#message to my bebu

[rig0]

Hi love,

There will always be boring days — perhaps not good, but at least we always try. As we always should.

There will be ups and downs — something that is out of our control, but we always make up before we go to sleep.

There will be uncertainties — this could be seen in every relationship, but that does not mean we are not the right person for each other. We have this particular connection that we can't even explain.

But there is an us, despite all circumstances we managed to stay. In fact, we love one another unconditionally.

I promise you this, you will never be a part of my past because you are nothing but my present and my future.

Your partner forever,

Rigo.

[bebutings]

Ang tagal ko na ito gusto gawin, but each time I try, hindi ko matapos kasi naiiyak ako.

Oh diba nangingilid na luha ko ngayon palang.

I just wanna talk about my girlfriend. How much I’m grateful for her and how she makes me feel that I’m the luckiest boyfriend in the world for having her. Hindi ko alam saan ako magsisimula eh, kasi if it’s about Chelsy, I tend to become lost for words. Napapangiti nalang ako— minsan parang tanga kasi naiiyak. Alam ko lately na ang laki na ng pagkukulang ko sa kaniya pagdating sa oras pero sobrang swerte ko pa rin kasi palagi niyang pinipili na intindihin ako. She’s always there to support me in chasing my dreams, siya ‘yung cheerleader ko eh. Siya ‘yung tagabigay sakin ng lakas kapag pinanghihinaan na ako. Kapag napapagod na ako, siya una kong hinahanap. Makita ko lang ‘yung mga iniiwan niya sa aking messages whenever I’m away, napapasabi nalang ako ng “you got this, Gab!” sa sarili ko kasi alam ko may naniniwala sa akin at ginagawa ko lahat ng ito hindi lang para sa akin pero para sa anak ko at para matupad din ang pangako kong komportableng buhay sa magiging pamilya ko.

Mahirap.

Mahirap din tiisin na hindi ko hawakan ang phone ko at magbabad sa pakikipag-usap nalang kay Bebu. Kapag kausap ko kasi siya, para akong nasa ibang mundo. Yung mundo na masaya lang. Chill lang. Puro pagmamahal, tawanan, kulitan. Ang mundo na para bang pangarap lang para sa iba pero nangyayari sa amin ni Chelsy sa tuwing oras na namin para sa isa’t-isa.

Mahirap.

Mahirap din tiisin na malayo ako at parang nagtatago sa kaniya pero alam ko darating ang araw na maiintindihan niya. Gusto ko muna mabuo, gusto kong buuhin ang sarili ko, gusto ko muna makilala ang sarili ko bago ako magpakilala kasi paano ako magpapakilala sa taong mahal ko kung ako mismo di ko pa kilala ang sarili ko. My Chelsy deserves all of me and nothing less.

Araw-gabi, minsan napapatigil ako sa ginagawa ko, iniisip ko kung gaano na ako kasabik na makapiling si Bebu. Gusto ko na siya i-bully in real life hahaha. Gusto ko na maramdaman ang yakap niya. Mahawakan ang kaniyang litol hands. Gusto ko na rin laruin ang malabulbol niyang buhok. Hahahaha. Naiisip ko, siguro pag magkasama kami ni Bebu, maghapon lang kaming kumakain? Every hour siguro may grab na darating. Opo grab po, huwag na nating asahan na ipagluluto ako. Di nga maka perfect ng itlog eh. Kahit maghapon siguro kami magkayakap sa sala habang nanonood ng horror movies, okay lang sa akin. Atapang atao ako ih. Tulog ka lang dyan sa kwarto, Mama Chiqui.

Sabik na sabik na ako sa’yo, Chelsyia. Balang araw magiging atin din ang oras. In God’s time.

Sobrang grateful ako sa patience mo, love. Sa pag-intindi. Sa pagbibigay sa akin ng lakas. Salamat sa lahat, Bebu. Sa walang sawang pagmamahal at suporta. Mahal na mahal kita, Chelsyia. At kung may nagbago man sa pagmamahal ko sa’yo, ‘yun ay mas lumalim at mas tumibay ang pagmamahal ko sa’yo. Araw-araw mo pinapatunayan sa akin na hindi ako nagkamali sa’yo. Ikaw ang katuparan ng mga panalangin ko, Bebu. Ikaw ang pinangarap ko lang noon na maging better half ko. You make me better, Bebu. I love you always in all ways, even at times when I fail to make you feel it, I’m still loving you the best way that I can. Thank you for being in my life, mahal. 💗

[3am-insecurity]

Dear 🐅,

I am glad that I was once close to you.

