#but...theres something there. something in the joy.

[vampmira]

loved you then, loved you now!

parenting hcs w/ hank five !

paring(s): dad!five x mother!reader, familial!hanks & mother!reader

warning(s): slight realization spoilers (?) kinda

request: here !

a/n: I HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO THE REALIZATION STUFF YET BUT I HAVE SEEN /SOME/ SPOILERS so take all of this lightly !

arguably more emotional about the pregnancy than you are

he's the type to absolutely sob . all the time

cries when you tell him, cries when he tells the hanks, cries when the bump starts showing

lucky that you and two make sure he stays hydrated

that afternoon, your beloved had invited you out on a bike ride in the morning, but to be safe, you had decided to take another pregnancy test before bed... who knew this would be the one? the one that would send five into a bundle of tears, calling the boys and twirling you around with the biggest smile. even now, the wind outside almost sounded like gentle applause for the two of you. five laid beside you in bed as the moon climbed higher in the sky, hand on your stomach as he nuzzled his cheek against your shoulder.

"you're gonna be a mom." he whispered, as if being any louder would startle you. waterworks came fast, the both of you excitedly spooning each other as his voice cracked. "..and i'm gonna be a dad!"

he is so cautious over you

because oh my god what if something happens to you ?? or the baby ?? under his watch ????? ABSOLUTELY not

he'd carry in groceries with 4 bags in his left hand and 7 in his right just so that you wouldn't have to carry anything

"extreme grocery lifting" he calls it

need something from another room? he's looking for it already

you can't even process if you dropped something because he's already picked it up for you

hank's taking care of you all the way to the birth – a real gentleman (bare minimum.. but a gentleman still)

if you think he cried a lot before? he'd sob his eyes out the most then

HE'S THAT TIKTOK OF THAT FATHER WHO SAT BEHIND HIS WIFE DURING LABOR INSTEAD OF USING THE YOGA BALL 😭😭

if you haven't seen it: you rlly should

he's holding your hand through the whole thing and YES HE'S DEFINITELY FREAKED OUT BY THE BLOOD but he would distract himself and you by guiding your breathing

he's hugging you immediately when the doctors safely have the baby, blood and sweat and tears and all

in my (as the author) very correct opinion, he is a boy & girl dad

LISTEN.

your son was born first – little hank zero !

he inherited that tanned skin from his dad like your genes weren't even in the playing field

nine months carrying this baby, making you suffer, and he looks like his himbo dad /ref

this baby is very much his son like theres no denying it

you and the hanks were all sat on the floor of the living room, telly playing some currently ignored baby sensory video in the background. after 7 months of tummy time, hank zero – or junior, legally .. or roro if you ask his uncle, hank four – had finally, finally rolled over! all by himself!! the older hanks' eyes were watery, sparkling with pride as they looked on at the little guy. five held him up to the room with unbridled joy like baby simba.

"gnarlyy!!" they all cheered, fists pumping the air, and it almost sounded like he cheered with them, clapping in his father's embrace.

your daughter would be born next – 2 years after junior

they couldn't hold back the hankette and -1 hank jokes even if they tried (they tried) ((they lasted an hour))

but you chose a name closer to yours, helping that individuality shine from an early age

he would be the one to want a family disney trip when that baby wouldn't remember a second of it 😭

a family trip anywhere really,, he loves the photos he gets to take

the family trip to the waterpark when junior's first words came out on the kiddie slides

(the sound of that little "whee!!" from the video that hank one took still makes him cry)

the four of you in the hospital bed with junior holding his sister was his lockscreen for years and no one could make him change it

the summer trip in front of the grand canyon would be tacked up on the fridge next to your daughter's recent fingerpainting of what he tells you is a zipline

junior is constantly surrounded by loving uncles playing games with him, especially when little league baseball came into his life

"let's go, junior!!" you cheered from the bleachers, your daughter's legs bouncing off your stressed knee. the game was so close – your 9y/o's team trying their hardest to keep up with their competition. junior, his dark brown curls barely visible underneath his helmet, confidently pitched the ball down the field, you and the hanks alike watching with baited breaths. the crowd slowly stood in sync, watching the game unfold in front of you. the children ran, some parents cheered, a child tripped and then ... that was it!

your daughter was lifted into the air by her father as the crowd cheered for the team's win. YOUR son threw the winning pitch!! you couldn't be prouder!! he couldn't help but run to the fense, grabbing your hand through the wiring.

