#mentioned before but im super vibing with The Leftist Cooks rn | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

du-hjarta-skulblaka · 5 months

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It's never going to happen bc I don't have the skill or the determination or the simple understanding to actually do it but lately I've been thinking about potential video essays on...I'm not even sure. Autistic joy? Trans joy? The sheer unique joy of being me and of being a human who thinks and feels and how that's different but the same as so many other people. Like I'll legit start plotting out scripts in my head for how I would explain it to people (which I do alot for special interests and such but rarely to explain Myself) and a big part of me would love to just. Talk. About how it feels to be Me. But I'm also very unlikely to do that lol

#mentioned before but im super vibing with The Leftist Cooks rn #and part of why is how genuine they are and how much of themselves they share #and i would love to just...talk. about how and why i think and feel #but im doubtful theres a viewership for that and i wouldnt know where to begin #i do know some Film People partly through my sister helping found a communist socialist film collective when i wasnt looking???#shes also so fucking cool holy shit #but. idk. something i like the idea of but am very unlikely to actually do bc any result would be so rambling and incoherent #and i could never stand with other video essayists bc i dont have it in me to read and cite papers and sources #but...theres something there. something in the joy.#ive been gravitating towards peiple who talk about the joy in their marginalised experiene #bc it really speaks to me and i think its something we need more of #its one thing to present arguments against abelism or transphoboa or racism of what have you bevause its often so easily done #but there still isnt alot of well known people talking about the happyness and fulfilment they feel directly through being Different

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