I everyday Miss those happiest days of my life that I spent with you, I miss those calls….messages…meetings…hangouts…you comforting me whenever I get angry…. You calling me bebu - sherumaiya- sheru…..everything we did together , I miss US♥️

[bbsookyot]

1ST

Dear bb,

Happy 1st anniversary, gosh its been a year and it still feel so surreal. The word “I love you” will never justify how much I love and appreciate your whole being, you are worth all of the pain and trauma that I experience in the hand s of the people that I taught was the one; among all you have the best of me and maybe the only best of me. Our growth in the span of one year gave me comfort in knowing that I have you as my safe haven and I won't have it any other way.  Richard, you are my favorite form of loving and thank you for the endless love and understanding because I admit that there are times that I can be a little bit too much??? okay fine too paranoid and jealousy; sorry bb but heyy you enjoy annoying and seeing me get pissed off hmmpt. I’ll always be your topaking bebu mwaahh hahahahaha bwesit. 

 I.. after and during Ali, I was lost, so lost that I can’t even see myself being healthy for any relationship with anyone; I was all over the place yet when we started exchanging message, I drown me to that yeah I wasn’t sure of anything else, but I was sure about you, about us and I thank my lucky stars that I have you and cessie while I’m still healing my inner self from the damage and trauma that others inflicted in my being. Thank you for always understanding me, for being one step ahead every time something bothers me, I don’t even have to say anything and you would change or be better for us. I love you so much bebu.

You showed me that I could be loved just the way I am. You showed me that I could be silly old me and still make your heart skip a beat. You love how loud my laugh is that you made it your mission to always make me laugh out loud.  You keep boosting my confident despite me feeling too big and fat; everytime na kasama kita talaga pinakakain mo ko huhuhuhu I love you. And finally you don’t ask me to stop being so emotional or so sensitive because you know that this is my heart and you love it the way it is. Ang sarap sarap ng pagmamahal mo, and I want us to continue this journey of us with an open heart and a peaceful mind.

Happy 1st of growing old together Bebu

Love Ria.

[danalazy]

1-104 para madami akong babasahin HAHAHAH

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? Answered!

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? Multuhan lol.

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care? Oo. Either rehab or hiwalay na agad. :)

4. Is your last name longer than six letters? Yesssss!

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? Sober. :)

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? Hmmm. No?

7. What does your last received text say? Bank alert from Citibank lol.

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? Can't remember how many times exactly, but we kissed way too many times for that single day sabay multuhan na lol.

9. Where was your last kiss at? Condo nung guy -_-

10. When is the last time you saw your sister? Oct 2019.

11. What do you drink in the morning? Water or Coffee.

12. Where did you sleep last night? Answered.

13. Do you think relationships are hard? Answered.

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? Nope. Kung in the last 5 years siguro, oo. Lol.

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? Suntukan na lang kami siguro jk.

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? Sunny pag may lakad. Rainy pag nasa bahay.

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? Yuh.

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? Right now? Boxers. Pero I prefer jeans when going out.

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? Not sure? Kung may dadating why not, kung wala edi wala lol.

20. Does anyone like you? Romantically or platonic like? If romantically, parang wala naman.

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? Nawp.

22. Is the last person you kissed gay? Hindi pero ghost lol.

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? Yes!!!!

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? Yes, pero super undecisive ako kung anong tattoo and which part ng body.

25. In the past week have you cried? Naur

26. What breed was the last dog you saw? Shih-poo. My bebu.

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? Out of the shower.

28. Have you ever kissed a football player? Nope.

29. Do you think you’re old? Physically yes. lol.

30. Do you like text messaging? No. Inconsistent ako kausap lol.

31. What type of day are you having? Dull.

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? No.

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? COLD WEATHER!!!

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?Showbiz tayo, oo tatay ko lol!

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? Right now, a fling would suffice.

36. Are you a simple or complicated person? Depends eh.

37. What song are you listening to? Shinabu ay Shinobi - Just Hush pala hehe.

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? Most of the time yes.

39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? Yes, my previous work bestie.

40. What made you start liking the person you like now? Body built??? Lol pano pag madaming crush :(

41. When did you last receive a text message? Today 4:53pm

42. What is wrong with you right now? I think I have an avoidant attachment style lol

43. How well do you know the last female you texted? Kilalang-kilala ang daling budulin non lol.

44. Does anyone disgust you? Yes. Marcos family and the 31M yikes.

45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? Yes.

46. Are you in a good mood right now? Saks lang.

47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? Tatay ko lol.

48. What color shirt are you wearing? Purple.

49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? Wala namern.

50. Anyone you’re giving up on? Already gave up on them. :)

51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? No. I can't feel anything for him.

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? I used to do this, pero ba't magsesettle sa taong di marunong makuntento diba?

53. Do you like rain? Yes, just the right amount lang.

54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? Not really, as long as magsabi.

55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?  Answered.