"i did it, mama! i did it! didja see me!?" his chipped tooth accented his smile. "i was totally gnarly, right!?" five came to crouch beside you, hand up against the fense. "dad, that was gnarly, right!?"

"gnarly? buddy, you were the SICKEST kid out there!! hey, go catch up with your bros!! you TOTALLY deserve some ice cream after this!" junior cheered wildly, jumping and hitting the fence, before running to celebrate with his teammates and coach. five stood up with you, teary eyed with your daughter still cheering on his shoulders. "babe.. he was so.. so sick." (a/n: sobbing.)

he's just as excited with your baby girl's activities

when baseball took up half your lives, softball took up the other half

but, sporty or not, he'd support her wholeheartedly

it was a fun couple of years, but it wasn't the end of the world when the 5y/o started to show interest in piano

the little keyboard she got for her birthday would cause a bunch of ruckus whenever she got her hands on it

but you've definitely seen hank asleep next to her as she pressed at the keys

she'd slowly start to play actual pieces once she turned 9 and got actual lessons

every little rehearsal, every recital, he and you would always be front row – ready with his go-pro and a rose

he'd. always. bring a rose.

debussy's "clair de lune" echoed through the auditorium, as it has in your home as she's practiced for the last month. she's spent weeks preparing for this winter recital and you and your family watched excitedly as she carefully carried out her part of the preformance. her ponytail of dark brown curls rested against her back, a bright green bow, hand selected by her father, contrasting her concert black dress. you'd catch a glimpse of hank's camers here and there, the quality bound to be nostalgic in a couple years from now, when you hear a tiny sniffle. it takes a lot in your to hold back your fond giggle when you realize the tear rolling down his cheek.

"you okay, honey?" you whispered, tucking a collection of curls behind his ear. he sutbly chuckles, holding your hand against his chest.

"couldn't be better, babe." a sigh left his lips, the fondest smile upon them as your daughter sparkled in your eyes. "our little girl.. is so radical." you only hoped that was heard in the recording .. maybe something sweet to show to her when she gets older.

parenting, and parenting with you especially, has to be the most extreme sport he's ever done

he wakes up everyday ready to bring his a-game

there are .. hard days, of course

like the days your baby girl comes home from school with, not just math homework, but math homework with LETTERS.

or the days junior sits quietly in the backseat after a losing baseball game

or the mornings they just. can't. seem. to stop fighting with each other

but those, in his heart, are nothing compared to your surfing-filled beach trips

or the holidays when the hanks pull out all the stops and spoil the two in gifts – even when they grow into teenagers

or those weekends when he gets to see the three of you asleep and cuddled up on the couch – a sight he hasn't seen since his little hankette was a newborn

that? he wouldn't trade for the world.

[wildflowersandvibranium]

a little psa - ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ )

I recently got a question about why I write so many dad!bucky fics and also how-

1. He’s more than likely sterilized by Hydra and can’t have children.

2. He would probably never want them or be a father in any way. Sooooo….let’s have a chat. ❀˖° (under the cut)

First , “why do I write a lot and mainly dad!Bucky fics?"

Simple , that’s what I love to write. I come from a broken up family/ home and find comfort and joy in writing happy , domestic , father figure and dad storylines and/or topics , so thats what i write!

As for the statements , "1. He’s more than likely sterilized by Hydra and can’t have children. 2. He would probably never want them or be a father in any way."

