#maybe not. thats why shes the girlboss ig

[reegis]

i love ur odin design!!!!! spooky silly old woman

shes girlbossing 💅🏻

[iliveforyouilongforyouvesuvia]

its 2 am, its me, its a new truckdump of songs for just about everybody

Lucio

got a little weekend project planned, gonna kill my parents and deal a worm for unthinkable power and then it all goes downhill from there shwoopsie

Muriel flexing his deal after he got it xdd sidenote do you think asra was immune or did they have a brief period there where muriel totally accepted his only real friend forgot him because he wished for it but at some point asra was chillin in the shop huffing some myhr and went "nice. anyway wow i wonder how my best friend muriel is doing these days"

nah they probly arranged the myhrr thing together ig god how tf do you spell merr fuKIN MYRHMHGR MYRRH also why the hell does morga get to remember him too like what does she care how does this freaking thing work. what cuz she saw him once when he was 3? whats up with that cause i was like hm ok maybe cause she knew him before the deal but then i realised yoU DUMBASS EVERYONE KNEW HIM BEFORE THE DEAL N THEY FORGOT THATS THE POINT so idk whats the metric by which the forgetability is assigned or whatwver those two got some weird thing goin on that i never received an explanation for. it might just be me being a dumbass again tho hkchvndt

this one kinda gave me a asra+ilya vibe specifically their lil colloseum performance i say jolly good show. god that ginger bastard would love ol' chicago.

ok this one is barely anything but going strictly off of the absolute girlboss vibes its putting out its giving me nadia. "is your mother worried. would you like us to assign someone to worry your mother" goes hard

i think i had more but i forgor anyway the actual point of this message is i hope youre doing okay and not regretting putting yourself on a schedule too much dgjyhkvd youre a cool dude n you can do whatever you want forever i hope everything is going exactly your way and if its not then thats absolutely fucking ridiculous but i know youll nail it

@tetsuooooooooooo those are all such good suggestions! I've put them on the playlist and now I'm putting them on the tag ^.^

And may I say that you've just opened a whole new can of worms in my head about Muriel's curse and the myrrh thing?! I mean, let's say there wasn't space or time for Muriel to plan things out with Asra ahead of time, what if Muriel spend several weeks wondering if he wanted Asra to remember him? Finding relief in a place his trauma couldn't reach him for the first time in years, and having to decide between having a completely fresh start without his oldest friend, and keeping this oldest friend around, even if that means keeping the memories of his past life around too -

Or what if he had to figure out the myrrh issue himself, and there was a time when he wanted Asra to remember him but needed to figure out how? Did he do that with Asra's help, showing up at the shop door like "you don't recognize me right now, but I'm your oldest friend and I need your help to figure out how to let select people remember me. Oh and as proof that I'm not lying, here's a list of all your most embarrassing moments since you were seven that I was there for."

Well there goes the next few hours of my day XD

[spaceyflowers]

etc thoughts about ep 412

big deal's current situation is so unfortunate but im just glad they're getting a lot of screentime 😭😭

speaking of screentime. i think this is the last we're going to see of sinu.

or at least him playing a big role;;

jake stays true to his words and was very adamant about leaving sinu alone now that sinu's happy again so... knowing sinu wont show up in the huge war between big deal and workers means he'll either never show up again or only in flashbacks/mini stuff.......... 💔💔💔💔

i mean. idk maybe ptj will have him show up at the perfect time to pull a "i may have left, but im still a part of big deal. i've gotta be here alongside you guys to fight and protect big deal" or something but thats definitely wishful thinking 😭

im soooooo happy to finally see mitsuki again (looking pretty as always 🤞💖) but i cant fucking believe her character has gotten even more reduced 💢

she started off as a girlboss kinda character but then got reduced to a yandere and now she's been reduced even more to just being the motivation for some guy 😒 (no offense ryuhei ily <3 this is about ptj's misogyny.)