56. Do you like to cuddle? YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES.

57. Are you shy?  Yep, pero I'm trying to get over this shyness lol.

58. Do you get along with girls? Yep.

59. Have you dated the person you texted last? Hassle naman siguro i-date nung 8080 no?

60. What do you carry with you at all times?  Phone and alcohol.

61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?  Fuck no. HAHAHAHAHA. Bago ako makalabas don pumanaw na ako.

62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?  Maybe?

63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?  No.

64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? Yes hehehe.

65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? Yep.

66. How old are the last three people you kissed? 28, 25, 28?

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? Pay to get my nails done.

68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?  Leopard rar!

69. Do you have any stickers on your car?   Sana may car muna, no? HAHAHAHA.

70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? Lil Wayne.

71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?  Iphone.

72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? 2015 pa ata? Di na kasi masarap pizza don awit.   

73. Do you like diet soda? Regular soda.

74. What color are the walls in your room? Gray.  

75. Are you 16 or older? 27.

76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?  No.  

77. Do you have a job? Yes

78. What are your initials? DSL. pldt yarn?

79. Did you ever have braces? Planning to.

80. Are you from the south? South of Metro Manila mej.

81. What does your last status on facebook say? Well, well, well. Chariz (shared post to nung quote ni baby m na he wants to do well because when president does well, the country does well HAHAHA inangyan redundant yarn?)

82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? No.

83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?  Dad.

84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?  Cheerleading!

85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? Dr. Strange MOM.

86. Do you smoke?  No.

87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? Flip flops.    

88. Is your phone touch screen? Yes.   

89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?  Straight.  

90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? Yes, during hs. lol.   

91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? River!   

92. Have you ever made out in a car? Yes hehe.   

93. …Had sex in a car? Yes HAHAHAH   

94. Are you single or in a relationship? Answered.   

95. What were you doing last night at midnight?  Scrolling through tiktok vids.  

96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?  Leni-Kiko rally in macapagal.  

97. Do you like the camera on your phone?   Yes! 

98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? Nope.   

99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? OO HAHAHAHA DEAD.   

100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? Nope.

101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?  Answered.  

102. Name your favorite Kesha song: Die Young   

103. Do you have any tan lines right now?  May konting tan lines pa ata from bora.  

104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?  yes?

Anon, sobrang salamat! Muntik na mapudpod maiikli kong daliri HAHAHAHAHAHA kung sino ka man sarap mo i-hug sa leeg gamit dalawang kamay. chariz. Thank youuuu!

[biankissme-jules]

Hi bebu. It's 18th day of May. I'm still on my way home. Rain is still pouring hard so I had a hard time looking for a ride. Good thing I saw a bus that will be travelling straight to starmall na so I don't have to cut ways so I could go home.

I feel kinda irritated right now because the man beside me keeps on looking and staring at me. 🙄🙄 I don't like being stared at.

I miss you so much! I wanted to chat you so bad to check on you but I am trying to control myself not yo send you a message because I don't wanna bother you or i might just seem annoying to you.

How are you my bebu? I hope you're doing well right now bebu. I saw you on ate tayis' story. You always look do damn fucking handsome bebu! I took a screenshot of it then I cropped you. Hehe

I'll post again when I get home. 💛 i wavvv you so much my superman!!

[mysticaltacokryptonite]

Bebu, we survived a year, aren’t we?

Follow me thru a small recap of my ka-cornyhan…

Remember that ig story of urs in the first photo, January, virtual graduation and I screenshot that photo of urs and made it my wallpaper all month long hahahahaha creepy

On February it was your salt lamp on Valentine’s Day that literally lit my life hahahaha

the one I’m holding for hope

I made u an art, your first personal art on March, mga panahong di ko pa alam if magwowork na ako or what hahaha

We are meeting virtually and every single of it was very memorable, making this relationship even possible and helping each other to grow more

I believed in you on your exam last May, andami ko pang time gumawa ng kacornyhan nyan hahaha

The green box on June, when I was hoping na sana makita na kita noong umuwi ako ng Tarlac

I’m trusting the process…

July, your birth month, and I hope I made u happier. I really did my best to send that love…that GIF compilation hahahaha

this year was the most appreciative birthday of my life, lovely birthday of me, I remember the posters hahahaha bawal lumabas hoy

Ber months when we collaborated for the hosting event, love wins at that time

We made that foundation border na ilang months din natin nagamit, no, you made that, nangugulo lang ako hahaha

The QR sweet message on November, pinagpractisan mo lang ako ng final project mo e 😤

The topico camera on December, I was rlly touched, di ko talaga ito inexpect

Grabe, marami pa dyan yung napagsamahan natin this year but I’m sure that this year is very meaningful, thank you…

Maybe sometimes we are having some misunderstandings and bad days together but eventually, thank you for accepting me and sharing this journey. I will be better.

