#luha

[wyllaztopia]

Over the faded meadows lies a cottage with a closet where the two sisters hide.

Luha belongs to me Marrow belongs to @kayseeye

marrow is a papyrus variant and luha's younger sister!

[nubibusincaelo]

takipsilim, buwan, at tala.

hindi naman talaga takipsilim ang siyang dahilan kung bakit ako’y pumupunta sa lilim at nagdarasal nang taimtim na alisin itong dilim.

hindi naman talaga ang buwan ang sanhi ng aking kapighatian.

hindi naman talaga ang mga tala ang siyang sumisimbolo ng bawat luha.

hindi naman talaga sila ang may sala, kundi’y mga saksi. ang aking piping mga saksi.

sila ang saksi ng taimtim kong pagdusa.

saksi sa aking pagkukulang, minsa’y sa pagkasobra.

saksi sa kung paanong nagsimula sa isang walang laman na bote sa gilid ng kuwarto na ngayo’y kuwebang walang apoy sa gitna ng puso.

nakita ang pagbabago—kasiguraduhang dahang-dahang nagpaalam na pinalitan ng pagdududa’t mga agam-agam.

sila rin ay naging saksi sa pagkupas ng litrato ng isang bayaning sa utak ay naging mala-demonyong walang sungay, walang buntot, at walang pulang mga mata—ngunit mayroong maituturing na titulo sa buhay ng munting bata.

sila ang mga saksing pinipiling hindi magsalita, magmasid lamang at damhin din ang aking nadarama.

ilang taon ko ring inakalang sila ang may sala ng aking paghagulhol,

ngunit hindi ba’t hindi naman nila kasalanang wala silang magawa kundi’y ako ay pagmasdan at hindi na dumada.

hindi naman nila kasalanang ang kanilang pagkinang simbolismo ng pag-asa ay iba sa aking pag-akalang ito ay sa aki’y tumatawa.

takipsilim, buwan, at tala.

ang aking mga saksi sa t'wing hinahamon ako ng Dakila.

[valaquenta]

LUHA - Nothing

[ehubusa]

Ang Alamat ni Mercy Sunot: Isang Tinig na Walang Kamatayan

Sa kasaysayan ng musikang Pilipino, may mga tinig na tumatatak at nag-iiwan ng marka sa puso ng bawat Pilipino. Isa na rito si Mercy Sunot, ang pangunahing bokalista ng bandang Aegis. Kilala sa kanyang malakas at nakakapangilabot na boses, si Mercy ang naging tinig ng mga awiting sumasalamin sa buhay, pag-ibig, at mga pangarap ng ordinaryong Pilipino. Sa kanyang pagpanaw noong Nobyembre 2024,…

[kwaderno84]

ang luha'y simbolo rin ng katapangan

dahil ang kirot at pait ng iyong nararanasan

hayag mong inilalabas at pilit na nilalampasan

hanggang maubos na ang pagpatak, handa ka na muling lumaban

[kaeyachi]

new mond event involving the knights of favonius means that i am going feral looking for kaeya crumbs and so far he unfortunately DOESNT SEEM TO BE HOME STILL

[grvntld]

yung notes app ko here sa phone ko puro kalungkutan tots and feels laman kasi tbfh sobrang lungkot ko lately. i know it's important that i go through tough times and not run from them, but damn it, im just so tired of going through it. im so tired. im exhausted. i feel depleted. i just feel so weak and defeated all over.

[turtlejen]

been making tiny things~

[thegreatdeprussian]

what's philippines' relationship with faith?

Yup, I have hwspirilovebot for seatalia but that's alright! I can answer asks here too

And this news right here sums up Filipino faith:

Okay but jokes aside, Piri is definitely religious and superstitious. Spiritual? Hmmm. He will get there one day. Besides, how Piri's relationship with faith is viewed depends on his age. Here's an oversimplified timeline of what religions dominated the PH archipelago through the centuries:

Ancient: Animism

800s: Buddhism and Hinduism

1300s: Islam

1500s: Christianity

Modern: Buddhism, Taoism, and Hinduism from Chinese and Indian immigrants, Judaism from Jewish refugees, more Christian denominations, etc.

