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[dreamsforluan]

“Porque sempre foi ela!”

[ress1gnificar]

[meteorogifs]

2023

[abussola]

୧ ⋅* ‧ ⚓ ꒰ 𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐞 – por glinda e sua varinha mágica! olha só se não é 𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 '𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐬' 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐧 caminhando pelos corredores da torre 𝐝𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐮𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐬. Por ser filha de 𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐋 & 𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐂, é previsto que ela deseje seguir caminhos parecidos com o dos pais. ao menos, é o que se espera de alguém com 𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞 𝐞 𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨, mas primeiro ela precisará concluir o 𝐌𝐎́𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐎 𝐈: 𝐀𝐕𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐙𝐀 𝐄 𝐆𝐔𝐋𝐀, para depois se assemelhar como um conto de fadas.

𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨: águas rasas como a vilã rúb, a gananciosa.

𝐩𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐫: enhanced tracking (ou bússola humana).

𝐝𝐚𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧: scylla, a sua gaslight, gatekeep, girldragon.

(+) 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭.

Com a ascensão dos vilões — em particular para essa história, Úrsula — você deve imaginar que Ariel e Eric tiveram um dos finais mais infelizes da Floresta Desencantada. Exilada nos mares, Ariel foi forçada a deixar Eric e a filha sozinhos. Eles ainda se viam nas praias destruídas e fedegosas, mas com Barba Negra e Úrsula no comando do mar, tornava-se difícil manter contato por muito tempo. Com o passar dos anos, Eric se tornou um homem realmente infeliz. Ele bebia demais e falava de menos. Passava horas encarando o horizonte, o mar, esperando por uma mudança. Esperando por Ariel.

TW: MENÇÃO DE TENTATIVA DE SUICÍDIO.

E houve uma vez, da qual Atlantia nunca vai se esquecer, que a garota encontrou o pai à beira do afogamento. Garrafas espalhadas na areia, pedras em seus bolsos, e os olhos mais tristes que Atlas já vira.

FIM DO TW.

Então, enquanto o pai se afundava na desgraça, Atlantia precisou sobreviver. A história dela não é muito emocionante ou diferente de casos "na vida real" lá em Shadowland. Uma garotinha que virou adulta cedo demais porque precisou aprender a não depender de ninguém. Pelo menos, ela tinha o mar — porque apesar dos pesares, ainda sentia uma conexão forte com ele. Ficar na companhia das ondas era o mais próximo que ela recebia de um abraço de sua mãe. Eventualmente, tanto pelas habilidades de roubo desenvolvidas como parte da sobrevivência, quanto por falta de opção, ela acabou se envolvendo com os piratas, fazendo trabalhos extraoficiais para a tripulação do Queen's Anne Revenge, mesmo que pertencesse ao mais novo pupilo da bruxa que lhe tirara a sua família.

De certa forma, não foi uma surpresa quando o destino a colocou entre os futuros vilões. Talvez fosse isso mesmo que Atlantia precisasse depois de um início tão trágico: uma vitória no final.

PODER.

Atlas é capaz de localizar objetos e pessoas com a mente. Geralmente, uma bússola aparece nos pensamentos dela e aponta para a direção certa, guiando-a até o alvo desejado. Dependendo do estado emocional dela, porém, a bússola pode ficar desgovernada.

DAEMON.

Scylla é basicamente a versão dragão do meme "gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss". É uma dragão fêmea, cujas escamas brilham sob a luz do sol, imitando muito a tonalidade do ouro verde. Seus olhos são dourados e ela possui dois chifres que adornam sua cabeça. Tem uma personalidade exótica que acaba por se refletir em sua atitude esnobe e rabugenta — é conhecida por não ter paciência para tolices e raramente se importa com a presença de outras criaturas, mas ainda que aparente ser indiferente à atenção alheia, há um traço peculiar na criatura. Em raros momentos de vulnerabilidade e confiança, ela permite que Atlas faça carinho em suas escamas. Surpreendentemente, nessas ocasiões especiais, Scylla solta um ronronar suave e profundo, semelhante ao de um gato, revelando um lado mais doce e carinhoso que sempre faz com que a sua companheira ria. O tesouro é a paixão de Scylla, e ela tem um gosto específico por tesouros feitos de ouro. Sua coleção de objetos, os quais Atlantia costuma localizar e caçar para ela a fim de que a dragoa não surte por não ter suas vontades realizadas, é guardada com ciúmes e ela não deixa ninguém chegar perto.