I can’t wait for more years to come with you. Cheers! 🥂

I’m very grateful and thankful of you, Bea Claren

Happy New Year, my love!

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Be mine at 2022? 🥺

@hardtheoristdelusion

[ask-ickle-mod]

This commission for @bebuzzu was SO much fun to draw. 

They basically said “Here’s a bunch of money GO HOGWILD” and here we are! I wanted to use some of their favorite things (genuine smiles, warm sweaters, chocolate chip cookies, cinnamon..) to make a lovely lil portrait of their gal Lucky Stars, and I LOVE how it came out. <3 Thanks for your support, Bebu!

If you’re interested in a commission like this, feel free to message me here or at my work email, AimeeScholzCreations@gmail.com 

[tankun]

oh shit no no i didnt see it ong wait ksjskjjs u dont have to hurry ! im all gucci ! take however long u need bebu tan, pls dont feel pressured to answer :( ily lotslotslots && hope u feel better soon ! mwah 💋

No, don’t feel bad, Anon! I promise I didn’t feel pressured. I figured you didn’t see my message about taking a break, so I didn’t want you to feel like I was ignoring you.

Thank you for the sweet message though :} I promise to take my time, but I hope to be back soon. I have lots of asks I can’t wait to answer.

I’ll be back soon :} Love you as well

[rig0]

happy birthday to this man who traveled miles after miles just to celebrate his special day with me and my family. i’m beyond blessed to have you.

no more long messages, you know the rest na.

i love you.

always and forever.

from your bebu,

rigo 💕

[gskasavillo]

Happy 1st Month Lindley Karl

Sino mag aakala na magiging more than friends tayo. I was always at your background when I was in high school, wasn’t really the highlight of your life. A friend of a friend, a familiar face wala lang someone you see lang ganun and eventually we became friends na din but not that close. Then here comes “the college days” and you became the background of my life as well. Ikaw yung background sa pictures, someone na taga asar pag may bago kang kalandian, someone na nakakasalubong. We had Small talks, small laughs, nakakaperform with, small moments. Not really the highlight of my life. Pero grabe magprepare si Lord, God knows mga pinag daanan natin individually as a person. Daming nating relationships na pinagdaanan and no one really thought na we’ll cross the road of our lives again,one day like this. 

It took us 6 or 8 years after college to find each other and to suddenly became the highlight of each other’s lives. Di lang highlight protagonist pa. The main characters of our books pa. Meeting you again like this, knowing what we have right now is such a beautiful plot twist to me. Thank you bebu, for sending a how are you message. An innocent message with no bad intentions but to ask a friend how is she and dang nag unfold lahat. 

We are pretty much in-sync. On the way we think, on finding the things that makes us laugh, on the way we look on things. Ganito pala talaga yung tinatawag nilang wala yan sa taon o tagal kasi pag na meet mo na yung taong nakalaan sayo it will feel like “Damn where have you been, I’ve been waiting for so long ikaw lang pala yan” 

Sinong mag aakala na mamahalin kita ng ganito, ng buo kahit nabasag ako. Sinong mag aakala na mamahalin kita ng higit pa sa inaakala ko

Bebu thank you for simply existing sinabi ko sayo yan kagabi, salamat po kay mama Arlene dahil pinanganak ka niya,for bringing up such a sensitive boy, a caring boy who knows how to take care of other people in his own way of taking care of someone. I maybe far from you right now pero ngayon lang to mahal ko, this is such a great adventure pinaka mahirap sa lahat pag malayo ka sa mahal mo pero you don’t how beautiful it is to be loved by someone through your mind and soul first before being held by skin.

I love you my big boy. Mahal na mahal kita, I will cherish and love you for the rest of my life and that’s what I’ve decided to do. To choose you everyday. Ikaw parin ang pipiliin ako. 

Happy First! And Many many many more months to come to infinity and beyond baby!

This is it ♥️✨

[bebutings]

A letter from Gab-gab to his girl.

Hellooooo, my love, my Chelsy!

It’s been a while. Mahigit isang buwan na pala tayong wala sa isa’t-isa. I miss you so much, baby ko! I hope everything’s going well for you, mahal. I can see that you’re having the best time of your life naman so far, sana magtuloy-tuloy lang ‘yan, mahal ko. Masaya ako para sa’yo, masaya akong nakikita kitang masaya.

Andito lang ako, langga ha. Hindi ako nawala kahit kailan. Minamahal pa rin kita kagaya ng dati, kagaya noong tayo pa. Higit pa nga siguro ngayon. Sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa’yo, bebu, napagtanto ko na kailangan ko pala mawala para maging masaya ka.

