#mitsuya angst

[mitsuyeaah]

just you.

— takashi mitsuya x f! reader

cw: angst (hurt/comfort), slight fluff, reader is an emotional wreck, mitsuya being a wholesome boyfriend, pet names (baby, sweetheart, darling), swearing.

a/n: happy birthday to the man who owns my url, taka-ちゃん!!! i love him with all my heart <3

“baby, is there something wrong?” you quickly looked up from your study notes, the sudden voice coming from the man in front startling you. you knew who it was. takashi, your boyfriend. he has been nothing but an absolute sweetheart, and the best boyfriend you could’ve asked for but lately, you’re emotions have been all over the place and you’ve unfortunately been projecting in on your relationship.

his lilac gaze looked down at you, stern yet a hint of worry glossing over the pretty hue. you have been ignoring him, and not because of what he did, no, takashi would never do anything to hurt you. it was because of the raging emotions within your chest, swirling into nothing but a sea of confusion, anger, and hate. and all of it was directed to no one but you.

you felt like utter shit. all the stress from your studies, the expectations, the grades you had to maintain, all of it was getting to you. you felt like you weren’t enough—for anyone, for yourself, and most especially, for your boyfriend who happened to receive the nasty end of your emotional turmoil.

you held his gaze for a few seconds before dropping it back down to your notes. letting out a sigh, you rested your chin on your palm while keeping your eyes on the papers in front of you, “don’t you have a class?” you mumbled. the familiar pain in your chest made itself known. takashi didn’t deserve this from you but you couldn’t help it, you wanted to be left alone with your thoughts.

takashi let out a defeated sigh, “can you please just talk to me? did i do something wrong?” his voice was louder this time, desperate to get answers from you. you’ve been ignoring his messages today, all the updates of his whereabouts and what he was doing were delivered but unread. no reply, no nothing.

now, takashi knew you were a busy woman but despite that, you would have let him known first thing in the morning if you were unable to reply to his messages throughout the day. you always let him know, and this behaviour coming from you was out of character. clearly there was something wrong.

students that were near the table you sat on glanced your way, some annoyed from the sudden noise that came from your boyfriend. takashi was a patient man but he also had a limit, and that was exactly where he was at the moment.

you obliged when he asked to talk outside of the library, away from the deafening silence, from all the students there as to not disturb any of their peaceful study time. the two of you sat on a nearby bench under the tree, the cool spring breeze dancing around your figures.

“now, will you please tell me what’s wrong? is it me? have i done something?” his torso faced you while you faced the greenery ahead, your eyes boring into endless hues of green that it almost burned your vision from how bright it was under the blazing sun.

“there’s nothing wrong, taka..” you sighed, slumping on the bench and covering your eyes. there was that familiar pain in your chest again, this time it was accompanied with tears brimming in your eyes. fuck, you didn’t even know why you were on the verge of crying. your emotions were all over the place. you hated it. you hated pushing takashi away.

“you’re a really bad liar, you know that? sweetheart, i’m not going to force you to but i just wish you’re more open with me.. i’m your boyfriend after all.”

the pain from your chest spread to your throat. a lump painfully stuck inside as you tried to form words, almost like it was holding you back from spilling every single thought that formed in your chaotic mind. you let out another sigh, this time it was shaky. you pressed your fingers further against your eyes as you felt tears escaping from underneath your eyelids.

“fuck.. i just— i don’t know, takashi. i just feel like i’m not good enough. for this degree, for myself, and for you.” your throat burned with every word that escaped your quivering lips, like it was something not to be spoken but instead, kept in the depths of your stormy raging thoughts.

takashi’s face fell. he didn’t hesitate to bring a hand up to your own, gently removing them to uncover your face. you looked away, averting your gaze from takashi because you knew the second you look at his face, you’d break down into an emotional mess. as if to guard your heart that now lay naked against your chest—feelings sprawled out in the open, you crossed your arms.

“darling.. please look at me.” takashi moved closer, closing the distance between your legs and reached for your tear-strained face. you let him angle your face to look him in the eye, almost leaning into his gentle touch. so gentle that you were afraid you were going to break it.

“i’m sorry. fuck, i’m just— i’m such a fucking mess right now and you don’t deserve to be treated like this. you’re such a wonderful individual, taka, and i’m just.. me. this mess of a human being.”

takashi stroked your cheeks with his thumb, not caring about getting it wet from your endless tears. your vision was too blurry that you couldn’t see the amount of adoration and love he had in his eyes, and it was all for you, and you only.

“god, you deserve someone else, takashi. someone who’s not an emotional wreck. someone who has the capacity to understand their emotions. someone who—”

“and that someone is you. you describe yourself like you’re the worst person to ever grace this earth. yes, you’re just you but that’s why i’m so in love with you.”

takashi cupped your face with both hands, his thumbs gently wiping the tears from your eyes. your vision was much clearer now. you could see and feel the burn of his loving gaze on you. he took one of your hands in his and tenderly kissed your knuckles while keeping eye contact. the warmth of his lips made you shiver slightly.

“baby, i couldn’t have asked for more when i gave my heart to you. it’s okay to feel this way. it’s okay to be a mess, it’s all part of being a human being.. but please don’t shy away from me. don’t push me away when you’re drowning in your emotions. i want to be there for you.”

and suddenly the sea of storm in your mind stilled. tears spilled from your eyes once again, your chest churning the regret of pushing him away. you hated how much effort he put into trying to understand you, you hated how patient he was with your confusing emotions because you knew he deserved someone else. someone better, even if it meant breaking your own heart.

normally, others would not have an ounce of trying to understand your emotions but not takashi. he was one of a kind. a man so full of love and gentleness that you could practically feel it seeping out of him.

“i’m sorry.. fuck, i’m so sorry for trying pushing you away. everything is just really overwhelming and i didn’t mean to project it on you, taka.” he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you in a tight hug. a hug that indicated how much he loves and cares for you.

“it’s okay. you’re okay. i love you.”

you sniffled, burying your face into the warmth of his chest. your nose engulfed with the familiar scent of vanilla bean. a scent that screamed comfort. takashi rubbed your back, whispering words of how much he loved you and how perfect you were in his eyes.

“i love you too, taka.”

you hated days like this. days where you felt like everything was against you, like the whole universe was telling you to ‘fuck off’ in the most vile way.

but you were ready to face them, you weren’t scared of your thoughts anymore. as long as you had takashi by your side, you weren’t going to give up. even if it felt like the whole world is against you.

© mitsuyeaah

[kazutora-kurokawa]

hello! I was thinking about tokyorev boys (kakucho, rindou, kazutora and mitsuya) they are in love with reader but reader is in love with someone else (some enemy or something painful) (I really like angst)

TokRev x Reader: Unrequited Love

♡ SFW, one-sided love, fem reader, reader is in a relationship with someone else, marriage, alcohol use, jealousy, just angst in general ♡

note: ngl this hurt a little, had a little kick to it fr���� thanks for requesting anon

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Kakucho

Kakucho had been in love with you for the longest time and he thought you were just so sweet and perfect. But you were in a relationship with Izana, his best friend, the man who was like a brother to him. Of course he couldn't interfere in your relationship, especially since you and Izana seemed so happy together. All he could do was sit on the sidelines and watch as you drifted away, into the arms of someone he'd follow to hell and back.

Rindou

Rindou knew a lot of things, he knew what he loved, he knew what his brother was like, and he knew that you'd eventually get your heart broken. But that never occurred to his surprise. When Ran started seeing you he was prepared to make a lasting commitment, and now here Rindou is, the best man at his brother's wedding. He couldn't do anything but stand idly by and watch as the love of his life slipped out of his grasp and his brother slipped the ring on her finger.

Kazutora

Kazutora had tried his hardest to get rid of his feelings for you, he went on dates, went to parties, tried to numb his pain with alcohol, but nothing ever worked. He didn't mean to fall in love with you, you were Chifuyu's girlfriend after all. Chifuyu was there for him when he got out of prison and he cared deeply about him, but there was just something. Something about the way you looked, the way you smiled, that sweet tone in your voice that drove him up the wall. He couldn't help but love you, but he knew he'd never have you, so he's content just watching you from a distance, knowing that you're happy.

Mitsuya

Mitsuya knew it was wrong, but he couldn't help how he felt. You were in a relationship with Draken, the two of you were happy and madly in love. Yet Mitsuya could never stop himself from getting jealous when he saw you together, the way Ken held your waist and kissed your forehead made him sick to his stomach. Even after he accepted the fact that he'd never have you for himself, he still creates all his designs with you in the forefront of his mind.

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[shoyoist]

— 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 (𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐆𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐔𝐓).

content: gn!reader. hurt/comfort (you comfort him). set on the verge of bonten timeskip (around when hanma visits the cemetary). they deserve all the kisses they want ;( ft: mitsuya, draken, kazutora, hanma.

—. ｡˚ ♡ he's strong, but at times, he needs somebody to be strong for him.