[sosofiaplay]

ᥪᥛ᤺ 𝆬 🏈 ⠀๋᤻⠀⠀ ๋ ׅ ♡ 𝗅ꪱ꯭𝗄ᥱ 𝗈𝗋 𝗋ᥱ𝖻꯭𝗅𝗈𝗀 ֵ𓆩⠀ ͜💋 ⃝⋕֓֓⠀ ๋

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[ 🎧💭 ] : . ♥︎ moodboard soobin 🍳🍴

[unicoeimperfeito]

Desculpa, eu não ouvi você falar O seu sorriso ativou o meu TDH A sua boca mexendo o vento batendo no seu cabelo pra lá e pra cá É que eu sou sentimento

[gionotarrascaeta]

como assim um cometa meu mano explica aí pra tropa

Meu filho, se a paixão pode ser um meteoro segundo meu brother Luan Santana, por que o amor não poderia ser um cometa? Pense nisso.

[niicos]

andré lamoglia.  he/him.  cis male.   ›  spotted  at  the  met  steps,  nicolas  ‘nico’  salazar,  most  likely  listening  to  live  forever  by  oasis  with  their  airpods  pro.  the  twenty  two  year  old  gained  quite  a  reputation,  known  to  be  - competitive  yet  + humble  to  anyone  who  knows  them.  you'll  easily  spot  them  when  you  hear  about  training  until  the  sun  goes  down  and  crying  if  there's  a  defeat,  long  walks  in  rio  de  janeiro,  being  the  'fun  uncle',  carrying  an  entire  team  on  your  back,  followed  by  invictus  victory  by  paco  rabanne.  latest  nepoupdates  article  talks  about  late  night  out  with  brazilian  soccer  team  ends  in  a  nightmare  injury  for  salazar  –  will  he  ever  play  again?,  but  i  guess  any  reputation  is  good  reputation.  

basic stats ;

⟶ full name: nicolas thiago mael salazar ⟶ nicknames: goes by nico, his teammates and soccer fans would call him ‘menino’ which is basically boy in portuguese ( he was the youngest guy on his team ) ⟶ three things he likes: mango with salt and lemon, dogs, luan santana ⟶ three things he dislikes: lazy people, dirty fingernails, soda ⟶ gender: cis male ⟶ height: 5 ‘ 11 ⟶ age: twenty two ⟶ birthday: october 9, 2000 ⟶ zodiac: libra sun, aquarius moon, libra ascendant ⟶ right handed or left handed: left handed ⟶ eye color: brown ⟶ hair color: light brown ⟶ piercings and tattoos: left earlobe pierced, the name ‘natalia’ tattooed on his inner right bicep in small typewriter font ( older sisters name ), small soccer ball tattoo with cleats on his wrist, brazilian flag and country in color on his inner left bicep ⟶ languages spoken: portuguese ( brazilian portuguese, also native tongue ), spanish, and english ⟶ sexuality / romantic orientation: homosexual / homoromantic  ( very recently came out ) ⟶ place of birth: porto alegre, brazil ⟶ last five songs listened to: você de mim não sai by luan santana, live forever by oasis, vou falar que não quero by vitor fernandes, eu, você, o mar e ela by luan santana, glorious by andreas johnson ⟶ five aesthetics: beat up soccer cleats, a great dane named rio, a silence so loud it echoes through the walls, chipped black nail polish, homemade pão de queijo ( brazilian cheese bread ) ⟶ character inspo: adam groff from sex education, cruz carvalho from elite, prince wilhelm from young royals

background story ;

nicolas, or nico, as he prefers to be called, was born into an upperclass family, being the youngest child of marisol and esteban salazar, and the younger brother of natalia 

his father wanted to drop on him what he could never convince himself to do, and that was soccer. to nico, his family didn’t know a lot of things, but esteban did know one thing  –  he wanted his youngest son to be everything he never could have been

since nico had a sense of judgment, he’s been playing soccer. he’s basically been kicking a ball around since before he could even run, being officially enrolled in a team when he was only two years old

since he could remember, he’s felt a huge amount of pressure from both his parents to be the best, the usual ‘be the player your father could never be’ being thrown his way more times than not, and truthfully, despite the fact that soccer was basically thrown at him and wasn’t something he chose, nico really did like soccer. slowly but surely, it turned into his passion, something he would use as an escape from his overwhelming parents. he could always say ‘i’m gonna go to practice’ and suddenly, his parents were off his ass about everything