Ali misses you too, Mama Chel. Lagi pa rin namin dalawa pinapanood videos mo sa gabi at talaga nga naman napapangiti lagi ang Ali boo natin sa videos mo. Mahal na mahal ka namin, Mama Chel. He’s a litol sick lang these past few days but he’s going to be okay!

Miss na miss ko kayo ni Mama. Palagi mo siya aalagaan ha? Our precious queen! I’m sure Mama is also having the best time of her life cos solo niya ang kaniyang bunso at no no kulit Gab-gab. I love you and Mama so much, bebu. She’s my dream mom! And you are my dream girl. You are so lucky to have her as your mom. Sana matupad mo lahat ng pangarap mo para sa kaniya, bebu ko.

Our litol business is going really well these days, langga. It keeps me busy but always in a good way. Ikaw ang nagbigay inspirasyon sa akin na simulan ito eh. This is ours, baby. Thank you for giving me the courage to get out of my comfort zone, babe. Thank you for always believing that I can. Thank you for not giving up and for always motivating me. You are my greatest blessing, my sweet angel. I couldn’t have done all of this without your support.

I miss everything about us, baby.

I miss your sweet good night messages and your colorful good morning messages.

I miss how we exchange our pure and genuine “I love yous”.

I miss bullying you.

I miss your lambing.

I miss the way you used to love me.

You are everything to me, bebu love. You are my ideal girl. You are my ray of sunshine. Ikaw ang nagbigay ng kulay sa madilim kong mundo, bebu. Ngayong wala ka na, hindi ko na naman mahanap ang liwanag. Pero kinakaya bebu, kakayanin! You trained me so well na maging strong.

I love you always and forever, Chelsyia.

[bluespinel]

Darn it bebu but no matter how hard I've tried to forget you and stop liking you, I can't. It's futile. I should be mad at myself because i never thought i will go through this. Never in my wildest dreams that you'll be the one that will make me want someone so badly it hurts. You're stuck in my mind. Before liking you, I can be the coldest bitch you'll ever know and won't hear a thing about me but now ... I can't even stay offline for too long in hopes that you'll reply to my messages. I'm used to a gradual fading manner of conversation but with you, I just want to keep it alive.

I wish that this was your fault but I cannot blame you cause you made it clear that you cannot reciprocate my affections. It's me who is the problem, im just having trouble executing my usual plan of disappearing from one's live. Coz i don't want to lose you anymore.

[nhdnbrnrd]

I miss talking to you every single day, how your day went, how you share memes and news. I miss our good morning and good night messages. I miss you sharing and telling me random stories. I miss checking up on you. If you're already awake or asleep. If you've eaten your breakfast, lunch or dinner.

I miss our sabaw moments telling how idiot you were or how idiot I was. I miss our video calls. I miss your random video messages mostly when you're smiling or laughing and when you're updating me to what you're doing or where you are. I miss you dancing Tala of Sarah G, Bb. Marikit and Blackpink's Kill This Love. I miss how you sing Best Part with your guitar. I miss your random selfies with and without messenger/ig filters specially the funny and cute ones.

I miss playing Fornite and COD with you. I miss our Zepeto dates. I miss your sudden change of mood. I miss your face. I miss hearing your voice specially your laugh. I miss you calling me "Bebu". I miss your rants. I miss you being irritated/annoyed by tita Connie and specially to me.

I miss seeing you around. I miss your wacky faces. I miss your smile. I miss your eyes. I miss your the smell of your hair and your own smell. I miss eating and sleeping with you. I miss how you fetch and take me back home. I miss our little road trips. I miss eating isaw with you. I miss the ice cream night sesh. I miss eating samgy with you and all of our eating sesh. I loved your sinigang, pesto and my ultimate favorite whenever we're in condo is your corned beef ala Z with sunny side up egg.

I miss you as my best driver and I also miss driving for you. I miss our jack en poy moments on who's going to go out of the car to switch place on the driving seat. I miss your random visit in our house just to see me and kiss me. I also miss visiting your house and just watch movies or play with you but mostly sleep beside you then we'll eat when I wake up or sometimes when you wake up.

I miss hugging you and I miss your hug. You're so huggable. I miss your lips. I miss kissing you as many as I like and of course I miss you kissing me. I miss waking up beside you in different times of the day. I miss bullying/teasing you. I miss telling you I love you and telling me you love me too. I really miss you. I miss everything about you.

I just wanted to say thank you for all the love and efforts you've shown I may not able to say it everytime when we're still together but I really am grateful and I felt it all. You're love, your care, your efforts and how genuine you were. Maybe that's why I didn't want you to go. But then again, if you're happy, I am and will always be happy for you. Even if you don't reach your goals or dreams in life, I'll always be proud of you. I'll always be your silent number 1 and supporter, Z. I love you. I'll always will.