꒰ ♡ ꒱ MITSUYA IS RESTLESS.

you wake up with a jolt, feeling the blanket wrapped over you get yanked away in one harsh, sudden motion. the thick duvet had been shielding you from the cold of the air conditioning, and as soon as it was gone, you were freezing. what the fuck—

startled, your head automatically jerks around to face the other side of the bed, and your bleary gaze focuses on mitsuya’s lean form, sitting up with his face in his hands. the blanket was crumpled up around him, pulled away from your body when he sat up.

it’s still early in the morning, you can see, because the sun coming through the window isn’t that strong. either that, or it’s a cloudy day — and either way, you’d wanted to sleep in with your boyfriend for as long as possible.

after all, you hadn’t booked a hotel room and taken him out on a mini vacation, and asked your parents to drive his little sisters to school for nothing.

mitsuya’d been working his ass off as of recent, and you were trying to give him the break he deserved. so when you found out that he’d convinced his mom to take a trip to the next city to visit her friend, you’d immediately made plans to allow mitsuya to relax as well.

you just wish he would make use of the opportunity and actually relax, though.

it takes you a moment to realize something is wrong, and when you do, you sit up immediately. “takashi? are you okay?”

he inhales, sucking in a breath of air through his fingers, and wipes his face. his gaze moves around the hotel room, as if he’s scanning his surroundings. then he turns to you, showing off sleepy, apologetic eyes. “yeah, ’m good. sorry for waking you up, baby.”

it doesn’t sound at all convincing, so you raise an eyebrow at him — waiting with more than a hint of impatience, for him to elaborate.

he laughs shortly at the gesture, waving a hand in dismissal and turning back around. the sunlight, dimmed further by the fancy curtains drawn across the window, falls on his pale hair as he tilts his head downwards. “just. panicked a little when i woke up. since it’s way past the time i drive luna and mana to class.”

“hm.” you blink. “but they’re staying with my mom and dad, remember? this week’s for us.”

“i … yeah.” mitsuya nods. “just forgot, for a second.” he still sounds off, and your brows crease with the concern for him that’s building up within your chest. scooting over so you were sitting next to him, you lean in and let your shoulders touch, and put a hand over his enclosed one. “what’s wrong, taka?”

he’s still for a moment, before he opens up his fist and curls his fingers around yours. he sighs, runs his other hand through his hair, and then meets your eyes again. “i’m just, not really used to it, you know?”

“having my responsibilites shared, i mean. i’ve been doing things on my own my whole life, so having someone around — having things easy, feels new.” he clears his throat, as if accomodating space for his words. “i’m fine, really. just had a moment.”

footsteps echo down the hall outside, other guests making their way around. you wait, because you have a feeling he’s not done yet. and you’re right, because he opens his mouth again.

“but i’m really glad, too. to have you around. it’s weird to share everything, and to have room to slow down and all. but i appreciate it. i appreciate you.” his grip on your hand tightens a little, and you let him hold it, moving closer to press a small kiss to his temple. “it’s okay, taka. i’m here for you.”

his eyes soften at that, so pretty and lavender, and he turns his face to press his forehead to yours. “i know. thank you.”

꒰ ♡ ꒱ DRAKEN IS OVERPROTECTIVE.

“hey,” your coworker hurries up to you, calling your name — and when you look up towards them, it’s the first time you lift your head up from your work in a while. you glance at the clock on the wall to see that it’s almost midnight, but it doesn’t really register in your head.

“yes?” you sit up, and they jerk a thumb back. “someone’s outside. they’re looking for you. i think it’s, um, your boyfriend.” 

huh? you grab your phone from where it was half buried under a sheaf of papers, and when the screen lights up, you see seven missed calls and eleven texts — all from draken.

“is it a guy with his hair tied back, and a tattoo on the side of his head?” you get up, push your chair back and make your way down the hall towards the elevator. your coworker nods. “yeah, yeah that’s him.”

i’m sure i texted him to let him know i’ll be late tonight. you think as you step into the elevator and press the button that’ll take you to the ground floor. you’d got this job only recently, and you’ve been working extra hard so you could fit in and climb the ranks quickly.

draken was fully supportive, of course, but you’d noticed that he’s been a little … antsy, about the location of your workplace. he was always extra tense every time he dropped you off, or came to pick you up.

as soon as you step out of the elevator, you see draken in the hall, still in his D & D motors jacket. he's all disheveled, you notice, and tired.

he stops mid-pace when he sees you, roaming eyes stuttering to a pause, and he strides over.

“fuck, you’re here.” he lets out a deep breath, and now that he’s up close, you see the panic in his eyes and in the tense line of his mouth, in the way he walked. “why didn’t you answer my calls? you could’ve told me you’d be working late.”

“i did,” you begin, but he’s already asking his next question. “how many people are in there with you? you can’t stay here all alone. and you didn’t tell me—”

“ken,” you take his arm, pull him down to give him a peck on the cheek. the gesture calms him down a little - or at least you hope. “i did tell you. i sent you a message, and you literally read it.”

“what?” he retorts. “i didn’t see any messages. and i thought something happened to you, when you didn’t call me back.”

you unlock your phone, and swipe over to your shared chat. briefly going through the texts, you turn the phone around and show him the screen.

you: ken, i’ll be done at 12 tonight. pick me up then, k?

ken: hey. where are you?

he stares at the screen for a few seconds, before turning his face aside, looking decidedly embarrassed. “fuck’s sake.” he mutters under his breath.

“ken,” you say it softly. “you worry too much.”

he grimaces, looks around and then drops his head. “i’m trying, okay? but . . i don’t think too highly of this neighbourhood. and — and you know how i am.”

“i do,” you soothe, glad that the entryway is devoid of people, spare for the security guard sitting in the corner. “i understand. and i want you to keep in mind that i’ll be okay, hm?”

“it’s not safe here at night.” he says it firmly, but there’s a hint of hesitation anyway. “next time, call me if you’re staying late.”

“don’t worry.” you repeat, tracing his bicep with your thumb, still holding his arm. “i’ll call. and i’ll be fine, okay? and i promise, i’ll be here with you for as long as you want me to.”

“what does that mean?” he mutters, and then he pulls you in for a hug. you’re engulfed in his warmth, in his smell of motor oil and cologne - for a moment you’re surprised, because he doesn’t usually do things like this in places where people can see — but you manage to reciprocate, wrapping your arms around him tightly.

you don’t answer his question, because you know he knows what you mean. and he holds you in silence for a while, before he whispers, “i want you with me forever.”

꒰ ♡ ꒱ KAZUTORA IS SECRETIVE.

“you’re home late.” you remark from the sofa, when kazutora finally steps inside your shared home, way later than he usually does. the streets outside have gone quiet, and the news channels are playing reruns of old sports matches.

he doesn’t say anything until he’s slipped his keys back into his wallet and put his shoes away. as you observe him, you notice his hair is a little messier than usual, and that there’s a troubled tint to his golden eyes. as he passes the sofa, he bends down and takes your face between his finger and thumb and gives you a kiss. “got busy.”

you catch a whiff of something as he does it, and wrinkle your nose.

“what?” he blinks at you, and you take another sniff. “why d'you smell like cigarettes?” you wonder if his boss at the pet shop's taken up the habit of smoking. know kazutora doesn’t smoke. at least, not anymore. as far as you know.

he freezes for half a second, and you see panic flash in his eyes — but it’s gone in a blink. “nah. do i?” he sniffs at his shoulder. “smells like bird feed to me.”

“huh.” you shrug, doing your best to at remaining nonchalant as you take hold of his wrist, stopping him from pulling away. “okay, but the shop closes at like, six. where have you been?”

this time, the loss of composure is more evident. he purses up his lips, looking away so he doesn’t have to meet your eyes. kazutora isn’t a liar. he’s an honest person by nature — always speaking his mind and following through his words with actions — and when he doesn’t want to lie, he hides things.

so when he remains silent and doesn’t answer your question, you know he’s hiding something. loosening your grip on his wrist, you try to get him to look in your eyes. “you can tell me, you know?”

“yeah.” he responds a little too quickly, then swallows. “yeah. it’s not that important, though. never mind it.”

“don’t say that,” you try. “of course it’s important. it’s bothering you, isn’t it?”

he stands there, and you think he might’ve gotten lost in thought when his gaze flickers, glancing at you and quickly looking away. the room is dark, the light of the TV being the only source of illumination, but it’s enough for you to see the look on his face. he’s not really in the mood to talk about it.

“tora,” you hum. he doesn’t say anything, but you know he’s listening. “baby, you know i love you, right?”

he nods at that, fervent. “i love you, too.” you nod back. “then, you know that my feelings for you aren’t gonna disappear because of just anything, right?”

letting go of his wrist, you take his hand. “i love you, and i promise i’ll stick with you through whatever happens. nothing you tell me will change that, okay?”

kazutora’s eyes widen, the dull gold turning brighter as they catch more of the TV’s light — and you don’t know if what you said had a good effect on him or not, but you do mean what you said.

“m'kay.” he mumbles.

“good. now take a shower, and let’s go to sleep.” when you try to let go of his hand, he resists, and when you send him a questioning look, he tugs at your arm. “come take a shower with me?”

“sure.” you smile, and when you get up and move around the sofa to walk to the bathroom with him, he hooks his fingers around yours again.

“something might be coming up.” he offers something, probably thinking of satiating your curiousity. “but … i’m not sure yet. i’ll tell you about it as soon as i’m sure. okay?”

you nod, curling your fingers so yours and his are locked in place. the light from the TV fades away as you leave, but your heart feels light. and you hope his heart is light, too. “anything, tora. i’ll be here for you whenever you need me.”

“mm,” he says it simply, yet it’s full of feeling. “i love you.”

꒰ ♡ ꒱ HANMA IS UNENTHUSED.

you hope hanma doesn’t notice the way you’re nervously reading through the scratched poster you’d picked up off the floor of some gas station, when he’d stopped by for a refill with you behind him on his motorcycle.

the streetlight nearby crackles and flickers every now and then, and the sky is dark — you want to use the flashlight of your phone to help you understand the words better, but then he’d definitely see and inquire on what you’re doing, and you weren’t sure enough of your idea for that just yet.

taking another drag of his cigarette, hanma blows it out in a cloud of smoke, and clears his throat. you almost crumple up the paper by reflex, but you force yourself to stay still and slowly fold the thing away.

he still catches the action, though — and turns his attention onto you. “what’s that, huh, baby?” he grins at the way you pause with the poster half folded in your hands. “hidin’ something from me?”

