#me 2day and you know what?
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New Family Speedrun 00:09.12 (World Record Not Clickbait???)
#deltarune#queen#lancer#rouxls kaard#comic#art#doodles#SDFJKHJKDHSF THIS IS STUPID i said it on discord at like 2AM and then went Wait Thats Funny Actually#and u know what It Is#they're both the wife actually#this is also supremely old this is like WELL over a year old#queenkaard#my art#are you guys enjoying me clearing out my drafts. i hope u are. ancient artwork... now go look at my etsy im posting sooooo much stuff 2day#its been pointed out to be that tf2 doesn't have a spawn noise. you're right. i was confusing it for the respawn cabinets which is often#directly in range of a respawning character. so you usually do hear it pretty immediately after respawning#plus its used a lot in sfm animations too dshhsjdhjsf
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sometimes there are days where i'm snappy and i can't get out of bed and i'm overall blue. and that's okay.
#to all my fellow optimists out there: it's okay to feel down!#it's human nature not to be perfect.#having a bit of a bad day 2day. and you know what? that's fine with me.
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and then an overwhelming sense of dread apear.
#finished my last exam for this year YAY YIPPEE YAHOO ETC. but also now we wait for if i pass or not DREAD FEAR WARINESS ETC.#which i rlly don't think i will like. did not feel good abt the 1st exam period felt worse abt the 2nd and this one is like.....idk idk...#pretty confident abt the books part of the exam bc i KNOW i got everything on that correct but the thing is it was an oral exam and i was#stumbling over my words so bad + my voice was quivering i could hear it. hoping they don't count that as minus points but for the speech#thing i also had to do 2day they DO include how your voice sounds when you speak and like stammering and such in the final point count so#like. what if it's the same there.....ALSO they include use of gesturing to emphasize what you're saying and CORRECT EYE CONTACT in the#final point count. which. i don't have a problem with gesturing & i had a piece of paper in my hands so at least i wasn't too bad on that#front but when it comes to eye contact it's only flitting eyes or unnerving stare with me and nothing in between so i'm completely fucked i#that regard.#r.txt#WHATEVER it's done now. stupid ass weird rules WHO CARES if i don't have correct usage of eye contact what even is correct usage of eye#contact?????? like HOW am i supposed to know what the quote correct amount unquote is man. ALSO WHO GIVE A SHIT.#anyway going 2 luxembourg with my family for two weeks on august 5th probably. maybe sooner maybe later. we're going hiking + camping ⛺🌲👣#but the hiking is mostly done without backpacks and the camping is gonna be in campings. camping places. however english calls it.#which is a little less fun but also easier. but also less fun. but ANYWAY we're going on vacation and my final exam is done so no more#stress 💪🥳🙏🗣💥‼ (<- guy who's SO gonna be still having stress until the results come in. and then some afterwards. yay 4 me 🙂👍)
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German Grand Prix 2010
#im halfway done with 2010 so you know what that meansssssss-> southamerican depression 2day#when felipes engineer said you are a good lad a good boy and youve been magnanimous today at the end of the race#jesus christttt#felipe what do you know about betting on a losing dog#all while it being the first anniversary of felipes accident#insaneeeee#and the post interviews are sooooooo#fernando was fighting for his life lmao and felipe was fighting back tears. me#fernando alonso#f1#own post#felipe massa
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GIRL WHY ARE YOU ALL OVER MY F1 BLOG
HEHEHEHEHE
#m/asks#ok so sometimes id see ur graphics and id be like YO i should reblog that!! and then. i forgor.#so 2day i was like you know what. enough is enough. let me just go through ur entire blog >:)#and WHAT a day THANK YOU for providing me with this experience i enjoyed seeing all the sights VERY MUCH
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also today in queer history class discussion i pitched the question "how has your race impacted your experiences as a queer person" and so one of my classmates talked abt how she was usually the only black person in queer spaces (or if not, then the only dark skinned black person) and talked a lot abt the isolation of it all
which was cool to hear, but not quite what i was looking for, so at the end i was like, "follow-up question: how has your blackness influenced your queerness?"
