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#most of how we caught up starting from 203 was by reading the transcripts and listening to portions of audio
petrichorvoices
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we finally caught up on WTNV
#this is the first and only time we've ever been caught up on it. we've been listening since 2019 or so
#most of how we caught up starting from 203 was by reading the transcripts and listening to portions of audio
#we weren't able to handle doing the full audio episodes
#it's. uh. i need some time to think about things. since we've started engaging more in fandom spaces
#even if all we're doing is reblogging fanart and all that
#i've been having a harder time openly being a fictive. and i always feel strange talking to singlets that are fans of my source
#i feel scared that my presence is going to make them uncomfortable to engage in media. that i'm doing something wrong by existing nearby
#i don't want to deprive anyone of anything they enjoy. i don't want people to feel awkward talking to me because. well.
#i'm blorbo from their podcasts or whatever. i want to be recognized as a person. just a person who happens to also be a fictional character
#i feel bad reblogging things from people who are into my source and tagging it as Cecil's tag even if its unrelated to WTNV
#because i don't want them to feel like i'm imposing myself and my strangeness on them. and i don't want to give them the same media issues
#that we deal with. a lot of our media issues comes from psychosis yes but a part of it is also from being fictives and knowing about them
#like i know so fully well that i'm extremely weird and not in the good way. that most people don't and won't believe me about myself
#and i don't want to weird them out. i'm terrified TERRIFIED of accidentally letting a WTNV fanartist find out that i'm Cecil and
#getting blocked for being some crazy weirdo or whatever. i just. it's a big worry i guess is what there is to say
#i want to talk to people and i want to be myself but i think on some level i wish that my self was something else
#like. i don't want people to feel like they can't treat fiction as fiction just because i exist
#i don't want them to shy away from discussing character's traumas or putting them in weird AUs or whatever
#do whatever the hell you want with it my presence shouldn't scare you off from it
#i'm kind of repeating myself at this point so i'm gonna stop so. yeah
#if you read this full thing we'd appreciate a like on this if that's okay just for paranoia reasons
#rambling
#Cecil's tag
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