#mae has mail 💌

[mrscarmenbearzatto]

Hi so I'm currently pregnant with my first baby! And I was wondering if you could write something where Carmen maybe holds up reader's belly just to get some of the weight off? I know for me this has worked a lot, just like picking it up and holding it removes some of the stress 😂

Thank you!!

he'd be so helpful!! i just know he'd ask nat if she had any tips for relieving the pain of the bump and thats when she'd tell him. "pete found a video online where lifting the bump from the bottom helps. it did wonders for me." she offers.

of course he'd ask before trying it. one night when your back has been in pain from your bump, he'd ask if he could try something. as soon as he lifts your stomach up, you lean your head back on his shoulder. "okay, you have some kind of magical touch."

from there it just becomes natural. back pain? he lifts your belly and just holds it. he'd also give you massages, helping in any way he can. and he'd research more ways to help relieve it!!

he's so caring i love him

also love congrats on your pregnancy!! sending good thoughts your way and hopes for a safe delivery for you and your little one!

[locklylemybeloved]

Are you normal obsessed about pjo or me obsessed? Like trying to figure out who's wld be their parent god constantly and make posts about it for themselves

ohhhhh definitely you obsessed

like pjo was my first fandom so obviously itll always have a special place in my heart (since i was 7!!!)

but like idk it itches my brain just right. im ALWAYS thinking about pjo (even if i dont post it)

yeah when i was around liiike maybe 10 or 11 years old i came up with this INTENSE self lore about who i would be in the riordanverse it was. crazy honestly.

[hyuckilstan]

i am seeing all the moots and name and emojis and I JUST REMEMBERED THAT WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT THAT BEFORE

can i please get a Mae and add 💸 emoji next to it bcs, u know, material ghourl 😭😭

OMG YEA YOU MADE ME REMEMBER JUST NOW AGAGGDGS AND OFC Material gworl shit 😔

[mikumanogi-blog]

2023-02-02 “Imagination” Ikeda Teresa Blog 2 [ENG]

Hello, it’s Teresa.

Nice to meet you for the second time? Thank you very much for opening up this blog today. Thank yo-yo ｰ( ･_･)/-------◎

A picture of me and Kubo-san ‘click’

She has such white skin, her cheeks and my cheeks together, hers were so smooth I felt like mine were going to melt.. Cute (important) kind (significant) amazing senior member. Every time I appear a long side the snior members I think ‘Nogizaka is amaaaaazing and awesome”

 Did you see the previous LINELIVE!

Ioki, Ikeda, Okamoto,Ogawa were the members that participated from the 5th generation 😳

Ikeda was the second! My stream was from 8 and those 30 seconds just went by in the blink of an eye.

 You really did have the image that I’m a glutton didn’t you.. I want to go eat yakiniku with Kubo-san one day. Next time I’m going to bring my recommended manga to show (I wonder what genre Kubo-san likes, those in the know please let me know  ahhhhh（///＞-＜///）)

 💌Speaking of which, right after this on a quiz…did you really talk about Kuroko’s Basketball? It seemed like it was just an egg quiz…? If not could you please tell me what kind of quiz you were planning to do🧸

(blog name: Hinata)

 🤍You’re very sharp to notice that just by watching the live stream, too sharp ‘sweats’

The quiz was actually two surveys, one was

Q. What club did Ikeda devote herself to in school? (A. Basketball club)

If I talked about Kuroko’s basketball it would be too easy to guess wouldn’t it`

💌Which makes you more nervous, live streaming or recording?

(blog name: Atobe)

🤍Probably Live streaming!

Recently the 5th generation members appeared on a tiktokLIVE and even then I was really nervous :( ;´꒳`;):

Please protect me from the rain

 〜〜〜

The MV for the first ever 5th generation song “Zetsubou no ichi byou mae” is now on the Nogizaka46 OFFICIAL YouTube CHANNEL📽

“Nogizaka46 “Zetsubou no ichi byou mae”

https://youtu.be/eAjVkmkGL_Q

Saku-tan and my voice are in there.

We participated in the recording with everyone, in the song we each have our parts and names, I remember being so happy.

The MV that we took from this rooftop, we were really there.

Please find me, even if you can’t see me, I’m there.