and after class she told me no one had ever asked her that before and so she'd never had to consider it, but now she was excited to just throw that at every other queer person of color in her life because it's like, "huh. what kind of homoeroticisms DO i experience as a result of my culture? how CAN i express my queerness in a way that also feels at home with my culture, instead of just picking an expression that is one or the other?" and i think that's beautiful. i hope she figures out how she wants to be queer in her own uniquely black way
#the worm speaks#me bringing my valuable experiences with the blending of cultures as a mixed race person to the table 2day it seems lol#and she went on to tell me how there are a lot of examples of queer black *masculinity* but very few came to mind#of like queer black *femininity* n so ultimately i'm still left not knowing what homoeroticism looks like to like.#bc she is genderfluid n so she's not a woman but she is femme and she's mentioned this many times#but like you guys get my gist#i think i brought a lot of unexpected questions to the discussion today LOL like the reading was abt the erasure of queer asian americans#in the history of the united states and yep there sure were a lot of queer asians erased but like for some reason it didn't really strike me#as a subject to discuss or ask a lot of questions about. same with the mentions of orientalism LOL#i think i'm also a little bit averse to bringing up orientalism bc i feel like i risk being accused of it myself by nature of being mixed#as if being half white is all that matters in a discussion about race as if i've never felt the pressures n hardships of being asian myself#etc etc it's a little hard for me to feel like i'm allowed to speak abt the subject lol but it was like The One Subject#the prof deliberately drew attn to towards the end to discuss#mostly i focused my questions for the class on the subjects of culture and community building and the desire for connection#stuff i'm both deeply familiar with bc of blorbo studies and also kind of asian about lol
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there's this person that's had me blocked on discord for years bc they cared more abt queer discourse than our friendship . loser behavior . i am pretty sure they've told ppl we both know that im a bad person bc of this and that is why some ppl have been randomly cold and rude to me. very immature methinks. bleh
#teamcasper#sucks to be you nerd . everyone thinks im cool#it was over mspec lesbians btw and u know most ppl are turning around abt that now and pretending#they never hated them in the first place so there's no reason to hate me really#i honestly don't care that what happened happened but they still have me blocked .#so i can't dm them and ask what's up. again . loser behavior#but i have to respect such wishes. even if they do make them a loser#unrelated but im not doing well mentally and i feel like im gonna vom and i have a dr appt later 2day
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mornin lovies!! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i hope the universe woke you up w smth so sweet & so nice to kickstart your weds!! i woke up feelin a lil rough but i’m tryin my best to be gentle w myself as i navigate new life changes & a new season ꒰✿´ ꒳ ` ꒱♡ lets all try to remember to do the same, yeah? all my love to you today & always <33
#happy weds bbys!! ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ i hope you & your faves get thru today w flying colors bc guess what!!!#your faves & i are SO PROUD of you for everyth you’ve been through/going through!! & we know you’re so SO STRONG!! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و#i work another long shift today & im hopin the universe cuts me a lil bit of slack & help me make 2day great <33#& i hope your day is full of positive experiences w others & an opportunity to try smth new!! ily all SO MUCH!! mwah!! (੭ु ›ω‹ )੭ु⁾⁾♡#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!
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did not forget about the last two prompts btw...still doing them 2morrow at the latest...sorry >:-)
#hello sorry i am the worst...tried to do one 2day but words are not coming to me right now...but i still want to do them!! and i will!!#i dont know why whenever i do prompt games i get so stressed and panicked that im taking too long. like why do i impose these#stupid arbitrary deadlines on myself...because i know you're all nice i know none of you are going to be like wow :-/ hurry the fuck up or#dont bother...but in my brain....ough...in my brain...well she's got other ideas...and i am taking too long and everythings awful...but#that is not what this is meant to be! im doing this for fun! so it is fine...we're all good...we're all good :-)
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Tumblr is such a functional webbed site.
Staff made the follow button on posts span the entire width of the post (not just the actual word follow. Anywhere to the right of their username) on mobile and so it’s super easy to hit accidentally while just scrolling. Sometimes I hit it see the little animation and go "aw damn it" and click on the blog to unfollow and. This time. Nothing happened. Clicked again. And it registered me clicking it! just didn’t open. I had to navigate to my follower list to unfollow the blog. It was perfectly accessible there.