“no,” you reply. “i just, um, thought this poster was interesting.”

“oh yeah?” he asks. “what is it? some carnival you want me to take you to?”

you’re fumbling to put together a reasonable, unsuspicious reply when he snatches the thing from your grasp, quick as lightning and so deft, you only realize it’s gone a second later. “hey!”

“let me see, let me see.” he chuckles, batting away your hands that came to grab it back, and shakes the poster open again.

he reads the words UNDERGROUND FIGHT CLUB and does a double take, before glancing at you, and despite your embarrassment your heart jumps to see a glimmer in his eyes.

“what’s this?” he muses, voice dipping into a teasing tone. “don’t tell me you’re into this kinda thing.”

you feel your face get hot — because truthfully, you’ve been trying to find hanma something to do. you’ve known him for a long time now, and you know he’s changed drastically from the way he was before, as a teenager.

where he was once unhinged, full of glee and adrenaline, always looking for a fight and brimming with self confidence, he’s now subdued and strangely quiet. of course, it never stopped your feelings for him from growing stronger and stronger by the day, but you thought maybe you could try and — and help him get back on his feet.

truthfully, though you’d gotten used to this more languid, downbeat version of hanma, you kind of missed seeing him full of that rampant spark he used to have. but it’s embarrassing to admit, and you’re not even sure how he’d react. “i don’t know, shuji. i just picked it up.”

“uh huh,” of course, he doesn’t take that. “what, you wanna watch me beat the shit out of some people, is that it?”

“you know that’s not it.” you complain, and he chuckles. “i just thought you’d maybe be interested. i-it does make good money, and you’re — well — into it, aren’t you?”

he skims through the poster again, and then slaps it down on the empty space remaining on the bench next to him. his arm snakes around your body, pulling you flush against him in one smooth jerk. “just might check it out, then. if it’s good money, then i can finally spoil you with shit like you deserve, hm?”

you roll your eyes, but the fact that he didn’t dismiss it remained warm in your chest. “i just want you to feel good again, shuji.”

“oh yeah?” he smirks. “you make me feel good just fine, baby.”

“think about it.” you huff, borderline offended. “i know you’ll do well. they’ll gladly let in kabukicho’s reaper, just for the fame. and it’s better than nothing.”

hanma laughs, nudging your face with his chin so he could land a kiss on your lips. “’m glad you like that side of me, baby. might just use the money to get you a ring.”

you kiss him back, hooking your arms around his neck - and because he almost never says something so romantically intimate, you know your efforts meant way more to him than he showed.

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༉ 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐖𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐖? featuring mitsuya takashi.

SYNOPSIS ︴ sitting with you on your anniversary, mitsuya is trying his best to express to you just how lost he feels. ◛ CONTENT ︴ angst, gn reader (no referring pronouns,) character death, no timeline specified, wc 684.

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june 22nd, 2018.

mitsuya took his time walking to you, a bouquet of fresh hydrangeas wrapped delicately in white paper and ribbon held to his chest.

he paused his stride, now only a few inches away from you. he was nervous. 

he takes a deep breath, 

he continues on.

“hey, love.” 

he sits across from you, crossing his legs. mitsuya stares, as it seems that's all he’s able to do with you. not that he minds, of course. you’ll always be the most beautiful thing to him. he looks down at the flowers still taught in his hands, smiling at them, admiring the hues of purple before setting them down in front of you.

“i got these for you.” he smiles again, holding his own now empty hands in his lap. “i'm sorry i don’t buy you flowers more often anymore. i'll try to do better.”

takashi somehow still expects a response, yet you’re silent. you’re always silent. day by day, he swears he’s slowly forgetting the sound of your voice, a sound he deemed to be his favourite.

“i haven’t talked to you much recently either, huh?” 

he hangs his head, watching himself pick at the skin around his nail beds.

“i'm sorry for that too. i always wanna talk to you, but sometimes i just don’t know what t’say.”

mitsuya awaits another response.

you’re silent.

“sometimes i wish you would just talk to me.”

his voice is quieter now, as if he’s struggling to push the words from his throat.

“something. anything.”

his voice grows louder, he gains the confidence to continue speaking.

“i don’t wanna be mad at you, but i can’t help it sometimes.”

takashi swallows, taking a breath through his nose.

“i just wanna hear your voice, tellin’ me things are gonna be okay.”

he can’t bring himself to look up at you, as you’re silent once again. it's deafening. it's frustrating.

“what are we gonna do?”

mitsuya mumbles, placing his chin into the palm of his hand.

“….i don’t know where to go from here.”

it's something he begrudgingly admits, and the words burn the back of his throat like acid.

“i feel lost. i feel so lost and it’s so frustrating.

i just wanna hold your hand, or touch your hair, or hear you say that—“

mitsuya swallows roughly. his eyes are beginning to sting.

“that you love me.

do you? still love me?” 

mitsuya raises his head to look at you. it's enough for him to allow a single tear to slip down his cheek. 

“sorry, told you i wouldn’t cry.”

he feels his bottom lip begin to stick out in a small pout, as another tear slips. he can’t stop them. you don’t speak a word.

“y’know sometimes i think i hear your voice in the morning, waking me up the way you used to. how come you don’t do that anymore?”

takashi takes a pause to collect himself. he didn’t want you to see him sad, nor for you to know you were the one causing him such sadness.

“i wish i could just sit here with you, even though we can’t speak.”

he breathes deeply, reaching a hand out to touch you. 

“i miss you. 

you’ll always be the one who owns my heart.”

the concrete of your tombstone is cold against his fingers, as he traces the cursive engraving of your name written across it. 

he wishes he was here to celebrate the one year anniversary of your relationship, wishes he could go back in time to when you were teenagers. 

the date scribbled just below your name is a haunting reminder that he cannot.

june 22nd, 2017.

“i hope you’ll allow me to always be the one to own yours.”

and for a second, just one quick second, mitsuya swears he can feel the familiar warmth of your hand on his cheek, wiping away his stray tears. 

“i love you, always.”

⠀ master. ꒱ send me an ask!

[milliumizoomi]

𝗜 𝗡𝗘𝗘𝗗 𝗛𝗘𝗟𝗣!

➣ SUMMARY. ; Asking TR boys to help you when you’re in danger

➣ FEATURED. ; Draken & Mitsuya

➣ FORMAT. ; Smau // Headcanon

➣ GENRE. ; Angst ⇶ Fluff

➣ WARNINGS. ; Slight Cursing, mentions of robbery, mention of gun, mention of fire,

➣ NOTES. ; IM BACKKKK !! Officially off the hiatus 🕺🏽. i just thought about this and decided to see where it goes,,, hope you enjoy !!

REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED.

━━ 𝐃.𝐑.𝐀.𝐊.𝐄.𝐍

𖦹 after you texted draken you made sure to keep texting him little phrases and emojis so he knew you were ok and also did what he told you and sat there as silent as you could

𖦹 you could hear the heavy footsteps of the intruder in the hallways which is what freaked you out more

𖦹 you kept shuffling backwards trying not to make a sound

𖦹 you knew Ken would come so you did your best to not make a sound

𖦹 it was about 6 minutes later you heard the police sirens

𖦹 ‘Well that was fast..”

𖦹 you could tell they were already in your house because of the multiple footsteps

𖦹 soon enough, you heard your room door open then a police officer calling out to you

𖦹 you crawled out from your closet and when the officer saw you he guided you outside as he kept asking if you were doing fine

𖦹 when you got outside, you felt yourself getting picked up

𖦹 You looked up to see Draken

𖦹 “Tell your parents you’re staying with me.. I’m not leaving you alone like this” he said

𖦹 You could see tears threatening to spill from his eyes

𖦹 “Mkay I will.. love you and thank you”

𖦹 “You’re welcome baby and I love you too, won’t let anything hurt you ever.”

━━ 𝐌.𝐈.𝐓.𝐒.𝐔.𝐘.𝐀

𖦹 you told him that you understood and shut your phone off after that

𖦹 once you did not even a minute after that you’re phone dinged again

𖦹 you had already suspected who it was and when you looked out the window you’re eyes grew wide

𖦹 not only was it mitsuya and the boys of Toman outside,, but it was a bunch of other boys who look to be in different gangs too

𖦹 “BABE!” You heard mitsuya yell. You looked at him to let him know you heard him

𖦹 “JUMP! COME ON!” he yelled again.

𖦹 you weren’t sure how he got here so fast or where they got the gigantic sheets they were holding for you all to jump in but there wasn’t time to think about that now

𖦹 without a second thought or listening to the screams of the people behind you, you threw your bag out the window then climb through and jumped

𖦹 you landed on the sheet and felt yourself bounce up on the impact

𖦹 “ARE YOU OKAY?!” “HOW DO YOU FEEL Y/N?!” “Are you in pain?!”

𖦹 these questions came flying at you and you just smiled and nodded

𖦹 Mitsuya dropped his part of the sheet and grabbed you and hugged you tightly

𖦹 you hugged him back just as tightly and you could feel a wetness on your back

𖦹 “babe please don’t cry I’m ok I’m fine ok I’m right here..”

𖦹 he stayed quiet

𖦹 “I’m fine I promise let’s help the other people get out ok”

“ok..”

𖦹 yeah.. you were ok now.. and that’s all that mattered to him

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[knchins]

hiii 🤍 if possible, could i request a part 2 of the trust issues s/o, but this time with mitsuya and maybe baji??

also, i hope ur day/evening is going rlly well ☺️

Hi hi!! Of course! My day has been very good! I hope your day/night is also going well ^-^ Sorry this took some time, I hope you enjoy!