What I write is fanfiction , fanFICTION...weather you choose in your writing to lean towards canon storylines and MCU related topics or weather you write alternate universes and head-canons you created for the character. Its all fiction , made up by fans enjoyed and read by other fans.

I understand some or all of my stories and writing isn't for everyone and thats okay! And thats the joy of having so many talented and different writers for Bucky Barnes , theres something out there for everyone and if my blog isn't that for you than please at least be respectful , kind , and scroll on by <3

thank you listening to my little chat and if you read this far i have a fun surprise coming tomorrow hehe! ( • ᴗ - )

bye bbys and tysm for all the kindness and support you've shown me I see it and it drowns the negatives always! -flower

[literallypyro]

hi im nervy about this errr do you have tf2 hcs drabbles anything for mercs (specifically medic and scout and Maybe sniper .... if you feel up to it) finding out their coworker merc reader has a major thing for being tickled and is insanely embarrassed to admit they like it 😭😭 AAHH like nooo aha dont tell me to hold my arms up while you slooowly spider your fingers along my ribs while teasing me for being so ticklish 😵‍💫 sorry theres just no merc x reader tf2 tickle fics anywhere and its driving me silly .........

Okay, I'll admit... I'm one of the worst people to ask this 😅 I hate being tickled.... I'll still try to give you what you want, but I can't promise any amount of quality

Also, thank you for clarifying a few! It would've taken way longer for me to get to this if not. I'm sorry the wait has already been long 😖

Anyway, I still hope you enjoy!

Childlike joys

Scout:

-He's actually kinda happy you like to be tickled. Y'know those moments some couples have when they tickle fight ? That's what he's imagining

-He'll do it randomly sometimes, but his favorite time to tickle you is when you disagree over something small. He uses it to avoid small, unnecessary arguments, and he gets to see you giggle and squirm as a bonus

-I dunno if you know how some people are ticklish when people squeeze a specific part of their knee, but if you're like that, he does it at completely random times. He acts like nothing happened, too. He doesn't even look up from what he's doing

-He would most likely tease you about liking it, but he knows when to stop. He doesn't wanna make you mad

-If you asked him to stop the teasing, he would. He might slip a couple times, but immediately apologize after he realized what he did

Medic:

-He was intrigued when he figured out you liked being tickled

-The most common instances that he would tickle you is when you aren't expecting it. Times such as when he's walking past you on his way to another spot, when you're watching him work, when you're wrapped up in a hobby, etc.

-I think he would also tickle you a tiny bit when he's trying not to get mad. Such as when you might hover in a spot that's in his way, when you ask questions he personally finds annoying, and other small things he knows aren't worth getting snippy about. Your laugh is enough to dissipate that small negative emotion

-He's a lot more low-key about it than you would think

-He wouldn't tease you much. He might make a small comment about it during banter, but that's about it

Sniper:

-Haha, silly partner likes silly thing

-He finds it really amusing, to be quite honest. If he's in a kinda shitty mood, literally all he has to do is tickle you and make you laugh, and he's immediately feeling better

-Yknow how couples have lighthearted arguments? Like what song is better and stuff like that? Yeah, he's tickling you so he can win every single time. You can't form a strong argument if you're too busy laughing and writhing around

-He would also use your ticklishness to cheer you up, too. The smallest frown will have his hands practically attacking your sides and other weak points

-Let's be SO FR for a second. He is most definitely mischievous sometimes. He would subtly tickle you when the team is in the room to mess with you a little

-Also plays dumb if you try to call him out for it

[bunnieswithknives]

The animatic is done!! 💕

[faunandfloraas]

[alcorian-wizard]

[drkcatt]

minfilia and thancred together again!! dont remind thancred that he's technically not the older brother anymore ok

[arsenicflame]

every time i think of izzy hands i just have to 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 for a second