as time went on, nico realized how much he wanted to do this for the rest of his life. he also felt the pressure from his parents, the mindset that if he didn’t make it, he was just as bad as his older sibling, or his sister. truthfully, nico rarely ever knew where he stood at with his parents. one day they were proud of him for being the best on his team, the next they were screaming at him because he didn’t play up to their standards. nico, having a very go with the flow, non-argumentative personality, went along with what they said, telling himself that if he did make it the way he so badly desired, he would be making enough money to be far away from his parents

it was waking up at four in the morning, training for three hours, school, then training after school. on weekends, it was getting up at six am and training until 7 pm, with two forty minute breaks in between. it was beyond intense, and there was times where he would even end up sick with how hard he would go at it, but as esteban would say  –  practice makes perfect

and well... he was right. nico was an exceptional player, honestly one of the best. when he was only ten, he joined the youth academy of santos fc. at age fourteen, he had a successful trial with spain’s real madrid, and santos had to increase its spending to retain him

he made his first team debut with santos when he was sixteen, averaging a goal every other match, even winning south american footballer of the year title two years in a row, and slowly but surely, nico felt his hard work and dedication paying off. he could only dream of playing for a fifa world cup, doing this for a living for as long as he could

when he’s barely nineteen, he signs a three year contract with fc barcelona after a trade with santos in exchange for fifty eight million euros, one of the most expensive soccer transfers in history. from then on out, his life drastically changed. he moved to spain, his followers on social media began blowing up, he began getting sponsorships and deals left and right ( companies like adidas and mondeléz ) all wanted him as their ambassador, and nico can’t help but ask himself  –  how did i get here?

one moment he’s playing soccer on an average team, and the next he’s one of the biggest faces in the game, and honestly? even though it’s everything he could have wanted and more, it gives him anxiety because now not only does he feel pressure from his parents, but he also feels pressure from everyone else, practically carrying an entire team on his back at such a young age

he’s a huge example of ‘i’m not sure how this happened’ because really? even though he worked his ass off and it was something he really, really wanted, in the back of his mind, he didn’t think he would be one of the chosen few to get this far. quickly, nico began to realize how much attention he received just because he was a well known, pretty face, an official professional athlete. he went from people not giving him a second glance, to everyone wanting to be his best friend, and it’s around this time that he realizes just how much female attention his career gave him

aside from his profession, nico is a really sweet guy with good intentions, and this, along with his hefty salary, was enough to make any girl fall for him, often times teased by his teammates on how much attention he received from girls. any guy in his shoes would be thrilled, but truthfully, nico felt like something wasn’t right, but he just didn’t know what it was

to make it clear, he’s hooked up with a ton of girls, receiving a ‘fuck boy’ reputation from his teammates, pats on the back for having so much ‘game’ on and off the field, but deep down inside, hooking up with all of these pretty females left him feeling empty, and he didn’t know why. he wasn’t sure why he had to drink so much to get into it, he wasn’t sure if it was normal to not feel anything for any of the girls he was hooking up with, and he didn’t know why, in the middle of it all, he desperately wished it would be over

it isn’t until he meets a gay fan and his boyfriend, that something inside him clicks, and he thinks oh... that’s why, and truthfully, he isn’t sure how to deal with this newfound revelation. this realization comes to him a couple of days after his twenty first birthday, and even though deep inside his heart, he knows he’s gay, he does everything in his power to try to ‘ungay himself’ ( impossible nico, but okay )

his hook ups with fans become more frequent, but each time, he further realizes that as much as he wishes he could be attracted to these females, he just isn’t, and it makes his heart hurt, especially because he knows how some of the people in this industry can be. he knows that this wouldn’t settle well with a bunch of his teammates, so as much as he wants to tell everyone, he just bottles up his feelings, and continues playing

and that’s when the famous, fifa world cup 2022 comes right around the corner, his first world cup ever, so he couldn’t be more thrilled, but we all know how that ends!

the day brazil gets eliminated, him and his teammates are so upset with the outcome of the game, they rent a mansion and get trashed on their final night in qatar. nico isn’t expecting much of it, but a night of fun soon turns into nico’s worst possible nightmare ever