Some headcanon that Piri is a representation of a precolonial chiefdom, for example, if he was Sugbu (modern day Cebu), he would be practicing a combination of Animism, Hinduism, and Buddhism, before being baptised as a Roman Catholic in the 1500s. If he was Maynila, then it would be the aforementioned 3 with Islam (but he still ate pork in that era, lmao). Some also headcanon that Piri was born in 1521 when Magellan gifted Rajah Humabon with the Santo Niño upon the latter's baptism, and in that case, his relationship with faith will also be different (@sweaty-clouds can expound on this better than I do 🤧)

I view that Piri was born due to the intramarriages and intramigration within the archipelago that came to be known as the Philippines. I have no specific date yet, but it's sometime in the 1300s or earlier.

There are tons of belief systems in the country, different set of Deities and Anitos for every ethnolinguistic group and indigenous group. Some are remembered, many are forgotten. Not all are worshipped as the dominant religions are monotheistic.

The Philippines is a Roman Catholic-dominant (but under the constitution, the church and the state are separate, and you are free to practice your religion), and my Piri practiced it under Spanish colonization until today. Discrimination against indigenous people and Muslims are rampant, and Christian denominations fight each other on who worships God better and who goes to Heaven (spoilers: none of you)

Now, faith.

Faith in Tagalog has many words but the one I hear the most in churches is "sampalataya" which came from the Sanskrit word, sampratyaya (सम्प्रत्यय). We often use Diyos but when reading folklores, you will regularly come across the word Bathala which also came from Sanskrit: Batthara (भट्टार). Our fairies, Diwata, came from Sanskrit as well: Devata (देवता). Despite the dominance of Catholic faith, the Hindu-Buddhist roots are still present. Other precolonial anitist beliefs such as dancing the Obando Fertility Rites are also still practiced. We politely say excuse me (tabi-tabi po) when hiking in forests in the belief that it is the realm of spiritual entities or that the environment itself has spirits.

My version of Piri grew up practicing many belief systems, depending on which personification was his assigned guardian, but if you want to survive, you have to assimilate to the dominant culture. He was definitely a sacristan, until he became a revolutionary. He still prays, attends the mass, volunteers in the church, and participates in holy days and feasts for almost every saint today.

He doesn't sweep the floor at night as it sweeps away luck, and maybe it's just a coincidence that the Goddess Lakshmi will walk out of your house if you sweep your place after sunset. He wears an agimat or anting-anting (amulet) and despite having a medical degree, he still carries a lana (a concoction of oil and herbs to ward off evil entities). He can exorcise demons and drive away tiktik (that baby-eating monster targetting pregnant women) too. Perhaps he has an altar in his house that has both the crucifix and a Buddha statue. Oh, and he still gives babies that red and black beaded bracelet and the red pouch for protection. Pwera Usog or Pwera Buyag! (Fuera Curse, to repel a hex)

Piri's not agnostic, but he sure rolls his eyes during homilies when the priests shuns people who believes in precolonial or pagan beliefs, and he definitely cringes at fuccboys who have John 3:16 in their bio.

What else did I miss? Piri's Catholic guilt? The way my dad did the sign of the cross in front of a giant Buddha statue when we went to Thailand? or one of my friends visiting my other friend's condo and saying "Yup. This is bad Fung Shui", but there's a rosary on his doorknob so it balances out

There are tons of mythological creatures too, and the babaylan who was demonized and now referred to as a mangkukulam, but my brain is just not braining at the moment and I feel like I answered more about religion rather than faith but I still hope this still answers your question, anon.

TLDR: Folk Christianity, but this needs more thoughts from Filipinos of other religions

[wyllaztopia]

i think that's all my skeleton ocs, all from different aus

[natutulogpa]

BITCHHHH kakatapos ko lang manood ng how to make millions before grandma dies tas eto ako ngayon maga mata hahahahuhu may soft spot talaga ako pagdating sa grandparents at syempre parents

[windupnamazu]

i bet you play soccer 'cause you're a keeper!

ffxivwrite2023 #17: tease (free day) make fun of or attempt to provoke in a playful way.

Some pre-relationship Lunya/G'raha and @fistsoflightning's Zaya/Thancred. Random high school AU????????? Don't ask me. 782wc. ⮞ Two sets of teenagers, both alike in teenage cringefaility, On fair soccer field, where we lay our scene,

"Soooooo, Lu," Nyneve drawled, elbows on her knees and chin in her hands as she leaned forward to see Lunya past Majj's giant GO, GO, VARLIN-OH! poster. "Are you really just interested in Zaya's games or are you gonna admit you've been eyeing Raha like he's a prime cut of Hingan wagyu since he hit the field?"

