#monsta x anst

[gaiyofanfiction]

If you get a chance,Am I allowed to request a Monsta X Jooheon Mafia AU where you're new to the city and he falls in love with you and your passion for life but have no clue what he does for a living so you're always wondering why everything goes so smoothly for you like finding a job, getting an apartment, people being nice to you, etc after you meet him. I'm not sure what sort of genre would be best for this so can you help decide that? Thanks! :)

Thanks for your request Anon! Jooheon is my bias from Monsta X and I’m totally excited to write this! I hope you like it

Reader x Jooheon Mafia!AU - “Precious Thorns”

You have just moved to Chicago and finally settled into your new apartment. Peering out your window to look at the skyline you sigh and say,”wow, this is it! The Windy City! I may have spent most of my savings to move out here, but I think I can go for a few drinks. Mama needs to wind down.” You start to put on your outfit; a cute slim black dress that went down to mid-thigh, fishnets with a rose design, and black boots with studs. Last but not least, winged eyeliner, a little bit of mascara, and a maroon matte lipstick to top it off.

Walking down the street you’re in complete awe by the bustling streets and the beautiful lights. You stumble upon a night club and decide to go in and have a little fun. The music is loud and there must have been at least a couple hundred people in the building. You squeeze your way to the bar and order a drink, “vodka and cranberry with a lime please.” Taking a few sips here and there you start to people watch and enjoy the view.

“You’re not going to dance?” asks a young, handsome man in a black suit with a cherry red tie. “Oh, haha. I’m a terrible dancer. I prefer to people watch and enjoy the music,” your say nervously. ‘He’s really good looking. I don’t know how he can make dark brown messy hair look so sophisticated.’ “So, why aren’t you dancing? What’s your excuse?” You take a sip of your drink while keeping eye contact. He moves a little bit closer and you try not to show that your heart is ready to jump out of your chest. “Well, unfortunately the only girl I want to dance with is busy people watching,” he gives you a sly side smile. “Well played, sir, well played.” You reach your hand out for him to grab and guide you to the dance floor.

“I’m serious though, I really don’t know how to dance, I might even step on your nice expensive shoes,” you jokingly say, but being very honest. “Just follow my lead, sweetheart.” He twirls you around like you’re a beautiful princess in a ball gown. Suddenly he brings you closer and his hand sits at your lower back. “You know, I don’t think our dancing matches the upbeat club music.” He stops. “You’re right, but who wants to conform?” He winks at you and smiles. ‘This man is killing me. He is way too charming.’

After a few drinks and getting to know each other a little more you finally ask, “So, how does a man like you become interested in a girl like me?” You twirl your straw around. “What do you mean my dear?” He tilts his head. “Oh c’mon, I’m just another punk city girl and you’re clearly a big businessman. The suit, nice shoes, and you even have a Rolex watch.” You raise your eyebrow challenging him. “Even so, it doesn’t mean I don’t know when to appreciate a beautiful rose such as yourself.” He leans against the bar table like he just won. “And every rose has its thorn,” a snide comment only you would say. He claps and chuckles at you. His phone rings and he answers it. “Ah, I see, I’ll be there in five minutes.” He hangs up the phone. “Well, it looks like I’m needed for a late press conference.” He slides a business card to you. “I’ll leave it up to you to make the decision on whether or not our paths will cross again. Till then, Y/N.” He winks and walks away with his hands in his pockets. ‘He is TOO good.’ You look at the card and read: CEO Lee Jooheon. ‘Ugh, he even has a sexy name.’

Two Months Later…

“I’m home!” You come walking in to your apartment and immediately take off your work shoes. “My dogs are killing me! Babe, could you please give me a foot rub?” He motions for you to put your feet up on his lap. “Anything for my jagiya. Now, tell me how was work?” You had explained to him that waitressing is really taking a toll on you and you’re not sure how you’re going to make rent this month. He genuinely looked sympathetic for you, but you didn’t want him pitying you. “It’s okay. I make things work out.” You giggle and head off to the kitchen. He remained on the couch thinking to himself.

The Next Week…

“You did what!? How!? I-I don’t understand.” You start to pace back and forth. “Honey, baby, relax. I have contacts everywhere. I told them how much of a hard worker you were and besides, they owed me a favor. So, I got you a new job as an executive assistant for a major law firm.” He gives you a silly grin. “I’ve been a waitress ever since I can remember! How am I supposed to fit this new role!?” You start to freak out. He grabs you and kisses you. “You deserve more. Just please give it a chance?” He stares at you with his puppy dog eyes. You couldn’t resist.

