#moony's 911 snippets

[moonydanny]

Little fic idea I had... Maybe if you guys like it I can expand it a bit?

After Eddie drops the bomb that he’s leaving, Buck holds it together.

Honestly, he’s kinda proud of himself for that. He does help with the video call with the realtor. Helps Eddie pick a house. They have a beer after. And he holds it together.

When he goes to leave, he gets into his Jeep and starts to feel himself losing it. But he knows he has to hold it a bit longer. He’ll let go when he gets to the loft. Only he doesn’t drive to the loft. Without realizing it, he ends up in front of Tommy’s house. And he sees Tommy’s truck in the driveway, so he knows he’s home.

He sits there for a minute, two, trying to find the strength to drive away, but his resolve is crumbling, and he needs Tommy. So he walks to the door and knocks before he can change his mind.

Tommy opens the door, and the surprise is clear on his face. And god, how Buck has missed his face. 

“Hey. What are you doing here? Is everything okay?”

And that’s what does it, what breaks the dam. His eyes fill with tears, and through his blurry vision he sees Tommy’s expression morph into genuine worry.

“Eddie is leaving for Texas”, he says, voice barely above a whisper, the words only just going past the lump in his throat. Tommy’s eyebrows go up in disbelief and his eyes go all soft as he looks at Buck.

“I—Tommy.”

Next thing he knows, Tommy’s arms are around him, holding him tight as a sob finally tears from deep in his chest.

[buck-diass]

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Winter of Buddie Rejection Redemption

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[moonydanny]

Another little fic idea, I hope you like it... Should I expand it?

After they get back together, Tommy really tries to be more open.

Evan had told him—and damn if neither of them had actually noticed back then—that he’d realized that he’d been so pleasantly thrown by how attentive Tommy was, how nice it felt to be doted on after always being the one who doted on others, that he had neglected to do the same in return for Tommy.

And Tommy, well... Tommy loved doting on Evan so much that it never seemed like a priority to ask for what he needed (which, to be fair, most of the time what he needed was to take care of Evan). So one of the promises he’d made to Evan during that long and hard conversation that led to them getting back together was to let Evan take care of him too, and to ask for what he needed. 

And Tommy was really trying. 

So one evening, he gets home to Evan making dinner in the kitchen, and his shift was so incredibly gruelling he feels hollow. He drops his duffel, toes off his boots by the door, and beelines to where Evan is in front of the stove to plaster himself to his boyfriends back.

“Hey, baby. Dinner’s almost ready.”

Tommy hums and just tightens his arms around Evan’s middle. Evan must sense something in Tommy because he turns off the burner and turns in Tommy’s arms and looks at him with those beautiful, earnest eyes.

“What’s wrong? Are you okay?”

And Tommy feels the lump he’s had in his throat since getting back to Harbor from that last rescue getting bigger. 

“What do you need, Tommy?” Evan says it so sweetly, with so much love, and Tommy’s eyes fill with tears.

“Can you—Can you just hold me for a second?” 

“Of course. Come here. I’ve got you.”

They end up lying on the couch, Tommy half on top of Evan, with his head on his chest and Evans arms tight around him. And he let’s himself break apart. He’s never liked crying in front of people, but with Evan, he feels safe.

After a while, when he’s calmed down a bit, he tells Evan about the rescue that had gone wrong. About the kid that had escaped from home after yet another beating from his dad, and how he’d ended up on the side of a cliff and hadn’t made it to the hospital. 

He thanks Evan, for comforting him. 

“Thank you for asking for what you needed, baby. I’m so proud of you.”

And if Tommy sheds a few more tears after hearing his Evan say that to him, well. He’s safe to do so. 

[moonydanny]

Okay, this is NOT really a spec fic, 'cause we know Buck is at the stadium where the helicopters land and I have no idea how that could fit here, but after watching the episode and Buck screaming in the promo, this just came out. It's rough but whatever, I'm still reeling from the episode, and I'm gonna post it before I lose my nerve and the self-consciousness kicks back in hehe. Obvs SPOILERS and [redacted] MCD ahead.

It's on AO3 now, too.

"Army is on my tail, I don't know if I can—"

"Tommy, you listen to me," Evan's voice sounds hard and determined, even through the radio. "You can do this. I know you can."

Tommy takes a deep breath. He knew the moment he told Evan and Athena he'd help that he was risking more than his job again. But he hadn't hesitated. The 118—Evan needed his help, and he was going to do his best, even if it killed him.

