#loops speaks 🗣

[pretentiouswreckingball]

this fandom needs more mpreg

[gallawitchxx]

getting to tag game tuesday right away this week because i cannot keep @celestialmickey or @energievie waiting & i also have real life responsibilities to attend to 😔 BUT FIRST --

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name: bee 🐝

age: 30, flirty & thriving ✨

pronouns: she/her, but also in a genderless way lmao idkkk 😅

tell me about one of your hobbies: i'm about to have a future hobby as i just picked up a sewing machine from my parent's house last weekend 🧵

what languages do you speak? english & conversational french 🗣

one of your comfort movies: elizabethtown ⚱️

do you have any kids? do you want any? nope & nope. i think i'm okay with just raising my lil pup!

cold weather or hot weather? hot bayybeee ☀️

you're at an amusement park. what ride are you going on first? ooooh it depends on which amusement park i'm at, but likely some kind of coaster! the bigger, the better! how about a loop-de-loop? 🎢

what's your go-to hairstyle/how do you wear your hair most days? it's usually pulled up into some kind of messy bun, but recently i've also been loving having it down with a big ole headband! 💃🏼

who was your top artist in your spotify wrapped/apple music replay in 2022? MUNA 🥰

you've just been handed $1000 but you have to spend it on clothes. where are you shopping? i do love a good secondhand store, but i think if the money's just been handed to me, i'm going to anthropologie 🤘🏼

wireless or corded headphones? wireless, over-the-ear chunky boys 🎧

finally, tell me something that sparks joy: over the weekend, we drove up to my hometown for an engagement party & it's so nice to be in such close proximity again! it makes me feel like every visit doesn't have to be this HUGE EVENT, which i also think will help with some of the strange post-lockdown mess we've been navigating... a big blessing! 💫

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tagging @squidyyy23 @thisdivorce @heymrspatel @gardenerian @metalheadmickey @whatthebodygraspsnot @whatwouldmickeydo @howlinchickhowl @harrowhark-a-vagrant @iansfreckles @y0itsbri @grumpymickmilk @grumble-fish @sleepyfacetoughguy @too-schoolforcool & whoever else wants to play! i love you all! xx

[branded-perceptions]

Value exchange detaches so much from causal care if those handling it lack intrinsic motivation to proactively look at & via sensitive agility of public dialectics and actions via their economic power care for causal reality behind fictionary social constructs'

social contracts, economic and cultural capital incentives

guided by AUTHORITY and AUTHORS🗣 mind-constructs naturally loosing🎈 AUTHENTICITY👑 due becoming a comfortable reward & social feedback loop in themselves

(🎵I CATCH THE PAPER💸 BOY: it is always more "rewarding" to not look at uncomfortable reality behind social fantasies' reward streams🐟🐟🐟)

like

🎶MODERN LOVE - FINK

where we via fake attachment of group-identities and status identity constructs condition ourselves (repression) to out of fear of rejection and resulting decrease in social rewards not freely speak our minds & emotions (play) while then wondering why everything feels so dull and purposeless and out of touch with causal care

(🎵BUT THINGS DON'T REALLY CHANGE)

via our mimetic drives

(🎵I'M STANDING IN THE WIND)

that we as society need

(🎵BUT I NEVER WAVE BYE-BYE)

while simultaneously needing to set boundaries for our daily lives causal care

(🎵BUT I TRY)

which only works via authentically expressing ourselves

(🎵I TRY)

to calibrate🧠👅🧠 otherwise meaningless social constructs

(🎵THERE'S NO SIGN OF LIFE)

that we tend to compulsively chase

(🎵IT'S JUST THE POWER TO CHARM)

thereby leading to the financial cycles' devaluation money rain

(🎵I'M LYING🤥😷😇 IN THE RAIN)

where we need to care for all our causal life needs

(🎵BUT I NEVER WAVE BYE-BYE)

while according to past behaviours like during corona pandemic setting collective boundaries regarding which characters should dominate sense-makings, social decision makings and economies

(🎵BUT I TRY (to say bye-bye))

whose "free markets" via fake attachements "positively" corrupt

(🎵NEVER GOING TO FALL FOR MODERN LOVE)

away from basic common sense morals

(🎵GETS ME TO THE CHURCH SOMETIME / ON TIME)

whose breach of basic causal boundaries naturally provokes a thereby polarised and rightfully agonised society

(🎵TERRIFIES ME)

we need to peacefully but authentically release in our thereby more functional becoming collective attention focus' mimetic behaviourism