Thanks tumblr
#why is it so easy to follow people. on accident. who follows someone based on one post and not their blog as a whole#how frequently is that a convenience for users vs how frequently is it an inconvenience#og post#sidenote i thought maybe the blog had a visibility setting active. but i looked in the settings and i have NO clue what one that would be#ngl initially i was like. did tumblr glitch and cause me to follow a deactivated blog. is that what happened. but then i accessed it so.#possibly a visibility setting? but i COULD access it on mobile just from my follower list.#and i can't find a mobile excluding visibility setting#HOLD ON. new information i can't click the username at all on the like. dashboard version of my blog. but i can on the webpage version.#that works in the exact opposite fashion as the visibility setting i found (hiding from web). what the hell. man#it seems like the blogs that it happened to are broken urls. like someone changed their url and the post just. didn't update.#the one that inspired this post had a single post directing people to their new url. but then i found others that were completely blank#default icons#sorry if this is a common experience/obvious or something it just made me a bit confused 2day#i didn't know tumblr mobile would let you FOLLOW these blogs#usually they're just FULLY broken
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Hm having thoughts about Reze
#only through the 5th csm volume so I'm mainly just speculating here but like#idk how to feel about her#i mean they're making no secret of the fact that she's way more involved in this/knows more than she lets on#but that doesn't by definition mean she's a bad person or doesn't mean what she says?#like that guy going after Denji's heart was her adversary (though admittedly he had no idea who she was)#and while Typhoon obeys her she clearly didn't know about/disagrees with its plans#so I'd like to believe she's being genuine because this is the most concern about Denji's wellbeing we've ever seen from anyone#how I'm scared this will play out is like#Denji leaves with Reze -> its a trap and she's after his chainsaw heart -> Makima rescues him ->#the conclusion Denji comes to out of all this is#''oooh so its selfish to want someone who acts like my human rights should be a given not a privilege. I'm sorry 4 doubting u Miss Makima''#-> and Makima would go like ''well I'm glad you learned your lesson. You weren't a v good dog 2day but all that matters is ur safe now''#I wonder how much Makima knows of Reze. I wonder if she made her own date with Denji boring to help create this scenario in the first place#again this is all just my my speculation; I really HOPE Reze is a good person. let Denji have a nice day for a change#adrien says stuff#CSM#csm spoilers#csm manga spoilers#<- again I'm only through the 5th volume so pls don't spoil me about stuff beyond that
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The most insane thing a long running story can do is to end. It gets me so fuckings horny. When the whole story is very clear that the end is comming. Sometimes the characters seems aware that their story is over. That is the sexiest thing a story can do. Of course End is slang for ass. And ass is sexy.
#watched both trailers for indiana jones and gotg 2day and wow.#also when the characters are aware of the ending and try to stop it.#like agents of shield Daisy knows that the ending is comming#when Chuck said welcome to the end HELLO#and they used the finale scene bob seger as road so far music for s15. holy cow#also when you can see at titles that things are going to end. No Time To Die. that torchwood episode EXIT WOUNDS#it is SAD when good tvshows ends but also great that they are allowed to and they need to#as sad it is that there will only be 22 more riverdale episodes it could have made me scream when i read that they where ending it.#like hot shit this is it. this is what what you are waiting for.
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Tralalalala going home soon so I can draw again yayyyyyy
#you can help me become a full timr artist for 5 dollars a month. if every follower gave me 5 id be making like. 2 as much as i am right now#and also not suffering. well actually maybe not but at least its the devil i know and like#ibara and the pony+juzo buddys r on the agenda 2day we will see what else if anything else
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hell day today and i'm only two hours into my EIGHT HOUR SHIFT