Pairing: Mitsuya x Reader, Baji x Reader

TW: hurt/comfort, minor neglect, minor depictions of PTSD/trauma, mild angst (with happy endings)

Reader Type: Gender Neutral (Baji refers to reader as Angel) Word Count: ~300 each

A/N: I won't be doing colored text anymore as I see that it messes up default color text for dark mode users on mobile! Apologies for that <3 You can read part one here.

Mitsuya

Mitsuya had been working longer hours than usual lately. He had a fashion show at the end of the week and while he promised to make time for you, he had failed to keep it for several days in a row. Now he was arriving home to your shared apartment, a carefully made dinner long gone cold still sat on the dining table. A frown formed on his lips as he searched to find you curled up on your bed in the fetal position, crying softly. 

“Hey, hey, come on now.” He said softly as he laid down beside you, wrapping you in his arms. You flinched at the soft touch, and he instantly felt a huge wave of guilt wash over him. “I’m sorry,” He said as he tried to pepper you with kisses, but each time you shied away from him. 

“This is the fourth night in a row, Taka.” You mumbled, obviously still very upset with him. A few kisses weren’t going to dig him out of the hole he had put himself in by overworking. He had always struggled with time management, especially when a deadline was so close. 

“I know,” though he sounded regretful, you were skeptical of how bad he truly felt. Mitsuya wanted nothing more than to bring that pretty smile back to your face. “Why didn’t you call me? I told you before you should. I get so wrapped up that I forget to check the time.” 

“I just figured if you cared, you would want to come home and spend time with me.” You replied, and he knew that your fractured trust was partially his fault. He kissed the top of your head, his lips lingering there for a long time as you lay in silence for what felt like hours. 

“I’ve been working on a surprise for you.” He admitted sheepishly, “I wasn’t going to tell you but the grande finale to my show is a garment I made especially for you. I’ve just been so obsessed with making it perfect that I guess I lost sight of what’s more important, which is our relationship. 

A small smile lit up your face, “Really? For me?” 

“Yes, of course.” He said, giving your body a gentle squeeze as he hugged you. “Just for you.”

Baji

Baji had always been a bit of a wild card. He was known to fly off the handle at small inconveniences, and something even had simple as hunger could make him do violent things. However, one thing Baji had never done was show this kind of violence towards you.

It wasn’t until one particularly bad night, he had gotten into a fight and was still high on adrenaline when he came home. He began slamming doors to cabinets, kicking furniture, and generally being aggressive towards inanimate objects. 

He was too caught up in his anger to notice the way you were cowering away from him. How every loud sound that he made would make you swallow hard and pull the blanket wrapped around your shoulders even tighter. It wasn’t until he realized that you were missing from his side did he notice how petrified you looked. 

“Hey, hey, Angel I’m sorry.” He murmured, knowing he’d gotten caught up in his own head again. He didn’t mean to frighten you, and while he’d never lay a hand on you he knew that your trauma response couldn’t be helped. He put on a smile to try and show that he wasn’t upset and you let out a relieved sigh. 

“I hate when you get like that, Kei…” You said in a quiet voice.

“I know,” He replied, pulling you into a tight hug. “I got carried away again. There’s some ice cream in the freezer, why don’t I make us both a bowl and you put on a movie you like, would that make you feel better?” 

You nodded, relieved that he could be so sweet and understanding despite such a rough exterior. Baji pulled away from you and grinned. “Go pick out what you want to watch, then.” He watched as you shuffled into the living room and he made a mental note that next time he should just stay out until he’s calmed down. 

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[tetsuromybeloved]

in love with a machine

♡ time skip!Mitsuya Takashi x gn! reader

♡ angst to comfort

♡ warnings: kind of toxic behaviour from Mitsuya

♡ note: precious boy I know would’ve trouble expressing his emotions at first after everything that happened to him, but then he would be able to demonstrate you all the love he has for you. Mitsuya brainrot atm 😮‍💨

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You were crying in your room, everything felt out of place, but mostly you; you felt alone, suffering for a situation that you couldn’t solve. You were sitting on the floor trying to resist the tears that fell uncontrollably from your eyes; how were you supposed to change the way the world felt around you? 

Sadness surrounded you and created a membrane all over your space, making you feel like you couldn’t breath.

Your thoughts were raging, and you couldn’t stop them. You wanted to talk to someone, any, but that someone in particular was the person you were running away from. 

You were looking at your phone searching for an answer to your situation thinking that, maybe, your friends could distract you from the immense pain that was destroying you slowly. But then you realised that everyone had their things to do and no one wanted to hear you; at that thought you started to cry even more, feeling drowned by your emotions. 

You closed your eyes, trying to think about something else, when the doorbell rang; your eyes widened startled by the sound.

You stayed still, not being able to move, not even a finger; the doorbell rang again, more furiously this time and it was unbearable to hear. It was followed by a moment of silence, so you decided to stand up and see who was bothering you in this delicate moment; your house wasn’t big, so you reached the main door in a few seconds.

You leaned over the door and looked through the peephole; there you saw Mitsuya.

You backed away from the door but stayed there to look at it, as if it was him who was standing right in front of you and there was nothing between you two.

“y/n…” you gulped at the sound of your name said with his silky voice, “…I know you can hear me so please open the door” he continued.

Tears flowed again from your eyes, this time even more violently than before; a sob left your mouth, and you immediately covered it with your hand. “please… open the door, i don’t want to argue anymore” he said after your sob, and you shook your head as if he could see you. Your vision was blurred because of all the tears in your eyes. 

You heard a small thud on the door, and you supposed he must have leaned over it with his head “don’t cry baby, please… it hurts to hear you cry”. 

You missed him, you missed everything about him, but you couldn’t stand his cold attitude anymore; he did everything to show you the opposite of what you wanted from him, but he always crawled back to you every time you decided to leave him. You and Mitsuya weren’t a couple as you wished, you were just friends. But you fell in love with him. There’s always been a flirty air around you two, he talked to you in a way that was different compared to how he spoke to others, he touched you like you were the most important person for him; but every time you tried to confront him about the whole situation, he would back away and disappear for days. 

In that moment you were crying because of his behaviour the day before. You saw him together with a girl; she was sat on his knees and she was kissing his neck while he laughed at something she said before. The moment he noticed you, his smile faded but he didn’t try to hide the fact that he was with someone that wasn’t you.

You were brought back to reality by him banging slowly on the door, “baby… can you open the door please?”, “n-no” you whispered trying to wipe your tears, but they didn’t want to stop, neither your sobs. 

He sighed. You heard movements from his side, and understood that he had sat down with his back leaned over the door, “at least now you are talking to me” he chuckled softly. You went to sit down leaning on the door, imagining that there was nothing between you two and that you were leaned over his warm body.

After a moment of silence, where only your sobs could be heard, he talked “please baby breath, try to calm down”, he sighed. After hearing his gentle tone, you started to cry harder “w… why?”, you tried to talk but it was difficult; why was he there if he didn’t care about you?

“breathe with me… inhale” you heard him inhale, and after a few seconds you did the same “…exhale” and he exhaled, you following him. 

After you managed to calm down both your tears and sobs, you tried to talk again "why… why are you… here?". You scanned the place in front of you, waiting for an answer.

He sighed, "I know I fucked up this time". There was a moment of silence “I’m sorry for everything I have put you through… you didn’t deserve anything of that” he waited for a moment then continued “I love you... so much you can’t even imagine, and I would punch myself knowing how much I’ve hurt you with my shitty attitude”. 

You widened your eyes hearing his words. “I’m sorry If I’m bad at everything but… for my whole life I’ve considered to be in touch with my emotions a weakness. I learned to suppress everything so that I wouldn’t suffer anymore but, when…” he released a shaky sigh “… when I saw you the other day looking at me with your beautiful eyes and hurt all over your face, disappointed in everything that I am, I just wanted to run towards you and tell you how much I love you and how you don’t deserve all this suffering.”

Tears started to fall again from your eyes when you stood up and opened the door. Mitsuya was leaning over it so, when you opened it, he lost balance and fell backwards between your feet.

He had surprise written all over his face but, when he saw you looking down at him, pink cheeks, tears on your face, and laughing at how he fell, he smiled. “wow” was the only thing he said, his eyes glossy. You bent down over him and held his face between your hands “You hurt me” was the only thing you said, serious and sniffling. He stood up quickly and hugged you, “I know and you have all the right to hate me”, you hid your face in his shoulder and held him closer. “I don’t hate you, I love you”, hearing your words he tightened the hold on you and hid his face in your neck.

“let me make it up to you, I will make you the happiest person” he said, voice muffled and breath that tickled your neck; you waited a few moments then heard something wet on your shirt. You were confused and released the grip on Takashi, pulling away from him to look at his face. He had tears running down his cheeks, “you are crying” you said shocked. 

He looked at the ceiling and tried to dry the tears with the sleeve of his shirt “no, I’m not”. You smiled, “yes, you are”. He looked down at you and took a deep breath, “I love you y/n, I’m sorry for hurting you”.

You observed him; you had never seen him cry nor express his true feelings, and you could see the sincerity in his glossy eyes. You saw tenderness and affection directed towards you and you couldn’t be happier. You smiled and rolled your eyes at his desperate face, wiping his tears “okay then...”, he lighted up “okay?!”.

You nodded, resting your forehead against his “yeah, I’m giving you a possibility to show me I’m not in love with a machine”.

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[tigerlilla]

the babysitter trap

a mitsuya x reader fanfic

chapter three: suns out, guns out

3 of 5// ch 2 … ch 4

tws/ mentioned violence and gore, light cursing

———

mana continues to cry, luna drags her feet behind you.

