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momochiiee-reblogs · 4 months

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I am so sorry for the Kavetham / Haikaveh I've turned my social medias into since newyear

It will get worse overtime

#genshin impact #kavetham #haikaveh #I'm still figuring out how to draw them cuz genshin characters are way to hard for my poor braincell #but I am constantly itching to try so my art will eventually be filled with Dendro gays #I'm so sorry Dilbraig I will take a time away from you. it's not you. it's me. I've been enabled to gremlin over other gay disasters 😔#I'll be back eventually or juggle both brainrots #I am actually absolutely not sorry #kaveh is my babygirl and Alhaitham the asshole I kin now #momochiiee mussings

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momochiiee · 2 months

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Welp, just got back from the doctor, does anyone want me to draw a silly something in exchange for some bucks? I gotta buy some antibiotics for my throat 😔

Got 10 line, 5 palette and 2 full color offers for anyone to claim

#comissions #signal boost #ko fi commissions #art commisions #momochiiee mussings #Been coughing out so much mucus that I have hurt my throat so when the toughest fits come #there's some blood droplets mixed in there #Plus I've been completely voiceless for a day more or less #So much for me wanting to get back into streaming 😭

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momochiiee-reblogs · 2 months

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I love it when one of my aunts comes, tells me something about a shitty work opportunity, and proceeds to insult me

Today's topic was, there's an AI course I could enlist into in her opinion

I told her I do not want to be associated with anything AI related and she proceeded to tell me "I don't want to work either but here we are!" And walking off

LOOK YOU WALKING FOSSIL. FIRST, INFORM YOURSELF, THEN COME AND TALK TO ME. I AM A VIDEOGAME DESIGNER NOT AN INFORMATIC ENGINEER. FOR A START

Second! AI programs are based on algorithms. They are NOT intelligent as their name falsely tells you, and are currently used to rob my fellow artists of their skills, without compensation, and the way to avoid being put into the algorithmic grinder is to go out of your way and poison your own art through a tool that's not available to everyone. And what's more, most social medias opt you in to feed anything you post in them to train their own fucking program with 0 ethics and half of them don't even let you opt out

I refuse to get associated with that bullshit for as long as it's not properly regulated and intellectual theft is properly penalized

Every fucking time she comes, she brings up similar topics with 0 regards of my real situation

Yes, I quit my job. I am now jobless, but I am keeping busy in other ways, and what I did was not on a whim but for my fucking physical wellbeing. I am honing my skills to get an actual decent job, on the field I enjoy, not on whatever allegedly high paying job for the sake of having freeloaders coming from my own family

I'm sick of my aunts an uncles always boasting about their wealth only to crawl to me expecting me to become filthy rich because I am studying to become a videogame designer

They did nothing for me. Not even donating a single cent for my surgery despite always saying they would

I'm so sick of them and they can shove their unrequested commentaries up where the sun never reaches

#momochiiee mussings #I need to distract myself cuz they ruined my day first thing in the morning and that's not nice #I'll go doodle silly meowmeows to get the good mood back #no promises on any of the sketches seeing the light of day tho

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momochiiee-reblogs · 5 days

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Seeing NA KH fans sobbing and crying cuz the missing link betas are only for UK and Australia so far is so funny

Just chill, the game isn't complete yet 🙄

#random stuff #Spain doesn't even get dub on most games so seeing people cry over a stupid demo availability is so bizarre #also there's games that don't even get Spanish localization.... I am looking at you Ace Attorney 3DS n forward games #Spain just gets scraps and I'm afraid to even look at what LSpanish countries even get #at least Genshin is Translated to a neutralesque Latino Spanish....#but what else do we Spanish speakers get?#Coming from the marginalised but widely used language it's so funny to see NAns crying over just a demo LOL #momochiiee mussings

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momochiiee-reblogs · 2 months

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Just got a confirmation mail for me joining the local popular dances troupe... But they got my name wrong?

Not even the usual swapping the I for a Y, it's an entirely different name they put in there

#momochiiee mussings #not sure if it's an error on it being sent to me or on the name ngl

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momochiiee-reblogs · 2 months

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IT'S FUCKING FEBRUARY WHY ARE THE STUPID MOSKITOS ACTIVE AGAIN????

GO AWAY YOU SLEEP RUINING LITTLE DEVILS!!!!

#momochiiee mussings #WHY DO THEY COME BACK SO EARLY????#I saw them flying around until fucking mid December and now they're back?????#I MISS WHEN THEY WOULD STAY INACTIVE FOR HALF THE YEAR #I live in agony #that's the last thing I need for my already terrible sleep quality

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momochiiee-reblogs · 3 months

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Starting to feel the solitude of a house that is always full of people

The irony istg

#momochiiee mussings #for a place in which everyone brings their friends over every other day I surely feel like I don't exist #I'm the only one there on mornings and I never have anything to have breakfast #my brother eats everything in a matter of two days #my parents forget to buy cereals unless I am present #I usually end having to use my own scarce money to buy something to have breakfast with for the month #and god forbid I ask for 10€ to afford anything. I'm going to get faces of annoyance #like what gives? I'm jobless now. My brother can ask for expensive shit any day but I can't ask for 10€ a month to buy food???#I'm not even sure anymore about making merch... I have a record of working on stuff and not selling enough to even get back production costs #I like very niche things and I'm terrible at advertising #plus my brain is not always up to the task of creating despite my best efforts #but anyway point is I feel lonely and ignored in my parents house #I need to get better at programming asap I could be able to afford buying a house if I got a decent enough position #meanwhile I'll have to survive on scraps and comms I guess

