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I want to recommend fic all my love forever on ao3 https://archiveofourown.org/works/23334550/chapters/55898314

Steve and Bucky both survive WW2 and try to life the life. It's sooo beautiful and sometimes sad but it's worth reading ❤️

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all my love forever* by tempestaurora (complete |  93,883 | T) *graphic violence, /others

Bucky Barnes does not fall from the train in the Alps. Steve Rogers does not go missing in the crash-landing of the Valkyrie. Instead, they go back to Brooklyn, they get a new apartment, and they try to start over.

In 1946, Steve Rogers and Peggy Carter get married.

In 1952, Bucky Barnes marries, too.

They have children, they go to work, they struggle with domestic life after their years at war. And throughout it all, despite it all, Bucky Barnes is irrevocably in love with Steve Rogers.

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hey! if you're reading this, steve rogers by fallendarlings should be in the depressed steve tag! it's really good so far :)

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If You’re Reading This, Steve Rogers* by fallendarlings (WIP |21,005 | M) *graphic violence, suicidal ideation

Nobody tells Steve it’s okay to cry.

It’s 2012 and the world needs him to be Captain America and nobody remembers Steve Rogers is a person under the mantle. It’s okay. He hasn’t felt like a person since he watched Bucky fall.

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Sunshine’s Gifts

Sunshine’s Gifts - Chapter 1 - Quarra, wearing_tearing - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]

fae Bucky part of the Wild Hunt and steve is still Cap, has the other avengers in it too, fluff&smut

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Thousands of Years Waiting by MaddyEggy

PLEASE I JUST READ ONE OF THE BEST FANFIC IT'S CALLED Thousands of Years Waiting by MaddyEggy SO SO GOOD CAN'T BELIEVE IT ONLY HAS LESS THAN 50 KUDOS! I need everyone to read this T.T

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Rating: Mature, Graphic Depictions of Violence

Word count: 5,614

Summary:

Bucky curls in tighter on himself like the universe might forget him if he wishes hard enough. If he can crunch his bones smaller, if he can take up less space, the world might erase him.

Abandoned- rough and incomplete.

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Hello, just wanted everyone to now that the masterpiece that is Baghdad Waltz has just been completed. One hell of a beautiful ride with stunning characterization (don’t read last chapter in public)

Baghdad Waltz* by Dreadnought (complete | 680,730 | E) *rape/noncon, graphic violence, /others, wartime violence involving children, child death, alcohol&drug abuse, addiction, suicide/suicidal ideation, child abuse

Lieutenant Steve Rogers has done all the right things. Graduated West Point at the top of his class. Earned a coveted spot as an infantry officer. Found the woman of his dreams. Everything is going exactly as planned. That is, until he accepts a platoon leader position for a unit deploying to Iraq, where he’s reunited with the ex-boyfriend he’d rather forget but never could.

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Sergeant First Class Barnes thinks he knows war. He lives in a wild cycle of military training, deployments, sex, drinking, and pining for his former best friend and ex-boyfriend, Steve Rogers. But when Lieutenant Rogers is assigned as his platoon leader during Operation Iraqi Freedom, Sergeant Barnes realizes that he doesn't know the first thing about what it means to truly fight for something.

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An Iraq War love story in three movements.

Or:

The story of two men who go to war and don’t quite come back home.

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Letters to Who You Once Were by Riskywrites on Ao3. My God. It’s amazing. works/25429036/chapters/61671436

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Letters to Who You Once Were* by RiskyWrites (WIP | 6,195 | G) *chose not to warn

Dear Bucky,

If you're reading this, then it means that this was a success. That my shot in the dark was worth it. If you're reading this, then maybe, just maybe, some of the damage that they did to you was reversed. Maybe all this hard work was worth it in the end.

I don't know if you'll ever come back to me. I don't know if you'll ever be my Bucky again. But I can hope. And I can try.

We're in this together, buddy. Until the end of the line.

- Steve

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The Fray Will Well Become Me

Hello, how is everyone? I just wanted to recommend this original, well-written, and just absolutely wonderful transformative work. It is based on the concept of Loki being Steve’s father. This results in Steve being quite self-aware and cunning and generally has more personality. His characterization is definitely not depicted as goody two-shoes Cap. The author, mugwort_and_myrrh, has a gift with words and her descriptions are mind-blowing and stunningly unique. The setting is very realistic and stays true to the realities of Brooklyn in the 1930’s as well as the war. It has four works in the series. The first work is Steve’s childhood up to the Valkyrie. The second story is on the idea that Steve is awake on the ice. That one in particular is heart-wrenching and beautiful. The third instalment in the series is the events of The Avengers, and it is very interesting to read with Steve’s confusion and Loki’s role and often unpredictable twists to canon. The fourth fic is updated weekly and is the events the Winter Soldier. The best way to describe this fic in the series is in one quote from the story..“ It’s 11pm on January 16th, T minus four days until Justin fuckin’ Hammer is gonna be sworn in as President of the United fuckin’ States, and Steve is crouched on a fire escape overlooking an alley, dumpsters below wafting up the stink of wet cardboard and mouldy cinnamon rolls, watching a couple idiots in ski masks trying to break into an electronics store.” I must insist everyone give this series a try even if it doesn’t sound like your cup of tea. I promise you will not regret it.

