#me after starving myself for a solid month: :0 if i suddenly start eating everything in my sight maybe ill be able to improve my memory!wow
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#//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#me after starving myself for a solid month: :0 if i suddenly start eating everything in my sight maybe ill be able to improve my memory!wow#i need to d*e as soon as possible i cant deal w this anymore 😧😧😧#i can literally feel my body turning against me slowly but surely like... maybe im being dramatic or paranoid but.........#everyday im either barely standing or i get unbearable chest pains nd my head never stops hurting i literally started taking pills everyday#nd midterms are every week until december ends im under so much stress i rlly just want to die i cant do this i cant learn or remember#anything im gonna fail at every single test !!!!!!!!!!!!! im so stupid god.#nd still my weight is as big concern to me as passing exams... thats fucked up..#esp bc im aware of how much i already dropped and how sick and ugly i look....#m rlly gonna ruin my own life.. like i worked so hard to get here nd now im ruining it bc of something so stupid.....#all of my friends are so ahead of me n when we study together they easily soak up all the info while i struggle remembering a single page..#im so.....stupid........ im gonna fail nd let everyone down just wait !!!! nd then im gonna literally **** ****** !!!!!#jesus ok im gonna stop rambling now i hate being negative on here im so sorry i rlly hate this i hate makig anyone feel bad#if anyone reads this im so sorry im sjdhs rlly sorry :(((((#ed /#negative /
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