Apparently the time between the sun setting and complete darkness is known as the ‘magic hour’

Our scene was shot around that time.

 I really live the shading and the look of the MV. Please look at the sky during the ‘magic hour’ (○´ｰ`○)

 〜〜〜

 On the previously blog I didn’t mention anything about it but I have some wonderful and happy news!

 The 5th generation’s Nogizaka46 mail, Nogizaka46 message service will start (●︎´▽︎`●︎)

https://www.nogizaka46.com/s/n46/news/detail/66161?ima=3109

Changing from the continuous blog relay to sending things off on my own…for a shy person like me this takes a lot of courage but I’m going to do my best.

 Right now I’m doing the individual blog, but I’m also looking forward to doing Nogimail! I’m especially glad that I can send video and voice messages now. I’m thinking about sending a good morning everyday (　･´ｰ･｀)

Let’s make the hashtag #terepantalk.

I need it to match the blog which is currently and will continue to be #Tereblog #Terepanblog, please and thank you🫶🏻

 I’m going to continue to work hard to help you get to know me even more.

 February 1st marked the anniversary of the formation of the 5th generation. It went by so fast, but I can remember how much work we put into it this past year.

 Recently at work the staff and the other members have said things about how much we’ve improved, that makes me really happy, I think ‘doing my best’ has become my source of motivation and I’ve come to know how much those words can boost others.

I’m looking forward to see how I evolve over the course of this year, I want to become even better than my expectations!

Please continue to look after me in my second year. <(_ _)>

 〜〜〜

 For me, February 1st will always be a special day. When I was a student studying for my entrance exams Nogizaka46 really supported me, and so I want to become the strength for other people taking and preparing for their entrance exams. I’m cheering for you

With the knowledge of both sweet and sour tastes these two oldest 5th generation members are cheering for you ✊🏻 ̖́-

Don’t eat a yukhoe before the real thing

 Thank you for reading this far.

 Bye byee(○´ｰ`○)

#Tereblog #2

https://www.nogizaka46.com/s/n46/diary/detail/101119?ima=4109&cd=MEMBER

[mrscarmenbearzatto]

Reader losing her wedding/engagement ring and she's freaking out because she knows she's gonna have to tell Carmen eventually

hope its okay i combined these two requests, angels!

ʚɞ

Carmen has a metaphorical heart attack when he steps into your shared apartment after he gets off work. Expecting to find you in the kitchen or living room where you usually are, instead you’re nowhere. He doesn’t hear anything. The only sign of you being your engagement ring on the dining room table.

He feels his heart rate pick up. Of course his mind would travel to the worst, believing you’d left him with nothing else. No note, no goodbye. Just gone like that. It’s understandable from the years of people leaving he’d been accustomed to, yet he tries to remain hopeful.

He’s about to frantically call you before he hears you running down the hallway, searching underneath the pillows and under the coffee table. The ring in his clenched fist, he decides to speak up. “You looking for something?”

You look over, frowning. You’re wearing his hoodie. If you were leaving him, would you do it in his clothes? “I’m so sorry, Carm. I set my ring down to wash the dishes and then I completely forgot to put it back on. I know how much money you spent on it and I absolutely love it and-” Your words are cut off by him holding the ring up.

Your eyes light up. “Where was it?” You question. “The dining room table. I was- I was worried you were gone.” He admits in a quiet tone, as you step over to him, placing your hands on his cheeks. “Hey, Berzatto, you’re stuck with me. I’m not going anywhere.” You say.

He nods, taking your hand and pressing a kiss on the inside of your palm before holding the ring out. “Would you do me the honor of marrying me?” He asks, a grin on his face.

You hum, like you’re thinking about it. “I don’t know, kinda big of a commitment.” You say. He laughs. “You already yes. Can’t change your mind, you’re stuck with me, too.” He slips the ring on your finger, where it belongs.

“There’s no one I’d rather be stuck with, B.” You ease his worries, placing a kiss against his lips.

He knows you mean it.

˙ ✩°˖🌸 ⋆｡˚꩜

shine on, shine on, my loves!