The Fray Will Well Become Me  by mugwort_and_myrrh (cw:graphic violence)

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i would like to recomend Act of Sage by hotelmichelle. It’s a wonderful 2012!Alternative Timeline with Steve Leaving 2012!Steve a helpful Note :) it’s still a WIP right Now but gets updated twice Weekly. (cw:suicidal ideation)

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Hey, do you guys know of any honeypot fics with bottom bucky? Love what you do btw!

Found you this one (though they do switch):

Lessons in Normality by relenafanel (complete | 38,002 | E)

Things Steve knows about his boyfriend Bucky: How he looks with his face relaxed in sleep. That he can perfectly flip pancakes. The way he’s open about things Steve is still adapting to, like therapy and depression and sex toys and being a millennial. The way he laughs with his mouth wide open and his eyes squinted, and the cheerful way he cheats at cards and loses at laser tag.

The way he seduces Steve with a knowing glint in his eye. The way Steve responds to it, stronger each time, taken by his beauty and competence and snark and compassion (or the compassionate way he boots Steve in the ass when he needs a push).

Things Steve doesn’t know about his boyfriend Bucky: That he’s an undercover operative gathering intel on Hydra, SHIELD, and which Steve is affiliated with.

Otherwise known as The Honey Pot AU

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Hello! I would like to rec Feast On This by GoldBlooded (restricted). Fun fake dating au with lots of humor!!!

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If you or someone you know was affected by Avengers: Endgame and need a story that's an emotional journey but does much greater justice to Bucky and Steve (and is weirdly prescient in places considering it was written way back in 2016) I suggest Notes From A Dirty Attic by whatthefoucault

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Notes From A Dirty Attic by whatthefoucault (complete |10,063 | M)

I don't know what I'm doing.

My name is Bucky. I come from Brooklyn. I died in the war.

(Extracts from the notebooks of Bucky Barnes.)

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Thanks for all you do 💞

I'd like to recommend the below fic by thepinupchemist, I love their works and thoroughly enjoying this You and a test of will ♥️.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/5645545

There's a bit of a story here, I was reading this fic as a download, accidentally deleted it and couldn't remember what it was called or who the author was. I was about to send in an ask to ask for help finding it back but googled some obscure references to the fic first and managed to find it myself! 😊 Thought I'd pay it forward and rec it as it's a wonderful fic ♥️

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Please can i rec Time After Time by elle1991? it was finally completed a couple of weeks ago and i love it!

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Time After Time* by elle1991 (complete | 124,026 | E) *graphic violence, major character death

Steve Rogers, Iraq war veteran and long-time loner, feels like his life is stuck in a rut. With no family and a grand total of two friends, he spends most of his spare time alone, painting, jogging or having flashbacks of the war.

Which is why when Natasha invites him to a masquerade party at a kink club, Steve throws caution to the wind and decides to give it a go. There he meets the mysterious Winter Soldier, but as things blossom between them, so does a dangerous undercurrent.

Both are harbouring a big secret from the other, and the fallout could have lethal consequences...

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Steve tried to kill himself tony stops him and he gets Bucky as a support omega

The Fool in the Mirror by thepinupchemist (complete |111,489 | E) - heed the tags!

The Avengers, SHIELD, and the world at large have underestimated the pain that Steve Rogers is in.

The night after a near brush with a suicide attempt, Steve discovers the world of support omegas, and in his desperation for relief from the battlefield of his brain, demands to have one.

Enter Bucky Barnes: retired marine, millennial, amputee, brother, son, and support omega. He maybe, just maybe, can help a broken alpha heal in the twenty-first century.

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I'd like to rec One Last Time by RedMela. It's both girl!Steve and WinterSoldier!Steve and it's absolutely beautiful.

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One Last Time* by RedMela (complete |43,813 | M) *graphic violence, major character death

"I feel like the moment I’ll see you again, my heart will jump out of its cage screaming: “Love, it’s you! I’ve found you!” and you’ll put a bullet right through it. I won’t mind. If anyone deserves to do it – it’s you. You’d be doing a service. Nothing more than putting down an old, cold, dog that should have been dead long ago."

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Waking up in the twenty-first century wasn’t the worst part about surviving the war. Learning that history was rewritten, half his family and friends are dead, and being forced to finally live a “normal” life without Stella was. He’s not “Captain America” and he never will be -- that was her… but no one cared to remember who Stella Barnes was. He’s angry, and has to cope with this growing darkness and hatred within in. He has to come to terms with the fact that Stella’s name has been ignored and destroyed by history. And finally, he has to face a ghost… the same ghost he thought only existed in his head… A Pale Lady that’s been haunting him since she fell off a train in Switzerland.