i think this is the last we'll see of her, too 😭😭😭 ever since sinu was saved, she lost her big role bc all the attention went to the guys who could fight (ryuhei especially, but kenta as well) and i dont think she'll be relevant anymore 💔💔

charles isn't attractive to me at all and he's a bitch but his younger self is so attractive 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

jake and jerry were so cute as kids 🥺💖💖 i think this confirms that they're basically childhood friends which makes their friendship even cuter 😭💞

STILL waiting for jay to be relevant again. where's he been all this time. and crystal. she literally has 2 bodies like daniel, that was a big important thing but now the story is focusing on the 4 crews 😭😭

i know there was some stuff about jinyoung doing experiments on big daniel but that's the last of when the 2 bodies thing was important;;;

also i STILL just want to know how zoe and mira are doing <//3

the way the story is going on now implies lua failed to convince johan ?? 😭 like yeah she succeeded on distracting him for a bit and even told him the truth of what she was doing but we've yet to see johan's decision and eugene is confident that johan is going to help them take down big deal 💔

what's james doing right now btw. i mean ig he cant really... do much? but didnt he tell daniel to unite the 4 crews... and now eugene's doing all this shit.. is james just watching all this unfold..... i dont even rmbr why he told daniel to unite the 4 crews... did he just say it to tell daniel he'll tell him the truth about the 2 bodies if daniel succeeds ??????

ok yeah i honest to god have lost track of lookism's story. i only have a vague idea of what's going on and am really only just continuing to read bc i adore the characters and like action stories 😭

[mrkis]

Hello I'm back after ages xD

I ABSOLUTELY LOVED PART 5

I can't emphasize enough on how amazing of a writer you are. Ch 5 was so good, perfect balance of fluff and angst and those little moments in bw mainly yanghyuck to lighten up the mood. Absolutely loved them.

I loveeeeeeee yanghyuck and mc's friendship.

A lot of people want mc to end with yy but nah, he deserves better. He deserves more than being someone's 2nd choice

JAEMIN IS SO FUCKING DUMB (so is mc) like dude, if she keeps coming to you, you tell her to stop?????? If she's interrupting your work, the tell her. Learn to say no????????? I was so annoyed istg. And no i still don't like eunbin

Also miwoo baby :(((((( i feel so bad for her, I'm glad the girls were there for her. AND HER GIRLBOSS MOMENT AT THE END, LIKE YES YOU GO GIRL. I WAS LIVING FOR IT. THE WAS SHE SHUT EVERYONE UP AT ONCE CJDJSJSKS

Sunwoo my man🤩 i NEED more sunwoo mc interactions next chapter😭😭😭😭

I love how u problematic and unbothered Renjun and haru are😂😂

Jeno telling eunbin off, yes king 👑

Also yanghyuck, I'm obsessed with them😭😭 best besties istg, the kind of besties i want😭😭

I'm so excited for pt 6 now fkdkdkewk

-🍁

hiii!! i'm so happy you liked part five ugh thats such a relief thank you!!!

i love writing the yanghyuck moments, they definitely bring light to such hard/difficult situations honestly they're literally the happy viruses in the group. yangyang and mc's friendship always makes me jealous LMAO they always have each other no matter what, especially yangyang

he definitely deserves better... but we all know he'd rather have mc, and maybe he will? maybe he wont?

jaemin and mc both had the dumbest moments in part five BUT putting myself in both of their shoes, i understand why they did what they did and said what they said (including eunbin too. but ig thats because i'm writing them lol)

I LOVE MIWOO SO MUCH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!!!! i wanted her to open up during this part but i felt like opening up too much would but so out of character for her, so i only had her talk a little bit ugh i'm so proud of her

sunwoo was my favourite in part five, i had so much fun writing his scene... i can't wait for part six, i'm soooo gonna write more interactions between them... and maybe eric too :)

i actually wanted jeno to be meaner to eunbin but i also got a lil bit scared that he would be too mean... but maybe he will be next part? i definitely want more interactions between them!