! injury tw, proceed with caution or skip over this if you’re triggered ! he gets so, so drunk, he fully doesn’t remember how it happened, but according to his teammates, he was attempting to walk down a flight of stairs when he trips, loses his balance, and falls off the second story of the mansion, unfortunately, fracturing his left leg ( tibia to be more specific, his left leg is also his dominant leg ), in the process

to add drama to the mix... this is not at all what happened. he did fall off the second story and he did fracture his leg, but it wasn’t an accident. one of his teammates, second best on the team, who has always been jealous of his success and being the second best, pushed him, resulting in his fall and injury, and all of his teammates were so drunk, only one of them remembers, but is caught between loyalty towards his friend, or telling the truth out of justice. if it isn’t obvious, his teammate who vividly remembers what happened, hasn’t said anything

nico wakes up the next day in the hospital, with no recollection of what happened, left leg in a cast after he had surgery, and tragically? he feels his entire world crumble beneath him. how was he so clumsy, that he fell so badly and hurt himself this way? will he ever play again? all of these thoughts, and the possibility that he may never go back to doing what he loves, really fuck with his head

to make matters even worse, the news goes viral in no time, and he doesn’t get the privacy he so desperately needs. endless dms, text messages, facetime requests, unwanted visitors at the hospital, all of people wanting to know what happened, or to give him ‘get well soon’ messages, which frankly? is the last thing nico wanted at that moment

he goes through a period of denial, where he tries convincing himself that this didn’t happen to him, that he’s dreaming and that he’ll wake up and it’ll all be over soon, but unfortunately, that’s not the case, and as much as he wants to resume playing, he’s told to do everything in his power to get better, to see if he can play again next year... next year

instead of going back to spain, he goes to new york, where his siblings live at, to attend therapy and rehab in the states in an attempt to get better sooner. for nico, this is only temporary, as his biggest wish at the moment is to fully recover and go back to spain, to play for fcb. the move was easy for nico, he stayed with his sister for a day or two until he managed to buy himself an over the top, extravagant pent house in the upper east side. he’s trying to make the best of his situation, but admittedly, what happened to him makes him deeply depressed, as he feels like his dream has been pulled from underneath him

headcanons ;

nico is a genuinely nice guy, a huge sweetheart, but he’s an excellent liar. he’s been lying his whole life, from pretending his straight for more than half of his life, to acting like he’s perfectly fine with what happened to him. he’s a yes man, but he can be a liar. to him, the less people know, the better

he has the lightest accent when speaking english, that you can tell it’s not his native tongue right away. it’s gotten very subtle and his english has gotten a lot better, but it’s there

he loves dogs. he has a great dane he named rio ( after rio de janeiro ) who is two years old and he loves him with his whole heart. rio is a therapy dog, and has been helping him tremendously throughout this hard time he’s going through

he attends physical therapy every single day, this has helped him a lot too, but he still can’t wait to go back to doing what he loves most, ever the impatient little shit

he loves the beach, makes it his business to go back to brazil or even california at least once every two months. aside from soccer, he loves to surf too

he loves music in portuguese. his first ever genuine gay crush was luan santana, a brazilian musician. nico basically loves him. has met him three times and they mutually follow each other on twitter and instagram

he was really repressed with his sexuality growing up. honestly, he has always ‘somewhat’ known he’s gay, probably since before he was even a preteen, but with the way he grew up, he just denied it and told himself it was just a phase. it took him more than half of his life to come to terms with being gay, but he has officially come out this year after his injury through an instagram post, and even though he has received backlash, he no longer feels like he has to hide

the first person he has ever come out to, before publicly coming out, was his sister. they had a four hour call in july of this year and he spilled the tea to her, thinking that maybe, she might be put off by the news, but she was more than supportive. it was a very emotional phone call. nico even cried

he can be a very superficial person, in the sense that you can speak to him for a solid three hours, laughing, over a drink, thinking you’re getting to know him, but when the get together is over, it’ll kind of hit you like ‘wow, i don’t know anything about this guy’. he’s great at small talk, can talk your ear off, but he never lets it get too deep

his career claim is neymar. he has 181+ million followers on instagram, basically? neymar’s career, sponsorships, etc

very shocking news, but he’s somewhat of a virgin. he’s had sex with a ton of girls, but he has never had sex with a guy. he’s never even kissed one before, and he isn’t really sure what to do in this sense

he’s very physically capable, in the sense that you can tell right away that he works out ( what kind of soccer player isn’t let’s be real ). even with his injury, he lifts weights and does his best to stay somewhat active. he hates being lazy, always has to be doing something physical even if his leg currently prohibits him from doing much

he’s really big on protein, kind of a health freak. he’s not a vegan or vegetarian because he claims he could ‘never’ but he’s huge on eating right, your greens, your protein, and your grains. his cheat day is on saturday, and what does he eat for his cheat day? a chocolate chip granola bar... he’s literally a fucking sociopath out of all the treats to eat nico?