“what do you guys want for dinner? i’ll make you anything you want! i’ll even let you have ice cream,” you say, your words sounding sad and defeated.

you continue, “look! i can see our building. we’re almost there. then we can get changed out of our wet swimsuits and into something super cozy. we can watch a movie. i’ll even rewatch princess mononoke for the billionth time.”

your voice cracks. you don’t try to speak again, just pull luna behind you and rub mana’s back.

you make it to the apartment building, into the mitsuya home, laying mana down on the couch.

“listen girls,” you crouch down to their level, “i know you guys are scared for your brother, but takashi is the strongest man i know. he’d do anything for you guys. i know what happened was really scary, and it’s so to be scared, but we shouldn’t be worried about takashi. he’s strong. we should be rooting him on, right? go takashi! go takashi! go tak-“

“can i go lay down?” luna interrupts, tears running down her cheeks.

“why don’t we go lay down together? all of us?” you suggest, pulling them into their shared bedroom.

you help them change out of their swim suits, putting on dry clothes. you all pile into luna’s bed, hugging the girls tight against you.

“you smell like taka,” luna sniffs, burying her face into his jacket you’re wearing.

“now his favorite jacket is going to smell like us,” mana says.

“then everytime he puts it on, he’ll think of the girls he loves so much,” you reply, squeezing the girls closer.

“me, mana, and you, y/n,” luna says, her eyes drifting closed.

your cheeks heat up.

“sleep tight,” you whisper, kissing each of their foreheads.

—

you pace in the living room, playing with the rings on your fingers.

you can’t help but worry. it’s 12:16 am. where the hell is mitsuya?

you sigh and sit down in the couch, putting your head in your hands. fuck. fuck. FUCK.

you can’t help but cry again, a small tear sliding down your cheek.

you hear the key slide into the door, the turn of the handle, the squeak of the door opening. the dim light from the hallway glints on his purple hair.

“takashi,” you cry, throwing your arms around his neck. “where the hell were you?” you pull away, taking his face in your hands, “are you okay? oh my god, your face.”

you grab his hand and pull him into the bathroom. you push him down on top of the closed toilet. you grab the first aid kit from underneath the sink.

“we were so worried about you,” you say.

“i know, i’m sorry. i- shit! that hurts,” he pulls away from the antiseptic you’re cleaning his face with.

“shh, the girls are sleeping,” you murmur. you clean his wounds, starting with the gash on his forehead and traveling down to the bruise on his neck.

“i’m so sorry,” mitsuya whispers.

“shhh,” you dab at the small cut on his lip. you place a bandage on his forehead, his nose, his cheek, and small stitch-strips on the bigger cuts.

“i didn’t mean to,” mitsuya murmurs. “i just wanted the girls to have fun. i thought it would be safe.”

“it wasn’t your fault. you couldn’t have known.”

mitsuya nods.

“are you hurt anywhere else?” you ask.

mitsuya winces, taking off his tshirt.

“takashi,” you gasp. his chest and abdomen are bruised and beaten. “i can’t do much for bruising, but i can wrap your hands.”

he nods and watches as you wrap bandages around his busted knuckles.

you pull on his pinky, prompting him to stand up. “lay down on the couch.” you grab a couple of bags of frozen vegetables from the freezer.

mitsuya obeys, wincing as he sits down.

you bring him a glass of water and place the frozen bags on the biggest bruises.

“the girls?” he asks.

“they’ll be okay,” you reply, sitting on the couch beside him. “i’d wake them, but i don’t think they’d ever go back to bed. they’re strong, and they love you more than anything.” you look over at him. “they worship the ground you walk on. they’d do anything for you, takashi.”

he bites his lip.

“and they’re so smart, and kind, and passionate, and so incredibly full of love. they’re perfect. and they will never be mad at you for something you couldn’t have known was going to happen, mkay? they were scared, but for you, takashi. they could have cared less about themselves or the pool, they only wanted you to be safe.”

“you talk about them like they don’t treat you like shit,” mitsuya chuckles.

“they don’t,” you smile. “they’re so sweet. i can tell they were raised well.”

mitsuya scoffs.

“the only thing i cared about at their age was kim namjoon. i thought i was going to marry him,” you giggle. “they care way more about their big bro than any idol. you’re their namjoon.”

mitsuya laughs.

“they’re going to be so happy to see you in the morning,” you smile, standing up from the couch. “call me if you need anything, okay?”

“hey,” mitsuya grabs at your wrist, “you didn’t ever change. you’re still wearing my jacket… and your swimsuit.”

you look down at your bare legs, “i didn’t want to leave the girls alone.”

“i lost your shirt.”

“what?”

“the one you were wearing, i don’t know what happened to it.”

“i don’t care about the shirt,” you reply.

“but i do. i’m sorry i lost it.”

“it’s okay.”

you look at each other in silence, mitsuya’s fingers still around your wrist. “you should stay over.”

you look at him, your eyes soft.

“i won’t be able to sleep. you could be someone to talk to,” mitsuya whispers.

“i shouldn’t,” you whisper back, scared to say the words out loud. “i can’t.”

“i know,” mitsuya drops your wrist.

you unzip his jacket, sliding it off your arms. “thank you for letting me borrow it,” you hand it back to him. “i understand why it’s your favorite,” you smile at him. your now bare arms feel cold.

mitsuya stares at you, his eyes unusually unreadable.

“goodnight, takashi,” you say, opening the door. “i’ll be back in the morning, mkay? sleep well.”

“goodnight,” mitsuya replies, his voice quiet.

you close the door behind you, slumping up against it. you wrap your arms around your body, slowly walking back to your apartment.

[moodyclouds89]

Mitsuya x fem reader

Angst

[A/n: I'm back with another angst😍 yall miss me?😈 or my angst...anyway enjoy!]

So what is it like seeing the one person you love marry someone else?

You told yourself as you watched him pick her up and spin her around as the newly wed couple laughed in happiness. 

He always told you that you were his, that he loves you and that he can't wait to marry you someday and have a family with you. So why isn't it you kissing him and hugging him as people walk up to them to congratulate them?

Why aren't you the one that he proposed to that day?

Why isn't it you up there instead of her?

You watched from the sidelines as big smiles adore both of their faces. You grabbed your purse before quickly walking out of there.

*how fucking stupid*

You told yourself as you made your way to your car. 

*why did I come?*

You thought while turning on your car and quickly driving away. You ignored the calls as you continued to drive back to your house. You could feel the arch in your heart remembering how happy he looked.

"Lair…" You whispered out as you tried to wipe away the tears that were now blurring your vision. 

"I like you" He said as he waited nervously for your answer. You hug him in excitement as a beautiful smile adored your face. 

"I like you too!" 

Words couldn't describe how happy you were at that moment. The boy you have been crushing on since freshman year also feels the same!

"I love you" He said one night when you two were cuddle up on the couch. You could feel your heart race as he kissed your forehead.

"Love you too" 

"What do you think?" He says while showing you a beautiful sketch of a lovely wedding dress. You gasp as you look at all the beautiful details of the dress.

"It's beautiful" He blushes at that and pulls you on his lap.

"I've been working on it for 2 years now…"

"2 years?!"

"Yeah" He sheepishly said as he look back on the sketch. "It's for you"

"Me?" 

"Mhm" 

"You're wedding dress" you could feel your cheeks heat up as he said this.

"Been working on it ever since you describe your dream dress" 

Oh Mitsuya…

You scoff at the memory. That same dress that he made specifically for you, was the same dress she wore for her wedding.

"Made just for you my ass" you said as you parked your car. You sat in silence as you thought about what went wrong.

You loved him. You loved him so much that you're ashamed to say that you still do. 

What did you do wrong?

Nothing..it was all him. 

He was the one who broke up the relationship. Because he didn't love you anymore. Because he fell out of love and fell for someone else.

He fell for her

He left you for her

You vividly remember that night. The night he broke up with you.

"Y/n?"

"Yes?" You said as you came out of your shared bathroom. You notice that he still had his work clothes on which confused you.

"Something wrong-"

"I'm sorry"

"Huh?" You looked at him confused as he just stared at you with sad eyes.

"Suya is everything-"

"Let's break up" You froze at his words as you tried processing them.

Let's break up

"W-what are you- are you okay suya?" You said while trying to ignore the fact that he wants to break up with you. He sighs as he sits down on the bed.

"I-I…I noticed that lately….I have been feeling off."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean…I don't feel that same spark that we had..and I try to fix it but I can't.."

No..he doesn't mean-

"Taka..you don't mean-" He sighs as he buries his face in his hand.

"I just- I don't love you anymore…"

Those words shattered your heart within seconds. You could feel the tears starting to slowly build up.

"I also…I have also been feeling different for someone else"

Did he cheat on me?

"Did you cheat on me?"

"No! No, I would never" 

"I just have been feeling something for a certain someone…"

"Who is it?

"Huh?" "Who is it Mitsuya?" You asked while trying not to break down in front of him. But he knows, he knows how you feel and he feels like an ass hole.

For giving you hope that you two would be together forever. That nothing would get in the way between you two.

"It's my assistant…yuri"

That night he left you alone and came back the next day to pick up his stuff.

Though that happened 3 years ago…

But you still haven't moved on from it..and you probably never will.

-

Tag: @mor-pheus

[eungii]

𝗜 𝗪𝗜𝗦𝗛 𝗜 𝗞𝗡𝗘𝗪 𝗜𝗧 — ft. manjiro sano, ken ryugujin, takashi mitsuya and keisuke baji

sʏɴᴏᴘsɪs: tr characters saying "I hate you" :(

ᴛᴡ: fem! reader || manjiro sano;; angst || ken ryugujin;; angst, mentions of divorce? || takashi mitsuya;; angst, mean tsuya :( || keisuke baji;; angst, mentions of dying.