"Hmph," Lunya sniffed with a haughty flip of her hair to hide the slightest flush of red to her cheeks. "I can do both. Multitasking is the key to success, Nyneve."

And boy, could Lunya multitask. Just because Zaya invited her out specifically to watch the coed soccer matches and relay race didn't mean Lunya couldn't enjoy everything else Sports Day had to offer. Especially not if 'everything else' included that cute Miqo'te boy from her history classes with Professor Rurusha. She overheard him infodumping to his friends about Allagan waterways at the beginning of the school year and she was doomed. Doomed.

"Y'know I could just introduce you, right? You don't have to wait for Rurusha to maybe assign you as project partners one day," Nyneve reminded her, only for Athanasia to sock her shoulder on her other side.

"Stop interfering in your friends' love lives," the other Midlander teen scolded. It might have been out of genuine concern or a desperate attempt to keep yet another man out of her best-friend-slash-crush's field of view. Nyneve turned around to whine and with a roll of her eyes, Lunya tuned them out to look for Zaya.

Their sibling was hard to miss even in the sea of blue jerseys scattered across the field; their azure face paint—(their "war paint", they eagerly signed to Lunya that morning on their way to school, which Lunya thought was ridiculous but adorable)—was stark against their skin and dark scales and they were talking to Thancred Waters, whose fanclub was hovering at the edge of the field as close as they could without Coach Hagane yelling at them to back off.

Thancred, who was leaning towards Zaya to—

Lunya reached over and gripped Majj's arm.

"Did he just—" Majj wolf whistled in confirmation, drawing every head on the field to their direction, and then Lunya was on her feet, shouting: "YEAAAAAAH, QESTIR!"

Zaya sprung back from Thancred, eyes wide like she had caught them swiping up the last khuushuur. Both of them had very distinct splotches of red on their faces despite his kiss on their forehead being rather innocent.

"TOUCH HIS BUTT," Zaya's horrible, terrible little sister hollered anyway, shaking the whole set of bleachers as she bounced up and down in some twisted imitation of a hyperactive circus monkey.

Mentally, Zaya debated if it would be faster to run up the bleachers to pick Lunya up and carry her to the river to drop her in it or to simply kill everyone staring at them.

As some of the teachers wandered over to figure out what in Thaliak's name the kids in the stands were yelling about, G'raha Tia came up from behind Zaya and Thancred with a nervous clearing of his throat.

"You guys know her?" the sophomore asked, tilting his head in the direction of Lunya and Majj doing an excited little dance. Lunya's dyed-white hair was practically glowing in the late-spring sun and Thancred decided to remind her later that she needed to touch up her roots.

"Lunya? Yeah," Thancred confirmed. "She's my neighbour; known her since she was, uh, smaller than she is now."

G'raha couldn't quite make eye contact with either of them. "We've never talked before but she's in some of my classes..." Oh, no. Thancred knew what that nervous, yearning edge to G'raha's voice meant. The boy was halfway in love with her already. Between them, Zaya was furiously gesturing. "Um. Sorry, Zaya, but I still don't know most of those signs."

"They more or less said that if you so much as look at their sister like you do your history books they'll turn you into shorlog," Thancred translated.

G'raha gulped but didn't deny any of the looking. "Got it."

It didn't stop him from casting another gaze of the longing kind back at the bleachers, which he only managed to get away with because Coach Hagane called everyone back over and Thancred drew Zaya under his arm before they could swing around and sock their goalie in the jaw, pulling them close and determinedly not looking back at the little party being thrown in the stands. That wasn't a real move anyway, so they were celebrating for nothing, but Thancred made a private note to rub Zaya's impulsiveness off him before something like this could happen again.

[rapewife]

hehe happy ive given my bfs nicknames on my phone 🌸🌸🌸

[kundool]

luha🩸

[hong-jisoo]

Pa-Umaga

Summary: Kahit anong oras ang text sayo ni Jeonghan, hindi mo paran kaya tanggihin yung mga hinihingi niya.

Characters/Pairing(s): Jeonghan x F!Reader

Genre: Smut, Angst

AUs/Trope info: FuBu!AU, Filo!AU, fubu to ???

Word Count: 1k+

Warnings: Medj wrong grammar, rushed ending, explicit sexual content, smut warnings under the cut

Rating: 18+

A/N: This fic is in filipino!! Thanks to @lovetaroandtaemin for the banner! mdni divider by @cafekitsune, salamt kay @ylangelegy, @chanranghaeys, at kay @wonustars sa pagbeta!