"All right," he says, eying the ice bag on the seat next to him. "I'm heading your way now. But it has to be fast, we won't have a lot of time."

"We'll be ready," comes Athena's voice. "We're almost at the helipad."

Suddenly, there's another voice coming out of the radio.

"Pilot Kinard, this is Colonel Hartman. I hope you know this is not going to end well for you."

"I understand, sir," his voice is steady as he flies the chopper as fast as he can. He doesn't wait to for a response, there's no point. He changes the frequency to the one Evan and Athena are using.

"We see you, Tommy," Evan says.

"I think you're about to have company, too. And I don't mean me," he jokes, not sure the line is going to land as he hopes. They're all too tense to be glib, but Tommy can't help it. Joking to diffuse the tension has always been a go-to of his.

"We know," Athena chimes. "It was too good to hope they didn't follow us."

Tommy sees their figures grow bigger as he approaches the helipad. He gets in position and starts the landing. The two black choppers he had behind him get in position too, hovering in the air bracketing the roof. So I can't take off again, figures, he thinks. As the chopper touches down, before he can fully turn off the engine, he sees Buck running towards him.

He grabs the ice bag with the antiviral and gets out of the chopper with just enough time to brace himself before Evan is crashing into him. Tommy closes his eyes in relief and automatically wraps his arms around him as he feels Evan do the same around his shoulders, squeezing him tight. As the rotor blades keep slowing down, he hears Evan's voice softly next to his ear.

"Oh, my god. Oh, my God. You did it. Tommy, you did it."

"I did it," Tommy sighs. He loosens his arms to take a step back, even though it's the last thing he wants to do right now, but they still have to take the antiviral to the lab and there's no time to lose. "Evan, you have to go now."

Evan eyes are wide, and Tommy can see a dozen emotions fliting in them. He nods, unblinking, holding Tommy's gaze.

"I got it," Athena says from just a couple of steps behind Evan. Tommy didn't notice her reaching them, but he takes his eyes away from Evan's for a second and hands the bag to her.

"Thank you, Tommy." Her voice is tight with emotion. "We'll get you out of any trouble you get into, I promise," she says with a nod of her head. Tommy nods back and turns his gaze back to Evan, who hasn't let him go and has his hands on Tommy's shoulders still.

"Let's go, Buck."

"Right behind you," he says, but doesn't move. "Tommy—"

For the first time since he took off on the stolen chopper, he hears Evan's voice crack. He sees the fear in his eyes, and Tommy's heart clenches painfully.

"I know, Evan," he says, squeezing his hand that is still holding on to Evan's side. "We'll talk when it's all over. But you gotta go."

Evan starts shaking his head even before Tommy is done talking. His eyes turn glassy and the setting sun behind him makes the tears forming in Evan eyes shine in a way that pierces right through Tommy's heart.

"No. I don't know what's gonna happen, and I can't go without telling you this."

"Evan—"

"I love you, Tommy."

Tommy's heart stops for a second, the air completely knocked out of him by Evan's words. But before he can react or say anything back, Evan keeps going, urgency lacing his voice.

"A-And I'm not saying it just because the world is falling apart around us right now. This is not me being impulsive. This is me, terrified but clear-headed, telling you that I love you, Tommy. I love you so much. I've been in love with you since before we broke up, I was in love with you when we hooked up, and I'm still so fucking in love with you now. I was just too dumb to say it back then. And we will talk after all this is over, but I don't want to go another second without you knowing that I love you."

Tommy blinks back the tears that are burning in his own eyes now. He knows there's no time right now for him to tell Evan all that he wants to say. They have no time for him to apologize, for him to tell Evan that he's so, so sorry for hurting him, for running at the slightest sign of trouble, for letting his insecurities win time and time again. There's no time to tell him that he's been miserable without him, that Evan is it for him and that terrifies him. There's no time. So he just says:

"I love you, too." He closes the distance between them to press his forehead against Evan's and closes his eyes, letting out a shuddering breath. "I love you so much, sweetheart."

Their exchange didn't last more than half a minute, but it feels monumental. He feels more than hears Evan's soft gasp, his hands tightening their grip on Tommy's shoulders for a second. Then, their bubble is burst by the sound of people coming out of the elevator at the far end of the roof. They both turn to look and see army soldiers striding towards Athena and them.

With a last squeeze of his hand, he shoves Evan a little towards where Athena is having a standoff with who he guesses is the Colonel.