- mae

[mrscarmenbearzatto]

So glad you're back!! Would you ever consider writing for Carmy x Richie's younger sister again?? I had an idea (if you want to write it, please dont overwhelm yourself) where reader and Carmen are fighting while reader is pregnant with their first baby and Carmen says something kinda mean to her and then she goes into laboro unexpectedly?! And seeing how Richie would react to that and be so defensive of his little sister 🥹

hi love! hope this is okay :) | fem!reader, mentions of a hospital, nicu stay/labor

You know he didn't mean it. Calling you stupid for showing up to the Bear that day when there was tools laying about, too many unknown people being around. He was just a worried soon-to-be dad, but that didn't make it easier.

Carmen was always protective over you, and now that you two had a baby on the way, it heightened. He was already on edge with the amount of repairs being done that day in the Bear, and the hazardous scene the restaraunt was in. He was just stressed out and took it out on you, like an idiot.

You didn't stick around to hear his apology after the words slipped out of his mouth. "Why are you being so difficult about this!? Showing up here was fucking stupid of you!" Nat took you outside to get you both away from each other, give you both some space to breathe. You could hear Carmen leave the restaraunt, disappearing to who knows where.

You sigh as you lean against the fence outside, gripping it with one hand. "He didn't mean it, it's just- there's been a lot happening today. Like a lot. Our fridge guy couldn't come and then a health inspection." Nat tried to explain. You were barely listening as your eyes squeezed shut. The pain in your abdomen and back you'd been briefly experiencing for the past few minutes had subsided as you let out an exhale. Syd stepped out at the same time.

"Hey, woah, you alright?" She asks. "Yeah, yeah sorry. Just Braxton Hicks. They just haven't been this intense." You answer. Syd stares at you both before clearing her throat. "I think your water just broke." She says.

You stare at her for a second, almost laughing. "Funny, Syd, but this isn't the time-" You look down and realize she's right. Your water just broke. "No, no, no it's too soon. We don't.. Carmen has to be here. You say, your voice filled with panic.

"Honey, I don't think you have a choice. Let's go to the hospital, okay? Syd, call Richie and Carmen, tell them to meet us at Chicago West." Nat takes your hand, helping you walk around the corner to her car, where she proceeds to break more then a few traffic laws.

"Who the fuck are you to talk to my sister like that?" Richie demands. The two were going back and forth after Carmen got back to the restaraunt. "Richie, I'm not fucking doing this with you right now." Carmen argues.

Syd walks in, exhaling. "Do either of you check your phones?!" She asks. "I don't know, he's a dumbass." Richie comments as Carmen rolls his eyes.

"Mine's.." Carmen frantically searches his pockets. "It must be in my office. What's the matter?" He asks. Syd frowns. "Y/n went into labor outside, Nat took her to Chicago West. I've been trying to call you to get you there before you miss the birth."

Carmen's already out the door by the time she finishes talking.

────

"If Carmen misses this, I'm going to kill him." Nat comments as she puts a pillow under your back for support. You sigh, laying back. The room is mostly quiet, except for the beeping of equipment. Monitoring your heartrate, your baby's heartrate, your contractions. It feels surreal to watch them increase and decrease with spikes on the monitor.

"He won't miss this. He'll be here." You say, your voice laced with doubt. You knew if Sydney had gotten ahold of Carmen, he'd be speeding to the hospital. Your doctor had been trying to push back your labor as much as she can, but you knew you were about to start pushing soon.

"I really hope you're right. I'm gonna go get you more ice chips." She says, stepping out of the room. You stare at the heartbeat monitors before you hear a small knock on the door. You turn to find Carmen in the doorway. "Hi." He says softly.

You smile. "Hey. Nice of you to drop by." You say, waiting for him to come over to you. When he doesn't immediately, you hold your hand out for him. He practically runs, taking it. "I'm so sorry. For not being here and for what I said. I shouldn't have- you didn't deserve that."

You shake your head. "Carm, you're here now. I'm glad you are. I love your sister but she is not a good birthing coach." She comments as he laughs.

He presses a kiss to your head. "I'm here now." He says. You squeeze his hand lightly. "I know you are, Carmy." Nat smiles as she returns. "Good, you get to live. Here are your ice chips. Best of luck." She wishes, placing a kiss on your cheek.

You smile. "Thanks for being so helpful, Nat."

