want to just fully ignore them all. bc its fucking weird. like it is genuinely weird. but if i end up making a thing iut of this i +#will surely lose then as friends. But it is a huge fick move. Like humongous. and to text me for MONEY and literally nothing else is +#fucking vile. like. omg ive been struggling so fucking bad im so scared to go to rhe show sunday i dont feel good i have no capacity to +#feel good i an so utterly broken #please someone sve me from this hell ive created for myself #pls someone make me likeabke enough that ppl still seek out my presence even tho i feel mentaly bad #please dont trll me my self worth entirely depends on whether or not im depressed. pls dont tell me i will jsut get left behind when i break #pls dont tell me this is all there is to it pls dont tell me no ones gonna care and think of me when i dont serve a purpose or give +#something in return pls pls tell me this isnt how it is pls tell me someone will still fight for me and look out for me when my brain is+#bad to me. please let ne get the same kind of sympathy and gentleness a stray abused animal gets when its aggressive #please tell me someone will still work on me even when everyone else has given up hope and wants me dead #please tell me i can be rehabilitated and i wont be this aggresive bad dog that bites and barks forever

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