with his siblings, he will speak in portuguese with them, especially when he doesn’t want to be understood by other people. his thought process, in fact, is in portuguese, very proudly brazilian

he spoils his niece, rosie, so so much. he will go out and buy a custom made chanel kids purse that’s like 50k for her for literally no reason. because he doesn’t have kids, and he’s not sure if he ever will, he spoils this little girl so damn much. all she has to do is point and suddenly he’s buying it for her, big fun uncle energy, basically considers rosie the ‘daughter he will never have’

despite having a lot of money ( legit google soccer players salaries to get an idea ), nico is a very humble guy. if he likes something, he doesn’t care if it’s a luxury brand or not, but he will get it. he isn’t one to care if he’s dressed from head to toe in designer things, and he doesn’t let the fame get to his head. he’s always willing to take a picture with someone or sign his autograph for them, and he has a very zen like aura to him

however, he is very competitive. call it the athlete in him, but he is not a fan of losing. you will watch him go from twenty two to seven years old real quick, even if it’s something as simple as a card game

wanted connections ;

i will help you through thick and thin: someone, any gender, who has maybe helped him throughout his injury. like ‘let me get this for you’ ‘no sit down, i’ll get it’, nico is most likely annoyed with them because he hates feeling incapable, but this muse just wants to help him

i’m your biggest fan: someone who loves soccer, who loves his career? could be any gender, they could be friends or they could not be friends, but this muse thinks his career is really cool and may or may not be out there starting prayer circles for him to get better and go back out on the field as soon as possible

our dogs are best friends: a muse who has a dog as well, could be any breed of dog, who surprisingly has become best friends with his great dane, rio. they see each other at the park and when they’re not getting bombarded with paparazzi’s, their dogs are out there being the best of friends

is it weird we’ve hooked up before?: open to multiple females, but girls he’s hooked up with in the past that he really has no feelings for. they could be friends now, they could hate him or feel used by him, anything can be plotted with this!

you’re the demon on my shoulder: a bad influence! nico is very health conscious, barely even drinks, doesn’t smoke or do any types of narcotics, so maybe this muse could peer pressure him unintentionally and be a genuine bad influence, whether it’s alcohol and narcotics wise or in any other aspect

maybe we’re confidants, or maybe we’re just bored: someone who he has gotten strangely close with, that they share information back and forth. very unlike nico because he’s a very private person, but they’ve created an unusual bond, basically trust buddies

why’d you only call me when you’re high?: someone nico is cool with, that once called him at three am in the morning, high off their ass, and nico went to go pick them up because they were too messed up to drive. at this point, it’s become somewhat of a habit for this muse to call him at ungodly hours in the morning, fucked up and needing a friend. nico comes to pick them up every damn time, somewhat overprotective of them now, a dad friend if you must

i hate that bitches skirt, too: someone he just talks shit with. they go out and talk shit about people, judge people, this muse brings out nico’s inner bitch. they will see a poor girl walking by and rate her outfit on a scale of donate to goodwill, to ten

you were my first: open to males, but... maybe the first guy he does anything with? could be very wholesome and i feel like this would have to go off of chemistry, but it would be somewhat special to nico so the vibes would have to be just right

or we could brain storm! gonna put his birthchart below and end this here because this is too long

birthchart ;

[maelx]

was that andré lamoglia spotted down at the shoreline of east hamptons main beach? must just be, mael couto, the twenty three year old bartender. whenever i hear starry eyed by you me at six it reminds me of them. they are known for being gullible but they make up for that by being amiable. they have been living in the hamptons for twelve years.

basic stats ;