ɴᴏᴛᴇ: happy birthday to me! Well It was three days ago but who cares? Enjoy <3

꒰ MANJIRO "MIKEY" SANO ꒱

How would you describe mikey? Childish? Hard to read? Maybe it was the fact that he gets bored so easy. "Ken-chin i wanna go now" "ken-chin I'm bored" "ken-chin this is not funny, let's go"

And don't get it wrong, humans usually want to have fun, but the hurtful thing was that he gets bores only with you.

"Why you do this?" Your tired voice make him stopped and facing you.

"Do what?" "Leaving" and in fact, he really love going with his friends but with you it just doesn't feel the same.

"Huh? You scared of me leaving? Seriously? "His tone was getting more louder "HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE WITH YOU WHEN YOU CANT EVEN TRUST ME?!" His hand slapped the jar next to him.

The jar you bought for him with your hardworking.

After minutes of silence— he grab his keys and jacket— while walking to the door and before the door could close, his mouth leave 3 hurtful words.

"I hate you"

——

After he came back— as always, after 2 a.m.— he was hopping to see you cooking dinner or just waiting for him.

But he only find the coldness of the apartment you two just to share and called it home.

꒰ KEN DRAKEN RYUGUJIN ꒱

"Emma, you cut your hair right? I Like it"

Emma Sano, the girl that was pretty even with only her name, the girl that is your best friend, the girl that have everyone in her feet

And by everyone includes your boyfriend, Ken.

His smiles are only when she's there, his eyes only focus on her when toman do those usual hangouts, his heart only belongs to her. His first love and last.

His tears are only to her. And nothing to you anymore.

How could you beat her? She's pretty, kind, funny, cute and everyone love her. Even you.

Slowly she was winning his heart so easy, the heart you fought for it more that 4 years. And for looking he was accepting it—accepting the fact of having another woman inside his life,winning his worries, touching his lips, living in his heart — And of course, it wasn't you.

"Seriously? I am the one you marry!" You shouted with tears at the coldness of the house, making the blonde haired more angry.

"Seriously? I am the one you marry!" You shouted with tears at the coldness of the house, making the blonde haired more angry.

"Yeah and I wish it wasn't"

After those 6 words, the house was all on silence. He actually mean it? After all those years you shared bed, house, life.

"What?" You wish it wasn't true—you wanted to think it was a prank— but his eyes filled with anger was enough. "What you hear, I wish it was her the one I married!"

As he walked out the cold room he adds "I hate being married with you and you"

꒰ MITSUYA TAKASHI ꒱

Being a housewife was so difficult, but being Takaahi's housewife was more difficult— with his two sisters, a small department and with no help at all— but today looks like god wasn’t on your side.

First you woke up late, Luna and Mana's lunch wasn’t ready on time, the oven decided to not work today as same as the stove and Takashi wasn’t home because he stayed working overtime so you couldn’t feel his embracement.

“Mana! That is disgusting!” Luna's voice break your thoughts and because of her loud screams you cut your finger, spraying blood all over the cutting board.

While you put your finger inside your mouth, the sound of the door opening grab your attention.

Him with his big eye bags, his non brushed hair, his dark look, his tired face.

"Taka-nii" both little girls shouted as they saw their big brother "Where were you? We thought you wouldn't come and have breakfast with us" they big eyes were glowing with happiness and joy.

"Hi mana, hi luna umm— can I talk with Nee-san in private? You know, you go to your room and play movies just for a while, nee-san and me are going there soon—yeah?"

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"Why they aren't at school?" His cold voice finally release making you confuse "Huh?" "Why they aren't in school? It's 8:37 a.m. and why the fuck they are still here?!" His mad looks were enough to make you nervous

"Gosh you can't even take care of luna and mana, you are useless y/n, really fucking useless. Now after I come home tired I have to even prepare them yp go to school— gosh I hate you."

As he leaves you could only finish breakfast and leave just three plates on the table.

"Luna, Mana" both girls turn their head to you "Where is Takashi?" "In the bathroom" as Mana said you relax yourself "Well tell him that food is ready, and that I need to go and feed my dog so I'm sorry, yeah?"

As the older brother finally go to the living room, Mana give him your message, but when his face showed no expression she adds "Oh, and today starts our vacation,what are we doing?"

And that's when it hit him.

You don't have a dog, as same as you won't come back.

꒰ BAJI KEISUKE ꒱

"You change" after months of not seeing him, that was the first thing he said to you "You got boring, you know?"

Maybe he was right? Maybe you got boring because you were literally dying from the inside? Maybe he would change his mind if he only knew about the sickness that was killing you? Who knows..

"Kei, I'm sorry I can't go and set on fire another car but I just can't.. Please understand me"

"Bullshit, you just got another man right?"

The only though of you leaving him, or him leaving you make you sick. Both of you love each other, respect each other and protects each other. "How can you said that? I love you-"

"I don't"

...what? What was he saying? No, please don't keep going

"I don't love you anymore, is just — agh"

Was this a punishment from god? Why he must be doing this? Why when you are literally trying to explain him that you have less that a week.

"I hate you now."

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"Hey Chifuyu how have you-" before he could finish his answer the blonde punch him "Ouch, what was that for you idiot?"

"Shut up Baji-san y/n— she's" his sobs were with his words "She's what Chifuyu? And why is she so important now-"

"She's dying"

Oh.

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Mitsuya Takashi x reader x Ran

Angst to fluff

Part 2

A/n: hello this is my first time posting a story here hope you like it . Also got permission from moodyclouds89 for making part two of mitsuya angst!! Hope you enjoy it!

⚠️Not proof read ⚠️

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Wiping my tear away with my hands thoughs came coming tho my head

why did I even go....

Why did I even agreed...to go..

Why would I make myself more miserable...

But the biggest question is why did they even invited me....

[A month ago ]

" welcome back y/n ! " I was warmly welcome by Ran at my favorite coffee place " the usual ? " he ask behind the desk

" yes please " giving him my card

" one mocha ice coffee with extra whip cream coming right up " he said while giving me a bright smile

" some seems to in a good mood " I commented

" because my favorite customer is here today " said while chuckling to himself.

Rolling my eyes I take my card and took a seat at a desk

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The sound of the door open and the worker welcome them in is kinda relaxing. This is my favorite coffee so-

" really!? "

a familiar voice cut my thoughts as I turned my head to see who it was but of course I didn't need to since I already know who the voice belongs to... It's.. Mitsuya and Yuri...

" yes.. You can wear it " mitsuya said

" thanks your the best!!! " Yuri said while hugging his arm tighter.

" y/n ? "

Oh no...

" y/n, it is you ! " Yuri said while talking toward me with mitsuya.

Please don't come...

" long time no see ! " Yuri said

" yeah..." I said giving her a small smile

" what brings you here? " yuri said while taking a seat in front of me pulling mitsuya to sit too.

" i-i ...should ask the same..." I replied back but it seems like I already know the answer

" well you know this is my favorite coffee shop! " she said beaming even brighter " it became my favorite place since my fiance introduced me to this place! "

" oh really..." I awkward scratch my cheek.

" yup " she said clapping her handa

Wait.....fiance..?

Ah.... I see it now...... What a pretty ring... Mitsuya probably designed it...

"Here! "

" what this? " I look at the pink envelope

" this is our invitation to our wedding. Hope you'll be their ! "

" I think about it... I do have a busy schedule ... So I can't really make promises I CAN'T keep...." I said while saw mitsuya in the coner in my eyes his head turn to the floor his eyes looking at the ground.

" but I really hope I see you their ! "

" I'll try..."

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An awkward silence creeped in until Yuri broke it

" have you eaten yet? If not let's eat together we can order something and share it together " Yuri said while rasing her hand to get the waiter attention.

"Yuri thats- " mitsuya began to say as he clearly see how uncomfortable I was but he was cut off by Ran

" one mocha ice coffee with extra whip cream for the lovely miss y/n there " Ran said while waving the drink in hand.

" wait that my favorite ! But it doesn't have that much whip cream tho. How unfair " Yuri pouted

" well I gotta go . But congratulations to two you " I said waving

" bye y/n! Hope to see you at our wedding "

" yea...." I replied back

Walking to grab my drink and thanking Ran for saving me back their " thanks you Ran"

" anything for my favorite customer ! " Ran churped

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Wearing a nice dress design by some famous designee that cost millions of dollars... It feels strange for some reason even tho is an comfortable and elegant dress maybe I'm just used to put on a dress by- no no no. Shaking my head to snap out of my though I putting on the high heels to the look , I look at myself in the mirror...

" sigh.... I'm going to regret this... " I said to myself as I toughed the mirror

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Getting out of my car I can see the place decorated with white and pink balloons and purple flowers .... It looks beautiful just like we said.... Or is- no it is just like we talked about.... 4 years ago...

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Walking to the place seeing lots of people was making me really regret from coming here...

Quickly taking a seat at last row of the bench I calmed down a little.

Maybe I should have brought a friend along....

" oh y/n ! How are you? I haven't seen you since a long time! "

" oh hello...takamichi... I'm...im doing well thanks for asking " I said

" I heard your business is doing well " Takamichi said taking a seat next to me

" yeah... It's doing fine " I replied back

" more like booming ! Can't believe you have time to come here. Like being a CEO of a big company is-"

I look down as I fist my hands. Takamichi realised what he just said and started to apologize Convusly.

" it's fine takamichi-" I reasured him but got cut off by hina who suddenly appeared out of nowhere.

" takamichi your making worse! Sorry about that y/n...." Hina said and glared at takamichi

" it's nothing I'm over it....really " I said giving them a small smile

" takamichi, hina glad you made it " I can hear the groom say as he hugged them and then turned to me

" yn glad you came " mitsuya smile and offered me the same treatment as takamichi en hina but I offered my hand instead.