May God continue to bless you more! Stay safe always.

[lovehebe330]

Anyone still remember Bebu? The couple pairing that once took over Winglin? I updated all the Bebu interactions over the past couple years. Certainly , there are still some really great interactions! Please watch the video I put together and tell me what you think!

Summary by clips and contents [SOME TRANSLATIONS]  (Note: Chinese is my third language, not entirely fluent)

First video: S.H.E and Fahrenheit collaborated several times and in this show, the show host asked about what S.H.E thinks about each member. Selina said the Aaron is like a manga character and something else about being able to interact with him easier than the rest of the group. Hebe adds that Aaron is cute and basically agreed with Selina.

0:45: During a commercial for 7eleven, I’m guessing that the group had to take a funny picture. Aaron puts his hand unsure of whether he should place it there or not. Hebe turned around and accused him of being a pervert and then rubbed the touch away lol. Aaron just put his hand back on her shoulder.

0:58: I really wonder when did they take this picture? After Xin Wo’s music video? This is the youngest picture I can find of them together haha. Look at the poses!

1:03: During Suan Tian’s music video, Hebe and Aaron chest bumped each other. Doesn’t the cow suit make everything look cuter? XD

1:06: I’m sure that this is a charity kind of event (due to a natural disaster). Hebe and Aaron sat beside each other and look at the way Hebe looked at Aaron!

1:15: Hebe was being interviewed for an award show and Aaron was in the background, waving at the camera casually during her interview. Funny thing is, of all the times, she turned around to see Aaron.

1:23-1:25 Okay, seriously after they start to go solo their relationship become more clear. Aaron just always look at Hebe! Look at the way he looks at her! He really admires his senior!

1:27-3:49 Hito Awards in 2010 or 2011 ish Aaron already became a solo artist and released his EP in this era while Hebe already released her second album, My Love. The point is in this clip, Hebe was asked about what she ate and the three of them were asked about what they did when they’re bored behind the scene. Aaron wondered about what people do behind the stage back then because they didn’t have cellphones. He also keeps calling Hebe, “Goddess” and is always looking at Hebe unlike Yoga Lin.

3:54-4:17 Aaron was labeled as a cold person (Aka: Ice Prince) in 2013. He laughed and said he is like his senior, Hebe because she also doesn’t laugh and (something else he said I couldn’t understand what it means). When he looked at the mirror he realized that he is also like Hebe. (Point: they have similar personality).

4:18-4:29 This is a voting battle on which celebrities in the entertainment circle is the coldest or hardest to approach. Apparently, both Hebe and Aaron were selected at the first and second. Aaron made it to the first. Really funny thing is, Aaron is afraid to approach Hebe who is known as Ice Beauty and he is voted the coldest of all.

4:28-4:53 During his “The Moment” promotion era, Aaron mentioned about Hebe. He went to ask her about what she thinks about when she is singing (basically he is asking for advice on how to perform well since he looks up to her). Hebe gave him a simple answer and said to think about the lyrics but do not think too much about it because you will forget what you are singing (affect performance).

4:54-5:23 Hito Awards Interview- Aaron interviews S.H.E (stage comeback at HITO). The other host (who doesn’t seem to know that they’re all from the same company) introduces Aaron. Hebe said: “I KNOW HE IS THE TAIWANESE VERSION OF ANDY LAU” and Aaron expresses that he is happy. Notice that Selina is dying and woohooing at this joke. Then Hebe goes on to express and praise Aaron that he is a serious and dedicated person (notice that she was going to get cut off by the other host but she continues to talk about Aaron). She mentioned about his eating habits and yoga. I have read somewhere that Aaron mentioned in an interview about this particular awards. He brought his yoga mat to this awards and it seems that Hebe showed him some yoga moves (there is a news article about this) and he was touched by it.

5:23 Did you see how Hebe looks at Aaron lol and I have no idea what Aaron is saying “Qi dai yi xia” 5:28-5:33 Hebe introduces Aaron’s song “Taipei is sleeping” and calls him Xiao Shuai Ge (Handome little guy). Why is Hebe always calling him nicknames LOL

5:34: In Aaron’s album promotion interview, fans called in and was asked who he should collaborate with. Majority answered Tian Fu Zhen (Hebe). In this particular clip, the other hosts asked whether she wanted them to collaborate because they are in the same company. She answered that Hebe is pretty so she wishes that he collaborate with her. Nadou (show host) asked if it is okay if they’re together in real life. The girl answers ok in a weird tone. Aaron says it is not possible [it shouldn’t be possible] (unsure whether he is referring not possible collaborating or being together). Aaron: It shouldn’t be possible but she gives off the feeling of wanting to solve her (her mysterious, quiet and cold personality makes him want to figure her out) Nadou’s face *huh?* 6:23: Aaron says it is not quite possible to collaborate with Hebe (in a drama) because she feels tired filming (Hebe had expressed before that she doesn’t like to film dramas because it is tiring) Point is: Wow, how did he know this and it’s so nice of him to understand her feelings. Some stars just want to collaborate without understanding the other star’s level of expertise.

