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Crimson Peak, by Nancy Holder
In 2015, director Guillermo del Toro released to the cinemas the movie Crimson Peak, staring Mia Wasikowska as Edith Cushing, Tom Hiddleston as Thomas Sharpe and Jessica Chastain as Lucille Sharpe. The film was a huge success, and shortly after its release, a official novelisation, written by Nancy Holder, was published.
Alongside the novelisation, an official art book, called Crimson Peak: The Art of Darkness, has also been published, giving further information on the characters and the world. Sadly, I couldn't find it, so I can't pull anything that was shown there.
I must also confess I have never seen the movie. I've heard of it, of course, but I didn't know anything more than 'mysterious siblings recruit a rich young woman to live in a haunted house'. And the story does live to it's reputation as a modern day gothic: decaying house, ghosts, incest.... all the best aspects of the genre!
The novel begins with Edith Cushing attending her mother's funeral, who had died from black cholera. Three weeks after the burial, late one night, while Edith was in her house, she starts to feel a presence in the room. Terrified, she hides under her blankets, but feels a cold hand touch her. She turns and sees her mother's decaying corpse, who tells her: "Beware of Crimson Peak". Edith tells this to her friend, Alan, but Alan's sister, Eunice, overhears and spreads the gossip that Edith is crazy.
Years pass by and Edith writes a novel about ghosts and grief, which she attempts to get published, but is rejected, for the reviewer thinks it's romantic enough for a woman author. Meanwhile, Alan had gone to England to study medicine, and while Eunice was visiting him, she meets Baronet Thomas Sharpe, whom she quickly becomes attracted to, due to his title and perceived wealth. After Eunice returns to America, Thomas announces he'll have a business meeting there, but he's also visiting to pay court to Eunice, who is throwing a ball to receive him.
Edith is not interested in any of it, as she has no time for social events. After having her book rejected, she goes to her father's office, where she intends to type out her novel and try to send it under the guise of being a man. There, she meets a charming English man who is looking for someone to finance his invention, which is a machine to dig clay. He sees Edith's novel and gets interested on it, and while they talk, she learns that he is Eunice's baronet, Sir Thomas.
Thomas' idea is to use the machine to dig deeper into the Sharpe clay mine, which produced a deep red clay, but most mines had collapsed, so he hoped to use his machine to tap into new sources of clay and restore his family business. Edith's father, however, sees no prospect in Thomas, thinking him to be a spoiled noble-man and dismisses his request for founding, not willing to give him money to invest in something that no one believes will work.
"You have already tried—and failed— to raise capital in London, Edinburgh, Milan."
At home, Edith once more sees her mother's ghost, who warns again about "Crimson Peak". Before she can calm herself, there's a knock on the door and Thomas appears, wanting to talk to Edith. He invites her to the ball in Eunice's house. Edith tells him she doesn't want to go, but he insists further, having been taken by her wit and talent. She finally agrees to go with him and they walk into the party arm in arm, much to the disappointment of both Alan and Eunice, as Alan was in love with Edith and hoped to marry her.
In the party, we are introduced to Lucille, Thomas' older sister. She plays the piano as Thomas dances with Edith, sending jealous looks at the couple. Eunice is also outraged that her supposed suitor left her for Edith, but there's no changing Thomas' mind. Mr. Cushing is also unhappy with Thomas's attention towards Edith, and so hired a private detective to investigate him and his sister.
After the ball, Edith beings to spends most of her days with Lucille and Thomas, however, privately, Lucille tells Thomas she doesn't think Edith is the right woman for him, but she decides to let him have his way.
"He was different; this was different; this was not what they had agreed on. It was too bright out; she could not think. Trust was so hard to come by in this world. But of course she trusted Thomas. Who else was there?"
Alan makes a last effort to conquer Edith's heart, by showing her spectre photography, but Edith has made her mind and is just waiting for Thomas to propose, which she believes he will do soon, as Mr. Cushing's company board decided to finance his machine and he would return soon to England. Thomas himself is also hopeful to propose, having taken his sister's garnet ring to use as an engagement ring.
"Now as his sister moved apart from him, he felt a twinge of guilt, for he had not been entirely honest with her. He would give the ring to Edith, oh, he would, but not in the manner they had imagined. Not for that reason. Life was new for him. The sun had come out at last, and all those years in darkness—those secrets— were over."