[cattles-bians]

exes au part 15

post directory

em: viola teas i am like. incapable of sleeping in

em: i woke up 10:30 on the dot and i thought. what the fuck

em: 10:30 is especially offensive bc it means the mcdonald’s breakfast is done

obsetress: brain immediately said viola up and about doing all the chores vacuuming with no sympathy for her constantly sleeping in snoring girlfriend dani clayton

obsetress: but nah i'm sorry for you that sucks

em: inspiring deranged viola behaviour is

em: the greatest gift of all

obsetress: god so true when u think about it

obsetress: not that viola vacuums, she def has cleaners but

obsetress: actually no

obsetress: she has cleaners but she's prob not satisfied and gets out her expensive vacuum she has no idea how to use and is clattering n making such a fuss

obsetress: and poor dani

em: she’s up and about rearranging things, she’s causing a ruckus,

obsetress: dani's like "you have just as bad insomnia as me and you're just... getting up? that early?"

obsetress: viola shrugs "i don't need that much sleep"

obsetress: "you do, though"

obsetress: she shrugs and disappears into the kitchen

obsetress: insomniac gf and insomniac gf

em: insomnia gfs

em: viola runs on like

em: supernatural element carrying over: viola is a little too good at running on no sleep and no one knows if she ages

obsetress: YEAH

em: i love a sorta, grounded real life show w like one or two unexplained ambiguously supernatural things that no one blinks at

obsetress: i was gonna be like

obsetress: i wonder what dani and viola do when theyre up not sleeping at night and then i was like

obsetress: Well,

obsetress: no they do that but they also do the most random borderline unhinged shit like

obsetress: dani tries new baking recipes and they sit on the countertop in their pjs or underwear or nothing and eat scones at three am

em: go for night drives

em: night drives aren’t even unhinged but they’re nice

em: but they don’t listen to music they listen to fucken podcasts

obsetress: that fuckin lorde song

[em note: it's supercut]

obsetress: they go to the roof and dani lays her head in viola's lap and stares at the stars while viola reads to her in french

obsetress: ugh i put it on oh god why did i put it on

[em note: it's still supercut]

obsetress: in my head.........

obsetress: i do everything right............

obsetress: when you call............

obsetress: i'll forgive and not fight.............

obsetress: ours are the moments.........i play in the dark OH MY GOD VI'S INSOMNIA AFTER DANI LEAVES AND SHES ALONE

em: ur a MONSTER

obsetress: i need to lay on the floor and put this song on repeat

obsetress: anyway um

obsetress: another thought from when i was thinking about the vacuum like

obsetress: viola has a degree of learned helplessness that all rich people have but she's not an idiot like the rest of them yknow and i think like

obsetress: she had to do a lot when she and perdita were kids!

obsetress: after her mom died

em: hannah......

obsetress: and then after her dad died before she married arthur and like

obsetress: then being a single mom (viola lloyd single mom i'm drooling) even w all the help she can afford

obsetress: she has a chip on her shoulder and Does Things For Herself but also just

obsetress: sometimes it happens! there's never enough time and never enough help!

obsetress: and she loves isabel so much like

obsetress: viola making isabel her lunches

obsetress: oh god

em: making her little lunches at like 2am bc it’s been a busy day and she’s tired and she’s sore and she’s sad but the one thing viola will never skip is like

em: making sure isabel gets her lunches

em: hey what is wrong with us

obsetress: GOD YEAH

obsetress: EXACTLY

obsetress: HOW DID YOU KNOW I WAS THINKING ABOUT HER MAKING THEM AT TWO AM UGH

obsetress: anyway um yeah viola making isabel her lunches at two am

obsetress: i know that i wrote jamie leaving flora notes on her napkins but like

[em note: read 'and she taught me a lesson alright']

obsetress: i just think it's something a mom who really loves her kid and wants them to feel safe and okay would do so i want to say vi does it for isabel too!!! and what of it they're different universes it's fine

em: ur just building the hannah obsetress cinematic universe

em: building up some Themes and Motifs

obsetress: themes motifs and symbols

obsetress: anyway viola packing isabels lunches she writes little notes and puts on lipstick n kisses them

obsetress: so isabel can get a kiss from her mom

em: im going to kill u w my bare hands

obsetress: cut to vi in the bathroom wiping it off later à la jennifer check

em: im GONNA

obsetress: sometimes when vi has to go out of town for business or w/e she leaves a stack of napkins with arthur to put in isabel's lunch so she can still get a kiss from her mom even when she's gone

em: thats so extra??