Another Month Passes…

“The people at the law firm are so nice to me! I’m so used to customers complaining about their meals that it feels like I’m getting the special treatment. Do you have something to do with this?” You furrow your brows. “Me? Whaaat? No way. Don’t be silly.” His phone rings and he continues to sit there and look at you. You roll your eyes, “aren’t you going to answer that? You pretty much get a call every five minutes.” He let the call go. He quickly pulls you in close and grabs your hand to kiss it, “you’re more important.” His phone rings again. You let him answer it this time. “DAMNIT WHAT!?” He explodes leaving you suddenly anxious. “You fucking get the shit situated and I’ll be there as soon as possible. Do not let him go.” He slams the phone on the coffee table and lets out a long sigh. You were left completely speechless. 

‘I have never seen this side of him. He’s always been so sweet and full of charisma.’ You tug on his suit. His shoulders drop from being tense and he turns around to face you. “I’m sorry you had to see that. *Ahem* It seems we’re having trouble with a client so… I need to go to work and sort this out.” He kisses your forehead and heads for the door. “By the way, I have you scheduled to move into my condo tomorrow. I suggest you start packing.” He blows you a kiss and closes the door behind him. ‘He did not just…’

Several Months Pass…

You have never been happier. You have a wonderful job, you live with your handsome boyfriend in his massive condo located in on of the cities most expensive high rises, and he even bought you a new car. But, you start to wonder. ‘It’s… It’s way too good to be true.’ It was your day off and you were totally bored with yourself. You start to think even more. ‘To be honest, I have no idea what company he even works for or where he goes most of the time. He never bothered to show me.’ You go snooping into his belongings and stumble upon his laptop. You went to Google maps and decided to track his footsteps. ‘God I feel terrible doing this… But, I have a right to know my own boyfriend and his whereabouts. Right?’ Your fingers clicked away on the keyboard. You finally found a destination he’s been to almost every day since the day you met him. You printed up the directions and headed for the door.

It was late and Jooheon already texted you that he probably wouldn’t be home till tomorrow because of an emergency business meeting. You were just a few blocks away from the destination. Your heart was pounding and you felt so uneasy. ‘Why do I feel like I’m being a horrible person? Oh my god, I’m stalking my own boyfriend!’ You arrive to the location. You sat in your car for what seemed like hours, but was only a few minutes. Swallowing the lump in your throat you take a deep breath in and head out to the building before you.

The location was fairly secluded on the outskirts of the city. You walk towards one of the side entrances and try to take a peak into the windows. Unfortunately all the windows were covered by closed blinds so you had to look around. “Ah, jackpot!” You found a basement entrance. The door was surprisingly unlocked and you let yourself in. There was nobody around. It was an interesting room. The only things in the room were a wooden desk with one lamp and some scattered papers. 

You looked at a few papers and started to notice a pattern. Each one had a picture of a man or woman with a written profile of the person. All of them had an ‘X’ over their faces except for one. You read that one’s profile. “…Several fraudulent accounts… Millions of dollars stolen… Five accounts of… MURDER??? And… RECENT ASSOCIATE OF JOOHEON!?” Your head was spinning and you had to prop yourself up against the table. ‘I’m starting to think I know nothing about my boyfriend.’ You hear yelling in the adjacent room and a loud crash. You try to peak in through the cracked door. 

“I didn’t take you under my wing so you could eventually undermine me and my work. I came from nothing and built an empire of my own from the little amount that I had. Did you really think that this would slip past me so easily?” You see Jooheon pistol whip the fallen man. You cover your mouth with a shaky hand. Jooheon starts to circle the man. “Do you know what we do with people like you? People that steal from me and my mafia?” He crosses his arms and whistles to his men. A couple men in black suits start to drag the man away. 

“Also, will someone please bring in my beautiful jagiya. We are not monsters here. Please show her some manners.” Your heart stops and knees become weak. You try to bolt away, but a strong man drags you into the empty room and forces you to sit in a chair. “My dear, I’m sorry you had to see such a sight.” He caresses your face with the back of his hand. “W-what is the meaning of this? Joohoney? I d-don’t understand… Why -” He covers your mouth. Tears start to fall down your cheeks and onto his hand. He licks the tears from his hand. “Are you afraid my precious flower?” He lifts your chin up although you flinch. “I think you will get used to it. Just let daddy do his work…” Suddenly he pulls your hair back making you shriek and he’s face to face with you. “But, if I ever see you back here again meddling in my business, we’re going to have a problem.” He gives you a kiss on your cheek. 