Hina and takamichi left to see their friends, leaving me and mitsuya

" I... I made some free time for this day." I saiy as week shake hands

" I really appreciate that.... Yuri... Will be glad to see you..."

" I... Guessts so.." I replied back.

" well I gotta get going and welcome the others. I hope you can stay until the end? " mitsuya said looking at me hoping I would agree

" if theirs no emergency calls from the company then ...yes..."

Mitsuya nodded at my Statment and left to great the other guests

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" here comes the bride! "

Everyone stood up from their seat and look toward the door. Their stood Yuri with a beautiful white dress .... But looking closely that that is the every same dress that mitsuya design especially for me and just just me but why... Is Yuri.... What am I thinking of course she can wear any dress she wants from mitsuya.... But why that one...

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After the couples said their " I do's " we when to a fancy restaurant to further celebrate the newly wedding couple. As everyone eat and drink, I stood at the corner and drink some wine while looking at the people who is enjoying the party.

Seeing mitsuya and Yuri happily with the biggest smiles adored their faces i...I couldn't help myself... Wishing that it was me instead of Yuri. Not knowing that a single tear was falling from the corner of my eye until it landed on my glass of wine....

I should leave.grabving my pures I head toward the exit .

" would you excuse me for a moment " mitsuya said as he walked out of the group and walks toward yn who is going towards the exit.

Seeing mitsuya coming toward me from the corner of my eyes I quickly quicker my pace.

Walking out the door almost to the parking lot, someone took a hold of my wrist turning to see it was mitsuya, I yank it away.

" leaving so soon?" mitsuya began

" sorry I can stay any longer but their is some trouble at company and they are calling for me." I made up a lie

" I know that's a lie... Y/n. " mitsuya point out and frowned his eyebrows

As I'm almost the verge of tears I bursted out all my feelings in anger

" why do you care mitsuya ! "

" I don't need a good excuse just to leave this shitty hell I'm watching " tears fall from my eyes as I still continue to yell at him lucky the music inside was loud enough for the guests not to hear was I'm saying

" I know I'm an ass hole yn for falling out of love for you. I know I don't deserve you, i know I'm not good enough for you." Mitsuya began. " but that doesn't mean I'm not grateful for you in my life. Without you I wouldnt have the confidence for showcasing my works. Without you I won't be the person I am now......" As if I couldn't be even angrier

" as you can see I'm don't need to be apart of your life.....mitsuya.....but why... mitsuya .. what do I deserve to be hurt like this? What does she have and I don't ? " I said

" we've been together since middle school.... What...did I...do wrong! " I cried out loud

" nothing! ..... You did nothing wrong yn ! It's just me ! ..... I'm the ass hole who can't love you back. Who can't return the warm love you give me " mitsuya said and if I look closely I could see some tear escaping from his eyes

" why are you even crying about mitsuya. This is you're wedding day you should be happy with your wife......and I should probably move on...its already been really three years..." I said in a shaking voice

Now eyes full of tear I have one more question to ask " why...why is Yuri wear the wedding dress you design for me ? Why can you design another especially for her only mitsuya? "

Mitsuya stood still frozen as he didn't want to say it..

" just.....forget it....goodbye....mitsuya .." I turned around walking to my card.

" Yuri found the drawing.... She was cleaning my office and saw the wedding dress I drew for you... Apparently she like the dress and thought if was for her.... Of course I tried to tell her it's for a very important friend..." Mitsuya Wishpered the last part tho I could hear it loud and clear. " but she still kept asking to make it for our wedding day-" I cut off Mitsuya

" so you did make her the dress... Because you couldn't stand your lover to be sad right ? " nodding in agreement I smiled and said my goodbye

"Goodbye Mitsuya Takashi have a happy fairy tail with you're cute , caring and sweet wife the total position of me...." I gave him a small box before I turned around.

Mitsuya watch as I get into my car and drove as fast as I can to get out of their. From my review mirror I can see Takashi running after me but I just ignored him.

* how fucking stupid *

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Yn gave me a little box and head for her car , curious I pulled the ribbin the was keeping the box closed . As the box opens my eyes widen as I took the item with shaking hands.

" she still kept it all these years ? " holding the earing that is the same one he's wearing. He gave it to yn since they were dating.

Thinking about the time mitsuya spend time with yn his heart aches...

He didn't even know that he was running after yn's car and yells " I'M SORRY !!!! "

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* knock knock *

I turned to see who is knock on my car window. Seeing it was Ran who is knock on my windowI rolled the window down.

" hey Ran what are you doing here ? " I said while whiping my last drop of tear away fromy face.

" need company? " Ran said smiling looking at me.

" sorry Ran but I don't think I'm in the mood for-" not even finish ing my sentence Ran opened my card door and pulled me out and dragged me to the passenger seat.

" what are you doing? " I said as he straps my seat belt.

" safety first princess . " with the satisfying click of the seat belt he kissed my forehead that makes me freeze immediately as my cheeks grows warm

" already let's go." Ran said while strapping himself

" to wear ? " I said turning my face to him looking at those lavender eyes that reminds me of someone I'm trying to forget.

" you'll see when we get their " he said as he speeds away making me hold on to the handel for dear life

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" wake up sleeping beauty we're here " Ran said gently shaking me.

" what's up with the pet names? " I said robing the sleep out of me. And since when I did fall asleep?

" you don't like it ? " Ran said chucking to himself and undoing my seats belt and then his. The closeness of him made my heart beet a little faster then usual

" where are we anyway? " I said changing the subject liking around me at it looks like we are at the river side outside the city since it already dark here.

" my favorite place to calm myself down or you can say my secrets place to relax and distress myself " Ran said opening the door for me.

Stepping out of my experience car and thanked Ran I ask him " why are you bringing me here isn't your secret place to relax? "

" though you might need it and...it feels good to bring someone here to enjoy it with me..." He trailed off

" well this is quite calming the wind feels nicer here then in the city " I said as the wind kissed my skin.

" it way much better then behind the office all day " he chuckled, watching my every move . Twirling around I stopped to see the fireflies flying off the grass

"Fireflies.... " I said looking at the glowing star flying away .

" yup theirs a ton in this field especially this season " Ran walking up to me and held his hand out looking at him I raised a brow

" can I have the honor to dance with you princess? " Ran said charming me with his actions and words.

" the honor is all yours Sir Ran " I said giving me my hand.

We dance across the field as the fireflies or lighting bug flies away and around us following to the river bank. Their we dance what felt like hours.

Ran seeing yn smile this happily made his heart melt and made him feel warm inside like cuddling in bed at winter season.

" thank you Ran... For today .. I really enjoy the time we spent " I said at house in front of the door step

" it's nothing I enjoyed it more " Ran said while peting my head

" good night...princess " Ran turned and head to his car

" Ran wait ! " I said running to him . He stopped in his tracks and I place a kiss on his cheeks. His eyes goes wide in shock as his ears turned to 50 shade of pink

" I wanted to show you how much today ment to me and I couldn't find anything to thank you with so the first think came up in my mind was...to kiss you on the cheek...." I quickly said in embarrassment and head toward my door openkng it

" good night Ran! '' I said and close the door and fall to the floor, hands on my face feeling how hit me cheeks are.

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* knock knock *

" come in " I said in a sturn voice as my assistance come to throw the door

"What's the action ? " look at the screen while waiting for her to answer

" I got a letter from bonten " she said making me freeze from my track and look at her.

She nodded and place the the letter at my desk and closed all the current and finally the the door and left as two bodyguards where at my front office door

Seeing that everyone left, I opened the last drawer to grab some gloves , butter knife , a tiny bottle of alcohol and a lighter. Putting on the gloves I carefully open he seal with the butter knife. Taking the letter out and seeing it was blank I took it to another table.

Placing it on the coffee table I spray the letter with alcohol. As the paper bece damp I can see some letter appearing.

Taking a step back I light the lighter and trow it toward the coffee table. Lighting it on fire.

The burning of wood made the fire alarm go on sprinkling water every where in my office . When the water stopped I trow the umbrella and look at my coffee table

A meeting will be held at XXX. I'll send one of my exclusive to bring you where the meeting is held. be their at 11 o clock sharp. The one exhorting you is the eldest haitani brother's, he can project you at all cost

- Mikey

" I'll have to file a complaint about how they sent their message. This is the five time I ruined my office. " I shake my head in Anoyince.

Deciding I need to get a drink I grab my purse and headed out. The body guards followed me. I wave them off as they all when back to work . my assistance came along side me with a note book in hand

" rebuilding my office at once . Get rid of every Advedes that might lead me working with bonten "

I start working with bonten for a three years now is nothing that big just making deal and lending the company money to bonten when they don't have enough that sport of business.

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" busy day at work ? " he adds the whip cream to my drink

" yup who did you know ? " I ask him

" well you always get two shot of espresso in youre iced coffee and half an oz of alcohol " Ran said handing out the drink

" thanks." I grab my drink " I'll see you soon ? " I shyly said rubbing my nape

" oh we will " Ran winked as I can feel my face getting warm

Since that day Ran took me to his secret relaxing place we start to hang out more and eventually Ran asked me out , at first I hesitate but reasoned myself maybe this is a step forward to my heart broken life and... Here we are , we started dating for a week now and I began to have feelings for Ran slowly.Come to think about the first time me met Ran was when mitsuya broke up with me...

[Flashback]

" the usual please...." I said in a craspy voice

" welcome to xxx coffee shop. Sorry miss but I don't know what the usual is ? " I hear the man say with a rather deep voice, looking up to the man with purple hair and black streaks behind the counter with my red and puffy eye , he looks unfamiliar

" I'm a new employee here so I don't know what you usually order. But I hope you can guide me " he said

" oh it's fine I should have looked at whom I'm talking to. One mocha ice coffee with extra whip cream and boba" I said handing my card to pay.