"Go save your family, baby. We'll talk later," he says. Evan looks back at him and nods as he starts jogging away from him.

"I'll keep you posted," Evan shouts as he runs.

Tommy stays where he is next to the chopper, watching as Athena and Buck are led to the elevator by a couple of soldiers and the Colonel turns and strides towards him.

Please, God, let them get to everyone in time, he prays to a god he doesn't really believe in. The Colonel reaches him, a scowl so deep on his face that Tommy wonders if his eyebrows hurt from pulling together so tightly.

"Pilot Kinard, I'm not even going to bother explaining right now the amount of trouble you have gotten yourself into with this stunt," he begins, his voice hard and sharp. "You're going to follow our helicopters to where you can land, and you will await further instructions. Am I clear?"

"Yes, sir."

With that, the Colonel turns back towards the elevator. "Now, Kinard!"

Tommy gets back on his chopper, and as he takes her up into the air again, he sees the last rays of the sunset sinking in the horizon. As he follows the other chopper, with the second one on his tail, he turns into the radio frequency he knows they're using to communicate with dispatch. He keeps an ear on it the whole time, but nothing major happens beyond updates on the antiviral's ETA.

They soon get to the stadium they're apparently using to land, and ash he touches down, he hears Athena's voice on the radio saying they've arrived at the lab. He hurries out of the chopper and sprints to the tent they have set up at the edge of the field. A soldier from one of the choppers shouts at him to stay put, but he ignores him. He needs to hear what's going on. When he reaches the tent, the soldier who ran after him grabs him by the arm and turn him around.

"Please, I just need to listen. I'm not going anywhere," he pleads. Tommy was no idea what his face must be doing, but the soldier lets go of his arm. He turns around and listens.

"I'm going back in," he hears Evan say.

"Absolutely not," says another voice. But Evan must have made a run for it, because there's chaos on the radio for a few seconds.

"Dispatch, we need the antiviral now," he hears Ravi say, his voice filled with panic. "Bobby's been infected, too."

Tommy's stomach drops. There's only one vial; there's no way it will be enough for both Howie and Bobby.

Another voice comes on, telling them they need to prioritize Bobby, since he's only started to show symptoms and Chim is already a lost cause. The callousness of the voice makes a cold type of fury course through Tommy's veins. There's some more commotion that Tommy can't quite follow. He hears something about Athena gearing up and getting the antiviral to Bobby, more back and forth on who should get it administered. Eventually the chatter quiets down. But the more time that passes, the more scared Tommy gets. Where's Evan? Has he reached the 118? Is he wearing PPE? Where's Athena? Tommy is desperate for answers, but there's nothing he can do.

Until there's a voice coming from the radio again.

"Firefighter down, I repeat, Firefighter down!"

Hen's voice is unlike Tommy has ever heard it. Rough and filled with agony.

Oh, God. Howie...

"Hen! Is it Chim? What happened?" Evan sounds panicked now.

"No, it—It's Bobby," she rasps. He just collapsed, we can't get a pulse."

No.

Tommy's heart stops.

"No, no— HEN! YOU HAVE TO GET HIM BACK!" Evan screams.

"He's gone, Buck," Ravi says, with an emptiness in his voice Tommy has never heard in the young man's voice, usually so full of life.

Tommy thinks he hears Hen let out a sob, he hears Ravi say something about Howie, but every sound disappears from his consciousness as he hears Evan, his Evan, let out a scream so full of pain and despair that Tommy knows will hunt his nightmares for the rest of his life.

Tagging @qwordavoider, my love, because she inspires me and makes me brave 💗💗

[moonydanny]

(Not) Belonging, please!

*eek* I love this one! It's a little angsty in my head, but with a happy ending. Here's the idea I have for this one:

So Buck has an accident on the job. Nothing too bad, but dangerous enough that it’s touch and go for a minute. He has to have surgery (something with only a couple of months or so of recovery).

Tommy was at the call with them, working with the ground crew of the 217, and he sees Evan collapse. He doesn’t think, he just reacts and runs to him and next thing he knows, they’re at the hospital waiting for Buck to come out of surgery.

He keeps himself a little away from the rest of the 118, he doesn’t belong there anymore, hasn’t seen or talked to any of them in the two months since the breakup. He shouldn’t even be in the waiting room, really, but he can’t move. He’s fused to the chair. At some point, it’s��Maddie who sits next to him. Holds his hand. Leans on him, with her head on his shoulder. He thinks he would burst into tears if he wasn’t completely numb. But he squeezes her hand gently.