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momochiiee-reblogs · 4 months

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Amazing day to get a killer headache and slight fever

The three magic kings parade going trough my street was unbearable just a few minutes ago

Anyway, I'm clocking out for today, nini 💖

#momochiiee mussings

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momochiiee-reblogs · 5 months

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Being screamed at for things that aren't my fault seems to be a norm in this house

There's cookware scattered an dirty? Guess who gets blamed for it? The exact one that almost never has spoons for cooking in the first place

I live cleaning the trail after me so they won't have any reason to scream at me, but my brother leaves absolute messes behind him and the screams are for me

Fuck off

#momochiiee mussings #then people ask why it's almost impossible to hear me walking around #I've grown used to avoiding at all costs being noticed and leaving anything that can tell I was through there #when I get up from the table I'm always told to put their dishes in the dishwasher as I am putting mine #then the days I'm not around no one fucking cleans the table after themselves and I am still the one that gets called dirty and messy #my room is a mess YES. but the rest of the house isn't my room and therefore Isn't my living space and I must make sure I do not litter #I clean my own room when I have the spoons for it and refuse for anyone else to do it for me. it's my mess and I must deal with it myself #why do they insist I am to blame for their own mess of the kitchen when I barely have the energy to cook once a month???#and it's not like they don't entrust other chores to me #but I digress I'm just mad because I've been blamed for the mess my dad and brother did and blamed on me just because I went there #every time I happen to have the energy to cook they complain about my cooking or blame messes on me even if I handwash & put away everything #it would be nice if they spared a fucking word of appreciation every now and then #I'm not asking them to call me endearingly but at least to not spit on any tiny effort I manage to make... or blame me for their mistakes #I'm starting to see how as soon as I am rendered jobless mid December I'll start to get screamed at again more often #and get the I'm a nuisance treatment because I can't afford basic stuff anymore #it's going to be a long year for sure... but I must put my all on the intensive classes so I can score a good job #If I manage... I will finally be able to get out of here and have my own space without any more screams #and without them brushing off my sensory triggers every time I try to explain how certain things and situations get me anxious af

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momochiiee-reblogs · 6 months

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Today a friend will be helping me take some nice pics of my Xaldin cosplay, but my tummy seems to have other plans :'(

Someone make this pain go away 😭

#momochiiee mussings

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momochiiee · 9 months

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I want to get back into streaming but I can't figure out a nice looking layout

Anybody knows of some layout artists to commission?

#momochiiee mussings #stream #streaming #twitch

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momochiiee-reblogs · 8 months

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MY SIDE BLOG IS BACK!

Gosh it’s been such a couple of long weeks since I abruptly lost acces to this silly side blog for no reason at all

Thank goodness whatever happened has been fixed now ;v;

I’m so happy!

I CAN REBLOG AGAIN

#momochiiee mussings #random stuff #ASTRALS GRACIOUS I’M SO OVERLY HAPPY

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momochiiee-reblogs · 2 days

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I am feeling guilty cuz I have to take a bath...

No shower full tub bath cuz scars are hurting so badly I gotta get cooked like a prawn on low fire

#momochiiee mussings #We're having a very bad drought here so yeah....#but it's so painful I can't even lift my right arm #also the right side of the scar looks inflamated and like it has internal wounds again 😔#I hope this pain goes away soon cuz I'm not happy having to use so much water ;;

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momochiiee-reblogs · 4 days

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Mom be pressing me to sign up for voluntary work... I still don't have my schedule for my upcoming classes. Can she like, stop pushing? Cuz I won't be signing up for obligatory volunteering at this rate. My clases come first before unpaid work!

#momochiiee mussings #I'm so tired of how pushy she is about this #BUT GETTING ME AN ACTUAL TABLE FOR MY ROOM DOESN'T REGARD THAT MUCH URGENCY DOES IT???#I've been working with a plank on top of two unattached supports for 5 years! it's a miracle it hasn't fell apart

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momochiiee-reblogs · 10 days

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I need a break. From life, capitalism and my fucking bad luck

#irl struggles #momochiiee mussings #My classes were supposed to be just a few euros less than 3k but now I'm told they'll be 3250????#I'm doing my best to hold it together and not have a breakdown but I'm so tired #and I can't ask my parents to cover the difference... they sent me 3k back when I inscribed and said they weren't sending me any more....#plus the classes I was interested in got cancelled and I was transferred to a similar one...#Why must I keep getting one bad luck punch after the other? wasn't it enough nearly dying? or getting sick for two entire months?#or the stupid random bills I got last month?#this feels ao unfair... and I can only hope to be commissioned to cover the slightly above 100€ difference within a week

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momochiiee-reblogs · 11 days

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I overslept and missed the appointment 😭😭😭😭

#momochiiee mussings #shame on my cow #I can just hope that there's another hour available within this week 😔#dammn insomnia it had to strike back last night of all nights

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