#lmk what you think or if you want to add any songs pls DM me!!!

[claudiaeparvier]

Can’t Get Over You - A Frey/Cuff playlist

[ozzy-bozzy]

Hey first time here. Please could you do a fem!reader who has a bad/absent father with langa fic. Maybe she was listening to the song daddy issues by the NBHD and that started a conversation. Hopefully you’re doing well and drinking water . (I am also asking to be your 😖 annon)

hello anonie!! This got a lil heavy, I hope that's okay! Also, my inbox and dms are always open if anyone needs to talk <3 (also if you want me to add more tw's to this, pls lmk! That goes for any fic)

also no i have not had any water oops

tw. cheating, strong language, crying, Langa is a very supportive boyfriend

It was late at night and Langa had dragged you out to the closest skatepark to just hang out and spend time together. You had left a quick note for your mom who was working a long shift at work and had snagged your board and bag before following along beside him to the park. He had gotten carried away and was happy to go practice tricks, maybe showing off a bit just to see your reaction. He would look over in your direction and you would offer him a small clap or thumbs up to encourage him to keep going. You sat atop a halfpipe, leaning back and looking up at the dark sky when the two of you arrived you had pulled out your speaker and turned it on.

You had songs you would usually play around the boys but because the two of you were alone together and the vibes were pretty chill you picked one of your more personal playlists to play. Most if not all the songs were personal or meant something personal to you, and usually were just played in private. But, you figured an empty park in the middle of the night with your boyfriend was private enough. He was also much too preoccupied to notice the lyrics, or so you figured.

He has noticed the songs were a bit more meaningful than what you usually played, and saw you looking out at nothing and softly singing along. He also noticed the pained look on your face as you sat there and let your mind race. Dropping his board and kicking off the ground, he made his way up to where you were sitting and hooked his board on the edge next to yours before sitting with you, your thighs pressed together,

“Hey, are you okay?” He asked you softly,

“He’s doing it again, Langa…” Langa sighed and looked down at his hands, ready to listen and offer any comfort you may need,

“I don’t… I don’t understand why she’s still with him. I don’t understand how she could possibly love him after what he’s done to her. I don’t think he’s ever done a single good thing for her and yet she still tortures herself by staying married to him.” You pulled one of your knees up to your chest and pressed your cheek against it.

You knew Langa had an amazing relationship with his father and that he made Langa’s childhood the best it possibly could. You also knew when you had met him he was still mourning his father’s death, fresh in Japan with his mother. So when he met you and you two started dating, you almost felt bad telling him about the shitbag you call a father, but he had insisted he wanted you to be able to talk to him about it.

At first, he assumed your dad had left you when you were little, to which you had let out a short chuckle and told him you almost wished that was the case. It would have been almost easier to deal with. But no, he had instead decided to make both you and your mother’s lives worse by breaking your mom’s heart, cheating on her left and right, and sending her envelopes of cash so she wouldn’t be able to complain about him and still provide for you. Worst of all she was still in love with him, even though the countless nights you had found her crying in her room after she thought you had fallen asleep. You often had found yourself crying in bed, too.

But, whenever you have a rough night at home you either sneak out and head to Langa’s house, where either you spend the night or you two sneak out to S. Or he would stay up with you on the phone and listen to you talk and rant or if you needed a distraction he would tell you stories about his life in Canada, an adventure with Reki, or even just about his day. He was an amazing support and you were very happy he was there for you.

“Maybe she’s putting herself through that in order to help you” Langa whispered out, mirroring your position and resting his cheek on his knee too.

“I’ve told her countless times before that we’re just fine on our own and she keeps relying on him! It hurts so bad to see her working herself to death and being in so much emotional pain all the time. She deserves so much more than that scumbag of a man and I don’t know how to get that through to her. Just thinking about him makes me so upset”

Langa saw the tears pricking at the edges of your eyes and pulled you into his side, scooting back to lean against the railing of the ramp. You laid your head on his shoulder and let the tears fall slowly, not having the energy to wipe them away. Langa rubbed comforting circles into your shoulder, keeping you held tightly against his side as you two looked up into the sky.

“I’m sure with your help she’ll be able to do better. You love her so much, and she’s willing to do anything for you. You guys are going to make it out of here, and I’ll be right here for the whole thing for whatever you need” He pressed a heartfelt kiss to the side of your head and wiped your tears away using his free hand, snatching a loose napkin from your bag and holding it to your nose to blow your nose.

You cried a bit more, Langa helping to keep you cleaned up and you ended up wrapped up in his arms and laying back against his chest as you two pointed out and made up constellations. After about the third yawn, Langa asked if you wanted to sleep at his place and you softly nodded your head, rubbing your tired eyes. The two of you skated back to his and he gave you some of his comfier clothes to wear before curling up under his covers and falling asleep together.