⟶ full name: mael paolo mariano couto ⟶ nicknames: no nicknames, just goes by mael as his name is rather short ⟶ three things he likes: getting high, long walks by the beach, random adventures at three am ⟶ three things he dislikes: chipped nail polish, close minded people, scary movies ⟶ gender: cis male ⟶ height: 5 ‘ 10 ⟶ age: twenty three ⟶ birthday: november 14, 1999 ⟶ zodiac: scorpio sun, aquarius moon, capricorn ascendant ⟶ right handed or left handed: left handed ⟶ eye color: brown ⟶ hair color: light brown ⟶ piercings and tattoos: a cartilage piercing on his right ear, a small hoop piercing on his left earlobe, the name ‘mariano’ tattooed on his inner right bicep ( father’s name, also one of his middle names ), a small surfboard tattoo on his left ankle ( click here ) ⟶ languages spoken: portuguese ( brazilian portuguese, also native tongue ), spanish, and english ⟶ sexuality / romantic orientation: homosexual / homoromantic ⟶ place of birth: joão pessoa, brazil ⟶ last five songs listened to: cabeça voando by raí saia rodada & xand avião, vitamin c by can, honey, there’s no time by feng suave, você de mim não sai by luan santana, closer to the sun by slightly stoopid ⟶ five aesthetics: a beat up surf board, encouraging people to make the stupidest decisions known to mankind, smudged eyeliner, walking into a room and forgetting what you were going to do, a soft smile that can warm the coldest of hearts ⟶ character inspo: eric effiong from sex education, maxxie oliver from skins u.k, simon eriksson from young royals

background story ;

it was valentine’s day in brazil for boyfriend and girlfriend mariano couto and mael dos santos. several drinks and joints later and mael and his twin sister are ( quite literally ) conceived. his parents are fifteen years old and have no idea what they’re doing

! tws for labor complications, death ! fast forward nine months, and mael and his twin sister are born. unluckily, his mother was so young and not at all ready to have a child, let alone two, so she had several complications during birth, which, unfortunately, resulted in her death. with this, mariano named his first born son after his mother without thinking about it twice, leaving his daughter’s name for his own imagination ( hint hint, wanted connection! )

he now had to take care of two babies all by himself, while he was basically a child as well. needless to say, he acted a lot more like mael’s older brother rather than his father

they had a place of their own which maels’ father inherited from his mother ( or mael’s grandma ), but even with a paid off house, and a hefty inheritance, mariano blew most of his money on vices, mostly alcohol and weed

since he could remember, mael could identify the smell of weed and alcohol clear as day. still, despite his demons, mariano wasn’t exactly a bad father  –  he was just a young one who didn’t get a chance to live his life because he had kids before he was even legal

that didn’t change the fact that mael grew up around all these… influences. his father’s friends’ were certainly characters, asking him to go buy them beer when he was just a kid ( fyi, this is a thing in south america lmfao ), lighting up cigarettes for them during movie nights, and even learning to roll perfect joints by the time he was seven. he grew up surrounded by things any average kid wasn’t surrounded by, which greatly influenced the person he would become

the attention he lacked at home, he tried to regain at school. terrible grades, an attitude, that kid that talked back to the teacher, literally cut off a girls ponytail once because ‘her hair was on my desk and it was annoying me’… you get the idea. he was that kid your parents begged you not to hang out with. teachers thought he was the devil, but in reality, he just wanted attention, to feel validated in someway, even if it was in all the negative ways

and one day, when he’s barely eleven years old, his father barges into the house screaming excitedly ‘i won the mega-sena, i won the mega sena!’ ( mega-sena is basically the brazilian lottery ). the first thing he does is buy a bunch of weed and alcohol, and the next thing he does is sell their house and most of their belongings and travels with his son and daughter. they go to the states, europe, just about anywhere you can think of, and after all that’s done, they settle in the states

mael struggles a lot at first ( mostly with the language ), but eventually, it becomes his home. they buy a real nice house by the beach, and his school is a lot nicer than his old school in brazil

it’s around this time that his father starts seeing this woman that would soon become mael’s step mother, not to mention a woman who would show up in all his nightmares to come

mael does like her at first. she always buys them food, she smells nice, and she appears to make his father really happy  –  what more could he ask for in a step mom? however, things take a swift turn

! tws for molestation, general inappropriate relationships for the next two bullets, please proceed with caution or skip over this if you’re triggered ! and one day, when it’s just her and mael home alone, his father and sister out doing god knows what, she wanders into his room and suggests they play a game. one thing leads to another and before mael knows it, her hands are down his pants and she’s kissing him. honestly, he kind of? doesn’t know what to do. it makes him feel super uncomfortable and unsafe but it just happened out of the nowhere and it was very random so he kind of just? sits there, traumatized, scared, and before he knows it, his father and sister are walking through the front door. he was twelve years old when this happened

it happened a couple of other times after that, all the times they were alone, and all the times she repeatedly told him that they would never believe him if he said anything, so despite wanting to tell his father what happened, he never did. in fact, mael never told anyone what happened, practically buried it into the grave, deep inside his ‘childhood traumas’ folder. in all honesty, he felt trapped. not only was this woman the reason they had citizenship in the states now, but she also appeared to make his father very happy, so instead of speaking up about it how he should have, he began hanging out with his friends a lot, practically never coming home at one point because she didn’t make it feel like home  –  she made it feel like hell ! end of tws !