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6:35: Vogue fashion night out interview with S.H.E Aaron mentions he is portraying James Dean (actor) and Ella is like: Who? Hebe is the only one who knows about him. Point is: Hebe and Aaron’s knowledge of international celebrities are really broad. They have similar tastes (Hebe like British pop/rock and Aaron likes American pop)

6:48 Ella and Aaron was supposed to pose a manly pose. Aaron keeps looking at Ella instead of posing and Selina says something that is probably along the line of ‘why are you looking at her body like that!’ and Hebe says: She (Ella) is already married! 6:57 I don’t actually understand what is going on in this part. I know that they’re supposed to pose with weird objects (I’m happy they’re standing next to each other) and Hebe said something funny about the baby (breast feeding?) and everyone laughs. Aaron touches her arm again hahahaha ( This is in 2014 and not 2007! XD)

7:34 Aaron was asked to give feedback on his former bandmate Calvin Chen who released a single. Aaron awkwardly answered that Calvin’s song is fast and has more rapping. Aaron also says he doesn’t rap that well. Hebe says: and he also rap underwater. Can you do that? Aaron: I will drown rapping underwater. Aaron then continues to awkwardly compliment Calvin and Hebe cuts in and says that Calvin can find her (to collab with) because in all of her posters and etc. she had always worked with water (no joke about this one, this is so true!). Aaron says: And you also went to Iceland to film. Hebe: Yessss (the tone in her voice is so cute hahah it’s not cold) Hebe: Isn’t this helping you to avoid (the interview question)? Don’t ask again! (She helped Aaron avoid an awkward situation [fallout with Fahrenheit question] )

7:58: Aaron’s and Hebe’s STAREDOWN WHOA

8:03 Aaron’s flowers to Hebe (message to wish her concert to go well) I’m not sure what it says but it is something along the line of Hebe’s songs speak the truth?

8:05 Hebe pounces on Aaron lol (this is during S.H.E 14th anniversary event) 8:13 PAY ATTENTION TO BOTH AARON AND HEBE! Aaron looks at Hebe when Selina is fixing Hebe’s hair (this is filmed from the back but at a different angle, he was looking at her) Hebe puts her hand behind Aaron (for what!?!!)

8:29 Aaron almost always poses beside Hebe in a group picture. Usually someone would be in between the two. Anyway, I can just tell they’re staring at each other in some of these clips here hahaha. At one point if you look carefully, Aaron looks at Hebe then Hebe looks at him and he scratched his neck (like how in cartoons it’s like oops she caught me looking at her *scratch, scratch*) 8:52 The moment when Selina looks at Aaron, he puts his hand on Hebe’s shoulder. (WHAT’S THE THiNG WITH SHOULDER LATELY?!) Did you see him smile at Hebe? (Obviously a lot of people will only see the back of Hebe but there are some pictures on Zhen Lun Bar on Tieba which shows these interactions at a different angle)

9:07 Eight years later.. HEBE HUGS AARON! This is the biggest moment in the love team’s story. The point here is: Hebe is very comfortable with Aaron and she will not hestitate to hug him. I think the two of them became very close over the years sine they became solo. Btw in this picture, S.H.E surprise Aaron on his early birthday.

9:12 Aaron posted a picture of him and S.H.E (different angle and poses) and praises S.H.E . Hebe commented: (Unable to translate first couple of words) Serious and dedicated little child (Isn’t Xiao Zi referred to something like little child?) Happy Early Birthday! *Kiss kiss* HER EMOJIS AND HIS REPLY IS SO CUTE! Hebe was the only member to respond this picture too!

9:17 Aaron is asked to recognize some celebrities faces. He couldn’t recognize Emma Wu (Gui Gui, whom he collaborated with and has a famous loveteam called GuiLun) [I realized that Gui Gui changed a lot these years so it’s understandable he didn’t recognize her]. The point her is, he recognized Hebe in a picture that would be hard to recognize (As a fan of Hebe, that picture doesn’t look much like Hebe due to Photoshop). I was surprised he recognized Hebe even though he didn’t collaborate with her.

9:26: Aaron was asked if he was placed in a classroom full of female celebrities he would sit with… Without a thought he went straight for number twelve, in between Hebe and Xiao S. He doesn’t say why he would sit beside Hebe but from the previous clips, he always sit beside her so I feel that this is really the truth. He say that he wants to talk to Xiao S after that but I just say, it’s weird because he’s not close to Xiao S, I’m sure he just wants to sit beside Hebe!