Some of the narration of his point of view makes no sense now, but it will all become clear later. What matters is that Thomas doesn't intend from the start to do with Edith what he did to the others.
In the dinner celebrating the deal, Mr. Cushing presents Thomas with the information the private detective had found out and tells Thomas that he'll tell Edith if Thomas doesn't leave of his own volition. Having no choice, Thomas decides to break Edith's heart, telling her that her novel was stupid and that she was immature. She slaps him and runs to her bedroom, heartbroken.
The next morning, Mr. Cushing waits to be attended by his barber, but is attacked and has his head smashed in. Edith is unaware of this when she receives a note from Thomas telling her why he had said those awful things and begging for forgiveness. Edith does forgive him and decides that she's going to go after him before he leaves for England. She rushes to his hotel and his still there. Lucille has gone ahead, but Thomas had hopes to see Edith one last time. They kiss and he asks her to marry him, that they will find a way to make her father accept it.
Only that it's not needed, as Edith is then informed her father had passed from a fall. His official cause of death is listed as an accident, but Alan quickly becomes suspicious of it.
Despite the tragedy, Edith and Thomas go ahead with the engagement and have a quick wedding, followed by a short honey in London, before they move to Allerdale Hall, the Sharpe's ancestral home. Edith makes the plan to have her fortune moved from America to England, where she will the money to incest in Thomas' machine.
Their honeymoon is quite interesting, because, not only they don't consummate the marriage, but Thomas keeps mentioning Lucille all the time, no matter what they were doing.
"They had not shared the marriage bed as yet. She was so grateful that Thomas had respected her mourning—and yet, she was ready to be a proper wife to him."
"Indeed, they had listened to a Chopin program, and Thomas had remarked that Lucille would have loved it. He had spoken often of his sister during their excursions, and Edith had been touched by his devotion to her."
When they arrive at Allerdale, Edith finds the home to be decrepit and sinking into the mines below. The signs that there's something wrong going on are quite evident. Thomas's servant, Finlay, says the following upon meeting Edith:
"'Finlay, this is my wife.' 'I know, I know, milord. You’ve been married a while.'"
Which Edith dismisses as dementia. Then, as she waits for Thomas to fetch Lucille, she see the shadow of a woman entering the elevator that leads from the house to the mine. When Lucille shows up, she and Thomas dismiss the sight by saying that the elevator often moves on it's own. Edith also tells Lucille about her honeymoon, and notices her sister in law seems quite jealous of it.
"She spoke stiffly, clearly a bit jealous of their fine time. But one went on a honeymoon with one’s bride, not one’s sister. Surely Lucille understood that."
Then Edith asks Lucille for the house keys, as she's the new lady of the house, but Lucille is reluctant to hand them to Edith, telling her that the house is dangerous and it's best for her to not go exploring and opening doors for now.
"Lucille was possessive of everything… including her brother. Edith could not understand why Lucille wanted to remain the mistress of Allerdale Hall."
Edith retreats to her room to lay down, and Lucille complains to Thomas about Edith's intentions with her ghost stories and they bicker over the fact the Thomas still hadn't got Edith to officially sign over her fortune to him, which he promises will happen soon. Lucille is pleased and says that she'll get rid of Edith as soon as the transaction is done.
Thomas prepares Edith a tea to make her feel better, but Edith complains of it being bitter, but Thomas insists that it will be good for her health. The kiss, but Thomas leaves before it can advance any further, he retreats and Edith quickly falls asleep. All the while, Lucille watched from the keyhole.
"The sister spied through the keyhole in the door to their bedroom. She watched her brother refuse to perform his husbandly duties. She smiled and moved away."
When Edith wakes up in the middle of the night, Thomas is not there. Hearing noises, she picks a candelabra and leaves the bedroom to try to find her husband. As she explores the house, she is lead towards wax cylinders, which could be using to play sounds in a phonograph. As she examines them, a blood red ghosts appears and Edith goes running, the ghost chasing her. She gets in the elevator and ends up on the mines, where she finds many chests and vats. One of the chests has the initials Enola S., and Edith wonder if Enola is a relative of Thomas. The chest is however locked and she's unable to open it. Then a noise starts coming from the clay vats, and Edith rushes back to her bedroom.