“Every rose has its thorn,” he says before he laughs maniacally and exits the room. You’re left in the chair, alone, and with an empty mind. You say to yourself with an insane look on your face, “and now I bleed from picking the rose with the most thorns.” 

[lilithpooped]

Myself - Im Changkyun

Song Request: Myself by Monsta X

Requested by: @lilxnvm​

Genre: Angst - Fluff

A/n: Whew.. This was a hard one since the song’s lyrics and my feelings while listening to it were kinda different but I tried my best! I hope you like it <3 I wrote this one with the feeling of the unsaid things in love, dark side of love, B side that comes within. The song reminds me of secrets, love, obsession and jealousy. So I tried to write depending on those feelings. I hope you like it !! <3

Changkyun looked at your sleeping figure in his bed. You came here yesterday,crying. He of course knew the reason. It was always the same. The same guy doing the same things and you coming to Changkyun’s place in the same emotional state. It was always the same. You and that guy would have fights, he would leave the place and you would come crying to Changkyun. Your best friend.

Now looking at you, he actually couldn’t tell why you were still with that bastard.

You were too beautiful, too cute, too naive for that guy. Changkyun couldn’t help himself but thought, You’re even too beautiful to be with me.

You two were best friends since the day you met in childcare. It was always you who had high spirit, who was always happy. Changkyun was the silent one in your friendship. He was the one that looked like an emo when you were teenagers. He was the one that looked like he would bite if anyone tried to talk to him. You were always the kind one, the cute girl hanging out with an emo boy. The easy one to talk to. He always adored that about you.

Until the day you met that guy, that boyfriend of yours. 

Of course you had boyfriends before too but none of them was able to turn you into that sad and small girl lying in front of him now. None of them made you come to Changkyun for comfort. You were always happy, always smiling and shining till the very end of your relationship with them. Maybe that was why Changkyun never thought of acting on his own feelings for you then. You seemed too happy with them.

Now thinking about it, he couldn’t realize when did he fall for you exactly.The only thing he knew was that he has been in love with you since forever. He of course had girlfriends but he couldn’t deny that some of them were just to make you jealous. A trick that never works.

He directed his attention to the laptop in front of him when he saw you moving in bed. That was a sign that you woke up. You always turned around in bed when you first wake up. He learned this about you when you started to date that bastard, too. You had never stayed at Changkyun’s place before, always saying you have your own home so staying here would be a discomfort to him. Until you started to have fights with that guy. He still remembered how your face was the day of your first fight. A memory he could never forget.

“Good morning Kukkung.” you told him smiling. There were sadness still on your face from the night before.

“Yes, good morning.” He acted like he was doing some important thing on his laptop just to not look at you. It never mattered the state you were in, you always made his heart go crazy whenever he looked at you.

“What are you doing?”

“Job.”

“You have a job??” 

Why did you always welcome the news from him with excitement? Even when you were sad enough to cry for more than four hours the night before.

“Yes, the last application I did, they hired me.”

“Wow, why haven’t you told me that before?! Oh, I would’ve prepared your favourite meals for you. We would’ve celebrated it!”

Don’t do that, he thought. Don’t act like you care about me.

“It’s okay, if you wanna celebrate it so much then we can go and eat out.”

“That would be amazing!! When are we doing this, I should get ready!”

“You’re gonna ask for his permission again, right?” right after he said that, he cursed himself. Your face was now down after remembering him.

“No, I wasn’t going to.” your voice came out like a whisper.

“I’m sorry, let’s go tonight huh? What about tonight? Is it okay for you?”

“Yes.” oof great, you were really down now.

“I’m so sorry y/n, I didn’t mean it.”

“I know, it’s okay.” you tried to put a smile on your face but it was too fake to trick him, “Let’s meet at the usual place.”

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When Changkyun stepped in your usual meeting point, he couldn’t believe his eyes. Just when he turned back to go away from there, you called his name.

“Changkyun!! We are here, come!”

Ah, yes. You two are here,he thought.

Thinking about a way to escape from that night, Changkyun came to your table and sat across you and your boyfriend.

Your freaking boyfriend.

“Welcome, how was your day?” You were shining again. She must’ve made it up to him again, he thought.

“Fine.”

“Oh, great! What should we eat?.. What about you choose this one and I choose that, so we can eat on each other’s plates too?” You asked your boyfriend who looked like he had no clue and he didn’t care anyways.

“Just choose one, you’re choosing food y/n, do you have to choose everything together with him?” Asked Changkyun.

“Wow, someone’s sensitive today.” said your boyfriend.

“No, I’m just disgusted by you.” Answered Changkyun.

You could see the lightnings between their eyes.