9:40: Aaron went to Hebe’s solo concert twice (note that this is IF PLUS and not IF concert tour). He went for two nights and sat in the same seating. I was concerned about how he was the only celebrity to come twice! And he sat like one seat away from Selina or Ella. In this clip, he was asked to respond to what song did he want to hear from Hebe. I think he said he looked forward to listening to all. He gave the answer: Bu Zui Bu Hui (Learning from Drunk) but he messes up the name of the song and changed it to Bu Zui Bu Ai (Not drunk, will not love). This response is so funny that I laughed so hard because how can he mess up that bad!? 9:54 The flowers that Aaron sent for Hebe’s IF PLUS concert message was the one that stood out the most.This was sent the day before he appeared at the concert. It says: Dear drinking buddy (he used zhi ai and not qin ai) , GOOD LUCK. Funny thing is, is there a connection between the message and the answer he gave in the previous video? If so, it is like Aaron is saying, if Hebe is not drunk, I will not love you. (Hebe and Aaron are both very friendly when they are drunk. Aaron will kiss people in sight and Hebe would speak English and act very open and cute in contrast to her cold personality)

Notes: Video is a crossover between their interactions as “proof” to show that the couple pairing isn’t delusional. When the love team first started, a lot of fans overanalyzed their interaction that just felt delusional to me. Not saying that mine isn’t overanalyzed either. I love this couple pairing the most out of all because Hebe and Aaron may not be open about their relationship (I did not say they are together, they are compatible) but over the years, they got closer and closer. Unlike other male stars, Hebe is the most open to Aaron.

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The clouds expressed how I feel inside.

Hi love! It's the 17th day of May. I just got home and it's 8:47pm and of course the first thing I always wanted to do after a long tiring day is to talk to you so here I am writing you a letter you'd never read. I'll just pretend that I am talking to you hehe. Soooo here's what happened to my day! I woke up at 5:50am and told my self I will sleep for 10 more minutes and then the second time I opened my eyes it's already 7:00am HAHA so I made gayak na ng mabilis then I went to school to make asikaso my clearance. After that, I left school to travel na papuntang GMA to attend my caregiving class. Since I got there early and ate's class got dismissed earlier kasi nasa AM class siya, we decided to have lunch muna sa korean restaurant near our school. The food is so good and it's not really that pricey. The first thing that comes into my mind when I tasted the food is that "I wish I could bring bebu here." Yeah, coz you're always the one I am thinking off. We weren't able to finish the food kasi 1am na and magcclass na ko and super laki kasi nung serving niya hindi mo talaga mauubos and we only payed 380 for all the food. So ayun na nga, pumasok na ko sa room. I was late so I was like a spider creeping on the side wall of the room trying my best not to get caught that I am late but still nahuli pa din ako. Haha Our instructor gave us 1 and a half hour to review for the Oral Examination so he went our of the room. And guess what your bebu just did? ROFL LMAO I spent 30 minutes talking with my seatmates while reviewing then (as the antukin me) I spent the 1 hour left to fucking sleep coz I know the instructor is not in the room. HAHAHAHA I woke up coz I heard the Sir Alvin (the instructor) said "Oh wag kayong maingay, nagcoconcentrate sa pagrereview si Agatha!" I was like "DAMN IT!! I fell asleep in a class again!" Lol Then after that we were called na by 3 sa kabilang room for the Oral Exam tapos un pala kamustahan lang, the instructor decided to not give oral exam anymore kasi para makapag-adjust daw muna kami sa face to face classes. And then I sighed in relief. Hehe It's worth the 1 hour of tulog inside the class. We were dismissed early, I thought of chatting you sana to ask you out for a coffee date kasi nahihiya akong ichat ka kasi alam kong hindi mo ko papansinin. hehe I had a hard time pauwi kasi sobrang lakas ng ulan. Sumakay ako ng jeep going to Philcoa para dun sumakay ng bus. Basang basa ako sa jeep kasi sa harap ako sumakay. Kaya nung nakasakay na ko ng bus, I feel so freakin cold. And yes my temperature right now is mataas and I feel like i'm gonna catch a cold tonight and have a fever. How about you bebu? How's your day? How did you spend your day? I hope you had a great one. I wish you are doing okay. I hope you still remember me. :( Kasi ako, I still think about you the whole day. I miss you so much my bebu!! I love you so much!! :* I felt happy when I saw "MY SUPERMAN messaged you" notification kasi hehe you were asking about your password lang pala. Saddddd. I hope I can hug you right now, it feels so cold. Bebuuu time please. >.<