Meanwhile, in America, Alan is suspicious of Thomas, as he watches all of Edith's things be sold to sent the money to her new husband. His suspicion grows when he finds out that Mr. Cushing had wrote a check fro Thomas on the day he died. Talking with Mr. Cushing's lawyer, Alan discovers about the hired private investigator and goes to interview him about his findings. The investigator tells Alan that not only was Thomas already married, but also his mother had died in mysterious circumstances
After seeing the ghost, Edith wakes up in bed, with Thomas by her side. She hears a piano playing and goes to check it, finding Lucille sitting in the a bench playing a song that she tells Edith she used to play to Thomas when they were little. She also tells a bit more of their childhood, how she and Thomas had been confined to the attic by their mother, who didn't want to have to deal with them. How very Flowers in the Attic of them.... Lucille also tells Edith how she likes to have her mother's portrait hanging on the walls, even though the woman had abused her and her brother.
"'Thomas wanted us to take it down. But I didn't want to,' Lucille said. 'I like to think she can see us from up there. I don't want her to miss anything we do.' Was that a smirk? Lucille smiled at the painting as if she and that evil-looking woman were sharing a private joke."
What is Lucille to smug that her mother is watching? An incestuous love affair? Yeah, it's a incestuous love affair, that Mrs. Sharpe found out about in life and disapproved. So now Lucille is happy that her mother is forced to watch it continuing... Lucille doesn't know about the Allerdale ghosts, but she is right in assuming her mother is watching.
As Edith explores the library, Lucille shows her some books that Mrs. Sharpe once had ordered from afar. One of them, as Lucille demonstrates, shows a Japanese couple having sex. Edith is horrified at them, but Lucille says it's fine, especially now that Edith has had sex. Edith shakes her head, saying that they haven't consummated the marriage, at which Lucille brightens up.
Later in the day, as Thomas works on his machine, Edith makes him tea, but he's immediately put off, asking her which tin she used. While Edith thinks that maybe she can have done the wrong tea for the afternoon, my mind immediately went for 'one of them is poisoned', specially because before, the narration made a big deal of Lucille and Thomas taking tea for Edith using the red tin.
Before he even drinks his tea, Thomas gets burned in the machine steam and as Edith bandages him, he tells her that the hill is nicknamed "Crimson Peak" among the locals because during the winter the red clay stains the snow. Edith is horrified, recalling her mother's ghostly warning.
As Edith further explores the house, she finds in the attic many tinkers that Thomas had build to entertain Lucille during the years they were confined there. They kiss and begin to raise her skirts, but they are interrupted by Lucille, who has brought tea.
That night, Edith wakes up sick and as she rushes to the bathroom, she continues to see things in the house, this time it's a ghost with a meat cleaver stuck on it's skull, parting it in half, that warns her to leave the house. She goes after Thomas, who once again wasn't in their bed, and when she finally finds him she tells him that she had seen the ghost of his mother. She begs Thomas to leave the house with her, but Lucille appears and dismisses Edith as insane, serving her more tea. After Edith is asleep again, Lucille confronts Thomas, asking him how could Edith know about their mother had died, but Thomas has no idea.
The next day, Edith and Thomas goes into town, so Edith can get some fresh air. In the post office, Edith receives a letter from Milan addressed to E. Sharpe, along with some letters from her lawyer. Before they can return to Allerdale, a storm begins and they get trapped in town. Having no where else to go, they decide to spend the night in an inn, where they finally make love.
When they return to the house on the next day, Lucille is in panic, worried about why Thomas had been away the whole night. Maybe thinking he had left her for Edith, not intending to return. She gets even more agitated when Edith tells her they consummated the marriage.
"Her distress was bewildering. She could not be surprised that Thomas had at last asserted his husbandly privilege, and yet it seemed almost as if Lucille thought she should have been consulted on the matter."
While they talk, Edith notices that Lucille has a key that is labelled as Enola and surreptitiously slips it away while Lucille makes more tea. Edith also opens the Italian letters, but it's in... well, Italian, and so she has to go to the library to find a dictionary. As she translates, she sees from the window that Thomas had made his machine work, but instead of going out to congratulate him, she decides to go to the mines to open Enola's chest.