“Umm, okay. I want a hamburger!” You said cheerily to shoo away the dark clouds surrounding the table.

“See, it’s easy.” Said Changkyun focusing on the menu in front of him. Why were you so air-headed? He hated that about you sometimes.

“Changkyun, you really need to calm down though, you’re acting like a child.” You said in the most joking way possible praying he would get the clue and act nicer towards your boyfriend. And he of course got it. He knew you too well. But he knew himself better.

A child?

“Wow, thank you for the compliment. I think I won’t eat anything, thank you for the celebration y/n, I really had fun.” He said standing up to leave the table.

“Changkyun-”

“See you later, I guess?” he said and left that place.

He waited for you to come after him, though. He wanted you to.. He wanted you to stop him from leaving. He wanted you to realize something, anything.. He wanted you to stop acting this kind towards that guy. He wanted you to hold his hand and stop him from leaving. He wanted a lot from you.

But none of them happened at that moment.

He went to his home, got into his room and let himself fall on his face on bed. So you forgave your boyfriend again? Oh of course that was the best case scenario. You could’ve been the apologizing one, he didn’t even think he knew you at this point.

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He couldn’t recognize when he fell asleep but what woke him up was his phone and doorbell ringing at the same time. Going between the two, he decided to answer his phone. To his luck or bad luck in that case, it was you.

“Yes?”

“Ah!! Changkyun where are you?”

“Why?”

“I tried so hard to reach you!!”

“Why y/n?”

“What do you mean by why, I was so worried!! I called you so many times, I sent too many messages, you didn’t answer any of them, I was so worried. Are you okay?”

“Yes, now if you excuse me I need to open the door.” No he didn’t need to open the door. He just needed to escape from you. He was definitely not in the mood for whoever was at his door now.

“Ah, that’s me ringing the door bell. Can you open the door?”

Sighing to himself, he realized he had to face you now. He hanged the phone up on you and opened the door.

“What, y/n?”

“Can’t I come in?”

“Yeah, come in.”

“Changkyun I-”

“Let me guess, you two had a fight again.”

“Yes but can you please talk to me more calmly?”

“Why would I, y/n? You know how much I hate that guy! You still brought him with you to a dinner you were supposed to have with me. Why should I be calm right now?”

“Changkyun, I’m so sorry. I know I shouldn’t have brought him. But he insisted and he threatened me-”

“He threatened you with what? With breaking up with you? That would be a gift for you if you ask me.”

“Yes, with that.”

“So why are you here now? Shouldn’t you be with him feeding his ego right now?”

“We broke up.” 

You what now-

“What?” Changkyun was dumbfounded even though every cell in his body was busy celebrating this news at the moment.

“We broke up for good.” you looked at him with the guilt in your eyes.

“How did that happen? You had just gotten together.”

“Yeah but all this time, his problem was me so I had no trouble forgiving him. Today.. Today it was you. When you left the table, he talked some stuff about you that I could never ever forgive or forget and I realized you were the only one I could never let anyone say anything bad about. So..” You looked down.

Changkyun couldn’t believe his ears. He couldn’t believe you did something like this just for him. He just.. He could just look at you with his mouth open.

“So umm.. I know I ask a lot of things from you and I’m being too much of a bother but.. Umm.. Can I stay here tonight? I don’t think I can sleep in my place. Your place comforts me and-”

“Y/n you may not want to stay here..”

“Why? You have someone over? I.. I’m so sorry-”

“No, no I don’t have anyone over but I need to tell you something and after that you may not want to talk to me..” Changkyun couldn’t help himself anymore. Something inside of him just gave in at your sight in front of him and he knew he couldn’t hold anything inside anymore.

“I.. I have.. I have some feelings for you that I cannot get rid of. I.. I’m so sorry but I can’t help myself. I know this may be the end of our friendship and you’re definitely free to yell at me, be mad at me and all. But.. I just can’t hold it in anymore. I don’t want to stand seeing some other guy holding you close to him anymore. I.. I just don’t.. I’m so sorry if knowing these bothers you. I’m so sorry I don’t wanna make you feel uncomfortable, I-”

“You didn’t make me feel uncomfortable.” you got a step closer to him.

“Didn’t I?” he couldn’t look you in the eyes. He looks cute, you thought to yourself.

“No, you didn’t.”

“Are you sure you understood what I mean by those?” this time he looked at you shortly to make sure you understand.

“Yes.”

“But you realize if you stay here tonight, I will never be able to forget you, right?”

“Yes.”

Now he was hardly holding himself back not to hug you so tightly.

“So, will you stay here tonight?”

“Yes.”