em: its so viola

obsetress: exactly

obsetress: she definitely has a fear of isabel favoring arthur over her (abandonment issues etc etc)

obsetress: gestures at canon

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em: dani 'its casual' taylor

obsetress: leave the typo

obsetress: dont you dare change it

em: i need u to know that i DO fuck but

em: hgfngjkyhGJBJKFHD FUCK

em: ruined my own joke

obsetress: in the most spectacular way

em: dani 'i need you to know i DO fuck but im accepting offers' clayton

obsetress: she takes care to drop that like

obsetress: it's just casual SHE'S not anything serious. i'm not dating HER or anything

obsetress: jamie's like dani i know you're gay you literally stare at my lips every time i talk

em: dani getting off the phone and dramatically rolling her eyes like 'ex girlfriends, am i right? whats up with these women i-' and jamies like love i get it

obsetress: jamie raising her eyebrows "how many ex girlfriends do you have"

obsetress: dani's like "well, just the one, but"

em: but i COULD have more. if i wanted to. bc i am looking to date more women

em: jamies like ok cool

obsetress: jamie, a little too casually: oh? any, uh. prospects?

em: danis like (patented nervous dani lip bite) maybe but

em: jamies like drat

em: jamies like darn

em: and then she gets home and shes like

em: wait

obsetress: jamie calling dani back "when you said maybe"

obsetress: and dani immediately is like yEAH?

em: jamies like do you think you could ever be interested in me and danis like umm. yeah.

em: jamie hangs up like ok cool

em: long beat

obsetress: oh my GOD

em: REDIALS

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obsetress: ok last thing i was gonna say

obsetress: i meant to say this earlier and got distracted a hundred times over

obsetress: but um imagine dani helping isabel with her english homework

obsetress: vi helping isabel with her math homework

em: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

em: SOFT

obsetress: well,

em: oh no

obsetress: isabel needing help w her english homework post dani and vi's trying to help and vi's smart n all but

em: get HELP

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em: dani 'hooking up w my ex is actually a v girlboss of me' is SO funny to me

em: when they get together danis like, oh but havent we all- and jamies like nooo i have very good boundaries

em: except for the perdi vi psychosexual power play ig

obsetress: moment of weakness

obsetress: who wouldn't want to hook up w their hot boss

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obsetress: when dani goes up to london whatever weekend like friday night to get her closure dinner with vi

obsetress: boom haircut and therapy reveal

em: 3 day bender u say

obsetress: all of a sudden it's sunday night and

obsetress: YEAH

obsetress: they spend

obsetress: all fucking weekend

obsetress: in vi's bed

em: sighs dreamily

obsetress: dani playing with her hair

obsetress: "this is nice"

obsetress: "i'm gonna miss your bun though"

obsetress: vi's brain is short circuiting at "i'm gonna miss"

em: later danis like look. jamie. what would you have done? and jamie chokes on her beer and splutters 'not fuck my ex for 3 days straight?!'

obsetress: dani "well you've never fucked v–– oh wait"

obsetress: "you really can't blame me, jamie, you KNOW" jamie: (grumbles)its different... dani: well i mean i guess, technically, you didnt,

obsetress: unrelated in some bad fight at the end vi is like "you can't go isabel needs a–– you're like her–––" and dani's like "a what? say it" and viola's too stubborn and proud and hurt to say it

em: just perpetually bouncing back to the worlds angstiest break up

obsetress: i don't know WHY

obsetress: as someone who HATES ANGST

obsetress: i am so DRAWN to these two

em: its ummmm weirdly cathartic??

em: the whole exes au is based on a joke about them being friends and exes. we are v firm in like. viola and dani reconcile!

em: idk i love a catharsis moment! i love it when a character claws their way to happiness. or even begrudgingly goes to therapy

em: viola can go through a little hell as a treat

obsetress: turns out the only one who could fix her in the end

obsetress: was the one who said it's not my job to fix you

em: dani transformative power of (platonic) love

obsetress: "Platonic"