In the chest, she finds a phonograph that she decides to use to play the wax cylinders she found earlier. She picks it up, but starts to hear a noise coming from the clay vats again. She goes to investigate it and, while she finds nothing, she goes drops the key. She recovers it, but it's stained with blood red clay and she can't get it off. Which is definitively a reference to Bluebeard, in which the wife drops the key to Bluebeard's murder room and he finds out by the stain in it.
Outside, Thomas has called Lucille to celebrate his success. But Lucille turns sour when Thomas mentions how he wishes Edith could see his success.
"'Oh, if only Edith could see it,' he blurted. The words were out of his mouth before he realized what he was saying. Lucille pulled away. She stared at him in disbelief. 'Edith?' Her voice shook. 'I did this with you. For you. I did it!' He put his arms around her again, trying to recapture the moment, to backtrack. Mentioning Edith at this life-changing moment was a stupid blunder. He never wanted to hurt Lucille, ever. Nor Edith, he thought wildly, panicking. Neither of them. 'Of course we did,' he placated her. 'We did this together. No one else.'"
Lucille is not placated by his words, and as Thomas goes back to his machine, she notices that Enola's key is missing. She runs back to the house and finds Edith, who is laying in bed, trying to hide her discovery. Lucille offers to make Edith some tea, which she accepts, and while Lucille is away, Edith places the stained key back into place, which obviously Lucille notices.
That night, Thomas visits Lucille in her room and notices that there's something wrong. They play music and dance, but the atmosphere is tense.
"Her eyes glistened with need and fear, and he remembered all that she had done for him. What she had endured for him. He had to be here for her. It was their pact."
"Lucille was gazing into his eyes and he could feel her weaving her spell around him. How old had he been when he had first surrendered? She was incredibly strong-willed, far more so than he. That was both a blessing and a curse. Lucille had kept them alive. Now they would begin to thrive. She had worked out the plan and except for a few unexpected hiccups—bumps in the night, literally—it was going well. They danced. She was his most perfect partner."
Meanwhile, Edith plays the phonograph and hears from three women: Pamela Upton, London, 1887. Margaret McDermott, Edinburgh, 1893. Enola Sciotti, Milan, 1896. The locations make her recall the places where her father had said Thomas had tried to raise capital. When she plays the recordings, she discover that they were Thoma's previous wife and, in Enola's recording, the hears the crying of a baby.
She shuffles through some pictures of the women that she had also found, and notices how in all of them, they are drinking tea. Just how Edith does. She comes to the realisation that the tea is poisoned. Also in a photo, there's a dead child.
It all becomes too much and Edith rushes out of the house, but she faints and is taken back inside by Lucille, who also makes more tea. Thomas, however, tells Edith not to drink the tea, but it doesn't really matter: the porridge he feeds Edith has also, unbeknown to him, poisoned. When Edith falls asleep again, Thomas leaves her side, unable to watch her die. He had always been absent when Lucille killed the other wives.
Thomas doesn't want Edith to die, but Lucille tells Thomas that they have no option, that Edith knows too much. Thomas is not brave enough to oppose Lucille, not when she been been whipped and beaten by their parents in his place, and she had always taken care of him.
"They had struck a bargain, vowing never to be separated. And in so many words, to kill anyone who tried to force them apart. Though he had been but eight years old when that pledge had been made, the memory of that day had never left him. It had haunted him all his life."
We get a flashback from their childhoods, when Lucille convince Thomas to sneak into the library to see the pornographic books, the same she showed Edith. Their father had founded them there and Lucille threw herself at him, to make sure that Thomas could scape unnoticed. Later, she blames Thomas for being hurt, telling him that if he hadn't asked to see the books, nothing would have happened. Thomas is confused, because it hadn't been him to suggest going to the library, but eventually accepts Lucille's version of events. In the years that followed, Lucille drugged their father and then killed their mother with a meat cleaver.
"She kissed his tears away. They clung to each other, orphans who could have been freed by the deaths of their nearly demonic parents, but were too haunted instead. Stripped of everything but darkness. Too late, too late for light?"