You knew that, no matter what, if anything happened Langa would be there to support you every step of the way, and you couldn’t ask for anything more.

[secndlife]

omg i'm so sorry it has taken me so long to respond, i got lost in the sauce D:

ahhh brazil to poland sounds very drastic but also very cool (no pun intended)!!!

you deserve any and all love you receive for mmf!!! it's rly so good, i can't shut up abt it lol !

mingyu IS a malewife, i agree!! and omg plz, hoshi recording the spider mv drove me crazy lajdfalfja like SIR WATER U DOING but also, carry on :) or like in that christmas in august gose where he just sat there and watched...he's the moodmaker which is very important and necessary!

yesss after i read one last time, i read one and two small petals and that one hurt almost as bad :") i'll have to check out passion (flower), i have been slacking on reading fics lately :/

jeonghan rly is so versatile!! i love enemies to lovers fics, and he truly is one of my favorite members to have that dynamic w. you definitely made sense re: characterization! i have dabbled in writing fics and so i totally understand that. i think part of why i enjoy writing fics based off of real ppl/established characters is that it gives me a template of a character, but like you said, bc we only know part of who they rly are, it gives me a basis of where i could go/explore their personalities deeper. i feel like i just rambled so lmk if that doesn't make sense hahaha

ahhhh mmf2 i cannot WAIT i saw your post re: fights and tbh i love fights (HELP) so i'm vvvvv excited for it !!! also related to that. writing rly is hard lkadjfkldaf but that's why i commend you so much, it's not easy and on top of that, you do a pretty damn good job!

ugh gyucheol sometimes -_- they fight so much and also i want to fight them too, just put me in a ring w them and let's BRAWL (but now that you mention that they're both fire signs, this totally makes sense as i am also a fire sign LMAO)

okay so you mentioned gose, which episode or episodes are your favorites? are there any you'd want to be a part of as like a member/watch as like a live audience type thing?

i feel like we can't move on without asking what your fav title tracks are! top 5 fave tracks (can include b-sides)?

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IT'S OKAAAAY i hope you're having some rest and taking care of yourself!!!!

ok lemme add a cut and we can continue

it was indeed very drastic tbh but i have no regrets !!! it's literally going to be two years tomorrow so WOW IT'S BEEN A RIDE.

plsssss 🥺🥺🥺🥺 it's almost at 1k notes that's absolutely insane for me like literally. bonkers luv ! it makes me super happy tho that people really like it 🥺

SOONYOUNG IS ABSOLUTELY INSANE I CAN'T WITH THAT did u see vernon saying something like that on his latest vlive THIS ONE and he's totally right soonyoung's role as mood maker is so important :/ my boy :/

one and two small petals was such a big deal to me i was so obsessed !!! passion (flower) you need to dm the author tho :/ they took it out but they were still sending links through dm hehe IT'S WORTH IT I PROMISE !!!!!!

pls e2l with jeonghan HITS DIFFERENT!! it's literally a dynamic i feel suits him sosososo much! and yes same like i have some perspective and something to roughly shape it but i can also "play" with it as i go and according to what suits me. AND YES ALL OF IT MADE SENSE AND I TOTALLY AGREE 🤝

THE FIGHT SCENEALKSDJAKLAD me the other day: no mmf couple doesn't fight. also me: writes a LONG LONG scene on them fighting. i'm excited tho bc i think it's a necessary scene that adds a lot to soonyoung's character and his vulnerability bc mc's shows more in mmf and now it will be a moment for Him you know.

OMGGGG A FIRE SIGNNNNN!!!! I LOVE FIRE SIGNS !!!!!!!!! WE'RE THE BEST PLS!!!!!!! i really really love gyucheol they're so fun i love them. my friend were writing me a poly gyucheol au where i'm their gf it would be a crazy dynamic aksdjaksjkf bc i'm literally like cheol so i think it'd be so fun

OMG GOSE i fucking LOVE the playground gose that one makes me so happy it's literally a serotonin boost. i also love the ttt ones i would love to be on the hiperrealism one bc i'm 100% sure soonyoung throws up from drinking when he goes upstairs so i would like to be there for confirmation !!! i also love bungee jump even tho i would never do it. and don't lie 1 and the tag !!!!!!! HBU???

ok this is HARD. but. uh! second life (WHO WOULD'VE KNOWN), home (i have a tattoo written "i'm your home" hehe), ah! love (they did it all for me there really), together (PLS THIS SONG MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND NOSTALGIC IT HITS DIFFERENT) and odihtd (this was one of the first svt songs i really really liked it). but this is so hard tho their discography is so good !!!! hbu share yours !