(🎵MAKES ME PARTY)

empowering personal responsibility

(🎵PUTS MY TRUST IN GOD AND MAN)

without dogma

(🎵NO CONFESSIONS, NO RELIGION)

[blkgrlchasingfit]

Self-Concept Work (Day 1)

Ok, I'm starting to follow Tumblrs that are around Law of Assumption & specifically self-concept. From what I've read so far, I'm starting to understand why my Law of Attraction practices haven't been working so far🙄

I can't manifest when at a core level I have self-worth issues😩😤

So now I'm ready to start there. My self-concept needs an overhaul so all of my efforts for the next 30 days are going to be around improving my mental diet so I can shift my self-concept.

My affirmations:

I am worthy

I am worthy of everything I want

I am capable

I am powerful

I am a powerful manifester

I manifest everything I want

I live a life of luxury

I am successful in all of my business efforts

The way to continually reinforce these concepts to myself (repetition is necessary for redesign & redefining my self-concept) is by, on a daily basis:

speaking 🗣 these affirmations,

listening 🎶 to these affirmations on a loop, and

writing ✍ these affirmations (scripting)

Let's start here and see where things go🙂

[pretentiouswreckingball]

hi loves xx

A little fyi, I won’t be as active as I used to because of two things 1) whenever I’m here I get in a very dangerous loop (hehe) and it’s not worth it and 2) I’ve been doing really good in therapy lately and for someone who has been hanging by a thread for years, this means a lot to me. I don’t want the time I spend here to be the detriment of that achievement because even though I’m really putting in the work, is still a very fragile state of mind.

So, as a compromise to myself, I’m turning off notifications and focusing more on other things I want to pursue. I’m not really going away or anything, I’ll keep my queue going and I’ll be here from time to time, I just won’t be as active as I used to, that’s all.

And you might ask yourself, couldn’t I just do that without doing a post about it? Surely. But then, what’s this place if not my personal void to shout at?

[branded-perceptions]

Money streams detach so much from causal care if those handling it lack intrinsic motivation to proactively look at & via sensitive agility of public dialectics and actions via their economic power care for causal reality behind fictionary social constructs'

social contracts, economic and cultural capital incentives

guided by AUTHORITY and AUTHORS🗣 mind-constructs naturally loosing🎈 AUTHENTICITY👑 due becoming a comfortable reward & social feedback loop in themselves

(🎵I CATCH THE PAPER💸 BOY: it is always more "rewarding" to not look at uncomfortable reality behind social fantasies' reward streams🐟🐟🐟)

like

🎶MODERN LOVE - FINK

where we via fake attachment of group-identities and status identity constructs condition ourselves (repression) to out of fear of rejection and resulting decrease in social rewards not freely speak our minds & emotions (play) while then wondering why everything feels so dull and purposeless and out of touch with causal care

(🎵BUT THINGS DON'T REALLY CHANGE)

via our mimetic drives

(🎵I'M STANDING IN THE WIND)

that we as society need

(🎵BUT I NEVER WAVE BYE-BYE)

while simultaneously needing to set boundaries for our daily lives causal care

(🎵BUT I TRY)

which only works via authentically expressing ourselves

(🎵I TRY)

to calibrate🧠👅🧠 otherwise meaningless social constructs

(🎵THERE'S NO SIGN OF LIFE)

that we tend to compulsively chase

(🎵IT'S JUST THE POWER TO CHARM)

thereby leading to the financial cycles' devaluation money rain

(🎵I'M LYING🤥😷😇 IN THE RAIN)

where we need to care for all our causal life needs

(🎵BUT I NEVER WAVE BYE-BYE)

while according to past behaviours like during corona pandemic setting collective boundaries regarding which characters should dominate sense-makings, social decision makings and economies

(🎵BUT I TRY (to say bye-bye))

whose "free markets" via fake attachements "positively" corrupt

(🎵NEVER GOING TO FALL FOR MODERN LOVE)

away from basic common sense morals

(🎵GETS ME TO THE CHURCH SOMETIME / ON TIME)

whose breach of basic causal boundaries naturally provokes a thereby polarised and rightfully agonised society

(🎵TERRIFIES ME)

we need to peacefully but authentically release in our thereby more functional becoming collective attention focus' mimetic behaviourism

(🎵MAKES ME PARTY)

empowering personal responsibility

(🎵PUTS MY TRUST IN GOD AND MAN)

without dogma

(🎵NO CONFESSIONS, NO RELIGION)