#man im really really getting some Mental Illness vibes from ventus that i can relate to.

[venjamin-kingdomhearts]

thinking about khux ventus HURTS so fucking much man. cause it’s like he never wanted to hurt anyone he never wanted to hurt anyone, he wasn’t some power-obsessed, hateful person, people tend to call him jealous because he wanted to be seen as more important and have friends but he was really just a fucking kid. he never wanted anyone to get hurt, he was just a FUCKING KID, man. FUCK. he’s just a very UNLUCKY kid, because he experienced jealousy and guilt and shame and self-hatred just like any other child, he just was alone before he met the union leaders, and he was weak. it wasn’t any fault of his own. he was just unlucky and lonely and preyed upon, and darkness abused his trust. since the beginning ventus hasn’t done anything wrong. he’s just been punished for existing and not being “perfect”. like really. what the hell did he DO. you can’t even say he was secretly a bitter person because all he wanted was friends and the strength to make them, he didn’t fall to darkness because of secret ambitions, he was just 10. he was just 10.