" coming right up. " he said typing into the machine.

" having a hard day ? " he started I was a bit started by the question and looked at him from my hoodie before answer

" yes.... "

" what is giving you trouble if I may ask? " the new employee ask further

" just some company problems and...personal ones...." I said dipping down.

" hmm ... Okay I won't ask any further then " the employee said giving the reseat

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''One mocha ice coffee with extra whip cream and boba for the lovely miss right over there " I hear the new employee say

Probably for someone else ...I thought until I felt a tap on my shoulder to see the purple hair man with streaks of black

" miss I've been calling you and it looks like you are busy with your phone. And also I also forgot to ask your name so you know that this drink is yours "

" oh sorry..i should have known " I said liking at the drink

" wow this is a lot of whip cream" I said to the employee.

" I know your haveing a bad day so I added a little extra . Maybe it help will to cheer you up a little " he said

" uh thanks you uhm..."

" Ran. "

" well thank you Ran " I said giving him a small smile

" yn, but won't you boss be mad for giving me this much? " I asked concert

" no worries he won't be mad for me cheering up a beautiful young lady right ? " smiling at finishing his sentence

We talked a little and I can find myself easley relax around him but our conversation was cut short as I got a message from my assistance saying it was an emergency

" sorry but I have to go , you should too. I cant hold you from your job or else you'll get fired" I stood up and grab my drink while Ran as long stood up.

" dont worried I won't get fired that easy" Ran stood up and tighten his dress shirt

" bye Ran " I wave at him and head out the door as he also wave at meand giving me a close eyes smile

* door closing *

" is their anything you want boss ? " the employee bowed at Ran

" nothing. But check when she's becoming again what time and when."

" yes sir ! "

Cute that she worried about me getting fired from this job. But that would be easy you because you cant fire the owner of this place.

"So what's the emergency? "

" their is a mysteroius envelope address to you miss l/n " she gave me the envelope and whispered sometime to my ears

" you got to be joking....botten wants to work with me ...but why? " I thought looking at my coffee I spotted a pink note .

I grabbed the pink not and read it.

Hole you make wise decision today and not mess up you're work and don't get fires ❢❢❢

三三ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

From : Ran you're favorite coffee maker ᰔ

I chuckled to myself and didn't even notice how my lips curls upward

They can't fire me I'm the CEO of this company without me how can they even support their families?

[ end of flashback ]

" I'll be going now bye Ran "

" good luck with work princess !"

" stop calling me that in public !" I threw a pack of tissue at him before closing the door with a red face

" love you ! " Ran managed to say it louder so you could hear his love behind the door.

" I love you.....too.."

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A/n :

I was going to right the hole love story but stop being I've been writing this for two days and I need to relax for a bit. It's been a long time since I was writing a story this long.

Hope you enjoy it !

Part 3 is already out !!!

@moodyclouds89

[lovely-ryn]

SNOW GLOBE

draken eventually busted my door down or maybe he had a key, i don't know, wasn't really paying attention. after calming me down he sat me at my couch with a cup of coffee.

"so you ready to talk yet?"

"no, not really" i answered in a raised voice. the last thing i want to do is show anymore weakness. i can't afford to break like i just did again.

"mitsuya," draken warned "you can tell me anything, so spill" with slight tears glossing my vision, i asked why he was here.

"why would you wake me up when i haven't slept much lately?" i just need to keep my mouth shut so why do i keep talking. i'm not going to let my problems fall on him too. i shouldn't make him worry anymore than he already is.

"well why haven't you been sleeping? still having those dreams of y/n?" hesitatingly, i nod my head, making the tears fall down my cheeks. goddamnit, i feel so small crying like this but i can't help it.

"i'll ask again, are you ready to talk" i only respond with any other nod and a sob.

"it's that same old dream every time, again and again. i fall asleep and wake back up in the same hotel room y/n jumped from. they're there too. we talk, and most recently argue, for a couple minutes before that god forsaken alarm clock goes off and," i take a long pause before whispering, "i have to watch them jump every damn night"

draken stares at me with pity-filled eyes. "mitsuya," he chose his words carefully, "come back to us, people miss the old you"

"you sure they don't hate me?" i say with a short laugh. i stopped wiping my mournful eyes awhile ago and just let the tears run. "so, you think you can fix me?" a louder laugh coming out of me this time.

"you want me to be honest? i don't know how to help, mitsuya, i wouldn't even know where to start. we understand that you're grieving but don't forget that you aren't the only one. y/n was a friend to all of us too."

"no, draken, you don't understand. even in death i am still a snow globe to them. my tiny little world is in their hands every second of those dreams. a single flick of their wrist and my plans are fucked for good. i just sit back and watch as my life unfolds around their walking corpse. hell, if y/n asked me to jump right behind them then i would." no longer in the mood to talk, i went back to my room and slammed the door shut.

i wrote the soundtrack to giving up and my songs go like this on my greatest hits.

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A/N: i will forever torture mitsuya stans w this panel right here.

might make a part 2? I lost my train of thought and i dont want it to be cringey :/ image aint mine (obvs) tho

“ i watch the moon, let it run my mood, can’t stop thinking of you. “ 

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You wondered when he would get the hint. Loving glances exchanged between the two of you, the shy touches of the hands. Both not knowing who should take the leap. To ask the big question. 

“You think you could come over next time?” You asked, leaning against the wall hoping he’d say yes. Sure, he was a busy guy and you’d never want to apply such pressure on him. Never would want to demand more of him. 

“Ah.” Mitsuya sighed with a bashful grin. “I can’t today… I have to watch over Luna and Mana and I have to finish up these de-“

“No i get it.” You clipped before backing up slowly. “Sorry to bother you, ‘suya.”

— —- — 

He got it… for you.

He wanted to confess… to you. 

So why were you sharing the same looks and glances that you once did with him.. with someone else? 

His heart panged with jealousy. It should’ve been him - was he not clear enough? even though he couldn’t spend as much time with you that never meant he didn’t care he..

he loved you. 

—- —- —-

You decided to move on thinking that maybe, maybe he wasn’t into you like you’d initially thought. Slowly, day by day you began to distance yourself from the boy more and more until you didn’t even share glances. 

You wanted to convince yourself that this was the right choice. To give yourself a break and to stop your heart from leading you on. But no matter who you got with, no matter who you laughed and shared your moments with, it just didn’t feel the same. 

not without him.

[giannitaa]

DELICATE - mitsuya takashi

ASK: Hii! May I request for Tokyo revengers when their partner only dream was to get married and have the most beautiful wedding so she plans it but all of a sudden they get threatened by another gang so having a big wedding party will cause a big situation. So now they are forced to just get married in the courthouse just by themselves which absolutely breaks reader’s heart. You write about how they solve the problem or how the characters can comfort the reader during the situation.

And can I have it with Mitsuya, Mikey, and Rindou?(if you write for them if not that’s okay maybe you can replace them with jjk characters like Gojo and Nanami) Thank you ❤️

a/n: sure anon! i can try but idk if it'll be good. you said that reader only dreamed about getting married, they plan to get married and then the wedding day some gang causes trouble inside where you get married, you have to marry him inside your home which breaks your heart. then they comfort you. is that it?

i don't know how do weddings because i have never been in a big one so i have done what i think it is.

can someone help me please😭, i don't know how to do a theme and it's kinda horrible how i have my account right now💀

characters: takashi mitsuya (same as my jjk request, i'll do the other characters by next week)

warnings: gangs

TAKASHI MITSUYA

you were dreaming about this day. it was your childhood dream. you knew mitsuya since you were very little, and that's when he promised you that you two would get married some day and since that day, you haven't stopped thinking about it.

you were in your wedding dress, really precious. all white with slightly pink flowers all over it, it had long sleeves but they were a little but transparent. you loved it, honestly. your shoes were also white and they had a some platform.

you hair was tied up in a perfectly made bun with braids. your make-up was really pretty, the girl that did everything was checking you so you could go. you hugged her and told her "thank you". your bridesmaid entered the room really excited.

"yn i can't believe you're getting married with the man of your dreams! i'm so so happy for you!"

in the other room, your fiancé was putting on his clothes. he ran his hands through his hair while mana appeared by his side.

"are you nervous?"

"kinda" mitsuya chuckled.

"everything will be fine"

mitsuya steps out and waits while he looks at the guests. there is some of your family, friends and even some work buddy. at his part there is his sisters, her mother and his friends from the past. there isn't much people, you decided it would be kinda discreet.

you walk out of the room and see everyone looking at you. your bridesmaid tangles her arm around yours. you're nervous. the music starts playing, it makes your heart beat a lot more. you start walking and you arrive at mitsuya's side. "you look gorgeous" he mimics with his lips without making a sound.

you hear cars stopping near by, and the door suddenly opens. that shouldn't be happening. all the guests get up, scared and panicked.

"run" mitsuya says. you grab your dress so you don't step at it and fall, and you run with takashi. you're scared.

your lover hides with you until you hear nothing, so you go home by taxi.

"how did they know where we were?" you gasp out.

"i dunno', but our wedding?"

mitsuya looks at you and that's when he notices that your eyes are slightly red. he hugs you and says that you can get married another day.

"but i was so excited..."

mitsuya's heart aches, he knows that even though he is also excited about it, it has been your dream since you were just a 5 years-old kid.

"we are going to plan it another day, jus' you and me. no guests, only us"

he sees that your eyes start watering so he kisses your forehead while he pulls you (even) closer.

"'s okay, now let's go shower and cuddle a lot, you deserve it more than anyone, honey"

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