his pre teen to early teen years is when he began trying just about everything. alcohol, weed, cigarettes, before he began getting into heavier stuff around his sophomore year of high school. to be clear, his friends weren’t bad influences, he was. they didn’t encourage him to do bad things, it was the other way around. he went out so much, he practically lived on the streets or at the houses he was staying over that night. he had a tight knit grouo of friends, but the truth is that mael wasn’t very well liked by a lot of people. he was bullied by most who weren’t in his circle of friends and was usually taken advantage of ( he’s simply too nice to say no ). this is what caused mael to drop out of high school at the age of seventeen, in his senior year

he’s always been a very artistic person, really into drawing and painting and anything involving arts and aesthetics. it showed in the way he dressed, spoke, and carried himself. he loves to draw, paint, but he considers his artistic talents a hobby

again, he dropped out of high school on his senior year, never looked back. he lived with his father for a while before he eventually became a bartender and raised enough money to have his own place. it’s a small, cozy apartment with paintings he’s drawn all around the walls. mael’s father has surprisingly invested the money he won really well. but mael doesn’t want to rely on his father for his own expenses

mael tends to just crumble up his childhood traumas tbh just? doesn’t talk about it. it never happened. definitely didn’t lead him to making all the stupid decisions he’s made today  –  nope, not at all

he’s pretty gay, came out when he was fifteen years old through a social media post with the caption ‘let’s get one thing straight, i’m not’. his father and his sister are probably the most supportive of him

he’s not the type of person you can come to when you want to be talked out of doing something stupid. odds are he’ll say ‘that’s so dumb haha... do it!’ will legit drive you to do the stupid thing, doesn’t have the best judgment and definitely trusts people too easily ( explains why he gets fucked over so much )

he has a bearded dragon he named jake long ( the last american dragon he said ). he also has a shih tzu named pawarotti

he really wants other people’s approval. in fact, he craves it. call it his upbringing or whatever, but mael just wants to be good enough for somebody, anybody really. he’s a huge hopeless romantic, falls in love with any cute guy that gives him the minimal attention, then gets upset when they don’t feel the same thing for him. he’s a dreamer. wants to get married, white picket fence, all that jazz

i’m gonna end this here because i don’t want it to be too long, but below is his birthchart and some headcanons for some extra tea!

headcanons ;

he loves the beach, makes it his business to go back to brazil or even california at least once every two months. he loves to surf. something that he genuinely enjoys with no catches

surprisingly? a vegetarian, with thoughts to become a vegan real soon. he loves animals a whole lot and has been a solid vegetarian for over three years now. he started off a pescatarian, made his way towards vegetarian, and eventually wants to be vegan. his father claims he’s a ‘fake brazilian’ as meat consumption in brazil is huge, but mael just can’t do it

he loves music in portuguese. his first ever genuine gay crush was luan santana, a brazilian musician. mael basically loves him. has met him three times and has the fattest crush on him, would drag his father to attend his concerts with him because no one else wanted to go with him

mael can be very sensitive. honestly, don’t be mean to him because he might just go home and cry about it later. he basically remembers any mean thing anyone has ever said to him, needs therapy for sure, but will probably never attend

he loves painting his nails. his favorite colors to paint them are red and orange, he also has a thing for rings, has at least two rings on each hand because he likes the way they look

birthchart ;

[dreamsforluan]

água com açúcar x mulher segura

[ress1gnificar]

[capswantrue]

A - Luan Santana

[gurizpacks]

icon e headers ls (c) ficoluan

icon jared padalecki (c) @empirespn

icons misha collins (c) @blissicons

icons jensen ackles (c) @boyerackles and @packs-stuffs

headers supernatural (c) @editscmpany

[luanbw]

[sdtv159]

jihan and soobin (Weeekly - txt)

[ 🎧💭 ] : . ♥︎ moodboard couple 🌹☕