#mother was particularly concerned about my memory because she knows i dont remember like 90% of the things from those years | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

teabutmakeitazure · 4 months

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fellas is it psychopathic behaviour to remember in great detail who wronged/wrongly treated my mother during the lowest time in our lives and made her cry and such and how they did so to my family even though I have no other memories from those years and it's a massive hole in my memory and life and to have made a mental list of all those people and extended family members so that I know who to help and who to fuck over when the time is right?

#was having a conversation with the family earlier and my mother seemed concerned about why i remember these things in concerning detail-#-even though i was a kid and sometimes not even actively present at the place the thing occurred #she doesnt know that i was actually watching everything #i may not have been beside her but i was outside the door or behind the door of a different room #mother was particularly concerned about my memory because she knows i dont remember like 90% of the things from those years #so to know that your daughter remembers all that is... concerning to say the least #and im not joking about the last part of the post #i have no qualms about fucking over people who i know would do the same tk my family in a heartbeat #life kinda sucks when both sides of your extended family are snakes instead of people #sure some of them are good people and did help us but i will always remember those who looked down on us #and told her that she's below them #zuri rambles #am i a psychopath for this? maybe i am #welp 🤷‍♀️#maybe this is why i was known as a mature kid #i knew everything about these people and how to play them even when i was in single digit age #10 years later im writing yandere lmao

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