Back in the present day, Thomas notices he is actually in love with Edith, but he doesn't knows what to do. He has no chance to make this mind, as Edith, wandering the house in the dark looking for him in the night, is led to the attic by Enola's ghost, where she finds Lucille and Thomas in a romantic embrace. Lucille notices the intrusion and attacks Edith, who runs.
"'It's all out in the open now,' Lucille said triumphantly, turning her around to face her. Edith’s back slammed against the gallery railing. 'No need to pretend. This is who I am. This is who he is!'"
While the women fight, Lucille tries to ring the garnet ring from Edith's finger. Edith notices her jealousness and shouts that Lucille is not Thomas' real sister, but his wife. With a smug smile, Lucille replies that she is his sister and pushing Edith from the balcony, causing Edith to injure her leg.
To everyone's surprise, Alan arrives in England, convinced that Lucille is actually Thomas's wife and that Edith is in great danger. He tries to talk to Edith alone, but Lucille attacks him. She then hands the knife to Thomas, asking him to at least once in his life do something. Thomas agrees, but whispers to Alan to show him where to make a non-fatal stabbing, before taking him the basement, telling Lucille he finished the kill.
"Her brother, her beloved, her soul mate had torn his way out of his cocoon. Through the cut he had sliced in McMichael’s body, he had emerged a beautiful, black-winged moth."
Lucille drags Edith back inside, so Edith can sign the papers transferring her money to Thomas. While Edith refuses, Lucille taunts her, by telling Edith that Thomas never loved her, that he never loved any of his wives. Edith asks about the baby she heard in Enola's recording, and Lucille tells her that the baby was not Enola's, since Thomas never had consummated any marriage before. The baby belonged to Lucille and Thomas, and at first Enola had agreed to care of it, which is why Lucille allowed Enola to live longer than originally planned, but once Lucille realised the child was an abomination, she killed both.
"'Lucille whirled on her. "What vulgarians you Americans are. The marriages were for money, of course—quite acceptable for people like us, expected, even, for generations. But the horror?' And now the madness overtook her again. 'The horror was for love.'"
"All the love Thomas and I ever knew was from one another. And the only world that kind of love can live in is this one. These rotting walls. In the dark. Hiding."
When Lucille confesses to having killing Edith's father, Edith freaks out and stabs Lucille in the chest with the pen, before trying to run once more. Edith finds Thomas, who takes her to Alan, before deciding to go back to Lucille.
However, there's no appeasing Lucille, specially not when she notices that Thomas loves Edith. Heartbroken, she attacks and kills Thomas and then runs to the mines after Edith.
"'Is this how it ends?' the sister screamed in the throes of anguish. 'You love her? You love her?'"
Lucille finds Edith and screams that Edith is responsible for Thomas's death. The two women have a long fight that ends only when Edith, with the help of Thomas's ghost, plunges a shovel into Lucille. Edith then confesses her love for Alan and the two leave Allerdale Hall, with Edith having a new idea for a book.
I had heard to much about the movie and seem so many gifs of Lucille and Thomas that I expected their relationship to play a more central part to the story. I'm quite disappointed that in the end Thomas chose Edith, but I guess we couldn't allow the Byronic Hero to actually get an incestuous relationship....
Also, the novel makes a big deal of the manor be sinking in the hill. I kept expecting it to crumble doing the big showdown, but nothing happens. The house if still there in the end, and Lucille even gets to haunt it. I fully expected it to go all Usher.
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Sort of little poem from Thomas' point of view in relation to Lucille :
Thousands pieces of broken glass,
Haunting our painful past.
So we swore to continue together,
In this life where you had become my only faith.
When your warmth was the only thing kept me from shatter.
No one else to hide behind when I was afraid.

If I risk all,
Could you not be my downfall ?


How to live ? How to breathe ?
When you are here I'm suffocating.


I want to feel love,
Other than for my blood.
Tell me why everything is so desolate in our love ?


For you,
I gave up all,
Because our root is in the walls.


