#mnari OR megan!

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[ ❌ ] is there something your muse struggles with that they might never overcome? what is it? why do they have so much trouble with it? (For both!)

M'nari

She's always going to struggle with nightmares - the poor cat's had a lot of traumas, and even though she doesn't consciously remember them, it's been enough to leave a subconscious print. Her nightmares are abstract and she can't make sense of them, but they're persistent.

Megan

In her Skyrim verse, she'll always struggle with letting herself touch people. The death of her father has left a lingering guilt, and she fears the day that The Serpent will come overhead and bless her with the poison that will kill anyone she comes in contact with.

In the Modern day, however, Megan doesn't struggle with anything that some therapy, medication and kindness can't ease. It's just a matter of getting her that help.

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👪💛 for mnari, and ⚰️🐺 for megan c:

👪 what is your muse’s relationship with their parents like? was it always this way?

M'nari doesn't remember her parents, unfortunately! She doesn't remember most things - but before she arrived in Skyrim, became a werewolf and then, later down the line, forgot everything; she was actually beloved by her family and loved them in turn. Rumour has it that her brother is still looking for her, years after the fact.

💛 how empathetic is your muse? how compassionate are they? is this something people expect from them, or are people surprised when they find out how compassionate or empathetic they actually are?

Despite the wolf spirit egging her on to attack everyone and everything, she's a remarkably friendly werewolf - or at least tries to be. M'nari has always been pretty good about picking up moods and appealing to others' emotions. It's surprised a few people how kind she is, even when they've wronged her.

⚰️ what are your muse’s greatest regrets? what would flash before their eyes when they’re on their deathbed?

In her Skyrim verse, Megan's biggest regret is killing her father. It wasn't intentional, of course, but it'll always haunt her. In the Modern verse, her greatest mistake - in her eyes - was running away from home.

🐺 does your muse like solitude? do they prefer it to being around others? how easily does your muse get lonely?

Megan is remarkably lonely, in both verses. Her isolation is unintentional in Skyrim, and she greatly resents her scenario. Though it's more intended in the Modern verse, she still finds herself wishing she would just let her guard down and allow herself to have friends. But she could never do that.