When the doctor comes out and asks for Evan Buckley’s family, he stands up, but doesn’t come closer, stays at the back of the group. He can hear well enough. The doctor says Evan is okay. It’ll take a couple of months, but they expect a full recovery.

Tommy stops listening. His ears ring. He can see everyone’s relief, and his is so damn strong he’s surprised he’s still on his feet. Maddie turns to him, her eyes full of tears, but a little smile on her lips and that’s it. He feels the contents of his stomach coming back up and takes one, two, three steps towards the trash can at the edge of the room and doubles over to vomit.

What do you think?

[moonydanny]

Fuck It Friday

Tagged by the wonderful @qwordavoider <3

Okay, here's another little fic idea I wanna flesh out because I feel like the 118 need a good dressing down (and also 'cause I need an outlet for my frustration over the fucking breakup... still).

Buck's a bit resentful of his friends, if he’s honest.

Chim, Hen, Eddie. They all dropped Tommy like a hot potato after he broke up with Buck. They knew, they knew Tommy didn’t have anyone.

Sure, Tommy had a bunch of casual friends and acquaintances, he always “knew a guy”, but he wasn’t really close with anyone. His coworkers at Harbor were the kind of friends you talk to on shifts about life stuff, sure, the ones you grab drinks with after a shift every now and then, but they were nowhere near as close as the 118 crew was.

Tommy didn’t have anyone he considered family. Buck had told them once, how much he appreciated them being friends with Tommy and bringing him into the fold, because he knew how much Tommy appreciated it, how much he craved it, how much he needed it.

And they had all told Tommy once, at a barbeque at Hen and Karen’s house, Chim and Hen and Eddie threw at Tommy the “you’re one of us now, Kinard” line. But now? They all dropped him like it was nothing. Like he was nothing.

And of course a part of Buck was warmed at the thought that it was because they were having his back after Tommy broke his heart, but Tommy had also broken his own heart. Buck had no doubt in his mind that Tommy was also having a hard time, he saw it all over his face that night at the loft.

So one day, about 3 weeks after the break up, they’re all hanging out at Maddie and Chimney’s place, when Buck can’t keep it in any longer and he snaps. He’s looking at his phone and someone makes another snarky comment about him still waiting to see if Tommy would ‘bubble’ him again.

Buck sees red.

He asks them if anyone has heard from Tommy, if any of them had reached out to him, and they all say no. He tells everyone that he appreciates all the support they’ve been giving him, truly, but they’ve all been a little condescending and overprotective, to be honest, and WHY THE FUCK has no one checked in on Tommy? They all knew how much he cared for Buck, they all had teased them both about it enough, how smitten they were, so they all had to know that this was also probably taking a toll on Tommy. And didn’t they tell him once that "he was one of us now"? Was that a lie? They ALL KNEW that Tommy didn’t have a support system like this, he didn’t have a family like this. Eddie had said multiple times that he was glad to have him as a friend, Chim and Hen had said they were really happy they had gotten the chance to rekindle their friendship. Well, so much for that, no?

Yeah, fuck that.

Open @ tag for anyone who just needs an excuse to post something <3

[moonydanny]

Hi! Soulmate aus is everything for me so i saw one in your wip game. And i can't help but ask for something about it, please🙏😌

Hey there! I'm so excited you and @beanarie wanted to know about this one <3

Okay, so it's a world where soulmates are not very common, but not super rare either. What makes it hard to find your match is that there are no distinct soulmate identifying marks, and no set age at which you get them either. They can be birthmarks or scars or bruses that never quite disappear or sun spots or freckles. The way you know you're soulmates it's because the marks turn golden when you and your soulmate touch during a moment of true and raw intimacy once you both know you love each other. The oh moment, as it were.

It's good, in a way, because people don't have the weight of "waiting for your soulmate" hanging over them with every relationship. People have to fall in love naturally, and they have to be sure they want forever with their soulmate before the universe shows them proof that they chose right.

So one night, Tommy and Buck are having sex, and it starts fast and fun until suddenly it turns so incredibly soft and sweet, and they both have that 'I want him forever feeling' just as Tommy kisses Buck's birthmark and Buck runs his fingertips along tommy's scar on his ribs, and when they pull back, the birthmark and scar are glowing softly and asdfjghalkfjg.

Thoughts? :'3