dad to control me and everything I do ♡
dad gives me rules n makes sure I follow ♡
dad hurt me cause he loves me ♡
dad knows best ♡
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Literally less than 5 minutes ago, I finished persona 3 reload. Of course, spoilers and very self indulgent rambles ahead.
I am not good with my words...but I absolutely need to say something. I have never had a story resonate with me as deeply as persona 3's did. No piece of media, not a show nor a book or any other game had me closing my eyes and heaving in silence as I sobbed. What a beautiful story. What a bold move, to base it on such a daring concept. What is the meaning of life? Why do we exist?
Aigis' 9th social link is the most precious to me. One of the most important lines to was.. "I think that might be the true joy of being alive...It can be sad, but as the same time so warm...Beautiful because it is destined to end." Both Kaminari and Aigis drive the bittersweet beauty of life home. To fight for what you can change. And to accept what you can't.
As someone who struggled with the concept of death and the meaning of life, playing this game actually put it to rest, completely. I used to randomly get panicked about my death, and what would follow. That I hadn't yet truly lived. That my life hadn't even begun. I truly treasure what learnt from this story. I feel like it has changed my outlook on the world. The real meaning of life isn't about living every single possible moment to it's fullest, getting top marks and becoming rich. It can be that time you laughed so hard with your friend you got stitches. It can be the time you spend on your hobbies, as useless as some people would describe them. It can be when you rushed outside to take a look at a rainbow, the sunset, or the moon.
This game did something illegal to my tear ducts. Cried at Shinji's eulogy, (as well as hearing his voice during the very last fight.."alright, let's end this" I covered my mouth and that's when my crying session began for tonight.) Cried at Chidori's death. However, I cried especially the day before March 5th, when you can just check in on your social links. Straight up started sobbing when I heard Miyamoto's knee was healed, when Keisuke told me about his new and improved outlook on life, as well as when I got news about Maiko's new entire life. And I have cried numerous other times throughout the game for various reasons. Everyone grew in ways I cannot even begin to put into words. I am truly, irrevocably touched by the narrative and the characters it presents. With absolutely no doubts in my mind, persona 3 is the best game I have ever played.
Do not EVER play 'memories of you' around me.
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midway through season 3 and holy frak 911 is killing me!!
so i started my actual 911 journey like what a week ago (and well got slowed down cuz got the hubby into it and he wants to watch more than just occasionally lol so it's kinda slower going than could be)
anyway practically mainlining this show so that i can get to the current season whoa! is it an emotional roller coaster!! 🎢
the begins episodes have made me such a wreck and then they pair crazy episodes behind them and wreck me even more
all the storylines have me so sucked in - i luv maddie, chimney, buck, eddie, bobby, athena, michael hen, karen i just luv them all
the kids!!! holy frak the kids in this show are so good - denny, harry and may - AND CHRISTOPHER - omg do i luv christopher
every ep has so much crazy shit happening and just when i think they can't up themselves they do
they've made me cry like a baby oh so many times but bust out laughing just as many times
i am oh so happy so many of these characters are getting the therapeutic help they need - even if that means no eddie diaz fighting in the ring - cuz seriously so many of my fave songs were played in those scenes - oh and well there was of course some amazing eye candy
athena and bobby's love!!! - omg i am so here for it!
i luv the nash-grant family dymamic - they make me so happy with all the small ways they are there for each other
hen and karen - i cry with them and luv them and am so grateful they exist on this 'lil show
maddie and chimney!!!! omg i luv them so hard!!! (to the point i wanna write maddie/chimeny fic - oops lol we'll see what happens lol)
i could keep rambling forever but i won't but may of course yell about it again at a later date lol
911 - I CAME FOR THE BUDDIE THAT WAS ALL OVER MY TUMBLR DASH (AND THE FUTURE BOY-KISSING FOR BUCK) AND STAYED FOR THE "OMG I LUV THEM ALL!!!!" OF IT
oh a buddie pic to look at if ya actually made it through all my crazy rambling also cuz i luv'd his moment so much
oh and then this hug right here it nearly killed me!
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