[qquokkari]

thinking about how suguru’s ultimate ideal was to create a world where sorcerers like himself and satoru wouldn’t be needed at all, much less overworked. but in leaving to pursue that goal he left jujutsu society with only one active special grade sorcerer, effectively dooming satoru to spend the last of his teenage years and all of his short adulthood being overworked by the higherups. and if suguru had meant a little less to satoru, if satoru valued his opinion only half as much, it wouldn’t have been a problem; but satoru truly did see suguru as his moral compass, so he let himself be used for the benefit of others when he likely wouldn’t have cared enough to do so before he met suguru. satoru let himself be worked to death because suguru left to make a world where nobody would need to be worked to death. even if suguru never talked to yuki and didn’t come up with an extreme plan, even if he just left jujutsu society behind the way nanami did, even if he stayed in contact with satoru, it couldn’t have changed anything between them. they were doomed from the second suguru gave satoru something to really care about, because suguru was never going to stay and satoru was never going to follow.

[mongeese]

Very small piece overshadowed by everything else but I full almost cried at Elgin's line here. Service to others and service to a cause you believe in as service to yourself. Not working for anyone else but dedicating yourself to your work and your community because you want to, because it matters to you. So fucking true. Anyway totally unrelated hc that definitely isn't me projecting I think Elgin's butch

[Image ID: A screenshot of The Silt Verses transcript. It reads

"PAIGE stares at her. She's genuinely touched.

PAIGE: Do you do anything for yourself, Elgin?

ELGIN: (Almost surprised by the question) All of this has been for me. You know that Paige, don't you?"

End ID]

[phinnking]

i know a lot of people like to make fun of young queer people who use a bunch of microlabels and engage in niche or "cringe" aesthetics but im gonna be so honest, i love them so much. i 100% was that kid and while now i don't really use or think about any of the labels i used back then, that doesn't make that time any less valuable and valid (and it doesn't make someone less valid if they do keep using that terminology into their adult life!). queer kids who are figuring themselves out and are learning about new fun words for genders and pronouns and sexualities deserve to run wild and be loud and happy and not carry and be impacted by the shame that many of us have been taught to hold.

my cousin is a year younger than how old i was when i first realized i was queer and they've vaguely known they were queer for a couple years now. personally, i think that's pretty awesome. recently they've gotten into the very stereotypical scene kid aesthetic and i make a point to compliment them on it every time i see them. almost every time i see them they have a new adjustment as to how they view their gender/sexuality and i always tell them that that's really cool and i give them a hug. recently they told me they have a boyfriend and listed like 3 separate labels as to how he defines his gender and i asked them if i was remembering the definitions of all those words correctly (which i was because, like i said, i was that kid lol).

it's just all these small things that seem so trivial or "weird/cringe" that so many people look down on queer kids for engaging in and i'll never understand it. i think it is so unbelievably cool that these people are figuring themselves out and finding new terms and identities and things that they can be and they're just so excited by it. being excited by queerness is cool! wanting to engage in niche subcultures is cool! allowing yourself to be who you are in that moment without the worrying guilt of having to get it "right" is wonderful and awesome and cool and how it should be!! please do not teach the queer kids to be ashamed of themselves in a time where they should be able to run wild and figure out their identities in a way that truly makes them happy!!!!

[kentuckyfriedmegumi]

ouran high school host club fans, do i have the analysis for you…

im writing a comprehensive, large-scale analysis on the host club members, the anime, and the series as a whole (even diving into the manga)

currently it is sitting at 3k words and i fear im not even close to finishing it yet

my biggest rambling by far…

[snailmp3]

i know its been said a million times before, but i really do hate when you talk about a creative hobby to people irl and the first thing they ask is if you can make money off it

[tanglecolors]

Different but kinda the same

[phillieladybird]

obsessed with the moment where phil points out the time limit and tells dan no yapping

[carsh0w-cutie]

we post more driver here

songs: Forget It and Champagne Coast by Blood Orange

unrendered vers.