#crimson peak#guillermo del toro#thomas sharpe#lucille sharpe#edith cushing#edith sharpe#thomas x edith#edith x thomas#thomas and edith#edith and thomas#thomas x lucille#lucille x thomas#thomas and lucille#lucille and thomas#sort of little poem from thomas' point of view in relation to lucille
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CRIMSON PEAK (2015)
dir. guillermo del toro
#crimson peak#gothic horror#costume drama#period drama#perioddramaedit#perioddramagif#perioddramasource#movieedit#filmgifs#filmedit#guillermo del toro#edith cushing#thomas sharpe#lucille sharpe#mia wasikowska#tom hiddleston#jessica chastain#halloween#my gifs#mine
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Remembering the moral panic people had on here over the Crimson Peak incest. "The movie would be better without it" the movie can't function without it. Necessary for the piece that Lucille is jerking off her brother in the upstairs room while they poison his wives. All about that toxic codependency baby
#sometimes things you don't like are in stories and that's ok#and that goes double for horror#and if lucille is also a little jealous that thomas is getting with hot victorian ladies you know
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i think this would probably hurt guillermo del toro's feelings, so nobody tell him, but to me crimson peak is not a romance between edith and thomas (a dude i can never bring myself to care about; sorry, hiddles). it is a hatemance between edith and lucille. and a hatemance can be as powerful as a romance, actually. maybe even more so, because of the stabbing. 🔪🦋
#i get that there's a more normal way to watch this movie where you care about edith/thomas#but alas i cannot do it#dollsome's deep thoughts#crimson peak#edith x lucille
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#crimson peak#edith cushing#lucille sharpe#guillermo del toro#thomas sharpe#mia wasikowska#jessica chastain#tom hiddleston#horror film#movie gifs#halloween#gif edit#horror
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#crimson peak#edith cushing#william mckinley#do i tag everyone? yeah sure#alan mcmichael#thomas sharpe#lucille sharpe#oh wait#leon czolgosz
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honestly if you can only love Thomas Sharpe without the part where he wants his beautiful broken sister to absolutely ride him as often as possible what are you even doing here
#crimson peak#thomas sharpe#yes he loves Edith but he never said he wanted to STOP being Lucille's brother-husband#Viva La Sharpecest Fuck You#stop making him less interesting#incest mention
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Jessica Chastain and Tom Hiddleston in Crimson Peak (x)
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“But the horror… The horror was for love.” (c)
The esthetics of “Crimson Peak” and Victorian era is stunning. The true gothic romance with monsters awaiting under your bed. Applauding Guillermo del Toro for this piece.
Drawing this one was tough - at first I thought about Edith but, you know, she’s too innocent to win the “Dark Queen” Oscar. So apparently I turned to Lucille. However, who’s Lucille without Thomas? And here we are, having the trio who was bound to be together. ‘Cause “it’s a monstrous love and it makes monsters of us all”. 😉
#crimson peak#edith cushing#thomas sharpe#lucille sharpe#my art#art#fanart#character art#artwork#digital art#sketch#artists on tumblr
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CRIMSON PEAK (2015)
dir. guillermo del toro
#crimson peak#guillermo del toro#gothic horror#horror#costume drama#period drama#perioddramaedit#perioddramagif#onlyperioddramas#perioddramasource#weloveperioddrama#filmtvdaily#filmtvcentral#movieedit#moviegifs#filmgifs#filmedit#thomas sharpe#lucille sharpe#edith cushing#tom hiddleston#jessica chastain#mia wasikowska#my gifs#mine
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Hey so Thomas actually was clearly uncomfortable with what Lucille would do to him! And she was much older and groomed him.
hey so that’s actually not true! he was kissing her collarbone and caressing her back, pulling her closer. and, if you actually watch the movie, McMichael says that Thomas was 12 when Lucille was 14. is 2 years ‘much older’ to you? in a world where the Sharpes were isolated in the nursery 24/7 and abused horrifically, who was going to teach them enough about sex for Lucille to groom someone? she knew as little as he did. hope this helps!
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Attention comrades, history class is in session!
(Pt.2)
#united front#meme#anticapitalism#communism#socialism#imperialism#capitalism#free palestine#memes#anti imperialism#antifascism#free sudan#free congo#free yemen#ussr#world war 2#winston churchill#china#lucille ball#thomas sankara#saddam hussein#gulf war#donald trump#covid 19
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Happy Sharpe Saturday
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