────

Within the next half hour, your baby boy was in the world. Laying on your chest, his tiny hand wrapped around Carmen's finger. "He's so perfect." Carmen whispers, his voice filled with such fondness.

You two decided on a name: Theodore "Teddy" Berzatto. He was perfect to you two. Your own little boy, your son.

Richie and the rest of the staff came by the hospital. You swooned over your big brother getting to hold your little boy. "He looks just like dad." Richie admits quietly. You nod. "He does. Looks like dad and Mikey." Carmen agrees.

Your son couldn't have been surrounded with more love.

[mrscarmenbearzatto]

Do you think Claire deserves to cuss Carmy out in season 3 ?? i see a lot of people talking about it but I dont know how to feel lol

see here's my thing:

i think claire does deserve at least some closure from carmy but honestly, in my mind, she isnt a victim in anyway. her cursing him out, while it may be satisfactory, just doesn't make much sense to me. yes, she was hurt by what he said in the freezer. yes, their relationship ended on a sour note.

but are we gonna forget he was trapped inside a freezer with no way of getting out or seeing who was behind the door when he was expressing his feelings?? or how carmy gave her the wrong phone number on purpose? claire left after ending their relationship herself. carmy, while yes he was being an asshole, had a lot on his plate that night because it was a soft open of his restaraunt.

i don't think she should be the one to curse out carmy. if they do give that to someone, it should go to one of the bear staff, maybe syd or nat. they were let down more times then claire was, and truth be told they deserve to be hurt a lot more. carmy didnt call the fridge guy, getting himself locked in there during their busiest night. carm was barely there to help with the restaraunt. carmy ditched syd for their testing other restaraunts date.

tldr; i really dont see claire getting to be the one to curse carmy out (if it even happens) logical. it should be someone from the bear.

[locklylemybeloved]

did the percy jackson fandom plan the misspellings? because it’s kind of crazy y’all managed to get both “heros of olympus” and “perfy jackon and the olympians” trending

nah we’re just Like That™

[locklylemybeloved]

pjo au where gaea is just a puppet like kermit type of muppet

someone with better writing skills than me write this PLEASEEEEE im beGGING YOU 🙏😔😫

[locklylemybeloved]

silly question but does space exist in pjo universe? like no one seems to talk about it lmao

HRGEHAH tess 😭😭😭

wait….

OH YEAH WAIT they go to the national air and space museum like the Smithsonian museum where they fight the fucking lion bro with the hunters (excuse my lack of eloquence im very tired 😔)

[locklylemybeloved]

FAVORITE PHOEBE ALBUM OR TOP SONGS??? Lately I’ve been listening thr hell out of Graceland too

oh my GOD graceland too is literally so eeiruroejegrjeekeo (i know how to play it in guitar hehe 🤭)

honestly rn, probably georgia?? i know the end is also erurhrgeh yeah i love i know the end

i also LOVE boygenius i think theyre voices are so UGH yk?????

[locklylemybeloved]

im going to telepathically talk to you

*stares at you straight in the eyes* *continues to state* *stares even harder*

ya know?

[locklylemybeloved]

ah yes lets blame jason for a mistake he did not commit yes yes lets make him pay for something he did not do but his dad did good job

jason 🤝 me

being held accountable for the mistakes the authority figures in our lives made

[locklylemybeloved]

imagine if there was a camp in every country related to their gods? lmao oh god- i-

oh god like that would be. SO chaotic but honestly? i kinda love the idea

[locklylemybeloved]

Frank powers are so cool not bc he turns to an animal but bc he technically has two of them like imagine being able to sense rivers or control the flow of water but also being able to send ppl to sleep

ik!!!!! frank is my IDOL i literally love him so much i will never get over how much the fandom lowkey ignores him 😭

[locklylemybeloved]

pecy jackson and the unreliable adults

percy jackson and lets bully your own brother or summer field trip to waterworld

percy jackson and the dam that was sad

percy jackson and the girl you meet him sunday slow down crazy slow down

percy jackson and the new york gets raided again

now heroes of olympus series

he forgot

self esteem issues

mother knows best or itsy bitsy spider DIE

inferno

(not sure about the last one)

IM CACKLING THESE ARE AMAZING WHSHSHDHHSHSHS