Smut Warnings: unprotected sex, creampie, bare minimum aftercare

Nakasanayan mo na yung amoy ng higaan ni Jeonghan, yung tela na makinis at mamahalin sa pakiramdam. Nakasanayan mo na rin yung mga text niya sayo ng madaling araw, lagi kang tinatanong kung gising ka pa.

Kahit naman hindi, lagi mo naman sagot ay ‘oo’.

Ang lakas ng hatak niya sayo, wala kang ibang ginugusto kung hindi and init ng balat niya sa balat mo. Na-adik ka na sa lambot ng labi niya, yung amoy ng buhok niya, the way his cock felt inside of you.

Kahit anong oras ng gabi, parang hindi ka napapagod sa kanya.

Kaya ito, nandito ka nanaman sa condo ni Jeonghan. Kahit gaano kanipis yung mga pader, hindi ka man lang nakakaramdam ng hiya sa mga ungol na nilalabas mo. 

Ang init ng hininga niya sa tenga mo. Nanirahan na lahat ng sinabi niya sa utak mo. Hindi mo na makakalimutan yung boses niya, yung init ng katawan niya, yung lasa ng pawis at luha na humalo sa mga sigaw ng kasiyahan.

Jeonghan keeps rocking his hips into yours, his thick cock splitting you open deliciously. You moan when he hits the spot, his grip bruising your hips as he continues to rock at a fast pace. 

“Fuck, baby, you like it when I fuck you like this?” Tanong ni Jeonghan, yung boses niya maalinlangan dahil sa lakas ng pagtira niya sayo. Hindi ka na makasagot sa kanya, masyado nang malabo ang pag-iisip mo.

Kung meron kang iniisip, Jeonghan fucks it out of you easily.

All you could feel is Jeonghan's cock and your hot tears streaming down your face. Halos masugat na ang kaniyang likod gawa ng mga kuko mong nag-iwan ng mga galit na pulang guhit sa balat niya.

Kaysa masaktan si Jeonghan, umungol pa siya. “Do that again babe, fuck, hurt me.” He said with almost a whine. 

Naramdaman mo yung nginig ng pag-ungol ni Jeonghan sa leeg mo, dinilaan at sinipsip niya. Nagiwan ng marka, evidence ng pagtatagpo niyo.

Hinila mo ang buhok niya at napatitig ka sa mata niya bago kayo nagtagpo sa isang mainit na halik. Lalong humigpit ang yakap mo kay Jeonghan, yung paghigpit na halos ayaw mo na siya pakawalan.

Ang kaniyang labi ay mariin na kumakapit sa iyong balat.Sa bawat panandalian niyang pagkalas mula rito’y nag-iiwan ang bawat isa ng mga markang tila ba’y nagngangalit sa pagkapula.

Mahalumigmig ang kwarto ni Jeonghan kahit naka sagad ang lamig ng aircon, kahit anong lakas ay masmainit parin ang yakap niya sayo. Lalo nagsaliksik yung labi ni Jeonghan sa balat mo, nahanap nito ang sensitibong balat ng utong mo, at kumapit ito dito. Binato mo yung ulo mo pabalik, malakas na ungol yung lumagpas sa labi mo, nalula sa pakiramdam na binibigay sayo ni Jeonghan.

Naramdaman mo na una ka nang malalagot, diniinan mo yung baon ng kuko mo sa likod niya, hindi mapakali katawan mo, nakalimutan mo na ang lahat pati pangalan mo, yung kay Jeonghan nalang yung nasa utak mo.

“I- I’m gonna cum-! F-fuck, fuck me Jeonghan!” 

You arched your back in pleasure, unable to stop the moans spilling out from your lips. Any thoughts, other than the feeling of each nasty snap of Jeonghan’s hips against yours, also escaped you, only his name tumbling from you like a mantra, or a prayer.

Hindi tumitigil ang pagtira sayo ni Jeonghan. Kahit nalagot ka na isang beses hindi siya titigil hanggang hindi ka nalalabasan. 

He reaches down to rub your clit in frustrated circles, “C’mon, squirt for me. Alam kong kaya mo.” He said, his hips never stalling their frantic pace.

Your second orgasm comes embarrassingly quick, Jeonghan grunts from the effort he put into snapping his hips into yours. Your orgasm combined with your pornographic moans were enough to push Jeonghan to the edge, his hip flushing against yours as he stuffs you with his warm cum. He bit his lip, but sly whimpers still managed to leave his throat, pleasure overwhelming his senses.