#9 to 5 by dolly parton starts playing in the background..#literally had to open up shop alone 2day and also was entirely alone for the first 45 min. of my shift so that was already a negative start#to the day + i heard that i can't have my break later than two thirty which is very bad for me bc 1) there'll be a lot of ppl all around me#when i'm eating which i already dislike and 2) like 85% of ppl taking their break around that time are VERY noisy eaters so even worse and#then 3) it'll be really loud in the room as well bc everyone's talking loudly and eating and the cutlery's clanging against plates and such#and also some ppl have actual full-blown arguments with each other in the break room bc half the ppl here hate each other's guts so more#negatives to the day and then on top of that we've had sooooo many annoying customers already today who r just. intent on making u stressed#out and upset and literally will tell u to your face to 'do your job better' like bro...i can easily tell you haven't worked in retail....#also someone hung their clothes on the rack outside the fitting rooms which is where u hang ur clothes when you're DONE fitting them & don'#want them bc they don't fit or don't sit right or u just don't rlly like them after all so if clothes are hanging there we the ppl working#there WILL take them and hang them back in their original places what did u expect to happen?? anyway someone hung the clothes they had#tried on already and did want there and i reached out to take them bc like. that's what we do here..we hang the clothes on the 'discard#rack' back in the store bc else the rack gets stuffed and the woman literally grabbed my arm and said 'those are mine what do u think you'r#doing' LIKE?????? GIRL THE RACK'S THERE FOR A REASONNNN ofc i'm going to assume u don't want them anymore if they're hanging there that's#why it's called the DISCARD rack....also how am i to know those specific clothes are yours HONESTLYYYYYY STFU AND GET OFF ME#ALSO some dude was like (to his child but like. looking at me while he said it.) 'this guy needs a haircut doesn't he' bc my hair is kinda#long and apparently i passed today. LIKE 1st of all kind of a rude thing to say to a stranger innit 2nd of all setting a great example to#your child there just casually commenting on other ppl's looks like that👍 3rd of all jokes on you you wouldn't consider me a guy if#you Knew most likely. thanks for that little zing of glee much obliged <3 but also man just piss off will you. 4th of all my hair isn't eve#that long....like the ends of it are just shy of my shoulders wdym LONG if u knew the long-haired guys i know you'd faint.#anyway. great start of the day. i still have six more hours to go 🥴#ALSO no surprise this always happens but my legs already hurt SOOOOOOOO BADDDDDD :(((((((((((#r.txt
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#tv: doctor who#{me on my umpteenth rewatch of dw: its funny how the dr favoured situationships are ppl in maid roles}#{while drs very blantant romantic relationships r they consider their 'best friends' instead of the situationship title of 'friend'}#{like flirting and hooking up and you get that was my friend's and she was my friend and my no title here but he was gonna say friend}#{while on the other end: drs on the verge of getting down on one or both knees to propose marriage to their best friends}#{like surface lvl romance? friend. soulmate down to the dna molecular lvl that construed a friendship into a great romance? best friend}#{even the interactions with river? best friend. most of their interactions are in the similar vein of donnadr or occasionally jackdr}#{and masterdr}#{for new who? thats your threedelgado your romanafour your foursarahjane your drbrigadier 8grace 8 charley but situationships?}#{they are all just 'hey u know what would be funny for 2day? wot? ace and 7. ?? peri and 6. ????? 2 and zoe. ????huh?????'}#{i like that martha's arc mirrors the master way back when vs rose arc going romana to inklings of the rani (that can be a book title)}#{yes this is a long winded way of saying if we cant get piper!master WE CAN GET PIPER!RANI SINCE YALL WANNA PULL VAULT VILLAINS}#{me if they bring back that fucking wengcheng bull: i swear to fuck if daniel henney or john cho or byung hun lee guest stars in dw}#{im gonna fight rtd myself by breaking his glasses}#{that said: the fact rose got to grow into romana then rani and then got shifted the jo grant exit instead is baffling that no one noticed}
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#do our brains not have a Okay That’s Enough Crying For One Day! sense#or is that just me#like girl you are getting NOTHING from being sensitive about all this#need to stay off socials and stuff like that because i keep getting content that makes me feel worse. can’t go on walks bc too anxious n#itd give me too much time to think. can’t focus on uni bc i keep crying. cant cry bc then i cant stop. cant talk abt it bc then i cant stop#and everything ends up reminding me of something and i dont know how to stop it and im trying so hard to HDNDBD i want to be good ablht thi#s so badly but i cant and im so scared i never will be i dont knlw who im honna turn i nto if im already losing it and its barely veen 2day#i just dont know what to do GDJDHDHD i really really eeally dont know where to go or what to do lr how to hide or how not to hide#or who to tell or how to or#like i’m just doing. so so bad. and i can onl y see myself doing worse#i just want to go scream HDDNHDDH i’m not mad it’s just So Much GDNDBD i just hate it here i think#and i’m. so worried and i have absolutely no right to be but i’m so worried and i’m so scared and i want. to fix everything sobadly#but its not in my control and its just. so crazily unfair HDNDBFFB **** have had to deal with so muchalready and its just not. fair like#idk i’m. things are so unfair and that’s a given but its so.#neg#mano.mindtalk
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