#matty i am just. this is aitor all over again
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Smh the AUDACITY to make my literal Perfect Man in every single way and then [redacted] him
#KRISTA THIS IS ABOUT YOU#matty. matty. matty. MY FAVOURITE MAN IN THE WHOLE WORLD#hes kind. hes charming. hes handsome. hes a tortured artist. he HAS A WILDFLOWER GARDEN#hes so friendly and cheerful but its a front bc hes SUFFERINF#hes so kind because the world hasnt been kind to him#and he thinks he can exorcize himself via his art and escape his demons#but ultimately he is always just left w himself!!! and his memories!!!!#and THEN [redacted redacted redacted]#i am so in love with him and THEN.#how could u do this to me#i will never emotionally recover from this#cant even be romantically in love with the blorbo SPECIFICALLY WRITTEN FOR ME#let alone in love IRL#i am going. to lay down and weep. and die#i say i dont want romance and marriage but maybe some days that is a lir#lie*#i am afraid and running from myself and whatever i am. but like. maybe....would like to be held.#matty i am just. this is aitor all over again#aitor and matty are two parts of the same soul#aka Mine
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