Both of you are panting, yung ulo mo nahulog pabalik sa unan dahil sa pagod. Si Jeonghan gumalaw para ihila niya sarili niya palabas sayo, naramdaman mo lumabas sayo yung tamod niya, napaungol ka ng tahimik sa init.

Tumayo si Jeonghan para kumuha ng basang towel sa banyo niya, at sinamahan ka uli sa kama para linisan ka.

“Kaylangan mo umihi, baka magka UTI ka pa dahil sakin.” Sinabi niya, dahan-dahan nilinis yung kalat niya sa legs mo.

“Saglit lang, di ako makabangon.” Sabi mo, medjo paos dahil sa kakaungol mo kanina. “Jeonghan, idlip muna ako, samahan mo ako please?”

Sabihin sana ni Jeonghan na umalis ka sa condo niya, kaso ayaw niyang isipin mo na hindi siya disenteng tao na basta nag-kikickout ng bisita.

“Sige.” Sinamahan ka uli ni Jeonghan sa kama, yung init ng katawan niya nakakacomfort sa lamig ng aircon. 

“Sa susunod, kailangan na kita pauwiin babe, alam mo naman yung boundaries ng relasyon natin.” Sinabi ni Jeonghan. Medjo sumakit yung dibdib mo, dahil alam mo naman na tama siya.

Fuck buddies lang kayo, hindi mo boyfriend si Jeonghan.

“Just hold me, please.”

[cherrywrecked]

virgin — yu jimin & uchinaga aeri x reader.

cw: threesome. pwp. rinselle is drunk. tagalog / filipino smut. noncon! oc is a virgin.

note: hi, guys! it's kyna mia!! (yes, i decided to change my name. my friends already know how much i hate the name kyna, so yeah.) i've been gone for so long, i apologize. i'll try to be more active again. for the meantime, here's the audiz draft i've had for months now! also, i've made a twitter account. let's be mutuals there!

tangina, gusto ko lang magpahinga, pero bakit ganito? hindi ko alam ano'ng nangyari, sobrang bilis...

“giselle, ano ba! tama na, lasing ka.” natawa lang si giselle sa mga salita ko. “pag ako, hindi pwede pero pag si karina, nalilibugan ka, ganon ba 'yon? ha?” napangiwi ako sa sakit ng sampal niya sa mga suso ko. hindi ko alam kung ano'ng mararamdaman ko—pero yung katawan ko, tuwang tuwa sa pag lamas ni karina at ni giselle sa mga suso ko.

“h-hindi! lasing ka. lasing kayo, please... tama na.” naiiyak ako. ang bastos ng ginagawa sakin ng dalawang 'to. hindi ko na nga napansin na nahubad na pala ni karina pati ang panty ko. namalayan ko nalang nang maramdaman ko ang mga kamay niyang binubuka yung mga hita ko. “ayaw ka ng ayaw diyan, pero yung puke mo ganito na kabasa para samin, ha?” marahang tinapik tapik ni karina yung puke ko at totoo—rinig na rinig sa tunog ng mga tapik na 'yon kung gaano ako kabasa. “puta ka ba, ha? pinagpapantasyahan ka namin, binabastos ka na, libog na libog ka padin?” natawa ang dalawa at wala na ako'ng magawa kung hindi umiling at i-deny ang mga akusa nila sa'kin. pero alam naming tatlo na tama sila. na para nga ako'ng puta kasi nasasarapan ako sa mga haplos nila.

wala na ako'ng nagawa kung hindi umiyak at tanggapin ang pambabastos na ginagawa sa'kin ng dalawa. pinanood ko kung pano maghubad si giselle sa harap ko bago niya pinunasan ang mga luha sa mata ko at hinalikan ang mga labi ko ng dahan dahan. “you'll be okay, angel. masasarapan ka sa gagawin namin ni rina, mhm? trust us.” except i already do, it's just... virgin ako. i've never had someone touch me before.

pero tama si giselle. i should... trust them. before i could even reply, karina already had her lips on my pussy. hinahalikan niya ng dahan dahan yung mga labi ko... “r-rina...” i whimpered out, trying to push her away, yet i could feel my cunt get wetter every time her lips touched my clit. parang naging go signal ata ni karina ang pag ungol ko ng pangalan niya. bigla nalang niyang ginamit ang mga dila niya at dinila-dilaan ang pagkababae ko. hindi na 'ko makapag isip, i just wanted to feel more. instead of pushing her away, i found myself pulling her in more, pressing her face down on me. “tangina, ang sarap. sige pa, rina. dilaan mo pa— fuck.” natawa si giselle sa mga salita ko. napatingin ako sakanya which only made her caress my cheeks and whisper against my ear; “nakakalibog ka.” before she dipped her head down to my chest and hungrily sucked my nipples. palit palit ang mga labi niya sa dalawa kong utong at halata naman sa kung paano 'to tumigas at sa mga ungol ko na nasasarapan ako.

giselle pulled away only to get rid of her clothes. rina did too before they switched places. giselle was now in between my legs and karina was hovering my face, her bare cunt barely brushing along the tip of my nose. ang bango—hindi, hindi! mali, maling mali 'to. i harshly turned my head to the side and karina didn't seem to be pleased by that. hinawakan ni karina ng madiin ang aking mga pisngi at hinarap ako ulit sakanya.

“dila.” her voice was low and commanding. i didn't budge. “ilalabas mo yang dila mo o hindi?” isang sampal ang binigay ni karina sakin at sa takot, wala na ako'ng ibang nagawa kung hindi ilabas ang dila ko na dali dali namang idinikit ni karina sa basa niyang puke. naiiyak ako—i feel so hopeless, yet hot. i don't want this, yet i know, i want more. feeling karina's wet cunt all over my mouth and tongue while giselle played with mine, it was too much.

hindi ko alam ano pumasok sa'kin, but i found myself sucking on karina's clit, which she liked. malakas na ungol ang lumabas sa mga bibig ni karina. nakatingin lang ako sakanya, putangina, sobrang ganda ng mga suso ng kaibigan ko. “sige pa, tangina. labas mo dila mo." sabi niya habang nakatingin sakin pababa. i locked eyes with her as i did what she wanted me to do. it was only then when she started bouncing up and down, as if riding a dick, instead of my tongue. "ah, puta, ang ganda niyo parehas." rinig kong bulong ni giselle bago niya sipsipin ang tinggil ko. napaungol ako ng malakas. it seemed to have an effect on karina too, my moaning. she started shaking on top of me and strings of profanities escaped her lips. her hands also found its way on my hair and pushed herself into my face more, and more, and more.

hindi na 'ko makahinga, but karina didn't seem to care about that. i wrapped my lips around her clit and started to suck on her sensitive muscle as she rode my tongue. it didn't take long for her until she started squealing. malalakas na tili na may halong ungol at mura kadugtong ang aking pangalan ang lumabas sa mga labi ni karina habang nanginginig ang kanyang katawan habang nilalabasan. ramdam kong tumulo ang mga katas niya sa muka ko bago siya bumaba at hinalikan ako na ibinalik ko naman. hindi nagtagal nang maramdaman kong lalong naging sensitibo ang katawan ko. my body jerks as she flicked on my clit. bawat haplos ng daliri ni giselle at pagsuso niya sa tingil ko, napapa ungol ako ng malakas sa mga labi ni karina.

“lalabasan ka na?” natatawang sabi ni karina, tila nangaasar. “sagot.” malalim ang boses ng dalaga habang pinaglalaruan ang mga utong ko na dahilan ng lag tayo ng balahibo ko. wala ako'ng nagawa kung hindi tumango kasabay ng isang malakas na hiyaw nang biglang pinalo ni giselle ang puke ko. paulit ulit niyang sinampal at basa kong hiyas bago hinalikan ito ulit. hindi na 'ko makapag isip ng tama, everything feels so overwhelming yet good.

nanginig ang aking mga hita at napa arko ang likod ko nang bigla ako'ng nilabasan. “tangina! ang sarap, ang sarap! fuck, fuck, fuck.” strings of nothing but profanities escaped my lips as i came all over giselle's face while karina calmed me down with kisses all over my chest.

binalot ng mabibigat na hinga ang kwarto at walang nagsasalita saming tatlo. hindi pa nagsi-sink in sakin ng buo yung nangyari, pero sigurado ako'ng nahimasmasan na sa pagka lasing tong dalawa. tatayo na sana ako, pero dalawang kamay ang pumigil sakin. napatingin ako sa dalawa kong kaibigan, they had this playful yet knowing smiles ln their faces. “hindi pa kami tapos sa'yo.”